#sorry in advance if i spam your notes when i reread the other parts

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I decided to reread this before the new chapter comes out and I'm also using this opportunity to share some thoughts too since the first time I read it I was a silent reader 💕💕

"Jungkook’s dorm room is tiny, barely enough for one person; for some reason, Jungkook stays reluctant to share a different room with someone else. An ambivert personality seeking solitude whenever he’s not in college or around girls. He enjoys granting his thoughts some silence; likes quietude after a noisy or stressful day." The characterisation even from the start is truly *chef's kiss* Literally in love with Jungkook from the beginning.

"A tattooed arm wraps around your waist, pink lips coming close to yours and dark eyes reading your desire in your pupils. “What other girls when there’s you?” Every time he says that my heart jumps in my chest and I wanna scream😖😖😖

"Deeper thoughts make you fall in love." Reading this and knowing how much their relationship has changed and how much their feelings have evolved is really something else.

"But no matter how soft and desperate your eyes gaze at him, something about all of this feels off; a quiet voice whispers in the back of his brain that the best decision might be to stay out of this." Imagine what it would have been like if he had tho. I don't even think I can.

"You nibble at your lower lip, collecting your thoughts while Jungkook waits, answering the female voice whom he calls Nara, or Narae, you’re not sure. And when you’ve gathered enough energy and stabilised your mind, you say, “You need to come here.” So many things have changed and yet there are still so many unanswered questions. I'm so happy that our journey with them continues.

"Falling for him sounds like it carries the potential of turning into something dangerous. Falling for him… it feels like you wouldn’t come out unscathed if it ever burgeoned and then eventually ended – he seems like the type of person who has an unmatched power to hurt you." It really is scary having such deep feelings for somebody, isn't it? It even scares me cause I don't want either of my babies to hurt 🥺🥺🥺. But I'm sure they can get through anything and I'm willing to be there with them.

“What, you think I’m scared of,” you eye him up and down, puffing out a mocking breath, “your ridiculous dick?” His jaw clenches, though he doesn’t seem offended or mad; rather, you feel another jerk of his cock, pleasantly satisfied. “Try me, Kookie.” Lmao I almost forgot how much fun their dynamic is, I love them.

"You want to laugh, want to raise your eyebrows, look at him questioningly and inquire why this random information is so important right now. But Jungkook is always a random one, happy to turn sex into a ridiculous exchange of fun dialogues as he wrecks your shit with the most ardent dedication." God, I should have reread this sooner, I missed these characters so much 🥺🥺🥺

“Well… you’re gonna pretend some for your parents,” he looks at you, a lopsided smirk appearing, “then, you’re gonna fall for me,” fingers trace your shoulder and arm; and for some reason, you let him, “and you’re gonna beg me to stay because you find me so,” he lowers his voice, unnecessarily dramatic, film dialogue-ish, “undeniably hot.” He might have a point. 😳😳😳

"You laugh, a melodious, sweet sound that has his heart skip for only a second as he takes in the amusement in your pupils. He tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, nudging your shoulder with his own as he assures, “Deal. Don’t worry about the papers. There’s just you anyway.” All the longing you can pick up on from both of them hurts so good, I can't 😭😭😭

“I told you I don’t need any other girl if there’s you,” he says with a brief wink you almost miss, his finger lifting your chin as he adds seductively, ravishingly, “little angel.” He is so- ugh. How could you not fall in love with him even without the fake dating???

Rereading this is making me so excited for what's coming next. I'm truly so happy you're back, Rid! And now I'm not as shy anymore and can gush about your stories so much it gets annoying lmao 💞💞

colour me in | jjk (m)

Summary: Jungkook’s door only opens for you when there’s a barter: a trade of lust and haze. But today you knock for something more, as intriguing as it is frightening – and you hope it doesn’t close his door forever. 

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre:fwb, fake dating, college!au; fluff, smut ➳ warnings: artist!jk <3, annoying parents, sexual tension, dorky dialogues, teasing, 1 or 2 mentions of percy jackson lol, fuckboy!jk again…, explicit sexual content: unprotected sex (be more responsible than them !!), dom!jk, big cawk jk cos ofc, grinding, he has her bent over <3, oral (m. rec.), cum swallowing, throat fucking, hair pulling, choking; really not that many warnings, it’s all cute and fluffy and just the beginning <3 ➳ word count: 9.8k ➳ a/n: OKAY !!!! after a whole year, it’s finally here !! <3 i hope you guys enjoy it; it’s gonna be a whole ass ride </3 thank you @missgeniality​​​ for beta’ing, helping me and for hearing me cry about this for a year (as always) and @lavienjin​​​ for reading through this for me back when i wrote the first draft <3 ➳ listen to: lowkey by niki | full playlist 🤍 

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