#spiraled again haha
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aeonsredemption · 29 days ago
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uh ohhhh, wanna kms again XD
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friszil · 19 days ago
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the golden ratio
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completewannabe · 7 months ago
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hey guys asking for prayers again bc i almost kms again yesterday
also pray for my friends who had to hold me hostage until i was ok enough to be on my own again
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mellowforests · 3 months ago
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Something something jon doodles
I wish they talked more about him as a cartoonist and hopefully maybe one day make a relatable slice-of-life spin off about his daily life about his awkward and zestiness he radiates in which we can all say “he’s so me” in unison
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ysabellious · 1 year ago
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don’t you find it odd?
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thecrowsart · 9 months ago
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"I got the feeling that Mr. Yorishima... wanted to give a loquat to Natori, and I got one because I just happened to be there. Yet I got the sweet one. Natori gave Mr. Yorishima a sour face. And I thought there's no winning even in such a tiny thing."
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customboytoyz · 10 days ago
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pretty sure i saw a post that was almost 90% a vauge about me but its literally so stupid i cant stop laughing about it
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aureatchi · 3 months ago
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Do you think fedya would still commence his plan even if it required hurting his s/o's loved ones ? and do you think dazai would do the same ?
OMG NONNIE i’m supa sorry this is late i wanted to think abt this tons but little did you know tht you js opened up my entire world of fyozai chess game 🙂‍↕️ i won’t spoil too much on it yet (hehe something’s coming) BUT !! i’ll answer this <3
fyodor would, unfortunately fnnsjwjk. :( bcz he has this plan “for the better good” ultimately, he prioritizes the bigger picture & the end goal. ofc he would take you into consideration & would probably hold your loved ones in higher regard compared to all others (he wouldn’t actively seek out to hurt them ofc), but js as he’s willing to sacrifice certain pieces on the chessboard (obviously how the game works !!) if it had to come down to bargaining a better world in exchange, he would take it. ‘it would b worth it in the end’ he would tell you, in his eyes, if he weighed both on a scale. personally i hc this bcz in one of my fyozai (self-indulgent) universes, fyodor & his s/o (not officially tg at tht point) had known each other in the past, but him hurting their loved ones causes them to turn against each other & sparks this whole enemies to lovers thing HAHAHA. but back to the main point, the sole piece he wouldn’t sacrifice is the queen. ultimately you.
i think dazai would try very hard not to. esp bcz i like to think (at least after the dark era) he doesn’t throw away people like pawns, unlike fyodor for most ppl. esp for ex. if you had someone close to you tht reminded him of his relationship w/ odasaku 🥹, he definitely wouldn’t want to take tht away. in general he would not want to hurt you. it would b one of his ‘gambles’ tht he’d have to take & he would only touch those pieces on the board if it meant protecting the queen, who is once again you. bcz he wouldn’t sacrifice the most important piece either.
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wizardnuke · 1 year ago
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i love dnd..i love playing heavy utility/support/backfield and i love having three to six attacks in a turn and an insane ac. at heart im a support player ill get my hands on whatever we're missing in a group
#looks at a druid a fighter and a bard fighter. okay cleric time.#i LOVE playing cleric turns out.#though abjuration wizard is still super super fun its a different flavor of support#it's not buffs it's 'i am going to transfer literally all that damage to myself and war caster style succeed my witchbolt concentration'#doing insane amounts of damage while taking damage (+ with temp hp and then just a lot of hp. im taking the tough feat as soon as possible)#aabria iyengar was right these abjuration wizards are craaaazy. but war domain clerics also fuck hard#my abj wiz is very much an experiment in 'what if someone who is not at all suited to this life tries to adapt as well as she can'#the point is that she isn't a cleric. do u understand. she's not a cleric and that's the point it's the. hbbbgbfhb. she's out here#functioning as a combat medic on some aasimar features + healing kits/potions + arcane ward. Look At Me#i also really enjoy playing nonreligious characters in these worlds where deities 100% exist not in a 'fuck the gods' way but in#a way somewhere between 'i'm all i need' and 'i called and no one answered' and 'may or may not go on an insane power hungry spiral and#try to get a touch of godhood' which is in part very due to my own agnostic and people-loving heart and 'haha what if i icarused this girl'#a resentful caution towards gods an immense respect towards religious companions and 'when your god isn't here to help. i will be'#anyway REACTION arcane ward you don't take damage im fine. next turn reaction shield ward's back up. the thing is.#she will drive her hp down. the ward isn't much like it goes past that temp hp. it's 14hp that shit goes down and carries to her hp#but it never drops. any leveled spell puts hp back into the ward. a 1st lvl shield puts it at 2hp and she can use it again#she is not suited for these conditions but my god it is fun to watch. i care her.#i explained that subclass feature to a player that's not in that campaign and said. like. yeah she can take damage. when her ward drops to#0 it carries to her. any leveled abj spell puts it back up. and she can use it and drive her hp down again.#do u understand what i am explaining to u! do you get it! she is and has always been a punching bag!#she was a very valuable asset to the army and the group she was drafted! into. because when she's there. people just don't fucking go down#aside from her. aside from her. AAAAH. she's so cool. she is very smart i am still riding the high of critting every turn w witchbolt and#reacting to ward a party member against a crit that would have dropped him by taking the hit herself. and she didn't break concentration#badass
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manasurge · 5 months ago
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bleh
#blabbering#rambling/whining/complaining/venting ahead:#I think the horrors have finally caught up to me and the depresso is starting to take hold#i don't usually experience this until winter but I think the sudden drop of activity and people going on hiatus and such -#has triggered this early for me#basically I can't be left alone with my thoughts for too long or i start spiraling REALLY badly.#i don't really handle change very well haha...#i have the notorious curse of second guessing anything and everything and putting it on repeat in my head and then amplifying it#which sucks bc I don't have any more escapisms that work now bc this was already my escapism and I have no human connections irl#(I'm not kidding either. I've failed time and time again to make friends irl and was always the proactive one about it. But alas... ugh)#my only source for connections is online bc i struggle to make friends (especially at my age and how my energy keeps depleting and depletin#might lowkey be sharkweek but usually I just get more agitated and not this (this is very specific to the winter horrors™ for me)#i guess I may as well check out the spears while they're around still (tho in between me making dinner). I'm just feeling super bummed out#and not excited like I was the other day about it (ofc I blame the depresso™).#I don't even know what to do for my beta characters. Head empty. Head gone. sigh.#also it sucks bc next week is gonna kick my ass at work (canada day/july 4th/july in general/5 DAYS and long shifts in there too)#i'm going to be so tired and so alone and with nothing to look forward to. Idk what to do bc none of my usual distractions are effective no#No escape. No seretonin. No company. Nothin'. I notice I when i start getting bad like this when I fall back hard into pokemon#(because it was my childhood escapism and I was a neglected only child who was left alone a lot; hence the connection lol)#i'll probably just have to suffer through it and be an absolute wreck of a person i think. I don't really have any other options#watch me get sick again bc canada sucks to work bc everyone has it off and they ALL GO TO THE STORE I WORK AT AND IT SUCKS.#gonna try to draw more too but the depresso is eating my brain worms (the healthy brain worms)
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aeonsredemption · 6 months ago
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only been listing to La Dispute today
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random-kido · 2 months ago
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Project discovered
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backpackingspace · 1 month ago
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Hey this just in? Ptsd sucks balls
#Oversharing on the internet times#Ptsd#-10/10 don't recommend#Ugh#Need my brain scrubbed and shaken out#I would like a new one please and thank you#I promise I won't let this new one be tortured I'll be extra careful#Love how my subconscious has decided that I'm just the worst person on earth all my dreams lately are like#Hey what if you were monstrous? What I'd you personally committed horrific acts against other human beings?#Let's explore that reality in hd#These aren't even the fun nightmares where I can convince myself I'm not seconds from throwing up they were so bad and can decode them#And do dream work with them#Those nightmares always end up having really cool symbolism and are helpful in deeply deeply meaningful ways#I am willing to suffer those nightmares I have made my peace with them it's like a game almost#These ones just shake me up for fucking days and become a never ending spiraling cycle ugh ugh ugh#It's like my intrusive thoughts were made I to a TV show fuck#Me: slightly rude to my gf#My brain: what if you were the same level as evil as rapist#Me: great I'm going to throw up and claw my skin off and have a panic attack thank you brain that was super fucking helpful#The way that my brain is convinced that I'm evil actually is sure is....#Well. It. It seems like my brain learned to abuse myself that it's doing the work of my torturer for her ten years down the line#Mm. Hate that thought a lot actually going#....I was actually going to keep these tags fairly short I wanted this post to be a vague haha ptsd sure is something post and not#Spill my guts in the tags again but what else is new have done this for years so whatever
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furbyobsessedpup · 4 days ago
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me after posting a vent and deleting it 5 minutes later (if you're chronically online enough you've seen all of my vents but they never stay)
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brainman1987 · 23 days ago
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New pfp
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I missed doing greyscale on bright colors….
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roseverdict · 2 months ago
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i think 3 AM me is slightly deranged <3
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