#sort of I suppose

[ozzycide]

chat are we fucking with the courtney love dress to impress

based off of this image so idk if the shoes were right cuz u cant see them

[smuclge]

Tis the season!

I'm off of work all month so I'm hoping to bang out a few more attacks this year!

[bunnieswithsunglasses]

[the-fern-sys]

these bitches gay. good for them, good for them

[fourofhearts]

the other day Cute Boy initiated conversations with me not once, but twice. the first time it was very early in the morning and i’m pretty sure i made a fool of myself blathering like an idiot about our english quiz. the second time i had my headphones on and didn’t notice he was trying to get my attention until char kicked me and i was like “...???.... oH hi” why am i like this

[darriness]

WHY CAN’T THE WESTALLENS JUST GET A CHANCE TO PLAN THEIR WEDDING, I MEAN COME ON!!!

[sshining]

why hasn’t anyone drawn Marx/Xander with his hair tied up in a smol ponytail yet 

also somebody please help me track down the original artist/post, google’s search with image hasn’t come up with anything and i bet it’s from pixiv and I just want to make sure the artist has given permission etc. (this character is actually from the Gangsta manga. Imagine Niles, Xander and Ryouma had a child. That’s Worick).

[breakingjen]

the headaches i’ve had for the past few days made all the sense early this morning when i got my period for the first time in forever. i’m seriously annoyed with myself, cause this means i haven’t taken the pill the same time every day which means.. well, the period happens. 

and i’d forgotten what it feels like. not the pain, i’ll never forget the pain i’m usually in when i have it but i didn’t get that this time - not nearly as painful as i had before anyway, it was manageable (and the pain relief worked! which is another thing that basically never happened before). like a 5 on a scale of 10. which is another thing.. my period pain hasn’t been manageable since my teens. i also don’t get a lot of it now when i do have it, but both that and the not having it at all are a side effect of the contraceptive i take (desogestrel, “In 20 - 30% of the women, bleeding may become more frequent, whereas in another 20% bleeding may become less frequent or totally absent”. i’m that other 20%). the period also makes me weak af and tired and i’ve been spending a lot of today on my bed in the fetal position and craving the scones i’d planned to bake today. the scones i’d had to go get ingredients for, but going to the store was out of the question. i even ordered takeout cause i couldn’t bring myself to cook. and i just remembered i don’t even have any food at home :/ gotta go to the store tomorrow. wait, i’m supposed to help mom food shopping tomorrow, so i could buy food for myself at the same time! jfc i’m slow. also i’ll be buying chocolate. and hopefully m&m peanuts (they’re my addiction).

anyway, i don’t want to have a uterus anymore. and it’s not like i’ll ever need it, i’m not planning on ever becoming pregnant. i don’t want children, i love them and especially babies but i don’t want my own. for so many reasons, like.. i’d be a horrible parent, i don’t know what to do with my life and it doesn’t feel right to bring a baby into that, the state of the world and the environment/climate makes me feel guilty when i think about bringing a baby into that (note: this is what /i/ think in regards to /myself/ not others) are just some of those reasons. as well as even /if/ i did want children (which i don’t) there’ll never be anyone to have them with. who’d want a child with me, you know? i’ve never had a relationship and the last time i was in love he turned out to be a douche with a girlfriend so... whatever, based on my past where no one’s shown real interest in me beyond friendship/acquaintanceship (except for that guy i wish i’d never met) my odds aren’t that great for a loving relationship in the future. and i think i might’ve given up on the thought that there might be cause i just can’t see it happening - i’m always just the friend. BUT if i were to sometime in the future change my mind and want children and against all odds find someone to have them with i’d probably want to adopt if so. so see?? no need for my uterus.

i /think/ if i remember correctly that as long as i keep my ovaries the hormone balance thing in the body should be okay even if i had the uterus removed. but idk, maybe if i start remembering to and also actually take the pill when i should future periods shouldn’t be a problem - cause i won’t be ovulating so there would be no period.

[fiddlefordhmcgucket-archive-blog]

mun:

idk now im thinkin abot like... fidds’ science preferences yknow

i mean our preferences overlap definitely when it comes to general chemistry and... geology to a degree but

idk if he’d really be the one for biology? other than, what’s needed but. he’s obviously a fucking physics nerd. particle physics. his middle name is hadron like come on. and yknow astrophysics bc yes

which means more for me to be googling 24/7 cus i dont know shit about physics haha. im a fuckin biology nerd. biochemistry and shit. like i was really lookin into pharmacology before shit. still think it would’ve been fun.

of course im not goin to say im over it. definitely not. probably wont be.

[thunderfcknroad]

LGSM just followed me on twitter. I can die happy now. Goodbye friends.

[eiidolon-blog]

I spun my car out today on the road and I swear we could have died and everyone around us just stopped and stared and Teresa was so shaken and honestly so was I but I didn't say a thing and I didn't even flinch or freeze I just calmly turned my car back on and sped off the other way and that is kind of how I have dealt with these types of things because after wanting to die all my childhood and seeing so many horrific things I have kind of just become numb to all of it and the things that should scare me don't and the things that do scare me are so trivial and so meaningless in the long run and I guess that says a lot about me

[bloodyhcll-archive]

irrelevant news under the thing.

So basically the reason why I'm so sad lately is this blog, and how useless it seems to be at this point. It's clear that no one else but me has interest on Ronnie so I'll not bother anymore, because again, what's the damn point, right? I'm not going to force anyone to interact with me nor be my friend or anything so... I'll be more active on Isaac, if it interests anyone, and probably only come here to do my drafts because I'm seriously tired of trying to reach people and get to know them and no one really cares about me or my character. 

[fuhrer-king-radley]

Well

[fabulousanima]

Tagged by Bit!

1. Which Pokemon would you want to have in real life, and which one would you be?

I think I'd want to have an Arcanine and be an Ampharos?  MAYBE that was a lot of pressure yikes.

2. You can pick any skill in the world you want, but you have to lose one you already have; which ones?

Hmm.  It would be really cool to be a talented martial artist, but I don't think I'd want to give up any skills I do have for it... I have the skills I do because I thought they were valuable and I worked at them, so it's hard to imagine trading them away.

3. You are forced to do karaoke; what do you sing?

BWAHA nothing forced about it, I love karaoke.  I would sing whatever was stuck in my head at the moment, but there is something great about belting out "Save a Horse, Ride a Cowboy" because it's just so ridiculous that it's fun.

4. Besides tumblr, what’s your favorite form of procrastination?

Urghh probably marathoning different TV shows.  I'm literally currently doing that.

5. You foolishly google medical conditions, and find symptoms that indicate there may be something seriously wrong with you. How long do you avoid doing anything about it?

Aaaaahaha I wait zero time, because I have easy access to medical care 24/7.  But I may also be smacked upside the head for believing an online diagnosis.

6. Upcoming movie you most want to see?

Bluh.  I'm really bad about movies... oh!  HTTYD2.

7. Earth, Fire, Wind, or Water?

Wind!

8. What was your favorite childhood toy?

Man it'd be hard to pick a favorite.  I did have a lot of little dinosaur figures that went on a shit ton of adventures around my house, and my favorite was this little yellow Diplodocus that I named Yellowlegs (which made no sense, it was entirely yellow).

9. If you could go back and prevent the death of one celebrity, which one would it be?

Umm... I guess I'd like to go meet Audrey Hepburn?  I've never thought about this.

10. Do you prefer your pop with ice, or in a cold can/bottle?

I prefer SODA with ice, except... I don't really drink soda ever.  Maybe like once a year if I'm desperate.  I do drink a lot of seltzer, and in that case I prefer it with ice.

11. If a train leaves the station at 6:42 A.M. and travels west at a speed of 82 m.p.h., and a second train leaves another station at 7:01 A.M. and travels north at 76 m.p.h., do the tears on your pillow bespeak the pain that is in your heart?

This would be a good place to think of something clever but I got nothing.

[maraschinocheri]

Three Sentence Fic! (Warning for No Idea What I'm Doing.)

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for an anon, who wanted Courf/ferre twighlight au hehehehehehehe (sorry)

(Oh, anon. I don't really know the Twilight franchise other than what I've gathered through fannish osmosis, so this is probably nothing like what you might hope for. And now I'm just laughing about how Fra dressed up as Edward Cullen for Halloween that one year. Right, okay.)

"As much as I'm prepared to accept the possibility of some mortal sending you into this much of a tailspin—" Combeferre shows his palm, halting the offended rant ready to fly from Courfeyrac's (pretty, so very pretty, though often made less so by what tumbles out of them when he's in this mood) lips, and presses forward with it. "One would think—one would hope, one would expect, Courfeyrac, that said mortal would at least show some sense and run like the fires of hell were on his or her tail away from you; you are, after all, a vampire."

"As you made me," Courfeyrac smirks, "and think what you would have missed if I'd run so fast and far from you."

[hereticalchild]

So um I'm the kind of person who actually does want Jizabel and Cassian's relationship to have a physical element? I want Cassian to have a chance to show Jizabel that such a thing can be gentle and sweet and wonderful and nothing like what Cassandra does to people, and that it's not the horrible, sinful thing his father prob'ly told him it was. And also Cassandra implied that because of his appearance Cassian didn't have a chance at that sort of relationship with anyone, and that bastard needs to be proven wrong.