#spanko

[lauryn-order]

It's not that I dislike sex/sexual things. 

It's that I dislike meaningless sexual interactions.

It's that I don't crave sex like I crave non-sexual kink.

It's that sex isn't a need for me like spankings are.

It's that the whole time I'm doing anything sexual, I'm just thinking about being spanked.

It's that I have a vibrator and already get off plenty.

It's that I literally never think of sex unless I have a deep connection with someone.

It's that sex doesn't help my mental health like other kinks do.

It's that I've been used for sex so many times, why would I want to continue putting myself in that position?

It's that I want, need, and deserve something truly better than sex.

[spankthegirl]

[xo-bunnymutt]

dirty things in my ask box, please 🙏

[lauryn-order]

Confessions: Why I Deserve To Be Spanked/Punished

It's been a long time since I've been held accountable for my actions. I haven't been spanked for good reason in gourd knows how long, but, even though I've done a lot of positive things recently, there are definitely plenty of very real reasons I should be punished. I'm not going to focus on the tiny ones, but I'll list the major infractions that I wish someone would hold me accountable for:

I didn't hold my standards. My main boundary is no sex on the first date because I'm not to into meaningless sex. I don't want that for myself. I was lonely the other day and wanted to find a partner, so I agreed to meet 2 people I shouldn't have and go on "dates" in the small chance that it would work out. Both used me for sex/sexual favors and the "dates" lasted 30 minutes each. I knew better and didn't care enough about myself. I disappointed myself and let myself down.

I haven't been doing a great job on taking my physical health medications. I take my mental health meds and my HSV meds, but have ignored my others and my lab work proved it's taking a toll.

I have not been doing a great job financially. I've been better than I used to be, but still not good enough. I'm wasting money on silly things instead of saving for important things or paying off debt.

I let myself get burned out at work to the point where I'm barely even trying anymore. I know a lot of it has to do with losing my "why" a couple months ago when I lost my cat in a traumatic way and feel as if I no longer have a goal in life, but that's not a good enough excuse. My team counts on me to be their leader and I'm failing them by not giving my best effort. I worked so hard for this promotion and now that I have it, I'm wasting it and my potential.

I'm not sleeping correctly and end up sleeping during the day and sometimes during work. I've woken up late for work or slept through my lunch and then kept sleeping because I'm so worn out. I know a lot of that is due what I've been dealing with mentally and that my body is just shutting down from pure exhaustion, but I need to be making changes and trying harder to be on a healthier schedule as this is not sustainable.

I'm not taking care of my room and I'm letting it become a mess. How am I supposed to get mentally better when I'm living in chaos? I don't have a whole place to clean, just my room, and I haven't even done that.

[spankthegirl]

my ass after tuesday’s brief self-spanking session <3

[newyorkspanker]

Ribbon12 is Spanked for Lying Part 1

It was hot downstairs, so Tiler volunteered to get a fan that she claimed she saw upstairs. While I was waiting downstairs for her I noticed she was taking a long time to come back down. So in the end I found out that she was using that time as an opportunity to hide my implements and there was not any fan in the house. So I punished her for lying to me. In part 1 I use my hand only.

[polycoupleohio]

[spankthegirl]

[butt-slvt]

Spanking myself as a reminder that I’m a bad slut. Hope to still have a sore butt at work!!!🥺

[strictcaringsir]

Discipline her…….give her the spanking she craves. Make her mind go quiet as all she can think of is the pain and bad decisions leading up to her punishment. When it’s all over, the feeling of being exhausted after the thorough spanking will be one she craves over and over again. The calm after the storm will be the hugs, the kisses and caressing of a very sorry girl.