#sorry ruvik

[homicidal-mother]

I just want to fuck the unimaginable horror. Is that too much to ask for?

[roemantics]

victoriano family values

[zhubatka]

What you'd do if you saw me at the red light, Seb? 😏

[rains-rambles]

After I just got into The Evil Within recently during Halloween, I’ve been wanting to see more Ruvik content, so… how about a fluffy one-shot of a gender neutral reader who works in the medical field (doctor, nurse, surgeon, etc) and is in love with Ruvik, and tries to confess?

Hi! Honestly, I completely agree with the fact that we need more Ruben content. With that being said, here you go!

Walking through the halls, they couldn't help but sigh. They had met Ruben before the fire, but when he reached out years later, they couldn't help but take up his offer to live with him. Sue them, nursing school was expensive and they had missed their friend.

Dropping their bag in the hallway, they follow the faint notes of music. Eventually finding him in a secluded room, they can't help but pause and lean up against the doorframe. It's so rare to see him as relaxed as he is while playing piano nowadays, and maybe that's why it tugs on their heart the way it does.

As time had progressed since they had moved in, they couldn't help it when the feeling of friendship changed to a crush and then to love. Seeing him so lost in his own world, relaxed and happy in a way he so rarely is, they can't help but wish that they could see him like this more.

Ruben chuckles as they startle when he speaks up. "You know, sunflower, you don't have to stand in the doorway. Is there something you needed?"

Shaking their head, they wander in and settle down next to him on the piano bench while making sure not to accidentally brush up against his scars and cause him any undue pain. "Not really, just looking for you."

When he laughs, they're struck again by the same heartache from earlier. And that's the last push they need to speak up again. "Ruben, I.... I know this is kind of sudden but I like you. Have for a while actually."

"I get it if you don't feel the same way, just... Please don't hide away? I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable." Their voice quiets, resigned and sad, as they drop their head. But a gentle finger under their chin brings their eyes to meet his own.

Shaking his head, there's a soft smile on his face as he speaks. "And here I was, thinking you only saw me as a friend, dear one. You know, I don't just let anyone come live with me. I've been in love with you for years, sunflower, I was just content to have the ability to keep you close even if I couldn't call you my own."

"Oh." I small chuckle sounds out as they smile at him. "Well then. Ruben Victoriano, would you do me the favor of becoming my boyfriend?"

He leans forward and gently brushes his lips against their own. "As long as you'll do me the favor of becoming my partner."

[aemiron-main]

Sorry if this is an obvious question but as I’m reading more and more Henry/Edward posts the more confused I get about the currant timeline (I know I’m probably supposed to be but STILL), you might’ve established this in a post you’ve already made- and if you have feel free to just link it and not re-explain everything

So like after the events of Edward being sent to dimension x after the massacre- and he “turns” into Vecna (since we’ve established Vecna=Edward and not Henry) what happens to Henry-? Maybe this is an obvious question sorry but like

Since Vecna isn’t Henry- where does he go???

WHERE IS HE??

Like is he just mentally not there anymore or is he at least somewhat Vecna?

MAYBE THIS IS AN UNANSWERED THING THAT ISNT CLEAR BUT IF THERE IS A “CLEAR” ANSWER/What you personally think happened I wanna know! You’re very much big brain 🙏

AND SRRY AGAIN IF THIS IS RLLY OBVIOUS MY BRAIN HAS TAKEN IN SM INFO TODAY LMAO

HELLOOO!! No worries at all!! :DD It’s a great question!

So, the thing is, as far as the “current timeline” goes, we don’t always know what timeline we’re in- after all, the Henry and Edward papers seem to have somehow ended up in the same timeline, as Robin and Nancy read both of them.

Which, in this post, I assumed that the Creel house with the red wallpaper was Henry’s house/the Hawkins gang was in Henry’s timeline in those scenes because that seemed to be the timeline where we got the scene of Victor mentioning Henry by name- however, this is just my best guess, because there’s evidence in some of the papers to indicate that Victor was also taken in by Hawkins lab and had his brain fried similarly to Terry, and he ALSO has a bizarre number of parallels to El’s NINA scenes- so, point is, Victor might not be remembering the right boy, there’s a chance he could be Edward’s father, and had his brain messed with & ended up thinking his son’s name was Henry instead, OR there’s the chance that Victor himself ended up in the wrong timeline.

Especially considering Fringe being a confirmed source of inspiration for ST versus Victor’s constant parallels to Walter Bishop from Fringe- Walter, who raised the “wrong” son/raised the alternate timeline version of his son because his original son from his actual timeline had died.

I’m not saying either of those things re: Victor are true for certain, he still could very well just be Henry’s dad, and it could be as simple as that- but the point I’m making with this is that we don’t know for sure- and because we don’t know things like this for sure, we can’t always know what timeline we’re being shown in the show- because going back to that Creel house wallpaper example from this post, we ARE being shown two different timelines, even if we don’t know for sure which timeline is which.

So, this subtle way of showing two different timelines/ST’s tendency to splice together clips of different timelines & present those clips as if theyre part of one continuous timeline (when in reality it’s clips from multiple timelines but together) makes it really difficult to figure out which timeline we’re seeing in a given scene.

So, my main point here is that there isn’t really a “current” timeline- because we’ve already seen clips in S4 from multiple timelines, so we don’t know what other scenes in the show could be from the Edward timeline vs the Henry timeline.

But anyway, setting that aside, let’s get into your main question- what happened to Henry?

It’s a fantastic question, hell, it’s one of MY biggest questions LMAO, because as far as what happened to Henry goes, we don’t know for sure- but we do have some ideas.

One of the main ideas is that Henry is in another NINA tank, hooked up to the NINA system, hence why he seems to be so “present,” in NINA, and seems to be aware of the simulation.

I made this post about the parallels between The Evil Within and Stranger Things, and the STEM System versus NINA, and Ruvik versus Henward, and long story short, there’s a ton of parallels in that post that support the idea of Henry being in a NINA tank/in the simulation SOMEHOW, even if he’s not in a tank.

And there’s also the fact that there’s BTS photos of a white NINA tank suit for Henward-

-which, this indicates that a.) Henry was very very likely NINA’d at SOME point, and b.) the NINA technology predates El- after all, NINA is just the name of this specific project, so who knows what other projects this NINA technology has been used on (especially considering the Project One stuff hidden in the code of the TFS website, in addition to Brenner’s Project Talisman footage/files)!

And there’s also Brenner’s line about how El could get “lost in the darkness,” if they go through NINA too quickly, versus Brenner later saying that he believed Henry was “hiding in the darkness,”- so, again, I wonder if Henry ended up in the void/as part of the simulation/if the NINA simulation behaves almost like a pocket realm/if it’s similar to Vecna’s mindlair in the sense that it’s actually in the void/in the “darkness” (look at how Vecna’s mindlair dissolves into the void), especially considering what I talked about in this post re: a “backdoor” into Vecna’s mind lair versus a “backdoor” in the context of computer viruses, versus the NINA computer program.

I’m not saying that the NINA simulation world & the mindlair are the same place, as the mindlair is in Vecna’s mind, but if we think of the void as this infinite place that transcends space and time, then the mindlair and the simulation world could both be in the the void, but still not be the same place.

And hell, if the NINA simulation IS Henry’s mind somehow, especially considering that in The Evil Within, the STEM simulation is Ruvik’s mind, then is Henry lost/hiding in his own mind?

And hence the whole “NINA and getting lost in the darkness” thing versus Vecna’s mindlair being in the void, because if NINA is Henry’s equivalent of a mindlair (more like a mind prison), then it would explain that NINA-void connection, because Vecna’s mindlair has already established that peoples’ mind places dissolve into the void/seemingly exist in the void in SOME way.

SO, ANYWAY, YES!! This is very much an unanswered thing, and it’s something I’m really curious about, especially considering all of the weird simulation vibes with TFS + the stuff that points to TFS not actually taking place in the 50s, but instead, the 70s- stuff like the anachronistic song references, and the fact that Rachel, Nevada (the town that Henry’s supposedly from in TFS) didn’t even exist until 1978.

AND THANK YOU AWGWHWHDH <<333

Personally, I think he’s stuck in the NINA simulation and/or the void somehow, at least mentally (which then brings up his physical body- is his physical body in a tank, or is it somewhere else? Does he even HAVE a physical body anymore? After all, in The Evil Within, Ruvik’s body was destroyed except for his brain, which then serves as the basis for the STEM system- did something similar happen with Henry and NINA? And/or *Patty* and NINA, especially considering all of Argyle’s stuff re: NINA being a “small woman,” versus Patty being a small woman, but I’m getting off topic LMAO), and I won’t be surprised if Henry’s in a tank/facility that’s underneath Hawkins Lab.

And to add one final bit of confusion for you re: Henry, not only do we not know where Henry went, but we also don’t really know who Henry IS- specifically when it comes to The First Shadow, there’s a BUNCH of weirdness re: “who is Henry Creel?”

Like, not only is the question “who is Henry Creel?” stated by Walter in the beginning of the play, but a.) Alice says that Henry is “not Henry,” during one of the Attic scenes, and b.) TFS Henry is 14 in 1959, whereas in-show Henry was 12 in 1959, and c.) The 7 year old Henry we see in the flashback/birthday video footage in TFS looks NOTHING like TFS Henry or in-show Henry! He’s got DARK brown, almost black hair, he’s straight up a different kid.

And so, that also brings me to something I mentioned on here the other day- not only do we have all of that weirdness re: 7 year old Henry and TFS Henry, but also, isn’t it weird that the only sources that mention Henry Creel in-show are a.) a conspiracy newspaper, the Weekly Watcher, and b.) Victor Creel, who very likely had his brain scrambled by the lab?

Like, EDWARD’s the guy whose name shows up in the actual non-conspiracy paper, and everything happened to Edward first compared to Henry (ie, Edward moved to Hawkins two years before Henry did, Edward’s Creel murders happened a few days before Henry’s murders, etc), so was Henry Creel ever actually real? Or is he the result of some sort of lab meddling re: timelines and experiments?

Did Henry ever really exist?

I wish I knew for sure!

(AND OMG THATS SO FAIR LMAO ITS A GREAT QUESTION NO WORRIES!!! I HOPE THIS HELPS!! )

[woundedheartwithin]

I think my favorite part of The Evil Within was how unequivocally evil Ruvik actually was, but he still tried to make Sebastian feel sorry for him? He was like oh my life has been terrible and I lost my sister and was horribly burned because the townspeople hated my rich and powerful family and my parents were super religious and then I had all my diabolical research stolen and then they used me as a test subject and trapped me here in the hell I created, and Sebastian literally goes “you brought this on yourself” because he totally did. Like he was torturing and dissecting animals long before the barn fire, and then he was fucking chopping up people and poking their brains in his insane experiments. There is literally nothing redeemable about him, so when Sebastian stomps his brain you’re just like yeah! And stay down, asshole! Like not only was he the most evil villain I’ve ever seen in anything, he’s a whiny little bitch too. And honestly 10/10 just for that

[homicidal-mother]

I'm sexy in the same way that a mentally ill guy who's been nearly beaten to death is sexy

[ruvviks]

NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE // LET ME WRAP DOWN TO MY SKELETON

taglist (opt in/out)

@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart;

@vvanessaives, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;

@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;

@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree

[roemantics]

silly comic

[true-to-the-rp]

RP Request (Open)

(Update: 2024)

Hi, Im Satan, Im 24 years old. Im looking for an RP partner for Discord (but can be convinced to RP on Tumblr never done it before). This is also my side blog for RP search, and probably looks terrible dont mind it. I dont have a computer to fix it.

I have fandom RP Ideas right now, and only do Canon x Cannon. I like Original stuff, and have a few original ideas but I have been craving some Cannon/Cannon action. There are some AU ideas for some, and Headcannons for the characrers Im playing. I'm open to work on a different plot or ideas that you have in mind, Nothing I writen for the character section is Set and Stone! Dm me - lord_satan_ on discord or on tumblr messanger

If there is another pairing you wanna do instead of the ones listed just ask! Even if there from a different fandom! I might be willing to rp them.

Information

Im 25

He/Her/Them

EST Time Zone.

I like making playlists for the rp, sending art of the pairings (not my own, I only draw clothing) and when Im really in the mood yammer about stuff.

I have moments where I go silent, sorry about that. I sometimes just not in the mood to chat.

I have Autism, and sometimes suck at spelling.

I RP mainly on Discord but I can be convinced to RP on Tumblr if you are comfortable with it.

I write in 3rd person

Canon/Canon Pairing Only (M/M)

Semi lit to Lit, depending on the partner.

Rules

Be patient, I sometimes forget or get busy with life. If its been more then 24 hours please ping me again.

Be honest, if you arent enjoying the rp, or getting tired tell me.

No 1st person

No one liner, Im looking for Semi Lit.

No Minors, 18 plus Partner (I want 21+, but Im not gonna be picky). If You lied to me about your age, and I find out. Ill ban you.

Limits

Nothing with Eyes, Im down to clown withgore (cause I have two killers in this list)

Dont jump to sex please. I want build up.

No R*pe in the rp, the person can be sexually herrassed and it can be a thing that happened to the character in the past. But no R*pe in the rp.

Fandoms, Bold and coloured are character I can play!

Persona

Akechi Goro × Kurusu Akira

Akechi and Akira are from the same school/collage, and both are rivals. Enemies to friends to Lovers.

CoD | Call of Duty

Horangi x Kongi

Horangi has been a big fan of a ex porn star, unknown to him that star works right next to him and Kongi is clueless that he is big fan of Horangi music when he was an idol. (Based of a Fanfic I read)

Price x Graves

Graves didnt want to betray the group but he had to, for his young daughter. Group unaware of this, even Price someone he was having a romantic relationship with. (Am Open to other stuff turn to page Soup x Ghost (x roach?) for AU ideas if you don't wanna do this plot)

Soap x Ghost (x Roach?)

Monster AU, Camboy Au, Streamer AU, Flower shop/Tattoo Shop Au, Mermaid Au, or anything

South Park

Butters x Kenny

Theres a rumor that Choas has crated a formula that could give people superpowers. Making heads turn. Enemy to lovers.

Tweek x Craig

Collage AU. I dint have a detail plot idea, but open to discuss stuff for these two!

Evil Within

Sebastian x Ruben "Ruvik"

AU: Ruvik is a doctor at a hospital, he cares for his younger brother. Sebastian as a daughter who lways in and out of hospitals cause of her health. (AUs and Other stuff Welcomed if plot doesnt interest you)

Outlast

Eddie Gluskin x Waylon Park

I dont really have a plot idea for this one, open to suggestion and AUs!

You made it to the end, perfect. Hit me up with headcannons for the character you wanna play, Im so down to discuss Plot and Themes, also send ne your Triggers and No Nos.

[tiredterranceart]

The more story riven goes through, the more he looks like ruvik and I am not sorry, it'll get worse. I recently finished a short animation of one of our campaign storylines which i will be posting here as well.

For now, have Riven and his new girlfriend, Nissa!

[littledreamers-corner]

blacklist.

( 🐈‍⬛🏡 what a day . . . )

disclaimer.

a character or source being on this list is not an inherent indicator we hate the media or we don't like them. most of the time, it means we don't connect age regression to these medias specifically, or we aren't comfortable writing that specific character regressing/taking care of someone else/etc.

you may ask about why a character or a specific media is on our blacklist, but that doesn't mean we'll give you a solid answer as to why.

general content

⋆ diapers / padded regressors. i specifically want to disclaim that i think diapers are perfectly valid age regression gear, our system just gets queasy thinking about specific bodily fluids, so we wouldn't be comfortable writing padded agere content. i'm sorry, you'll have to look elsewhere.

⋆ abuse of regressed individuals. this does not include punishments, as there are ways to punish children and regressors without causing them lasting harm and trauma. we take extra care to display things being done healthily.

⋆ regressors being exposed to harmful behavior or actions. regressed individuals being exposed to scary or stressful things while they're hiding their regression is fine, but our system will not write regressed individuals being knowingly exposed to things that will hurt them.

⋆ if it can fall under "dark" fiction, we will not write it. themes of incest, sexual assault, on-screen abuse, etc - we do not write any of that. look elsewhere.

characters (specific dynamics)

⋆ caregiver! rover ( wuthering waves )

⋆ caregiver! kaeya alberich ( genshin impact )

⋆ caregiver or babysitter! dainsleif ( genshin impact )

⋆ caregiver! futaba sakura ( persona 5 r )

characters (general)

⋆ call of duty campaign antagonists

⋆ any child characters. exceptions made for teenagers or older kids (let's say around eight years old and up?) who might regress to younger ages.

⋆ mori ougai ( bungou stray dogs )

⋆ ruben victoriano / ruvik ( the evil within )

⋆ scar ( wuthering waves )

⋆ q! forever ( qsmp )

⋆ natlan characters ( genshin impact )

⋆ alhaitham ( genshin impact )

pairings

⋆ any romantic ship involving futaba sakura ( persona 5 r )

⋆ any romantic ship involving the traveling OR abyss sibling ( genshin impact )

⋆ kaveh & alhaitham ( genshin impact )

medias

⋆ real person fandom, or real people, as they are. this means we will not write for the content creators behind characters in the qsmp, other content creators, actors, so on, and so forth.

⋆ the dream team ( dream , sapnap , georgenotfound )

⋆ wilbur soot & associated characters

⋆ call of duty: zombies

⋆ vivziepop creations

( 🐈‍⬛🏡 what a day . . . )

[rains-rambles]

I feel so happy when I find people writing about my guilty pleasure men!!

How about fluff Ruvik drabble when he sees his darling (who can be a nurse or a doctor from the asylum) talking to Reborn Laura in the dirty corridors? Both sat cross-legged as darling gently combs her hair and calms her down from all the wailing and screeching.

Hi! I'm sorry this took so long, but I hope you like it!

Ruben sits back from his desk, the feeling of something off pulling him from his work. He stands up, glancing around the room in an attempt to figure it out before realizing that the hospital is quiet. Of course, there's still the ambient creaks and groans of the old building, but his dear sister is quiet for once.

Walking out the door to his workroom, he debates on just teleporting to her before smiling as he realizes that it's not necessary. She's sitting at the end of the hall, in an ever so rare peaceful mood, quietly listening to the story his darling sunflower is telling as they gently work through the knots in her hair.

They have no idea he's there, and he could scare them like he usually does. But the gentle smile on their faces, as well as his Laura's relaxed posture, is enough for him to decide not to. After all, there's always another chance, and nothing is lost by allowing the two most important people in his life bond.

[formallyfreya]

I re-read Patient 1822 nearly weekly, as it's one of my favorite fics of the entire Fandom. In the comments of the last chapter, you put that if you finish it you'd have to rewrite it due to point of view and writing style changes. My question is, is there any way I can commission you to finish it, or at least give it one last rounded chapter so I can bind it? I'll save up however much money I need, but I'm desperate lol

This is a blast from the past. I haven't looked at that fic in a long while and I'm honored that you still read it so often.

Truth is I've been away from that fandom for years and haven't thought about the characters or their behaviors or interaction with others for so long, I'm not sure I could ever finish that fic. I can't even remember what the plan was for after that chapter, but I believe it entailed at least five more chapters. Something along the lines of Sebastian getting dicked down by Ruvik. Probably. I think I also planned for Laura to actually be alive but in a coma at the hospital Sebastian was working at. And he'd have this dilemma of whether or not he should tell Ruvik, but ultimately he'd decide Ruvik needed the closure. I don't know if I planned to go full problematic and have Laura come out of her coma and still be in love with Ruvik. Maybe I'd have gone weird incest polyamory thing with it because that could be fun and I really like upsetting antis with that kind of stuff. Not sure.

Regardless, I don't think I could write it the same way I'd written it before because I've long since switched to present tense writing and going back would be really difficult. And since the spark is gone, I don't know that I'll ever be able to return to that story. Even if you paid me, it wouldn't matter. The muses have left it. I'm sorry that's not the answer you want to hear but it's the only one I've got. But if you want to bind it with an actual ending you enjoy, feel free to write what you think would happen. How you'd like that happily ever after to go. I fully endorse you. And, once again, I'm honored you enjoyed this old fic of mine so much. It's not often I get praise from past works.

[unholyplumpprincess]

I saw your Ruvik headcanons you wrote, I was wondering if you could write some headcanons for a (fem) hired housekeeper and caretaker and them developing a relationship? Pre Ruben being the core of stem. Very bubbly social bimbo of a girl who does ballet and listens to a lot of metal? Sorry if it's so specific maybe it helps curate-

Nah not a vibe for me personally and I don't typically do gendered readers anywho!

[supervillain-smut]

I love how you write Ruvik. Do you write age regression related (sfw of course!) things? Like I recently realized I age regress and tend to view many characters I usually simp for as caregivers as a comfort ^^'

Sorry, no I don't. I'm not familiar with the topic. I appreciate the compliment, though! I consider Ruben's character to be a little difficult to get a proper grasp on, at least for me, so thank you!