#specially bc it also keeps me hyped for the movie xD

[renata-dp]

Some fnaf doodles I made during a vc with friends xD

[kisskissbanggang]

(1/7) Bel, it's Izzy. I'm here, and I'm ready to write my prowl essay. forewarning it's probably rly long (if u didn't read pt 5 but are planning to DO NOT READ THIS please go read it's soo good!) *inhales* WTF THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS I'VE READ! ok ok, so basically i loved this entire thing that idek where to start. first and foremost! all the chan x reader ;^; *UGLY CRYING* Bel I feel so fed! the push and pull! the love/hate! the love scene was so emotional and just represented them rn!

IZZY IT’S BEL THANK YOU FOR WAITING I WANTED TO MAKE SURE I HAD TIME AND THE HEADSPACE TO READ AND REPLY TO YOUR AMAZING CONTRIBUTION TO MY INBOX

First of all, thank you for your kind words. I say this over and over, but I can’t believe how much I love Prowl. I’m genuinely proud of it and I’m so happy to have you here enjoying it. I’m glad the push and pull is strong! This whole mess started when Chan asked Reader to trust him, and only got worse when Jisung did the same.

(2/7) like how they don't want each other (rn?) but for some reason--and this is just my opinion--I feel like they could actually find someway to grow through this and find a love for each other that's not just bc of their powers. like I feel bad that Chan and reader are having such like hatred for each other bc of those voices (step out of them vOICES! I'm sorry I had to). it made me sad to see during their love scene how against it they truly were.

They really are kindred spirits despite how much they don’t want to be (or at least Reader doesn’t want to be 👀) And if I had to speak for them in that scene, Chan doesn’t want to take advantage of her, and Reader doesn’t want to lose control 🤧

(3/7) ALSO when chan said he loved her but she made him wish he was dead. that hit me way too hard. I was so sad I hated how bad he felt to say that; AND the old picture! when the lix showed her the picture I felt way too sad, (I will get to lix momentarily) BUT BEL I AM SO SAD HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME WANNA CRY LIKE THIS! like how dare you make chan hurt so much!? (but please give us more of this angst I'm thriving off of all this lore and learning more of his backstory 👀)

DARK PAST SAD BOY CHAN IS MY FAVORITE TO WRITE AND IT’S ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE FROM HERE 😭

(4/7) You write all the characters so well Bel! all the way through I felt attached to all of them! the soft fluff and love scenes with Jisung tugged at my heartstrings honestly! it had me liking the Jisung x reader ship ngl it too is a good option! (I'm still team Chan tho I'm sorry Jisung! I cannot stray from all the good angst and romance and passion and hatred and all that wonderful jazz ;p) omg and ALL! THE! BACKSTORY/LORE! (minho cameo uwu) I WAS NOT READY FOR A PLOT BOMB AT ALL!

I made Izzy enjoy Jisung x Reader? 🤩 the captain of Team Chan? 🤩🤩 That’s a win in my book 😘 but I’m glad you’re in Team Chan, and it still has a present following! More than anything, I’m just impressed Team Reader is so strong 🥰

(5/7) I love lia and her story it's so much deeper than I'd anticipated! I'm really curious to see where the story continues (I SAW THOSE OTHER 2 PARTS BEL! I'm both happy & sad bc I rly don't want this series to end but ofc when one thing ends smth even more amazing begins, hehe) for now I'll be rereading the whole thing all over again bc that's only natural; also I saw in your response to one of my asks that team chan is the lowest choice and, well, I'M SRY BUT I'M STICKING W/ THE UNDERDOG

I’ve been looking forward to writing Lia and Minho’s story since part 4 omg 🤧 I’m so happy I’m on this journey, I have no clue what I’ll do when it’s over, but I’m happy you’re here and leading Team Chan 💗

(6/7) I've rambled on a whole lot this time but prowl is the reason I began to talk to you and so it's special to me! <3 above all this part was great and the cliffhanger?! bel, lix and the girls, yuna and- omg I'm so excited to read more! I also saw how you said you kept my ask in mind while writing and 🥺 that made me really happy I'm happy I can help you in some way

Of course I kept your ask in mind! I appreciate you and all the Prowl fans so when you give me such amazing encouragement and feedback it keeps me going 🥰

(7/7) lastly I'll def talk abt my model!chan story with you more once I get some more of it figured out! it's so rough and I have like 8 other fic ideas (unless you wanna hear abt those too(?) 👀 maybe I should start a tumblr? LOL idk) anyways tho it's been so nice to be able to tell you how I truly feel abt your work here on tumblr and I hope you don't mind I sent this essay for you haha xD please never stop writing prowl and your works are amazing and I'll always be a big fan - Izzy 💜✨

YES please make a tumblr and tell me about your model!chan idea Izzy omg I’ll enjoy it so much 🥺💕

ps: SORRY I FLODDED YOUR ASKS TOO MUCH SO THESE WERE DELAYED! I just wanted to say I remember first reading prowl when it was still just a oneshot and to see how far it's come I'm proud of both you and the story it's amazing truly; oh & I'd totally be buying the original prowl books/merch/watching the movies one day btw! I'd be starting the hype train LOL xoxo - Izzy 💜✨

IZZY I love you, I appreciate you, I’m so lucky to have you, if there’s ever mercy there’s a gift basket coming your way 🤧💕

[skygemspeaks]

85 question game

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag twenty people

tagged by the lovely and amazing @natsomuchartem​

the last

drink: water. (or if that doesn’t count, McDonalds’ orange pekoe milk tea)

phone call: My Mom

text message: My boss

song you listened to: Gosh, I don’t know. We keep the radio on at work, and I just got back, so...if it’s the last song I chose to listen to, it’d be the Chainsmokers and Coldplay’s Something Just Like This

time you cried: Well...I got teary-eyed over a fic just this morning. But tge last time I actually cried would be...a week or two ago.

dated someone twice: nope

kissed someone and regretted it: definitely.

been cheated on: never

lost someone special: 2012

been depressed: ...p much always?

gotten drunk and thrown up: I hardly ever drink, so no

three favourite colours

Purple

Mint

Wine Red

in the last year have you

made new friends: yep

fallen out of love: nope

laughed until you cried: oh definitely XD

found out someone was talking about you: nope

met someone who changed you: not really

found out who your friends are: lmao I guess? I have like 3 irl friends. Because I’m an antisocial shit who prefers to be alone.

kissed someone on your facebook list: pfft naaah

general

how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? about half? I add online friends too, if I know them really well. I don’t go on fb much anymore though

do you have any pets? No, but I REALLY want a dog. One of the giant breeds. More doggo means more cuddles

do you want to change your name? My mum chose my name when she was just 14, and against all odds, was allowed to name me, so no. My name is a product of fate, and I love it lots. (Afghanistan is really sexist, and my freaking uncle thought he had more of a right to name me than the woman who carried me for 9 months and brought me into this world >_> )

what did you do for your last birthday? Spent the day with my family, and went out for dinner.

what time did you wake up? 9:30, which is about when I always wake up.

what were you doing at midnight last night? reading an hp fanfic 

name something you can’t wait for: The Yuri On Ice movie! Oh, and I’m going to be going to Calgary and Vancouver next summer, which I’m really hyped about! I went to BC for 2 weeks in 2012 and completely fell in love with it, so I’ve been dying to go back.

when was the last time you saw your mum: This morning, when she dropped me off to work ^^

what are you listening to right now? The sound of my AC XD I’ve not got any music on

have you ever talked to a person named tom? I mean...maybe? I work at a pharmacy, and I’m sure at least one of our patients is named Tom.

something that is getting on your nerves: People that hate on JJ (no, I won’t ever get over it. I’m just petty like that).

most visited website: Threeway tie between tumblr, ao3, and youtube. They make up about 90% of the time I spend on the internet. I also go on the Gravity Tales website a lot too though because I’m following The King’s Avatar, and it updates daily.

hair colour: ......dark brown roots, and then an inch or two of lighter brown, then blue fading into blonde.

long or short hair: waist-length. Though I’m thinking of cutting it short again.

do you have a crush on someone? nah

what do you like about yourself? My talent in writing

piercings: I used to have two sets on my ear lobes, but the second set didn’t heal properly so I had to let it close up. My first set I’ve had since I was 4 or 5.

blood type: No idea whatsoever. My dad had type O, but I don’t know what my mum had. So it could conceivably be just about anything.

nickname: Nothing irl, but online I always go as Skygem, so most people call my Sky, Gem, or (several several yers ago) Vivi.

relationship status: Single

zodiac: Capricorn

pronouns: she/her

favourite tv show(s): Boku no Hero Academia, Natsume Yuujinchou, Yuri on Ice. I’d also say Katekyo Hitman reborn, but I haven’t seen much of the anime for that one. Only ead the manga.

tattoos: None, but I do want a quote on my inner forearm that reads “Words are different when they live inside you” (Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe, Benjamin Alire Saenz)

right or left handed: Left

surgery: No

sport: None. Though I do occasionally watch hockey.

vacation: Went to Niagara Falls for Canada Day! It was a total blast. And like I said before, we’re planning to go to Alberta and BC next year.

pair of trainers: reebok

more general

eating: Thai Express

drinking: Tims iced capps

i’m about to: play world of warcraft probably

waiting for: Motivation, to get started on my new book

want: to be a popular author one day. and travel the world.

get married: maybe someday. if anyone even wants to marry me in the first place, though I doubt that’ll happen.

career: No earthly idea whatsoever. Currently considering asl-English interpreter

which is better?

hugs or kisses: Hugs!

lips or eyes: Eyes

shorter or taller: Taller

older or younger: Older

nice arms or nice stomach: arms

hookup or relationship: relationship, duh

troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

have you ever

kissed a stranger: Never

drank hard liquor: I took a beverage, bar, and dining room course, and we tasted a lot of beverages, and learned to mix lots of different kinds of drinks too. I’ve had rum, tequila, and vodka, thought I usually prefer to stick to wine because everything else tastes gross to me. sparkling wines are my usual go-to

lose glasses/contact lenses: Never, surprisingly enough, and I’ve had glasses since I was 14, so that’s...7 years now.

turned someone down: lmao no. no one asks me out, like, ever

sex on the first date: lol no. who’d want to have sex with me O.o

had your heart broken: nah

been arrested: lol my mum would have killed me, so no.

cried when someone died: when my dad died

fallen for a friend: Never

do you believe in

yourself: occasionally

miracles: absolutely

love at first sight: You can’t love someone you don’t even know. You might feel a connection, or the possibility for love, but not actual love. It’s either infatuation, or lust. You’re in love with who you imagine they might be, not who they actually are.

santa claus: I’m Muslim, so no XD

kiss on the first date: I dunno, maybe? I kissed my ex right after he asked me out, but that’s because we’d been friends for like a year before that point (it was a mess of a relationship though, ngl. broke up within a few weeks). It really depends on the relationship

angels: I do :)

other

eye colour: Brown

favourite movie: Literally always changing, just like my fav book. At the moment, it’d be Wonder Woman 

tagging: @realisticallycynical, @blindiemac, @wizardmafianinjapirate, @seitosokusha, @i-w-p-chan, @tsukana, @cute-evil-meme-queen, @ollypuro, @elynight, @cookiethehappyunicorn, @altered-karma, and anyone else who wants to!

[okwilliamson]

should be doing homework but im sexting my boy and answering survey questions

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? - ummm i really dont know, syd, seany, evie, luke or bae at home lol 

2. Are you outgoing or shy? - mostly shy but when something i want is in the sights i might as well be outgoing to get what i want 

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? - BAE 

4. Are you easy to get along with? - I think i am easy to get along with, i look mean at first i think and i have trouble controlling my facial expressions lmfao 

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? - yeah i think so 

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? -  fucked up sad boys who will crush my heart / boys in general im straight af to clarify/ but boys with big lips and nice eyes / someone whos funny / someone who will watch shitty movies w me/ BUT if this is just about people in general im attracted to shit lords like myself 

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - um actually maybe? 

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? - my bab 

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - no i love talking about sex 

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - umm i have deep convos with everyone lol so probs today with syd and clayton 

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? - ‘omw’ 

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - oh sheesh idk ive been listening to throwback shit from middle school and also hamilton 

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?- honestly the thing i like most in the world 

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? - luck yes, miracles not really bc i feel like that has a religious connotation 

15. What good thing happened this summer? -  i slept with someone new 

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - would i? yes...should i? not at all lol 

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? - there has to be right 

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? - bro what how would that even be possible 

19. Do you like bubble baths?- yeaaaa but never have the chance i dont have bathtubs in my dorm room 

20. Do you like your neighbors? - i dont even know my neighbors at all i know the girl next to me is named jackie and shes nice 

21. What are you bad habits? -  im a mess all the time like i dont clean up after myself, i dont even care if im living in trash ill just keep adding more trash to the pile. i dont shower enough lol, and im obsessive 

22. Where would you like to travel? -  anywhere!! i wanna go west 

23. Do you have trust issues? - yes kinda, i have a hard time being vulnerable with people bc i build up this wall to keep myself hard and safe away from potential sadness x d 

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? - umm makeup probably :) 

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - probs my double chin lmfao but i can take selfies and look good anyways 

26. What do you do when you wake up? - i like have to pee as soon as i wake up 

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? -  im good with my skin tone tbh but it would be nice to be able to tan vs burn 

28. Who are you most comfortable around? - syd, evie, luke, mik, bella, my sister 4 sure, 

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? -  no lol 

30. Do you ever want to get married? - ummm idk im not really like super hype to the idea but it could be cool 

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? -  ya girl has a buzz cut lol 

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? - wowwie idk 

33. Spell your name with your chin. - miss me w that 

34. Do you play sports? What sports? - literally no sports are like the least interesting thing in my opinion 

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? - shit idk thats so hard bc i use tv as like back ground noise a lot of the time but music helps me with everything else i cant choose 

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - ummmm yes 

37. What do you say during awkward silences? - depends on why its awkward 

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? -  xd i dont need this 

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? - lovesick, xxi?? thats about it oh and thrift stores!!!!! 

40. What do you want to do after high school? - bitc im doin it im in art school 

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?- yes for sure i give everyone a lot of chances 

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? - im sick/sad/angry lol

43. Do you smile at strangers? - i try to 

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? - outer space 

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? - classes bb 

46. What are you paranoid about?- money all the time 

47. Have you ever been high? - yes lol 

48. Have you ever been drunk? - also yes 

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - ummmmmm yikes idk no not really 

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? - green 

51. Ever wished you were someone else? - i used to but not recently 

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? - work ethic 

53. Favourite makeup brand? - sheesh i think jeffree star cosmetics & lime crime 

54. Favourite store? - not sure 

55. Favourite blog? - probs claudias 

56. Favourite colour?- pink 

57. Favourite food? - pizza i think 

58. Last thing you ate? - pizza lol

59. First thing you ate this morning?- i didnt eat this morning 

60. Ever won a competition? For what? - no i dony think so 

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?- nah 

62. Been arrested? For what?- nope 

63. Ever been in love? - i believe so! i fall in love with people all the time lol 

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?- i was in 8th grade and his name was garrett and he was my first bf ever and we kissed on my front porch it was very cliche 

65. Are you hungry right now? - for the first time in a while actually yes 

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? - literally no i dont really have tumblr friends 

67. Facebook or Twitter? - twitter 68. Twitter or Tumblr? - this is tough bc i frequent both but probs tumblr 

69. Are you watching tv right now? - nope

70. Names of your bestfriends? - claudia, syd, evie, luke, mik, bella 

71. Craving something? What? - HUMMUS 

72. What colour are your towels? - one is like peachy and the other one is purple but i never use that one bc i cleaned up fruit juice off the floor w it and never cleaned it lol 

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? - a lot like 3 pillows and i use blankets as like body pillows for that snuggly vibe 

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? - just one hello kitty lol 

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? - total i have quite a few but i dont bring them to school with me 

75. Favourite animal? - ummm i really dont know tbh 

76. What colour is your underwear? - black 

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla for ice cream / chocolate for like cupcakes or cake 

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? - tbh mint choco chip or phish food by ben and jerrys 

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? - currently just chilling in my bra fam 

80. What colour pants? - black leggings lol 

81. Favourite tv show? - right now the office for sure / but also my 600 lb life 

82. Favourite movie? -  i have so many , django unchained, perks of being a wallflower, across the universe, i lowkey love the twilight series?? idk im not well versed in classic film just shitty films that have a special place in my heart 

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? - this is an ugly quest but the original mean girls 4 sure 

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? - mean girls lmao 

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? -janice lol 

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? - bro idk finding nemo is not something i think about a lot lolol but probs the badass fish jawn w his ripped up fin 

87. First person you talked to today?- my sister 

88. Last person you talked to today?- just now syd 

89. Name a person you hate? - donald trump 

90. Name a person you love? - claudia <3 

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - um not currently except maybe if my illness was personified then i would punch that bitch 

92. In a fight with someone? - i dont fight w people lol 

93. How many sweatpants do you have? - literally 1 pair i think 

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? - SO many lol 

95. Last movie you watched? - twilight last night lol 

96. Favourite actress? - hmmm, i love charlize theron, kristen stewart but not bc of twilight her other movies are fire 

  97. Favourite actor? i love tom hardy, eddie redmayne, john boyega 

98. Do you tan a lot?- not at all 

99. Have any pets?  - one cat named Bo 

100. How are you feeling? - kinda shit but ok 

101. Do you type fast? - pretty fast, working in call centers get ur typing skills on fleek lol 

102. Do you regret anything from your past? - a few things of course but at the same time whats the point in regretting things you know, it just gives you more baggage to carry around and that shit sucks 

103. Can you spell well? - for the most part i think but sometimes shits questionable lol 

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? - ummm no not really 

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? - yes i have it was a strange experience 

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? - no way bruh people break my heart all the time tho it seems lol 

107. Have you ever been on a horse? - yes but i was like 8 i think i was sooo young 

108. What should you be doing? - im chillin 

109. Is something irritating you right now? - BEING SICK  

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? - yessssss 

111. Do you have trust issues? - not so much trust issues but i have a hard time putting my walls down for people 

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? - ummm syd and luke hahah 

113. What was your childhood nickname? - liv, livy, liver, livy loo ( my mom calls me this when shes salty at me) my dad has always called me scooter crunch i have no idea what thats from, or any variation sometimes its just scooter and recently he called me scooter mc crunchy and that was even a lot for me lol , oh and olive!! 

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? - yes ive been out of ohio but not to anywhere very exciting 

115. Do you play the Wii? - i did once upon a time 

116. Are you listening to music right now? - yes frank ocean’s blond album 

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?- i mean its fine 

118. Do you like Chinese food? - i love it but only from like select places bc mediocre chinese is always kinda a let down 

119. Favourite book? - harry potter series, perks, sula, 

120. Are you afraid of the dark?- sadly yes 

121. Are you mean? - i am sometimes lol i cant even lie 

122. Is cheating ever okay? - i dont think so 

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? - dude no 

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? - this is always a question in these 

125. Do you believe in true love? - ofc 

126. Are you currently bored? - nah im cool 

127. What makes you happy? - makeup, photography, my friends, my sister 

128. Would you change your name? - no ive never thought of something that suits me more than olivia, which is why im cool with my nicknames 

129. What your zodiac sign? - scorpio 

130. Do you like subway? - as in sandwhiches yes lol 

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - i would be shocked lmfao 

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? - ummm idk ive been kind of mia recently from being sick but probs syd 

133. Favourite lyrics right now? - the whole wiped out album by the neighbourhood 

134. Can you count to one million? - ive never tried and i probably never will but on principal yes i can count 

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? umm idk that im ok? i try not to lie about trivial things but if im sad or something and someone im not comfy w asks me about it ill just be like yeh im good 

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? - closed i live in a dorm room lol 

137. How tall are you? -5′6 

138. Curly or Straight hair?- i have a buzz cut so neither 

139. Brunette or Blonde? - is this an opinion question bc i have blue hair so like 

140. Summer or Winter? - man im more of a fall/spring type 

141. Night or Day? - day i think 

142. Favourite month? - november but im really tired of my friends trying to kill themselves in my birthday month tbh LOL 

143. Are you a vegetarian? - no but maybe i should be so i wouldnt be so fucking sick all the time 

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk 

145. Tea or Coffee? - i really like both 

146. Was today a good day? - my day hasnt even really started 

147. Mars or Snickers? - snickers i guess  148. What’s your favourite quote? - i dont really have one tbh 

149. Do you believe in ghosts? - yuh 

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? -  the only book i have with me is my science book and thats not interesting at all so lol imma skip this one