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thelionofthesheep · 12 years ago

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1-30 motherfucker

Oh god Brooke is trying to kill me. Prepare for a long ass answer ya butt.

1. My relationship status- single. Meh, I guess it’s an ok lifestyle, kinda lonely, but it’s whatever, I’ve got my friends and that’s all that matters.

2.I’d like to be graduated from college with some sort of degree, traveling the world, doing something I love, living in my nice house in San Francisco with the person I love and my Great Dane and my Corgi.

3. I don’t really care much since the medication i’m on I can’t do any of that shit (yet I still drink sometimes) or else i’d more than likely die, but I honestly think that, when it comes to drugs and alcohol, one shouldn’t have to depend on them. I’m not a fan of hard-core drugs like crack, heroine, etc., but sure you can partake in pot on occasion and get drunk a few times, you’re supposed to experience things in life, but not ruin your life, so do it responsibly and with care, and I just really won’t care. It’s your life do what you want.

4. Ehhhh this one is always hard for me to explain. I don’t like to label with “agnostic” or “atheist”, so basically just we don’t we don’t know if there is a higher power, and we never will until we are dead, but then the big won’t really matter because we wouldn’t have anyone to tell. I’m not saying that there for sure isn’t one, I just like to leave the question open for whatever answer it may hold. Though I don’t follow it, I do like religion. It brings people together, and it brings hope to those who need it. I like it when people have faith, and have something to believe in. It makes me happy. :3

5. A little over 4 years ago, I feel into a deep depression with constant anxiety attacks; I didn’t eat, I didn’t sleep, I was afraid to think over fear of over-thinking, it was a danger to spend long periods of time in my head. Each night I had to strain to keep myself from having anxiety attacks, which, evidently, didn’t work, so basically I cried myself asleep every night with the company of tears and nerve-numbing pain. My life seemed helpless and I just didn’t want to be on Earth; death seemed like a paradise not far away. I didn’t want to go to school, going out in public was a struggle; I was broken and I felt un-fixable, but then I got into therapy and was put on Zoloft which lulled all the pain and anxiety. I am now doing great, still going to therapy, and i’m pretty happy with my life. :3

6. 30 interesting facts… you are really trying to make people hate me aren’t you Brooke???? Oh god okay:

I love Homestuck.

My music taste varies from heavy metal, rock/ classic rock to pop/hip-hop, and rap… basically everything except country.

I fuckin’ love summertime— catching fireflies, throwing watermelons on my street, the beach, the heat, everything: love it.

I only like cute, fat, ham babies with pretty eyes.

Brooke is my best friend. ;3

My spirit animal is a mix between Catbug, Justin Timberlake, and the dude from the State Farm Commercials who asks for a hot tub like he’s in church.

I really fuckin’ hate mayonnaise.

I have a separate Homestuck blog but I haven’t used it in 4 months and yeah.

I write a lot.

I want to be a writer…or an illustrator idk

I grow fond of people even after talking them only once.

I LOOOOVVE the fine arts.

I often look at a piece of art and dissect each part of it and try to find useful techniques.

Classical music makes me swoon.

I love it when people have a lot of passion for what they believe in… it’s a turn on.

I love the violin; I’m actually learning it.

I have a guitar and a ukulele that I still haven’t learned to play yet.

I sing A LOT.

John Green and Macklemore are my inspirations.

I’m stretching my earlobes (currently at size 8)

I have A LOT of tattoo plans for the future.

I want snake bits, septum piercing, nostril piercing, web of my tongue pierced, rook pierced, and anti-tragus pierced.

My granpa throws peanuts at me when he sees me… out of love of course.

I currently have a Wayward Vagabond cosplay in progress.

I’ve lost track of how many of these i’ve written so i’m gonna stop.

7. My zodiac sign is the Taurus (May 3rd, Brooke… May 3rrrrddddd). “People born under the sign of Taurus tend to be very patient, practical and dedicated people. Such people are usually very cautious when dealing with people, life and money. They have a curious power of dominating others, even when not conscious of trying to do so.”: I’m not that patient, and i kind of spend money like cray sometimes, but other than that it’s pretty true.

8. Last moment I felt most satisfied with my life was last month, when everything seemed to have fallen into place; things were going great for me, and my friends were really happy which obviously made me happy!

9.I hope my future will be filled with happiness, love, prosperity, and dogs; I still want to hold the connections with the people I love today, and hold onto my “nerdy” interests.

10. Never had a first love OR a first kiss, but my first crush was this adorable squirrley kid in 1st grade; I was smitten, but it was only a thing. :P

11. Shuffle IPod:

Gorillaz- Dirty Harry

Of Mice & Men- This One’s For You

Asking Alexandria- Dear Insanity

Beethoven- Fur Ellse

Imogen Heap- Angry Angel

The Killers- Sam’s Town

Of Monsters and Men- Your Bones

Lady Gaga- Scheibe

Watsky- Moral of the Story

M.I.A.- Bad Girls

Macklemore- Jimmy Iovine (feat. Ab-Soul) (my fave song

12. Bullet my day:

Woke up

Checked phone

Ate pasta bake for breakfast and watched the newest Gravity Falls episode.

Scrolled through this stupid website.

Got dressed.

Went grocery shopping.

Came home and put up food.

Now i’m here writting this long ass answer

I will soon beeeee…..

Going to Brooke’s

Eat her food.

Have a Rise of the Brave Tangled Dragons movie marathon at her house.

Hopefully IHOP at 4 a.m. :3

13. I want to visit Seattle, Washington, move to San Francisco, and get a vacation cottage in the rural country of North Carolina.

14. Watching the Little Mermaid on a Little Mermaid blanket with my old cat Nala when I was either 3 or 4.

15. Favorite tumblrs:

Brooke!- spiralintomadness

Hunter!- roxycleanlalonglasting

Lexis!- im-cat-bug

Alexis!-lebenslut

Izzy!- terizy

Jade!- t3r3z1s-dr4gon-c4p3

Mark!- markfuckface

justintimberlakedoingthings

16.I like music that is catchy, has great lyrics, and/or I can jam to, if that just so happens to be mainstream music, then so what? Does it really matter? No. It doesn’t. For example, Suit and Tie is one of my fave songs and if anyone doesn’t like that well then suck my dick cuz im still going to listen to it anyways. Music is music, no matter its popularity.

17. Highs within the last year- going to Scotland to see my dad, throwing away my razors and being clean for three months (and counting :3), getting involved in VAstuck, and making new friends.

Lows- being in a “fight” with my best friend, my grade in Algebra 2, and heavy load of school work.

18. My beliefs? Hmm. This one’s a thoughie. I guess what I believe in most is equality for all; whether it be gays, woman, races, etc. My strongest cause would be same-sex marriage. I’m a big activist for it. I have many friends who are gay and have been picked on, and my aunts who I love so very much are gay. I fight for the voices who haven’t been heard, and the next generation so they don’t have to be plagued with pain for just being who they are. I will not rest peacefully until the day comes that we are all equal, no matter what.

19. Disrespecting parents? Well i think you should respect your parents; they’re the ones that brought you into the world. They feed you, give you shelter, and clothe you and give you love, so don’t be a bitch. (Grant it, if they are abusive, drop that respect shit, that shit means war, stand up for yourself and get help). I haven’t exactly been that respectful with my mom lately, but it’s hard to do sometimes when she’s being an unreasonable bitch… but despite all of that, I love her TO DEATH. She’s a single mom who had to raise two kids and we’re relatively good kids.

20. Education is important, hell yeah, but I don’t believe that a grade or a score on a test should determine your future. Grades don’t determine your knowledge, it only rates on hard you put in your work and determines what punishment you get from your parents for not get “”“”perfect grades”“”“.

21. Favorite show: That’s a tie between Gravity Falls, Regular Show, and Adventure Time.

22. How have I changed in the past 2 years? I guess my appearance has kind of changed a little bit. I lost some weight, gained some, meh it’s whatever. I have come to come to search for my place in the world. I became obsessed with Homestuck.

23. Five famous guys I find attractive (hollaaaaaaaa):

Joshua Brand good god almighty.

Jake Gyllenhal mmmmmmm

Chris Pine the sexy ass bastard ow OWWW ;D

Ryan Reynolds jesus fuck yessss

Andrew Garfield bitch can save me any day OOOHHH

BONUS!!:

I HAVE THE MAJOR HOTS FOR MACKLEMORE NO LIE OH GOD YEESSSS

24. Favorite movie (at the moment): Life of Pi. It’s about a skinny Indian boy who gets stranded out at see with a tiger. It is made out of the many tears I have shed after watching it even after the 4th time jusst GO WATCH IT DAMNIT

25. Someone who fascinates me would be, again, Macklemore. He puts so much passion and meaning into his lyrics and they always make me wonder his whole story, what exactly did happen when he overdosed. He’s just an enigma.

26. Someone that attracts me? Has a great personality, filled with passion for things, nice facial features, polite, has a great taste in music, and someone I can talk to for hours about nothing.

27. An issue i’ve had? Self- harming. I still do have issues with it. Relapsing is something that I fear lately but try my hardest to suppress.

28. Something I miss? The bay of Birsay on the island of Orkney off the northern coast of Scotland. I had my first spiritual revelation there. It was amazing. Simply gorgeous.

29. Goals for the next 30 days? Start working out more, get on my school work, finish To Kill a Mockingbird, not relapse, and to convince my mom to finally get my license.

30. I’ve only had highs this month and that would be spending it with my loving friends and family. :3

Okay I’m so done with this shit now This took me two hours to write. Thanks Brooke. Thanks. And if anybody actually read this, I love you omg. :3

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