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the night's so blue
#my art#tf2#soldier#engineer#helmet party#this is not meant to look good. it's a vent i was just trying to distract my brain so i didn't break down crying and it kinda worked#sorry for your eyes though
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some thoughts on Claude
alt title: diversity win! this Butch Nun is crafting bombs in an unventilated room in her convent while actively courting Mother Superior! Do Not Give Them Access To Unlimited Power No Matter How Nice They Are
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#reminder that Claude is one of the only other housemaidens present in Start Again: A Prologue! Think about this for me <3#isat spoilers#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time fanart#isat claude#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat mirabelle#start again: a prologue#lucabyteart#some of these punchlines have been sat around in my files for almost a year at this point LMAOOO.. they were good enough to persist.#anyway yes i know claudes spectacles are small on her sprite but i like doing the dot eye in glasses thing so thats what ur getting !!#also swearing forever yay yay yay. sorry to fake swear lovers but sometimes i need it for the comedy to hit. sorry#... i might post that sasasap kick in the teeth on its own later just because i do like it a lot.#but yeah i have a decent amount of thoughts on claude. mostly informed by that i read both her and & euphrasie as rlly obvious signifiers#that like. mirabelles house is more than a little bit disorganised and way too lax on certain ethical ... concerns....#girls and guys youre in a place that lacks need for even a police force.... why were you workshopping rock traps and pungee pits...?#who signed off on that... are you guys like. you guys seem nice but are you alright. should i be worried#gotta respect the hustle of trying to fuck the head priest of your organisation though. genuinely love that for her#but WHAT a workplace ethics nightmare!! I thought it was bad enough reading it as unrequited. YOURE TELLING ME SHE ACTUALLY MANAGED TO HIT?#INSANE. I DONT WANT TO BE IN THE BUILDING FOR THAT BREAKUP. GET ME ON A PILGRIMAGE *STAT*
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Why is he kinda...



These two asks were right next to each other, and I think that’s beautiful
#ask reply#don’t tell me your horoscope sign just tell me which FNAF character you fancy#THE TWO WOLVES in the mind#I’m glad yall like their designs though fr fr#yall being down bad for them only tells me I did a good job#I GOTTA draw these two more#especially Henry he deserves more art by now#slowly but surely adding these two into the regular cast#I got an idea with Henry and Michael actually#so keep an eye out for that…#LET ME COOKK 🔥🔥🔥#sorry for not answering asks for a bit too I’ve been busy#luckily it’s for cool reasons I’ll be able to announce soonish 💜#LOVE YALL though promise I haven’t forgotten about the asks 🙏🏾
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I love Vulcans we need to get more into the emotional lives of Vulcans without imposing Human standards onto them. "The way you feel is wrong/repressive because it's not the way it's "supposed" to be from my perspective as an alien called Human" is boring to me especially when it's treated as correct. I wanna know how the aliens feel about their alien way of life. Vulcans are so interesting to me when written AS aliens and not as analogous to repressed Humans. I think about Tuvok's description of attachment to his family and how that isn't the emotion 'love' but something else, something that he feels no shame about having and sees as normal, as naturally Vulcan and I love it and I love it because there aren't any Humans there to go "Um actually checkmate you Vulcan s.o.b - that's emotion!" and he isn't being influenced by anything. These are his authentic thoughts. He sees his children, his family, as part of him. They were at times illogical, incomprehensible, and it was extremely rewarding to be in their lives. He thinks about them every day. They were well behaved. As teens they were contemptuous of authority and convinced of their own superiority. His youngest son loved one 200 verse story so he sang it to him. He'd rather die than betray his wife even in spirit. He's incomplete without them. It's obvious through Tuvok that Vulcan life is not inherently devoid of pleasure, comfort, or love and thus Human life (I think) should not be portrayed as inherently having something greater, deeper, more meaningful. I'm not talking here of society but of...emotional life. Interiority. There's this sense that all Vulcans are the same and miserable for it. That they hold themselves back and are indistinguishable and antagonistic to the self, repressed and wrong. That to be Vulcan is to suffer endlessly and Humans are all about Freedom Man and I don't know, I like that Tuvok's existence sort of challenges this as much as I acknowledge that Vulcan society is in fact repressive and unwelcoming to those who don't fit neatly into it. I'm not saying Vulcan society is a utopia, I'm questioning the perception of Vulcan emotional control - that way of life - as being inherently bad, devoid, or lacking. That Vulcans walk around with 'empty cups' and are only deluding themselves that to be that way is good. If only, Humanity moans, they could taste how delicious life could be! Tuvok is an average Vulcan. He does not struggle with emotion, he is not mixed species, he was not raised atypically, and yet he has a family he cares about and a wife he's loyal to and friends he values and none of these things seem to be Un-Vulcan to him. If Vulcan life was truly devoid of love and care, Tuvok wouldn't think of his family. They're not here, so why bother? When his pon farr came, he'd be trying to find the most compatible mate rather than risking his life by trying to meditate through it out of loyalty to T'Pel. T'Pel would also have just given Tuvok up for dead instead of waiting and his children wouldn't have traveled all the way to the most holy temple on the planet to say prayers for his safe return. I think these things are interesting and I wish they'd been explored more. The fact that caring about your family, caring about your friends, is not Un-Vulcan. The fact that Tuvok at no point longs for Humanity, sees nothing better or of interest to him in it. (Even in his teenage rebellion he only says he's sorry he was born Vulcan which reads less as Vulcan v Human and more like 'I hate this goddamn family' ykwim?). I want to know more about how Vulcans interact with each other, how they care for one another, what it means and what it's like to be Vulcan in more of an everyday way rather than what it means to be Vulcan vs Human.
#Vulcan emotional control WOULD be bad for Humans. But they're aliens. So.#I wrote this off the cuff v_v sorry if it just rambles in circles#I just don't like when Vulcans are written to be 'like us but missing out on something beautiful'#I think of people who don't live anything close to my life's experience. Are they lacking in something? Are they not living a 'full' life?#I'm not neurotypical - am I missing something essential to living a 'real' life because of that?#some people don't experience empathy - are they lesser because of it? No#I love my fellow man I guess. I think maybe in the far far future I'd hope that being just like me [human = neurotypical white american]#isn't a prerequisite for friendship and love and maybe we can just have harmless and beautiful differences#I wonder what's so good - INHERENTLY good about having emotion. What does it mean to be good? What does it mean to live 'fully'? As a Human#As an Alien? What does it means to have a life? Be alive? What's love and why is it important? What do these concepts mean to an Alien?#In Star Trek Voyager Ayala's son and Tuvok's son both pray for their father to come back home - is the Vulcan prayer lesser?#All this to say that I /AM/ going to make my own no-emotions aliens to put in star filled oyster - you just know I'm going to do that#there was no other option for me it was written in stone from oyestar's conception and I hope you'll all read the story#I eventually write with them even though you'll no doubt raise your brow and look me in the eye and go 'oh big surprise the Vulcan guy wrot#this. Oh hey look everyone the autistic Vulcan guy is musing about emotions what a surprise' and I'll be tugging at my shirt collar#like a cartoon character and gulping comedically and sweating bullets#Literally as I wrote that last sentence I realized I'm dissociating I'm going to go eat ice
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DAY 3: RHETORIC - You – against the atom, the charm and the spin. Where the whole world failed – matter failed to bend to human will; human will failed to get out of bed and tie its laces – you alone, single-handedly, will rebuild the dreams of the working class. You are The Last Communist.
#disco elysium#rhetoric#de rhetoric#disco elysium skills#skilltober#skilltober 2024#de skills#voliart#RHETTY MY GOLDMOUTH GUY!!!#well i couldn't figure out the golden mouth but hey golden eyes are still pretty cool i think :3#if i weren't doing pretty quotes for descriptions i ABSOLUTELY would have written LIKE TO SLAP HIS BALD HEAD. REBLOG TO SLAP HIS BALD HEAD.#dude i think youre fantastic. we LOVE a good wordsmith babey :3 guy who wants you to have a goddamn opinion for the love of god hfkjg#body wraps back around him!! i think its really funny that logic and ency both got text boxes in their skilltober art pages#but for this one (Y'KNOW. THE GUY IN CHARGE OF TALKING) i didn't give him ANY WORDS hkgjg SORRY TORI I LOVE YOU THOUGH HJGKJG#aight!! tomorrow/today's the melty thespian who i have NEVER been able to draw in a way ive liked so WISH ME LUCK LMAO <3333
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Their FACE
#We do love our Time Lord suffering#With tears in his big brown eyes#Moments when you really feel in your gut that even though years and regenerations have passed...#It's the same guy#And he's so so sorry....#Because once again he couldn't save everyone#And that creature terrified him to the depths of his soul#Doctor Who#DW Spoilers#DW Season 15#DW s15e03#The Well
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liking every “this is what they’re doing to daniel molloy’s holes on ao3” post but i don’t actually know because i will only read top armand in very specific circumstances
#SORRY. i get it! but he doesn’t top to me 🩷#but neither does young daniel really….#and they were both bottoms…#ideal scenario is subtop daniel though#but young daniel only i think old dan can dom as a treat#you watched the show with your eyes shut if you think armand is a strict dom
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I spent all my tv time watching the episodes that noritoshi appeared in over and over again literally squealing and kicking my feet whenever noritoshi is on screen that my family is just sick of my shit
Noritoshi scolding abt using indoor voices...... swoons....... He would be so orderly and nagging abt it too... uwaa....... coughs
you and me both, bro. The way Noritoshi presents himself with such grace and stoism is so fucking beautiful, even my ancestors possess me to let out their shock. the way his type of character talks, too, with formalities and like he has an image to uphold... HOW CAN YOU NOT YELL AT THAT. Not only that, but he's so... flowy.... from his clothes to his hair and the way he uses his bow in the fight scenes..
the fight scenes served hella cunt. I love shonen sm. Noritoshi fight scenes are so good.... but stop fucking giving him concussions @ gege
#kamo noritoshi#jjk#noritoshi kamo#jujutsu kaisen#kamo noritoshi x reader#noritoshi kamo x reader#cult leader cameo#im in love#I'll gladly scream w you bro#i remember pointing at the screen and repeating 'there he is!!' while rewatching jjk w my bro#it got the the point that hed scoff when he showed on screen bc he knew id point#you cannot be upset with me though#i love him your honor#???#ragingbisegzual#SO SORRY FOR HOW LONG THIS TOOK BTW. yer cult leader's got things to take care of sometimes to make sure this cult works in proper order#away from the eyes of the feds ofc#also that little dude next to me is how i see you all.. youre a little marshmallow creature with the jjk uniform#that or cult members w hoods but thats not for noritoshi to see so i go w the former#OH BUT DID YOU NOTICE HIM BLUSHING IN THE IMG WHERE HES SHUSHING YOU??#BC EVEN THOUGH HES SHUSHING YOU. HES FLATTERED THAT YOUD GET THAT EXCITED TO SEE SOMEONE LIKE HIM.. NO ONE GETS THAT EXCITED TO SEE HIM..#SO HES CONFLICTED W THE WARM FEELING THATS BLOOMING IN HIS CHEST WHILE ALSO MAKING SURE YOUR VOLUME IS CONTROLLED SO YOU DONT GET IN TROUBL#hence. the blush w a shush#a shush blush#heh#hes so the type to look like he was annoyed by that while also playing that moment over and over again in his head.#CATCH THIS DUDE STARING AT A WALL LOOKING LIKE A DUMBASS/ASLEEP BC HES REPLAYING YOUR EXCITED VOICE OVER AND OVER IN HIS HEAD. YAHOOO#god. fuck
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behold: the doomed unrequited waltonstein manifesto courtesy of twitter user ustfile
#‘would revive you if you died’ made me laugh bc. yeah#i guess you could say this is what i consider their 'canon' relationship dynamic#to put it succinctly: walton thinks he's met his soulmate#his eyes? replied to baby#margaret you don't understand he's PERFECT even though he's literally about to pass away from grief and exposure you don't UNDERSTAND#victor values walton. absolutely cares for him and thinks he's wonderful#but has literally lost the ability to Feel in the way walton wishes he would#can any man be to him as clerval was? :(#'i can't love you how you want me to' just like boygenius said#and when he tells walton as much it breaks his heart a little#because he's having fantasies of somehow curing victor and whisking him back to england and becoming his househusband#but alas#bro is in agony and victor's like 'dearest henry... is that you....'#waltonstein#robert walton#victor frankenstein#frankenstein#walton tag#sorry buddy ilysm but your romantic failure is compelling to me#doomed narrative foil yaoi YAAAAAAAAY#this was not succinct at all was it
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i love spreading misinformation about what happens in this podcast aka.: bunch of thangs i drew but didnt feel like posting separately
#EXPLANATIONS IN ORDER:#based on a set of tags i got on a post by user canyouhearmeow (probs link it in the main blog rbs)#two versions of the same sketch aka.: FUTURE in its new meatsuit :) ill be honest i like the first one more#fourth one is a sketch i did for an art challenge im doing with 2 buddies of mine :]#i have no explanation of the 5th one. im cringe im free im etc (and i love re-using the#''hale stop looking at it with your big wet eyes and SAYER return his gaze'' thing#look at how hes looking at you!! pay attention to him!! (as in its trying to avoid facing its own feelings. it still puts a hand over his)#last one is just. plain ol' shitpost. the file name for that is ''SPEAKER after killing millions''#OH FOR THE. FOURTH ONE THE FILE NAME IS ''kinda feeling like a cuntttttt''#ghosts art#SAYER#SAYER podcast#sighhh the character tags.#SAYER ai#SPEAKER ai#jacob hale#FUTURE ai#sorry about posting so much abt this podcast. you all signed up for it! (GENUINE SORRY TO THE 4 OTHER PEOPLE WHO CHECK THE TAGS THOUGH .#OH ALSO in the first one hale is swearing in hungarian . why you might be asking?#BECAUSE THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE SHRIMPLY DOESNT HAVE ENOUGH SWEAR WORDS#anyways hi i was ghost and i am returning to working on the SPEAKER cosplay for the time being
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after Eddie got shot and recovered for how long do u think Buck looked at him disbelieving, like you're here, you're alive, you're in front of me, thinking "hey, I want to reach out and hold on to you just to make sure, make sure my hand won't phase through you like you're a ghost and this has all been my wishful thinking and you actually did leave die that day, but it would be deranged to still be thinking about this so I won't". for how long do you think Buck looked at him like that and Eddie looked back and recognized the wide-eyed look in his best friend's face and just never said anything because that's what they do, isn't it? they almost lose each other and come back to each other and don't acknowledge it because if they did it would change everything irrevocably and I don't know if I'm ready. are you ready? please tell me if you're ready. but don't. but please. I need you more than anything. I can't lose you to my own feelings. I love you. don't leave again. this doesn't change anything between us but it changes everything.
#txt#sorry everyone avert your eyes im having a moment. nothing to see here 👍#although why are they like that though. I just want to UNDERSTAND#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#911 abc
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Attention milgramblrgram prisoners!! *attaches you to my keychain* *attaches you to my keychain* *attaches you
Not that I need atonement for anything, but I've been doing a lot of angst for milgramblrgram -- I wanted to offer something sweet 🤲
@amugoffandoms @rainbowghostcat @lostxmelody @gunsli-01 @justzosiahere
@waivyjellyfish @luce-speaks @fayesdiary @purgemarchlockdown @kyanako5972
#milgramblrgram#this was so fun waaaahhhh#everyone came out so cute :3#btw if anyone has any design changes lmk#ive been using the same doodle/picrew references so dont be afraid to tell me im off lol#i know the plushies have a range of expressions but i didnt want anyone to be upset with a mad/sad/scared look#was inspired by kyanakos art of her holding the amane plush and i was thinking about the reverse#so anyway you all must imagine your fave(s) with a you plushie :3#i thought itd be fun seeing waivydoll in a different doll style but the sudden change in eyes is jarring.... shes Looking... 👁👁#im not sure how notts ears would work with the little felt cutout style they have -- i was kind of picturing them full of stuffing too :)#who knows if my milgramblrgramsona has glasses - i only remember to draw them like half the time asdfgh#it was easy to remember in Group Glasses Pic though 😅 rip to all of us blind milgrammers#my art#EDIT: now with a more accurate nott design! :D#i hadnt seen their sona art before and i still got a bit far from the other mlgbg art -- sorry for the bootleg plushie before 😂😂😂#😺✨️
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I forgot that in the book the Devil's Minion chapter ends with Armand being like "you wanted to be a vampire so badly, Daniel? Well I will prove my point about our existence being a moral abomination by coercing you into eating a child"
Armand vampires don't have to kill children...Armand you are doing the actual Freudian definition of the repetition compulsion here...this is what I meant about only applying psychoanalytic paradigms to Anne Rice novels. Armand look what you did. You ruined a perfectly good fledgling. Now it has Vampire Neurosis
#Thinking. About vampires#Daniel's Madness is so important to me#Imagine you were dying of alcoholic cirrhosis and your boyfriend made you a vampire in a beautiful mirage-like transformation#And you look up enchanted into his eyes and say I love you and he leads you to a shivering street urchin#And is like slake your thirst beloved this is your life now#Armand I'm so sorry you were starved and tricked into eating Riccardo#But this is not a good precedent!!!!!!!#The Vampire Chronicles really are a Freudian series par excellence though Gd
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Oh?
#art#digital art#lotus drawdles#artblr#artists on tumblr#wip#art wip#work in progress#sketch#alnst sua#sua#alien stage sua#alien stage#alnst#alnst fanart#alien stage fanart#lets hope i finish this tomorrow (technically today now that its 12 on my end)#i literally just watched alien stage yesterday im coping#happy birthday sua#i love you#youre like my favorite character#even though you show up for two minutes and then die immediately#youre so special to me#(what the mizi ahh commentary)#sorry dark haired people who die immediately are strangely compelling to me lmao#ima have to clean this up massively aguhaughsdf lol#doesnt have the same light in her eyes as the sketch :(#oh well
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Big TW for pet loss
Hey, clangen tumblr and those who just enjoy the silly cats on this blog. I know it's been a little bit of time since my last update, but unfortunately during the past few months, I have been caring for my closest friend, Comet.
She's been my best friend for 15 whole years, and on February 9th of 2024, I'm sad to say that she has passed. I won't lie when I say that this is one of the hardest posts I've ever made, but I want to continue this blog in her honor. Normally, I have a terrible habit of just letting projects like this slip by me and gather dust; however Comet was meant to play an integral part within the blog to immortalize her, and I refuse to let something meant just for her to go to waste.
I want to thank you all first of all for being such an amazing community. I've genuinely had so much joy come of this blog, and it pains me that I let it go stagnant for as long as I have. There are 568 of you now, which is so extremely wild to me; but I hope that from now on, you can all love Comet as much as I did, even if as a memory.
I hope to return to posting content both here and on my main, @mxssacre , but for now I still need time to grieve and come to terms with the loss of someone that was so incredibly intertwined with everything I've done since I was 9 years old.
Thank you for everything Comet, my heart, my soul, my love.

More of my favorite photos of her beneath the cut.









It's hard to choose favorites out of the thousands of photos I've taken of her over the years, but I hope these do her justice to show what an amazing being she was. I hope you're hunting your toy mice in the stars, Comet.
#Yeah this is a not so great post I'm sorry#I won't lie to y'all I've been sobbing my eyes out for the past week but it's helping me come to terms to write about her#I wanted to draw something for her in order to post this but ngl I just can't right now#I will be okay for the record. it's just an extremely difficult adjustment for me and I really do love this community#Seriously though. I've seen the hundreds of notifications I get from this blog weekly. I cannot thank you enough for the love I've felt#tw animal death#tw pet death#tw pet loss#I'm not sure exactly how to tag this but I hope the warning at the beginning helps#I literally finished writing a memorial for her before writing this post so clearly I'm a little in my feels lmao#I tried finding some of her sillier photos to add but there are so many. I might post more on my main later when I try figuring out-#-my memorial tattoo#hug your cats extra tight for me ❤
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frusu is genuinely so funny to me~~ like, they have at least 1 legal adult on the team (riina), yet a literal high schooler (asuna) is the token responsible one of the squad
#i want to know what happened to frusu after s1 sooooooo bad#we dont even know kokomin’s and michasu’s real names yetttttt pls come back for themmmmmn#and i really wanna know what fruits the other girls are supposed to rep!!!!!#like asuna’s the orange and riina’s the blueberry but what about the restttttt?#is miyu the apple? bc her red ribbon brings to mind a certain kitty who’s as tall as 5 apples and as heavy as 3—#i can see kokomin being the peach (pink) but michasu… hm…. muscat maybe? it seems to be a popular fruit flavour in jp gummies at least~~~~#i wonder if the other girls have other eye-themed call and responses though…#like asuna has the part about her almond-shaped eyes and riina has her ‘i’ll heal your tired eyes’ so~~~~~~#aaaaaa come back frusuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu even just a crumb or two like a bg cameo in an mv will do~~~~~~#im sorry i just have lots of thoughts on frusu… i want more info about the rival idols like appamanten and viogirls too…#b u t i especially want more info about frusuuuuuuuu~~~~ frusu spinoff w h e n hw are you listening—#though whenever i think of frusu i think of this weird dream i had a couple years back#in which it was an asuna pov of a dr-esque investigation of ‘who offed haseo in the sunshinepro office?’ (it was michasu with a knife btw)#it sure was a strange dream man…#anyways stan frusu!!!!!!!!!!! and manifest asuna after story bc m a n i miss her so baddddddd
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