#sorry for the rant i just have lots of thoughts bout them 😭😭

[mzzcgay]

@ogniemimieczem spitting facts here. also i think that helena being most well balanced thinker of them all is very true due to the fact that bohun is very emotionally driven as we see. that man is all thoughtless impulsive action and no rationalization. very bpd of him, my disordered princess 💞💞

and jan, thought being more cold headed at least because his position requires it from him, obviously falls under a category of the righteous protagonist. so basically he's a good guy, he follows the rules, but protecting his loved ones and following the path of justice is still his first priority before everything else. the 'don't spill the wine' scene, him having sort of solidarity of honor with chmielnicky, his deep care about helena etc.

so yes, our favorite girlboss is not fully depicted as a typical damsel in distress and has pretty good amount of character depth in her too and it's quite interesting to think about her dynamics with others.

(and i'm saying that as someone who has watched the movie but has not finished the book yet, so I'm sure there will be plenty more to unpack)

[taegularities]

hi Rid :( wanna tell u bout something that happened to me, can I? u don't even need to answer if you don't want to!

so I told you I've been dealing with anxiety these days, right? ok, so I had this group of friends and we had been friends for about 10 years, but I couldn't tell them how I was feeling lately cause idk it was too much and it just made me feel weak, so I kinda stopped interacting in our group chat... It wasn't intentional, I just felt out of place, you know? wasn't feeling like myself anymore but I felt safe knowing that I could count on them.

so... last week they removed me from the gc cause apparently they were tired of me not being present.

they didn't even care to ask if I was doing okay :( literally didn't give a fuck. I thought I would be okay since it's their decision and my depression is my problem to take care of, but... it's just sad, yk? we grew up together and now it's over and I don't know how to deal with that, it hurts a lot 😭

hi, my love. you can tell me about anything, never worry about that 🥺 i'm so sorry that happened to you.. i can imagine it didn't help your already tough situation :( here's a hug, for starters 🫂

it's not fair to throw you out just bc of inactivity like.. adulthood and problems happen. there's always someone in a gc dipping for a while — like, expecting people to be there nonstop is a selfish thing to do. and you deserve to heal at your own pace, to set your boundaries. it's not like you abandoned them! you still have so much love for them, but prioritised yourself for a moment, and i hope you know that's absolutely okay. do you think there's a way to communicate that with them? to tell them you just didn't want to burden them (since that's how you felt — not saying you are a burden at all!!!).

how's the situation now? did you guys talk, did anything change? if it helps them, you could let them know every now and then: that you're not available, need a few days to yourself, are not feeling like socialising atm. but their reaction was definitely not it 🥺 i'm here for you.. if you need to rant, pls do!! 🤍

[koishua]

I think I know her! I believe I have seen some of her vlogs! The stuff you like to do seems lile so much fun!! I'll will have to try them out!! I don't play it anymore since I finished the game (and currently waiting the second one) but I adore Breath Of The Wild!! Its has to be one of my top games to play! I also like Mario games (like Mario Party, Mario Kart, Mario 3D World, Lugi's Mansion, etc!), I haven't play this in a while but Overwatch is fun too play! It was always a good distraction when I got freaked out since you have to stay focused! I do like to play Animal Crossing!! And I am so happy they brought back Happy Home Designer!!! I used to play it on my 3DS and I am very happy its back!!! Similar to Animal Crossing I like Harvest Moon! There is a old DS game I have that is about Strawberry Shortcake and I like playing!! As well as some old DS games I have! I am sure there are more but I cannot remember anymore at the moment! Oo sorry I went on a lil ramble! But I really adore playing with friends and family! I have always liked games and my one friend has always been really into it so playing games feel like I am connecting to her in a way!! I have never heard of those books! Maybe my library has them!! I really like fantasy books! I have more recently gotten into nonfiction books too! It's just a lil hard when you had a attetion span of a wooden block. If you could travel anywhere in the world, without worrying about langague barrier or costs, where would you go? I know I am talking alot but I think your really cool and interesting!! I am very happy I get to talk to you!!

omg i def know botw, overwatch and animal crossing!! animal crossing was THE reason why i wanted to get a switch for myself but yeah it obv didn't happen lol and my friend adored botw just as much as you seem to do!! ig it's popular for a reason haha AND OH MY GOSH A GAME BASED OFF OF MY GIRLIE STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE?? the amount of times i have watched any and all series/versions of it haha and mario kart!! i played that once when i stayed over at my friend's house and it... it may have strained our friendship a bit bc we're both competitive haha and never worry about ranting! i happen to enjoy seeing people talk about their passion and interests ‼️im happy you have an activity to fall back to when you're overwhelmed!

fantasy books always hit different 🤧🤧 are you more into older ones like lotr or some newer ones like the cruel prince series? (i have a... mild... obsession with the cruel prince series if my sideblog isn't enough proof of it 😭) ooh and nonfiction? any specific topics that you read about? i think i need to start broadening my nonfictional book horizons too hehe. reading is supposed to be fun and you should never feel pressured doing it so pls don't stress about not being able to keep focused 😽 maybe you can read short stories!! there are tons of super fun, thought provoking, cute and insightful collections hehe

if i could travel anywhere in the world without worrying bout all that, i would choose morocco, japan, s.korea, nepal and croatia! moroccan landscapes have me in a CHOKEHOLD and the architecture?? divine. same reasons go for nepal! the scenery and all of the breathtaking landscapes just— ugh </3 as for croatia, i just heard my friend's stories of it from her yearly summer vacations there hehe im very curious. as for japan and s.korea, i just want to see what life truly is like there. im fascinated by cultures, so i definitely want to embark on a world tour some time soon! the only matter is financing 🚶🚶🚶 it's gonna take a bit of time to save enough money for it all, but i WILL do it. definitely. hopefully.

and omg you're the cutest 😭😭 i am enjoying myself too so definitely talk as much as you like!! thank you, too haha it flatters me a lot, being called interesting ;-;