#sorry ive been inactive in this blog 😭

[raggedytiger]

Where did you go? We miss you!!!

hello everynyan... I MISS YOU TOO!! i'm sorry for the inactivity guys!

in general i'm the worst for replying to things so i'm really sorry if you have an ask or message that's being left behind. i stress abt it lol 😭 while i have drifted away from tadc a bit, the main reason is my own brain.. i got a little overwhelmed (with love!) and i have lots to think about with my final project at college. i find it hard to hop back in after disappearing without a trace!! i've been doing some walten files stuff over on my regular art blog but i havent been making a whole lot of fanart due to the general stress and buzz of LIFE!!!

rest easy knowing penny and agatha have not left my heart, though. they live there. it's april now and they're really enjoying the cool sun. agatha has opened the lovely tall south-facing window to let the breeze in, penny is watching the birds. they've put on a belle & sebastian album, and 'mayfly' is spinning softly under the needle.

i still have a vague plot for them post-circus where they figure out the mystery of it all, willingly or not, and its psychologically troubling for them. i think of them as my little ocs now and i like to play around with them as characters outside of tadc canon too! more tadc stuff ive been thinking abt though has been redesigns. i have always wanted to play with it because as much as it's a well put-together pilot made by talented people, some details irk me and i reaaally want to switch them up, particularly with jax and some atmosphere/worldbuilding... i love the odd mix of characters way too much not to mess around with them a little.

i will try and dig thru some asks soon! you are some truly lovely people on here and i hope you dont mind the hiatus too much! mutuals i miss you <3

[neuvistar]

wassup madlang people!!!

hii !! <3 it’s been quite awhile since i’ve posted here, i sincerely apologize for any inconvenience :,) but im stopping by here to say that i’m archiving this blog.

throughout the year, i slowly got more busier n busier n barely had time to hop on here and have fun. i apologize for not being able to celebrate my 3000+ special with everyone properly, but i really appreciate all the support and love ive received from you all i will never forget it!!! >:) i sincerely apologize for any letdowns ive caused regarding my inactivity. writing is my hobby, and that will forever be engraved in my mind as something i enjoy. but yet as stupid as it may sound, i grew more exhausted and drained because of personal issues that i was unexpectedly hit with this year (☠️😭) and lost motivation n confidence regarding my writing skills, which slowly lead to me becoming less n less active and my exhaustion grew even more evident. no matter how much i tried my best to keep up with everything happening around me, i couldn’t get that spark of inspiration or motivation anymore and i want to adjust + focus more towards bringing myself back up before i start writing again :)

as i’ve said, even though i’m archiving this blog.. i will keep it up n i might come back with a new alias :,) for now, if i do happen to make a decision about making a new account, i will make sure to make you guys happy on my new blog instead of this one <3 i will be sure to let you all know when the time comes! (whehehe might follow moots first if i DO make a new one!) ++ to asks in my inbox that i’ve received, i’m so sorry for not being able to respond and answer sooner 🙁 i hope to see you all again on my new blog which will be more cooler and amazing than this one :)

to my mutuals, to my followers and my lovelies, thank you so much for being silly here for me n if possible, i hope we can bond again if i ever do make another account <3 for now ill have to focus on myself and try to get comfortable again, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS PAST YEAR AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN WHEN I MAKE A NEW BLOG! LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER N EVER !!! hope 2 see u guys again soon! 🤍🤍

— MARYSE .

original pinned here.

[kourocs]

IVE BEEN MEANING TI STOP BY AND SAY HI N HOW ARE U DOING FORFOREEVER BUT I COULD NEVER REMMEBER UR @ BUT I REMMEBEREDDD HIII KOU😭😭😭HOW ARE YOU I MISS YOUUU ur blog shows ur into mob psycho now which ME TOO!!!!! i love mob psycho !!!! whos ur fav:0

Oh my god help 😭😭 sorry omg I just realized I have a huge backlog of asks from you I forget to rlly check there bc I'm inactive on tumblr .. so sorry abt that TT anyways I've been doing great 💭 How have you been ? 🥹 I've been into mob psycho for a while actually since like 2017? It just came back bc my irl circle is really into it hahaha I love teru and shou and dimple!!! I went out like this the other day actually I love him vvv

[finalgirlagatha]

also sorry ive been so inactive 😭 i haven't been getting notifications from this blog it's so weird

[kithtaehyung]

hey babe!! happy new year <3 isn’t it crazy how a year flew by just like that? i’d like to thank you for your endless amount of effort you put into your work here, i really really look up to you for this!!! i’m so grateful for you, the stories you share with us and this amazing community you have brought together. i’m so proud of you ~ i’m so so excited for what’s to come. i hope you know how much of a safe space you’ve created here. keep doing what you’re doing here babe cus your blog is so special 🫂 i love u! - 🪐✨

(AAA i missed you sm!!! i’m so sorry for being so inactive 😭 there were times where i just wanted to forget about everything and just open up your blog and camp here for hours on but it isn’t possible 😅 this year will be xtra busy for me bc i have an internship in mar😨 so so scary but i’m sure to be back here when things start to becone overwhelming 🤣)

SATURNNNNN IVE MISSED YOU BABY😭😭 it’s amazing how quickly the year flew by.. lots of good times and lots of laughs here filled it all the way through, that’s for sure.

The fun and engagement here is certainly worth the effort and brainpower. I can’t thank you all enough for being here with me and for trusting me to keep going🫂 it’s special here for me too, and that’s because of all of you🥺 Seriously it’s all a collective effort! I dunno what I would’ve written last year if it weren’t for y’all. It certainly wouldn’t have been as much as I did.

I missed you a lot! Come stop by and camp whenever because who the hell knows when something is gonna come up here next💀 best of luck this year! I know you can do great things.

[sunny-paws]

hihi!! i’m not sure if you’re still active here but i was scrolling the tags and found your blog so i figured i’d reach out. i’m a therian & questioning fictionkin, and i love bsd and genshin!! i’m looking for alterhuman friends as well and i’ve never met any with media interests in common, so i got excited JSJDKSKS. i’m sending on anon because i’m . shy 😭 but anyway yeah!! it was cool to see u around :)

AAAAAH OMGG TGATS SO AWESOMEE ID LOVE TO BE FRIENDS :3 SORRY I SEEMED INACTIVE, IVE BEEN A TAD BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND HAD NO IDEAS TO POST LOL

[lost-in-reveriie]

*a pile of water appears washing away to reveal me* Well, that was unceremonious. ANYWAY

Addy hi! tis' time for your favourite part of ones day.

How are you today? (side note but im currently bent at a stupid angle so the sun isn't in my face but im comfy where i am lol - its usually directly on my face when i wake up in bed so thats poo - rn im sitting at my desk and comfortable and its just shining away on me. woah got sidetracked there sorry) How has your day been? (this ones earlier the the others i think ehehe)

also what do you think is the most interesting thing about you? and since the sun and I are currently besties.. sunrise or sunset? and whats your fave hairstyle?

how are you doing trying to find the blog hehe?

very ceremonious imo. youre like a sea goddess!!

ah yes, Emma, tis a pleasure in my routine

im doing good today!! (happy valentines ml <333) but... ive been kinda inactive again, and im so so so sorry about that!! (dont worry i liked that little look into your thoughts hehe) but how are you on this fine day :))

well apparently i can be funny sometimes (when i get to know people, im actually super duper awkward and anxious when i first meet someone). oohhh good one!! sunset cause theres so way im getting up early enough to see a sunrise. lately ive been wearing my hair kinda straightened, but i almost always wear it down (mostly cause my hairs short now). but before i cut my hair, i really liked french braids (but like 2 braids instead of one). what about you?

help i totally for got about that 😭 i way too lazyyyyy........is there any way......you could just tell me?? dont worry, itll be our little secret 🥺 (that sounded way less weird in my head)

also!!! i finished friends yesterday!!!

[platonicavengers]

okay i know this is the third time ive made a post like this (oops!) but i really mean it this time! im super sorry ive been so inactive for the past, like, 2.5 years, but im going to try and be more active on here! i have a really light class load this semester, so hopefully ill have plenty of time to be on here, keeping an eye on the tags and (here’s hoping) actually do some more writing myself! i haven’t written for this blog in years, but i wanna get back into it. don’t be afraid to hold me to this lol!!

side note, ive had this blog since march 2020 which is so crazy to me? 😭 i was barely 15 when i started this and now im turning 19 in less than two months. yikes.

[fluffytampons]

Nawww sorry about the inactivity omg ive been running my two nsfw blogs like a mad motherfucker plus last summer my "depression" hit me out of the norm but ive been super well the past few months even though I've been struggling with weight loss

But man I've been having the best time of my life cuz i saw dragonforce and they all enjoyed my company (context is not only have i seen them live but i got to meet the band)!! My friend kinda got on my nerves about leaving during their set but I mostly ignore it. And now im seeing sabaton, judas priest, blind guardian, and likely avenged sevenfold and sullivan king! And I'm making plans for inkcarceration and getting a griffin tattoo around my birthday (possibly) :3

Plus I got all A's in my college and finals so yippe!!! I go back next Wednesday but omg... I'm gonna get my temps too even tho I failed a few times cuz of my states dumbass questions slapping me in the face. I just want to drive 😭😭😭 come on

And I'm starting my diet so I might use this blog to post how my diet goes on a daily basis so!!! Yay!!!

[lmansburg]

why can't we laugh now like we did then?

[sugaryuniverse]

(maple-seas) WEEEEEE SUGAR HI!!!!

JO N!!!!!!! ITS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU!!! 😭 I HOPE YOURE DOING WELL!!! I MISSED YOU!!! 💖💕

[chrisbangs]

Your presence on tumblr is a little comforting to me. I know that may sound sort of weird considering we’re strangers and never held a proper conversation. I remember when I first got into skz, they had just debuted and there really wasn’t a ton of content of them on tumblr but there were a few creators that I noticed often. And though I never really interacted a whole lot with those creators, it was nice to see them and get to know them from afar. I feel like many of those creators are either now inactive or deleted their account, which bums me out. You’re probably one of the only people who’s still here. And I’m not exactly sure what it is but it just feels a little comforting that you’re still around on tumblr. Maybe it’s the fact that we’re close in age? I did send a few asks in the past too and I remember you being very sweet to me…I actually just reread one of your responses to me and it made me cry a little (in a good way) since I’m not doing so great right now. Anyways, thank you for being here! I enjoy your content (including your rants) and I think you’re hilarious and sweet

hello ☹️🖤 !! i just happened to see this while i was doing some work and when i tell you i had to take a break to just cry my silly little eyes out 😭😭 whhh my heart 😓🤍

firstly :( noo it's not weird bc i feel the exact same way... i mean like... i'm miserable without the og stayblr i won't lie 😭 as nice and fun as things can be- ive said it 100 times- nothing will compare to stayblr for me in the earlier days 😞💔 idk.. it was always so much fun and everyone was so funny and warm and easy going and idk :( it was such a small warm community ?? and the fact that most of those ppl who i made friends with kinda deleted or just drifted away from here like .. part of me is like yes bestie u go live ur life away from stayblr dot hell but 😭 also the way i miss them and 2018 stayblr 😭💔 idk maybe i'm just kinda bitter and jaded abt current stayblr but.. it's just not the same to me personally anymore 🫡

and no i totally get it 😞 idk it feels like solidarity or a lil warm hug cause you've seen this person since what feels like forever ago and just been around with them and idk.. it's comforting!! they've been there in any sort of capacity right... like they're just there 🚶‍♂️ ?? idk how to explain it but you're right it is comforting 😭😭

😭😭 omg .. please :( no tears !!! im hugging u with all my love and warmth please 😭😭 im really sorry you're not doing great atp 😓 believe me it's the vibe of life rn but im :( cheering you on!! :(( i really hope whatever it is, that you can overcome it and it won't be pressuring / upsetting you forever 😭 i am sending all my love and :( hugs and warmth to you :(

i just wanted to say thanku for this ask... i feel really unwelcome and miserable on this blog ngl so 🚶‍♂️ ive been spending less and less time here :(( but this made me really idk.. happy sad 😭 like i'm glad ppl still think of me and would want my content but it also makes me so sad that other ppl feel this way too 🚶‍♂️ life kinda sucks HSNSKDNDKD 😭😭 anyway :( thanku for saying smth so kind to me.. idk if i even deserve it but :(( your words meant a lot 😭🖤🌙🐺 :(((

[jaylaxies]

hi aria! so sorry ive been inactive on your blog. how are you feeling? any better? i wish u a fast recovery ❤

you've always been so active omg don't apologize please 😭💔 i feel better! and thank you sm for being such a sweetheart <3

[bambisgirl]

HELLAAURR IM HERE AGAIN 🤩 I was worried if my ask was eaten by tumblr or somethin cause ive seen a lot of accounts saying their asks got eaten :^((.

And YES IM SERIOUS !! Even before we were moots, as soon as i read the first few chapters of confident i just knew i was going to make a spread about it aaaaa. HEE'S LIVE !! SOBS I MISSED IT 🥲🥲 but i listened to it while doing assignments and..do you ever, just cry??? Hearing someone's laugh?? Cause i swear hearing his voice and laugh again made me so emotional 😣 we all missed him so much ♡

Aaa THANK YOU♡ for the mood board!! Absolutely mood about carnival, (your carnival themed blog is everything btw ) its my fave concept from enha too!! And AARGHH Drunk-Dazed is just a mega bop its so good its almost a year but i can never get over it.

oH?? You've decided a male lead ?? 👀👀 inch resting... totally not because Heeseung is my bias but im TEAM HEE 😔🤍 though its anyones game at this point Jake's the only one who hasnt confessed so what if 🤔. Qjdkqka im not big brain enough for this either way im excited on the outcome and i think eve's gonna have a big part in it. (Love eve btw i feel for her i might even make a spread for her just for fun lmao)

LONG ASS ANSWER— 🤡 Me sending another long ass ask sorry if its all rambles lmao, im doin alright and i hope you are too ♡♡

HI ECIL 💗💗 HEHE I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A GREAT DAY / NIGHT LOVE <333 i was super busy with uni so i was kinda inactive here for the past two days but IM BACK!! sorry for answering this later, i love talking to you so im taking my time whenever you send me something 🥺♡

I CANT EVEN LIKE IM SOOO HONORED SOMEONE AS TALENTED AS YOU WOULD MAKE A SPREAD ABOUT IT 😭😭 please im still not over it ;;

I SWEARRR hearing hee's laugh adds 5 years to my lifespan 😭😭 and him just humming to day6 here just... UGH I HAVE NO WORDS <//3 listening to him talk & sing while doing assignments must've been so healing 🥺💗 he's the best boy!!! <3

THANK YOU SO MUCH IM CRYING 😭😭 im still not 100% satisfied with my theme but im trying my best,,,, i've been using tumblr since?? 2013?? but never actually posted so i still have no idea what im doing KJDBSFV IM SO SORRY ;; but yes i am adding border carnival to everything about my existence <//3 issa lifestyle 😌✋🏻

AND YESSS hehe :D i was thinking about making multiple endings & not choose the male lead myself but,,, i wanna add some spice & angst to it sooo 🤪🤪 BTW ECIL IM SO SORRY ABOUT EVE HUN... please skip chap 42 then KDHSFJHSSHF

I LOOOVE LONG ASKS & just talking to you overall so feel free to rant / ramble / tell me anything hehe 🥰🥰

[tojisun]

Helloo Sun!(:

I've been catching up with your post and rereading some of the older ones. I just have to say I still love your writing style sooo much! The way you write the characters just hits that sweet spot ❤

Also I saw that MK post and would you consider writing for them? If so I might need to think of some requests but no pressure if you don't! 🥰

I'm so happy MK is finally getting some recognition I've been a fan for a while, read most of the comics and I don't know how I survived living off of crumbs 😭 there was hardly any content for MK lol the show was a blessing 🙌

I truly hope you have been doing well Sun! Please take care of yourself and don't overwork yourself. We will be here if you ever need to take a break. As always I'm here if you ever need someone❤

(Also I'm loving the themes lol I feel like every time I visit your blog the theme changes 😄)

HI JAY!! sorry for just answering this now ahhh

im glad that you enjoy my works omg thank you so so much!!! ur too kind 🥹🫶🏼

abt MK, im unsure :( id love to write for them, but i honestly am not confident enough. like, i dont think i have enough grasp of their personalities yk? but!! feel free to send some ramblings, sweetheart! id love to hear your ideas/headcanons <33

AND YES! MK IS SUCH AN AMAZING SHOW!! it doesnt help that im such a huge nerd for mythos so this show has me on a chokehold 😫

thank you so much for this message my love! im sorry for being quite inactive (ive been busy w stuff) so ur kindness is making me weepy and soft. thank you for ur support! take care baby <333

(no bc changing themes is so therapeutic. im v glad that you like them 🥰)

[fallinforgyu]

hi bun!!!! long time, no talk. i deeply apologize. i have missed u sosososo much </3

um anywho hehe .. remember when i said my enha bias was sunoo or jakey ?? well... i mean yeah, but sunghoon is now my ult </3 with heeseung like right behind him in line </3 honestly, who am i kidding? they're just about tied at this point hskfkfksksk

im also watching iland rn and m almost done w it!! it has been such a ride and has made me feel way too many emotions bahahahah ive literally said "im not watching this anymore" just about 15x already LMAO 😭😭😭

OH OH i also made a sunghoon centered blog!! its @snghoonsdoll if u want to check it out! u dont need to tho hdkfksks ,, im mainly going to be posting edits, some fics + maybe start making gifs too!! i was also thinking of adding heeseung onto the blog, but im not sure yet bc im so in love w the way it looks rn </3

but besides all that, i hope you're doing well! and i will continue to try to talk to you more or at least pop on here when i can :(( im sorry i haven't been on much recently, but i luv u! and ive missed u sososo much babes!!

— bambi 🤍

omg pls don’t apologize lovey!! i’m so sorry this took me so long to respond to but i hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself 🥺💘💘

and i don’t blame u at all for ulting hoon, he’s quite literally perfect and he’s so so easy to love 😌💓 iland does such a great job showing how funny he is and also how sweet he is and yeah 🥺 i love him a lot 🥺 BUT I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND ILAND IS DEFINITELY PAINFUL TO WATCH AT TIMES 😭😭

i’ll check out your hoon blog rn!!! and again, don’t apologize for being inactive bby i’ve been the same exact way lately 😩💔 please take care of yourself, okay?? i hope you’re having a good day!! :D <3