#sorry this looks shitty idk why I had trouble with them

[officialweezerelections]

May I have a swordbill hummingbird? They're so silly and I love them

THE SWORDS ARE FIGHTINGGGG!!!!

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

Ooo omg I had an idea come to me while at work (lol)-

It’s a Tangerine x fem!civilian!reader where it’s inspired by Beauty and the Beast. So maybe Y/n’s not so great boyfriend screwed the twins over a lot of money, and won’t pay it back, so the Twins go after him. They’re going through the dude’s house and Y/n happens to walk in the front door while they’re sneaking around the house. Their plan kinda takes a sharp turn when they abruptly (and somewhat accidentally) turn it into a ransom sort of situation… But like, they really don’t usually involve innocent people, so they’re kinda fumbling about it, and also being uncharacteristically (for abductors) sweet and gentlemenly (while poor Y/n is terrified and honestly has no clue what’s happening). Like they’re constantly asking if she needs water, if she wants a snack, if she needs extra blankets extra pillows, etc… It’s honestly like she’s being doted on☠️ Anyways, Tangerine and Y/n bond over him and Lem’s huge library, and they do catch feelings for each other. Tan, feeling really bad, let’s Y/n go even though her bad bf still hasn’t payed them back… A few months later, Y/n finds herself knocking on Tan and Lem’s door being she missed them and she has feelings for Tan🥺 Y/n throwing herself into Tan’s arms the second he opens the door🤧

hii angel!! im so sorry this has taken so long, idk why but I really struggled to write this😭 been doing it for weeks and couldn’t get it write, not even sure if I like it now. but thank you for you patience and forever good ideas. thank you for requesting, hope you like it💌

intruders

tangerine x f reader

wc || 1288

warnings || none? bad writing lol

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After a long day, there was only one thing you wanted, and that was to flop onto the sofa and forget about your shitty day. Twisting the key in the front door, you make a beeline straight to the couch, immediately slumping into the soft cushions as you kick off your shoes. 

You hear a couple of unexpected scruffles from the room above you that instantly catches your attention. You knew you weren't hearing things because the sounds were clear as day, two sets of what seemed to be masculine footsteps pacing in your bedroom. 

You wanted to call for help, but when you saw your bag and phone on the stairs, you knew you couldn't retrieve it without alerting the intruders upstairs. Slowly sitting up, you glance around the room for possible weapons you could use to protect yourself with. Your eyes land on the fire iron beside the fireplace, so you steadily make your way over, crawling quietly along the floor.

You reach for the fire poker with unsteady fingers, hands practically shaking as they snake around the handle, pulling it from the hook. All the fear makes itself known when you accidentally hit another tool, clattering and echoing as it falls to the floor. Your eyes bug in panic, extending the makeshift weapon towards the stairs as you cower behind it.

"Who's down there?" one of the voices shouts.

"I swear to fuck, if it's that knob, I tell ya..." the other says, loud enough for you to hear.

Within a few seconds, there's a stampede of footsteps as they rush down the stairs.

"You're not--?" the moustached man says, looking perplexed as he turns to his partner. 

"What the fuck-" the other says, staring at you in confusion. 

"Please, I don't want any trouble," you offer, dropping the tool, showing your palms as if to show your innocence. "Just take what you want,"

"Don't worry-- we uh-- we ain't gonna rob ya," the first man says, slowly making his way over with his hands in the air. 

"We're just looking for someone. You ain't seen him by any chance?" 

"No, no, I don't know-" you stammer, your frightened eyes glancing around the room for escape routes. 

"Here," one of the Englishmen says, slipping his hand into his pocket. He eases you with a smile when he sees you flinch. "It's just a phone. It's okay. We ain't gonna hurt ya," he turns to screen to you, slowly making his way over so as not to startle you further. "We're after him, he uh-- he owes us a tidy sum of money,"

Staring at the picture, your eyes bug. 

"What's that face? You know him?" the other asks, watching your expressions from across the room. He snaps his fingers when he sees your face turn blank, looking like you're stuck in thought.

"Um... yeah, but please don't hurt me. I had no idea. How much? How much money?" you meekly ask, avoiding their gaze.

"Five hundred,"

"Can I just pay you? Then-- then it can all be over?"

"... thousand," the other adds.

"Fuck..." you mumble, frustratedly running your fingers through your hair. "I don't-- I don't know what to do,"

"You know where we can find him?"

"No, he... doesn't tell me. He leaves randomly... for weeks at a time. He... he just disappears," 

"Does he live here?" 

"No, this is my place. He just stays here sometimes,"

The moustached man turns back to his partner. Whispering. "What a dick," he faces you again before pulling his friend to the side. "We'll be right back," 

You couldn't hear much of their conversation with your heartbeat thumping in your ears, but by the looks on their faces, they were at a loss, confused even, like they didn't know what to do with you. 

They return shortly after with wry grins, awkwardly making their way over to you. "We ain't gotta scooby what to do," one of them says, chuckling. "Do-do you want anything to eat? You hungry? Thirsty?" 

You shake your head no, sitting back on the sofa with your head in hands.

"We can order some food? Our treat?"

"No, thanks," you say, your tone still wary.

"We can't keep her, mate. It ain't fair," the moustached man quietly says, occasionally glancing at you. 

"The money, bruv. He's gonna turn up," the other bribes, smacking his friend on the chest.

"Mate... look at her. She's scared shitless. We should just let her go," he sighs.

"Dude... catching feelings or some shit?"

"No," he instantly blurts out, avoiding your gaze. "We... we don't know where that twat is. I'm tired. I'm bored, hungry, and fed up. Let's just go," he persuades, nudging his friend along. 

"Alright, fine, you stay here, imma go call about," he sighs, walking out of the room.

The seemingly friendly moustached man makes his way over to you, crouching in front of you. His features are soft and gentle. "Hey," he says, his tone tender. "We're really sorry you got caught up in this shitshow, y'know? It weren't meant to be like this," he says, speaking with sincerity.

"It's alright," you nod, meeting his gaze. "Was bound to happen sometime," you chuckle, making a poor attempt at a joke. "The dudes a... the dudes a waste of space," sighing, momentarily averting from his focused gaze.

"Yeah..." he softly chuckles, placing a warm hand on your knee to stop your jittering leg. "You don't need to be afraid. We ain't gonna hurt ya," he softly smiles, tapping your leg. "We're gonna head off. Again, we're really sorry for all this,"

"Wait, I didn't get your name," you say, glancing up to look at him.

"Call me Tangerine," he sheepishly grins, slightly groaning as he stands. "Despite the shitty circumstance, it was nice to meet you," he chuckles, awkwardly scratching his neck as he walks away.

You turn around, your gaze following him. "It was nice to meet you, Tangerine," you smile.  

-

Ever since the 'robbery' a few months back, there has only been one persistent thought in your brain, and it was Tangerine. Even though you met the way you did, you couldn't help how regularly you thought of him, how you'd find yourself wondering how he was doing, what he was up to or where he was.

Since then, you've been on a mission to find your way back to him, doing everything you could to see him again. Some may think it's insane, and maybe you did too, but you honestly did not care. You desperately wanted to see him again, and you hoped he felt the same way.

You were starting to lose hope, slowly but surely running out of faith, but then you see the back of a person, a man who has been in your mind for the last four months.

You felt your chest tighten and heart thump as you watch the man cross the road in front of you. You immediately pull onto the curb, turn off the engine and jump out of your car. Running through the amber light, you chase after him. As embarrassing as it felt, you weren't sure you cared enough. 

"Tangerine?" you pant, finally catching up to him. 

"What- oh my god. It's you?" he grins.

You didn't even need to think. You instantly wrap your arms around him, tightly hugging him. "Hi," you say, your words muffle into his chest. "Sorry," you smile, pulling away, looking awkward.

"No, no, don't be," he widely smiles. "I didn't think I'd see you again,"

"Me neither," you grin with your hand on your chest to subdue your heavy breathing.

"You uh- got time for a drink?" he asks, gazing at you.

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[queenunderthatmountain]

Literati endgame?

okay but i really didn't get why everyone hated the gilmore girls ending because for me it seems like a Jess and Rory endgame is actually quite possible (and likely).

Okay, so we know only that she's with Logan's baby.

But (sorry team Logan) it seems kinda clear that she's not gonna end up with him. First of all, I think her being lost and suddenly becoming pregnant on accident is an obvious parallel to Lorelei, so it makes sense to me she's gonna be a single mother for a while. Even more so, because Logan and Christopher are soo much alike. (yes Logan is much older and more mature then Christopher was at 16 but Chris was a shitty dad way longer).

And if you were able to look past Logans red flags in gilmore girls (sleeping with like 4 different people right after allegedly breaking up, looking down on people with less money, being a dick towards Jess for no reason) after AYITL I don't think anyone can deny that he's just not a great guy who cheats on his fiance with no remorse whatsoever. So yeah, I actually dont know if he would want to be in the kids and rorys life, but I just dont think it would work out either way.

So now to Jess.

Yes, you can have a different interpretation, but to me he just looked at Rory not only lovingly but with so much longing and even pain in his eyes that its obvious hes not over her and still in love.

Hes appeared when Rory was lost before, when she drOpped out if yAle and later, when she was without job or underwear. Jess had the idea with the book as well, so he kind of guided her towards a new path, I cant imagene him not taking part in the process of her book writing. She was so exited to show him the first three chapters, I think she would want to include him later as well, or maybe ask him for advice as a writer (maybe he'd be the publisher?).

So I definitely belive it's realistic for him to still be in her life, and maybe support her with her kid in some ways (like Luke?)

And now to Rory.

I do think it was right for her to move on after he left, but it always felt so incomplete to me, I was so sure they'd get back together a second time, sometime after him telling her he loves her. I truly believe they are soulmates, in the way that they understand each other better than anyone else, like the same things, have so much in common. Hes was very troubled and disturbed when they were dating, but he was the only boyfriend who really worked on himself (Logans not sleeping around doesnt count) and changed.

And while I am sure she did love Jess, it just doesnt feel right that she never said it back. Yes we got "might have loved you" but idk thats just not enough.

They were dating for such a short time compared to the others, did not even have sex (which could make a relationship appear more serious) yes they had this incredible connection, they still care so much about each other and immediately talk like they used to, even when they havent spoken in years.

So yeah, I think the timing was never right, at first Jess was too troubled, then Rory was in love with Logan, but I really do believe that not only did she always love him, i think a part of her was always IN love with him.

Now, that their lifestyles could sympathize I think she would see that, and no way he'd be like "yeah sorry too late". They needee their time, like Lorelei and Luke, but in the end I see them.

[spacefi3nd]

Before u ask me i actually dont evn know why I like bounce boy so much it's becoming an issue. Anyhow .. here's a little drabble of my king getting sum barely legal ass why ,??? cause it's been haunting me evr since I thought of it . @x-neurotoxin-x

do I need to give warnings ?? I'll do it tho - erm .. dub con bordering non con ?? Errr b boy is like 20 n my oc is 16 so .. age gap? Stalker .. manipulation .?? . thigh fuckinv .. groping um just alot of something idk. .. mutually screwed up

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It was late , really late . The neighbourhood was practically empty . No screw that it /was/ empty the only signs of life where the faint buzzing of the street lights and the odd twinkling sounds of convience stores door being pushed open .

Despite all that Bounce Boy still had a job to finish his patrol - then , then he could go home to his shitty apartment and rest.

The thought almost made him swoon with joy .

Today had been a paticularly demanding day - petty thieves , robbers , villians of all the sort- not a second of rest and it had left him feeling irritated and sore .

Plus ... he caught a silhouette in the corner of his eye and inwardly groaned . Something- no- somebody had been tailing him and he was pretty sure they weren't going to leave him alone.. he sighed to himself.

Might aswell get this over and done with .

He continued his clueless act as he mused over his options . He was looking for a little stress relief.. somebody to just beat the shit out of .. woah . The thought sent a jolt of excitement down his spine .

Today had been so shit . He'd so earned it and this person had been stalking him so it wouldn't even be his fault !

His next movements were sudden and quick the figure barely had time to react as his limbs stretched out unnaturally , wrapping around and dragging them closer ..

"Wait! Wait! O-one second!!" He squinted at the voice trying to make out their appreance - pale yellow hair with black roots , scarred face? Yikes. mismatched eyes- aannd a school girl . Shit !

He had wrapped around her the other already drawn back into fist and he twitched with frustration as he lowered it unwinding himself from her .

What a bummer . He couldn't help but feel a twinge of disappointment . He let himself wallow in the feeling as he watched the girl brush herself off .

God . Why was she even out so late , was she just looking for trouble ? In school uniform no less ?

Whatever. He really wanted to go home now .

" Man i hope i didnt scare you ! You should be careful creeping about like that if I hadn't taken a good look at you , ya would've been picking your teeth up off the floor!" He chuckled good naturedly as the girl smiled up coyly at him , tugging at her skirt .

"haha .. sorry . I just um . " she looked around as if checking her surroundings before taking a step closer to him . "M'just a really big fan!! I-you saved me today !! I don't know if you remember .. and i just didnt get the chance to thank you !! Ohh you were just so cool .. i thought I was gonna die!!!-"

He nodded politely at her gushing as he caught himself from cringing .

As flattering as fans were something was definitely off about this one .

He had saved people sure but what type of crazy tailed someone just for a thank you?

He was not trying to get into all that tonight .. Or actually.. He let his eyes run over her figure absent mindedly .. could he ..

Knee highs and a short skirt ..he shook his head he reaally should get going.. he could ever so slightly make out the colour of her bra .. the color constrasted with her brown skin-

no !

He tried to think of something -anything- else but the damage was already done and the small feeling of disappointment grew into something else.

This was definitely on her , he could feel the cogs in his brain turning as a more genuine smile grew on his face .

So he really shouldnt .. but . He needed to take out todays feelings on something - anybody . The idea was becoming more and more appealing the more he thought about it ...it would so not be his fault !!

She was practically asking to be dealt with .

Following him all the way here , the way she was tugging at her hair and fingering at her opened collar , pushing her chest out - he would be doing her a favour . Right?

The girl pulled out a blue marker from the waistband of her skirt , finally taking a breath as she gestured at herself "And um.. could I have an autograph."

He took the pen from her . "Where should I sign? I don't see any paper. "

He gave a huff of bemusement . Partly at his own thoughts cause what was he thinking? He needed to get to bed before he could think of anyymore fucked up shit.

"Just.. over here.. " she spoke a little breathlessly not really looking at him as she unbuttoned her shirt and tapped a little over her sports bra . "I hah.. I don't have any paper . "

What.the.fuck.

This wasn't him . This was NOT on him .

She knew she just had to . He really shouldn't entertain this .. he uncapped the pen .. He shouldnt .. his hand rose steadily to her chest .. he could hear her breath hitch with excitement as he pressed down a little harder than necessary.

"So .. do you always ask strange men to sign your tits?" He commented almost off handedly as he wrote down his signature .

Way slower than needed .

looping the letters with steady fingers . "Just the hot ones..." she muttered her eyes fixitaed on his hand. When he'd finally finished curling the y until a little heart - over kill maybe - he remained hunched over her breathing in her perfume.

"I think .. I think you didn't just come out here for an autograph." The girl shook her head slowly . "You gotta be honest with me , "

He had his lips pressed to the shell of her ear ."What did you really want. " she shuddered leaning into him , the gesture had his ego rocketing . "..you..." his hands wrapped around her as she pushed herself back slightly so she was peering up at him through her lashes. "Is that-"

He kissed her before she could say anything else, before he could start to think about right or wrong.

He pushed her backwards into an alleyway -it was way more dark and dimmed . Just perfect .

The girl had her arms wrapped around his neck returning his kisses with more fever as she pressed up against him. Bounce Boy pulled away , the girl trailing after him burying her head into his neck .

"Wait wait.. " he puffed out . His hands gripped at her waist ,his hips jutting forward . confirming what had so eagerly rubbing against him . "Are you a cross-dresser or something?"

The question hung between them as the girl slowed her frenzied suckles and kisses at his neck . "No . I'm a girl today. " Her fingers drummed against his shoulder , her voice soft. "..Is that a problem ? "

The strange urge to comfort her built up in his chest as he grinded up against her more deliberately , relishing in the soft groan that reverbated against his shoulder . "Nah."

He pulled away turning her around before he could start to psychoanalyse his feelings .

Her chest was pressed up against the wall .He pressed his hand down onto her back , encouraging her to arch up .

"Fuuck." He practically hissed to himself when he flipped over her skirt.

One hand eagerly fumbling to undo his zipper while the other inched downwards cupping and squeezing at the warm and inviting flesh .

"Omigoddd-" The girl leaned into his every touch , she was so.. inviting and allowing it made him feel dizzy .

He pumped his cock slotting himself in between her thighs unable to stop the low groan as she squeezed her thighs together , tight ,

"Such a slut.. shit.." the whole situation was making him feel delirious . The power he had over her . Her willingness . The wrongness . It was perfect.

. "Aren't you? Coming all the way out here to get fucked in some alleyway ?" The girl whined below him her elbow jutting back and forth . "Yeesss fuck ! M'so happy I wanted this soo bad!"

She gave out a choked moan . "gonnacum!" He leaned his head over her shoulder . Watching her cum splatter onto the wall . Laughing in slight disbelief as her body trembled , dipping down slightly , only held up by how he was holding onto her .

The sight was really bringing him to the edge , he could feel the familiar tightening in his guts .

His movements becoming more frantic . He pressed wet kisses onto her shoulder and the side of her neck. "Shitshit Jus'what i fuckin needed .. ah you're soo good n soo soft."

He cums and it makes him see white , had it been that long ? His cums sticky and coats her inner thighs , mixing with the splatter against the wall. He let's himself catch his breath before the clarity of the situation really settles in.

Fuck .

He pulls away when he's sure the girl can stand up on her own adjusting her skirt ,he's not an asshole , and tucks his cock back into his pants.

The girl straightens up and the sight almost gets him hard again , looking at him like he's the best thing on earth, her eyes wide , his cum dripping down her thighs and his signature smudged slightly against her chest .

He really needs to get going .

"Um..make sure you get home safe .." he pauses as he realises he doesn't even know her name . God .

The girl catches on "Saiyah.." She's not really looking at him anymore but scuffing her trainers against the floor mumbling .

"What?"

Curiosty overpowering his morals again..

"I didn't hear you."

"I said.. I really enjoyed myself.. " She smiles up at him , swiping a finger across her thighs and popping it into her mouth , suckling,

It takes him all his strength to turn around to leave her standing there slurping at his cum and finish his patrol .

When he does finish - Late enough that the sun's peeking through when he's climbing into bed . He can't stop thinking of her . He groans and rolls around pressing his pillow to his face .

What was wrong with him ?!

[gravity-knight]

Ok DFF finished and I’m mad

Started off so good, I was hooked. But that ending… 😒

Story was definitely interesting. The concept. The characters. All good. But the direction from possible supernatural, to whodunit, to a delve into the human mind kinda fell flat.

I guess it’s my fault for expecting something that just wasn’t gonna happen. I stopped my investigaytions when I realized what was happening. But it was still fun picking characters apart

Por. Poor spoiled little rich kid. Had you been a better ring leader things wouldn’t have escalated

Top. I dunno I thought there could’ve been more to his shitty actions. Thought he was secretly in love with Tee or White. Thought he was a secret agent for Tee’s uncle. Thought he would have some kind of secret. But nope.

Tee. Oh man there was a lot going on for this kid. I really went in liking him but when he started to manipulate Non I took a step back. I still felt bad for him for some reason. Then we find out more and how he and White met and started to pity him. Even his ending is just sad.

White. Poor Snow White did no harm. He came to play in the woods and had his heart stabbed. Finding out that someone you loved isn’t the person you thought they were hurts. Then having to go through all that stuff in the cabin ESPECIALLY when you didn’t even want to go? He really gave off final girl to me but in the end just an innocent bystander. Had he mustered up some courage though, ALOT of things could’ve gone differently.

Tan. Idk guys, manic is definitely a good look on this man. The irony of playing the older brother though. I think he may be first on the list of who had the most fucked up experience. Coming back home to your family like that. Leaving you all alone. Nothing but revenge on your mind.

Non. This guy really did a number on me. All he wanted was to make his movie. I don’t think he even really wanted friends. I think he just wanted to be needed. Cause if he wanted people around him who cares about him he would not have done that to Phee. I really didn’t think we’d get a character like that from Non. I thought he’d be painted as a troubled weirdo and that would be it. And to find out that was his fate? I really thought he’d just appear in the end. Or wake up somewhere in the forest. Also Mr. Keng too?

Jin. Omg did you guys see that hallucinoJin (😉) so much ass. Jin definitely has the most secrets out of the group. The rawness of it all. Boy is obsessed. I’m glad that he confessed what he did to Non and why he did it. I was afraid that would be swept under the rug or suffer a premature conversation interruption. Also there’s something kinda nice about falling in love with your crush’s boyfriend. Like you both loved the same guy. That’s not weird right? I mean sure but it’s like poetic weird right? Ironic? Am I using that right?

Phee. Boy. Like. What? He was soooo in love and so hurt. He helped Non and was betrayed. He had every right to feel the way he did. And still he. Blamed himself. His hallucinations showed Non dying in multiple ways. All suicidal. And him not being able to save him no matter how many times he tried to. Sorry I’m still standing by JinxPhee. Need them in like a gay killers sort of project

(Dead) End. Ok so I’m wtf. Like that was so unnecessary. It made no sense really. Everyone was drugged and Tan placed weapons all next to them to which they ended things. Now Fluke. Top and Por I had already lost all hope for, for a long time. Tee and Phee was up in the air, so were White and Jin. I ultimately thought Jin would be the last one standing or atleast one. He felt very main character out of the main characters. And I thought the film’s end with him being the only one that made it out the house was foreshadowing. White being as submissive as he was I thought he’d power up in the end at the critical moment. But when it turned out to be Tee. I thought Tee would pull a Romeo and Juliet. So now this two year jump confused me.

I was already thinking why none of them are in jail and why we don’t see the aftermath of Jin’s hand. And why would Tee just be at home

Phee pulling the “maybe we never left” card got me so upset. Because why. Was the drugs actually poisonous? Did they all consume too much? Why are Jin and Phee connected and with Tee? Was the antidote actually fake? Phee told Jin to wait for him while he went back for Tee. So was Phee “waking” from his hallucinations actually not him waking up? Because I questioned why the smoke wasn’t affecting him after he woke up. And then we hear the puff. For all we know there was never an antidote

I just wished they gave us a bit more than a shot of the house for an ending. Like the ambiguity wasn’t needed. Just say they all died and show all the bodies.

[gameclam]

Barmey and Mind's relationship headcanons 👀👀 (same guy sorry)

thisll be a mix of their relationship + past relationships

Freemind's will mention Eddie, bc of this i will say my Eddie =/= Eddie's mind Eddie, idk shit abt that one, my Eddie is based entirely off of the stories Fm told in his canon story. (just so ppl dont get confused or something)

Barmey's relationships;

He tends to date people he met online in mmo's, most of the time he doesn't actually have a thing for them tho bc he didnt know he was gay for far too long

he's still friends with his old GF from high school, they broke up in college bc he felt like they were better friends, she was an exchange student and was the most popular girl in school. If he told you this you would probably not believe him.

Thought relationships were supposed to be awkward for the entire relationship

Never realizes anyone is flirting with him, if he does notice anything he thinks they're joking

had less relationships in elementary -> high school (until he met his gf) bc he was one of the only trans guys in the entire shitty Arizona town no one wanted to date him. and if they did he wouldn't have even noticed tbh

The only time he started REALLY questioning his sexuality was when he met Freemind in college but just assumed that he just thought he was really cool

Now that they're dating he finally realizes why people want to kiss and stuff. he thought ppl just over hyped relationship stuff

you might be surprised but he's the top in this relationship

Will literally jump to tell anyone everything abt his boyfriend even if it's what everyone sees as 100 red flag stories in a row

Very easy to make jealous but he tries to not be weird about it most of the time

literally trapped in the honey moon phase for the rest of their lives

once as a romantic gesture he made an entire rube goldberg machine throughout their entire apartment that ended with a box of banana laffy taffy dropping onto Freemind's bed. literally Freemind will bring this up to everyone

desperately tries to win prizes for his bf at fairs or amusement parks but always fails. he fucking sucks at them bc he gets nervous. If absolutely no one is looking at him he would get a perfect score

he is a little bit better at showing his affection than Freemind is

He's not had many bad relationships or anything, mostly bc he doesn't often go on dates with people. (dating regularly bothered him bc to cut time out of his schedule)

When he has tried dating Often people think he's kind of cringy or annoying bc of his very specific interests so they never clicked.

Freemind's Relationships;

Freemind has not so good luck with people, his past relationships never lasted that long for one reason or another.

He tends to be very bad at figuring out when people are into him or completely hate him. He often reads it completely wrong (Someone who doesn't like him = they want him, someone who obviously wants him = wants to kill him)

Similar to Barmey he didn't have much dating luck as a young guy bc he was trans + an actual lunatic. Plus he looked like a nerd for most of his years until he started his punk phase when he was 15. His town wasn't as small as Barmey's so they didnt know anyone (he lives in a town CLOSE but not IN Seattle in most of my headcanons. I have no reason why this is different. sometimes he does live there tho depends on the day for me)

Despite talking a big game he has a lot of trouble flirting with girls first bc they scare him, bc of this he tends to only get flirty when they flirt with him first bc he's too intimidated to actually do anything

he has gotten pepper sprayed before, not for anything serious he just has absolutely 0 luck. Once it was because his ex gf was mad that he made a pipe bomb in her garage and once it's bc some stranger mistook him for someone else when he went to talk to her. He was also tazed once but that was bc he lost a bet with his gf at the time

He dated ONE normal person exactly one time and it was the weirdest relationship he'd ever been in. He would literally rather date someone who slashes his tires bc he forgot their birthday over someone who's favorite hobby is going on hikes. Never again

Tends to prefer flings over actual relationships

made out with like 50 different dudes in college and still didn't realize he was bisexual until he was living in New Mexico (this depends on the au i'm thinking of bc sometimes he been knew and sometimes he doesn't) He thought this was just normal college shenanigans

He also gets jealous like Barmey does. They are mutually jealous ppl when it comes to eachother.

Eddie is his drug deal and best friend from high school, depending on universe he slept with him or fooled around w/ him at least once. But they have no romantic feelings for each other, just mutual attraction.

Freemind tends to date girls who want to burn down peoples houses and crash cars. Sometimes this is fine sometimes it isn't. He prefers punks + goth/emo + weird girls, he prefers fatter girls who are tall but any height and body type he can find attractive.

As for men, he prefers guys who are dumb as a bag of rocks and infuriating OR absolutely batshit crazy or both. He tends to prefer Fatter tall men. but any height and body type he can find attractive.

Was that guy who refused to say "I love you" in like every single relationship he was ever in, his relationships were often mutually unhealthy.

However there was the rare moment where he would become absolutely infatuated with someone bc they were perceived 'better' by his mental illness. If they broke up he would either immediately hate them or spiral into thinking he's the worst person alive. This happened once while he was dating a girl who cheated on him, after their breakup he spiraled.

Now that he's dating Barmey he has to learn how to love and be affectionate like a most people. The best way for him to do this is to randomly gift Barmey things that he knows he likes. (like a "Look i thought about and remember the thing you like.")

He does a lot of cooking specifically for Barmey bc although he doesn't like cooking that much he's good at it and it's better than the garbage Barmey eats nearly daily . This is another sign of affection bc usually he wouldn't care.

^ in the same vein, another form/proof of love is that Barmey can be in the kitchen while he cooks, which is crazy bc usually Freemind absolutely despises when people are in the kitchen with him when he cooks bc it overwhelms him. But not Barmey :)

Is not normal about asking for cuddle time he will enter the room and just stare at Barmey until he notices him or sit very very close to him until Barmey initiates like a damn cat. Luckily Barmey usually does.

He WILL however initiate holding his hands constantly. it's one of his favorite forms of affection when they're outside together. He also likes putting his arm around him while walking.

Freemind parades Barmey around like Barmey is his trophy husband. He would actually attack you if you said anything rude to Barmey right in front of him.

[thelostdisaster82]

So once again ……

It all makes sense! From the white sand in my bed and only my side of the bed sheets comforter and mattress and pillows all wet the water next to the bed every time I get up in the middle of the night. My neighbor who knows a bunch of useless knowledge or at least pretends he does,. To me when they get talking I tone them out but for some reason there are few things my brain remembers….

1.“dry drowning.”

(When this airway closure happens and no water goes into your lungs, that’s technically dry drowning, explains Dr. Milk. “The injury happens from a lack of air and asphyxiation.”)

2. reflex called a laryngeal spasm.

3. Pulmonary edema

(causes you to have trouble breathing or experience frightening sensations like shortness of breath and chest tightness. “Liquid, or fluid, is actually in your airway,” he continues. “You’re kind of drowning in your own fluid, even though you’re not in the water.”)

4. Heavy, persistent coughing.

Shortness of breath or trouble breathing.

Fever

Dry mouth or foaming at mouth

Skin discoloration

So my neighbor old roommate was at his house grant u we haven’t seen her in few months since we had falling out bcuz I’m pretty sure she was screwing my husband . I called her out on it and she quit coming around or speaking to us. Or me at least I thought.

When we went over there she pops off with

Drowning would be a shitty way to die. I mean u just can’t breathe screw that. … i mean the cops done took my truck spray it down looking for blood on it couldn’t pin shit on us anyhow so fuck it!

My husband like ya hahaha

My neighbor says right then …

My neighbor starts going on about pulmonary edema Heavy, persistent coughing. Shortness of breath… their lungs fill up and they just quit breathing. Your lungs stop functioning correctly.

Idk wth the whole conversation ever came from bout drowning or anything and I was just completely flabbergasted.

And it hit me like a ton of bricks today.

My husband always telling me he gonna kill me and make it look like accident.

This would be exactly that. Im not a smoker yet when I walk from bedroom to bathroom im outta breathe my skin color has been off kinda grayish white and I feel like I’ve got something stuck in my throat all the time and I can’t seem to drink enough and Always have extremely dry mouth. Fevers on and off and the absolutely worst headache of my life and my legs and stomach and face are swollen.

The sad part is I just don’t fucking understand why someone who has done absolutely everything I could possibly do for him and yet he would want to hurt me like that? Craziness! It breaks my whole heart. Why would he do that to me? I know the other two people are fucked up sick twisted mf who I still ain’t scared of. Any man that has to sleep with pistol on his chest has some pretty fucked up demons and he says he shoots when they run well coward if ur gonna shoot me ur gonna look at me when u do it cuz I am not afraid to die….do me a favor but knowing the person u love would devise a plan like that? And as far as the fat bitch….I thought u was my friend but all u are is left overs has beens …with bleached out crotch panties….leave that shit at ur own house oh that’s right ……u don’t have one u lost it! I used to feel sorry for u but now I know why ur best friend friend fucked ur bf it’s called karma for doing the same to someone who didn’t even know ur ass yet I made ur bf look like bitch n took ur truck back left him on side of gas station looking like Edna bcuz u had to move out and he had taken ur truck. But it’s all good ! U will always be third wheel in ur threesomes…mf laugh at u bout ur sad notes u wrote them bout being third wheel … but my own husband to stoop down to this is beyond me. Gag is up Check mate mfs u lose….I’ll always be smarter than u! Not to mention I am Not a Holy person but I’m perfectly protected by my God! So kick rocks and eat fish heads…if something happens to me they know where to go!

[faerise-fae]

ASPD girlie here.

I've tried telling people from the start that im diagnosed for them to be at least aware. Doesn't end well. I've had some men take it as challenge thinking they can change me and some cool potential friends thinking everything i tell them is a lie or manipulation to get something out of them. But most of the time people just don't take it seriously bc they think I'm trying to be edgy.

Now I only tell about my aspd to people irl when I want our relationship to be more "fair". "Fair" because I still lie and stuff but at least they are have more chances at "beating" me in this game, lmao. Because the thing is I can't take seriously 98% of people around me. They are less than me ofc but they are also fun in the way puppies or kittens are but nothing more. I don't consider them equal to me in any way. I still have relationships with them I find them funny and i want them to like me. I have no fucking idea why but I value the most people who make me laugh.

Rn i have one close friend who knows about this and i try to be honest with her. I lie and then tell her sorry i lied and she just looks at me with such understanding in her eyes. I adore her the most of everyone and that makes her special. Not equal but special. She's my favorite person in the world rn and im kinda obsessed with her. Our relationship started with platonic version of love bombing and idk I just never stopped it. I dont do it because i feel love but because she feels loved that way and i want her to stay. I adore her but again i wouldn't consider her my equal. I think she's naive, that her love life is a fucking catastrophe and that shes dumb. But i still adore her. Not like a kitten but not like a person either. She makes me laugh so much tho!!! And shes so kind and understanding. I like her a lot but I do not respect her.

There was only one person who I consider equal to be and thats because she found out that theres something wrong with me and my empathy. She was the one who gave me an idea to even try and get myself diagnosed. I consider her equal and i still respect her a lot even if we don't talk anymore and she was so fucking awful to me last time we talked. But I understand why she was like this and i respect that too. I

Idk I'm not the most sane person in the room but I'm not this crazy violent joker wannabe with knife in my pocket waiting for people in dark alley. My empathy is not instinct based but more knowledge? I love reading character studies and literature focused on emotion to understand it. I kinda crave it tbh. Don't get me wrong I think of my aspd as a literal blessing. I really really like myself and i wouldn't change a thing. I can't imagine being able to feel full range and intensity of emotion everyone "normal" feel. I'd go insane probably because the stuff i hear from friends and from people in general sound so fucking miserable. I've saved myself the trouble. But I still crave connection and being understood. Which probably is not gonna happen and I can live with it. I just grieve it from time to time.

Idk I'm not good person (even tho my favorite person would argue here because "im good to her so im good person" lmao) and I really dont like when people say that aspd doesn't make you bad person. Maybe you aren't the bitch with aspd/npd thats a bad person but I am. Because I know im a bad person on the inside. I just sometimes choose to act like a good person. And that balances itself out. I know I'm kinda "evil" but my friends think of me as a good friend. I know i dont feel love but my favorite person feels loved by me and thats enough for me. My grandparents absolutely adore me, my dad loves me and my little sister and niece look at me like I'm a god. I worked hard for those relationships and i deserve them and everything that comes with them (money, gifts, compliments and respect). I like being liked and I won't be liked by doing shitty things to others. So I don't. Because that's not the outcome I want.

Thats how it works in my head. Idk if it helped you understand aspd bc I'm kinda a special case. Most aspd bitches have this "hate other people and the world is doomed" thing which I don't. I really like other people, they are funny and amusing af in a positive way. And thats really important to me.

A genuine question for people with ASPD or/and NPD

People with ASPD (antisocial personality disorder) or/and NPD (narcissistic personality disorder), I am genuinely curious about what you believe is the core part of aspd and npd, and how you see the world. How does it feel to have these disorders? How do people treat you? How do you treat people? How can one understand how it must be like for you?

These disorders are VERY stigmatised. Even actual medical journals and sites perpetuate this stigmatisation, and there's this whole thing of "narcissistic abuse" or that all people with antisocial personality disorder are serial killers. I simply refuse to believe this, it's not nuanced enough, and I genuinely seek to understand. And maybe other people may find this thread of posts and also understand.

So people with npd/aspd, add on, explain anything you wish people knew about your disorder.

Coming from a fellow person with a highly stigmatised disorder (schizophrenia) who wishes to understand.

[omiscurls]

Diluc, zhongli and childe reaction to their s/o breaking up with them after something they said, maybe after a week or so after they argument they think the s/o forgave them but they break up instead? I WANT THE ANGST

consequences

plot: reader decides to break up with the character after not speaking to them

contains: diluc, zhongli, tartaglia (idk how am i going to do this to my special boy but ill try my best)

warnings: angst, breakups, implied past toxic behavior

a/n: OH MY GOD THIS WAS SO HARD- I DONT HAVE THE HEART TO BREAKUP WITH PEOPLE

diluc

hopeless thoughts ran through your head as you fought with yourself about wether to enter angel’s share or not, hand halfway through to the doorknob. your mind hadn’t been made up just yet, you were still in between two very different scenarios - the urge to forgive him for his hurtful words growing stronger each day, as anger and other emotions subdued to loneliness and the feeling of a part of you missing, ever since the two of you stopped talking.

your mind flashed back to the exact moment when you looked into diluc’s eyes, always so soft and calm for you, forming a way of anger he never expressed towards you before. to the feeling you got right then and there that this man is not the same one you’ve met and fell in love with.

the process of coming to terms with that conclusion was as painful as the first strike of his angry glare, and even though he seemed to have realized the weight of his words right after saying them out loud, no matter how hard you tried, you could not erase them from your memory.

one strike of that pain, one memory of that night was enough to make you go through with your plan, door to the bar opening with a little screech.

it was like just another late afternoon, with charles tending the bar, knights and townsfolk filling the hot room, and the smell of alcohol traveling through the air.

“hi” you said to the bartender “is master diluc around?”

charles, busy with his work, quickly replied that he’s out back, opening a barrel. you nodded and went where his directions guided, pushing open yet another door to see the back of the man you loved, looking just as always from this angle, working over said chore. he didn’t even seem to mind the fact that someone walked in on him working.

“diluc” you said with a sigh, and he almost immediately turned around, tools falling from his hands and onto the ground.

“darling, hi” he replied quietly, walking over to you but stopping half way, eyes set to analyze your expression, figure out what was going on in your mind. “i’m glad you’re here safely, i haven’t heard from you in over a week” he added cautiously, as if weighing every word before deciding to say it out loud.

“well” you sighed again, once again going over wether you should actually break things off right then, mind taking pity on his troubled expression, tired eyes, on the obvious eyebags that were much more apparent than before, a sign that he didn’t catch too much sleep. “i had to come to terms with what i’m about to say”

he wanted to tell you he was sorry, he really did, but words didn’t seem to come out of his throat. obviously he was sorry, it was a bad day and he meant none of what he said, but you knew that, right? you knew he always cared for you and loved you… right?

he wasn’t the best with words, hence, the idea of apologizing with a gesture after you were done teaching him his lesson came to mind. a brilliant idea, one could never go wrong with a thoughtful deed for their significant other, just give him one more chance.

“and my conclusion is, we need to take a step back and… reevaluate things in our lives. i’m not saying this is the ultimate end, but what you’ve said, and how you’ve said it made me realize…”

you were making a good point. you were talking about your feelings. he should listen, but the only thing he heard was the blood pumping through his veins, and the two single words

the end

so there won’t be another chance? he won’t be able to prove himself? what do you mean, the end? the best thing that ever happened to him in his sad life was coming to an end because of him? but he was so careful, he treated you like his treasure, because that’s how he truly felt, like his lifeline, something he could never lose…

and all it took was one sentence too much, one glare too intense. for the first time in what, six, maybe seven years, his eyes began to water, as he blinked the tears back at a rapid pace.

“… and that was a shitty thing to do. i hope you know that. i don’t know if i had anything else i wanted to say, perhaps i did, but… that’s all. see you around, i guess” you mumbled, loosing confidence in what you were saying, taking one last glance at his lost eyes before turning around.

turning around from him, from the love of your life, was perhaps the hardest thing you ever had to do, and yet you did do it.

before you could reach the door again, though, a cold hand caught your forearm. your eyes met his, with just a glimmer of hope that he would magically say all the right words and somehow make you stay, you didn’t want to leave, yet knew you had to. if you wanted to preserve the respect you had for yourself, you had to leave.

why were you giving him time to say something?

his helpless gaze seemed to speak with a thousand words, begging, pleading you to not leave through that door, but as much as his lips did part, not a single word left.

he couldn’t say anything to hold you back, and you ripped away from his grip, turned, and walked away.

and just like that,

he was all alone, again.

he was gonna need a drink.

zhongli

tears flooded your vision, blurring every details of zhongli’s face, causing you to only see a pale color palette, instead of your favorite person, ever. maybe it was for the best, maybe it would make it easier, you thought, but that was a foolish thing to hope for.

even through the salty tears, you could make out his eyes, it’s glow never failing to guide you, and comfort you, now seeming to burn their way through you, through your body and soul.

“you’re stuck in another love, zhongli, we both know that!” you exhaled a bit louder than you intended to, the outcome sounding more like an accusation than a fact. “how can you ever say you love me, when it’s so obvious, and so apparent, that every time you look at me, you see someone else? you HOPE for someone else?”

you could only wish the words you spoke didn’t come out as a complete mess, because of those tears you were constantly choking on. desperation seeped through your voice, as the feeling of helplessness rose every time you looked at your lover and at the anguish, and confusion he presented.

how could he make this so hard? it’s not like you’ve presented some statement he didn’t know already, right?

you hoped your eyes would say all the things you didn’t trust your voice to. you hoped he’d somehow hear how all you ever wanted was to be enough, was to meet his standard, how it tore you open that every time he said <i love you> his eyes wandered everywhere but onto yours, how all his touches seemed absent, how all his compliments were truly about some other face, some other smile, some other kind soul.

the worst part was, how could you blame him? how can anyone, ever, blame someone for being in love, of all things? love was something beautiful, and once you’ve experienced it, you’re drowned in it forever, and don’t even want to see the surface again.

love is beautiful. when you’re the one who’s receiving it. love was beautiful, to you, too, when you loved how his wisdom flew through his words, how his kindness hugged your spirit, how his aura brought you comfort. you loved his eyes, you loved his cheeks, his lips, every single detail of his skin.

the love you felt made you complete, made you warm, until you finally realize the thing you should’ve seen much sooner.

that you were merely a mirror for him to look at someone else, someone long gone.

suddenly all the warmth you felt was directed back at you, burning you inside, making you wish you never felt it in the first place.

“aren’t you gonna say something?” you whispered.

his long fingers found their way to your hand, but you snatched it away.

if you fell onto his charms now, you wouldn’t be able to get out once more.

his breath hitched as he gathered himself to speak

“i want nothing more than to love you” he said, although quietly, it rang through your ears like the loudest of screams.

you scoffed.

“we both would’ve wanted that, then”

“and i’m sure i can, if you just—“

now, laughter was all that you were capable of letting out.

“zhongli, you can’t train yourself to love someone. and even if you could, then how do you think that would make me feel? like i’m so unlovable you had to force yourself through it to grow accustomed to a feeling similar to love?”

“that’s not what i—“

“that’s what it means! let it go, please, please just… let me go” you sighed, standing up from the bench over at liyue harbor that you were sitting on. the sun has begun to set on the other side of the sea, and you couldn’t help but notice, it would’ve been the perfect date.

“i do sincerely hope you’ll find someone who’ll love you just the same” he finally stated, as he gave up on trying to make you stay.

“why?” you chuckled “so i could make them suffer the same way you made me?”

tartaglia

(archons give me strength)

you found nothing but guilt, looking into the endless ocean trapped in his eyes. for the first time in forever, they glistened, but not with a spark of joy, like you always hoped they would, they shone a sickly shine, caused by a thin layer of tears, that didn’t dear to spill over his porcelain cheeks, almost as if afraid of making contact with the ruthless face of the number eleven of the fatui harbingers.

he could’ve easily been crying if only he let himself go. he would’ve been in tears, sniffing and coughing, but he just… wasn’t. he held those tears in the gates of his eyes, as if his life depended on it.

the guilt you found inside them, wasn’t his, but yours. you felt guilty, watching this composed, confident man fall into pieces right before you, crumbling before your sight. why were you doing this? you seemed to forget all those terrible things you’ve heard just from the way his irises begged for forgiveness and brows furrowed in inexplicable sadness.

but you couldn’t, no, this time you couldn’t.

“my word” you swore on dear life you’d burst into tears if your voice shook right now “my word is final. we’re over. and that’s… that’s it. you need to understand that there won’t be another chance.”

the moment his lips parted, you knew you were lost.

“i have told you so many times already, but i will say this as much as i need to, it will never happen again! i swear, on everything i love and everything that i am, i swear on life itself, i won’t ever let that happen again! you know i won’t! come on, i promise you, if there’s anything you can say about me is i do keep my promises, don’t i? darling, please…”

“promise yourself to heal and become better, first” you stated coldly, watching faith disappearing slowly from his fixed look.

“im sorry, you know i am, im sorry, im sorry, im so fucking sorry!” a scream left his throat as desperation took over both reason and self-respect.

“sorry isn’t gonna cut it”

“then what will? i’ll do anything, anything in the world, anything to prove myself to you. i get that you can’t love me, i understand that, but please, let me win your trust again.”

he said unnaturally calmly, compared to what he did before, and you got concerned immediately.

i understand that you can’t love me, his words rang through your head. oh god, what were you doing? guilt stroke again, right at where you felt your heart to be.

right when you wanted to turn around and leave, he must’ve sensed that, and pulled you into a tight embrace. not suffocating, as they often describe it, not toxic and desperate, but… as loving as every other hug you’ve ever received from him. as calming and grounding, even though you could feel his heart racing. he didn’t refuse for you to leave, he didn’t trap you.

you understood after a while,

he was saying goodbye. all the love trapped inside his heart seeped out onto you, all his feelings surrounding and engulfing you.

“let me promise you this” he whispered, voice shaking painfully “the next time i’ll see you, i’ll be a better man. someone you will be able to be proud of, someone worthy of both your trust, and love. i won’t stop until i’ll be enough for you to look at me without the disgust and fear you have now. i promise. i’ll be better.”

“until then, then.” was the only thing you were capable of saying before leaving.

as soon as the door shut behind you, you rested against a wall and covered your mouth with a hand, unable to hold your tears any longer.

you heard a cry through the door. so he does have some feelings left, after all

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[christopher-bangnaldoskzz]

could you do something like seungmin x reader got into an argument and reader don’t want to communicate so they lie about feeling sleepy but seungmin don’t want to them sleep knowing they still havent fixed their argument so he say something like “will this keep you awake?” then he started eating you out… kind of more an angry sex idk i hope this is okay to you i love ur fics!!

Thank you lovely, i hope i did your request justice :)

Seungmin x Reader

Genre: Sweet but Smutty

Word count: 1.6k

Warnings: Oral sex (female receiving) just some good old oral sex from Seungmin. If you are not 18+ you are going to need to close your eyes and keep scrolling.

“Are you fucking kidding me, Seungmin” you said, leaving a message on his phone after he stood you up on your anniversary date night. 

You leave the restaurant where you had been waiting 30 minutes and hauled a cab hopping in. You gave him the address for the apartment you shared with your boyfriend, Seungmin. The anger bubbling in your stomach as the cab driver makes small talk. 

“You look lovely in that dress….on your way home from a date?” He smiled and was lovely; however, you were definitely not in the mood. 

“Well, I was supposed to, but I got stood up,” you say, looking out the window. The cab driver is silent. 

“I’m sorry to hear that,” he said, gripping the steering wheel. 

He continued driving to your apartment “here you go…I hope the rest of your night goes well” he smiled, and you paid the bill and exited the car. 

“Thank you for taking me home,” you say, closing the door. 

You turn and walk into the building. Just as you enter, your phone rings. “Seungmin”, you say as you hit the decline button. 

As you try to find your keys, you walk up the stairs and notice the ringtone. It’s the one you allocated to Seungmin. 

“What” you answered. No, hello, Seungmin knew he fucked up big time. 

“I am so sorry, chan Hyung needs me to record, “ he said, pleading. 

“And if chan Hyung wanted you to jump off a bridge, would you,” you said sarcastically.

“I’m sorry, Y/N…I’ll be home shortly” he still had no idea what he missed. 

“Don’t bother Seungmin…you can’t remember our anniversary” I could hear him take a short breath in. 

“Maybe chan Hyung can offer you his bed for the night”, I continued. 

“I-I I don’t know what to say….I am sooo sorry.” 

“Save it Seungmin…if you come home except to be sleeping on the couch,” you say as you hang up the phone. 

SEUNGMIN POV  

Ring ring

“Fuck hold up, chan Hyung…Y/N call me like four times,” I said, returning her call. 

“Hi, you’ve reached Y/N” why would she call and then send me to voice message odd. 

“Call again. Maybe she accidentally hit decline,” chan said through the speaker.

“What” was all I heard as she answered the phone. 

“I’m sorry, chan Hyung needed me to record,” I thought she might be angry because I didn’t answer her phone call. I looked at chan, who seemed taken aback.

“And if chan Hyung told you to jump off a bridge, " I knew I was in trouble here. I was trying to go through what I could have possibly forgotten. I checked the time fuck. It was 10:30pm. Maybe she was angry because I was late home.

“I’m sorry, Y/N…I’ll be home shortly”, chan started packing up. He must be able to hear her through the speakers. 

““Don’t bother Seungmin…if you can’t remember our anniversary” FUCK our 2nd anniversary is today, and I’ve done nothing for her. “Maybe chan Hyung can offer you his bed for the night” she must be so upset. I really fucked up this time. 

“I-I I don’t know what to say….I am sooo sorry,” is all o could get out. 

“Save it, Seungmin…if you come home except to be sleeping on the couch”, she hung up on me. I look over to chan Hyung, and I’m still in shock. I’ve done many shitty things over the last two years, but…this was heartbreaking. I’ve never forgotten a date night, let alone our anniversary. 

“Chan, I have to go…I fucked up big time….this is break-up worthy, honestly” I looked at chan, who looked confused.

“Uhhhh sure, I guess….what happened?….need me to come with?” The last thing I needed was to show up with chan. Y/N would flip and dump me on the spot. 

“I don’t think that’s a good idea. I kinda forgot our anniversary,” I said, rubbing the back of my neck. Chan paused. 

“Fuck”, he said, “you better go now…I’ll finish this up” I took off and ran outside to catch a cab home. 

Y/N POV 

You curl up on your king bed and just cry, you hear the door unlock, and there is a sense of relief that maybe Seungmin came home. 

“Y/N”, he repeats as he looks for you in the house. He opens the bedroom door as you lay there, pretending to be asleep. 

“Baby, I know you’re not sleeping,” he said, cuddling up. How dare he cuddles you after what he did.

“How dare you” you got up and moved off the bed. 

“What do you want me to do…..I’ll do it”, he begged. 

“Seungmin, we haven’t had alone time in 4weeks” going back to all those times, one of the boys would come over for dinner or stay the night. 

“I’m sure it hasn’t been that long” Seungmin was clueless about stuff like that. He loved the boys coming around. It reminds him of when he lived in the dorm. 

“Seungmin”, you put your hands on your hips. “I’m so upset with you… how could you forget our anniversary….you made me look like an idiot.” 

“I can not explain how sorry I am” you have had it up to here with Seungmin.

“I’m over it, Min. I’m going to bed…sleep here, or on the couch, I don’t give a fuck anymore” you toss back the covers and min moves to the other side. He gets off the bed and moves to get dressed into his sweatpants. 

“Please, you know I can’t go to bed with you angry at me, " he hopes into bed and shuffles over onto my side. 

“Baby,” he said as he started to draw circles on your hip bones. “Has it really been 4 weeks since I last touched you?” You knew the game he was playing; however, you did long for Seungmin’s touch, and tonight you were primarily excited about the fact you would finally get a second alone with your boyfriend. 

“Seungmin”, you giggle “, stop I am still mad at you” you continue to laugh as he places kisses behind our ear. “I’m tired, Seungmin”, you smile, knowing how this will end. 

“Well, I know something that will keep you awake,” he says, smirking as he moves under the covers and down, spreading your legs apart. 

He shimmies your underwear down your legs, and you kick them off the bottom of the bed. Seungmin then, without hesitation, starts to use his tongue to lick up from your whole to your clit. You shuffle down the bed to get more comfortable as Seungmin is just getting started. You lift the blankets up, and Seungmin stops to smile at you “forgive me yet?” The smug cunt thinks this is gonna be easy. You dope the cover, and he goes right back to licking up and down your vagina slit. You begin to squirm as he starts to suck on your clit. Seungmin was the only boyfriend you’ve had that’s ever made you cum. He was very enthusiastic when it came to sex, and he was quick to learn what you liked. 

“Mmmm”, you moan, then quickly cover your mouth. You don’t want Seungmin to head you are enjoying this as he might think you have forgiven his shitty action.

He slides up from under the sheets “was that a moan I just heard?” He grins. 

“Don’t flatter yourself, Seungmin” you can feel him inserting two fingers as he decides to go back down. You roll your eyes back and shut your mouth, gripping the bed sheets, trying to not make a sound. Seungmin pumps and curls his fingers inside you, so he’s hitting your g spot. At this point, your body is telling him everything. He once more comes up for air, still fingering you as he moves up to kiss your lips. 

“Enjoy, baby….tonight is all about you,” he says between kisses. He stimulates your clit with his thumb as he continues to pump his fingers inside you. 

“Ooh”, you moan “, Seungmin mmmm….p-please it fee—“ and just as you were about to finish your praise, your walls clenched around his fingers, and your cream spilled out of your pussy. 

Seungmin has a proud smile on his face “what would you like me to do next” you can feel your pussy juice oozing out. “Tonight is all about you…don’t worry about me.” 

“I want your cum on your tongue”, you whine. 

“Done,” he says, flicking the sheets back and sliding your bum to raise and arch your body. He runs up and down your vagina, using his fingers to roll over your clit. You twitch at how sensitive your clit feels. 

He attached his mouth this time but used a different technique. He used more of a kissing-like movement, using his lips to spread rather than his tongue. He sucks your flaps into his mouth and uses his tongue to lick them simultaneously. 

“Whatever you’re doing…don’t stop”, you praise him. 

Seungmin travels down further and sticks his tongue deep into your core. He started to flick it up and down. This helps him situate your spot. While he is alternating between that and sucking, you decide to stimulate your clit by rubbing it with your fingers increasing your chances of having a longer and stronger orgasm. 

“Min, I am so close”, you moan as he increases his pumping speed, pulling his tongue in and out of your core.

“OH GOddd,” you grunt as an orgasm wave creeps down your body. You don’t realise it, but you’ve shoved Seungmin's head feeling into your core making his nose and need the pressure to your clit to help you ride your high. 

“You make me feel so good, Min” you brush your fingers through his hair as he rests your bum back on the bed. 

“Did you want to clean yourself up….I’ll change the sheets” he says, wiping the arousal off his face. 

You get up on your knees and kiss his lips “thank you for my present”, he smiles and shakes his head as you walk into the bathroom naked to clean yourself up and get ready for bed. 

[wooahaes]

hi :( i’m not usually one to ask this but if your requests are open do you think you could right some comfort fluff with haruto or jeongwoo or junghwan for reader whos friends/roommates turn out not be really good friends? i just found out that my roommates have a gc without me and use it regularly even after so many things they’ve done wrong and have been excluding me for the past three months so i’ve just been really down lately bc idk what’s wrong with me :(

oh nonny :( i’m happy to provide some emergency comfort fluff if it’ll help! i’m sorry if this isn’t very good or feels out of character, but i hope it can bring you a little comfort at least <3

that’s so awful though? i’m so sorry that happened to you. please stay safe and take care of yourself during this time <3 sometimes you gotta deal with shitty friendships to figure out things out. trust me, i’ve been there waaay too many times right down to questioning if something’s wrong with me--but i’ve got friends who love me for me. the right people will recognize your worth as a person and love you, oddities and all, and try to include you in things (even if things don’t always line up--some of my closest friends had a major time difference with me). if you’re happy with the person that you are, then people will love you for you--and even if you aren’t, they’ll love and support you as you figure things out.

hoping for the best for you, anon. take care <3

a short distraction

pairing: non-idol!jeongwoo x gn!reader

word count: 1.0k~

warnings: bad friends mentioned, but theres a lot of comfort and maybe a life lesson in there

daisy’s notes: it’ll be okay, anon. process things as you need to and stay safe <3 make sure you drink water and take care of yourself! also sorry im still bad at titles

Even though Jeongwoo had been living next to you for years and only dating you for a few weeks, he didn't really have the best grasp on your friend circle. He hadn't really officially met them yet (things were still new and both of you wanted to test out the waters before introducing each other to said friend groups), but he'd noticed the way you'd talk about them. The fact that you never seemed to really hang out with the ones that claimed to be closest to you, or the way he'd sometimes see them out on their own without you. Truthfully, he just assumed that social outings weren't always your thing, and sometimes he knew that you were genuinely busy. Had he known that you hadn't been invited on purpose, he would have said something.

But, of course, life wasn't perfect like that. There were no dramatic revelations, no chance for him to step up and defend you (or to let you defend yourself, if you preferred it that way--Jeongwoo would have been happy to let it play out as needed). That was why he found you upset in the nearby park, sniffling to yourself to try and pull yourself together before you went back home. He'd been heading home from late practice at the dance academy, having parted ways with Junghwan earlier on, and he'd been looking forward to maybe sneaking out to sit with you outside for a little bit before the two of you parted ways for the night.

He called your name gently, crouching before you and looking up. "Did something happen?"

When you spilled your troubles, he listened and nodded along, moving from in front of you to sitting next to you with an arm tugging you closer. Hardships were easier to carry when you had someone there for them, and as your boyfriend it was probably his unwritten job to help you do so.

"That's awful," he mumbled, and his hand found yours after a moment. Sometimes it's hard to find the right words to say. "Come on," he said soon enough, standing and finding his wallet to check and make sure he had enough on him. "Let's go get something nice to share."

As you wiped your face on your sleeve, sniffling one last time, you rose to your feet. "Okay," you said, taking his hand and intertwining your fingers with his own.

There was a convenience store not far from your home that Jeongwoo and you frequent sometimes, usually gathering snacks for movie nights or grabbing something together on your way home from school. With his hand still tightly holding yours, Jeonwoo made small talk as he walked with you through the aisles, letting you pick whatever snack you wanted while netting himself an chocolate ice cream from the cold case. He made small talk, talking about how things went at the dance academy, or something that happened in class today, just to keep your mind off of your problems. With your treats paid for, Jeongwoo led you back outside to sit on the curb.

"I think... Real friends can be hard to come by," he said to you, shoulder pressed against yours, an unwrapped ice cream in his hand. "But my parents always said you can learn from the bad ones. Sometimes you realize what you really want in a friendship."

The bag rustled as you reached for another one of your candies. "Like people who don't abandon me?" It was sharp, and your "friends" honestly earned a jab like that in Jeongwoo's opinion, but he just nodded along.

"People who really value you," he said. "Like... Maybe you need people who will be open with you if they need space. Or maybe you need people who remember to invite you to things, even if you're busy sometimes." He tapped his toes against the pavement, thinking to himself for a moment. "Even the bad people can show you what you really want in a friendship."

He felt your weight sink into his side, and he leaned his head against yours. You ate another snack, shutting your eyes and letting his words sink in. "I guess."

"If I had a friend who didn't listen to me and we ended things, then I just know I need someone who will try to listen," he said. "Does that make sense?"

"It does," you said. "I still feel bad, though."

"That's okay," he said. "It's okay to feel hurt."

"What if I was the problem, though?"

Jeongwoo frowned. "Then they should have tried to be open with you. It's not your fault they excluded you instead of talking to you directly. If there was something that you did that bothered them, shouldn't they try to tell you instead of just cutting you out? People make mistakes, but... you said this was going on for months. I think... it stops being a mistake and starts being a decision, and you deserve people who make good choices."

"I guess."

Another frown, and he pressed a kiss into your hair. "You do. If I was upset with you, I'd talk to you about it. It's not fair to either of us if I didn't."

"That's because you're a good person," you quipped, face pressed against his shoulder. You could feel the warmth of his body through the thin fabric of his t-shirt. "You wouldn't just ditch me."

"Because I like you," he smiled, suddenly more sheepish. "You make me happy. So I want you to be happy, too."

Things fell into a more peaceful silence then, and he finished off the rest of his ice cream before it could drip down further his fingers. He wiped off the little bit of residue left on his fingertips, wiped at his mouth, and looked at you.

"Are you still upset?"

You nodded. "A little."

"That's okay," he said. "I'll be happy enough for both of us, then. And when you feel ready to move on, then we can be happy together, okay?" He smiled at you, "So... You should feel sad if you need to feel sad." Jeongwoo reached for his phone, unraveling his headphones. "I found a few new songs I wanted to show you. Let's listen together, okay?"

As you pushed one of the earbuds into your ear, there was a little spark of hope in your chest. Maybe things would be okay after all.

[fuck-customers]

Ok, here's a very long rant about a former manager who got karma and I've been laughing about it. I work in an area that's literally 95% POC, there is very few white people. All my coworkers were POC and we got a new manager who was POC too. This manager ended up firing every employee who was a student, except for me and a few others who put up a fight. (He explicitly made it clear he doesn't like working with students despite the fact the hardest workers are currently in college) He ended up hiring 2 white people, these people did not pick orders (we're ecommerce) instead they just walked around and hung out with him. It was so odd, we were busting our ass picking yet he hired these 2 people to idk just stand around. Then we had several people quit and we were understaffed. He was suppose to hire people, to fill out who left, but he kept doing interviews and nope wouldn't hire anyone. I was getting awfully suspicious of it, because he was doing like 5 interviews daily and not hiring anyone. Well, he then hired 2 more white people, but turns out they interviewed at other locations, but transfered to ours. So, I started to wonder "was he just looking for white people to hire? I did see people he interviewed were POC, but did he really want white people instead?" I thought I was being paranoid, but then I finally realized it. He was one of those POC that wished they were white, only dated white people, only friends with white people, and overall treated other POC like trash. A few others noticed it too, so we submitted anonymous complaints, about how we, the POC, were busting our asses off and the white people he hired were hired to be friends and didn't ever do shit. So we got monitored by another manager, who made everyone work and do shit and guess who quit and walk out? Yeah, shocker. So it finally came to my manager putting in a transfer to a new location, want to know where? A place were the POC were like 20% in the area, it was somewhere with many white people. So we were like "good riddance" then a month later we hear that our old manager lost his position. So it finally came to light why, because alot of his employees who were white DIDN'T LIKE HIS ASS AND SHOWED CORPORATE HIS SOCIAL MEDIA AND OTHER SHIT TO GET HIM IN TROUBLE LMAO. It's just so hilarious because my old manager forgot how shit really is, white people don't like POC, and just because you favor them over other POC doesn't mean they'll like you. I'm sorry if people think I'm shitty, but when your manager acts like he's going to get some letter of recommendation for an ethnicity change and treat other POC like crap, he fucking deserves what happened to him. I know for a fact what happened to him was racism, his fault for wanting to be around white people.

[bakugouisabitch]

nono, i care about your very specific highschool au. rant about it please.

dgslsjs omg youu 🥺

well if you insist.... ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

okay, i once had a discord group which i miss sm rip where i shared some ideas from that AU so i’m basically gonna repeat them here now shsjs under the read more 👇

this AU includes both Maliks as siblings (+ Isis and Rishid ofc) and both Bakuras as siblings too. The two Yamis are the elder brothers of the non-Yamis so they also have their own name ofc. 

For Yami Malik I’d go with Amir cause the name is beautiful and fits him somehow (it means ‘prince’ or ‘chief’). This AU is literally so self-indulgent where I can finally write Amir just how I picture him in my head as the funny himbo he is, who makes some creepy jokes at times but is generally a nice guy and is just constantly stoned sdfgskh

For Yami Bakura i haven’t thought of a name yet 🙃 He’s low key the protag and I still don’t have a name for him 👏 good work, Ziggy 👏 I was thinking about something that makes his initials still be YB so a name with Y actually (Yamato maybe ?) Everyone calls him Bakura/Bakura-kun anway and they mostly call Ryou “the little Bakura”/Bakura-chan (affectionately) since he is the little brother ahsksfsj

In this AU Amir and YB are like really close friends. They are classmates in their last year together and they are known for being trouble makers. But not just like Honda and Jounouchi in the anime - they are worse than that. They have risked being expelled many times and smoke on the school’s rooftops and even hang out with older guys who sell illegal shit and such (it’d be tw for drugs ofc). OH and lots of spray painting on public places 👊 They are really best buds and bonded over same interests and music taste and same hate for the society and family and such. This fanart was a major inspiration to write these two as high school best buddies.

Also, I did a quick redraw of the typical anime boys sleeping in the classroom pose with these two. That’s them:

 (might finish it one day and post it seperately idk my motivation is swinging lately 🤷)

All their “criminal” behaviour ofc stems from a sad background/past because i’m just a sucker for angst and i keep making my boys suffer 😔 i’m sorry. Every guy in this AU has daddy issues or just family issues in general

YB is VERY overprotective over his little brother Ryou (who’s just two years younger than him, and just like Malik, starts his first high school year in Domino High School). He is literally responsible for raising him up because ever since they lost their mother and Amane (Ryou’s twin sister) at a very young age their father fell into a very deep depression and he’s constantly away “for work” and just generally neglects his two remaining sons. YB hates their father because of that so he has taken it as his own responsibility to make sure Ryou is always safe and protected and acts like the parent in their home (where there is usually just the two of them). Also, another self indulgent thing here: YB being an ass with everyone except for being an overprotective good big brother for Ryou 🥺 please! so cute!! (They ride a bike together on their way to school like this fanart)

The Ishtar’s parents are both dead. Their mother died when giving birth to the youngest one (Malik) and their father died under very tragic circumstances (still gotta think how 🤔 it definitely wasn’t Amir tho’) and they used to have a very abusive household thus why Amir HATES their dad. Contrary to Malik, who keeps saying he deserved a second chance and was a good father and wishes he could have made him proud ~ this always makes Amir and Malik fight amongst other things and this is what also bonds Amir and YB so much: the hate for their old man.

It would be a very psychological AU that deals with a lot of issues and shit and traumas the boys have to live with + adding all the typical teenage angst at that age so it’s CHAOS. and I’d also have the perfect soundtrack/playlist for it 💆‍♀️ (it would be set in the 90s)

Ofc it’d be bakumali because I can’t help myself (and maybe also Ryou x Amir as a side pairing 👀)

Since it’s Malik’s first year in domino high school he wants to be recognised as one of the “cool kids” and befriend the older boys from the class. he just hates it that his big brother (Amir) is always there as well. Compared to the Bakuras these two have much more of a turbulent kind of relationship going on as siblings, where they constantly fight and Amir says Malik “ruined” the family whenever their fights get harsher and Malik says father never loved him anyway. Isis and Rishid try to keep the family and the boys under control as young adults but it’s hard 😔

YB visits the Ishtars sometimes to hang out with Amir in his room where they listen to music, smoke weed, and play PS and such and this is when Malik “spies” on YB. he thinks his big brother’s friend looks so cool with his ripped jeans and eyeliner and black nail polish. One night YB and Amir are smoking weed in Amir’s room and playing PS when Malik would use the chance. He’d piss Amir off and tell him it’s his turn to take the trash out on purpose to make him leave his room. Ofc Amir says no but then Malik “threatens” him with “I will tell sister you smoke weed if you don’t take the trash out”. And so Amir leaves (slamming the door behind him like an unruly teenager and saying he’s gonna kill Malik) and leaves a stoned YB alone in his room. And this is when Malik uses the chance to be alone with a very confused and very stoned YB who wonders why Amir’s little brother seems to be so interested in him sdfghjkl and yea this is basically their first encounter.

Malik has basically a kind of obvious “fangirl crush” for YB but the latter is so confused why and what he even sees in him. Because for him there’s nothing “cool” in skipping school and breaking the rules, it’s just the only thing he knows. But for Malik this is the coolest shit he’s ever seen.

this little sketch i made kinda shows my idea for their relationship in this AU better sdfghjk:

Malik befriends Ryou (who is in his same class and school year) out of convenience ofc cause he wants to get closer to YB. Yes Malik is a lil bitch in this AU. And Ryou is like extremely nice and polite, he’s the weird silent kid who doesn’t have a lot of friends and lives in his own world. He falls victim to bullies a lot and YB also keeps that rough facade to make sure no one messes with him. Ryou befriends Malik and tries to answer all of the weird, intimate questions he has of his big brother...

One night I, like, imagined a scenario where Amir and YB are out spray-painting a wall behind the station with some other thugs and Malik and Ryou followed them secretly (it was all Malik’s plan) even if Ryou was totally contrary to the idea. Once they see the guys have drugs and alcohol Ryou wants to leave, but Malik says this is exactly what makes it exciting and joins them without warning. When Amir and YB see Malik they panic, wondering what he is doing here. Amir gets particularly pissed off and wants to just leave. ofc YB tells him he can’t just leave his young brother alone in a place like this with people like that. But Amir ignores him (and this will lead to one of the first big fights between the two best buddies 😔 they will punch each other. I told you it will have a lot of angst)

Anyway at the end Amir leaves and YB is decent enough to bring both Ryou and Malik home but then Malik insits on wanting to crash at their place. So YB is like “i guess??” And they spend the night together at the Bakura’s place :) YB takes the couch and leaves his bed for Malik to sleep in but Malik will have none of that ofc sgksksj

Okay sorry for boring you, I could go on forever with so many scenarios of this AU or like actually sit down and write it... and yea.. that’s it.... just angsty and misunderstood boys in a shitty society with shitty parents trying to find a sense with their lives 🥺

[sunaswife]

Summary: It’s been five years since you’ve seen your ex, Rin. He’s still not over you and you’re not over him. When he finds out you have children he thought he didn’t have a chance. Then he finds out they’re his? All of a sudden you’re teaching Suna how to be a single dad.

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Warnings: Fluff, angst I guess, drama, and cuteness twin overload

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Chapter six

Suna was completely in shock and he was overwhelmed. He just froze. What can a man do when his ex tells him he is a father, let alone the father of two toddlers.

He immediately thought about the trauma you must have faced, being pregnant and alone. He also thought about how much he’s missed already, he wasn’t there for their day of birth, their first steps, first words, he’s already missed so many birthdays.

All he ever wanted was to be a father, especially to be the father of the children he made with the woman he was in love with. Was it truly a blessing or a curse?

Surely you don’t want to get back together and live like a perfect family behind a white picket fence. He’d have to learn how to push his feelings aside for these kids and share custody of them somehow. Before he could even speak you were walking away and he quickly turned.

Why aren’t his legs moving? What’s pulling him back? Is he afraid of this responsibility and commitment? Of course he is. He doesn’t want to be a shitty dad, will he be able to raise them correctly? How if he’s always busy training and practicing. All his free time is dedicated to napping.

His heart truly broke the second time ever when he saw those grayish eyes looking back at him with such hurt and betrayal. They screamed that they needed him. He didn’t know how but he felt it. He decided that he was going to take a step and work things out with you. Maybe not romantically but he really wants to be in his kids life.

“After all this time and trouble I went through. You’re gonna let her walk away again?” Atsumu’s annoying voice filled the silent hallway. “Fucking bastard.” Suna seethed and turned with a glare. Osamu knew his brother fucked up and decided to be cautious in case Suna decided to land a few punches on his brother like the last time Atsumu has pissed off Suna.

But as Atsumu braced himself for a comeback or for a fist to meet his face he was met with Suna’s back as he ran to catch up with you. When Suna turned the corner he saw the staff parking lot and he began to run even faster.

If you leave it’ll be too late.

When he made it in the parking lot he stopped and used his height to his advantage and he looked around. He couldn’t see you anywhere. “Y/N!” He called outloud and his voice echoed. “Y/N!” He repeated. He was about to continue walking through when a car backed up and quickly breaked so that they wouldn’t run over the man. You looked through your mirror and saw Suna standing there and looking around like an idiot.

Your heart clenched yet you felt butterflies at the same time. He came, not for you but for the kids. You really hoped and prayed that he would come, and he did. You parked your car and you got out. He sighed in relief and neared you. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I want to be in their lives I really do.” He exclaimed.

“It’s fine, Rin. I’m glad you want that.” You smiled softly.

For a moment he got lost in your eyes, and yours in his. It probably lasted less than a minute yet it felt like a eternity. Neither of you could turn away or say something else. It was comfortable and warm.

All of a sudden your phone rang and your finally blinked and turned away to answer your phone. “Did suna find you?” Jamie immediately asked. “Uh we were talking just now....” you said awkwardly and he stood awkwardly as well. “Ok good if not I was going to give him your number.” She sighed in relief and you rolled your eyes. “Alright I got to go, the kids have school in the morning.” You said and you both hung up.

“So I would love to stay and chat..ya know about the kids but they’re asleep already and they have school.” You mumbled. “No it’s fine I completely get it. School is important...are you available tomorrow? It’s off season for me so I don’t have any rough practices, only gym. I want to talk with you before meeting the kids.” He said and you nodded. “I’ll text you when to come over when I get home.” You told him and he nodded. You both exchanged numbers but Suna didn’t really seem that satisfied.

“Be safe. Text me when you guys get home safe.” He said and his eyes widened. “Okay, I will.” You smiled softly and he saw as you entered your car. You slowly pulled out and you drove away.

“Tsumu has her social media in case you’re curious.” Osamu spoke up causing Suna to jump. “What the hell dude, don’t just scare me like that.” He placed his hand over his chest and Osamu laughed.

“Come on, let’s go.” Osamu said and Suna nodded and walked away.

“Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck.” You muttered and slapped yourself as you drove. Your kids were already asleep so they couldn’t hear you having a mental breakdown on your way home. “Mommy you said a bad word.” Akira pointed out and you glanced at the mirror. “Sorry about that. Don’t repeat it okay?” You asked and she nodded. “I know I know.” She mumbled and look at her signed volleyball with a bored expression. “Is daddy going to be in our lives, now?” She asked and you sighed softly.

“Well we talked and it sounds like he wants to be there for you and nii-chan..he’s going to come over tomorrow while you’re at school so we can talk like adults. Then when you come home he’ll be there to hang out with you guys and you guys can get to know eachother.” You said hopefully.“I don’t like him. Why couldn’t Sakusa or Atsumu be our dad. Even that guy you were with earlier with the suit is fine. But dad is a jerk. He made you cry.” Rini huffed and your eyes widened, were they awake the whole time?

“Hey, I know you don’t know him but your shouldn’t disrespect your father like that. If it wasn’t for him I wouldn’t have had you guys. You two are the best things that has ever happened to me. You’re a Suna, once you get to know your dad I know you’ll be proud that I put your last name as Suna not Kageyama.” You told him and he scowled.

“Can you tell us more about dad?” Akira asked and you nodded. “What do you wanna know?” You asked. “Why did you fall in love with him.” Rini immediately asked, “Well he was sweet and funny, he loved anime and we were in the same class. He also taught me how to love volleyball again after my grandpa died.” You said smoothly. “What position did he play? Did he go pro?” They asked. “He was a middle blocker and he was really good. He still is a middle blocker and yes he is pro.” You said and Rini gasped. He’s more of a middle blocker type of fan. And Akira prefers setters. Even when you or Tobio teach them volleyball. They choose those positions.

The whole drive they asked about him and you answered the best you could, you can’t tell them everything but they were satisfied and they had a better understanding. They did get upset with you for not telling Rin that he was a father since the beginning but they understood that he broke your heart and you didn’t really want to see him.

When you got home you texted Rin that you arrived. You quickly bathed your kids. Dressed them in their pajamas and read them a script from the new anime you’re going to be on. (They liked listening to the scripts rather than bedtime stories)

After reading three pages they were already knocked out and you gave them a kiss. You fixed Akira’s fox plush in her arms and made you way to Rini’s bed. He was hugging a green piggy with a crown from the angry birds game and the moon made his face glow. You stood there in shock and you imagined second year Rin sleeping like that with the pig plush with the crown that reminded him of you.

You quickly rubbed your eyes to see second year rin turn back into five year old Rini. “I need some wine.” You muttered and kissed his cheek and fixed his blanket. You took out the phone from your pocket as you made your way to the bathroom to take off your makeup and start your nightly routine.

You chuckled but quickly slapped your hand over your mouth. Why was it so easy to text Rin again after all this time. Isn’t it supposed to be awkward? Why are you so comfortable?

You quickly typed an awkward goodbye and he scratched his head confused but replied goodbye as well. He really wanted to continue talking to you more.

After you changed into your pajamas and finished your nighttime routine you made your way to the kitchen and you grabbed the half full wine bottle.

You held it to your chest as you made your way to your office/studio and began reading the script and answering some emails involving the character you’ll be portraying for the new anime. You celebrated a few weeks back when you got the offer and sighed thinking about this certain character.

You’ve read the manga already but it wouldn’t hurt to re read it to get a better feel of the characater right? You took a sip from the wine bottle as you found the first book of the manga. In your endless shelves of books.

“Alright Emma let’s go on an adventure.” You sighed and began to read The Promised Neverland.

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chronological thoughts of 11x14

- okay so i heard there were some good caryl scenes in this episode so please please PLEASE deliver because i had a bad day today

- omg we’re back to the carlson storyline yes pls

- they just let them turn holy shit

- his hair is so structured omg it’s kinda fire?

- MAGGIE AND AARON AND LYDIA YES YES YES

- oh and elijah but who rlly cares

- CARYL CARYL CARYL

- daryl said ‘hi! 🥰’ and carol really said ‘hey! 🥰🥰’

- carol looks so good in the red omg

- ITS A DATE HELLO?? HELLO???

- aw not him being clowned by rosita for his donut love

- no not that fucking asshole i hate him

- i hate even the look of him omg

- oh no daryl’s gonna get into some trouble and miss their date isnt he

- YES SLEUTHING GIVE ME THE SPY MOVIE SHIT I LOVE IT

- NEGANNNNNN

- wait am i lowkey a negan stan ??

- LYDIA ITS UR DAD

- HEY KIDDO???? HEY KIDDO??? IM LOSING MY SHIT

- that is such a shitty hiding place omg

- omg i love negan and annie’s friendship they’re so cute

- oh no i feel bad about this

- man fuck this prick i hate him

- you want CASH???

- YEAH BECAUSE YOU FUCKING DESERVED IT

- man fuck this guy so much FUCK THIS GUY

- DONT HURT THEIR KIDS

- YES DARYL YES DAD DARYL PROTECTIVE DARYL DAD DARYL IM LOSING MY SHIT GOD HES SO COOL

- I HATE THIS PRICK SO FUCKING MUCH

- assassination plot for this prick i don’t even know his name and i hate him

- did they send someone in there already omg

- THIS IS SO FUCKED UP

- OH MY GOD NEGAN AND ANNIE ARE MARRIED THEYRE NOT JUST FRIENDS OMG

- period lydia speak facts only

- NO THEY HAVE HERSHEL

- HES JUST A KID

- omg negan to the rescue

- omg annie’s pregnant

- oh my god why am i liking negan no no no no no i hate it here nooooo

- wait i kinda like annie’s perspective on negan

- negan please reflect on urself

- okay wait this episode is making me feel for negan

- i hope when he looks at hershel’s face he sees glenn and feels terrible

- OH MY GOD HERSHEL????

- NEGANNNNNNNN

- no no no no no no no no negan is genuinely sorry for what he did i hate this i hate him i hate him omg why do I FEEL BAD FOR HIM NOOO

- i feel like i’m going through an identity crisis rn omg

- DARYL DARYL DARYL DARYL DARYL DARYL

- i have sUCH A BAD FEELING ABOUT THIS

- BADASS DARYL

- daryl lowkey has bad form omg my decade of taekwondo and karate r cringing

- oh no oh no oh no

- JUST FUCKING CUT THE WIRE ROSITA HOLY SHIT

- get april to get the money omg daryl you guard the door

- oh god no not the gunshots

- MERCER AND CAROL SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING THROWING UP CUMMING PISSING SHITTING

- carol saving her bf <3

- gut up and go just fun date tingz for my middle aged parents <33

- someone hold bestie april’s hand omg she is literally going THROUGH it rn

- THEY ARE SO FUCKING COOL

- omg no i thought they were gonna show rosita bit omg

- daryl has 0 guts on him omg

- omg how convenient for maggie and annie to overhear

- oh no oh no oh no

- is carlson drinking

- oh god oh my god oh god

- I TOLD YOU IT WAS A SHIT HIDING PLACE

- decoy decoy decoy

- oh yeah its that specific effect where, as a character gets progressively more insane, their hair gets messier so we as the audience can understand where they are mentally as of this moment

- yes slay everyone

- YES THATS WHAT HE DESERVED

- YES EVERYONE ELSE EAT HIM EAT HIM EAT HIM

- periodt

- its kinda evil but like slay

- woah woah woah woah woah mercer okay slay ig

- why do daryl and i have the SAME HAIR this is so camp

- I CAN ALREADY FEEL THE STORYLINE COMING WHERE MERCER TURNS ON THE COMMONWEALTH

- why dont u just like… kill sebastian idk that prick needs to GO

- I FUCKING HATE HIM IM GONNA GO ON A RANT NOW BECAUSE I ATTEND A PREDOMINANTLY MALE PROGRAM AND I MEET GUYS LIKE THIS ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND THEY ACT AS IF THEY DESERVE THE BEST AND THAT THEY OWN EVERY SPACE THEY WALK INTO WHILE I LITERALLY QUESTION MY WORTH EVERY TIME I MAKE EVEN THE SMALLEST MISTAKE AS IF I HAVENT WORKED HARD TO GET TO WHERE I AM AND IM NOT ATTENDING THIS SCHOOL ON SCHOLARSHIPS I WORKED MY ASS OFF GETTING LIKE PEOPLE LIKE SEBASTIAN LITERALLY MAKE MY BLOOD FUCKING BOIL

- anyways wistem

- omg carol carol carol carol

- hornsby was in on it omg

- fucking loan sharks stfu

- literally miss me with this system bullshit this is why people wanted to fuck the government in the first place THIS IS HOW PEOPLE REVOLT YOU FUCKING I D I O T S

- yes carol yes girlboss gaslight him

- carol fr is not into this

- i love it when carol manipulates yes i love it when women do bad things

- omg negan and hershel wwe fight to the death colosseum gladiator style

- not another fucking group guys i cannot deal with this istg if another group gets introduced im gonna lose it

- unless its that one group that rick is in?? MAYBE??

- ooo flashback

- IS IT PEOPLE WHO GOT EXILED FROM COMMONWEALTH MAYBE??

- oh fuck off its leah

- oooo we finally got to the maggie daryl beef

- honestly if i was daryl and grew up the way daryl grew up (EVEN IF I DIDNT) and ultimately fell into being the gaurdian of my BEST FRIENDS’ kids, i would put a knife up to that fucker’s neck too if he threatened them like wtf that’s such a shitty thing to do

- i keep forgetting how shiny gabriel’s little head is

- im sorry i really dislike leah im not excited

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hi sorry i was too busy playing animal crossing but im back

First Time Head with Kuroo

It was a bad idea that popped into your head, a terribly devilish thought that you were sure would get you in trouble-- but it was worth a shot, wasn't it? 

You were the Nekoma volleyball team manager, and also the captain's girlfriend. What a wonderful world you live in; the team adored you, your boyfriend thought you were as sweet as sugar. The truth be told, you and Tetsurou had only gotten to first base the entirety of your eight month relationship. You were shy when it came to physical affection, and you had a bad habit of getting too nervous when your boyfriend's hands started wandering further than your shoulders. He was always the perfect gentleman when you had to stop due to your erratic heartbeat, and while you profusely apologized every time, he took it in stride and never pressured you to do anything you weren't comfortable with.

It wasn't that you didn't think he was attractive, it was quite the opposite. He was Adonis-- tall, lean muscle, abs, strong jaw line, hair that you wanted to run your hands through. He was too perfect and it intimidated you. Other than the physical limitations you had set, it was a great relationship. The two of you could talk for hours, joking and laughing. His personality fit yours, he didn't get upset at your sarcastic quips, he actually enjoyed then and retorted back with just as much sass.

"Y/n, what's the problem? Why do you look so nervous?" your friend Aimee asked once class had been released for lunch.

"Yeah, and you look really sweaty..." your other friend Sayori mentioned, motioning to your red face.

Fanning your face with your hands, you admitted, "I'm going to do the deed today, that's why I look like a hot mess."

The two girls grinned and squealed, gaining the attention of the few stragglers in the classroom. You hushed then quickly, hiding your head in your arms. "Guys, please! This is already a stressful day! I don't need you all screaming and making a big deal of it." you mumbled into your arms.

Someone patted your head and ruffled your hair. "You really must be nervous if you're scolding us instead of screaming too."

"You may be right, Sayori-chan, normally Y/n is the first one of us to scream about something exciting."

You lifted your head and glared at your friends while trying to hide your growing smile. Aimee grabbed your cheeks and squished them together while Sayori hoped with excitement, "You're finally growing up! You put on your big girl thong today!"

"Oh my God, please don't ever say that again!" you groaned, trying to push the brown haired girls hands away from your hurting cheeks.

Sayori stopped her jumping and put her hands on small hips. "But it's true, you're going to be be the first one of us to actually put one of those things in your mouth."

Aimee stopped her assault on your poor face and rebutted, "Hey! I almost did!"

"Yeah, but then you woke up from your dream and realized Morisuke wasn't actually there." you teased light heartily.

The three of you laughed and you finally stood from your desk, stepping out of the classroom with your two best friends. Your trio hiked up the steps to the roof, opening the door and scoping it out, making sure no one had claimed your lunch spot for themselves. The warn sun caressed your face and the breeze carried the scent of the freshly bloomed flowers with it, pollen included. It was a gorgeous day, barely any clouds in the sky and birds happily perched on the edge of the roof, singing songs in hopes of finding a mate.

Plopping down on one of the benches, you confessed, "I've never seen his... you know what in person, what if I hurt him?"

Sayori tied her red hair in a messy bun before responding. "I've given a hand job before, they're surprisingly durable; you're only going to hurt him if you bite him or something like that."

Before you could respond with a smart ass comment, the devil named Tetsurou texted you.

 Volleybitch (4) unread messages

Hey doll face (Ф∀Ф)

im bored Kenma wont stop playing fire emblem to talk to me

he keeps talking about defeating the death knight but idk who that is

we still on for tonight? you get to pick the movie as long as its good

 You rolled your eyes as you responded.

tell him to recruit lysithea and he can one shot him with her lol

yeah we're still on!! the fams gone for the weekend so we can actually use the big tv in the living room

 just promise to take a shower before we leave bc i dont want u sweating up my couch you stink

literally all the time

nasty sweaty man

Putting your phone away, you focused on your friends who were still more excited about your nights rendezvous than you were. It was true that you didn't want your boyfriend making your house smelling like a gym, but you didn't want to put your mouth on him when he was just running around getting sweaty. You had standards, and smelling and tasting sweat was not apart of those standards

"You ready to ditch this popsicle stand?" Kuroo asked, tossing his water bottle in his gym bag. His hair was slightly damp from the quick shower he had just had.

You rolled your eyes and replied sardonically, "With you? Never."

 "You're right, look at that eligible bachelor over there waiting to watch a shitty movie with you tonight." He walked over to you and flipped you, pointing at volleyball pole that was being put away. "That handsome man wants to take you to dinner, but he can only afford McDonalds. So sad, Y/n, you can only get something off of the dollar menu."

 You raised your eyebrows in fake consideration. "Perhaps, but he doesn't have any muscles, so it's a hard pass. Sorry, mister pole, but you're still single." 

Your tall boyfriend laughed and guided you towards the gym doors, his hand on your back. You bit back a blush when he rubbed your back slightly. You're about to give this man a blowjob and you wanna blush when he touches your back? You were hopeless.

Your tall boyfriend laughed and guided you towards the gym doors, his hand on your back. You bit back a blush when he rubbed your back slightly. You're about to give this man a blowjob and you wanna blush when he touches your back? You were hopeless.

"So what movie have you decided on? It better not be anything related to Minions or Legos, or I promise you I will cry." Tetsurou deadpanned.

Humming, you grinned. "It's a surprise."

The ten minute walk to your house felt like an hour. You and Kuroo talked about the tournament coming up, but all you think of was the fact that you were going to suck this hot man's cock. The thought made you blush and salivate. Ideally his shirt would be off, letting you see how his work out regime gave him a delicious torso. You wondered how big he was, how thick it would be; would he taste good, would he be shaved? What if he didn't want you to suck him off? Would he find it repulsive?

"Y/n? Hey, dollface, we're at your house, stop walking or you're going to end up at your neighbors front door," Tetsurou's voice brought you back from your daze.

"Oh, sorry, I was just thinking of a strategy for the team and I guess I got lost in thought." you chuckled nervously, forcing your blush to evade.

Unlocking the door and stepping inside, your heart officially started to race. How was this going to start? 

Right, start a movie! 

"I'll start a movie if you wanna go get us something to drink from the kitchen," you suggested as you made your way towards the living room.

You shut the blinds in fear your neighbors would end up looking into them and seeing your lewd actions and quickly double checked to see if you locked the front door. Call yourself paranoid, but you didn't need anything interrupting. 

Tetsurou returned with two glasses of water and a smirk. Once he placed the two glasses on the coffee table, he sink into the couch and gazed at the TV. "So, I see the decision is The Breakfast Club. Again."

"You know it's one of my favorite movies!" you argued, sitting beside him.

The movie started, and twenty minutes into the movie, it was time to start your plan. 

You took a deep breath, exhaling through your nose. With a shaky hand, you ran it down Tetsurou's arm idly, gaining his attention. You could see his eyebrows raise in question as he gazed at your fingers brushing against his bicep. You wet your lips and kissed his cheek, traveling to his mouth. 

This caught him completely off guard.

He didn't complain, though, shifting his body to make it more comfortable for the both of you. Feeling confident in yourself, your tongue brushed against his lips, asking permission to enter. He happily obliged, opening his mouth and letting your tongue graze his. His hands wandered to your shoulders, rubbing them as your tongues battled for dominance-- in the end, Tetsurou was victorious. 

Your lower stomach was getting hot, you could feel your panties begin to dampen with arousal. His hands trailed down your shoulders to your arms, rubbing them softly. Your hands went to his hair, running your fingers through the tresses. The black haired boy groaned in your mouth, making you clamp your thighs shut. Feeling a burst of confidence, you broke the kiss and climbed into his lap, shocking him.

His eyes were dark with lust as he panted, "This is a nice surprise."

"Hush, or I'll stop." you murmured, going back to his lips with newly found gusto.

You've never been this aroused, your panties were soaked and threatening to spill onto your inner thighs. You knew your face was flushed brightly, but kissing Kuroo and feeling him harden beneath you was making your brain numb. It buzzed with lust and you could only focus on how his hands moved to your sides and how they felt like hot fire, his finger tips leaving warmth.

Experimenting was never something you thought you'd do, but you swiveled your hips in his lap, earning a heartfelt groan from the man beneath you. Breaking the kiss once more, you gazed at him with glossy eyes. Remembering your research, you stepped off of his lap and kneeled in front of his sitting form, peering at him through your lashes.

You'd never seen Kuroo blush, but seeing you on your knees, flustered, hair tousled, and lips plump from kissing, you'd think he'd passed out. 

The tent in his shorts were impressive, no matter how baggy the shorts were. Licking your lips once more, your shaking hands tentatively rubbed up his thighs, nearing his growing cock. He stuttered and swallowed harshly. "What do you think you're doing, doll face?"

"I'm going to suck you off, Tetsurou," You swore you heard him groan. "Unless you have a problem with that?"

He shook his head. "Not at all."

Swallowing the sudden nerves, you helped him pull his shorts and underwear down, releasing his cock. Your eyes widened once you saw how impressive it was. Would that fit in your mouth? Licking your lips, you stuck your tongue out and grazed the head of his swollen member, enticing a hiss from your boyfriend.

"Fuck, Y/n..." he muttered, bringing one of his clenched fists to his mouth, biting it.

Gaining the confidence back you had originally, you popped the head into your mouth, sucking it lightly. Tetsurou stuttered out a moan, whispering your name. You went down his shaft a bit further, gripping one of his thighs for leverage. Kuroo was very vocal, giving you praises and groaning every time you sucked your cheeks in. Your other hand went to grip the rest of his cock that you couldn't fit into your sore mouth. He was girthy, your jaw was beginning to hurt from the unusual strain. You bobbed your head with more speed, glancing up at Tetsurou who had his head thrown back in pure bliss. Your neglected, throbbing sex was growing more aroused with slick, this boy was going to be the death of you. 

His hips started thrusting shallowly to meet your mouth, one of his hands going to your hair. His moans were becoming louder and the grip in your hair was growing tighter.

"That's it, Y/n, don't stop. God, who knew you had such a good mouth," he praised. 

Kuroo Tetsurou was coming undone before you and it was sexiest thing you've ever seen.

All because of you.