#sorry if im replying late btw i JUST saw this and idk when it was sent

[betasquadx]

since you're looking for requests, why don't I give you something?!

you can write about how Niko's constantly being touchy and he can't take his hands off during ALL times (he has to be giving kisses on the forehead, all over the face, hugs, grabbing hands, just ANYTHING other wise he'd go crazy)

idk why but I have some sort of feeling that he'd be like this 😭

The way I agree with you 101%😭. I swear he’s the touchy type especially in public when he’s around people (yk as I said before mans definitely gets jealous) like have you seen the way he is with his friends? Especially Kenny & Aj, he’s definitely touchy.

BTW this is heavily inspired by a fic I saw a while ago, I can’t find it but if you notice similarities between this and it please tag me in it so I can give credits!!

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Needy - Niko Omilana

Summary : After a long day at an event, you and your boyfriend Niko headed back home. However, it was during these late hours that your boyfriend often revealed his more needy side.

Warnings : none

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You sat beside your boyfriend in the taxi, coming home from an event that left both of you exhausted. His hand gently rested on your waist, caressing it slowly.

You rested your head on his chest, listening to the rhythm of his breathing, while his other hand found its way to yours.

The taxi arrived at your apartment, both of you stepping out, heading inside.

As you both rode in the elevator, he planted soft kisses on your forehead all the way down to your cheeks. You giggled, squeezing his hand as he grinned down at you.

You both made your way into the apartment, immediately sinking into the couch, your black dress stretching out as you hummed.

Niko sat next to you, showering your cheeks and neck with affectionate kisses while moving even closer.

You smiled at him, recognizing the familiar pattern. It was that time of day, when Niko's touchiness and need for attention increased.

Your hand brushed his hair, a gentle smile appearing on your lips. Niko moved in closer, wrapping you in a warm, loving, hug.

You both sat there in complete silence, enjoying each others presence. You often wondered how the world would view this softer side of him.

It was very unlike his usual loud, sarcastic self, proving how different things where when the cameras shut off.

His hand made its way to your hair, curling and twisting it around his finger, all while wrapping his leg around yours.

"I love you," he mumbled. You smiled, head tilted back, both of you too tired to do anything. "I love you too," you replied with affection in your voice.

Laying there for a while, you went to leave, but as you did, he groaned, holding onto you tighter ''please stay.''

You sighed, not knowing what to do. 'Just one more minute,' he whispered, gazing up at you with a pleading look.

You took a glimpse down at him, his eyes half-open as he gripped your hand. ''One more minute,'' you chuckled, giving into him.

Again.

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Im so sorry for taking long with this Request!! I’ll definitely try faster in the future, so if this seems rushed dw cause I’ll be editing it over time, but anyway hope you enjoyed🫶🏻

*also sorry that its really short as-well I’ll try add to it soon*

[odxrilove]

hi dori! idk if you remember me but its me sarah from my old account @/taemin-jaemin later changed to @/taem-min. i saw you like some my posts in my smau account and i wanted to approach you before but i wasn't sure if you even remembered me (you prolly don't but issok!)

how are you doing?

so so sorry for the late reply BUT 🤓☝️ !!!! YES I REMEMBER U OFCCC ???? tbh when u first followed me my first thought was omg they remind me of my taemin obsessed moot so much wow what a coincidence BUT I DIDNT THINK IT WAS REALLY U OMG???? THIS IS SO COOL IM SO GLAD U FOUND ME AND FOLLOWED ME 😭😭😭😭😭

i like ur smau sm its so cute i need to be on the taglist btw PLS U SHOUKD HAVE APPROCGAED ME SM EARLIER 😞😞😞 anyways im glad u did now hihihi !!! besides that, im doing good! i started uni and moved out to rent an apartment with 2 close friends! i really like my major and am just so excited for this year so everything's great!!! I HOPE UR DOING GOOD TOO PLS TELL MEEEE IMYYYY

[wifiwuxians]

sorry for the late reply! im the songxue anon! just saw your responses a few minutes ago and my gosh, you're really very sweet ;; im sorry to have caused so much of a fuss but thank you for being so compassionate and kind ;; (also i adore that crying xue yang omigosh what are you talking abt how can you think thats not amazing its perfect i love it). also the tags? on your first reply??? people are mean to song lan????? WHO IS MEAN TO SONG LAN??? WHY??? HOW????! i'll be honest, i tend to avoid getting involved with fandom discourse At All Costs bc i dont need that kind of stress in my life, so mainly i just look at fanart and fics i like and stay in my lane so i had no idea there were people who hate on song lan???? like??????????? how????????????????? okay, i love xue yang, he's my baby, but i TOTALLY understand people hating him. he has no rights and he deserved everything bad that happened to him and so much more. i just happen to adore him and wanna spoil my stupid lil meowmeow. like it makes SENSE to be mad at xue yang but like.................................. how can anyone hate song lan?!?! HE DID NOTHING WRONG?????? LITERALLY HE JUST GOT HURT, OVER AND OVER, FOR NO REASON????? im sorry for going on such a tangent over a very short tag you added but im a lil flabbergasted that anyone could hate on Best Boy. also while im going on tangents about tags, your 500 aus are part of what i adore about your art oki. like you have such a wonderful and vivid imagination and the way that you give life to the ideas with your art is breath-taking. even if its a concept i dont think i would enjoy just hearing the idea, when i see your execution i am 100% on board because my gosh you have such a beautiful way of bringing life to things.

and you don't need to apologize for anything btw! it's totally oki to assert boundaries and i really dont speak for anyone other than myself. i just saw a few "dont tag as ship" things and i was like "ahh... oki they prolly wouldnt like me" cuz im an anxious bean and i also dont wanna reveal myself as a gross loser who likes weird ships to one of my fav artists, ya know? so you were 100% just doing the good selfcare thing (which much approval, we stan) and i just got the wrong idea cuz im a nervous weirdo. as for revealing myself i feel a bit embarrassed to do so now after being such a weirdo at you oaeurhgiauehrg but one way or another, your are IS getting reblogged, especially now that i have permission to look at some pieces disrespectfully oiaerhjgohre (not SUPER disrespectfully, just maybe a lil bit of 'they're in love your honor' oki) (a silly random thing but im a bit happy to know you dont hate songxue oijghiouehrg its silly but knowing my favorite 'songxue artist' (not-really-songxue-but-i-totally-see-it) doesnt hate my otp is kinda nice 😊 i thought the irony of it was a bit funny before but i also felt guilty for seeing stuff that your didnt really intend with your art and yeah eoirjgioejrg basically my initial asks were all that struggle so its just kinda nice. its not a very popular ship so its cool when its not disliked, even if its not actively enjoyed. idk if im making sense LOL sorry) ohergiuearhg sorry i feel like i went on a bunch of tangents instead of responding to you properly and i think maybe i have a problem of Talking Too Much so i swear i will really try to keep this one short. i love your art, youre completely valid and wonderful, im doing okay and im really happy you responded to me so kindly despite my strangeness, i think you're neat and you deserve a ton of people showering you with praise cuz damn, you make things great. and i'd like to take a moment to express how you can really influence people with your art: i never even considered wen chao x xue yang before your art and now i think they're a really funny couple, and thats completely bc of how lovely your creations are. please believe in your ability to make people love the things that you love through your beautiful art. be proud of how incredible you are. you make everything a lil brighter just by existing but the fact that you exist and choose to share your beautiful art (and fics, ive read some of them and i Love your writing, its incredible) you make the world a whole lot brighter cuz damn, now i get to look at this stuff and just smile and feel warm inside. so thank you for making my life a lil happier and please be confident in yourself!

okay sorry to put em all together but also i felt it was best so let's begin,

^me

1- you've caused no fuss at all so don't worry about that!! i just wanted to make sure it wasn't a ships in the night situation LOL i wanted to make sure you got my response! :) (I'M GLAD YOU ENJOY THE MEME LOL) as for song lan meanness, that's what i'm saying THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING and YET! this is why i stay out of the tags all the time. there's just too much shit out there in the world and sometimes i fail at just gritting my teeth and letting people say their thang, and it gets me in trouble... but maaaaaaan i really need to say it's a shame you wanna stay anonymous because i think we'd get on like a house on fire! you've summed up exactly how i feel about both of them + how i wish others reacted to them haha (but no pressure to reveal yourself! just know i think we'd get along)

and as for 500 AUs... i'm so glad 😭 i am an AU machine, i have so many i can't keep track and they bring me so much joy, but i admittedly feel sort of alone in making them haha SO THIS MEANS A LOT!! especially you complimenting my execution like i think i may just melt into a puddle and pass away jfghsjh thank you,, so much

2- but seriously, don't worry about the tag thing, it is 100% a boundary thing and the only time i think i'd dislike someone for it is if they saw i said not to tag it as something in the body of the post and did it anyway! 'cause that's just rude (and then i feel despair bc what else can i do to get people NOT to tag LMAO) it's for my own comfort, i'm not trying to dictate what people can or can't ship or feel, it's just i'd rather not hear about it :p especially when it's not what i drew! but also i'm a favorite artist? 😳

you haven't been a weirdo at all! no pressure to go mask off but please don't let anything be because you think i think you're a weirdo or a loser, ok? it's not true! hooray reblogs my NUTRIENCE.. THANK YOU! (but haha this isn't a 'theyre in love' type of piece but the one i personally look at most disrespectfully is when i drew sl straight up eating xy's flesh off his ribs... i know cannibalism isn't for everyone though and neither is gory imagery! just... sharing... oversharing...)

for the aside: no problem! i will say for transparency purposes that my relationship with it IS complicated and that i personally would need it to fit a very uncommon mold (that i do not often see) for me to be like 👍 which is why i tend to stick to my own stuff + what a chosen few friends make when it comes to them in general, but my god you're a rare breed! i've never met anyone who had it as their otp!! you're braver than any US marine because it's such a rarepair it didn't make it into the like top 11 mdzs ships on ao3 or whatever...

3- i love talking though! i really appreciate your messages and i hope this response wasn't a complete jumbled mess ahhh...

thank you so so much for all the lovely praise and encouragement, getting these messages actually helped me break out of my funk a little and do some chores, so know your words do have an impact too! 💕 i need to remember more often that as long as even one person smiles at my work, it will have been worth it. i promise i'm trying ;; sometimes i get caught up in the numbers still and i'm very ashamed of that, but damn, you took time out of your day to let me know that you love and appreciate what i do, and that's honestly made me tear up a little, so THANK YOU AGAIN !! i'm sorry i'm failing at expressing myself and my gratitude properly kgjdklhjkgh (also, thank you for the xuechao support, like THAT's what i call a RAREPAIR! (canned laughter) i really try to spread the joy with those two)

i'm really floundering on how to say thank you well enough so... maybe i can show you some birthday art i made for a friend who also loves xy and sl and xy/chao (which of course now im being nitpicky about but the friend loved it so idc LOL)

[crazy-lazy-elder-sims]

The booktok thing is so weird for many obvious reasons but also like? the biggest interest for most people with "taboo" like romance or whatever is the fact its that ylnow. Like not something you'd irl be into or like "oh that's fun lmao". ? So literally bringing that so a real abusive ass human is insane

Booktok scared meee

(sorry i replied late i had to wait till im home cause i got wordsss)

But like fucking for real to me books with that kind of a horrible lead are not even that good but for some reason they are so popular on that side of TikTok its really scary but one can say oh yk its fiction its the whole "i can fix him" fantasy but still its just that a Fantasy the only place where any of this is possible and not dangerous like you said

so why the hell would they bring it to real life!!!!??? And idk if you know alot obout tiktok but there are a couple of TikTokers who cosplay this type of fictional man they are not criminals they are Cosplayers so if they wanted to get as close as possible to that fantasy here you go a safe option but no they go for the REAL LIFE CRIMINAL THAT ABUSED SO MANY WOMEN and when i say abused i mean he brutalized them the details of what he did to his girlfriend are harrowing yet these women watch his trial with all the details being put out publicly and then swoon..... What the actual hell? How the fick does somones brain jump so wildly like this?

Like when i first came across this whole thing( im not on booktok because all Thier recommendations i tried are shit ) i couldn't even Invision whats going on i had parts of his trial put on my fyp with women reacting to it by silently looking into the camera and holding up a book slowly i thought this meant "im scared of men look at what this man did to his girlfriend im choosing books" never in my wildest dreams did i think they were swooning over him!!!! Hell when i saw the first "what the fuck is wrong with you people" video from another women and all the other videos like this they were calling him by his name and not showing him and his name is wade Wilson... Like Deadpool so i thought people were calling out women who were romanticizing deadpool and i still didn't put two and two together because to me thats just not something i would even dream of in my wildest dreams!! Genuinely it so fucking wild to witness this (its still going on btw there are still women defending this on there)

[kosmokai]

Oh my god. Your account has so much knowledge ahhhh😭. I love learning new things. Especially when I saw Hyu-ka, to find so many new things, I went feral.🤭 And your account totally dedicated to space and your terms like Kosmo-niter,🛐 and you treating your account as a planet rather than a blog🤌 has me on a chokehold- You're so unique✨️. I like it. Please do post fanfics, I'm already waiting!😩❤️ I just llllovvvvveeeeee yyyyyooooouuuuuu<333

OH MY DAISE. i love you so much. what. im crying what.

tbh, when i first saw this i didn’t even know if it was an ask to ME or a notification, (im new to tumblr so im still figuring things out) but when i kept on reading i genuinely started crying cause HUH.

omg i love you sm ur so nice wahahahaha thank u for appreciating the design of the kosmo kai planet its just ughhhh thank u sm 😭😭😭

i love u sm and btw if ur gonna stick around for fics and stuff do u want me to call u a certain emoji? (idk i just always see people commenting as an emoji anon so if u wanna do that js lmk!!!)

(also i have no idea how long this was in my inbox for so sorry if i’m replying late!!)

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[morelka]

YAY IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED THE BIRD FACTS also today i literally saw a kereru And a harrier hawk lmao what a good time for bird facts!! good time to mention you’re more likely to see some specific birds in different regions depending on where your staying but i guess you’d be travelling during an exchange right?

anyways, penguins!! there’s more penguins than this but off the top of my head: hoiho/yellow eyed penguin which are funky little creatures that somehow look mad at you but that’s part of what makes them so endearing to me they’re so silly haha. idk if it’s the hoiho specifically but sometimes there will be colonies of penguins on some beach that’ll come out at night if you’re lucky :)

WHIO how did i literally not mention whio yet. also called a blue duck i think doc (department of conservation) used to have a video game where you could play as a whio i don’t remember i was a kid but it was very cool. i’m gonna try find it after this list

harrier hawk since i saw one today, flies with wings in like a v shape, very quiet usually and looks very cool. you can also see them on the sides of the road eating roadkill. this can make driving difficult cause sometimes they’ll fly out in front of you and you can try to swerve which could be dangerous or hit it :(

ruru/morepork, our only owl!!! they look very funny but i love them, you can sometimes hear them when ur camping. big yellow eyes very silly goofy bird

possums! also not a bird but you will probably see one of these. they are Very Bad for our ecosystem (same goes with dogs and cats that are allowed to roam the bush, ferrets, stoats, rats and most land mammals tbh, since most of our birds aren’t adapted to deal with these.) australia likes their possums but we don’t. their fur can be brown or grey, the babies are kinda cute but the adults scare me a little haha. if you’re camping and you shine a torch into the trees sometimes you’ll see eyes shining back at you, that’s possums! not to be confused with american possums which are white and i think are kinda cute also

fairy terns, also called tara-iti, i did a school report on them in year 9. found in coastal areas, looks kinda like a mini seagull. possibly our most endangered indigenous breeding bird since they nest on the sand they’re vulnerable to a lot of stuff. i love them

huia, extinct. they looked very cool, had long curved beaks, black with orange cheeks. their feathers were a symbol of leadership. love them

moa, also extinct. BIG birds. i mean giant. i love them so so much i want to bring them back jurassic park style. wanna bring back the huia as well but MOAS. you can probably see a skeleton of one if you go to a museum. go and marvel at the magnificent-ness of the moa

seagulls, since you mentioned them. our seagulls are BASTARDS !!!! you’ll be on the beach eating fish n chips and oh look a seagull. oh look haha five seagulls. oh haha look twelve seagul- my cHIPS

love seagulls

weta - again not a bird but your probably gonna get freaked out by one if you don’t know what they are. basically they’re giant flightless crickets. big antenna, they look scary but they’re mostly harmless (just googled it apparently they bite? oops. never been bit though) if u leave them alone they will leave you alone

that is all the birds (and non birds) i can think of for now. it’s funny the thing you said about not having albatrosses since i’ve always been jealous of europe since you guys have a bunch of cool corvids like crows and ravens whereas i think our only corvid is magpies? and you have squirrels :( but i guess i never though of it from the other side lol

let me know if you have any questions also btw!! there are more birds than this so i may return again with more and perhaps non birds like the tuatara since those are pretty cool

omg omg omg thank you so much! so sorry for my late reply life has been messy messy

i can’t believe im receiving such an amazing list of animals to look out for!!

also i checked out the game it’s so cute omg i love it

wow i didn’t even think of the fact that you don’t have crows! they’re such a stable here i feel like something would be missing without them haha (also yeah love watching squirrels climb they’re super cute)

also thanks for the warning of the crickets haha i love insects but i’m used to very small ones :)

also also thank you sm for the tip with the penguins <3

i’m also very excited that i might maybe see some seals/sea lions since i’ve also never encountered them.

omg i also read that apparently snakes are banned in nz?? that’s crazy to me (i have seen one (1) snake in my life so who am i to talk) - wait do you guys even have any reptiles? and what’s the amphibian situation?

I hope you’ve had a good start into the new year!! So jealous of the summer haha i’m gonna have three autumns consecutively

[liquidstar]

are any of your ocs coded first nations, native american, or indigenous latino? :o

i have around 12 different sort of provinces for the story that are each more or less loosely based on different parts of the world or different cultures, out of those the water and ice ones are based on hawaiian and inuit cultures respectively (with some slight russian inspiration in other aspects but thats not as major). and of course there are ocs from both of those, including the heirs that both go to HA as students. there are also ones that are central and south american based but since those are based after pretty much entire continents with a lot more cultures they require more work

i dont have all 12 provinces fully developed, i need to set aside time for research and development for ideas, and i dont really have that time as of rn. the last thing i want to do is make them without proper care for the cultures theyd be based on. like i said the inspiration is mostly loose so it can also fit into the setting, and theres a lot of combinations going on (ex. theres no “english” province, rather the metal one is a combination of multiple western european counties). the only ones i have figured out completely are the main (capital) one and the mediterranean-based one, the former because its where the story mostly takes place and the latter because i dont need to put any research into it since im already from there, i could pretty much figure that one out on the spot (also yes its air at not water, a lot of these are based on environment and the mediterranean may have oceans but its also very alpine, besides water was taken)

of course that being said im always open to input, kind of like how i asked my lgbt followers a while back what they do and dont like seeing (or wish they had seen at all), and since its a work in progress things can still be changed and tweaked. even the number of provinces may change based on where i am with them rn. also i feel like i should mention, none of these places are based on their element (like atla) but those are just placeholder names i have for right now based on what magic the family that rules them uses. the people for the most part can use whatever magic they want. i have name a couple name ideas for right now but i dont know how many will stick !

[sunookkii]

hey i know request are closed but this idea just got stuck in my mind and i wanted you to write sum about it if you like it 😭 so basically its an enha reaction/scenario ? where they forget your birthday, (maybe not in a bad way but i dont mind if its angst) hope ur good btw !! <3

a/n : OMG WAIT SRY TO ALL THE OTHER REQUESTS BUT THIS ONE FOR SUM REASON REALLY STUCK OUT TO ME i hope you enjoyyy ;) also I wrote so much I’m so sorry- [not really read proof~]

Also i am well ty for asking >.<

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Enhypen forgetting your bday~

Genre : angsty ish

Warnings : mentions of food, crying, one swear word??

Requested : yes ty beautiful person ;)

Heeseung :

Okay okay so its your birthdayyy and you were really excited for what to happen because you wanted to see what kind of surprise your boyfriend did for your birthday

But to your luck he forgot :(

So you spent all day giving him hints like ‘what day is it’ and at one point you gave up and started pouting really hard

And your face was just overall sad everyone else had remembered your birthday including the members, but for your boyfriend to forget it lowkey hurt

Almost half the day passed and he still didn’t remember

So you ended up going into the room by yourself and started to cry

Your whimpers got louder and louder even though you were trying your best to stay quiet so he doesn’t hear

A few minutes past by and heeseung started looking for you because he sensed something was wrong.

He looked on the calendar really really carefully and FINALLY he came to his realization that it was your birthday but it was kinda too late cuz you hid yourself in your room to cry.

He came into your room to wish you a happy birthday but he sees you curled up into a ball crying to yourself

He felt so bad after this happened, “IM SO SORRY IM SO SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME I WONT EVER GORGET AGAIN!”

He hugs you so tight as if your life depended on it, won’t leave you out of his sight for the rest of the day. You’ll be hearing a lot of hbds and ilys for the rest of the day~

^ so yeah 🤕

Jay :

I feel like it’s rare that he forgets these type of dates buut for the sake of tumblr lets pretend he completely forgot 😧

You woke up in a great mood because it was your birthday of course

You were expecting to be receive a hbd wish from your boyfriend, but nope nothing all morning.

You received a bunch of hbd wishes on Instagram and other platforms mentioning you, but none of them were from jay :(

You quickly got frustrated and because it was your birthday and your bf the person you love most didn’t remember really hurt

So gradually your face became wet from heated silent tears. But unlike heeseung he would super quickly notice because he’s on his phone a lot and he dates things like ‘y/ns bday’ (idk but I imagine him dating things on his phone)

He’d then be like OH SHIT ITS YN’s BD

Runs to you soooooo quick just to see your face red and a bit wet.

Once your eyes connected your tears started to come out quicker

He literally runs up to you to hug you HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IM SO SORRY I FORGOT

After he said that he ran away from you leaving you alone, which made your heart drop thinking that he didn’t care.

But once you finally came out of your room you were greeted with a homemade delicious cake your boyfriend made for you that looked like this

You could tell he felt really bad bc usually he always had a smile on his face while cooking but this time it was a ‘I’m sorry’ face

“I’m really really sorry please forgive me”

All was forgiven bc the cake tasted so mf ing good

Jake :

It was your birthday today, a day that only came once a year so like any other human being it’s a special day for you

You were super excited to see what Jake did for you, because every birthday you had with him was always such a surprise

But today was sort of… different? :(

You saw jake in the living room on the tv and went straight up to him with a smiley face. “GOOODMORNINGGG” 😁

After cuddling for a while on the couch you lifted up your head and asked him If he knew what day it was, he just replyed with a simple Wednesday? With a confused face

I’m pretty sure that one word was enough to make you pretty upset 😅🥲

You started to pout and went back into his chest with a disappointed face.

“Ahh what what, what day is it tell me?” He said playfully, not realizing it was your birthday.

You stayed silent as he checked his phone, ‘y/n’s birthday don’t forget’

When i tell you he gasped he GASPED.

You were already in the verge of tears “IM SO SORRY HBD BABY”

You were still a bit upset at him so you replied with ‘did you really need your phone to tell me what day it was’ 😕

He hugs you tighter while mumbling ‘hbd hbd hbd’

Suddenly let you go of his arms and said he had an errand. Without any explanation he got his car keys to go somewhere leaving you and your thoughts by yourself.

‘Does he not love me anymore that he doesn’t even want to spend time with me on my birthday? ☹️😭”

A while later he comes back and you’re luckily still on the couch where he left you

^^this dude came back with three beautiful cakes from your local cake stores. “I’m bacccckkkk!! please forgive meeeee you know i love you with all my heart 🥺” (okay i hate to use this emoji but there isn’t any other way to describe it TT)

You obviously forgave him because you know it was never his intention to forget,,, “you owe me hugs and kisses for the rest of the day :(“ kindly accepts your request because that is something he’d never complain about #freecuddlesfromyn

Sunghoon :

Okay but like hear me out he’s the type of boyfriend that would ‘pretend’ he forgot your birthday but he actually didn’t

So when he ACTUALLY forgot you just thought he was joking until…

“Hooonieeee, stop joking around I’m seriouss”

“I’m serious too i seriously don’t know what day it is”

“What…”

You leave him for a bit alone with his thoughts, not even gna lie if he did end up forgetting your bday it would take him a while to remember it

But once he remembers he feels so bad 😭

Tackles you with so many hugs and bday kisses and showers you with I’m sorrys and hbd wishes

genuinely ask himself how he forgot the lohls birthday (love of his life’s) literally beats himself for it

And you have to tell him that it’s fine and that you forgive him~

Brings out the birthday cake and sings you a happy birthday song while clapping and laughing.

Puts cake on your nose

Sunoo :

Idk if he’s the type to forget but like jay I don’t think he’d forget

I feel like to him birthdays are the MOST special thing/ date for a person

Like obviously the rest of the members think that but especially sunoo really like sticks to this

So if he had forgotten your birthday you were sooo hurt you ignored him the whole day keeping your distance until he finally remembered

Once he remembered he went to go find you ASAP where you were hiding int he corner of the bedroom moping

He showers you with hugs cuddles kisses pecks, you name it he does it

He feels so bad that he could forget smtg like this, literally asks himself how he could forget such an important date

If the convenience store was still open he’d run to the nearest store and surprise you with a birthday cake. But not just any cake it’d be a cake that was decorated by the one and only Kim Sunoo

Would prepare it so nicely and even have a lit up candle so you can wish on it.

the type to surprise you with it even though he forgot. Brings it to your room while singing the hbd song.

Puts cake frosting on your nose #2, takes lots and lots of pictures to post on insta later

caption : “happy birthday sunshine~”

Jungwon :

he was on the couch as per usual just scrolling through his phone to keep himself occupied but also updated

Not knowing what day it was,,,,,,,

you come outside of your bedroom excitedly to expect a wishful happy birthday wish from the person you love most

But for some reason it oddly seemed like a normal day

“Wonnniiieee my loveeee, guess what day it is!” You said with a sheepish smile

“Hmm wednesday?” He said looking up at you with a calm face

Your happy smile soon became a little pout

“You really don’t know?”

“Isn’t it just a regular Wednesday? Why is there something special?”

oh my- he broke your heart right then and there

You run back into your room because you feel heated tears about to fall, even though it was something small the thought of him not remembering your birthday the day of your birth hurt. A little.

Jungwon was actually super clueless he genuinely didn’t know what day it is but something about you seemed off and the way you ran to your room was quite odd to him so he went and followed you

Before he opened the door he already heard small whimpers from the corner of the bed, and that immediately triggered him and he was about to beat up anyone that made you feel sad 😠 little did he know it was him who made you feel that way

“Baby what’s wrong? Why are you crying”

He holds your chin and turns it to get a better look

wiping your tears with his thumb, you were being a dramatic his giggles make you feel a bit better even though you were mad at him for forgetting

“You forgot my birthday.” You said to him while crying

You can literally see the gears in his brain start to turn when his face went from 😄 -> 😳

“IM SO SORRY IM SO SORRY” hugs you so tight that you literally can’t breathe

Doesn’t know what to do to make you feel better, “I’m really sorry for forgetting your birthday, I don’t really know what got into me, please forgive me.”< cue the cutest kitty puppy eyes

He kept on rambling on abt how he was sorry and deserves your forgiveness you literally had to shut him up, he was sorry please forgive him >~<

Cuddles you for the rest of the day

Niki :

He was playing video games normally on his phone, until you excitedly stormed into his room “hiiiii babbbbyyyy”

“Well someone is happy today :)”

“Well of course bc u know what day it isss ;)”

“Wednesday?”

😧😦 < that’s what you looked like when he didn’t know, “you really don’t remember?”

“hmm I’m not too sure” he said before going back to his game

you slowly became disappointed and just ‘celebrated’ your birthday by yourself in the kitchen. :,((

he didn’t notice that you were sad at first bc he was busy playing on his phone, around an hour later he went to the kitchen to get a snack when he sees you in the kitchen staring into space rested your chin on you arm.

‘Are you okay? You seemed fine earlier’

You decided to play the silent game and just avoided him... so he tried to get you to talk to him but after a while it didn’t work so he sort of gave up and went to ask his hyungs what’s wrong with you.

“Niki,,, it’s y/n’s birthday omg did you forget??????” Jake said texting niki

and that’s when the lightbulb in his brain turned on

He rushed to the kitchen and back hugged you so tight and gave you so many cheekie kissies to try and make up for ‘forgetting’

But to his luck you were still mad at him

Soooo he came up with the idea of going to the convenience store really quick to get you a bunch of flowers and a nice cake to surprise you~

You ended up forgiving him because he was tickling you threatening you to forgive him

N knowing Niki he’s not a person you can be mad at for long <3

[kagehinafromtheconcrete]

Mayhem with the Karasuno First Years || Ch 04: kageyama tobio is bby

Summary: What starts as a late-night idea from Hinata turns into something none of the other Karasuno first-years (or other Karasuno VBC members) expected. "Enemies" become friends. Friends become something more. Home-life secrets are revealed. And a whole lot of chaos ensues.

Or: A group-chat fic centered around the Karasuno first-years with cameos from other characters. Other warnings are to be added.

Find on ao3! Ch 01 // Prev ch

Ch 04 below:

[7:03pm]

Grandpa Kageyama is online. Grandpa Kageyama attached an image: [a cat sitting on the lawn, grooming herself, in the distance, blurred. picture taken from his bedroom window.] the baby is online.

the baby: whats that??

salt is online.

salt: What the fuck is with that shitty quality

Grandpa Kageyama: hey

Grandpa Kageyama: it was moving but i wanted a pic

Grandpa Kageyama: isn’t it cute

salt: Just In: King of the Court Karasuno Setter Loves Cats.

Grandpa Kageyama: wtf have i ever done to you

the baby: it is cute!!!

the baby: hey tsukishima >:( he doesnt like it when u call him that so stop 

salt: No.

Anxiety™ is online.

Anxiety™: Living up to your name I see

the baby: oh i just thought of something

the baby changed salt’s name to tsalt.

Anxiety™: Clever!

the baby: u think im clever?? :D

the baby attached a gif: [cat receiving head pats.]

Grandpa Kageyama: i do like cats

Anxiety™: Awwww

Anxiety™: And yes Hinata I think you’re very clever, you learn very fast

the baby:  :D :D :D !!!! wow tysm!!! 

Grandpa Kageyama: cats don’t like me tho

the baby: maybe its ur face

Anxiety™: :)

Anxiety™: Wait sorry Kageyama that was meant as a reply to Hinata’s msg

Grandpa Kageyama: what’s wrong with my face?

the baby: well nothing rly!! just

the baby: ur always glaring like some1 took the last juice box in the fridge when u came home thirsty after practice n were lookin forward to it all day at school

Most Chaotic is online.

Grandpa Kageyama: ???

Anxiety™: That was oddly specific lol

Most Chaotic: It was Natsu, wasn’t it?

the baby: ofc it was

the baby: it even had my name on it >:(

Anxiety™: I know you’re grumpy about it but that just makes me want a sibling even more

Anxiety™: It’s not fair guys, learn to share

Most Chaotic: You’re not alone lmao I’m an only child too

tsalt: Nii-san adores you.

Most Chaotic: :)

tsalt: It’s almost annoying how much he adores you.

the baby: wow ur coping mechanism game is strong today huh

tsalt: Stfu

Anxiety™: Can we see your brother Tsukishima?? If you’re okay with it

tsalt: Idk if I’ve got any pictures of him on my phone, sorry.

Most Chaotic attached an image: [younger version of yamaguchi & tsukishima on the couch at the tsukishima residence. tsukishima is grinning wide at his brother, a mirror of akiteru’s smile. yamaguchi smiles shyly at the camera but looks equally happy.]

tsalt: I’ve been betrayed again by the only person in whom I placed my trust.

Anxiety™: HOLY CRAP

Anxiety™: IS THAT TSUKISHIMA

the baby saved 1 attachment. Anxiety™ saved 1 attachment.

the baby: YEAH WHAT THE FRICKETY FLAPJACKS

Grandpa Kageyama: huh

Most Chaotic: Sorry Tsukki ;)

Anxiety™: You’re both such babies oh my word

Anxiety™: You’re so cute why don’t you ever smile like that at school Tsukishima??

Most Chaotic: Oops

Most Chaotic: Sorry, you haven’t reached the level of friendship to unlock that backstory just yet

tsalt: Shut up, Yamaguchi.

the baby: yet

the baby: we will wait for u 

Anxiety™: Yeah Tsukishima we’ll wait for you :)

Anxiety™: Also Yamaguchi you have a nice smile

--

[7:42pm]

|| private message: Yamaguchi, Tsukki ||

Yamaguchi: Tsukki did you see that

Tsukki: Yes I saw. I’m in the chat too.

Yamaguchi: Maybe she said that to be nice tho

Yamaguchi: She’s nice to everyone

Tsukki: She wouldn’t do that. Now go respond.

--

Most Chaotic: Awww thanks @Anxiety™  

the baby: btw i have the patience of a saint tsukishima

tsalt: Oh my god all of you stfu.

Grandpa Kageyama: i didn’t say even anything

Grandpa Kageyama: who shit in your cornflakes

tsalt: Idc the whole class suffers.

Most Chaotic: @Grandpa Kageyama hold on I have something for you

Most Chaotic attached an image: [a grey cat with white paws, approx. 11 lbs/5 kilos, laying on his side in the sun.] Most Chaotic attached an image: [the same grey cat in a loaf position, looking out the window.] Most Chaotic attached an image: [the same grey cat, resting in tsukishima’s lap as he reads a book.] Most Chaotic attached an image: [the same grey cat kneading his paws against yamaguchi’s chest, the camera angled so only yamaguchi’s smile is visible.]

Most Chaotic: Meet Chunk

tsalt: When tf did you take that picture

Most Chaotic: Well originally his name was Nobu but he got fat and so that name stuck

Anxiety™: Cute!!! 

Most Chaotic: The vet says he’s still okay tho

the baby: oh adorable!!!! i wish i had a cat

Grandpa Kageyama saved 4 attachments.

Grandpa Kageyama: h

Grandpa Kageyama: he’s so c

Grandpa Kageyama: is he soft

Grandpa Kageyama: how old is he

Grandpa Kageyama: does he let you pet him

Grandpa Kageyama: does he like strangers

Anxiety™: Oh my god Kageyama you’re literally bby

Anxiety™: You saved the pics omg so pure

Grandpa Kageyama: ??

Grandpa Kageyama: yes i saved them ??

Most Chaotic: Very soft, 6, yes, and most of the time yes

Grandpa Kageyama: how long have you had him

Most Chaotic: We got him as a kitten! A few months before my mom passed

Grandpa Kageyama: oh um

Grandpa Kageyama: i’m sorry

the baby: :(((

Anxiety™: Oh I’m sorry about your mom Yamaguchi

Most Chaotic: Nah :) it was a long time ago

Most Chaotic: Thanks tho :)

Grandpa Kageyama: your cat is cute

Most Chaotic: You can come meet him sometime! 

Grandpa Kageyama: really?

Most Chaotic: Yeah! My dad’s not usually home in the evenings so I have the apartment to myself

Anxiety™: Omg I’d love to meet your cat too

the baby: same!!!!

the baby: hang out at yamaguchi’s place!! :D

the baby: can we do it tomorrow after practice??

Most Chaotic: Sure!

Most Chaotic: Wanna come Tsukki

tsalt: Why

Most Chaotic: I’ll buy strawberry shortcake on the way home

tsalt: …okay I guess I’ll come.

the baby: yay!!! this will be so fun!!! party at yamaguchi’s house!!

Most Chaotic: You can call me Tadashi btw

Most Chaotic: Most of the second years do

the baby: ok!!! :D party at tadashi’s house!! 

the baby: u guys can clal me shouyou i dont mind

Most Chaotic: Kay :)

Anxiety™: Wait if we’re doing given names you guys can call me Hitoka

the baby: hitoka-chan!! :D

tsalt: Call me by my first name and I’ll kill you.

the baby: >:(

the baby: thats harsh

Most Chaotic: This is usually the part where I tease you Tsukki but I don’t want to make you that uncomfortable

Anxiety™: I won’t do anything anyone is uncomfortable with!

tsalt: …

tsalt: Okay so in the chat I guess it’s fine but do it in person and I’ll kill you.

the baby: :D!!!

tsalt: Nvm I’m already regretting my decision.

Grandpa Kageyama: i think only 4 people i know have ever called me by my first name

Grandpa Kageyama: im pretty sure oikawa-san does it to fuck with me 

the baby: oikawa-san calls u by ur first name im kinda jealous

Grandpa Kageyama: wtf why

the baby: he’s the grand king!!! he’s so cool!!!!

Grandpa Kageyama: oh

Anxiety™: Do you dislike it Kageyama?

Grandpa Kageyama: dislike what

Anxiety™: Being called by your first name?

Grandpa Kageyama: not really

Anxiety™: Okay!

Grandpa Kageyama: you can if you want

Grandpa Kageyama: i don’t think i’ve had anyone who let me call them by their first name tho

Anxiety™: Go ahead!! We’re friends so it’s cool

Grandpa Kageyama: um

Grandpa Kageyama: ok

Anxiety™: Tadashi-kun!

Anxiety™: Shouyou-kun!

Anxiety™: Tobio-kun!

Anxiety™: Kei-kun!

the baby: ヾ(´▽｀;)ゝ

the baby: hitoka-chan!!

Most Chaotic: Hitoka-chan :)

Grandpa Kageyama: hitoka-chan

the baby: hey tsukishima >:(

tsalt: What?

the baby: (｀皿´)

tsalt: That emoji is god awful, please refrain from using it again.

the baby: Ψ (`益´# )屮

tsalt: I take it back. You found one even worse.

the baby: join the chain!

tsalt: Sigh.

tsalt: Hitoka-chan.

--

[9:13pm]

Grandpa Kageyama: if i p

Grandpa Kageyama: uh

tsalt: Don’t worry, King. Sound it out. We’ll wait.

Grandpa Kageyama: shut the hell up

Grandpa Kageyama: if i pet chunk

Grandpa Kageyama: will he biet me or scratchh me

Anxiety™: Awww Kageyama you’re literally so sweet

Anxiety™: @Most Chaotic

the baby: what other animals do u like kageyama???

Grandpa Kageyama: all of them

Anxiety™: 🥺

Most Chaotic: Nah :) He’s very docile, he’s got a resting bitch face but don’t let that fool you, he’s a total purrboat

Grandpa Kageyama: what does docile mean

tsalt: Lmao.

Anxiety™: It means tame or passive :)

tsalt: Your level of patience for him and Hinata astounds me, Hitoka-chan.

the baby: >:( hey!!!

the baby: she called me cleever earlier jsyk!!

tsalt: No she called you clever.

Grandpa Kageyama: seriously youre an asshoel

tsalt: And you two don’t know how to spell.

the baby: this is is a gc not school

the baby: like who even types with full sentences with grammar n commas n punctuation u undercooked pasta noodle

Most Chaotic: XD

tsalt: …commas are punctuation.

the baby: (ง•͈-•͈)ง

the baby: sorry im not good enough to be in a college prep class, jeez

Grandpa Kageyama: nee-san says i don’t always have to be good at school

Grandpa Kageyama: fuck you tsukishima

tsalt: I decline. I’m ace.

Most Chaotic: Lol

tsalt: I can’t believe you told on me to your sister lmao

tsalt: Didn’t peg you as the tattletale type.

Grandpa Kageyama: i didn’t

Grandpa Kageyama: it’s just what she said when i was in middle school

Grandpa Kageyama: part of the autism or some shit ig

the baby: oh wait back up

the baby: ur autistic???

Most Chaotic: Autism?

Anxiety™: Oh! I didn’t know that about you Tobio-kun but suddenly I’m wondering why I didn’t see it before

Anxiety™: Like all the signs are there

Grandpa Kageyama: ya wh

Grandpa Kageyama: what of it

Grandpa Kageyama: why

Grandpa Kageyama: is it surprising or smth

tsalt: Huh. Interesting.

the baby: nothing!!! i just, you never told me before

Grandpa Kageyama: it never came up

Most Chaotic: It’s not surprising, it actually makes a lot of sense

Anxiety™: Right??

Anxiety™: Also @tsalt I like tutoring, that’s probably where the patience comes from :)

Anxiety™: Wait does that mean we have two neurodivergents on the team

the baby: 2??

the baby: what’s neodruviergt and whos the other person

tsalt: Wow that wasn’t even close.

Anxiety™ attached an image: [screenshot of neurodivergent definition.]

the baby: oh!

Most Chaotic: Don’t you have adhd Hinata?

the baby: no?? i don’t know what that is

Most Chaotic: Oh

Anxiety™: Oh

tsalt: Oh.

Grandpa Kageyama: i mean i’ve heard of it, it came up a lot when i was a kid

Anxiety™: I’m sorry for assuming!!!! D: 

Anxiety™: I didn’t mean to!!! It’s just, the stimming! Easily being distracted! Hyperactivity! Struggling in academics until we worked out a routine! Having trouble holding still…

tsalt: Don’t forget the massive hyper fixation on volleyball

tsalt: And excessive sound effects.

Most Chaotic: @the baby do you have other hobbies that you seemed interested in it at one point but it didn’t last?

the baby: yeah all the time

the baby: up until i found out abt vb

the baby: i'm so confuzed

Anxiety™: Oh sorry I got ahead of myself, adhd is a disorder where your brain has trouble regulating your attention

Anxiety™: You really don’t have it??

the baby: wait

the baby: u mean theres a reason?

Grandpa Kageyama: wdym 

the baby: i’m not just ??? annoying and lazy and not smart???

Anxiety™: Of course not!!!

Anxiety™: You’re very intelligent!!! You may just have different roadblocks than others

Most Chaotic: Neurodivergent ppls brains work differently than neurotypicals

the baby: oh um

the baby: sry i g2g dont wanna wake natsu

the baby is offline.

Grandpa Kageyama: wait where are you going

Most Chaotic: Hinata? Are you okay?

Most Chaotic: …Shouyou?

Anxiety™: :(((( Shouyou-kun? What’s wrong?

Anxiety™: the baby I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you!!! I promise!!

Anxiety™: I’m really sorry Shouyou-kun

Anxiety™: Can I still call you that? I’m sorry, Hinata

the baby is online.

the baby: im fine sorry

the baby: ofc u can still call me shouyou

Most Chaotic: Do you want some space?

Anxiety™: Are you feeling overwhelmed?? :(

Grandpa Kageyama: do you uh

Grandpa Kageyama: do you need someone to come over or smth

the baby: no its getting late and dark out and we have school tmrw

the baby: i just

the baby: i dont even know what to do??

the baby: like i thought it was normal

Anxiety™: it is your normal!!

Anxiety™: Everyone’s normal is different

Grandpa Kageyama: you shouldn’t use that word like that hinata

Grandpa Kageyama: normal

Grandpa Kageyama: it’s like

Grandpa Kageyama: a weapon

Most Chaotic: He’s right, it’s dangerous bc it’s so easy to use it to hurt yourself

the baby: ok

the baby: what do i do? 

Anxiety™: What do you want to do? 💕

the baby: how do i know 4 sure if i have adhd?

tsalt: You could pursue a professional diagnosis.

the baby: how do i do that?

tsalt: Well the first thing you should do is talk to your mom or another adult. Maybe Takeda-sensei, he could help. Then you can go from there. If you think about the entire process at once you’ll probably get overwhelmed.

the baby: oh ok

the baby: thank u

the baby: thanks u guys

the baby: tbh i was crying n i didnt want natsu to hear me but i feel better now

Anxiety™: Awww you’re welcome Shou-kun!! ヾ(*‘ᴗ‘*)ゞ

Anxiety™: I’m sorry you were crying tho :(

Grandpa Kageyama: good

Grandpa Kageyama: i mean good that you feel better 

Grandpa Kageyama: not um

Most Chaotic: I’m glad to help!

Grandpa Kageyama: not that you were crying

the baby: awww ty 

tsalt: Now I’m going to bed. Don’t spam the chat or I’m muting you.

Anxiety™: It is late!! 

Anxiety™: I’m so used to accidentally staying up late I didn’t even notice

Most Chaotic: It’s only 10pm??

tsalt enabled do-not-disturb mode. tsalt is offline.

the baby: wow real sour patch kid energy tsukishima

the baby: but i’ll forgive u cuz u were nice a second ago 

Anxiety™ changed tsalt’s name to tsourpatchkei.

Most Chaotic: Wow I’m impressed with how seamlessly that fits him

Anxiety™: 😌

Anxiety™: Got the idea from Shouyou-kun!

the baby: :D!!

Grandpa Kageyama: well it is late

Most Chaotic: Again?? Only 10pm???

Grandpa Kageyama: we’re athletes Yamaguchi

Anxiety™: Student athletes! 

the baby: yes true 5am awaits

the baby: good night everyone!! to tadashi’s after practice tmrw to meet chunk!!

Most Chaotic: Yes :) maybe then we can see if Tsukki will let you all meet his pet turtle

Most Chaotic: Gn!

Anxiety™: Good night!!

Grandpa Kageyama: good ni

the baby is offline. Anxiety™ is offline. Most Chaotic is offline.

Grandpa Kageyama: wait his what

[kalicocal]

Saw you were looking for music recommendations so I thought I'd share some of my faves! I'm not the best at describing genres, and I love all kinds of music so I'm just trying to give a dec2nt smattering for you to explore lol

St. Lucia: bright dance pop, synths, 80s vibes

Sasha Sloan: indie sad girl shit (lots of these songs are very Leah Rilke vibes)

Simon Curtis: gay, POP! So much fun! And the falsetto! A true male Brittney

Doublecamp: good vibes, positive lowkey jams

The Brummies: indie rock, very sweet and chill

girlfriends: modern pop punk! Very fun

Upsahl: idk what you call music thats not exactly rapping but has that kind of flow, but she's dope and her lyrics are witty!

Remi Wolf: upbeat, goofy pop, her music videos are truly so cool because they're so weird!

Public: your standard pop rock that's heavier on the pop

Starset: this band is space themed, all their music feels like the soundtrack to a Sci fi epic, rock with a touch of screaming. If this sounds appealing at all, I highly suggest listening to their album Transmissions front to back at night, preferably while driving (bonus if it's raining) it's truly the most optimal way to experience this record lololol

The Struts: I mean they're basically modern day Queen in their style, rock and roll baybee!

Will Jay: a songwriter who's not afraid of making each song its own genre, his lyrics are great!

Ok so sorry that was probably way more than you wanted or expected, I just wanted to give you a bunch in hopes that something will strike you! Let me know if you find anything you dig!!

first of all, i know i just didnt catch you saying sorry for sharing this! in fact, i owe you a massive THANK YOU for curating this lovely bundle of new music and your descriptions, this is a treasure trove!!! so yeah, thank you and i really, really appreciate you for taking time out of your day to share this music with me and everyone else here 🥺💛

i just gotta say, this is such an impressive list since almost all-apart from sasha sloan, starset, and upsahl-of these artists are new names to me (sorry for the late reply btw, i wanted to give them a listen before answering you)

i'm currently up to remi wolf (i didnt know that THAT tiktok song is by them until now!) and i fell in love with the brummies and doublecamp! im gonna take some time going over their discography to find some more songs but yeah im really into them so far 💛

and if by any chance you're also looking for new music, i humbly suggests these artists that i hope are new names to you too in exchange for this lovely list :

glass animals - ik theyre popular now but i much prefer their earlier moodier sound in their album ZABA that i think is right up your alley

allocai - dark, mysterious, intimate vibes

bülow - the songs 'first place' and 'revolver' specifically

gabrielle aplin - i think this is how i found out about sasha sloan when i used one of her songs as a radio

cigarettes after sex - essentially what i thought of when i heard 'alone with you' by the brummies

babygirl - happy chill beats + sad lyrics

that's it from me ahahaha i just wanna thank you again for this, i've been enjoying listening to them ☺️ and i hope you have a lovely rest of your week, anon 💛💛

[namtanlovesfilm]

youtube anon here!! omg thank you!! sorry im so late with this i was busy bc deepavali + wanted to make sure id thought of everything to ask ahsjdjdkf and ofc if you decide not to reply to this i understand as well, so really no pressure at all, okay? 😊 what software do you use to edit your videos? what made you decide to start making videos? do your videos get taken down bc of copyright? how do you deal if/when that happens? what are some of your favourite kinds of videos to make, and why? how long do you usually spend on a video (idea conception, filming, editing etc)? and since i know you from this blog, even before you started making videos: do you have any advice about putting out content in fandom? bc you make gifs + write + make videos and like. idk im just wondering if you ever feel shy about posting? (not that you should bc for real everything you put out is great- including all the off pictures you keep posting… thank you for that btw i dont have social media so thats the only way i get to see his beautiful face) i guess it sounds stupid but IM really really shy and the thought of putting anything out there for anyone at all to see makes me want to hide forever sdjfhskjg but like. i kinda want to make video edits too. mostly for myself as like a visual journal thing? like its a personal project. but i thought okay since im putting in so much effort why not share it with other people too? and id love if people discovered new music + shows bc of me yknow? but yeah anyway like. how do you deal with it if you ever feel that way? thats all i can think of for now, wow this got LONG. i hope its not too much rip. and again thank you for letting me ask you these questions ❤️

hi, OOF you really had QUESTIONS lmaooooo

I use the free software shortcut to edit my videos. I hate it & it's very slow which makes my already least favorite part of the video making, editing, even worse (:

I decided to start making videos bc 1) I saw a gap in the youtube market where people who talked about bl either did reactions or short analyses without showing their faces. 2) there were many topics that were easier to tackle in a longer video than a blog post. 3) if I were to be able to make a living off of youtube (which will not happen but wish I had known that then lol) it would solve most of my problems & allow me to combine pretty much all of my interests at once.

my videos ABSOLUTELY get taken down bc of copyright, if you look through my community page I've talked about that many times.

when that happens, I always appeal but most of the time it doesn't work, which means I spent 30+ hours MINIMUM on something that will never see the light of day (: it's in big part why I'm switching to thailand focused content instead of thai series content tbh, it was very heavy on my mental health for a hobby that takes so many hours out of me every week. not worth it.

my favorite kinds of videos to film are definitely my ranking ones or reaction ones bc they demand very little preparation & scripting and are just about me rambling for 2 hours, but my ranking ones take FOREVER to edit so on that part any non scripted video is the worst haha

the time spent on a video really depends, but usually the writing of a video takes me between 3 to 6 hours, the filming takes me 2 hours & the editing takes me a good 20 hours (funny bc I hate editing so much lmaooooo.) but some videos have only taken me 10 hours (short reactions), while others have taken me well above 50 (longer commentary ones.)

about putting out content in fandom, you're right in saying that I've basically done every kind of content LMAO. honestly the faceless one like giffing, writing fics, making fanvids, etc. is easy? like it needs to come from a drive of wanting to do it but bc your personal image isn't really attached to it, I feel like the trial & error is easier? if you wanna stop tomorrow no one will really care? but when I started making videos that demand significantly more time & that have my face clearly attached to it, that's when the doubts started creeping in. I never feel shy bc I just haven't been shy in a while, but I do feel ashamed to talk to irl people about my videos bc they aren't successful & I've invested over 2 years of my life in them so it's just kinda pathetic LMAO. but about you being shy, you can focus on the fact that it's the internet? like if you really don't want anyone to know it's your fanvids, create a new username & post them under it, bc then literally NO ONE will know it's you. to be honest it's taken me years but I've gotten rid of the notion of "cringe" and "embarrassment" out of my vocabulary. just do what makes you happy bc people will hate on you no matter what. I just know I personally want to live my life authentically & not filter it just so MAYBE I'm not as hated. so yeah, I hope you DO get to create the fanvids you want & good luck with that! thanks for the support as well, it means a lot <3

xxx

[wwonder-landd]

Talks on TikTok

Pairing: Jordan Fisher x Female Reader

Warnings: Some bad words, my bad this whole thing is one bog self insert!

Request? Yes! Tagged @johnlaurensbitch​ and anon request!! this is probably a very late request,, considering i’m never on tumblr.

Preview: kinda self explanatory?? but basically reader duets jordan’s tiktok and he sees it and messages her!!

Y/F/N is Your Friend’s Name!!

Masterlist

TikTok was a relatively new app in your life. You had done a few POV’s and also sang along to the Sofia The First song to “broadway attractive men: sing-a-long edition” specifically to sing along for Thayne Jasperson and Jordan Fisher. It had become a new obsession, as you replied to comments and liked funny ones that made you laugh when you couldn’t sleep.

As you swiped through your For You page and liked a few, you received a comment notification. @username: @yourusername please duet this!!! 

Upon reading the comment, you first checked the username to make sure it wasn’t a weird bot account, and you realized it was not. After that, you clicked the video and it took you to Jordan Fisher’s account. 

The video was a 60 second clip of Jordan singing the Orpheus part of “All I’ve Ever Known” from Hadestown. You already knew the song and you had seen Reeve in the Original Broadway Cast, alongside Eva Noblezada, prior to Coronavirus putting every inch of Broadway in the dark.

Below the video, the caption said “Duet this as Eurydice! Let me hear your voices! :) #fyp #hadestown #duet.”

Maybe you could duet it? Of course you could, it was just a simple sixty second video, it wouldn’t change or affect your life in any way shape or form. At least that’s what you initially thought.

Clicking the small swishy arrow, then clicking duet, you sang your part and finalized the video, with the caption ‘The Orpheus to my Eurydice! Cast Jordan as Orpheus or you’re cowards!!! #fyp #bway #duet #hadestown’ Granted the duet itself wasn’t anything professional and was merely for fun, as you assumed Jordan would never see it, let alone anyone from Broadway that would see your poke at the Hadestown casting directors.

You went to text your friend about your recent Glee binge while pressing play on the next episode, though Netflix should know you by now. Of course you’re ‘still watching,’ that shouldn’t even be a question. You decide to grab the bag of chips off of the coffee table before plopping yourself on the couch and settling into the plot that was the storm of Glee.

Two episodes in and your phone vibrates beside you. 

Y/F/N Calling...

You accept the call and raise the phone to your ear.

“Oh my God! You saw it right? Tell me you saw it?” they shrill into your ear.

“What is ‘it?” What are you talking about?”

“Come on Y/N... Jordan commented on your post!”

“No way.. What the fuck!? Let me go see.” you respond before adding, “hold on, I’ll call you back.”

Sure enough, you opened TikTok and there was the notification, or the many notifications...

@jordan_fisher: YOU KILLED THIS! 😍

Another notification popped up, this time a little paper airplane depicting a dm.

Jordan Fisher: 

Hey! You did so good on that duet!! 

Does he do that to everyone who duets? What was going on...

You take a screenshot and send it to Y/F/N with ‘tell me i’m reading this wrong... this is fake...’ undernearth the screenshot.

You go back to TikTok and reply, or try to, as Y/F/N floods you with texts. ‘OMG DATE’ ‘WTF NO WAY’ ‘OMG SIS U HAVE TO’ ‘MESSAFE HIM’ ‘FLIRT FLIRT PLS OMH DO IT NOW FOT ME’

Y/N L/N:

Thank you! That means so much coming from you! Yours was phenomenal

He responded almost instantaneously.

Jordan Fisher: 

Well I kinda do the singing thing for a living. Seriously though, do you sing? I’ve seen some of your videos, you’re really good!

Now he wants to actually know you? Not only that, but he’s creeped on your TikTok? He doesn’t do this with everyone... right?

Y/N L/N:

Well I knew that much. I sing in the shower! Not professionally, but I’ve written some stuff.. I wish I had the guts to get out there!

You were actually shaking, and didn’t know what to even say to him. This was all so surreal to you.

Then you got an Instagram notification. 

@jordan_fisher has followed you!

Followed by a TikTok notification that Jordan had duetted you back. The duet was Jordan staring at the screen with a smile on his face while you sang the Eurydice part, then adding “OH MY GOD SHE’S LITERALLY SO GOOD!” to the end. 

Comments flooded in left and right, follows on Instagram.. It seemed endless. You decide to mess with him and message him on Instagram. 

@YourUsername: 

You stalking me or something? 🤔

@jordan_fisher: 

Maybe it’s something like that. Or maybe you just caught my eye.

@YourUsername:

Is that so?

@jordan_fisher:

Yeah, you really blew me away!

@YourUsername:

Okay Philip Hamilton blow us all away tease! Btw you did so good in that show! 

@jordan_fisher:

You saw it?

@YourUsername:

Yeah I saw you as Philip and John, but couldn’t stagedoor :( but here I am talking to you so!

@jordan_fisher:

Well I’m glad the universe worked out that way!

@YourUsername:

Literally how many people can say they’re talking to their childhood crush on Instagram? Not many!

@jordan_fisher:

Childhood crush huh?

@YourUsername:

Let’s just say my younger sibling had a thing for Liv&Maddie😂

@jordan_fisher:

That’s cute though! Gotta start somehow. This is totally random, and you can say no, but what would you say to coffee sometime?

@YourUsername:

I’d say that I’ll need your number to let your know when your order is ready, just like Starbucks!

@jordan_fisher:

Oh right, like Starbucks...😂 xxx-xxx-xxxx

@YourUsername:

I’ll text you the plan yeah?

@jordan_fisher:

Can’t wait!

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yikes, when this is some really bad writing and a weird ending???? it’ll probably be a part two or something idk i didn’t have an idea for the next bit?? so if anyone has any ideas pls hit the ask box up.. but beware i really forget that thing exists ajdakkjf IM GETTING BETTER AT TUMBLR I SWEAR IM RELEARNING THE WRITING THING AND THE TUMBLR THING.. trust the process pls bc i miss writing and i want ppl to like the stuff i write!! also sorry for the weird title,,, again, still getting used to this stuff again :/

[dearhaos]

ohhhh yeah, i get it. i only rewatch like,,,, two/three perfs from kingdom with one being on repeat just bc there's no studio version and i like the song but !!! the rest is kinda,,,, alright but not something i rlly need to watch :// but what are your favourite performances from both show btw !!! i didn't even ask :o also,,,, a strawberry, i love it <3

im sorry for always replying so late skdjjkjbkdsnjs BUT hm faves... (this ended up being ridiculously long for some reason so im putting it under a read more)

for rtk: heroine, reveal (catching fire), be mine, it's raining, the we must love, quasi una fantasia, photo!!!!! also tbz and i think? onf's intro perfs!!! maybe golchas too? it was either onf or golcha or both honestly i can't remember but i remember there being smth i rlly liked in there!! i really liked come back home & basquiat & new world but more as songs than . the perfs (or ok i liked the perfs in the mvs more than on the show). lit perf gets bonus points for having rapper seoho. i literally listen to this version more than the original song because of that verse. it makes me go a bit insane. it's ranked like 2 or 3 songs higher than the original version in my oneus song ranking i think. yeah.

heroine makes me cry to this day i really genuinely love it so much it's insane. like. everything about it. like if u wanted my commentary i would just pause literally every 2 seconds to point out smth i like or just to cry about it all? ALSO CHANGMIN'S SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sighs ok moving on, reveal is iconic it doesn't need an explanation i think. i think we all get it. i was rewatching it recently nd i noticed that literally every time i see the moment when hyunjae runs up to the . things they lift whatever. if i'm watching the show cut w the others' reactions i literally have this a bit insane hehehhehehehe laugh like. am i ok. like hehehehe ure not ready for this (and neither am i). also i literally can't listen to the original version of reveal since this came out and i wish i was kidding but i'm really not like i literally just listen to this one. be mine is just beautiful to look at also romeo youngjo that's all thank u. also seoho during the last chorus (i think? im literally doing this from memory im sorrykdsfk) ..... yeah ... idk it's really nice and i think choosing romeo & juliet as the concept for this song was a great idea (nd i literally don't know how u come up with that. but it's so great). i like the storytelling in this one i rlly do <3 it's raining is the queen of performances no one does it like them!!!!!!!! like i genuinely thought i wouldn't be that attached to this perf when i first saw it? like funnily enough i was just like yea it's nice but whatever. but then it would randomly play in my head and i just couldn't stop it? and then i became obsessed. it's so fun...it's a little festival...also they literally made it's raining their song it's so. god it's so good. i'm going to lose my mind if i keep going. as for we must love well 1) [at the time it was] my fave onf title track? and the concept they chose for the performance just was like .... they literally did it for me it's so insanely just .. exactly what i would have wanted it's everything i love ?? ... it's so . i still kinda can't believe that performance exists like . i forgot to mention it at first because i keep forgetting about it because like . it can't be real???

for kingdom: love poem, i'll be your man, back door, move. i also remember being rlly excited for o sole mio (the red wedding) but i genuinely can't remember if i ended up liking it or not?

love poem is absolutely legendary i'm not gonna write a whole essay abt that, i'll be your man gave me everything i wanted (fave btob song, skz beloveds, those outfits were rlly pretty, blue hair jisung again!!!!!!!!!! nd neck tattoo..), and btob are so powerful that they made me appreciate back door how did they do that. i dont like back door. how did they do that. what did they do. how. and finally sf9 doing move was . . . everything i think we all get it i dont think anyone would dare to disagree

[mulletcal]

hi, idk if ur doing requests or not, sorry to bother u if ur not but i was wondering if u could write a blurb ab y/n having a bad mental health day or hasn’t been the happiest in a while and cal like helps her through it and talks with her?🥺 btw i love ur acct

idk if you watch colleen ballinger but her husband did something so cute for her in one of her recent vids so i wanna kinda recreate it 

also i’m gonna say that this is like a world minus the pandemic that’s happening bc we all need a lil escape every once in a while

(also also i touched on what happens here in my first blurb i ever wrote SO this can just be an expansion of something like that)

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You had been coming to the end of your rope for a while now - burning the candle at both ends had always been your default setting, but your mental health was starting to take a dip because of it.

Your phone had been going off with texts from Calum all day, expressing to you his excitement about songs he had been working on, or little ways Luke had pushed his buttons that day, or just things about his own mental health.  It’s not that you didn’t want to talk to your boyfriend, it’s just that you didn’t have the energy to.

Ignoring another text from him, you headed out to do your grocery shopping - you knew that if you didn’t at least have some easy to make foods in your house when you encountered the worst of it, you wouldn’t eat at all.

The trip to the grocery store was short, grabbing a few essentials that you knew were comfort foods to you, and easy to make.  Heading back to your apartment, you were slightly alarmed when you saw rose petals that trailed from the elevator to your door - wondering what Calum could be up to.

Opening the door, the faint smell of lavender invaded your nostrils, your apartment dimly lit with candles that led down the hallway to what you assumed was the bathroom.  Taking in a deep breath, you followed down the hallway where your assumptions were proven correct.

“What’s all this?” You asked, eyes lifting to meet your boyfriend who had just been sitting on the closed toilet seat waiting for you to appear.

“You’ve been taking care of everyone else so much lately, I thought I should take care of you,” Calum replied simply, “I waited to draw the bath cause I know you hate it gets cold.”

Pouting slightly, you went to stand between his legs, looking down at him.  “Cal, you didn’t have to do all this, I’m fine.” That was a complete lie, but you’d hoped Calum would buy it.

“Bullshit,” Guess not. “Baby, you’ve been burning the candle at both ends so to speak for weeks now.  I just want to be here for you,” He murmured, pressing a kiss to your wrist.

You weren’t one to say no to a bubble bath, so you agreed.  Calum made quick work to add your favourite bath salts and bubbles to the warm, almost too hot to soak in water, encouraging you to strip down.

What you hadn’t expected though, was for him to slip into the bath first, motioning for you to come sit in front of him.  He had been around when you were having a bath, sure, but he wasn’t usually one to join. Running his now damp fingers in your hair as you settled against him, you shut your eyes.

“I also put on some tea, it’s on your mug warmer,” His lips were pressed to the side of your head, eyes glancing over to where the mug sat. “Now, wanna talk to me about what’s going through that gorgeous mind of yours?”

Your eyes remained closed, breathing evenly from your nose as you tried to let the eucalyptus scent soak into your skin.  “Life’s just too much, y’know? Work has been crazy busy, my boss can be such a nightmare, horrible at communication and never acknowledges when a task is complete. We just go onto the next. I also hardly have time to see you, so I feel like I’m being a terrible partner to you.  The anxiety is overwhelming, and it’s hard to feel enough.”

Calum listened, he always listened, so patient and kind.  He waited for you to finish speaking before he had spoken up, “Is there a way you can improve communication with your boss? Like maybe weekly meetings where you discuss what you need from each other in the week moving forward?” He suggested, and it honestly didn’t sound like a half bad idea.  “As for me, you know I’m always here for you my love.  No matter the day, place, or time, I’m always here to listen.”

Your hand reached up to cup his cheek, turning your head so you could plant a kiss to his free cheek, “I know, thank you.  Also that’s not a bad idea, I’ll bring it up to him tomorrow.  Hopefully that can establish some work life balance as well.  I go in early, I stay late - and I’m making less than the people who are working hourly.”

Through your rant about your work week, Calum began  to take some water and pour it over your head, and you were confused at first, “M’gonna wash your hair, just relax.” So the next few minutes were spent with your eyes shut once more as Calum massaged the shampoo into your scalp.

Your bath hadn’t lasted much longer after that, the water beginning to grow tepid and slightly uncomfortable.  But Calum made sure that once you were dried off, you were wrapped in your fluffiest robe, light kisses being pressed to your cheeks and nose as he did so. 

“Why don’t I stay here for the next little bit? Tour doesn’t kick off for another month, and I’d like to see you as much as possible before I go,” Calum asked, toying with his own fingers.

“I love you, you know that? I’d love nothing more.”

tag list: @haikucal  @talkfastromance4 @softbabiestan @boyfriend-cal @calum-uncrowned @wildflowerirwin @irwindoll @gosh-im-short @atlcalm @thesubtweeter @heavenisapeach @ridingcthood @loveroflrh @wokeupinjapanisabop @mantlereid @inlovehoodx @irwinkitten (laura i didn’t know if you wanted to be tagged in everything or just ash content so i’m tagging you in this too 🥺)

[fruitpilled]

Wait could you please spare the SBI Pokémon backstories? The designs look really cool

HI YES OKAY SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY BUT HERE.

emboar techno- so he’s basically the king of the nether lmao. he just- idk how to explain it tbh. he was born into the royal family of the nether, there was a huge uprising of the civilians, techno survived, and took back over. this techno is the beginning of the story/au/fanfic in my head is not an anarchist, he’s a monarch, and he likes it (for now). he has never left the nether tho that's all he’s ever known 

articuno philza - head of the antarctic empire, biological father to alolan vulpix wilbur and adopted zigzagoon tommy. uuuuuh that's just. it really for him LMAO

vulpix wilbur - incredibly sheltered since he was a prince, never really saw much of the “real world” until he ventured out to the dream smp (where he met tommy btw) and now he’s a paranoid mess, 

zigzagoon tommy - grew up with no parents an was basically homeless from birth, literally a fuckin street rat whos only friend was tubbo (a riombee in this au) and wilbur eventually, who dragged him back to the empire because holy shit this boy needs a stable parental figure

and because i FEEL LIKE IT i’m gonna talk about how techno and philza met up

so since techno has never left the nether he’s never seen non-fire types before (i should probably talk about how types work in this universe but im simply not) and was one day vibing, being the uncaring, indifferent king of the nether he was, when he noticed like a fuck ton of his piglin soldiers attacking something and he was like “the fuck” and then he saw philza getting beat senseless and was like “the fuck!!!!!!!” because 1. what is he and 2. why is he??? and after a few very confusing conversation techno is like “oh there's a world OUTSIDE of this nether place ok. okayyyy. my worldview has been shattered can i see” and then he does and its cool

man i need to write a fic for this because none of this makes sense without the context that is my brain

[shhhlikeme]

Now that im up to date let's talk aot! Ive also read the manga up until the end of season 3. Im not sure if I want to go past the anime at this point, ive seen some spoilers and idk I kinda like being unsure atm at whats going to happen. Anway Im liking the new animation! I quite like both styles but I feel like the change in animation suits the change in the series since were seeing everyone grown up.

The whole basement reveal really shocked me, out of all the things I wasnt expecting that. I thought it would be about cure for the titans since Dr Jaegar is a doctor and maybe he figured out a way to cure the world. Instead I felt like the whole world turned on its head😂 Im glad it wasn't spoiled for me, it was a complete surprise which is nice. I feel like as a show no matter how much we learn there's still things that are unknown. Its really good and well written, also very cruel. Overall im enjoying it a lot and im glad I started watching it. What are your thoughts on aot and the new season so far? (Sorry if this was all over the place im about to go to bed and am a bit tired hahah) - Qyu 💛

******AOT SPOILERS BELOW******

Hiii qyu anon sorry I saw that this was about AOT so I waited to finish the latest ep before I read it.

I’m caught up again, if the episodes come out on Sunday im usually able to get to it today like Friday nights!

YAAAAAY IM SO GLAD WE CAN TALK AOT !! 😃

I saw your tweets did you end up surpassing the anime in favour of the manga?

You know I’m only an anime watcher so I’ve really been on the edge of my seat all season.

I’m feeling the new animation! It’s much for rugged and makes the characaters look older so I agree that it works. Kinda reminds me of the hq animation switch (pre quarantine) because it made all the boys look older and better.

Since you more or less binged watched it, did you find it was a rollercoaster? Did you find it confusing or easy to follow? For me: I started watching AOT when it came out when I was in high school so after every episode this season I literally have to watch an “explained” video. I quite enjoy them now actually as it has become a part of the process haha. I’m about to watch episode 10s now !!

Yeah omg the basement arc was just crazy .... I absolutely didn’t see it coming. For me the biggest shock is obviously Zeke cause like .... dude you actually threw those rocks and killed the corps FOR WHAT !!! fucking snake and I was so happy when I thought Levi killed him.

Levi btw 🥵

It’s so funny because when I watched aot before I got online in the anime world he never stood out to me looks wise, but then I saw that everyone thought he was hot and I think my mind finally noticed him and was like omg yes 😍😍😍

But I honestly say that I’ve never been more attracted to an anime characters while being until I was introduced to captain Erwin💔and kasamatsu from KNB. Anyone you find handsome in AOT ????

Okay!! Again sorry for the late reply and take all the time you need to answer. I’ll be here 💛💛💛💛

Wish you the best as always!