#sorry i hate to subpost but i feel like im going crazy

[winchesterian]

oh also what is with this recent obsession they have with making dean out to be some extremely regressive hate crime enjoying bigot

[severelychaoticnightmare-blog]

Heather, stop posting lies about me. I offered to help, you declined. I offered time and time again but you never fucking want it. I fucking loved you and was willing to do anything for you, not for any benefit for me, but to help you. I did offer help out of the goodness of my heart, you just don’t deserve it.  I did love you heather, now I don't. I don't even like you anymore. I don't want anything to do with you anymore. You've hurt me and tossed me aside so easily that it shows you never cared about me.

You never fucking loved me, you never cared about me. I did nothing but show you love and appreciation. I’m sorry I wasn’t the best, but i tried my hardest and it wasn’t enough for you. Nothing is enough for you. 

stop fucking subposting about me.  Don’t contact me ever again, I did want to help you heather and now I don’t want to because you aren’t appreciative at all for what you are being given. You think you can do it all on your own but when I even mentioned maybe you could stay at my house, you immediately asked me to ask my parents.  Fuck you and your “im independent” shit. I’m done offering help that isn’t wanted until you realize how fucked you are. Good luck heather, don’t message me ever again, don’t even bother.  You are ungrateful, you are out for blood, you hated me, you never loved me. You took 4 years and tossed it out in less than 24 hours.  You took all of our memories and threw it away.  Leave me the fuck alone, I will never offer to help again because when I do you fucking think I’m asking for something in return but I’m not. I’m not gonna give you money. I’m not gonna even ask my parents about you staying because I actually was going to, but now I don’t want to. Why should they allow someone who has hurt me in their home. You don’t deserve it. 

I’ve done nothing but try my best to support you and help you. You fucking know it too, you know when I say the wrong thing IT IS NOT what I meant to say especially when YOU KNOW I’m trying to explain myself or apologize. You can never be positive, you are always fucking negative even when I try to make you happy again. You say I’m emotional to handle heather, have you looked at yourself lately. Everyone says I shouldn’t even bother with you still because you’re being fn crazy but I did because I care about you. I still believed there was a “us” in the future. I actually loved you and in my honest opinion, I don’t think you’ll find someone who loves you as much as I do.  I want to end my life for how you make me feel but I know what I have going for me and I know I will be successful. I don’t have a reason to do it.  I don’t love you anymore I don’t care for you anymore I won’t bother with you anymore I won’t die for you anymore And this is because you are ungrateful and you are unappreciative. You are delusional and when the time comes for when you attempt to ask for help, I’m gonna say no.  If you need money, I’m sorry it’s too late.  If you need a place to stay, sorry you ruined it heather.  If you want me back or need someone to talk to, talk to your dumb fucking discord friends, they obviously are better than me anyways.  Goodbye forever heather