#sorry im just pissy

[pinkd3mon]

This is what happens inside the buddy towers while they wait for Kirby, me thinks

Based on this post I made about Dedede watching TV and this amazing tag someone reblogged it with

[buggitino]

more headcanons about sebastian solace from the hit game pressure roblox

back on my bullshit and i promise i only talk about The Situation a little bit

☆ his third arm is more sensitive than the other two (i'm thinking that either the USHD doctors fucked something up during the operation OR it grew in wrong, nerve endings closer to the epidermis and whatnot, something like that)

☆ just hates being touched in general, he’d rather initiate that contact (need an update where he gently —> not very gently shakes expendables off (depending on whether and how much they’ve annoyed/flashbanged him) when they climb him) ☆☆ part of this is due to trauma, he cant trust anyone to touch him without hurting him ☆☆ the other part is that he’s got that fucking dawg in him (i’ll get to this in a second)

☆ unlike what his new voice lines are starting to suggest about his character (i’m not gonna talk about zerum again because i think everyone knows what's happening at this point and ive already thrown in my two cents) he does NOT hate the expendables. literally his first line upon meeting him in his shop has him calling himself your friend (as strained of a connection as it may be, he could very easily not offer items, not share documentation/info, and just take the expendables data and hoard anything he picks up to make it harder for them to get to the crystal) (like yes, it's a mutually beneficial relationship but if sebastian didn't care about or sympathize with the expendables to some extent, it wouldn't be). i really do think he just has a short fuse (i'm not going to bring up trauma again, however-) and says things he doesn't mean (e.g. “they deserved it. and frankly so do the rest of you.” (im coping with the mischaracterization of these new lines leave me alone)) as a means of protecting himself and pushing the expendables further away (both physically and emotionally)

☆ he’ll act like a brat once they’re done, but he lets younger expendables sleep in his shop (he cares about them but would never in a million years let them know that) ☆☆ if a younger one comes in with a bunch of adult expendables, he’ll treat them all the same but will secretly slip the younger one some extra batteries, gauze, something unnoticeable (he feels especially responsible for the younger male expendables cause they remind him of his little brother)

☆ sometimes he thinks he can hear his family's voices on the radio, just under all the static, calling out for him like a search party would. he used to cry over this but he almost got caught once by an expendable coming into the shop so he does his best to tune it out. it’s hard. guilt pulls at his stomach every time he hears a clip of his family, begging for him to come home, to respond, something, anything, and he ignores it.

☆ autism (cause i said so) - i'm including this one for the sole reason that he does the dinosaur thing with his third arm and generally keeps his hands clasped together in the secret dinosaur position (he just like me fr) ☆☆ hates bright lights (the only light he uses/allows in his shop is the one he emits) (its a very soft/warm hue as opposed to the bright fluorescents throughout the rest of the facility) (not to bring up the flash beacon, obviously nobody likes getting flashbanged and he's got angler eyes but sTILL)

☆ he used to hate eating fish (pre-op) and now he’s pissed cause it’s all he has available and the DNA changes made it so fish is the yummiest tastiest thing in the world (i like imagining him actively fighting the urge to eat whatever fish he’s cooked in one bite cause he refuses to acknowledge that he's changed on a level that isn't physical/appearance-based)

☆ calls grown adults “kiddo” (even the ones that are older than him) ☆☆ he gets a certain kind of joy from seeing the 40/50/60 year old expendables try to figure out just how old he is after they get called “kiddo”. it’s extra fun for him when they’ve clearly already heard the rumors and/or gotten a glimpse of his file

☆ the ring is just an accessory, a bracelet on the floor or in a locker he found and liked. assumed nobody was gonna claim it and kept it (shoutout to @/lotus.eaterr on tik tok for this one!!!!)

[stiffyck]

Projection time: scar hates the summer because of how hot it gets. The heat itself isn't really the issue it's the sweat. He hates how sticky he feels when he's sweating, he hates how it feels being sweaty and he fucking hates the fact that no matter what he does he sweats no matter what because it's so hot.

He has no motivation to do anything during summer because he knows he's going to be miserable no matter what. It's the sweat that makes him so uncomfortable and he hates it.

The reason he keeps taking off his shirt and why he has so little clothes or so much revealing clothes is because he would probably die in anything less revealing.

[buttercupbuck]

opinion no one wants to hear perhaps but until i see everything in full you couldn't catch me dead banking on marisol leaving the show by a certain episode. as a veteran i have served my time in the trenches predicting break-ups by xyz episode just for that to not happen

[nyxi-pixie]

thinking abt pm dazai from chuuyas pov again. AURGH. the way hes clutching onto the coat. the ada clothes underneath. the spectre-like figures surrounding him. its probably the most pitiable pmzai has ever looked and its seen alongside chuuya bitterly saying 'youngest exec in history'.

[butchvamp]

okay i finally got all the companions last night. gonna write my current thoughts about the game under the cut (sorry it's long lol)

so far i've really enjoyed the gameplay the most. i like the combat (im playing as a dual wield rogue) and i really like all the new ways to move around in-game (ziplines, climbing, etc). i really love the maps and the way we can explore all the areas, this is what i've spent most of my time doing lmao and in general i'm having fun playing!

but this tone change in this game is Rough. there's a real lack of depth, there's no friction at all (for some reason every faction just loves Rook and trusts them completely) and so many characters and groups have just been completely defanged. there's this weird vibe of like... GOD i hate pointing it out cus it feels like i'm complaining about the game being "woke" but there's such a weird vibe right now where it feels like the factions arent allowed to be "problematic." the crows act like a found family rather than the brutal assassin organization we've learned about previously that buys slaves and tortures their recruits into perfection (in any previous game Rook's mistake as a crow would have resulted in their death or extreme punishment. but this time it doesn't even feel like it matters, you go back to the crows and everyone there automatically loves you. jacobus is being babied and protected when before they would have just let him get himself killed. there's just no power struggle, no competition, no urgency.)

i also noticed it with the lords of fortune. Taash making a point to emphasize that the lords aren't Thieves and they're sooo correct and return cultural artifacts to par vollen (and Isabela is a part of this for some reason despite the fact she can run off with the book she stole from the arishok in da2...?) there's this weird over-correction happening where past companions are having their flaws completely ironed out. you find various codex entries all written by Dorian arguing against slavery now (and to be clear. i have my own criticisms of his weird pro-slavery rant in inquisition, but this just feels so forced)

Varric has been completely stripped of his role (and personality tbh) and relegated to a mouthpiece that just constantly gives Rook positive affirmations and almost treats them like a child despite Rook at the very least being established in whatever faction they've come from. and then there's also Rook themselves...

there's barely any roleplaying allowed, Rook is just a Good Guy and everyone loves them and trusts them immediately and you're forced to be invested in fighting Solas no matter what, you can't even choose your own motivations. and you can't really be aggressive or "mean" (at least in inquisition you could resist the herald title and question the inquisition's existence). which i don't necessarily have a problem with on its own but why am i allowed to play a crow then? and why is Rook so naive and insecure when they clearly were headstrong enough to go against their faction in their origin? the first few hours are so "the power of friendship!!!" and it's very bizarre considering Rook doesn't know any of these people except Varric and Harding. if you choose to leave the mayor in dmeta crossing, Neve challenges Rook's decision (good!) but this causes Rook to go running back to Varric and suddenly be extremely insecure about their choice (bad!) my Rook is an assassin and has no qualms about letting some guy die regardless of whether Neve likes it or not.

but it's like the game won't allow there to be any kind of tension or friction between characters, no disagreements or disapproval... it's all just so BORING!!!!!! it feels so silly!!! why are we so worried about these factions being Right or our characters being Correct but then you still depict the qunari as this faceless bloodthirsty monolith that only want to Kill. the venatori are all evil and abuse their slaves (but dont worry, none of US have slaves now!!!)-- it's SO black and white. this is like, the opposite of what i play these games for... everyone is toothless and inoffensive and boring. and nevermind the fact that the game is still racist, anyways 😭

also . not as serious this is goofy but i can't even imagine how they're going to do the romance scenes in this game. so far everything has felt geared towards a younger, new audience (which doesn't make sense, this game has to feel nonsensical if you've never played any other dragon age game, so little is explained properly) and i can't even imagine romance scenes happening like they have in previous games. are there even any? lmao

[fellhellion]

"we gotta kill this guy anya" far be it for me to be a party pooper abt memes but like. curly very specifically chooses the fantasy of allyship over taking measures to protect anya. he very much did naurt choose anya over that guy lol

[rosiesriiveters]

Rosie in episode 7 is so special to me, because when you re-watch it, you can just see why he’s going to ultimately choose to re-up. You can see it from the first scene he’s in. It’s this guilt of responsibility that will not budge from his shoulders. It’s all these things that keep happening around him and Nate Mann just rocks this role SO well because Rosie has such little dialogue in this whole episode but it doesn’t matter, because you can feel this burning guilt and responsibility building and building in each scene.

It starts with the conversation with Crosby about going to Texas or Florida and his heart clearly not being in it, but listening to Croz’s desperation to get out resonating with him.

It’s Black Monday - the mission that Rosie’s crew was grounded for that cost 150 of the 100th’s men. When the boys tell Rosie what they saw; that the boys that were on their 25th crashed and those that parachuted out of their planes were killed by the Germans anyway. It’s Rosie listening so intently, drinking in their stories despite the horror. He doesn’t try to placate their anger or their sadness, he just acknowledges it for what it is. It’s like you can visibly see Rosie taking and holding on to their words

It’s Rosie surviving 25 and the 100th throwing a party for him and his boys. And in such Rosie fashion, he seeks out Jack when he realises something is wrong, only for Jack to break the news: the tour requirements are changing. It’s 30 missions now.

It’s Shoens looking him dead in the eye saying congratulations Rosie. At least you’ll make it out of this fucking war alive.

And then it’s Rosie watching the parade of vans carrying bodies out of Thorpe Abbotts, unable to tear his gaze despite it all.

It’s all these - sometimes little, sometimes big - instances that build up make Rosie’s decision seem to just make perfect sense to the story, without it seeming overbearing or over the top. It’s understated, yet powerful (much like Rosie himself!).

He barely says anything throughout the whole episode, but I think that’s what makes it a perfect Rosie episode. Throughout the whole series, Rosie is usually the one listening, rather than the one telling a story - but his presence is still so big despite of it. Rosie doesn’t need to talk for the audience to listen.

And I think that’s reflected both in Rosie’s decision and the way Lt Col Bennett reacts to Rosie’s request. Despite barely knowing Rosie, he seems to understand the weight of Rosie’s presence at the base, and the weight of Rosie’s words. And I loved that Bennett decided not to blindside him with the new strategy, but instead allowed Rosie to make an informed decision. And Rosie’s reaction - unflinchingly meeting Bennett’s gaze and accepting his answer is the icing on the cake.

Rosie is outrageously humble! But understands how others see him and he is ready to take on the weight of that love, pressure and sheer resolve all over again.

[johnbottoms]

just like. do not ever put me in a position of authority over short men. that will not go over well

[ratatatastic]

happy paul had a 15 minute presser after the last practise of preseason so of course hes gonna treat it like a standup routine or alternatively the paul antagonises our beat (as he usually does) but especially george his greatest frenemy cut

Training Camp 24 | 10.7.24 (x)(x)

[omtai]

Made a customer feel bad about being a bitch & take a step back and reconsider why she’s being a bitch… I feel like God

[andiv3r]

Ok so I been thinking about something. A lot of people say that shipping/making content of darkships doesn't hurt anyone HOWEVER, don't you think people seeing these things like pedophilia, incest, etc. in a glorified light would make them think it's ok?

Don't you think depicting a fictional incestuous relationship as healthy and sharing it with the world could make someone out there think that it's ok in real life too?

I have a feeling you're going to mention something like "well, murder is depicted and fiction and we still think it's bad!" But the thing is, violence like that is constantly glorified as its more often than not glorified in media. People commit violent acts all the time, people kill willy nilly all the time.

There's going to be people out there affected by that media.

Don't you think it's the same with darkships? /lh

You know the drill. Serious shit under the cut, trying to explain well but feel free to reach out to me if you wanna ask more... though preferrably in dms. Not gonna re-explain why I think people should be allowed to play around with fictional characters however they like thirty-seven times and force my followers to watch it happen. If you wanna stay anonymous maybe make a temporary new account to dm me with or something.

If someone has that much of an issue with distinguishing fiction from reality, they should likely distance themself from the internet. Following what you said, that's the same type of person to see murder shown in a positive light and then leave with the mindset that they should go commit a murder. Most people Don't Think Like That... and the people who do are their own responsibility / should check themselves / should have someone else making sure they understand the difference. And if they don't, well that sucks and I hate it, but it's not my job to make sure some rando who sees my art understands wrong from right in real life.

If someone goes and watches a murder movie and comes out of it thinking that murder is great, you don't blame the writers and directors and actors of that movie for that person's mindset, right?

Okay. Same applies to the art that I post as a hobby, for fun, in my free time. If someone looks at my art depicting a... semi-healthy (they're really not, they're codependent as fuck and have several other issues but ykwim) incestuous relationship and they go "oh so that means incest is always good and fine and has no issues" without doing any research and finding out the actual real life psychological issues (not to mention the genetic disorders if they decide to have a kid) that can stem from a relationship like that? That's on them. I didn't do that.

[bluepillednormfag]

people who dont understand adam lanza really annoy me, why are you posting misinformation on tumblr you poser

[fearandhungies]

im kind of a champion of just taking the witcher 3s the witcherness unflinchingly but the truly unbearable part of the game is unfortunately the fact that the fact geralt was raped by triss comes up often and if you do anything to try and like defend geralt to yennefer in the vein of saying no, being raped does not in fact count as geralt cheating on her, or dont like tell triss it was super okay and you want to have sex with her again anyways the game begins to play high pitched blaring sirens at you until you do. and i still fight back at every turn making it worse for myself but you will quite literally have to kill me first

[theclearblue]

I'm gonna get into a brawl with my mother one day don't be surprised when I get on the news

[sulfur1c-4cid]

s/h vent/rant.

I just had a dream (shocking) that I had gotten school supplies and I won't say what just in case but I knew I could use one of them to cut. and I felt so stressed because I knew I wanted to and yet I didn't get rid of it because it was so tempting. I keep hoarding things that I could definitely hurt myself with and I feel kinda pissed like I can't make up my mind. Do I want to or not? I don't want to concern or disappoint the people who actually care about me and know me but I have a hard time caring for myself. I haven't done it in like 5 months which I guess I'm proud of but I know it's not going to last because that's just the shit I want for whatever reason. I don't know why I still want to cut after all this time and it makes me feel sick because I'm supposed to be better, right? You haven't cut yourself in months, why are you still complaining about this? I feel so fucking torn and annoyed. I hate that what I have is too dull even though I haven't even tried (got close and wanted to, ofc.) in months because it's not going to make it worthwhile. It still hurts but it doesn't bleed, what's the point. I'm so tired of myself

not to fucking mention my book project. this shit is all my fault and I still complain. what the fuck is wrong with me

it should be easy and it's not and I don't know why. I hate it so much. I hate myself I hate my school, my ela is fine I guess but I'm just so overwhelmed all the time to the point where I actually can't care about it anymore. I don't know if I'm gonna get through this year because I'm just so fucking tired of all of this

im still staying for the people I care about and the people that care about me (which is. surprising.) I just feel drained at this point though. I want to be done but I can't because now I actually have things and people I need to stay for. so ty for that./gen

sorry

edit: yoo that 5 months didn't last at all gotdamn🔥