#sorry if theres tones of spelling mistakes i cant find my glasses

[growingingreenwood]

It's too much of me in ur life, but if u will tell me to go away, I will. Anyways, my dads mood today: to make me cry hysterically and not let me go away to be alone with my tears, because «c'mon cry about how bad I am here» while I was literally yelling many times to let me go to my room

Part 2: Omg, I wrote the first part of the ask, and then saw the last chapter of "Little moments", and my feelings for Ferdan quickly moved from 'little awe' to 'awe and SAME, BRO'. When Thranduil and Luthien comforted him, I literally felt it for myself, and it was... wonderful and super in time. Won't I ask for too much if I ask you to persuade Ferdan to tell me something reassuring? (idk why he should lol)

O.o.o..o.

Ferdan: "Its hard to have good advice that fits well enough for many people, because every life and every moment is so incredibly versatile and individual that its impossible.

But I think the most important and reassuring things I've always been thankful to have is a clearer veiw of my self, and my worth. Because even though you may be trapped in a situation with people who don't beleive in you, their criticisms become a joke instead of a bullet if you beleive in your self.

And your own worh.

Then, as you grow out of this situation (because you will, time changes everything one way or another.) The new people you meet will not even have the chance to doubt you.

Treat yourself inwardly, and outwardly like you deserve to be treated and you're life will have no room for this who offer less.

The crowd reacts to how you react to yourself. If you stumble over words and get embarrassed, those watching will follow suit. If you stumble over words and laugh about which two words you accidentally put together others will laugh with you.

They scream because they want the crowd (you) to scream back and justify the situation. If you remain calm, the crowd (your dad) might be shamed into reacting the same.

Find a space in your head that you can go to when people are attacking, a little slice of peace. Remember your good qualities. Remember the good you add.

You're still young and growing your feathers, child, but soon you'll learn it can all just be water off a ducks back