#sorry for the suddeb sentimentality (ill prob cringe over it later 😔)

[thatoneweirdo14]

getting sentimental on main for a sec (my emotions are everywhere today 😭). im so grateful i have people in my life that make me feel normal. Ik "normal" is a very stigmatised term but i mean it as in i don't feel wrong for being myself. I have weird quirks and traits that would probably annoy most people (hence why i dont use them around people im not incredibly comfortable with) but they don't love me any less for it and im so so grateful everyday i wake up and every night i sleep because i know there are people that don't have that and it fucking sucks it should be a human right or something to have this kind of unconditional love but that's why im so grateful, i never let myself forgey that i'm lucky to have this. Sometimes it's the only thing keeping me going and and im so fucking grateful. Oomfs that consistently show up in my notifs, people who leave regular kudos and comments on my fics, irls and online friends that never fail to make me forget about that dread in my chest just by being near me, i love all of you. As someone who has very recently learnt to be more sociable and even more recently learnt that I'm allowed to want things for myself, thank you for letting me take up space in your life. I know I say things that are :// sometimes but I know you know I never meant to hurt you. Thank you for having me near you when I don't even want to be near myself sometimes. I love you :]