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teeforhee · 4 years ago

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okay so because of u know the whole ~pandemic~ thing, exams are being done differently this year and the way my specific mathematics teacher is doing it is by having us sit two full assessments and then taking the higher grade of the two and calling that our grade. so we've just got the estimated marks back for the first one, could go up or down by about 3~, a bit more than 3%, and the next one is in about a week and uhhhh. well. to out this plainly my overall score was 91% on the first assessment so. well. I'm wondering if I should ask my teacher to use the second assessment periods as study periods for my other classes where I'm getting way less or if I should be trying extra hard to reach 97% or something.

#mostly just happy that i don't have to take this class again i can do the harder one next year. i think i would actually drop out from #boredom if i had to take this one again. might be nice to figure out why the fuck indicies work Like That but otherwise #my teacher was really worried that I'd have to take this class again bcus i wouldnt pass or wouldn't pass well cos u know #my dad died and i took like 3 months to become nocturnal and contemplate existential anxieties in the woods and didnt do any classwork #for that time so i missed a lot but less than i wouldve missed any other year since a lot of that was catchup for lockdown stuff #overall? I've been SUPER lucky. cant wait to do harder shit next year tho. I JUST REALLY LOVE CIRCLES AND INFINITY OKAY.#watching vihart at age 7 really did rewire my brain permenantly. thank you my liege for my most useful special interest.#second most useful being atomic chemistry #gd..... cries thinking about atoms.....#hello my name is griffin my special interests are science and abstract mathematics. i was diagnosed at 15. wuushshdjwishdbdnuahdhs #i say atomic chemistry cause that makes me INSANE with joy but its really all chemistry. more absteact stuff than practical but #I love knowing facts too. i love rules most but actual specific facts and examples are cool too. so it's really All Chemistry just atomic #stuff is my favourite. sorry for uhhh All This I just <3 feel bad talking about liking academia. it works for my brain!! rote learning and #tests and abstracts and lectures w/notetaking work for my brain!! im just lucky and autistic but still most of my friends are nd in ways #that make academia Not Work At All. which makes it like #mean and rude to go to my friends being failed by the system and say FUCK YES GOT 91% SCIENCE IS SO GOOD #i spent like 4 hours infodumping to someone about science and quadratics and trig n shit and honestly didnt realise how much #i had in my head about this until i got to explain it to an outsider. i feel like i know Nothing but then i can talk for hours abt it #u wanna hear me go wacky insane ask me about uprising as an abuse allegory or about anything chemistry #I mean i really dont!! know anything!! im in highschool i know less than the basics!!! but i lovee the basics so much it makes my heart hurt #thank u for reading. All This ahdgsgjdhegsjjdbshsjhd #microdosing on socialising by making a very long rambly tumblr post #mine #school tw #tw school #ask to tag im SO sorry for bragging i just needed to Talk abt it

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