#sorry. im shaking her like a chew toy and im NOT sharing
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theriverbeyond · 2 years ago
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Cytherea makes me so !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like. listen. she is perfect: on a thematic, doyalist level, lyctorhood could never have erased the impact of her cancer because there is no cure that is independent of permanent disability. the silver bullet does not exist. that mythical, able bodied, "cured" version of the self not exist. your body has been irrevocably altered by disease & the devil deals you made to survive & that is your LIFE. the only way to wipe that slate clean is to die, and Cytherea wanted so badly to live. anyway.
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fanfiction27878 · 5 years ago
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Promises
Pairing - Harry Hook x Reader
Rating - PG
Warning - Teenage pregnancy
“Hey Mal I really have to tell you something before you go.” I say to my best friend Mal nervously toying with the zipper on my leather jacket. “Im pre...” I get cut off by Mal’s mother calling her. “I’m sorry (Y/N) tell me when we get the wand. I’ll be back for you promise.” Mal says giving me a quick hug before going to her mother.
I want to break down as my best friends drive away in a limo leaving me by myself and pregnant. I just found out that I was three months pregnant with my boyfriends child today after visiting the witches of the Isle. I haven’t been feeling good for the past few weeks and now I know why. I feel even worse knowing that my best friends have left me.
My names (Y/N) by the way. I’m the daughter of the Queen Of Hearts although I haven’t seen my mother for 6 years when I started living with the gang in our hideout. I have also been secretly dating Harry Hook for the past year. I was never mean to Uma and we are actually really good friends. Me and Gil are great friends also although my gang doesn’t know that. Uma and Gil found out about me and Harry about 6 months ago when we were sneaking around.
Now I just have to tell Harry that I’m pregnant and pray to Hades he doesn’t leave me. I slowly walk to the chip shoppe knowing that’s where Harry will be. I walk in and over to where Harry, Uma, and Gil were eating fries.
“Hey love.” Harry calls as he sees me patting the seat next to him. “Hi Harry.” I say sitting down and pecking him on the lips. “Hi (Y/N).” Gil andUma say at the same time. “Hey guys.” I say in response. I then start to bite my lip trying to build up my courage to tell them about the baby growing inside of me.
“What’s wrong? You only bite your lip when your nervous.” Harry asks. I can’t help it, Harry can read me like an open book. “Mal and the rest of the gang were invited to Auradon and there going to try and steal Fairy Godmothers wand to get us out of here.” I didn’t mean to tell them that. I meant to tell them I’m pregnant but they needed to know that anyway. Uma and Gil start celebrating.
Harry’s face in neutral when he asks, “What’s really wrong?” “I’m pregnant.” I say quietly. Gil and Uma immediately stop there jaws dropping. I look towards Harry next. His eyes are wide. “Harry... say something please.” I quietly plea. “We’re going to be parents!” He says excitement in his voice. He pulls me in for a kiss before hugging me. I can hear Gil and Uma chanting about how there going to be aunts and uncles. The crew behind us are cheering.
A few weeks later everyone found out that Mal was meant to steal the wand tonight at the princes coronation. Me, Harry, Uma, and Gil sit on the couches in front of the television is the restaurant. The rest of the crew is behind us. I look down to see the tiny bump in my stomach.
“Have you though of a name yet?” Uma asks. She’s been so happy since I told everyone I was pregnant. We even made Uma and Gil godparents. “Not yet.” Harry answers for me. His arms around my shoulder and he’s holding my hand. “What about Hailee if it’s a girl.” Gil says. “You know what I like that name.” I tell them.
Our conversation is cut short though when the coronation starts. A few minutes in the wand is taken out of Fairy Godmothers hand. The crew around us starts to cheer but we just stay silent and watch the rest. That’s when we see it’s a different girl who stole the wand. She starts swinging it wildly and the ground begins to shake.
Harry grips me tighter. That’s when Mal wrestles the wand out of the girls hand. I perk up excited that maybe we would get off this Hades forsaken island. That’s when Mal decides to be good. Everything goes downhill from there. Maleficent shows up and I’m sure you know what happens after that.
Gil looks sad on the couch. Uma’s ordering the crew around. Harry’s cursing while holding me tightly. Silent tears are running down my face. I cried myself to sleep that night in Harry’s arms. In our shared room on the ship. Those were the last tears I shed for my “friends”.
Mal decided to be good 8 months ago. My child Hailee Heart Hook was born 5 months ago. She was born two months early. She’s healthy though and that’s all me and Harry can hope for. My friends are helping though. Uma and Gil babysit when ever we need it. They absolutely adore Hailee. Them and my other friend Dizzy along with Harry grab all the baby food they can find.
Harry actually went to ask Dizzy if she had any food for Hailee because we were running low when he ran into the restaurant looking frantic. Uma was holding Hailee while I was holding Hailees bottle. Uma said, “What happened?” The same time I said, “Are you alright?” Harry takes a deep breath before answering “Mal’s back.” With those two words it’s like everything was closing in on me. The bottle toppled out of my hand slamming on to the floor.
———3rd POV———
“Dizzy, do you have anymore?” Harry asks her walking into Curl Up & Dye. “Yeah I grab them.” Dizzy says walking to the back. Harry turns around to see Mal in the back of the room. “Hi, Harry.” Mal says with a mocking wave. “Mal. What are you doing back here?” Harry asks her his signature smirk on his face.
“I got bored.” Mal says chewing her gum. “Uma will be happy to know your back. She’ll never give you your territory back.” Harry tells her. “It’s ok, because I’ll be taking it. I’m going to meet up with my friend (Y/N) and we’re taking your pirate crew down.” Mal tells him.
“(Y/N) isn’t with you anymore. She’s with us. You stay away from her. She’s better off without you.” Harry says to Mal the smirk falling off his face into a cold hard glare. “Here you go Harry.” Dizzy says handing Harry a bag of baby food. Harry takes it and leaves with a mock bow.
“You know Harry’s right (Y/N)s with Uma’s crew now. She’s really happy. You should just leave her alone.” Dizzy says before walking into the back leaving Mal and her thoughts.
———(Y/N) POV———
A few minutes after Harry tells us Mal is here Gil comes running into the restaurant. “Evie... Jay... Carlos... Ben.” Gil says panting. “Ben as in King Ben?” I ask rocking Hailee back in forth. “There on the Isle.” Gil tells us. That’s when Uma had the idea to kidnapped the King and use him as ransom for Fairy Godmothers wand.
“Grab him and be careful.” I order a few of the crew members pointing to the king passed out in the middle of a alleyway. Harry comes up from behind me wrapping his arms around my stomach. He lays his head down on my neck. “You didn’t have to knock him out.” I say to Harry.
“Yeah but what’s the fun in that.” Hardy responds. “Come on let’s go tell Mal she needs to meet Uma.” I say with a sigh. Harry just gets off of me and gives me a smile. We walk towards the gangs old hideout. Evie, Carlos, and Jay are there calling for Ben. A we walk out of the shadows Evie says, “Ben don’t scare us like that.” “Don’t scare you? That’s my specialty.” Harry responds.
I step out from behind Harry. “(Y/N)?” Carlos asks quietly. “We took the king. If you want him back have Mal come to the shoppe at 6pm today. Alone.” I tell them trying not to let too much emotion in my voice. “(Y/N)? What happened to you?” Jay asks trying to grab my hand.
Harry immediately steps in front of me and roughly throws Jays hand down. “Don’t touch her.” He says teeth clenched his protectiveness for me showing. Jay goes to run at Harry when Evie puts a hand on his shoulder. “Come on. We told them what we needed to let’s go Harry.” I say. He’s still glaring at Jay before reluctantly turning aroun. We walk back to the resturant his arm over my shoulder.
As we walk in Harry immediately goes and grabs Hailee from Uma’s arms. “Can you check on the king for me?” Uma asks a few minutes later. “Sure. Harry you coming?” I ask getting up. I’m the resident doctor for he crew because I’m the only one who can stitch a wound. “Yep.” Harry says popping the p.
We walk to the room on the ship the king is locked in. Harry’s trailing behind me. The only sound is Hailees giggles and our footsteps. I look behind me to find Harry making silly faces at Hailee to make her laugh. A smile immediately finds its way to my face.
I unlock the door and the king is sitting on the floor. Harry stands in the corner still playing with Hailee. “Hello Ben. My names (Y/N) I’m going to make sure you don’t have a concussion.” I tell him walking closer. “I need you to follow my finger with your eyes only.” I tell him.
The king is still silent but does as I say. “Is that your child?” Ben asks quietly. “Yes.” I tell him focusing on checking his head for injury. “You know Mal talks about you all the time. I’m sure if she knew you had a child she would make sure you came to Auradon.” Ben says.
“Well she doesn’t know.” I say snappily. “Is he the father?” Ben asks. “Aren’t you full of questions. Yes Harry is the father. I need you to get up and walk in a straight line.” I tell him. Ben gets up. “You’ll be fine. The worst is a headache.” I tel him. “Come on Harry.” I say going to leave. “I’ll get you all off the Isle. I promise.” Ben says. I stopped believing in promises when Mal left.
“How’s the king?” Uma asks as we walk back into the resturant. Harry goes to sit next to Gil while I answer Uma. “Fine.” I tell her. I look over to see Gil now holding Hailee. I can see her yawn. “Is it ok, if I put Hailee to sleep in your room?” I ask Uma.
“Of course. Her hippo stuffed animal is in her crib up there. Don’t be gone too long though. Mal should be here in a few minutes.” Uma informs me. I go and take Hailee from Gil with only a little fussing about her leaving her uncle. “Come on honey it’s nap time.” I tell Hailee laying her in bed. I put her blanket over her and her stuffed animal in her hand. She starts to cry as I quickly calm her down. A few minutes later she’s asleep and I’m heading down to the resturant.
I walk into the shoppe to see Mal’s an Uma arm wrestling. Uma’s loosing badly. Mal seems to loose some of her concentration when she sees me. I walk over to Harry as Uma says, “I win you bring me Fairy Godmothers wand.” Mal’s eyes turn normal and Uma slams her hand down.
Uma celebrates while Harry brings me in for a passionate kiss. Mal looks like she wants to come and talk to me but instead she walks out. Us and the crew celebrate the rest of the night.
———3rd POV———
“I can’t believe we have to give Uma the wand.” Carlos says with a sigh. Mal is pacing and biting her nails. “We can’t give Uma the wand.” Evie tells everyone. “I got it how about your 3D printer.” Mal says. “That’s a good idea I can print that in my sleep.” Jay says.
After a few moments of joy Evie says, “Did you see (Y/N)?” Everygrew quiet for a second before Mal says, “Yeah she was there.” “You know I can’t believe she betrayed us.” Jay says with a huff. “She didn’t betray us. We betrayed her. We left her to fend for herself while we lived it up in Auradon.” Carlos points out. “Didn’t you promise her we would be back?” Evie questions Mal.
“Yeah, but now she’s with Uma and the pirate crew. There were a bunch of other crews she could have joined. Plus she’s dating Harry.” Mal spits in disgust. “Harry loves her. I could see it in his eyes. When Jay went to grab (Y/N) Harry stepped in front of her and practically growled at Jay. He would have fought Jay for her.” Evie reasons.
———(Y/N) POV———
“Hey, love.” I hear a thick Scottish accent say. I wake up to Harry kissing my head. “Is Hailee up yet?” I ask Harry with a yawn. As soon as I say that Hailee starts crying. “I got her, Hearts.” Harry says getting up. “What are we going to do with her today?” I ask Harry. “Dizzy could watch her.” Harry says. “Ok. That should be fine.”
The king is currently tied up. The crew working hard around him. “Hey Gil you want to go to Dizzy’s with me?” I call to him. “Sure.” Gil says with a big smile. “Harry don’t kill the king while I’m gone.” I say walking over to Harry. He’s supposed to be watching the king. “I wouldn’t dream of it.” Harry responds. “Me and Gil are going to drop Hailee off at Dizzy’s.” I tell him. I peck him on the lips and then we’re gone.
At 11:00 me and Gil are back on the ship after hanging with Dizzy for a littl bit. I’m currently babysitting Harry who’s babysitting the king. I have already taken away Harry’s Hook with a lot of pouting. It’s not my fault Harry was trying to kill the king. We still need him. “20 more minutes.” Harry says tauntingly holding up his pocket watch.
“That says 11:30 idiot.” I tell Harry. “Oh you love me.” Harry says turning to me. “Maybe just a little bit.” I say. As 12 struck Gil calls out, “There here.” That’s when they started there singing and dancing. It’s something they always do. Let me tell you I can’t sing so I just kind of watched and laughed. That’s when Harry started to sing. “Ok Harry. We get it. Chill.” I tell him pulling him back by his hook.
“Give us Ben.” Mal pleads. “Give me the wand.” Uma counters. I grab Ben from Harry making our way over to (Y/N). “I’m going to get all of you off the Isle. You, your child, everyone.@ Ben whispers quietly to me. I spin him towards me before saying quietly. “Don’t you dare tell Mal about Hailee.” I then turn him back around and give him to Uma.
Before I know it the wands a fake and we’re in a battle. I go for this new girl. “Your good.” I remark. “Thanks.” She says. “My names (Y/N).” I tell her. “Lonnie. Daughter of Mulan.” She says. “You know we could use you to train new recruits.” I say. “Oh no. I get sea sick.” She informs me. That’s when I see Jay dangling Harry’s Hook over the ocean. “Truce?” I ask putting my sword to my side. “Sure.” She says warily.
That’s when I heard the sound of a body hitting the water. “I have to go deal with someone.” I tell her before running towards where Harry was climbing out of the water. “Idiot.” I tell him. “I’m your idiot.” He says his signature smirk on his face.
We both run off to fight different people. Jay comes up to me and we are currently both in a heated battle. He tried to talk at first but I just ignored him. Out of the corner of my eye I can see Harry and Ben fighting. That’s when the smoke bombs went off. By the time the air cleared Mal and her gang were standing on the other side of the wood bridge. We all try to run at her but she kicks the bridge into the water. We lost. Mal left again, her and her broken promises.
———3rd POV———
The events of cotillion happened 3 weeks ago. Ben, Mal, Evie, Carlos, and Jay are standing outside of Auradon Prep waiting on new VKs to arrive. “So who’s coming anyway?” Mal asks turning to Ben. “Well there are 5 coming.” Evie then asks, “Why isn’t the rest of the school here?” “Well one of them... has sensitive ears.” Ben answers vaguely.
The limo pulls out and the first one out is Dizzy. She immediately runs up to Evie and gives her a big hug. “Oh my Hades! Dizzy. It’s great to see you.” Evie exclaims. The next one out is (Y/N). “(Y/N).” Mal breathes out. Soon Gil is bounding out. “Look at all the colors (Y/N).” He says excited. “I know Gil.” (Y/N) answers.
Uma steps out next and stands next to (Y/N) her arms crossed. None of the original VKs have moved since Gil came out of the car. The next one out is Harry. His hook is hooked on his jeans. He’s holding Hailee, as she’s wrapped in a bundle of blankets.
“Is that a baby?” Evie ask walking closer to Harry who was currently next to (Y/N). He visibly tensed when Evie started walking but (Y/N) put a hand on his shoulder to calm him down. “You guys have a baby?” Carlos asks confused pointing at (Y/N) and Harry. “Yeah, mate.” Harry answers.
“Aww. She’s so cute. What’s her name?” Evie practically squeals standing next to Harry. “Hailee. You can hold her if you want.” (Y/N) tells Evie. Evie smiles and takes Hailee from Harry. A promise broke them apart and another brought them together.
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Sharing Is Caring {Im Jaebum ft. GOT7}
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Prompt:  Hello :3 Can I request for the smut game, all got7 members x female reader with #20? *omg, sorry for requesting this, if you don't want to write it it's okay 🙈* || Requests open || Smut Game
Pairing: Got7 x Reader
Word Count: 3k
Warning: Overstimulation, Bukkake, GangBang, Oral (both receiving), Anal, Ass-eating, Anal Play, Facial, Creampie, Tit-fucking, DP
**THIS IS PURE FILTH
*PWP
** LOOK AT THOSE WARNINGS, IT’S LIKE A FUCKING PORNO
**Please read with caution as this is the dirtiest thing I have ever written, it is also one of the longest...
“My friends and I share everything. Even you.” Jaebum hummed into my ear, hands coming down to spread my legs. My eyes scanned the six boys that stood before me, their eyes on my heat between my legs.
“She’s dripping with arousal,” BamBam says in awe, reaching his hand out but Jinyoung slaps it away, glaring at him. “Ow! That hurt hyung!” BamBam rubbed his hand, shooting daggers at Jinyoung.
“Jinyoung, she’s meant to be touched.” Jaebum chuckled, moving his hands up from the insides of my thighs to grope my tits, pushing and pulling them apart. “She’s dying for it, aren’t you baby?” I nodded, “Say it, baby, tell my members how much you want them to touch you.” I roll my head, my eyes landing on a shifting Yugyeom,
“I want it so bad,” I bite my lip, Jaebum whispering praises in my ear, “I want to be touched, and used, and fucked so bad.” Yugyeom’s mouth parted and he gasped,
“Go ahead, baby…tell them how dirty you are.” Jaebum’s hands move to my hips, “Tell them how much you want their cum.” All of the others bite their lips grunt, eyes falling on my lips,
“I want your cum so bad…I want to be covered in it, I want to taste it, I want to be filled with it.” With that Jaebum slaps my slit, making me close my legs, trapping his hand between my thighs.
“Open,” I whimper and open them, all eyes drinking me in hungrily.
“Can I taste her?” Mark speaks up for the first time since the whole ordeal had started. “I just, I just want to taste her.” Mark sunk to his knees without Jaebum’s approval and licked his lips. “I can smell her,” he chuckles, hands rubbing his thighs,
“Go ahead hyung, taste her.” Jaebum rested his chin on my shoulder, his index and middle finger spreading my lips. Mark looks up at my face, lowering his face to my core, his tongue darting out to lick up my slit. I hiss at the feeling, nails digging into Jaebum’s thighs. “You’ll have to excuse her, she gets excited,” Jaebum explains as I begin to lift my hips, silently begging Mark for more.
"How does she taste?" Jackson asks sinking to his knees next to Mark, who had now completely lost himself in devouring my juices, the slurping sounds the only sound in the room while everyone watched with bated breath. I would occasionally whimper to let him know he was doing well. "Move over I want to taste." Jackson gently nudges Mark's shoulder and Mark hesitates but pulls back the loss of contact making my whine and grind my hips down.
"Stop being a brat, you're going to get what you want." Jaebum growls in my ear, his hands on my hips, preventing me from moving anymore.
"How many cocks can she take?" My attention snaps toward BamBam who was now stroking himself through his pants,
"Ask her," Jaebum's breath is hot against my neck, his teeth clamping down on the skin,
"How many cocks can you take?" BamBam's eyes leave from in-between my legs, where Jackson and Mark took turns, licking and nibbling to my face.
"As many as I'm given," I moan in response,
"Do you think you could take my cock in your tight ass?" BamBam walks closer, his hands now behind his back, but my eyes were glued to his very obvious and very large bulge. "Cause that's where I want to put my cock...up your tight little ass." His words make me whimper and feel more vulnerable than I was in front of seven guys, naked. "Do you think you could take my cock up your ass with Jaebum in your pussy?" I wanted that,  I needed that, I clench around the two fingers pumping in and out of my pussy at the moment, unsure which guy they believed to.
"I do, I think I could take it...." I try to match his intense stare but my eyes are torn from his to the boy guys between my legs as I'm cumming. "God," I screech, nails digging deeper into Jaebum's thighs, "Yes, fuck, yes," I cry, both their tongues lapping at my clit, each of them working a finger in and out of my slick entrance. "Stop please, too sensitive,"  I mumble and they immediately retract this fingers and sit back on their haunches, eyes glued on my face. I giggle at the sight of them, face glistening with my juices, lips were swollen, hair a mess although I never ran my fingers through it.
"What do you say?" Jaebum scolds,
"Thank you,"
"That's a good girl," Jaebum rubs the insides of my thighs, "Now I have a hard-on and six very horny guys, what are you going to do about that baby?"
"W-w-whatever you want me to."
"No, tell me exactly what you want me to do with you and how you're going to tell our guests."
I sigh, chewing on my bottom lip, "I just want to be filled, fucked, used."
"Maybe we can take turns?" Youngjae suggests with a small shrug, "I really want to feel her wrapped around me..." His cheeks are flushed with red as he confesses what he wants to do,
"I don't wanna wait!" Yugyeom pouts crossing his arms with a stomp, "I really want to feel my dick in-between her tits," He chews on his bottom lip waiting for my reaction,
"Okay, okay, Mark and I will wait, while the five of you have your fun with her." Jaebum finalizes, lifting me off his lap, and set me beside him.
"'But-"
"But nothing, we take care of our dongsaengs." Mark rolls his eyes but lets Jaebum pull him to the loveseat, both of them having a seat, "Take your time," Jaebum's eyes find mine, "Make her feel good."
"That leaves her mouth to me," Jackson grunts, tongue rolling over his lips,
"Did you forget about me?" Jinyoung scoffs,
"How could I ever forget about you." Jackson blows him a kiss and winks his way,
"Would you two stop, I'm hot and horny and I just really need to be fucked."
It takes very little to no time at all for everyone to be as naked as I, "I'll prep you," BamBam whispers, grabbing my calves and throwing the on his shoulders, his hands spreading my ass cheeks, "Since I am a little big," He winks up at me and lays his tongue flat against my puckered hole,
"Shit," The feeling was unfamiliar, Jaebum and I rarely did anal, and he had never ever let his tongue explore back there. BamBam chuckles and stiffens his tongue before pushing it into my tight hole, "God....yes....." I shudder, one hand coming down to push him closer, the other holding onto the armrest for support. BamBam grips my hips and begins to move me back and forth, fucking me onto his tongue, "That feels so good, so fucking good." BamBam removes his tongue and I whine at the loss of contact but he stops me from voicing my complaint by shoving one finger into my tight hole, pushing and twisting it,
"You're so tight around my finger, I could only imagine how tight you'll feel around my cock." I just nodded my head, mind filled with lust as he adds another finger, scissoring them, "Hmm, I think you're stretched enough," He cocks his head to the side and adds a third finger, the stretch causing me to arch off the back cushion. "Yeah, you're ready," He pulls his fingers out of me and I feel so empty, "Get up," I get up on shaky legs and watch as he lays on the couch, "Lay down," I lower myself back onto him, my back against his chest, "Have you ever been filled in both your holes...all your holes?"
"Yes, once with a toy," I admit and BamBam chuckles as he motions for Youngjae to join us on the couch. BamBam has one leg off the couch, the other propped up on the couch and Youngjae kneels between our legs.
"I bet it could never compare to the real thing." He whispers and tells me to lift my hips as he grabs his cock and lets the tip press against my puckered hole, "Shit, wait," He spits into his palm and rubs his tip with it, placing it at my puckered hole again. "Tell me if it starts to hurt too much okay?" I nod and hold a finger up to Youngjae as I see him about to slide his cock into my pussy. BamBam slowly pushes up into me until his hips meet my ass, "Fuck," He cries and I yelp, the length and girth way unexpected, he wasn't kidding when he said he was big. He lets me adjust for a minute or two before he's thrusting up into me at a slow and agonizing pace.
"Okay Youngjae, I'm ready," Youngjae eagerly leans over my body and pushes his cock into my pussy, BamBma stilling his hips, his cock buried deep inside of me as Youngjae did the same. "Oh god, oh god, yes." The feeling of being completely filled like this made my body shake, "Move" I tell them, letting my body fall against BamBam's the two men doing all the work,
"I hope you didn't forget about me," Yugyeom frowns as he straddles my torso, a tiny bottle of Jaebum's heated oil in his hand. "It'd be a shame really." His cock waves in front of me, my mouth watering at the thought of putting it in my mouth. Yugyeom drips the oil into the valley of my breasts and slides his cock between my tits, pressing them together. "Fuck," His whines are high pitched and it does nothing but send shocks to my core ad Youngjae and BamBam had settled for a mind-fucking pace, their cocks pounding into me, one out, one in, never a moment I wasn't full type shit.
"I think she did forget about us though," I turn my head to find Jackson and Jinyong standing there, their cocks pointed directly at me. I shake my head telling them I would never and stick my tongue out, "I'm going first," Jackson slips his cock into my awaiting mouth and I gag around his as he hits the back of my throat,
"We can take turns," Jinyoung pouts like a child, gripping the back of my head and moving my mouth from Jackson's cock to his cock, with each bob.
"You look so pretty baby," I hear Jaebum and I can't look over at me as I was too busy being used in every way, my pussy filled, my ass filled, my tits pressed together as they were fucked, my mouth between two cocks. I reach down and begin to rub my clit, the feeling of being used, got me so wet, "She's close,"  Jaebum warns then and I clench around Youngjae as he pushes into me and around BamBam as he pushes into me,
"Good because I am too," Youngjae whines, gripping the back of the couch as he tries to fuck me harder and deeper, "Where do you want it? Where can I cum?"
"Cum inside of her Youngjae, fill her pussy with your cum, she loves it." Youngjae grunts and slams his hips into mine one last time before I feel his dick twitch and he's filling me with his cum. I couldn't see him as he came and it made me mad but I could feel his seed dripping out of me, his presence suddenly gone.
"You think I could fuck that tight pussy of yours?" Jinyoung moans, pushing my mouth further down on Jackson's cock as he leaves to go back to where Youngjae had previously been. I feel him push in, grunting louder than the others, "You're so tight and warm,"
Yugyeom looks down at me, my eyes on Jackson as he held the back of my head and fucked himself to an orgasm, "You're so beautiful noona, taking all these cocks," His hips stutter and without warning his cum is shooting across my chest and onto my neck, a little on my chin. He stays straddling my torso for a while longer before moving away, going to join Youngjae on the other couch in the room.
"He made such a mess," BamBam laughs, admiring his friend's work, "Hmm, if only he had the honor I have, filling your tight ass over and over again with my cock. I'm so close." As BamBam warns me about his upcoming orgasm, Jackson whimpers, his tip twitching against my cheek,
"Yes, so amazing, your mouth is so amazing." Jackson cries, his seeding spilling and filling my mouth, he quickly pulls out and I swallow just as quickly, instinctively opening my mouth to show him I had swallowed.
"What do you say to my dongsaengs for giving you their cum." Jaebum scolded me again,
"Thank you, thank you so much." I cry to both them and myself as I cum around Jinyoung's cock,
"Fuck, fuck, fuck," BamBam grunts from beneath me, his cum filling my ass, "Shit that was amazing,"
"Thank you," One of my hands gripped the back of the couch and my other gripped the inside of my thigh, "Thank you," I was tired and exhausted although I had only had two orgasms.
Jinyoung pulls out of me and jerks his cock until his cum is spilling over my slit and onto my naval, "Thank you," I mumbled weakly, Yugyeom's cum already drying on my chest.
"Bring her to me." Jinyoung lifts me off of BamBam and carries me to Jaebum, I'm dropped to straddle him and he smiles down at me, "You're covered and filled with cum baby, you must be exhausted...being used like that."
"I'm so tired,"
"But me and Mark haven't been taken care of." He places a soft peck to my lips, "Do you think you could take two more cocks, just two..." Without thinking twice about it, I nod,
"Please fuck me, Jae, please." Jaebum lifts me up and slides him down his hard shaft,
"Where do you want Mark baby?"
"In my ass," I whimper as Jaebum begins to move me up and down his cock,
"You're so wet baby, filled with Youngjae's cum," I just nod and let my head fall to his shoulder, Mark taking his place behind us and wasting no time pushing into my asshole,
"Dammit," He says through gritted teeth, "BamBam's cum is such a great lube," Mark laughs, his hands on my hips as he pushes and pulls me onto his cock. "I don't know about Jaebum but I'm already so close, I almost came twice watching you being used and abused, all your holes filled," Mark confesses, picking up his pace,
"You've been such a good girl for me tonight,"  Jaebum whispers in my ear, "Letting my members fuck and use you," Jaebum's thrusts were slower than Mark's but just as deep, "Mark's face looks like he loves the feeling of your tight ass wrapped around him, he looks so close." I whimper in response too tired to lift my head from his neck,
"I'm so close," Mark's voice is drowned out by the sound of his hips slamming against mine, fingers digging into my hips as he desperately chases his orgasm. Jaebum's fingers find my overly sensitive clit and I try to move away from him too sensitive to be touched but his other hand holds me in place. Mark's cock just pounding my ass, his cock pounding my pussy, this new position allowing them to go deeper.
"I'm close Jaebum, so fucking close." I cry into his ear, arms encircling his hips, I clench around both of them and that was all it took before Mark was filling my ass with his cum like BamBam minutes before,
"Fuck, fuck, fucking holy shit, fuck..." Mark draws out the last fuck before pulling out and plopping down on the other end of the couch. Jaebum takes this opportunity and wraps his arm around my waist, pounding up into me, his fingers moving quickly as he moves them in circles over my nub.
"Yes, Y/N, yes baby, I'm going to cum, I'm going to fill your tight little pussy with my cum. You want that?"
"Yes, Jaebum, I want you to fill my pussy so bad." Jaebum whimpers and slams me down onto his cock, his tip twitching and his seed filling me all too quickly, my orgasm close behind his. "Yes, Jae, god yes, I love being filled with cum." Jaebum chuckles and sweeps my matted curls out of my face, they had fallen due to previous activities.
"You did so good baby," He praises me and presses his lips against mine, his tongue dipping into my mouth,
"Ew get a room!" Jackson laughs throwing a throw pillow at us,
"I don't think she can take anymore," Jaebum comes to my rescue, kissing my temple,
"So...same time next week?"
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Episode 6 | “His best Amanda Kimmel "Go girl, give us nothing!" impersonation” - Liam
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aj went home??!?!?! hello!? JAKE SURVIVED SO THERE IS A GOD
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Who feels like shit? Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. And now I remember why I feuded with Jakey... he literally did what ever he wanted. Which is very inconvenient for the rest of us. I know he put my name down. Granted 3 minutes ago I was sure it was Dan but after briefly snapping at him I put it together. Dan, 7:21 PM Seriously I’m not mad about it ahha I can see how my words were taken. And then I definitely said this afternoon we hadn’t talked and that was why I thought you would be the vote on my end Yeah you were a target before AJ started throwing my name out. I own up to that 100% So now it's time to play voting detective... yaayyyyyyyyyyyy (em llik) This entire vote started off with Jakey and Dan. Dan claims that he didn't bring my name up, but it would be an ass pull for Jakey to come to me with Dan wanting me dead immediately after the immunity challenge and then suddenly manifest it. Jakey immediately comes to me and I immediately come to the Dumb Betches (tm). I want Dan out but it's just not realistic as the other side isn't as comfortable playing with a pure beauty team. Next day we form the Thots R Us alliance and Jakey and Scott plead their case for AJ to leave and we, like idiots, go for it. Dan continues to campaign for me. Devon gets into the mix at some point and tells Dan that AJ is voting for him. Dan changes his vote. Now according to Augusto around this point, Jakey mentioned the possibility of having an extra vote before completely shutting it down. Claiming it to be "unnecessary". I think this sparked the idea to tell AJ about the vote under the guise of "golly gee I don't wanna vote for Dan because honor and stuff so I'm voting for you". I assume it's around then he wrote my name down. Like a bitch. Sorry I'm trying to be less hateful and aggressive but man it's harrdddddddd. My guess is that he wanted a beauty out no matter what and figured he'd have better luck convincing the others to vote for me in a situation where an idol is played. He probably also wanted me and Dan to turn further against each other. Unfortunately for him, I spent all of my impulse control that day on not chewing Dan's head off and I snapped immediately afterwords and so some things were cleared up. It has to be Jakey not just because of all the things lining up and not just because it is in his character but I genuinely can't imagine anyone else doing so. - AJ and Amir are loyal hoes. Plus if one of them did something that absurd, it wouldn't exactly benefit them. It puts strain between our relationships with the other players and honestly I don't know why they'd waste a vote on me when if an idol is played they risk losing a beauty majority. - Devon doesn't seem like he would make any waves and seems to have taken a liking to me. Granted I'm less sure about him then the others but he did put most of the work in convincing Dan not to put my name down. Plus he doesn't seem to have anticipated AJ having an idol. - Scott, to do something like this would have been risky. I'm his primary connection to the beauty alliance, if AJ were to play an idol he would have risked losing an asset. - I truly think Dan isn't lying to me because he genuinely believed if he didn't vote for AJ he'd be fucked. He wasn't comfortable with where the votes lied, to throw a vote towards me would have been pretty dumb and insanely reckless. Jakey is the only person I can think of who would go out so out of his way for something like this. Chaos is more or less his calling card. Plus it would be in his best interest to keep around someone in his majority alliance and get rid of a beauty. And he probably thought that I was a better option considering past history or whatever. :/ So now we have to sacrifice Jakey to the survivor gods not because he wrote my name down but because I can't trust him to keep his shit together and vote with us. We were going to target Dan next and he probably won't be chill with that. He probably would prefer to aim for Devon or One of the beauties. And that well, wouldn't be in my best interest either. In the mean time, I'm just going to sit still and look pretty. 
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Ok, I need to make a quick apology. Talking to Autumn and Duncan has been the highlight of my game thus far. Autumn went to the same undergrad as me and Duncan is one of the most genuine guys I've ever met. I feel terrible for ever being doubtful of being on the same tribe as them. Because now I really think I have two more people that I feel I can trust and move with further, which (in the words of the perfect Mrs. Kim Spradlin) means I have options, and I think this can guarantee a spot for me at merge and a really good group to make some moves with that isn't as obvious to people. If we were to go to tribal, I think my target would be Connor which should be an easy vote given his general lack of activity on the tribe thus far, but I'm also not against the prospect of blindsiding Ali as I think there's a chance he has that Apis idol and I'm certain he has a few tricks up his sleeves.
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okay soooo i have two LONG video confessionals uploading from the last two days but wow stuff is happening... so first off, the nuThoth tribe voted off... AJ?! which is so unexpected, that shakes up the game completely, like now it means the game is changed... it means the brawn four on this tribe sticking together is a really bad idea, and it just... everything has changed. i'm so so glad jake has survived, which keeps one good ally in on nuThoth. I'm still scared of Augusto/Amir/Kendall/Scott, but hopefully one will go if they go to tribal again? idek but yeah a lot of this will be repeated in my video, but god is a woman. and her name is autumn, i called with autumn for TWO HOURS yesterday and it was a transcendent experience, i literally love her so much. and it was such a good conversation, like i 100% overshared but it was great to kinda link up... i talked to her about adam (more on him later), she filled me in on the brain hot goss and she is of course someone i want to stick with. on this tribe, the two i feel best about are tj and autumn - tj i was SO mean to at the start but i actually get really good energy from him now? i really want to solidify something with him, i definitely want to stick wit him. jordan i think trusts me a lot but for some reason i continue to have anxiety about him (but he is a good shield in a merge situation). i for some reason get really good vibes from connor? i think i would love to talk to him more (will pm him today) - i think connor gives off good vibes and particularly since adam's conspiracy of a beauty illuminati is over i think i could trust him a lot? we haven't spoken much but he has really good ally potential imo. adam is a tricky one. for some reason i do NOT trust him. he is in EVERYONES pms peddling this same narrative and is just doing a lot? i think he is a real slippery player, and i feel like he is a fish who if we release into the ocean of a merge tribe we will never get back? i have such anxiety about him making it far so i'd love for him to go as soon as possible. its tough tho because now that a beauty majority voted off a beauty, i feel like the brawn four on this tribe need to do similar? so maybe i need to vote off liam? its just annoying because i trust liam, and i'd LOVE to get adam out but i dont see the numbers to pull that off. so i feel like we have to vote liam to give ourselves wiggle room as brawn players, but from there idk... because i want adam GONE grrrrrrrrrr its frustrating. hopefully we win this challenge, and the other tribe has another chance to get rid of someone... like the less decisions i have to make the better at this point i take it back jordan is so sweet, he is like a teddy bear... its just whether he is a care bear or lotso from toy story
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i cant remember what my last confessional said so im just gonna start with last tribal: aj got voted out ........ of all the false beautys it had to be him the ONE who actually was nice to me and was the whistleblower on that main alliance? when i said it'd ironically beautiful to me to see one of the beautys voted out he was NOT any of the ones i was talking about then we get our next immunity and oh would you look at that... THREE people have to sit out meaning there's gonna surely be another chat with 5 people in it to say lets vote adam out AGAIN.......as soon as i saw this challenge my ptsd immediately was triggered and i was trying SO hard to sound like i wanted to be in one of the things even if i wouldnt have been good at it just so i could rest easy but it didnt really work out, in fact the highlight of the challenge was actually me and duncan and our contribution of sitting on the sidelines looking pretty while they all flopped but bless their hearts at least they tried, so now we're going back to tribal, and again i didnt compete in immunity which apparenly is cause for a target now so ... im HOPING that doesnt happen again, and if it does then i probably deserve to go home! i was kinda just.... not in the mood to talk to anyone much of yesterday or even today just because um.... i didnt want to dfakdfs mostly due to that dumb bitch DeDe Pressión just making me wanna do nothing but lay in bed and torture myself by watching more real survivor but i woke up today in a better mood, the moods they come and they go, much like me i love being elusive so hopefully people just dont think im like such dumb bitch who doesnt wanna talk or whatever, because believe it or not the gorls can be so hateful over you not being able to recite their whole life story back to them at the final triabl! they ripped me to shred my first season because i couldnt tell them so and so had a purple sheep back on the farm in late october 2007 like gorl plea .... so yeah ive been trying to talk to more people today to compensate, not sure where it will go, it did reassure me a bit that liam messaged me like RIGHT after the challenge and began already saying stuff about connor like ooh gorl michael_jackson_i_love_this_song.gif, but i just need to be careful because i dont want to seem like im the one controlling the vote, because odds are im gonna get made to look a fool and ill go home, or be left in the dark, but im gonna try to have slightly more faith in these people and hope they're buying what im selling, because it's pretty good stuff, i just want to feel like im the most expensive iphone in the store you know, like i want to be able to say im building relationships nonetheless and will make people come running to ME with information but who knows. I'm either playing decently and in a good spot right now, or im a fucking delusional schizophrenic so im hoping tribal reveals something like that one way or another. at least if i get voted off i can stop letting this game stress me the HELL out in the middle of a fucking pandemic
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When AJ leaves and you can trust your new alliance with the beauties and Jakey https://media.tenor.com/images/b4c2f5c658c1d3ade7e506ee7ffe3c5e/tenor.gif When you win your first tribal immunity challenge of the season https://i.imgur.com/8xzlbRW.gif When you don’t have to see Alyssa and Jess at tribal https://media.giphy.com/media/6nuiJjOOQBBn2/giphy.gif My tribe when I get to go to bed early because I don’t have to stay up stressing about tribal https://media.vanityfair.com/photos/58c16a15208b4945c3920cf0/master/w_1600%2Cc_limit/nicole-kidman-seal-clap.gif
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Second tribal of the game for me and I am feeling good once again. i see myself in a position where I dont think i am being targeted and I really just have room to grow and form my social relationships. I feel bad for connor cause I think he will be going home barring anything crazy happening. He was someone I wanted to work with going into this game, but ill be honest his social game is just abysmal he needs to talk to people more. I originally thought he was just not talking to me cause he assumed we were good but apparently everone feels like they cant have a convo with him. Its way too early for me to do something crazy and deviate so I think hes gonna be blindsided tonight. Maybe I want to lock down a final 2 with TJ soon im starting to trust him more and more and hopefully he feels the same way. Im pretty confident that were gonna merge at 12 because thats the first time my legacy advantage is coming into play but im not sharing that information, that power is as locked to the chest as can be I will not tell a soul all game about it, thats how you become a fan favourite game changer sierra dawn thomas and I will not be her, married to joe anglim what a thought. Im off focus, either way Ive talked a lot about feeling very rocky in this game so far and feeling like I havent found my footing, but Im getting a foundation built now and once I get going, theirs no stopping me.
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Is it seriously only Day 14..? Ugh, this game drags on for so, so long. Tonight is gonna be deja vu of Kvaloya in which I once again send home Connor, hopefully unanimously again. I respond to his fucking messages, and he's doing his best Amanda Kimmel "go girl, give us nothing!" impersonation right now. It's ANNOYING. I can't work with someone who does this!
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oh duncan. oh duncan duncan duncan. every single time we play together you underestimate me as a player and it is infuriating? so this time you don't want an alliance with me? that's fine... but don't think i wont find out. i'm literally my blood is boiling that he thinks he can get away with this... grr. but also i love autumn for telling me, it shows me i can trust her and we are gonna go the distance. anyway so i do think connor is going to leave tonight and me freaking out will only make it me instead... so i will go with it. but now im waiting to see what jordan and tj say... and to see if they tell me. i dont think tj will tell me, but i do think jordan BETTER. i'm defending him to autumn, so he owes me plus he says we are a duo so he better JKASLDFAF. so now? i feel like i need to trust adam and stop being so nervous to trust him... he is on the bottom with me and we need to flip this upside DOWN. if me/adam link up, that will be good... because im not down to be stuck on the bottom for more than a vote... being on the bottom is how to go home and that's not my thing
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So now that the vote is looming, I think that we have it fully on Connor now. Duncan and I came up with the fake vote of Adam which Connor seemed to take? Although he's asking questions that seem fishy, so let's just hope he buys it. And Duncan and I made an alliance of me, him, Jordan, and Autumn which is perfect to have going into merge. I still need to figure out how best to integrate the two so that they can know Jakey is going to work with us but not enough so that they don't know that me/Jakey/Jordan also have an alliance together. But this is awesome going into the next round, and I'm just praying that we don't see an idol played, because that would be DISASTER!
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the way i've called adam shady for days and days and now i trust him one of the most? wow a growth arc. i'm still heated about duncan. he is SOO likable and charismatic, and is someone who is genuinely always just fun to play with? so him being in this gamebot really dry state is so frustrating because ik if he just relaxed and let his natural personality out he would snap?! he is just so fixated on doing well this season that he is getting in his own way (at least imo, but this is coming from mr im not in an alliance so im bitter KJSAFD). so anyway now that duncan is not a viable ally anymore, i need to solidify the other connections... and i think adam and autumn are the move. adam is clearly just desperate for allies and while he is over-eager, i think he is earnest so ill stop being paranoid about him. autumn is just a queen and a goddess so im gonna stick with her too... liam is lovely too... i just want duncan OUTTTTTTTTTTT he will not get away with this, i am the meddling kid(s) who will ruin his plans... will duncan go to the end as the gamebot leader... well... https://gph.is/2dmg9hV
also can i just say i love tj?! like i sent duncan very similar messages about feeling like i've been out of it, and the difference in their responses is remarkable: tj: I think everyone understands that you haven't been 100% the last few days, so I doubt anyone is going to fault you for that. And everyone knows that it's a game, real life does come first. like... sweet, supportive without being patronising? validating duncan: and i don't think things have really kicked off over here yet, i think its going to be an "easy vote" but we'll see what happens duncan.... immediately to game, almost his own conversation... i'm... over it?
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well we have tribal in just a few hours, and tonight it's gonna be pretty clear cut in the sense that, ill finally have answers because um it's either gonna be me or connor ive been doing my best to lead this smear campaign against him, only because he made the wrong move by coming for me first and continuing to lie to my face about it so at this point i wish i felt bad but i dont. I could be completely delusional but I do think it's working because people have come to ME first and said they want to vote connor, because of both what i was saying and because he just hasnt been talking to many people besides right after the challenge so like... people can see how transparent that is pls also because MULTIPLE people have approached me first today telling me he plans on voting me out so unless they're specializing in some hardcore reverse psychology...i think i have a shot at it being 7-1 connor but once again i literally could be being made out to be a whole ass goof and not even know. or even worst have got all the numbers on my side but then get idol'ed out fdhaskj both very likely scenarios because things never seem this easy in this game ive been trying my best to get to know people and i feel like im slowly connecting more with some of them, so i guess tonight at tribal will be a test on those relationships because all the people ive been talking to will either, believe me, trust me, and wanna play with me, or theyre gonna listen to connor and vote me out, and honestly if they vote me out over him then i completely deserve to go home because clearly im doing something wrong my biggest fear is im hoping i havent come off too strong trying to play by painting this narrative of the old hathor's and connor being so against me, because while yes obviously i want connor gone for my own reasons, the trick is i dont want people to think im leading a charge against him (even tho i absolutely am) because i dont want that kinda target on me but truly who the fuck knows, i could very well go home but idk. this game is like walking into a serial killer convention and trying to stay alive, that's how i feel like im putting my faith in the hands of killers, it's making a bitch shook so i guess we'll see but in a perfect world..... connor will leave....which may look bad because of old tribe lines, but im really trying to wor any magic i have to where me being the only beauty on this tribe would be beneficial for me to hopefully be sought after by any brawns or brains, but if you ask me old tribe lines are about to be nonexistent. even though there will be 4 brawns next round, ive been trying to connect to some of them in the hopes that theyll ditch any old alliance they have to work with me but only time will tell so um yeah keep me in your thoughts and prayers pls
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Not gonna lie, I haven't done much of anything this round but I don't mind it! Sometimes I just wanna be a lazy bitch yknow? But yeah, Thoth FINALLY beat its 0 challenge wins curse and we won immunity which I am thankful for given tribal would've been extremely messy? With the Kendall vote last round (which I think was Jakey or Jakey telling Dan to do so), who knows what would've been the outcome! Yay for safety <3
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hiiiii no video because i no longer want to do them. let the record show that i was the 1st to say adam's name, if he goes, i did that. if i go, i did that.  
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i didn't make a confessional this round and tribal is about to start! im going to expect connor to go but this would be a shitty last confessional if i go home tonight. I'm hoping to establish trust within this new tribe. Wish me luck! XOXO Gossip Girl. also my dog just ate the cake i left on the counter >.> thats why im late.
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I can't give y'all a real confessional right now cause Cagayan has me screaming but I believe Connor is going home 7-1 and I gave the green light to an alliance I plan on turning on whew so see y'all soon
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So basically, tribal happened, beauties lost a number unanimously, theres pros and cons to this. Pros: ppl think the idol left, beauty is less threatening, we show loyalty to more people and build relationships. Bad: someone lied. that kendall throw away vote was to ensure a beauty went home in case aj played an idol, and everyone claims it wasnt them, so someone on this tribe has a case of the LIE-ABETES. * anyway, here is Shit I learned today aka dirt on ppl: 🎃Devon - told me that dan was afraid of an all beauties thing 🎃Jakey - told me dan Ali him and Jordan were a majority - told me Ali has the idol - told me Ali is a rat who warned lovelis - called Adam annoying and ugly - said he wants Devon out next - thinks Devon voted kendall 🎃 scott - told me Devon screwed him over and got himself voted out on brains - told me autumn and Duncan are a duo 🎃 Dan - told jakey that he thinks the brains tribe voted kendall to divide beauty and brawn 🎃 kendall - hidden secret alliance with Jakey - hates dan 🎃 augusto - super close with Devon - wants to blindside Jakey - thinks Jakey is the kendall vote 
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So I keep seeing that you want more Renperor so how about one where Rey has an anxiety attack about being worthy of being Empress or something like that and Ren calms her down (Also Im sorry your night was bad.)
It’s okay, we all have good and bad nights. I appreciate the sentiment!
I think I’m running two different backstories for Empress Consort Rey (she’s either a whore he rescued from Plutt or she’s a noble born and bred to wed him), so this will be in the vein of the second one. I’ve had a total of one panic attack in my life and no anxiety attacks, so bear with me, I have no clue what it’s like to experience that
It’s always worse in the mornings.
They do not share a bed and she almost always wakes alone. Her husband is a distant, cold man, and she wouldn’t dare bring up an insecurity to him; he’d chew her out himself. The last thing she wants, in these tiny moments of weakness, is to be lectured.
With a small sigh, she rolls over onto the sunny side of the mattress, where the sheets are a little warmer and she can pretend she’s more cut out for this role. She’d been raised to be a queen one day, and she’d lucked out and got one title above that. Empress Consort, bride of Kylo Ren, the last of the Skywalkers. He is the third of his family to sit regal upon the throne and she is to stand by him for the rest of their natural lives.
Only, she’s no good at it. Any of it.
Her manners falter, she forgets to hold her tongue, she doesn’t understand all of the minute displays made for the sake of political face, and she cannot get her husband to look at her. He is supposed to maintain his line, but when the time comes, she suspects the pregnancy will occur with no sex and no pleasure, just an artificial applicator and a heavy sense of duty.
She can’t imagine that future for herself, doesn’t want to think on it more. She’s a terrible wife and a terrible consort; who says she’ll last long enough to bear a child anyway?
Rey sits up, a sucking feeling crushing her chest inward. Her heartbeat is too prominent in the quiet room and it pulses through her veins. What if he were terribly unattracted to her? What if he were gay? Then she’d never be good at this.
There’s a chime at her door and she doesn’t have the time to pull her face back together before the visitor steps inside. It’s him, of course; no one else ventures this far into her quarters when she’s still in them. He is taken aback when he catches sight of her, a frown settling onto his full lips.
“This is a bad time,” he says, growing visibly unnerved.
“I’m sorry.” She scrubs at her eyes. “I didn’t see anything on my calendar so I slept in. I’m sorry.”
He walks slowly to her bedside, black robes following behind like a small tide. He cocks his head, dissatisfied. “There was nothing on your calendar?”
“No, should there have been?”
“It’s our anniversary.”
Her eyes narrow. “What’s the point of celebrating a sham marriage?”
“Sham? I was under the impression it was a legal wedding.”
“So? We don’t talk, Kylo. We don’t share a bed, we don’t spend time together, and we especially do not do anything intimate. This isn’t a marriage; it’s a political contract.”
His yellow eyes reflect the sun, glowing golden as his expression deteriorates. Beastly boy with two feet in the darkness; it’s a wonder he can look human at all. “I thought you didn’t want to be intimate with me. You made that very clear on our wedding night.”
Her anger and hurt swirl with confusion. “I did?”
“Yes. You told me, ad verbatim, that you do not want anything to do with a monster, in or out of bed.”
“Then why plan anything today if I said that?”
“Because I don’t want to deal with this unfamiliarity anymore.” He sits down on the edge of the bed. She can feel his heat through the blanket. “It’s lonely, being married to someone who previously admitted they want nothing to do with you. I want to honor my mother’s wish and keep this marriage intact, but I don’t want to be this unhappy for the rest of my life.”
“I make a shitty Empress anyway.”
“No, you don’t. It’s not your job to know every little detail about my reign. You’re not supposed to have things memorized like I. You do a fine job.”
She shakes her head, trying to will away the ache and sharpness in her chest.
“Rey…” He sighs and opens his arms, a gesture that seems foreign to him. She takes a shaky look between them before struggling out of the covers and to the stranger she married. He’s enormous in the chest and his arms are strong. It is…safe, to be near him, she decides. He is a mountain and it’s a shame she’s only now curling into him for the first time. He smooths a hand down her back, touch gentle and light. “I couldn’t have a better consort. It would be nice if we could talk every once in a while, but I cannot have asked for a better woman to stand as my empress.”
“I can name ten better women.”
“I’ll shoot them all down. Would it be…all right if I were to kiss your forehead?”
She nods, voice buried deep in the folds of his robes.
His lips are soft and quick, only placing a small peck on her skin. And another, and another, until soon she’s being pushed back into the pillows giggling, attempting to fend off the surprising show of affection.
“I want to get to know you,” he says from above, propping himself up on his elbows. He captures her whole world with his shoulders, the way he’s situated on top of her, and it lights a small spark of want, something very new. “I had a brunch prepared for this morning. I had to ask around to find out your favored foods. Please, come down with me.”
“Do I have to put one of my dresses on?”
“Not unless you want to.” He sits up on his haunches, gazing down with a plead. “It’ll be good, I promise.”
She extends a hand to be pulled to her feet when he finally stands. “If we’re going to become…intimate with each other, are you expecting a kiss?”
“Not until after dinner.” His grin is wicked. “Only if you’re comfortable.”
“I want to be.” She picks up something in his eyes, a look that gives him painfully away. “How long have you had feelings for me.”
“Since you were walked down the aisle to me.” He licks his lips, nervous. “And you?”
“I’ve been contemplating how I feel for a month, month and a half.”
“Well, you have all the time in the world to decide.” He kisses her brow again like a child with a new toy, eager to give her all his attention. “Come, before any of it gets cold.”
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