#sorry if someone's just looking for info and got my vent lol

[pigeonstab]

Epic showed up to the kotatsu party this morning lol

Also!! How’s it going? I hope you’re having a nice day <3 also I was thinking about your second college au writing again, how did Cross know Epic? Was he also in need of fostering or was he a foster parent that had Cross for a bit? :o Will they ever get to meet again?

That's such a cute coincidence TwT.

I am doing... Alright. Well not very good admittedly lol. Been flip-flopping between wanting to quit college and not, and I spend basically all my time trying to distract myself so I don't start feeling things. Otherwise I'm all good. (That cross post yesterday might've been some or maybe a lot of projection lollll)

About the college AU! Epic was indeed an older kid also in fostering, he was older than Cross by quite a bit and had more experience, he was less 'problematic' than Cross for a lot of families, since he just basically knew to keep his mouth shut where Cross was all outrage and spitting in authority's face. I like to think if Cross hadn't been kicked out of that last house he might've been able to end up living with Epic as his guardian. Since Epic was basically almost old enough to get out of the system. Just another direction Cross's life could've gone in.

If they'll ever meet again I don't know. But I think yes, if only just because it would make me happy lol.

[carbonateds-oda]

🎃🦇🦇🦇🦇 Trick or treat!!! 🎃🦇🦇🦇🦇

(it's funny cause your name is candy lol 🤭)

anyways..so in this game, we can give anything..

I give you..

the nosy anon asks you reblogged! 🤭🦇 (and some more)

[disclaimer: I edited it a bit]

[only answer the ones you want to tho!]

[feel free to vent]

[it's not me, it's the post that's being nosy]

[I added/removed some questions too tho]

*** okay let's start! 🤭🎃***

Do you smoke/drink/take drugs? (don't look at me, it was from the post TT - but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't interested HELP TT )

Age you get mistaken for?

Have tattoos/Want any tattoos?

Got any piercings/Want any piercings?

Best friend/close friends?

Biggest turn ons?

Biggest turn offs?

Favorite movie?

Favorite show?

Someone you miss? (honestly, I think I alr know the answer but I'm still going to ask) TT

Most traumatic experience?

A fact about your personality?

What you hate most about yourself? (I'm going to virtually dazai-slap you if you say 'everything')

What you love most about yourself?

What you want to be when you get older?

Your relationship with your sibling(s)?

Your relationship with your parent(s)?

Your idea of a perfect date?

Your biggest pet peeves?

A description of the girl/boy you like?

A description of the person you dislike the most?

Type of people you dislike? (for no particular reason, just personal bias)?

A reason you've lied to a friend?

Do you prefer white lies or harsh truth?

What you hate the most about work/school?

What makes you happy when you're at work/school?

What words upset you the most?

What words are you dying to hear from someone else?

What words make you happy when you hear them?

Are you into girls, guys, or both? 👀

What makes a person attractive to you? (/what's your ideal type)?

Where would you like to live?

One of your insecurities?

Your childhood career choice?

Your favorite ice cream flavor?

Who you wish you could be?

What's the nicest thing someone has done for you?

What's the nicest thing you've done for someone?

Where would you want to be right now?

Sexiest person that comes to your mind immediately? (back off. Oda's mine /j).

What's one phrase you say often? (can be either in English or Spanish)

How many languages can you speak? Enumerate them based on how fluent you are (ex: 1. English; 2. Japanese, etc)

Are you a math or arts girlie?

Have you ever played candy crush? (sorry that's kind of a bad pun 😅🤭)

When a friend wrongs you, do you confront them about it or silently grow distant?

would you rather initiate physical affection or have someone else suddenly give you physical affection?

What's your love language/how do you show love to your loved ones?

and last but not the least

share one random fact you want to share <3

(just make sure its not private info lol)

🎃🦇🦇🦇🦇 Happy Halloween, Candy!! 🎃🦇🦇🦇🦇

my fellow Oda simp who's quite insane and funny 🥰🤭🤭

[pls pls pls i hope i don't come across as nosy TT just answer the ones you want :") ]

🎃🦇🦇🦇🦇 Happy Halloween, again!! 🎃🦇🦇🦇🦇

<333

xoxo

Do you smoke/drink/take drugs?

-I do not do any of those :) but I’d b lying if I said I wasn’t tempted to start

Age you get mistaken for?

-I’ve nvr been mistaken for a diff age so none ig

Have tattoos/Want any tattoos?

-do not but I do plan on getting at least one sometime, prob zelda related

Got any piercings/Want any piercings?

-just my ears rn but I rlly wanna get my nose re-pierced and maybe an eyebrow one too

Favorite movie?

-shrek 2 that movie is just rlly funny in spanish and I grew up watching it a lot

Someone you miss?

-…maybe my brother. but only a rice grains worth. oh and def my cousins I haven’t seen them in a while but I’d die before admitting that out loud

Most traumatic experience?

-every first day of school Ive had ever

A fact about your personality?

-well i have the same personality type as saiki and according to multiple sources, it def checks out

What you hate most about yourself?

-I’ll just take that slap then thank you.

What you love most about yourself?

-im occasionally funny w is nice ig

What you want to be when you get older?

-hopefully a writer

Your relationship with your sibling(s)?

-oof idk anymore but we were pretty close I’d say, we have a lot of similar interests but he’s like way older so he had too much other shit going on for us to b super close

Your idea of a perfect date?

-if we manage to make each other laugh that’s an automatic win for me idrc what we do

Your biggest pet peeves?

-when ppl ask me stupid questions that they could easily answer themselves I rlly don’t like talking more than I have to

Type of people you dislike?

-anyone who knows anatomy bc I’m bitter and envious of them

Do you prefer white lies or harsh truth?

-harsh truth

What you hate the most about work/ school?

-being expected to talk to ppl

What makes you happy when you're at work/school?

-I like having structure and being told exactly what I need to do and when so that

What word's upset you the most?

-“you have to order ur own food” <\3 😔

What words are you dying to hear from someone else?

-an explanation abt sm that happened yrs ago I still have yet to hear their side of things

What words make you happy when you hear them?

-my mom told me it was cold outside and i nearly exploded from joy I’ve been waiting so long to b able to wear sweaters again

Are you into girls, guys, or both?

-both, i am bi (mysel- I’m sorry.)

What makes a person attractive to you? (/what's your ideal type)?

-just someone funny and well read. and if they have a nice voice

Where would you like to live?

-somewhere where it isn’t always hot as fuck

One of your insecurities?

-rlly living up to the pfp, I get hair on my chin w I forget to shave sometimes and it’s dark so ppl close to me can def see it w is embarrassing

Your childhood career choice?

-artist

Your favorite ice cream flavor?

-vanilla, but specifically the blue bell one

What's the nicest thing someone has done for you?

-my six yr old cousin threatened to call the police on my mom cuz she thought she was hitting me and then used herself as a shield to “protect” me😭

What's the nicest thing you've done for someone?

-just lending an ear to sm who rlly needed it ig

Where would you want to be right now?

-can’t believe I’m saying this but school, I can’t function w out the constant over looming threat of deadlines, they keep me in check

Sexiest person that comes to your mind immediately? (back off. Oda's mine /j).

-^ I’m gonna have to ask u to step tf away from my wife please. ok but fr no one rlly comes to mind rn

What's one phrase you say often?

-“no thanks” and man does my fam hate it

How many languages can you speak?

-two, English and Spanish

Are you a math or arts girlie?

-ARTS. I fucking hate math sm

Have you ever played candy crush? (it’s ok lol)

-a few times, on my moms phone though cuz ofc that lady was obsessed w it

When a friend wrongs you, do you confront them about it or silently grow distant?

-silently grow distant I need to fix that fr

would you rather initiate physical affection or have someone else suddenly give you physical affection?

-neither tbh

What's your love language/how do you show love to your loved ones?

-acts of service ig

share one random fact you want to share <3

-my fav soda is Pepsi (idk there’s like three bottles rt in front of me and I can’t think of anything else)

ty for the trick or treat asks 🫶

and Happy Halloween to you too 🎃🍬

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

okai baisically

from 2011-2013 i was in a relationship w this guy who was. Well. he was just rly abusive in every way theres no dancing around it. he did this to everyone he was ever with. it was my first real relationship so it messed me up for a long time afterwards i could not trust again for many year

in 2019 i had no idea anything about him or his life but one of my good friends from back in the day told me they found his account & he was now like, an instagram famous tattoo artist. And looking at his page the majority of his clients were very young tiktokgoth type girls which freaked me out really badly knowing what he had done to me & others.

i didnt do anything about it however a week later it was still keeping me up at night so i posted about it on my close friends ig story just venting. another friend who works as a tattoo artist saw my post and was very concerned so she asked if she cld spread the info to other ppl in her community. i was like yeah sure go for it i dont wanna have my name attached but if u care enough to do that im sure its for the best

so she made a story post about it and for some reason it absolutey blew up within a matter of hours o_o it was kinda fucked but then, my ex started responding to it, and this is why i wanted to tell the story:

HIS RESPONSE WAS SOOO INCRIMINATING!! firstly he posted all these long winded paragraphs apologizing to his FANS that they have to witness all this, and how all his exes are evil stalkers out to get him because we r jealous of his success. clearly this did not go over well with people

Then the owner of the tattoo shop got in contact with me to ask about my experience. so we talked and he revealed that everyone at the shop had been suspicious of my ex for a long time because of some ways they'd seen him treating his current gf. so we talked more and went over some details, and he was like yeah im going to fire this guy..

the next day i get a message that when my ex got fired in person he had a massive tantrum and tried to trash the studio and they had to drag him out the door kicking and screaming

then my ex basically deleted his entire social media presence, remade a new insta account thats blank except for a 100 panel story highlight with posts about how cancel culture is evil and he is #1 victim of all time. its funny cus i actually agree that cancel culture is evil but like, yeah sometimes there are instances like this which is what its meant for

basically the point im getting at is that if he wasnt extremely guilty of all these allegations he wouldve just kept posting, found clientele elsewhere, continue making art, maybe faded away a little but like. it was his entire response, refusing to take any accountability whatsoever, acting like the victim, he cancelled himself!! its just funny. he's such a fucking moron

also it was rly telling how quick everyone in his irl community was to get rid of him, maybe that sounds mean but its like. they were already suspicious of him becuase he ACTS SUS!!!!! all the fucking time and the longer u know him the more unavoidable it is

ok last thing. people were so outraged about his allegations that everyone who worked in the tattoo shop did cover ups of his tattoos FOR FREE!!!!!!!!!! like, indefinitely, if u got one of his tattoos at their shop at any point in time they will cover it up for free. cus i guess he was rly that popular that everyone in london was tatted by him. Funny shit

moral of the story: if someones trying to cancel u and ur actually innocent, just keep posting. and do not write long winded manifestos about how sweet and baby and innocence u are. just ignore it and keep posting !! lol. Sorry if this is a dumb story. but its the only time i can think of where "cancelling" actually did exactly what its suppose to do

omg wait hold on i thought of another anecdotal tale to tell

[owaowabetch]

Uh Oh (Sykkuno x F!Reader)

Oneshot (maybe part of a series??? idk we’ll see): The Prequel to “Impasta” in which reader meets the gang for the first time and experiences a betrayal. Mainly Friendship

Warning: non-beta, I wrote this in one go and full sent it. 

You were a small time Twitch streamer that had recently befriend a streamer with a much larger audience, ValkyRae.  You had been talking back and forth for quite some time, since Rae’s dm to you weeks ago. You were mainly an rp channel where you played games like GTA, The Sims, and Animal Crossing. Though you gained a lot of your followers from playing League, though it mostly consisted of hate-followers that would only critique your gaming, even though you were pretty good at it. But it doesn’t bother you too much *que sob*

You were streaming GTA on a RP server playing an amish girl on a Rumspringa and wreaking havoc. You and your ‘gang’ had successfully finished hitting a bank truck ,causing your character to rake in a few thousand dollars, when you got a message from Rae asking you if you had wanted to play a few rounds of the popular game among us. 

“Alright guys, a friend asked if I wanted to join her lobby of among us. I know it’s different from the stuff i usually stream, but is that something you guys would be cool with?” You asked your chat and watch an influx of people messaging ‘yes’ or ‘pog’. You take a sip of your Starbucks and picked up your phone to message Rae that you’ll be joining. “Fair warning, I’ve never played among us. So we’ll see how this goes, guys” 

While you waited to be invited to the discord and into the lobby, you chatted with your viewers for a bit. “I just realized that I’m really awkward around new people. Like when I’m playing on the GTA Rp Server, I’m not myself, I’m a character you know? So it’s easier to talk with other people, cause they’re also role playing. Plus I don’t think I can call anyone in the discord a musty dusty rat bitch lol or sell them drugs, it’s not that kind of game...unless?...” You laugh as you login to your discord and accept the invite to the discord “alright guys! here we go~”

You enter the discord call and hear people talking. 

“Y/N!” Rae exclaims “Guys this is my new friend y/n”

“Hi” Responding to the various voices greeting you

“OK, so the code is in the chat and so are the bubbles, so your chat can see who is talking and what not” Rae explains

You input the code and saw your little character in the space ship. “Oh god guys look at us!” You ran your little character around the ship “How do we change colors? I’m not feeling this blue and I saw Rae with her lil creepy mask”

You read your chat tell you what to do so you went to the little computer to change the blue to white and clicked through all the hats til you decided on the pink flower. “How about this guys? Yellow is my favorite color but its taken”

“Alright, you ready y/n?” Rae asked

“Yup” you respond by running circles around her character

“OK i’m starting. Don’t forget to mute and close chat. You can open it back up if your imposter or dead” Rae sang “Good luck~”

“Alright chat I gotta close you til the game is done? I guess” You hum as the words ‘crewmate’ pop up. “Well at least i’m not imposter, i know the game. I mean who hasn’t at this point. I just never played it, seems to be to nerve wracking”

You open the map icon and run to where the closet yellow exclamation point was, which was admin. You make sure to note all the colors around you in there as you swipe your card “Alright, green, yellow, brown,red, and orange” You repeated the colors over and over again as you make your way into electrical when you notice something “Ok uh green is following me? I don’t know why but its freaking me out.” The lights turn off and you start freaking out “Oh god, this is where I die. Don’t I? You know what do it. Kill me! It’s probably a good idea. I’m kind of an idiot and it’ll help me figure things out on my own without the pressure” You follow the arrow pointing to a panel and you click on it “What am i supposed to do? You know green, this would be the perfect opportunity to murder me in cold blood... is this how you do it?” You flip the switches so that they are all bright green and the lights turn on “YAS BITCH, I did it” 

The green character kind of just circles your body as you do tasks in electrical, you do download, wires, and power diverter. “Ok BUT WHY IS HE FOLLOWING ME!!” 

An orange body had been reported and that two others had died (bright green and pink) and the person who reported the body was black or as his name read ‘Abe’ “Ok, so this body was in admin on card swipe”

“Well this body couldn’t have been me or y/n” Sykkuno says “I was following her this entire time”

“Yea, I’d like to know why lol? You were kinda freaking me out dude” You laugh a bit trying to play off how nervous you were to call him out on it

“Oh No! I was protecting you” Sykkuno explains “I promise”

“Sykkuno? Are you already simping for someone?” Rae feigns exasperation 

“No really guys!” He explains nervously “The new person always dies first, so I was just trying to protect her.”

You hum and smile mischievously “Unless, your just trying to gain my trust only to murder me in coldblood in front of my bestie Rae, to prove your superiority over her!?!”

Rae gasps “Really Sykkuno!?! I’m voting you just for that!”

“Wah? No wait! It’s not like that really” Sykkuno starts laughing as Rae votes “Oh God did you really vote for me?”

“Yes” Rae says and you start laughing 

“So anyways, Leslie’s body is in admin?” Hafu says wanting to talk more about the body and get all the sus’s and clears

Though you gasp when you realized a few things “wait I have some info to share” teasing Sykkuno had loosened you up a bit “it was me,green,yellow,brown,red, and orange in admin. Then me and green, uh Syyykkkuunnoo? Sorry if i didn’t say your name right, left and went into electrical, then lights were called and I fixed them before finishing off my tasks in there. So the body must’ve died during lights unless she left and came back into admin after lights were fixed? which doesn’t make much sense, sooo yea” you smiled “look at me chat! being all smart and shit” 

“yes” Poki agrees “I left admin also with Rae just before lights were called”

“Ok, so I know that puts sus on me, but I went straight to lights when they were called” Hafu says “Someone on the right side must’ve vented when lights were off. Like I was entering the hallway from storage with Tina when lights got fixed and we went to reactor room together. So it couldn’t have been me. Maybe Tina? I dont know which way she come from, but it was not me”

“That is true. I did meet up with Hafu at storage, but I don’t know man” Tina says “ I was doing download in comms”

“Oh god” You tell chat “I don’t know whether to believe Hafu or not. I know she is really good, along with Toast, but he hasn’t said anything”

“Well it is seven and we don’t vote on seven, so we can skip. Just putting a sus on Hafu” Rae says

“Yes please do” Hafu says as she votes to skip

“Do we know where the other bodies are?” Poki asks as the seconds start to dwindle down to zero “Also Toast? Why are you so quiet?”

“I’m trying to figure out a new strat, so don’t you worry. I’ll catch the killers” Toast starts to evil laugh and that was the end of the meeting.

“Ok we’re susing Hafu for this.Though I don’t think it’s her only cause I remember watching one of her imposter plays and it would be a too obvious kill,since so many people were there, it just doesn’t make sense, so someone venting in and killing is plausible or could be a self report? I don’t know lol It’s my first game” You run with Sykkuno and finish up your tasks together. Though lights were called when you both were at shields, you can see the vent pop open and in your little vision bubble you see a flash of red “Whelp this is where I die, I’d like to rate Sykkuno an 8 out of 10 for protecting me, but obviously I am now died” True to your word Rae killed you and you saw Sykkuno running around like a headless chicken when he reports your body 

“Oh God! They got her when I was trying to protect her!” Sykkuno exclaims 

“Sykkuno! You were supposed to be protecting her!?” Rae shouts “What happened? Did you kill her in cold blood? hmm?”

“smh Rae, you murdered me right in front of Sykkuno” You sigh “Well chat looks like I’m dead and we can speak now”

“No!” Sykkuno denies “I said I was going to protect her. I wouldn’t kill her after saying that”

“Well she’s dead now Sykkuno! Where’s the body?” Toast dramatically says

“It’s in shields. It happened when lights were off” Sykkyno says “I’m sorry y/n, I couldn’t protect you”

“Aw that is so cute” You pout at his apology, it wasn’t his fault. It was dark, so obviously he couldn’t see

“Well I don’t think Sykkuno did this, He said he was protecting her to everyone, so I can say that he’s crew” Hafu says “I’m at light panel, I remember seeing Poki and Tina there”

“I can confirm this” Poki says “So Toast let’s hear your big brain play. What’s your strat?”

It was silent for a minute, before Toast admits that he doesn’t have one.

“Ok so we can all agree that Toast is the imposter right?” Rae says “Vote him outta here!”

“Yep” Tina agrees hitting that vote on him and many follow suit

“Wait guys! WAIT! I do! I do have a strat” Toast screams out “Uhhh... wires! The wires guys!”

“Lol they’re gunna vote him off” You watch people voting “Rae is probably gunna win this”

“Yea, you’ve done that pay before” Poki laughs

“Don’t worry I’ll skip Toast” Sykkuno says 

“Why would you skip if we’re on 6?” Rae asks “Is Toast your imposter buddy?”

“Wah? I said I was protecting y/n, why would I kill her?” Trying to make his innocence obvious 

“Unless you killed her by accident or Toast did and you’re trying to protect him like the Simp you are!” Rae accuses him

Tina starts to also question Sykkuno “Wait a second, I dont think I’ve seen you do a single task this entire game! You’ve just been following y/n all around! We should vote him off next!”

“Guys, I swear it’s not me, it just doesn’t make sense” You can hear him plead “Oh no guys, how did this get twisted? It’s Rae! But how did it go to thinking Sykkuno as imposter?”

The meeting ends with Toast screaming into the abyss as he is yeeted out with Sykkuno telling him that he voted to skip.

“Ok then chat, looks like the imposters are gunna win, lets talk for a bit” You sigh and start reading the comments “ I know that I didn’t talk much with them, but I’m just awkward in general and I don’t know what to say to them. This is the first time playing with a group like this where i’m supposed to be myself and not a character.”

The words Defeat appeared on screen and there was Hafu and Rae as imposter. “I honestly didn’t think it was Hafu”

“Hafu was that you that killed Leslie in admin? I didn’t think it was “You asked when you returned to the lobby

“NO! I got framed by my own partner” Hafu explains before taking her bathroom break

“How did Rae get that kill cause I was with her?” Poki asks

“I vented from Caf back into admin when lights were off” Rae laughs “and I vented into shields and killed y/n right in front of Sykkuno!”

“Im sorry for not being able to protect you” Sykkuno runs circles around my character “Next round I’ll do better! I promise”

You laugh and start chasing after him in the ship “What if you end up as imposter?”

“Then I’ll have to look away as my imposter buddy kills you” Sykkuno laughs behind his hand and clears his throat “Im joking, Im joking, I promise”

“Wow Sykkuno” You tsk and run over to the opposite side of the room “I don’t know if I want your protection services now”

“Uh” Sykkuno splutters “I’m joking I promise! I won’t kill you as imposter”

“Wait til Corpse hears you simping over someone else” Poki says before starting the game

“Wait Hafu is still in the bathroom!” Rae exclaimed, but it was to late to stop the game from starting, so she’ll have to jump in when she comes back. Though you swear you feel your heart jump out of your chest when the words Imposter read on you screen. The 1st of the night for you and another in a row for Hafu.

“Oh God guys. Hafu is in the bathroom, but she has to carry us” You start to panic “What we do we do!?! Wait is Sykkuno seriously gunna follow us? Should we kill him or would that be to obvious?” You see the chat tell you that it would be to obvious and that it would be better to maybe frame him, but it seems to mean to you “Should we kill someone in front of him? You know to test his loyalty? It’s a terrible idea”

Though before you go on to fake tasks, you see Sykkuno standing on top of Hafu’s body, so you also go ontop of Sykkuno’s and to the outside perspective you are protecting Hafu, but really for you it’s to ensure that your imposter partner is going to be walking around and killing people,once she comes back from the bathroom. It seems that Hafu is back from the bathroom as her yellow character starts making her way away from you both. You and Sykkuno make your way to admin when lights get called and Sykkuno starts to wiggle his body around into a corner. It seems as though he wants you to stack with him in a corner, but before you do you double back when you see a body pass by and kill them, though you start to laugh when you see your character kill Rae, before ‘stumbling’ into Sykkuno’s view in the corner. You both stay there as lights turn back on and go on card swipe. You think about juking Sykkuno, but realize that it’ll look sus on you for ditching him. So you two just walk around ‘completing’ tasks as every once in a while the lights would go off and you two will stack on each other or wait for doors to open which you had been closing alot of them. 

“Honestly guys I’m at a point were I just wanna murder someone in front of him” You start to evil laugh as you both stack in the corner of medbay as lights start turning on when a body got called

“It’s toast, it’s toast, it’s toast” Hafu chants as it was her who reported the body “I saw him kill Poki”

“oh she self reported” you note and click on Toast’s name but not locking in your vote just in case. You also noticed that four people had died “She killed three people!?! Wow she is beast in this game! Holy Shit guys”

“see, from my perspective it’s hafu. I didn’t see the kill, but I did see blood splatter and Hafu immediately reported the body and blamed me, so it has to be Hafu. I’m voting her” Toast explains and votes her

“no no no no no no no. I saw you kill her when lights got fixed.” Hafu describes her side and what she did in that round “ Ok guys I was afk for like the first 20 seconds and I see Sykkuno and y/n there standing on me in caf., and I’m just doing my tasks, which I finished by the way, so I’m just going back and forth going to cams and just walking around to find any dead bodies. So if you saw cams on in the last 30 or so seconds it was me. I’ve also been fixing lights too! Peter and Leslie should be able to vouch for me on that! But on this round of lights I’m making my way to go help fix them when i see blood flicker in my little bubble and as it starts to get bigger I see Toast walking away from it. Its Toast. It is 100% Toast.” She locks her vote on him “Vote him please. If you don’t vote then you’re either imposter or just throwing”

“I don’t know guys” You start and hover your mouse over the green checkmark next to Toast’s name “I’ve been with Sykkuno the entire round and we did guard Hafu’s body. For Hafu to say that she saw Toast kill, but toast didn’t see Hafu kill? It just doesnt make sense so I’m voting Toast” You lock your vote in when Hafu reminds everyone that crew has to vote together since it is on six. Reminding Peter and Leslie that Hafu has been fixing lights got their votes, but Sykkuno was hesitant “You know I can never vote Toast guys, but I have been with y/n this entire time and I know it’s not her. So, I’m sorry Toast but uh” He locks his vote in for either Hafu or Toast? Who knows if he’s simping over Toast hard.

“Sykkuno?” You can hear Toast tremble his voice “Sy-sykkuno? Who did you vote for? Sykkuno!?!?! Do- Don’t tell me...did you really vote me?”

“I uh “ He clears his throat as the votes get out and all of us had voted Toast 

Toast gasps “Sykkuno!?! How could you!?!?!”

“I’m sorry! I just trust y/n!” Sykkuno explains as Toast’s body once again gets yeeted out into space. 

“Wow guys, looks like we’re gunna win our first imposter game!” You wiggle around happily “and we literally did nothing...wait we killed Rae! We got our revenge from the last round mwua hahahahaha”

Sykkuno and I run circles around each other before walking back into medbay. You can see Hafu kind of trailing behind and the doors get locked with us three in it, but Hafu is just standing there. “Chat what is Hafu doing? Why is she just standing there” You can see Sykkuno step on the med scan “Wait she wants ME to kill SYKKUNO! Oh god that is so evil lol but i’m so useless as imposter, so I might as well get in at least 25% of the kills” 

Once Sykkuno steps off you just murder him and you see that you had won.

“I- I can’t believe you just killed me!?! I trusted you y/n” Sykkuno exclaims

“Sykkuno” Rae sighs “she KILLED ME in caf! Why did no one NOT SEE MY CHOPPED BODY IN CAF!”

You just laugh “I’m sorry Sykkuno, but my chat was telling me that Hafu wanted me to kill you”

“Yea, cause I did like all of the kills and sabotages” Hafu recounts who and how she killed 

“Sykkuno, you giant simp. I can’t believe you vote me” Toast tsk’ed 

“I can’t believe y/n was the imposter! and she killed me!” Sykkuno shakes his head “you know what i’m no longer protecting you anymore”

“Wait Sykkuno I’m sorry. Really” You giggle 

“No no no it’s ok, it’s all part of the game” Sykkuno reassure you that he is not actually mad and that he hoped you had fun “But i wont be protecting you from now on, I have scars now”

So, you play a few more games before calling it quits and end your stream. Later on, you find that Sykkuno started following you on Twitter and Instagram, You totally did not stalk both of his pages and you totally don’t think that he’s cute.....

SideNote: You totally murdered someone in front of Sykkuno and he totally didn’t snitch on you. Instead he protected you as you ran around killing more people in front of him and like the giant Simp he is he totally went ‘I neva snitch on you Daddy, I hold a brick for you Daddy’.

[suckishima]

Heyyo! I just wanted to say I love your blog and its honestly a place I come to when I need a pick me up lol. Also knowing that you also watch coach Donny's videos I feel this weird connection with you even though we literally do not know each other XD.

This isn't really an ask lol honestly its more of a vent/share "session" for me haha, and knowing that you understand the emotional hold Haikyuu can have on its fans and how anyone can relate to the feelings, I just needed a space to share lol.

I was just rereading ch 368, and by the time I got to the final lines of "you are the defeated, what will you be tomorrow?" I literally started crying lol. I just completed my 4 years as a D1 college athlete (swimming!) this spring. I was captain this final year (I can relate to Daichi too much) and having my final season during the pandemic was just such a roller coaster. My 17 year career as an athlete, basically majority of my identity, ended on such a meh note and I'm still processing everything. Just reading ch 368 made me so emotional coz it felt like my past year was laid out in front of me and ugh idk but you probably get it XD. Anyway sorry to bug you! Thank you again for having such a fun and positive blog :)

Omg, thank you so much this was so sweet of you!! And yess shout out to Coach Donny's reaction videos, I look forward to them every week haha. It's been so interesting to not only see the show through someone else's eyes, but to also get more in depth info about the actual volleyball too.

And just, yeah ah, I don't even know how to fully articulate it that well, but I really like how you put it: "the emotional hold Haikyuu can have on its fans." That really is SO accurate and it's what keeps me rereading the story over and over again. Haikyuu just does such a good job of portraying that feeling of wanting to better yourself, and doing it in a way that makes it feel real and tangible.

I'm sorry that your last year felt so meh because of the pandemic too, I can't imagine what it was like to be captain in such weird circumstances, but it still sounds like it was an amazing experience overall!! And I think I do get what you mean. I was a dancer for ten years (albeit I wasn't very good, and I was very Tsukki "why should I put my all into something when I'll never be the best—more effort just means more pain later" etc) and I stopped when I was 18 and was diagnosed with a chronic autoimmune disease. I very vividly remember my last performance and knowing the entire time that it was the last one. And even though I was never Hinata levels of motivated, it was still ten years of my life, practicing for hours and hours a week—and you're right it totally does become a huge part of your identity, and then when it just ends it's sort of surreal. When you dedicate so much of your life to something like that, it absolutely feels like you lose a part of yourself when it's over.

Honestly, that's a big reason Haikyuu, and specifically that line from 368, hits so hard for me too. Because it's a sports manga/anime, it feels like the end goal should be all about being the best and winning, but Haikyuu does such an amazing job at emphasizing the playing itself. It knows that yes, the players want to win, but what they really want, is to play. It knows that the joy comes from the experience and not the outcome.

I love how Haikyuu then answers the question of not "what if we lose" but "well what if you can't play anymore?" And the answer is really that line: "today you are the defeated, what will you become tomorrow?" I like how it doesn't focus on the permanence that can come with loss, but instead emphasizes the transition to something else and how you as an individual have to find that something else yourself—whether it's continuing to play some more, or moving on to other things. It's bittersweet, but I also personally find it really motivating. We aren't just what happened yesterday, we're also what happens tomorrow. And just like all things, it takes practice to learn to be okay.

[wondersbeyondcompare]

More Majid Stuff

I post once in a blue moon b/c I work in random bursts and get tired easily, but here are some rambles about Majid that I’ve saved in my Notes app and probably haven’t mentioned before!

There are some rumors circulating around Majid regarding his wealth

More specifically: how he got his wealth

All these rumors range from him being a secret son of a noble family to taking shady underground jobs that paid ridiculously well

His name had been searched up more than once, but the only thing that pops up is a bakery business w/ a small branch located in the Land of Hot Sands... not too far from where Majid grew up...

Majid’s a quick learner; he just lacks the motivation lol 

Tends to overthink too often, tho, coming up with detailed plans to get out of doing the most mundane stuff

Funny to watch but a pain in the ass to comprehend 😔

Although Majid tries to get out of doing most stuff, there are some things he can’t let slide

He can get picky over how some tasks are done; honestly??? this might be a good tactic on getting him to work (“Hey, Majid. Can you help set up the decorations for tonight’s party?” “No.” “Aaaa, okay, guess we’ll just have Mark do it-“ “Mark? You want to leave decorating to him? Do you want the lounge looking like a highlighter projectile vomited over the walls and ceiling? Give me those streamers. I’ll do it myself-“)

Definitely a quality over quantity kind of person; his room may be a mess of different things, but, rest assured, it’s only the best of the best of stuff that stay for long like lava lamps

I want to say that Majid is picky about a lot of things in general, but he does have his exceptions; for example: food, napping locations, job opportunities, ummm (･_･;) That’s most of what I can think of right now, dang

This pickiness is kiiind of 👉👈 referencing a trait that the Cave of Wonders has; like the whole “only a diamond in the rough shall enter here“ business that was going on idk I’m trying my best

As you can see, I went ham when it came to the “Who disturbs my slumber” line the tiger head had lol 😅(sorry that had become your defining trait, m’boi)

And the mass of riches he’s accumulated over the years was another obvious reference to the inside of the cave as well; can also act as a loose metaphor of what’s stopping him from getting the help he needs; as the treasures in the cave were put there w/ the intent of distracting a person from the ultimate goal of the magic lamp, so does his own treasures serve as a temporary distraction from moving forward in his life

But if that’s too much of a stretch, then plz slap the inner English teacher in me and then myself

Majid’s good at looking through people’s facades and judging a person’s true character, but it’s not like he does much w/ this info

Unless they try confronting him or something, he just avoids/shuts down people he gets bad vibes from

Doesn’t make tactless comments; figured out that dealing with pissed off people was more work than it’s worth

Boi tends to ask a lot of questions when speaking to other people; partly b/c of trust issues; partly b/c he might be lowkey judging you (can’t use his unique magic all the time after all :/)

He’s the type of person who acts like he knows everything, but he really doesn’t; just hates getting looked down upon in general; will bluff his way through situations by being as vague as possible

He leans towards how his mother used to speak; that is: beating around the bush

He won’t lie to you, but it might take some time until he’ll give you the whole truth; and when I say it’ll take some time, IT REALLY WILL TAKE SOME TIME B/C THIS BOY IS UNBELIEVABLY STUBBORN 

Is casual to whoever he speaks to, no matter the age; if he gets extremely annoyed with someone, especially if they’re older than him, he’ll use this over exaggerated polite tone that makes it real obvious he’s fed up with them

Gets ticked off whenever anyone advises him to do anything, but he’ll still take that advice to heart

Majid’s probably tired all the time b/c of all the jewelry he’s carrying around smh

Majid sounds/looks like he’s angry all the time, but that’s just his resting face 😔; I mean, he’s always a little irritated, but it’s mostly b/c he’s stuck in that state of being forced awake from a deep afternoon nap (b/c... that’s usually what happens to him)

Plus, have you met his upperclassmen? Have you seen what was going on in Scarabia during Chapter 4?????? Have you met the headmaster of this school????????  (; ω ; )

He doesn’t like people touching stuff that’s his; same thing goes for people touching stuff in general that aren’t theirs; doesn’t like thieves (he’s stolen stuff when he was younger, but he justifies that he only did so to survive; and he’s not entirely wrong)

Ironic b/c his mom was a thief 🤭 

He’s also a pretty obedient student save for the whole “trying to sleep in class w/o getting caught” thing that he’s still trying to accomplish; doesn’t like it when the professors get strict with him but will grit his teeth and bear with it

Prefers magic carpets to magic broomsticks; there’s just a lot more surface area when it comes to carpets plus he’s more familiar with the former

Spends a lot of his time in the Scarabia storage room b/c it reminds him of his bedroom back home; probably became buddies w/ Kalim’s magic carpet while he was there too

But if we’re talking about the type of people Majid could tolerate befriending uummm... maybe those with good hearts?? Idk, like those who are genuinely trying to be a good person no matter what kind of obstacles they run into (referencing how the cave of wonders only let a diamond in the rough enter)

They don’t have to be all nice or sweet, but as long as Majid can tell they have kind intentions, he won’t immediately leave them

Has a “haaah... these guys are hopeless... might as well keep an eye on them so they don’t screw up any more than they already have” attitude towards these people

Other type of person Majid would unintentionally befriend are those who are also annoyed of being told what to do by upperclassmen/authority figures; ☺️🙏  vent out your frustrations together wooo

Has some squabbles with Leona when it comes to napping locations

It’s actually pretty funny to watch b/c they both don’t want to give up their spot but also they don’t want to bother getting up 

Leona wins most of the time, tho

Majid may have had a lot of energy when he was younger but now he’s a g e d

I rarely mention Majid’s lava illusion magic thing, but yeah that’s a thing; he probably won’t be able to use it to its full extent until his last year of high school and maybe a little bit later; it takes up a ton of energy; I keep on imagining him using it and joking that “aaaa the floor is lava lol”, but then I remember the psychological effects this ability has on the victim and 😬 yikes scratch that

Majid has a loud clear voice when he speaks; often startles whoever’s walking by when he naps in the shadows

 As a result of spending most of his time w/o a stable support system and no one static to guide his beliefs, Majid doesn’t follow any particular religion; he does have coworkers back at the curio/appraisal/pawn shop who do, tho, and while he doesn’t entirely understand it, he respects them as much as he can

I’ve said before that Majid selfishly keeps all his wealth to himself for fear of losing his self worth, but there are some exceptions (such as to anyone he passes who’s begging in the streets, a coworker who’s struggling to make ends meet, etc.)

He’s fine with giving away some money, but not in huge amounts 

 And if he’s giving money to anyone, it’s done in a round about way; usually w/ a dismissive excuse 

If this boi had a route, depending on how the MC acts around him, the majority of it will be spent breaking down those walls and befriending him; generally going like this: shovel all trust issues into incinerator one by one —>Get him to tolerate you —> Get him to trust you —> Befriend (?) Him —> Deal w/ his other deep seated issues —-> Romance (if we’re going for that otome game kinda thing i guess???))

I can just imagine Majid temporarily visiting the Land of Hot Sands w/ MC after befriending him and finding out the truth about his parents through his boss at the curio shop; MC encourages him to travel north to pay a visit at some facility b/c it’s rumored that at least his father is still alive 

(No idea what happened to Lara; probably suffered worse consequences due to making several prison breaks; had decently powerful magical abilities, so that would probably explain the whole forced amnesia thing that happened after their disappearance) 

Majid is torn b/w wanting to go alone b/c this is a personal matter (And he wants MC to be safe) and being scared of losing MC if something horrible happens to him on his journey north; he knows what it’s like to be suddenly abandoned, and he doesn’t want that for anybody, especially for someone he cares about 

He doesn’t want to repeat his father’s mistakes, regardless if it was accidental or not 

Majid decides to go on his own; probably had some touching parting w/ MC; maybe we’ll go full otome and have a hugging CG where he swears that he will be back for MC

And MC is just like “Aight;;; cool;;; good luck;;”; something sentimental like that 

Couple of days passed; we’re worried about him 

He returns with a worried look on his face before breaking into a relieved smile when he sees MC; power walks to hug them even tighter than before

Majid thanks them for all they’ve done; he then spends the rest of the day and well into the night describing all he’s experienced and his visit with his dad

 They go back to NRC and Majid is less bratty than before, much to the surprise of Jamil and to the delight of Kalim; actually starts to make an effort to not push people away at every opportunity (b/c he originally felt like they all had their own hidden agenda and were just using him for their own gain, y’know)

Boi becomes even more clingy towards MC; by that, I don’t mean he’s overly attached to them (he’s afraid of making the same mistake he did in the past), but rather he shows it through light casual touches here and there (a brush of the fingers when exchanging papers, patting MC’s head when they do something well, gently tugging at their sleeve when he needs their attention) and constantly checking up on them to see how they’re doing

Awkward levels in Majid increase as he constantly wonders if he’s crossing a line when it comes to him showing any kind of affection; he doesn’t want to come off as creepy and make MC hate him

Might also resist being given love and affection at first; but once he gets used to it, he absolutely m e l t s

Cuddles are 👌; might give teary eyes if MC tries to leave early during a cuddling session, but he won’t pressure them to stay; a touch starved boi

Doesn’t think much of PDA, giving or receiving; full on making out and anything further is kind of a no-go, tho;  hugging is nice and so are short and sweet kisses; will glare at anybody who says anything about it

If his s/o was clingier than he is, he might get a little embarrassed; same thing goes if his s/o was really cute

Definitely the type of boyfriend to buy random gifts for his s/o b/c these things reminded him of them

Younger Majid was in full on puppy mode all the time, or at least when he was around people he liked; also a huge people pleaser too, since he was afraid of them leaving him 

He was probably reckless too in order to entertain his friends

Was really polite, especially when it came to adults; always calling them Mister and Miss(us)

He was also just loud 

Future Majid (if he came to terms with most of his problems) would be more mellow than his teenage self; still anti-social but he’s less angry at the world now; would go on to own the curio shop after the previous owner passed on; reverted it into both a jewelry/appraisal shop in order to honor his father plus respect the previous owner’s memory as well

Sells and repairs jewelry and appraises supposedly rare items that come through his store; still does odd jobs for the people in the neighborhood but his prices aren’t as outrageously high as he made them when he was younger

He names the new store after his mother, at the request of his father (plus I only recently heard the song “House of Gold” by Twenty One Pilots and hnnnmmg it fits well with this golden boy)

Majid is interested in most things related to jewelry, probably subconsciously influenced by his father; this includes repairing bits of jewelry; he moves delicately when it comes to these kinds of tasks

He’s a night owl; it’s much quieter at night

Has bad posture from sleeping in different weird places

His body is prone to heating up easily; the fact that he lives in the Land of Hot Sands and was also sorted into Scarabia is just unfortunate luck

Sneaks off to cooler areas on campus in his free time to chill; one of his favorite spots is the Octavinelle lounge since it’s air conditioned and dark, and he can get away with taking a nap before going over his time limit and getting kicked out

The library is nice too (´∀｀)

Would like to go to Ignihyde too, but he’s put off by the feeling of being underground (gotta have that bit of irony like Jamil being afraid of bugs 👌)

He tolerates Kalim better than Jamil; probably b/c the latter scolds him for slacking off

Actually went to Kalim for tutoring advice once before realizing part of the way that his senior had no idea what he was doing; Jamil has earned his respect when it comes to academics

Kinda jealous of the duo’s stamina; Majid’s usually heaving for air after long marches or if he’s ever chosen as a backup dancer for one of Scarabia’s many parties; he’s the ( ・∇・) least athletic of my OCs...

No, he can’t dance, but he can feign the movements well enough to not get caught

[zerotosiki]

Playing Among Us (Daminette ver.)

Pairing(s): Damian Wayne (DC) x Marinette Dupain-Cheng (MLB)  

Word Counts: Roughly around 5400-ish words? Yikes.

AN: I had fun time writing this scenarios, LOL. Probably there’s some characters who are going to be OOC, some curses (I did censor it tho) and my grammatical error as always. 

I got this inspiration from one of @beautiful-disasters-sunshine​‘s post about Amoung Us and daminette. I hope it’s okay for me to post this?

If you don’t know Among Us game yet, I suggest you to search about that game first, either by watching from youtube or reading some infos from the other sites for a better understanding. Credit to @ozmav​ for creating maribat’s au.

Hope you enjoy this!

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Let's just say, all Marinette's friends already know Damian being her boyfriend. Since Among Us is so popular, they decided to try it and Marinette invite Damian because they need 1 more person to fill in. ++With the setting: when you voted someone out, you can’t see if they’re really the impostor or not.

So here’s the list who are playing:

Marinette

Adrien

 Alya

Nino

Max

Lila

Chloe

Kagami

Luka

Damian

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Round 1 (The Skeld Map):

Impostor: Lila & Nino

Lila killed Chloe and not a second later Marinette come. Since Lila has been busted, she quickly self-reported and accusing Marinette while defending herself. Marinette who is still in a state of shock just like “..What the---” (This is her first time playing, of course, she still not used to the game’s system).

[DEAD BODY OF CHLOE REPORTED]

Alya: “Where??”

Adrien: “Wow, we just started playing and someone has just been killed. Apparently, the impostor is so excited..”

Lila: “I know you won’t believe it. But I JUST SAW MARINETTE KILLED YELLOW!!!! Please vote her guys!!! I DON’T WANT TO BE THE NEXT VICTIM!!”

Alya: “Wow, okay calm down Lila.”

Alya: “Now, Marinette. What’s your story?”

Marinette in panic: “W-wait no, it’s not me guys. Ilitteralycomeheretodomytaskuntil I saw a body with Lila.”

Marinette: “OHMYGODDD”

Adrien: “...Marinette, I can’t understand you.”

Lila proceed to cry: “Look! She just stuttered guys! That’s means she’s guilty! Please guys, trust me or we will lose the game!“

Damian in disgust: “That just makes me more not wanting to believe you.”

Alya: “Well.. Marinette kinda looks suspicious here..”

Max: “We should think this carefully because I don’t want to lose the game in the first round too.”

Damian: “Habibti. Calm down and take a breath, okay? No need to rush.”

Since Nino is the other impostor, of course he should try to save his partner right? Since that’s how the games work, right?

Nino: “..Wait guys, I honestly just saw Lila run past me...”

Nino: “..So it’s unlikely she can kill someone...”

Lila: “SEE? Nino has my alibi. I’m innocent guys!”

Marinette: “Okay I need a breath.... How can you guys still calm like this damn.”

Marinette: “I’m so nervous, f*ck. My fingers were trembling now”

Luka: “Take a breath Marinette..”

Lila: “Of course you were nervous because you’re the killer, Marinette.”

Damian: “Just shut up if you can’t stop accusing someone.”

Lila: “...duh.”

Alya: “Wait Nino, are you really telling the truth?”

Nino: “Yes of course, Alya.”

Alya: “Okay then.”

Alya voted.

Adrien: “Wait what? That’s it?”

Alya: “Well, I believe Nino won’t lie to me since he’s my boyfriend.”

Alya: “Sorry Marinette.”

Marinette: “Uh it’s fine Alya.”

Marinette: “It’s not me though guys. When I came here, there’s already a body and beside them is Lila.”

Damian: “I trust Mari is innocent. Because I believe she won’t kill someone.”

Alya: “What kind of statement is that? This is just a game, y’know. Even if I suspect Marinette is the impostor doesn’t mean I believe she kill someone in real life.”

Damian : “Well, why don’t you explain yourself, then? Why would you believe Nino?”

Alya: “Well it’s because he----“

Damian scoff: “Don’t give me the reason ‘because he is my boyfriend so there’s no way he will lie to me’ thing.”

Alya: “Ugh.”

Damian: “Just think about it. Rossi’s statement had sounded too dramatic while Marinette is nervous. Do you know why?”

Alya: “..Because Marinette is guilty of being busted by Lila?”

Damian: “Ugh no. Why don’t you take the fact that this is our first time playing? The possibility of Mari being shocked for witnessing a murder right after we just started this game?”

Alya: “Uhh well... But Nino said he saw her! So there’s a witness and she’s innocent!”

Damian rolled his eyes: “That’s obviously because he’s the second impostor, Cesaire.”

Alya: “Huh...You’re--”

Lila: “Wait Alya! Don’t be fooled by him! He defends Marinette must be because he’s her boyfriend!”

Alya: “...Y-you’re right. How do you know for sure Marrinette is not the culprit? What if Marinette is the real culprit? Sorry Damian, but I’m still not convinced by your explanation.”

Max: “I agreed. In my opinion, Marinette’s argument is weak.”

Max voted.

Damian: “..You guys are hopeless.”

Adrien: “So... we can vote now right?”

Kagami: “...I guess so.”

Lila Voted.

Nino Voted.

Marinette Voted.

Damian Voted.

Luka Voted.

Kagami Voted.

Adrien: “Waiitt, who you guys voted??”

Kagami: “Just choose either Lila or Marinette, Adrien.”

Adrien: “But---“

[TIMES UP!!!]

Vote Result:

Marinette: Lila, Nino, Alya, Max.

Lila: Marinette, Damian, Kagami, Luka.

[No one was ejected.]

Next Nino manages to kill Damian while Lila kills Adrien and Kagami. Alya found Adrien’s body and report it.

[DEAD BODY OF ADRIEN REPORTED]

Lila accusing Marinette again because Adrien didn’t side with Marinette last time. Marinette defend herself and Luka defends Marinette because he’s been with Marinette all this time. Then Lila accusing Luka too for being a second impostor because she’s been watching the security camera which Max agreed because he indeed saw Lila in the security room (Not realizing that Lila just vented to the security room and dash to monitor, pretending on watching the camera to make an alibi).

Since 2 persons (Lila and Max) said the same proof, Alya believes them and they decided to vote Marinette first and then vote Luka, ignoring Marinette and Luka’s protest.

The result : Impostor’s victory. Crewmate defeated.

Damian: “SEE WHAT DID I TELL YOU?!”

Max: “NOOO.”

Chloe: “Can you guys not killing me first next time?!”

Alya: “Nino?!!! WHY???!”

Nino: “I’m really sorry babe...”

Lila: “Sorry guys. I’m just doing my role much to my discomfort... Since I don’t really want to kill you guys.”

Damian: “That’s just b*llsh*t.”

Marinette sigh: “Let’s just move to the next round, ‘kay?”

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Round 2 (The Skeld Map):

Impostor: Lila & Kagami

Lila gets to kill Marinette and Luka while Kagami kills Max and Chloe. Nino found Max’s body and report it.

[DEAD BODY OF MAX REPORTED]

Alya: “Where’s the body?”

Nino: “I found the body in the electrical. I don’t see the culprit though. Just the body.”

Alya: “...It’s not you, right?”

Nino: “No no no, it’s not me, Alya. Trust me. This time I’m not the impostor!”

Adrien: “Wait, it’s not just Max died tho—“

Damian: “...WHO KILLED MARINETTE?!!!! F*CK NEVERMIND, I’LL COME TO YOU AND KILL YOU MYSELF.”

Kagami: “..It’s not me for sure...”

Alya: “H-hey calm down yourself! This is just a game, remember? Marinette is not really dead...”

Nino: “Yeah, take a chill pill, don’t you?”

At this point, if Damian can, he’ll burn them with his glare. Poor his phone though, being the victim of his glare.

Lila: “..Guys, you may not believe this. But I think one of the impostors is Damian. And I think he’s the one who kills Max, Luka, or Chloe...”

Damian: “..what the f*ck?”

Adrien: “Huh? Why would you think like that, Lila?”

Alya: “Yeah, care to explain, girl?”

Lila: “Because as you can hear his exclaim saying he will kill Marinette’s killer. What if he really can kill because he IS the impostor? I very much doubt he will target Marinette and that’s why he choose someone else like Luka, Max, or Chloe.”

Alya: “Ohhh that’s why he’s so furious when he found out someone else killed Marinette, right? Oh gosh, Damian, you almost got me! Don’t think you can fool me, huh!”

Alya voted.

Damian: “What the h*ll you were saying? If I were really the impostor, I would’ve already known who is it and I can just kill them myself without asking it, you stupid.”

Nino: “That’s not nice, dude. And I don’t think you can kill your partner-in-crime. That’s not how the game works.”

Nino voted.

Lila voted.

Damian voted.

Kagami voted.

Adrien: “Wait who you guys voted this time??”

Damian: “...Who do you think it is, Agreste?”

Adrien: “Uuum...”

Adrien voted.

Vote Result:

Damian: Lila, Alya, Nino

Lila: Damian, Adrien, Kagami

Lila: “Adriennn?!! Why?! I thought you trust me?!!”

Adrien: “Sorry. Damian is way scarier than Father.”

Kagami chooses Lila over Damian because she knows Damian isn’t the type you can fool so easily and she doesn’t want to make Damian suspicious of her.

[No one was ejected.]

At this point, Damian is really angry because:

First, in the first round, they were voting off Marinette, ignoring her plea.

Second, someone dares to kill his habibti (he suspect Lila, Alya, or Nino).

So without a second thought, he hacks the game himself, making he can kill someone including the impostors (even if he’s not the impostor) and setting the killing duration’s time to zero so he can begin his killing spree.

After that, he kills the first person he saw, which is Nino, and then he manage to kill Alya before finally, he found Lila and before she can touch him, he already twist her neck, much to her horror and disbelief.

Adrien who found Nino’s body, report it.

[DEAD BODY OF NINO REPORTED]

Adrien: “Guys, I found Nino’s body in---“

Kagami: “What the--”

Adrien: “...Huh? What’s wrong Kagami?”

Kagami: “Oh nothing nothing! Continue, Adrien.”

Adrien: “Okay..? As I said before, I found the body in the cafeteria beside Alya’s body if I’m not wrong..”

Since Kagami is the other impostor, she’s surprised to see Lila dead when she’s the impostor. It’s so weird unless someone did something to the game..? Don’t tell me...

Kagami: ��...Damian?”

Damian: “What?”

Kagami: “By any chance.. Did you the one who kills them?”

Damian: “What makes you say that? It could be Adrien or maybe... It could be you.”

Adrien: “What?! Me?! Nonsense, it’s not me!! I’m a crewmate..”

Damian: “Yes, yes, whatever you say, Agreste. Though, I may or may not be the one who killed them. But just so you know, the impostor one is obviously not me.”

Adrien: “What do you mean??? I don’t understand. So are you the impostor??”

Damian: “Nope.”

Kagami: “But you killed them.”

Damian: “Maybe.”

Adrien: “Uuuhh.. I’m so confused.. who should I vote then..?”

Kagami: “It’s Damian.”

Kagami voted.

Damian voted.

Damian: “I vote Tsurugi since she’s so sure it was me when the truth is I’m not the impostor. You can choose whatever you believe, but you should know, the result of the game now depending on your choice.”

Adrien: “Uuhh.. I’m really sorry Kagami. Damian is just so scary.”

Adrien voted.

Kagami: “That’s okay, Adrien.”

Vote result:

Kagami: Damian, Adrien.

Damian: Kagami.

[Kagami was ejected.]

The Result: Crewmate’s victory. Impostor defeated.

Damian: “Good job, Agreste.”

Alya: “What the h*ll, Damian?!”

Nino: “That’s not a cool move, dude.”

Max: “Cheating is not allowed. Not only it’s breaking the game, but it’s also breaking the mood of other players.”

Marinette: “Damiannnn.”

Damian: “Yes, Habibti? They killed you. Not only that, they are annoying. They deserved that.”

Alya: “Okay that’s it!”

*Damian kicked out*

Marinette: “Alya! You don’t have to do that!”

Alya: “Marinette, he’s so rude all the time and he’s cheating too. I can’t tolerate it anymore. Sorry.”

Adrien: “Huh?? What’s really happened??”

Chloe: “I don’t really care. Just make sure next time, don’t kill me first again. I want to vote someone too, damm*t.”

Marinette: “Alya! Please? Won’t you consider it again? I’ll make sure he won’t do that again next time!”

Alya: “Only if he apologize first, Marinette.”

Marinette: “Thank you, Alya.”

Marinette then chats with Damian.

Marinette: “Damian, I know you are upset because of what they did to me... But please just endure it and promise not to do something like that again, okay?”

Damian: “Why would I do that? They are annoying as h*ll in the first place.”

Marinette: “Pleaseeee Dami? ...Because honestly? I... want to play together with you, Dami...”

Damian: “...............”

Marinette: “Damiiiii? Pleaseee? Just this once?”

Damian: “Okay okay Mari. I’ll apologize to them. Just for you, Habibti.”

Marinette: “Yaay! Thank youu! That’s my boyfriend <3.”

  ~~~~~~>

Round 3 (The Skeld Map)

Impostor: Damian & Adrien

If you think Damian is very happy right now, then maybe you’re not exactly wrong. Even his brothers can see his ‘sadistic smile’, much to their horror. Once again, we offer our sincere condolences to his phone.

Damian had planned various plans to get his revenge on them all, much to his delight. And he decided to spare Lila for the last. What he means by last is not the real last. Let’s made her taste how it feels like to be accused, shall we? Of course, he refused to kill his habibti and hope Adrien will do the same too.

The first Damian’s victim is Kagami while Adrien manages to kill Luka but sadly Nino witness it and he then reports it.

[DEAD BODY OF LUKA REPORTED]

Alya: “Where??”

Chloe: “Finally! Thanks whoever you’re, Impostors, for not killing me.”

Nino: “Duude.. That’s totally noob’s move lol. Why don’t you just vented instead of running to me?”

Adrien: “Uuuhh... because I’m not the Impostor..?”

Nino: “Yeah, Totaaally ‘convinced’.”

Marinette: “What’s happening?”

Max: “Please explain, Nino.”

Nino: “I saw a body and at the same time, Adrien was running from the body to me.”

Alya: “Care to share your argument, Adrien?”

Adrien: “It’s not me! Really!”

Alya: “That’s totally sus.”

Max: “Agreed.”

Chloe: “You’re really not suitable to be the Impostor, Adrikins.”

Marinette: “Yeah lol.”

Adrien: “Hey, I tried, okay?!”

Damian: “Better luck next time, Agreste.”

Adrien: “Sorry :(“

Marinette: “Just ignore what Dami said, Adrien. This is just a game, just for fun. No need to be hard on yourself.”

Nino: “In fact, it’s just got funnier lol, plus, I got to see some funny things.”

Lila: “Guys? Remember we still got another impostor to find out? They’re probably the ones who kill Kagami!”

Max: “Right.. Anyone have a clue on that?”

Chloe: “I was checking the security camera and I saw Kagami went to Upper Engine but I don’t see anyone else after that..”

Max: “So it’s none, huh..”

Marinette: “Wait.. Talk about sus.. Damian, tell me, why are you following me again?”

Damian: “I’m not. I’m just protecting you from the impostor.”

Marinette: “That’s cute but you know I can take care of myself.”

Damian: “Of course you are, Habibti. I just take a precaution.”

Marinette: “But you still can’t defend me from the impostor, Dami. That’s not how the game works. They can still kill you, me, or the other crewmates.”

Damian: “At least, I can protect you by dying first. They can’t kill you because of the duration and not only that, you can report them immediately.”

Marinette: “....What if they get me first before you can?”

Damian: “......Then I’ll make them pay later in real life.”

Marinette: “Dami noo.”

Damian: “Dami yes.”

Chloe: “You guys are so cute that’s so sickening to me. Why don’t you guys get a room?!”

Alya: “Wait Marinette. Are you telling us that Damian is probably the other impostor?”

Marinette: “What-- no, Alya. I’m just curious why he was following me at that time.”

Lila: “Isn’t that make him more suspicious? Why following someone if he were a crewmate? Shouldn’t he has tasks to do?”

Damian: “You’re forgetting something. I don’t follow rules. And again, I’m not just following her. I’m protecting her.”

Marinette: “Wait guys, I wanna try something to make you guys know if he’s the other impostor or not.”

Alya: “What is it, girl?”

Marinette: “Okay, here I go. ...Dami?”

Damian: “Yes Habibti?”

Marinette: “Are you the impostor?”

Damian: “Yes.”

Marinette: “See guys? He’s ---. Wait what?”

Nino: “Hahaha Nice joke, dude.”

Alya: “Haha yes, because there’s no way the real impostor would say something so honest like that.”

Lila: “Wait guys, but what if he really said the truth?”

Max: “Nah, there’s no way, Lila. The impostor’s rule is to hide your real identity as long as you can.”

Adrien: “There’s such a rule??”

Max: “Nope. But that’s the logical thing everyone should come up.”

Chloe: “Start your vote peasants, we don’t have many times left.”

Chloe voted.

Adrien: “..Who do we vote again?”

Nino: “Of course it’s you, dude.”

Alya: “For the other impostor, we should gather more clues though.”

Nino voted.

Alya voted.

Max voted.

Lila voted.

Marinette voted.

Damian voted.

Adrien voted.

Vote result:

Adrien: Chloe, Nino, Alya, Max, Lila, Marinette, Damian, Adrien.

Marinette: “Lol why did you vote on yourself, Adrien?”

Adrien: “That’s because almost all of you vote for me. I don’t really have much choice..”

[Adrien was ejected.]

Now Adrien has been ejected but that doesn’t discourage Damian from doing his plan. Because he himself believes he can still kill them even without Adrien’s help (ouch). Damian sneakily moves from vent to another vent to search for the next victim and when he comes to electrical, he spotted Nino standing near the vent, doing the cable thing, and Lila, probably doing her tasks. This is a good chance. He smirks while silently and sneakily killing Nino and vented right away before Lila notices it. Damian hopes there’s someone else who witnesses Nino comes to electrical with Lila though. Now he can go back to ‘protect’ his habibti.

Not a long time after he gets back to Marinette’s side, someone reported a body, and surprisingly it’s Lila.

[DEAD BODY OF NINO REPORTED]

Alya: “Noo Ninooo! Where did you find his body?”

Lila: “It’s in the electrical, Alya. But you have to trust me. It’s not me! I literally come here with Nino and when I’m done doing my task, Nino’s already dead. Right. Beside. Me. Much to my disappoinment, I don’t see the culprit though.”

Alya: “Electrical? But that’s when I saw you with him—“

Lila: “Yes, that’s why you must know that the culprit surely is not me. Because there’s no way I would kill him here and then report it. I’m not that stupid, Alya.”

Alya: “..Yeah.. that’s possible too..”

Lila: “I don’t see the culprit but I have the suspect. It’s must be Damian!”

Marinette: “Why? He’s been with me though.”

Lila: “All the time?”

Marinette: “Hmm.. Well, I don’t know Lila. I don’t really give him much attention since I’m still doing my tasks.”

Damian: “...Let me give my alibi. I was with Marinette and I do indeed goes to different places but it was the Upper Engine.”

Lila: “Is there someone else other than Marinette who can testify his alibi?”

Max: “I don’t know, I was in the cafeteria.”

Chloe: “I’m in navigation, so don’t know.”

Alya: “I do saw him went to Upper Engine when I’m on the way to the security room...”

Damian: “See? Are you done now with your accuse, Rossi?”

Lila: “Wait but—“

Damian: “Because if not, then now it’s my turn. I’ll give you guys a real explanation about someone who I suspect to be the culprit. Although maybe some of you already felt suspicious about them.”

Max: “Please explain it then.”

Damian: “Now, you said you found the body in the electrical, right? And the only one who is there at the time is just one person. No one saw another person beside you, Lila. And now you trying to accuse me with your weak argument? Alya even saw you with Nino. And there’s no way, I can be there at the same time I was going to Upper Engine. Even Alya saw me going up, not down to the Electrical.”

Lila: “But—“

Damian: “Tt. I’m still not done.”

Damian: “Alya.”

Alya: “Yes?”

Damian: “Let me remind you of our first round. When Lila report the body and accused Marinette of being the culprit when the truth was Lila just did the self-report. Don’t you think this is a similar situation?”

Alya: “Oh you’re right....”

Max: “So you were saying, Lila is doing the self-report again?”

Damian shrug: “All proofs said that.”

Lila: “No, it’s not true! I’m really not the impostor! I already got that role twice in the last game, there’s no way I got the same rule now, you know?? Please, Alya, you believe me, right? We’re best friend, right?”

Alya: “...Yes, we are, Lila. But you remember this is just a game so... no hard feelings, okay?”

Alya voted.

Max: “Yeah, sorry Lila, but you’re out now.”

Max voted.

Chloe: “Lol no one believes you right now, how’s that feeling, Lila?”

Chloe voted.

Marinette: “We’re really voting for her? Wow, that’s rare.”

Marinette voted.

Damian: “Heh, begone harlot.”

Damian voted.

Marinette: “That’s not nice, Damiii.”

Damian shrug: “What? I’ve been wanting to say that and now is the perfect time.”

Alya: “At times like this, makes me wondering again how Marinette who is a kind person can fall in love with someone as rude as you.”

Damian: “Obviously because of my charm and abilities, now shush Cesaire.”

Lila voted.

Lila: “You guys will regret it and we’ll lose the game at this rate.”

Vote result:

Lila: Alya, Max, Chloe, Marinette, Damian.

Damian: Lila.

[Lila was ejected.]

Damian: “We shall see.”

(My note: So let me explain first if you don’t understand how can Damian killed Nino but at the same time, Alya saw Damian going in the opposite direction (I suggest you look at the Skeld Map Layout when reading this). You remember when I said Damian vent? Yeah, he used the vent in the MedBay to go to Electrical and he kills Nino since he’s the nearest one. After that, he quickly hops in the vent and went back to MedBay, when he got out from the vent, he quickly locks the Electrical’s door to prevent someone to go inside or Lila from going outside. Then he went back to Marinette’s side which is in the Reactor. Lila didn’t see the culprit because she was still busy doing her task. And actually, someone will figure this out if they know the possibility of the impostor vented from MedBay which is near Upper Engine but since everyone still noob in this game, no one figured this. Hope my explanation can satisfy you lol.)

Since Damian already did his revenge, he then just doing his job which is following Marinette around or like he said ‘protecting her’. Probably the others already figuring out who is the other impostor since the game still continues even after they kick out Lila. But Damian doesn’t care. In his agenda, he already did his job and that’s what mattered to him. Lila already felt the taste of what she did to Marinette last time. And no one will kill his Habibti since the only impostor here is him.

And that’s when Max pushed the emergency button.

[EMERGENCY MEETING]

Max: “Okay, I just want to know who isn’t still not done their tasks?”

Alya: “I already did all.”

Chloe: “Still have 2 tasks left.”

Marinette: “Mine is just one more.”

Max: “I already did all too. What about you, Damian?”

Damian: “Tasks? That useless thing? No, I don’t have that.”

Marinette: “....”

Alya: “...”

Max: “...Our tasks bar is nearly full now. So it’s either you lying or... you really don’t have any real tasks in the first place!”

Marinette: “...You’re the impostor, Dami?”

Damian: “Yes, Habibti.”

Marinette: “Oh d*mn. So you were serious at that time when I asked you?”

Damian: “I’m always serious, Habibti.”

Alya: “So at that time, Lila is right too?! Oh sh*t, I messed up, didn’t I?”

Max: “B-but why are you so honest?? Isn’t the impostor’s first rule is not to show their real identity?”

Damian: “Are you forgetting the fact that I’m not someone who likes to follow rules?”

Alya: “You tricked us!”

Damian: “I’m not. I’m just pointing out the obvious thing since Lila didn’t have any real proof about me being the impostor in the first place.”

Chloe: “I would say that was a cool trick.”

Marinette: “But why you didn’t kill anyone again, Dami?”

Damian: “..Why? I already did my revenge so I don’t see the reason...”

Marinette sigh: “Oh, Damiii....”

Alya: “Uggh.. He’s impossible.”

Chloe: “Utterly ridiculous.”

Max: “I’m done. Let’s just finish this game.”

Max voted.

Alya voted.

Chloe voted.

Marinette voted.

Damian voted.

Vote result:

Damian: Max, Alya, Chloe, Marinette, Damian.

[Damian was ejected.]

The Result: The crewmate’s victory. The impostor defeated.

Nino: “You know... That would be amazing if Damian can survive until the end game with him saying ‘yes I’m the Impostor’ at the beginning. ....Not that I’m complaining about the result, though.”

Luka: “Yes, that’s true.”

Nino: “Well played dude. ...Maybe you should learn a thing or two from him, Adrien.”

Adrien: “Why you’re so mean, Ninooo.”

Alya: “Lila! I’m really sorry I didn’t believe you at that time!”

Lila: “See? You’re regretting now, right?”

Damian scoff: “But you still won at the end, Rossi. So shut your annoying guilty-trip.”

Marinette: “Next time if you’re crewmate, please do your tasks first, Damian.”

Damian: “Why would---“

Marinette: “I’m serious, Damian.”

Damian: “...Okay, Habibti.”

Chloe: “Can we move to the next round, peasants? I want to be the impostor this time.”

Max: “Sadly we can’t choose the role we got, Chloe.”

  ~~~~~~>

Round 4 (The Skeld Map)

Impostor: Chloe & Marinette

Chloe really wants to smack Max with her smugness because, Look! She got the role right after he said that! Isn’t that funny? Anyway, she managed to kill Lila while Marinette killed Alya.

Marinette was glad that Damian really stops following her and doing whatever his tasks are because it would be hard for her to do her job if he still following her around, although maybe it would be easier because if Damian already knows she’s the impostor, maybe, just maybe, he’ll help her hiding her identity? Nah, she can’t take a risk and she knows she doesn’t want that either because it would ruin the fun.

Nino found Lila’s body and report it.

[DEAD BODY OF LILA REPORTED]

Nino: “Okay first thing first is... Adrien??”

Adrien: “Yes?”

Nino: “Did you do the same mistake again?”

Adrien: “Huh? What do you mean?”

Nino: “I found the body near you, dude. Don’t tell me you don’t realize that?”

Adrien: “I really don’t know, Nino. I’ve been doing my task, you know the cable thing?”

Max: “Nino, where is the body?”

Nino: “It’s in the cafeteria. I was walking there to do the cable wiring task when I found Lila’s body and Adrien beside her.”

Adrien: “But I swear it’s not me, guys. I really doing the cable thing.”

Max: “If it’s true, why it took you so long to finish the task? That task is not that hard to begin with.”

Adrien: “Maybe it’s not for you, but it’s yes for me.”

Marinette: “Hmm... Adrien, did you really not see anyone pass you at that time?”

Adrien: “Sadly yes... I didn’t notice anyone because I’m still struggling with this task..”

Nino: “Even when I report the body?”

Adrien frown: “Yes.. Now I have to begin from scratch because you ruin it.”

Nino: “...You’re hopeless, dude.”

Chloe: “So we don’t have any clue? Guess we should skip vote for now.”

Damian: “Or we can just speedrun. It’s way more fun if we do this. I called it’s either Adrien or Nino.”

Damian voted.

Nino: “...I just know that the definition of your fun is the opposite of normal fun.”

Max: “You’re not taking this game seriously, Damian. We should not rush things because of the lack of proof. We don’t want to lose the game because of this.”

Damian rolled his eyes: “Didn’t you guys always said ‘this is just a game’? Why so serious? Where is the fun then?”

Nino: “..I would’ve agreed with you if I’m not the one who is being accused.”

Marinette: “Umm so who should we vote on? Or we skip it?”

Adrien: “Wait, you guys can vote me. With this, I don’t have to do my tasks anymore.”

Chloe rolled her eyes: “You still have to do your tasks even when you become a ghost, Adrikins.”

Adrien: “Whaaat? Oh kwami, that’s too bad... I take my words back then.”

Nino: “..Guess we should skip then?”

Max: “Yes.”

Nino voted.

Max voted.

Marinette voted.

Adrien voted.

Chloe voted.

Kagami voted.

Luka voted.

Vote Result:

Adrien: Damian.

Skipped: Nino, Max, Marinette, Adrien, Chloe, Kagami, Luka.

Adrien: “Damian?? How could you?!”

Damian: “Speedrun, Agreste.”

[No one was ejected (Skipped.)]

Okay, this time Chloe gets to kill Max and Luka while Marinette kills Kagami, sadly Nino saw her with Kagami’s body so Marinette quickly pushes the report button.

[DEAD BODY OF KAGAMI’S REPORTED]

Chloe: “Where’s the body?”

Marinette: “It’s in the upper engine, Chloe. I was with Kagami, still alive, but when I was done with my task, Kagami already dead with Nino beside her.”

Chloe: “Oooh. So the culprit it’s really him, huh?”

Nino: “Huh? Wait wait wait guys. Guys. Guuuys, You may not believe this because, heck, even I’m still processing what I just saw. I really can’t imagine Marinette being the Impostor!”

Marinette: “No, you’re the impostor one, Nino. Don’t try to twist my word here.”

Nino: “What? N-no. You’re the one who spouting lies. God, I don’t know you had this kind of ability, Marinette.”

Damian: “Actually I have proof Mari is innocent. I’ve been watching Security Cameras all this time, and I did see Marinette with Kagami going up to Upper Engine and a second after that I saw Nino comes to Upper Engine too from MedBay.”

Nino: “...That doesn’t prove if Mari’s innocent or me being the impostor here.”

Adrien: “Wait, aren’t you supposed to finish the tasks?”

Damian: “I am, Agreste. Already done that. Unlike you, they’re so easy to me.”

Adrien: “Uugh—“

Chloe: “I want to add something too. I was in the admin and I saw three people become two people in the Upper Engine.”

Nino: “That still---“

Chloe: “Hussh I’m still not done yet. First I saw two people but then... when the third person comes, one person suddenly vanish, it’s either the first or the second person.”

Nino: “Yes Chloe, because when I just come, that’s when Marinette kills Kagami! Don’t vote for me guys! We still haven’t figured out the impostors and if you vote me, we’ll lose the game for sure!”

Damian: “Speedrun?”

Damian voted.

Marinette: “It’s really not me guys.”

Marinette voted.

Nino: “It’s really her, guys.”

Nino voted.

Chloe voted.

Adrien voted.

Adrien: “Don’t worry Nino, I’m not voting for you.”

Nino: “Thanks, Dude...”

Vote result:

Nino: Damian, Marinette, Chloe.

Marinette: Nino.

Damian: Adrien.

Nino: “Adrien?! I thought you would vote Marinette?”

Adrien: “I’m just taking my revenge. ‘Speedrun’, Damian.”

[Nino was ejected.]

Nino: “We will lose the game for sure.”

The Result: The Impostor’s victory. The crewmate defeated.

Marinette: “Oh kwami, that was so scary. I really don’t like being the Impostor.”

Lila: “Don’t lie, Marinette. I know you---“

Damian: “That was wonderful playing, Habibti.”

Alya: “...Of course, you will say that, Loverboy.”

Chloe: “Take that, Max. Who the one said ‘we don’t get to choose the role’? Heh, guess I’m the lucky one then!”

Max: “Curse you.”

Nino: “This game totally breaking trust.”

Adrien: “Agreed...”

Luka: “Well.. that was fun guys, but sadly I have to go now. Bye guys.”

*Luka left*

Kagami: “Me too. I have to go. Farewell.”

*Kagami left*

Damian: “Sadly I have to do family business too...”

Marinette: “Ohh, okay Dami, we’ll play again next time. I had fun playing with you..”

Damian: “I had a fun time whenever I’m with you too, Habibti. See you tomorrow..?”

Marinette giggled: “Yes, see you tomorrow, Dami.”

Damian: “It’s a date, then.”

*Damian left*

Adrien: “You guys are so sweet... I’m so jealouuuus.”

Nino: “Yes, until the end, he even just said goodbye to you while completely ignoring us, Mari.”

Alya: “...Nino, I guess you need to learn how to be romantic like Marinette’s boyfriend.”

Nino: “Huh?”

Lila: “Alya, if you already think something like that is being romantic.... Then I will tell you from one of my experiences, which is more romantic and lovely.”

Alya: “Oohh, this gotta be good, tell me, girl!”

Marinette: “..Yuck. I better run off now. I just remember that I need to help my parents at the bakery right now so bye guys.”

*Marinette left*

Chloe: “Then I’m off, peasants.”

*Chloe left*

Max: “I guess that was fun..? Either way, goodbye guys.”

*Max left*

Adrien: “Umm.. I think my father called me. So bye-bye guys.”

*Adrien left*

Nino: “I think--”

Alya: “No, Nino. Stay here and maybe you can learn how being more romantic from Lila’s story.”

Nino: “But—”

Alya: “Please Nino?”

Nino sigh: “...Fine.”

BONUS:

The red one is obviously Lila, heh.

[braindeadskeletons]

Speaking of music, I really like to sing, and I think I'm actually pretty good at it. I don't open up very easily at all, so if I'm honest with you I really trust you. And I've been described as the friend everyone comes to for comfort/advice, and I take that role with pride. In public, I can be very affectionate, or not affectionate at all. It really depends on what my S/O would like. But when we're home, I'm usually pretty clingy. (I hope thiat wasn't too much, or too little, info!) (2/2)

okay so I did a huge whoops and deleted the first half of this ask. Here's the first part of it:

Hi, I'm here for a matchup! (Sorry in advance if I do a lot of asks to fit in all my info). My name is Viper, I am Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Polyamorus. I am an ambivert, who normally doesn't leave my house unless asked, but once I do my inner extrovert comes out. But I can only take so much, and after a couple of hours I'll need some alone time to relax. I like to read adventure/sci-fi/horror books when I get the chance. I also am an amateur artist, who listens to music 24/7. (1/?)

Hello there! Don't worry about it at all the more information on you the merrier. Reading this you honestly sound like such an awesome person to be around with and just hangout. Like I could just say something that's been on my mind for a really long time and it's pretty heavy but you completely just listen and understand. You're just someone everybody gets along with you know? Immediately when I read everything two boys came to mind instantly and though they may be the most basic answers I'd say I got the match pretty accurate. Or at least I'd like to think so lol. Thank you so much for sending this in!

I match you with Horrortale!Sans and Undertale!Sans

Alright so immediately off the bat you may be thinking 'how the fuck did I get here?' and honestly that's a valid question. You don't exactly see the two and think that they're best friends who could both share a very cute human. Axe reflects Sans in such a way that really disturbs him. If the human just made one different decision Sans would've been left in the underground to starve with every other monster. He also isn't very fond of how Crooks appears and it kind of haunts him that in another timeline he failed Paps. Axe on the other hand isn't fond of Sans because he feels like he always acts high and mighty. He doesn't like how Sans can sit around and act like Axe is some sort of freak when Sans isn't even a completely innocent monster himself. He just acts like a lazy idiot but he isn't. It also doesn't help that whenever Axe looks at Sans he's just reminded of how his Frisk wronged him. He's reminded that he isn't the monster he used to be because of the head injury he endured and the hardships underground. As mentioned before, one wrong move and at the end of the day Sans and Axe are one of the same. They both reflect the parts of each other that they would rather live without confronting.

There's immediately a lot to unpack here from the start. Getting the two to even begin to compromise on a poly relationship with you is admittedly going to be a challenge. It would require you to be able to firmly hold your ground and get them to sort their shit out. It's a lot of conversation and trust needed in order for this to work out. In the end, they both come to the compromise after a lot of discussion and setting boundaries of what is and isn't alright with them. Sometimes they might clash a bit and have those issues resurface (its very rare since both skeletons when needed are amazing at concealing their emotions) and you'll need to act as the middleman. At the end of the day it's all worth it to them just to see you happy.

Let's start off first with Sans. It's amazing how I've gone on for a bit and I haven't even technically started. The fact that you don't really like going out of your way to go out unless asked to is a bit of a relief. It's not that Sans doesn't like socializing, it's just that a lot of the time he really needs a break to just relax on the couch and nap with you, you know? He's got a lot on his mind and Papyrus often scolds him for sleeping and with Grillby's it can at times be overwhelming when he just needs peace and quiet. Just knowing that his cute datemate isn't going to do any of that helps him relax. It's going to be a lot of just enjoying each other's company even if it's quiet at the start. The silence between you two isn't ever uncomfortable though, just enjoying your company is enough for him. Of course there will actually be times where he does offer you to go to Grillby's and when you say yes he's always really happy to share his favorite bar with you. When you two sit together at his usual spot it's a lot of him joking around with you and absolutely looking at you with heart eyes when he gets a certain genuine laugh out of you. He's actually teased about it a lot the few times you don't accept his offer to go to Grillby's. Sans lives to see you smile with his jokes and he just tells them that they're jealous he ended up with such a cute datemate and they didn't. If you ever find yourself exhausted and you need to go home after you're bone tired just tell him and he'll teleport you right home no hassle.

Once you reach a certain point in your relationship Sans will start to gradually accept your affection. You'll need to ease him into it, since he's really not used to anybody besides his brother showing him any sort of affection. Of course before this he's absolutely bombarding you with flirty puns numerous times but physical affection? That's going to take a while. However once he's used to it you can absolutely smother him all you want. He'll only get embarrassed if it's in a public place like Grillbys but he's good at hiding it for the most part. In front of people like his brother he'll still be a little unsure but for the most part it's like a running joke where Pap yells at him to knock it off and Sans pushes his buttons a little. It often goes a little like this:

Papyrus: SANS! I DEMAND THAT YOU UNHAND THE HUMAN THIS INSTANT!

Sans, a hand on your waist: what human?

Papyrus: THE ONE IN YOUR POSSESSION

Sans, pulling you closer: this human?

Papyrus: SANS

Sans: this one right here?

Papyrus: SANS STOP

Sans, moving his hands a little lower:

Papyrus: SANS PLEASE WE'RE SURROUNDED BY CHILDREN THIS IS A HUMAN CHILD'S 5TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

It's all in good fun and he never goes further than that. The one place he'll draw the line is if you get a little too sexual for him in public. Especially if his brother is right there. He prefers to keep that stuff just between you and him.

Okay now onto Axe! Unlike Sans, Axe would rather stay inside for the rest of his life than go outside. His appearance discourages him from wanting to do so. If you're with him this mentality will probably be projected onto you as well. He won't really ask you to go out anywhere (unless it's somewhere he specifically knows will make you happy) so in terms of that don't expect much from him. Axe is really happy that you don't really like going out either way and you'd rather spend time with him inside the house where it's safe, warm, and he can keep an eye out for you. It's comforting to him that he can know where you are and that you're happy with him. His favorite moments with you are when you've got your head in a book and he sees your face relax as you get lost in your own little world. It's just the cutest thing. Axe absolutely adores the fact that you're clingy because unlike his counterpart (assuming that at this point he obviously trusts you) it doesn't take time for him at all to want to cuddle you, hold you in his arms, kiss you, etc. He's shy about none of it. The only thing you'd really need to look out for is when you try and initiate affection yourself. It's not that it's unwelcomed; he just doesn't take surprises well due to the nature of his underground. Make sure that you let him know what's coming and you'll both be perfectly fine. During the few times that you two are in public together he's not shy about showing the world that you're his. The only time where he might ask you to step back a little is when you're with his brother. He doesn't like Crooks seeing stuff like this because he still has an instinct to protect him from things. Not that you'd ever try anything of course.

An aspect about you that both skeletons greatly appreciate is how you're very honest with the people that you love and that you act as the friend who listens. They've both found themselves in the same position as you and now that you're dating both of them it's a wonderful change of pace. You all can sit down and vent to each other instead of only listening to others rant and you all absolutely trust each other. Honesty and integrity are both traits the skeletons really look for in a datemate. There's basically no secrets between the three of you and for your skeleton boys thats definitely new for them. As for your talent with singing and art? They genuinely can't get enough of either. Whenever you draw something? Sans will literally stare and wonder how he ended up with someone as talented as you meanwhile Axe has already grabbed the drawing and put it on the fridge. If you ever try and talk yourself down both of them are immediately on your case about how you shouldn't put yourself down and that everything you make is a masterpiece. Axe will literally also ask you who the fuck made you think like that and where do they live. He isn't joking. Sans won't be as vocal about it as Axe is but he's listening in as well. With your singing they both love your voice to pieces. Sans will hype you up to every single person at Grillby's and even encourage you to let others hear your talent. If not, that's cool too. He can just sit and listen at home. Axe mostly likes to ask for you to sing to him when he's having a really rough day or when it's late at night and you're both alone. What can he say? It helps him sleep.

[maerenee930]

i need to vent about something pretty personal so please forgive me and please ignore this 😂 i swear it’s nothing interesting and it may be tmi. so yeah, you can totally ignore this and scroll past this! 😊

(okay it is a lot of info about me that no one really cares about lol.) i just need to talk about this cause i have like one friend i’ve ever been super open about this stuff with, haven’t talked about any of this in therapy cause it really hasn’t been relative to the stuff i actually need to talk about so i don’t bring it up and i’m not ready to talk about it in therapy cause i know there’s some other things i need to work through first 😅 so yeah, here we go...

not to point of the obvious but, i’ve been really frustrated lately. to say i’m thirsty is an understatement 🤣 i keep thinking to myself that how i’m feeling right now is more than just touch starvation or just craving physical contact. like i am craving physical contact but it’s more so physical affection that just contact. i’m honestly so embarrassed to even admit that. i have no problem being honest and open about still being a virgin. but admitting that i’m now craving that kind of contact and affection when for so long it hasn’t bothered me, makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me. like i’ve been able to make it to 26 and just get lonely and wish i was in a relationship and having a physical relationship with my partner would be a nice bonus lol. but i’ve always been able to push through it cause it was more so just about the emotional and i could rationalize my way out of those thoughts and my depression when that bothers me. but now it’s like because i’ve been craving physical relationship, i can’t rationalize my way out of it. i want someone to hold me, to love me, to appreciate my body and make me feel beautiful. i know how to do that on my own and have gotten not only used to it but kinda good at making myself feel truly beautiful. i mean lately i’ve been fixating on my flaws and physical imperfections, but i think that’s cause it’s tied to wanting all of this and not feeling good enough because of how i look and... oh i can’t describe it. 😣 this is going to sound like i’m very full of myself and i promise i’m not trying to! i’ve just done a lot of work in therapy the past two years to get to this point and i’m finally at a place where i’m not ashamed to admit this. i know someone will find me attractive. not just physically, but they’ll be attracted to my heart, my soul, who i am as the emotional mess that i am at times 😅 i know i try my hardest to be a good person. i know i have a big and caring heart and that i’m very passionate. i know i’m a bit too understanding at times and that’s Led to me letting people walk all over me but i’m working on that. and i know that someone will be attracted to all of those wonder and all the not so wonderful qualities (not just cause i think some of my qualities aren’t wonderful, i’m being objective and realistic. i know i have a lot of flaws mentally and emotionally.), i just want to have more than an emotional relationship with someone.

and you know what (at least to me anyway) is more pathetic, i can’t even say i’ve dated people and they’ve understood me still being a virgin so yeah, it would make sense that i would now want a physical relationship as well. i haven’t ever dated anyone as an adult. i was almost on a relationship with this girl last year but there were a lot of things complicating it besides covid. she just had a lot of stuff going on and while i was very understanding, we both got to a point where we knew that things wouldn’t probably ever go further than just being friends. not cause we weren’t attracted to each other, cause we totally were! there was just a lot that put up some red flags and made it very obvious to both of us that we should just stay friends. anyway... saying i had an almost girlfriend doesn’t help anything lol. if anything it makes me feel worse. i couldn’t even get into an actual relationship with someone who is also demisexual and is actually attracted to me emotionally and physically, actually likes me back and who i really liked too (yeah, i’m that person that likes someone and my crush doesn’t usually like me back. always so much fun. especially being plus size cause you definitely don’t get a little bit of a complex worrying that that’s a big reason as to why they’re not attracted to you 🙃😅 or people i’m not attracted to will tell me they like me and i don’t feel the same way so it makes me feel like i’m just a picky asshat. i know that’s not the case and it’s not as simple as that. just getting those thoughts out really quick) like to me that’s super pathetic. i had the opportunity to and couldn’t make it work.

and what’s even more frustrating is that being demisexual makes dating or wanting to date really hard. not only do i not like the idea of going on dates with someone i hardly know, it’s not just about the physical attraction first for me. that emotional connection is so important to me. but i can’t get that if i’m not putting myself out there. and i’m not putting myself out there cause while the one dating app i actually went on helped me find the girl i almost dated, the whole process of going through all of that and how awkward it can be just doesn’t feel right and i have a hard time wanting to go back to it. but again, if i’m not putting myself out there i guess i can’t really complain about wanting physical affection. now can i? 🙃 basically, being by myself and taking care of certain needs for myself and by myself isn’t just want i want anymore. (i mean that’s literally the only experience i have lol but i’m not ashamed or embarrassed to admit that. there’s nothing wrong with making yourself feel good, knowing what you like, being able to take care of it yourself and there’s nothing wrong with admitting it 😊). but yeah... this is just more than being a bit lonely mentally and emotionally... and i’m just frustrated 😅 also, robert sheehan isn’t helping how i’m feeling at all cause ugh that man is gorgeous and he’s such an adorable idiot and i just wanna either be his friend (i could move past wanting more with him cause there would be at least in my mind, a 99.9% chance that he wouldn’t find my physically attractive) or date him and the chances of that happening are so damn slim! if he could just not be so funny, handsome, smart, sweet and perfect, this wouldn’t be an issue 😂💙 anyway... that’s it. i just... yeah... i’m trying not to let that get to me but as we can all clearly see, i’m not really doing a great job at it. 😂🤦‍♀️ sorry this is all spaced out super weird. i clearly had too much i wanted to say and didn’t think this through before typing all of this out on here. also, sorry for spelling and grammar errors. and i’m so sorry i wrote so much 😣 hopefully no one will judge me too much for getting all of this out on here 😓

[bi-lesbian]

I saw you said you don't mind people venting in your ask box so i just have something to say. it is SO HARD for anyone to completely divorce themselves from their lived experiences. like the thing about mspec or he/him lesbians or any other intersectional identity is that a majority of a person's experiences depend on AGAB, like just because an nb or mspec lesbian isn't a woman that doesnt mean they've never experienced misogyny in their life or cant relate at all to lesbianism. vent 1/2

oh yeah, this actually reminds me of something my best friend has talked about before. hes trans too, and i remember him ranting a bit in our friend server that hes tired of being called "transphobic" when he tries to talk about that bc of the nature of being trans, most of them have "lived the life" of their assigned gender, or even still do, if theyre not out or dont "pass" to a lot of people. when someone is assigned a gender or appears to look a certain gender, they are treated in whatever gender specific way thats common in society by many people. as such, trans men often dont grow up with toxic masculinity being engrained into them when they were younger, and things like that.

they often have a unique experience of being able to be treated with both stereotypical binary gender roles, due to how people see them as before and after coming out, before and after "passing," if they ever do, etc. it is really invalidating to many trans people to be ignoring this stuff just to try to avoid talking about agab at all, and especially shitty to be calling them transphobic for trying to talk about their own trans experiences. agab is irrelevant to a lot of things, but also it is important in how trans people get treated due to how they often get viewed in society, and sometimes it does need to be discussed to understand trans experiences better.

and thats also an incredibly good point, ive heard occaisonally about "trans men lesbians" and didnt quite get why someone would wanna identify that way, ive been wanting to look into it for a while and ask people about it so i could understand better (havent yet bc of energy), but i think just from this i can wrap my head around it pretty easily now. from what i understand, its from the inherent strange experience with gender trans people have, due to not identifying as their assigned gender- or not completely- but still having experiences with it and thus some have an attachment to it still, even if identifying as the gender doesnt feel right (or completely right).

and ive talked about masc/man-aligned enbies using lesbian before and how i support that, since nonbinary experiences are so vast and theyre specifically not binary so it doesnt mean they are just A Man even while being a bit aligned to that gender. having already thought about that helps me conceptualize this in my head for specifically trans men as well, as they also have experiences so vast and not binary- or i suppose often Especially Very Binary, with having experiences in both of the typical binary genders, thus being different from either individual gender experience alone.

honestly its very interesting to me hearing about different peoples experiences with gender and sexualities and such, theres so many things that are different from my own life, and its great being able to expand my view of things from getting info from other peoples lives.

anyways yeah, claiming identities like this are transphobic is just very strange to me.. theres a lot of ways people experience things while being trans, and in the community all throughout history trans people have been fighting against typical gendered things, breaking the binary and gender roles and the "typical" meaning of things. a lot of trans experiences are similar, and a lot of them are different- none of them really say anything about another persons experiences or identity, bc every persons identity is their own and theirs alone.

also sorry if i got a bit rambly on this lol, i just wanted to get all of my thoughts down bc this really helped things click in my head. i know you were meaning to just rant, but it did help me understand some things a lot better, so i thank you for that!!!

[imanes]

wow you travel alone?! what's it like to travel alone? isn't it scary to do so as a woman? and how do you keep yourself entertained? what do you even do when you're alone? sorry I've just always been told horror stories from my fam about women traveling alone so I wouldn't travel alone /:

actually i don’t really travel alone because i always go to places where i know people and like only the travelling part would be alone then i am w/ people during the day and alone at night OR the opposite when i’m staying with my family. the thing is i don’t do anything particularly risky i just eat breakfast visit during the day stay home at night LOL it sounds pretty unexciting but i don’t even care about nightlife when im home so i care even less when i am in strange environments :-/ i am very easily entertained like i can go to a museum and be like bitch this is the best sculpture i have ever seen… then go get an ice cream and be like DAMN this ice cream is life changing. i am a planner at heart so i always have a complete itinerary stored in my head with like bus numbers and street names and everything. i haven’t done any backpacking-across-south-east-asia-alone type of travelling precisely bc i know it’s unsafe, i limit myself to cosmopolitan european cities for short periods… nothing groundbreaking really.

also people tell me i look like i know what im doing at all times and my aura doesn’t attract freaks thank god… like the only time i “almost” got robbed was when i was in madrid looking for the bus terminal and this guy suddenly started moving when i was walking in circles but my instincts were like bitch that’s a thief!! so i walked in the opposite direction as soon as i spotted him. i am an extremely careful person to begin with. i NEVER have headphones on when i am in transit with all of my stuff bc it makes you an easy target. same for late evenings outside i keep myself in tune with my environment to reduce the chances of anyone sneaking up on me. i don’t trust strangers and don’t accept offers to get drinks and whatnot, ESPECIALLY from men. i literally don’t speak to men abroad i’m like je ne parle pas anglais BITCH! fuque offe! lmao 

ALSO i have run into a lot of women travelling alone when i was abroad (with friends or family) and i always make sure to talk to them and help them take pictures and everything so that they know they can feel safe around me. it requires so little energy but it means so much for a woman to know they can count on someone when they’re travelling solo so i advise u to do the same bc who knows maybe someone will showcase the exact same good spirit towards you some day :-) 

aaaaaand to end this long winded post on a positive note i know a lot of women who have travelled or are currently travelling the world semi-alone (so with friends during some stretches and alone at other times) and they seem to be having the time of their lives. before doing that i suggest u read up a lot on the topic and the destinations. read blogs of women who travel alone and listen to ted talk-style videos and podcasts about it. a tip that i picked up around rape for example is to tell ur aggressors that u are on ur period… it works 9 times out of 10 according to this one blogger who gave a conference at a café i go to. obviously it won’t be rosey all the time, one of my close friends always texted me to vent about her traumas on her solo trip, but i think that if it is the yearning that is animating your soul then you should go for it BUT amp up the carefulness factor by like 300000000 and get as much info as possible about your destinations. im an unadventurous bitch who only goes to metropolitan cities to like do grandma activities all i do is eat and visit historical places and i always know at least one person that i can count on everywhere i go so im not a prime example of the usual “woman travelling alone” archetype. but i love doing it (at least for the transit parts) bc… i love shutting the fuck up (surprisingly, seeing the length of this answer LMAO) and being alone with my thoughts for some me time!! its genuinely refreshing, but of course having someone u love and vibe with to share it all with is even more rewarding imo! 

[apocalypticacolyte]

hot mess recap

CAA RIGHT NOW opened memo on board HOT MESS.

Memo is now Secret by CAA

Memo is now Invite-Only by CAA

CAA: hello!!!

CURRENT radicalGameboy [CRG] RIGHT NOW responded to memo.

CRG: Hello!

CRG: How's it going?

CURRENT testifiedQuantum [CTQ] RIGHT NOW responded to memo.

CTQ: hello, and good.

CTQ: how about you?

CAA: !!!!!!!!!!!

CAA: our favorite furry arrives

CTQ: indeed i do!!

CRG: What?

CAA: kacys a furry!!!!

CRG: OK then.

CRG: Sorry if it takes me a while to respond I'm currently being pestered.

CTQ: who is pestering you?

CAA: owo

CRG: Umm, their name is webWeaver? I think they're involved with the people pestering y'all.

CAA: ask them their name!!!

CAA: like

CAA: their real name

CRG: Sorry I got a bit distracted, their name is Argaia apparently.

CAA: hm.

CAA: i havent heard many good things about them

CTQ: ?

CTQ: what're they saying?

CRG: They're talking about the game? Supposedly I have an "important role" in it?

CAA: oh?

CRG: Hey Lana she just mentioned you and someone named Finola?

CAA: :O

CAA: what did she say???

CRG: She's woried Finola will mess things up for you? Because she seems very generous with the information she shares.

CAA: hm.

CAA: i hope our conversations didnt mess anything up for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CRG: Hopefully not!

CRG: She said to tell y'all "Try not to get too overwhelmed! You have a very big job to do, but I'm confident you can do it well!"

CRG: IDK if she intended for me to directly quote her but oh well.

CRG: She said "Hello."

CAA: tell her i say hi!!!

CTQ: i say hi too then

CRG: She said "Hello Lana!! You will be amazing in the game, I'm sure!"

CAA: :O

CAA: :D

CRG: Also she said "Hello Kacy!! Your job is very big too but your creativity will serve you well!"

CRG: Sorry its taking me a while to type these she uses several numbers instead of letters.

CAA: valid!!

CTQ: ohh! and valid

CRG: Oh it seems she knows about Nova too.

CRG: Just mentioned that video game metaphors are more Nova's tastes though.

CAA: huh

CRG: BTW do y'all mind me asking what you've been told so far about this game? Karrom and Argaia are vague but they said they're supposed to be. IDK I guess a collective knowledge might make this easier though.

CAA: finola said something about powers? and that she didnt gain hers?

CAA: i didnt talk to kirrin long enough to learn much

CAA: and poscah was purposefully vague because argaia told her to be

CTQ ceased responding to memo.

CRG: Huh, I guess Argaia did say she was the one who mostly enforced the whole vagueness thing.

CAA: huh

CRG: It's a bit late to ask Kacy but has he mentioned anyone named Lyerra?

CAA: not that ive been here for

CAA: why???

CRG: Oh, I did the :3c emote and Argaia said Lyerra would like it and when I asked who Lyerra was she said he's been talking with Kacy.

CAA: so is lyerra a furry or something???

CRG: LOL

CRG: IDK but he likes cats according to Argaia.

CRG: To directly quote her, "Little guy, likes cats, good at hiding."

CAA: oh ive heard of him!!!!!!

CAA: finola and kirrin mentioned him earlier!!!

CRG: Huh. I guess they really all do know each other.

CAA: well they said that they are all trapped together basically

CRG: Huh.

CRG: I guess I really haven't found out much about their whole situation.

CRG: Karrom did say there were about a dozen of them though.

CAA: wow thats.. a lot

CRG: Yeah.

CAA: some of them implied that they need us to help them???

CRG: Really? Argaia said she and Karrom were just trying to help us.

CRG: Some stuff about a new environment and having something familiar (them) there to help us?

CAA: kirrin threatened to make our lives hell if we didnt manage to save them

CAA: kirrins,,, scary :(

CRG: Oh yikes.

CAA: i hope she doesnt contact me again

CWW ceased responding to memo.

CRG: Well you can always block her, can't you?

CAA: i already did that and she still managed to contact me :(

CAA: !!!!!!!

CAA: finola just messaged me!!!!!!!!

CRG: Oh oof. Well hopefully she doesn't contact you anymore.

CRG: Oh?

CAA: she says that argaia told her to stop talking to me so shes talking to me now because of that

CRG: LOL. As funny as that is, maybe should should listen?

CRG: IDK what

CRG: 's going on exactly but it seems like it might be best to be careful.

CAA: it might be best to be careful but i also would like to know whats going on!!

CAA: finola just said that

CAA: argaia messed up a lot of things when they played the game

CRG: Oh?

CRG: ((sorry i'll brb i gtg use the bathroom))

CAA: she didnt really explain in more depth

CRG: Huh, Argaia made it out like it was the whole group that messed up.

CAA: she mentioned something about a "time player"???

CRG: What does that mean?

CAA: "uhhh just knovv it's rreally helpful forr biggerr and shittierr grroups"

CRG: Is it supposed to be an Ocarina of Time reference or something?

CRG: Oh?

CAA: "because vve fuck up a lot morre than smallerr vvell-coorrdinated ones like yourrs"

CRG: That's... weird.

CAA: she said stuff about there being other powers and that the way we gain them is "kinda suprising"

CAA: and said that she looked ahead and that mine are pretty cool!!!

CAA: shes pretty cool herself,,,

CRG: What does that mean? Looked ahead?

CAA: i uhh

CAA: dont exactly know

CAA: shes accusing me of being a furry :O

CAA: the only furry i know of is kacy >:P

CRG: Well are you?

CAA: no!!!!!!!!!!!

CRG: LOL OK.

CAA: we only have room for !!!one!!! furry in this group!!!

CAA: and that furry is kacy!!!!!!!!

CRG: TBH though I'll be kind of glad when we play this game or whatever so people can stop being vague.

CAA: oh big mood!!!

CRG: ((brb sorry))

CAA: she said that im the only one she talks to??? at least as far as she knows so far????????????????

CAA: she says that we all have really cool powers!!!

CRG: Oh?

CAA: she didnt really elaborate before moving on to venting about her session

CRG: Huh.

CRG: What's she saying about her session if it's alright to ask?

CAA: that most of the people to gain powers in that session were

CAA: give me one second to find a word to replace the one she used please

CAA: jerks

CRG: Oof.

CRG: I guess she's probably not gonna talk much about the game itself huh?

CRG: Though I guess I should mind my buisness to avoid "spoilers" so to speak.

CAA: she did say to not be shaken up about the method of gaining the powers if youd consider that something useful!!!!

CRG: I guess power does come at a cost.

CAA: do you have any ideas of any questions i should ask her???

CRG: Maybe if she can at least give us a little information about what we're getting into? IDK I had more questions but I forgot sorry.

CAA: "take it serriously, it seems like a game but rreally it's superr &^*#(@^ serrious"

CAA: censoring mine

CRG: Huh.

CAA: "you'rre on a prretty strrict time limit, so uh prriorritize and shit"

CAA: she swears a lot hm

CAA: im just not gonna censor it since its her words not mine so it shouldnt bring me bad luck

CAA: "prriorritize yourr frriends overr the game and the game overr us"

CAA: " some people vvill tell ya that the game's the most imporrtant thing"

CAA: "but rreally it's yourr grroup"

CAA: "you need ALL OF YOU to succeed"

CAA: "that's vvherre vve fucked up"

CRG: Hmm.

CRG: Well I guess that does seem like useful advice.

CAA: "but like 100% no shit put yourr grroup beforre yourr session"

CAA: " because the game is strrange"

CAA: "it makes you think you'rre supposed to do one thing, and you get so focused on that thing,"

CAA: oh this gets.. interesting

CAA: "but rreally that vvasn't it at all"

CAA: "and if you decide that a possibly vvrrong goal in the game is morre imporrtant than yourr frriends, vvell..."

CAA: "it's not good"

CAA: "it was the worst mistake we ever made"

CAA: "and look where we ended up"

CAA: "everybody'll tell you you can't trust anybody and all that crap"

CRG: Oh. That's interesting.

CAA: "but really the one you can't trust is the game itself."

CAA: "it's not you versus each other or you versus us or even you versus the queen. it's your group versus the game."

CAA: "that's how i see it anyways. not that anybody listened. not that i knew it in time to make a difference."

CAA: "not that i could've, without any powers."

CAA: it seems like its really important for us to all stick together!!!!!

CRG: Yeah. We should probably mention this to Kacy and Nova?

CAA: ill send them the log when they get back on!!

CAA: "you have to stay together. promise me that. i know kirrin's told you not to give a shit about us, that you have to win."

CAA: this,,, gets dark so im going to paraphrase what she said if thats ok

CRG: OK! I'm a bit worried now though.

CAA: she says that even more important than the game is keeping the group together

CAA: she started to,,, spill her guts and id prefer not to send what happened but heres some info from it

CAA: "i don't know why the game picked what it did for you. but i'm worried about what that could do to you."

CRG: OH?

CRG: Thats... kind of concerning?

CAA: yeah!!!!!!!

CRG: Well I'm here for you so hopefully nothing bad happens! In regards to the what it could do to you thing.

CAA: she says that we have a good group and for me to not be afraid to ask for help

CRG: Huh.

CRG: Well I'll always try to be here for y'all!

CRG: Well I got to go to sleep, let me know if anything interesting and/or important happens!

CAA: alright!! sleep tight!!!

CRG: You too! Whenever you do!

o

[zot3-flopped]

Hey! So I haven’t been on tumblr and your blog in a bit but just caught up and highly entertained at the larrie meltdowns. I know this is old but I wanna comment on that random IG gossip page that posted that lame rumour about H cheating. If no one’s noticed Deux Moi doesn’t really post tea about H/O’s relationship - this could be to do with less info being sent in or cos DM realizes how easily the psycho section of his fans can fake stories. The most she’ll post is O at his shows with pics/video (usually stuff on update pages already) but other than that she posts individual blinds about career related stuff. Last week tho when she was doing her roundup some dummy asked her if Holivia was real or PR (yes there’s still idiots who need to ask this) and she said it’s real. A week before, someone tried to imply Olivia was being papped unusually too much (hint hint she’s paying paps, definitely sent in by a PR hag) and DM said no she is being followed by paps because her pictures sell (logic!!) That really got the hags riled up again so now they’ve found a replacement gossip page that will post anything and they can send in any lie they want. Not only is it utterly illogical that H would be sleeping with some random woman from a photoshoot but that this person would divulge the info to a family member who would then send it in to an IG page. As if it would not be incredibly easy to track this information back to the person if need be. My overall point though is that the fascination with Harry cheating has little to do with him. The fixation is actually about humiliating Olivia. They want to be able to point and laugh at her because she’s the worst person in the world and deserves to be mocked, ridiculed and bullied publicly. Where was this incessant obsession with cheating when he dated Camille? She got hate for being with him but I hardly ever saw people trying to spread stuff about H cheating on her. Not to the degree they do it now. They are terrified about O and what this relationship could mean and become. This is his most consistently visible relationship and in turn the one they are trying to undermine the most. This is ALL about hating Olivia and these people would love nothing more than feeling vindicated for their hatred. Even if it makes H look like a horrible person who would date someone, have her around his close friends and family, meet her friends, family and KIDS while cheating on her. As long they can laugh at O, nothing else matters. Sorry this is long but I needed to vent lol

Which IG account is this? Sounds vile.

[srlkiller]

today was a lot. i had a 1on1 therapy thing that was supposed to be like an INTRO TO UR RECOVERY WOO!!! LETS GET UR MENTAL HEALTH IN CONTROL!!! But instead it turned into me having 4 panic attacks constantly crying while venting to a social worker in a room w no air con for 2 hours about ‘how my month has been’ and ‘why i haven’t been attending any of my group therapy?’ well sue sweetie.. u asked me…n boy did i give u the answer ur career as a social worker has been WAITING 4!! then i got my 1st covid shot & briefly spoke to my doctor who was rude asf so i was like ok today fucked. Centrelink also called me and told me wrong info which fucked me over. then i see my dad calling and im like OFC HE IS!!massive fight as per n he hangs up but then continues via text bc hes petty asf.

BUT not as petty as my mom bc that is literally how the fight started. bc of her. like this bitch omg. she purposely runs off to my dad and tells him every little thing i do ‘wrong’ bc she knows his temper and how afraid i am of him due to past events so she uses him to basically do her dirty work for her n ‘scare me’. like that’s how manipulative and fucked up she is in the head. she made up a whole ass lie and told my dad that i said to my mom the only reason i was trying to stay in contact with my dad was so that i remain in his will as like the sole beneficiary or whatever….. how sick and twisted must you be to lie to someone directly in their face about something so serious INVOLVING UR OWN CHILD that you share with that person????? i would NEVER! say that about my dad. EVER. this happened months ago btw. as soon as i spoke about it w my dad and i was like “what.. dad i would never say that you know i don’t give a fuck about money like that i don’t care about your will why would i even be thinking about your will?” he was like wait actually that’s fucked up ur right. It was actually HER who made that comment. she got my dad to go and fix fencing at my nans house for free (using him) n my dad mentioned he had a girlfriend. my mum came home & SAID TO ME “u better hurry up and get in ur dads good books now that he has a gf.. before she gets a hold of his will and u end up w nothing” and i simply told her that my dad would never take me off his will regardless so why say that to me. once she got exposed she backtracked and was like “oh it was just a joke” & both my dad and I were both saying that even as a joke how is that funny? how does your mind even start to think in that way? how is this funny to you? then she flips it. her scripts are so repetitive now that ive caught on that i can actually predict what she’s gonna say before she opens her mouth. she manipulates u into thinking ur reality isn’t correct.. saying things like “ omg ur over reacting lol ur so dramatic no wonder no one takes u seriously in life, grow up, i have no idea what ur going on about, have u taken ur medication for the day, have u lost it, are u high on something?” like what in the fuck?

i never once mentioned anything about anyones will.. when i was younger i made the mistake obviously of telling her that my dad was leaving me his house. when my nans will was getting exposed she became overly obsessed w wills in general and changed hers. im guessing behind my back she has actually taken me off now but i don’t want her dirty ass money which is stolen from my accounts anyway. my nan left all her grandchildren a large sum of money that was supposed to be equally split among us, its now been over a year since my nan passed & i noticed a group text come up on my moms phone from her sisters talking about what they did for their children with that money. one of them paid off their entire hex debt so it must be a substantial amount. i have not seen a cent which means she has taken it for herself, put it in her name and placed it into a secret account without my knowledge. if it’s as much $ as i believe it is, this could seriously help me move out and better my situation which she constantly tells me she wants me to get the fuck out ect. yet you are holding the key to the door in ur hand? that’s twisted and very sick. they fought for a year over my nans money and all i asked for was an old XXXX gold stubby holder that was my grandads bc it was very sentimental to me. instead, they chose to have a garage sale and sold all of my nans things and sold that stubby holder to a random person for 20 cents………. i was in shock when i found out.. and they laughed and were like get over it omg it’s just a stubby holder you can just buy another one. these people are so fucked up but they all made me feel like i was losing my mind my whole life. money isn’t shit without sentiment. i could have given you 20 cents if you need that shit so bad. im only attached partially to these evil ass roaches by some genetics but to me none of them are my family. not once have i ever felt cared for, loved, accepted, safe or happy in their presence. i am only ever wanted when they can gain something from me. that is not family. my grandad was big on family n my nan and my grandad are the only two people i claim as family from my moms side. my nans two blind siblings who i admired & adored + a few of my grandads siblings were the only ones who actually showed interest in getting to know me & didn’t look down on me in any way. i was never considered ‘less than’ or not good enough yet i was the family disappointment to my mom and her sisters. but they have never seen her like i see her. the way she acts in front of family is not the person i know. she’s very good at acting. the way she pretends to be a ‘mother’ in front of her own family is actually scary. she’s like the ultimate con artist except she’s too fucking dumb to actually scam people and get rich off of her ability to manipulate whoever she wants. what a shame ur not intelligent.. that sure must suck huh. my nan gave me that maternal love i never had from my mother and my grandad was always that man who held us all together as a unit. when he got sick everything changed and started to go down hill. they had to give up their entire property, his big beautiful garden and vegetables he was really passionate about, the horses and land ect. my nan planted a rose bush and it grew big and blossomed big red roses and she said this is for you, my little rachel rose 🌹 🥺 she said she wanted to take the whole ass bush w her and replant it 😂 but my grandad was like we are not taking a fucking huge ass rose bush w thorns in the car w us Gloria.. i only remembered this today during that therapy session and i hyperventilated so bad n just started crying.. bc i couldn’t believe my brain had blocked that memory for so long just to recover it now that she’s no longer here to share it with.

i can feel the love my dad has for me even when he’s temperamental.. you can see it in his face and his eyes. when i look at my mom i try desperately to find some sort of just fucking anything and… i see nothing. i can tell that she doesn’t feel anything. but she does for other children. just not me. so i know she isn’t a heartless bitch and is capable of emotions of all sorts.. but anything to do with me it’s almost like im invisible or she cannot see fault in her self. she cannot in any way accept anything she has ever done, she has never said the words ‘I’m sorry’ for anything ever in life involving me, she has stood by (literally stood and watched) while her own sisters verbally abused me as a minor calling me out my name AND one even texted my best friend at the time who was about 14 saying that i was a bitch. meaning my mom gave my aunt my friends number to text that message.. my friends mom was livid about this bc what grown ass woman texts a random 14 year old girl paragraphs of shit like that swearing at them and saying that their friend is a rude ungrateful bitch. her mom reacted as a mother should. as i would love my mother to stick up for me just once in life.. u kno.. ever? i still remember my first SUI attempt at like 16 after being abused and this person told me they were leaving and coming back so i had about a 10 min window of time and i panicked as any 16 young girl home alone would.. i called my mom for help bc ur parents are supposed to protect you. her wording was “well what did u do to make him hit you?” “you know that you deserved that”. i was in disbelief that she would react like that.. she was talking so calmly while i was crying hysterically having a panic attack telling her this man was coming back in 10 mins asking her to please help me.. and all she could say was.. “you probably deserved it”. ive never been the same since then tbh. im not blessed enough to be a parent yet, i may never be.. but i know for a fucking FACT that i would NEVER say any of the shit that she says to me to ANY child let alone MY OWN?!?

you had me at 36 years old. you had time to think about this and evaluate whether you thought you would be able to care for a child and make a good parent. If you “didn’t want to deal with me” then you had other options.. you could have sent me to foster care, you could have adopted me out, you could aborted me, shidddd you could have mf swallowed me bitch let’s be real. no, you chose to have a child. there’s no 18 year contract.. she loves to play that card. “UR AN ADULT NOW”, what about me makes me an adult, my age makes me an adult to you? yet you’ve kept me so childlike, so codependent & haven’t taught me basic life skills despite me asking to learn. like im deadass watching YouTube videos to teach myself basic ass life skills… that is sad as fuck. when im 48… guess what??? i am still your child and unfortunately for me!! you are STILL my parent. there’s no changing that bc you made that choice. you can’t just b like yeah i change my mind nvm i want to return it…… like that is really her attitude. i was born with a lot of health issues that have escalated a lot and only continue to get worse with age both mental and physical. guess what tho… if ur child is born with defects u don’t get to just b like omg ew i don’t want it now this one’s too difficult. like trust me.. if i was one of those lil sperm rn i am not about to fertilise u for NOTHING if this is the consequence I’d rather jus keep on swimming lmao.

[meet-to-chat]

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[saturdaysolaces]

18/6/2018 monday

[currently listening to: Animal – VHS Collection]

i’m really into these collages!!! stole the idea from someone but i can’t for the life of me remember who it was (just saying that it’s not original)

these are some pics that summarise the past few days (from thursday to saturday). the skies were gray for the rest of the week but i managed to take the one included on thursday. friday was a tiring but fun day: i woke up, managed to skim through some biology, left for the city and played some tennis with my cousin and lil sister. we are not too good at tennis so our games were about 95% running after balls and 5% actually hitting it (but then again the ball flew somewhere it wasn’t supposed to go). my sister got v frustrated and was mad for like 2 hours, idk why. she kinda cooled down after we went to see sheep (so cute!!!) and had dinner in a local diner (i had a rly nice veggie burger, yum!).

we then got back to our house and began playing some board games. we drank some non-alcoholic apple cider because for some reason we’ve begun preferring them over soda even though that was the first time ever tasting them lol. i got v exhausted afterwards so i went to bed quite early. on saturday we headed home and i continued to read ‘the goldilocks enigma’ again because i still haven’t finished it (i’m an extremely slow reader). 

for the past 12 days or so i’ve only managed to take notes on 7 units of biology which is a teeny tiny bit more than it normally takes me to write such detailed notes lol. i’m not in a hurry and i think it’s a huge advantage for my upcoming bio course because i would’ve done a lot of notes anyway but i do have some other things planned too. i do have about 25 pages of notes in my whitelines notebook so i guess i have been fairly productive :> 

i did another page of notes today on plant cells (probs doing more even though it’s 8 pm and my brain hurts from all of the acquired info) and i finally did some math! i thought it would be a good challenge to do 1 unit per day (more if i feel like it) so i have time for other stuff and have enough time to complete the whole textbook before school begins again. i didn’t understand shit though which is not good :’D but i think it just takes time as it always does. 

my mood has been a rollercoaster again, not fun. i don’t have much to do during the first month of my break because all of my friends are travelling, but hopefully i’ll get to spend some time with them soon. i guess my mind just isn’t used to the “granted freedom” and when the daily routine has kinda disappeared since school ended nothing keeps it busy and off bad thoughts. usually i’m quite neutral these days, but sometimes my mood drops v low and stays there for a while. it helps to write stuff down though, so that’s what i’ll do. i feel like building a specific morning routine would help too: i could do some skincare stuff, read in bed and then eat breakfast. i feel like trying it tomorrow, so i’ll update on that (if i don’t forget).

also, i’m really worried i don’t get to go to pride again so i’m mentally preparing for that. i’ve wanted to go for the past few years but there are always some plans that come at the last moment. this time it’s even tougher: the parade is during the midsummer festivities and i just have to hope i don’t get anything more to my agenda. it also always comes to my friend who cancelled our plans the last time. i love her and don’t put the blame on her but it just is hella annoying because i’ve been looking forward to pride for a v long time. this time i did ask her like a week ago if we’re going and she said yes, but my instincts say since it’s during a holiday (which i didn’t mention) she has to cancel again. i’m crossing my fingers it won’t happen, but if it does, luckily we can celebrate by other ways too and will be spending more time together anyway (i haven’t seen her in like 3 months!). ugh :< okay positive mindset where u at???

anyway, here are some things i want to accomplish tomorrow:

- create a morning/skincare routine

- read!

- do at least one unit of math

- biology? try to finish unit 7

- cleaning/organizing (get clothes off the floor)

let’s end this with a positive note because it’s important to remind yourself that you’re perfect and enough and you can do anything you want in life even though not feeling like it atm!!! <3

poem:

it was when i stopped searching for home within others / and lifted the foundations of home within myself / i found there were no roots more intimate / than those between a mind and body / that have decided to be whole

– rupi kaur

(btw sorry that my posts tend to be quite lengthy but i use tumblr for venting lol)