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edwardshundredyearoldspunk · 2 years ago

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whenever I'm near my dad I blink “i hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you i hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you” in morse code because I otherwise would not be able to make nice with him when he's around

#he's not around often but his presence gives me feelings i assume are similar to ptsd #and my mom (who is usually…fine) becomes a first class enabler #he suuuucks and i feel bad cuz sometimes i can tell he's trying to make me talk to him #but him being nice never lasts and as soon as i make a miatep he doesn't waste a second reminding me why I'm so hard to tolerate #but it especially sucks because my little brother is only 14 and he's already developing fawning reaponses to his bullshit #once again i find myself wishing my mom had just divorced him #sorry i guess we got personal tonight folks on this here hellsite

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