#spn addiction

[thursdaythen]

[jayjay-thejet-plane]

Guys guys guys

what if demon dean put a muzzle on sam😳

ps check my reblog for more context😈😈😈

[mailboxwithaletterinside]

It's just the way that you are.

Hard Times - Ethel Cain // Supernatural, 2005-2020.

[goat-fanatic]

the gay angel face study doodles :P

[lambmotifz]

the theme of purity/uncleanliness which is integral to sam’s character is very much female coding but spn fandom isn’t ready for this conversation

[sammygender]

supernatural does this really fascinating/strange thing where they write a metaphor for something, but then also directly show the something at the same time. so you have john winchester raising his kids to be hunters (metaphor for abusive childhood) but also, aside from that, being flat out abusive. you have sam winchester repeatedly being possessed by things without his consent (metaphor for sexual assault) but also, aside from that, being sexually assaulted. you have dean winchester becoming more and more violent as result of a mark that makes him addicted to something (sort-of a metaphor for alcoholism? they’re clumsy about this one) but also, aside from that, being an alcoholic. it’s such a Choice. i don’t have anything else to say it’s just something i’ve noticed

[flowersintheimpala69]

So on a hunt against a demon Sam is fighting it and all of a sudden the demon presses their hand to his mouth and Sam feels the warm sensation of blood on his lips and he dosent want to he really dosent, dean would be SO disappointed but he’s opening his mouth before he realizes it and then deans there and he ganks the demon but he sees the blood on Sam’s face and he knows he knows he knows

And Sam is shaking when he gets in the impala and dean isn’t saying anything and they get back to the bunker and dean grabs his arm and starts leading him somewhere and Sam is shaking so hard because he can’t do a panic room again he can’t he can’t he can’t

And he’s a broken record telling Dean please no please I can’t I can’t

And deans not saying anything so he must be really mad and Sam thinks he’s gonna puke then-

Then they’re in the infirmary.

Dean guides Sam to a bed and forces him to lie back. Sam thinks he’s gonna strap him down or force a tranquilizer in him but Dean only grabs a pitcher of water and a cup and places it on the small table next to the bed and Sam is SO confused cuz he’s not hurt and he’s pretty sure Dean knows about the blood and-

Why- am I not going to a panic room?

Dean shakes his head and looks away like HE’S the one who should be ashamed or embarrassed.

No I- I shouldn’t have ever done that to you.

He takes a breath,

I um, I read up on substance addictions and realized sticking you in a room to detox was definitely not good and I know demon blood isn’t like alcohol but it sorta is and— I’m just sorry.

Sam’s just stunned because he deserved the panic room he deserved that pain but Dean just places a hand soothingly on Sam’s arm.

The next couple of days Dean stays by his side and brings him water and food that’s light on his stomach and puts a cold cloth on sam’s forehead and he’s feverish and shaking. And it’s nice it’s good and then they live happily ever after thanks for coming to my Ted talk.

[caught-a-dragonfly]

[winchester-co]

Look, Sam is not perfect. The guy is flawed. When he thinks he’s right, he’s hard to move. He can be an asshole to the people he cares about most. He’s committed atrocities. That’s what makes him interesting.

If we were talking about Dean or Cas, the same would still be true. That’s what people like about them. But people don’t seem to extend that same grace to Sam :(

[helianthus21]

honestly if there's one change book to TV that I'm super grateful for it's ageing up Daniel Molloy. that wet sack of a boy needed to ripen to reach Bogosian!Daniel level of sass

[goldenispunk]

[totellyouthetruth]

Sure we are aware of Jensen being patient zero of deangirlism and showing some heller teeth lately as well.

But there is another 'condition' he seems to have according to his speech about their chemistry with Misha. He talks about a "flow" experience that is "like a high", an "ignition" that creates "happy accidents of emotion", and that he wants to "find that more"... I don't know about you guys but to me it sure sounds like some kind of addiction (I mean that in a good sense ofc). He is chasing the highs of being on set with Misha! Give this man - and us! - a reboot of Spn already!

[dooanuh]

more than a week of not drawing spn lesbians has gone by and i’ve been tweaking so bad

[uglynavel]

The only thing I hate about Supernatural getting popular every few years is the amount of new fans who don't understand Dean or Sam at all

[completelymindfucked]

Purity - Slipknot

[lambmotifz]

always thinking about how sam didn’t judge/reject dean when dean told him he tortured & killed souls in hell for the sheer pleasure and that he enjoyed it