#sorry for the influx of just

[meat-pvppet]

so hard to have blorbos in my head what do you mean i cant look up content and i have to make my food myself

[screwpinecaprice]

Actually cute. Had to do a quick redraw.

Screenshot is from when Jay lit up the Jack-o'-lantern in the living room.

[deadpoets]

THE BEATLES interviewed about being in Northern Ireland, 1963

[unfortunate17]

hiiiii :) I love reading your posts! so I’m wondering what’s your favorite thing about wilmon dynamic? xx

omg ty you’re so sweet!!!

I had to think about this for a while but I have to say that my favorite thing about Wilmon is how they unknowingly love each other in the exact way they need.

For example, Wille has spent his entire life adored just because of his title. He’s never had to prove himself as a person to anyone. Then Simon comes along and makes him work for it, and it’s so special to Wille because he did that, he earned that affection all on his own.

On the other hand, Simon has spent a lifetime proving himself to people, and then Wille comes along and adores him like it’s breathing.

They both didn’t have to do anything but be themselves 🥲

[cupid-tune]

HUMAN DESIGNS AGAIN

I gotta make all of the Dancestors at some point this is driving me crazy

[egonkula]

an unfinished azi doodle :3

[cashmere-caveman]

actually george is kind of iconic for pulling the classic gay "we should run away together" trope w mitchell in all three series finales

in s1 he is actually using it as a bargaining technique w herrick, not even mitchell himself, to suggest that herrick lets them run away together in return for not standing in his way

in s2 he literally, actually pulls it off and runs away w mitchell and nina to the countryside after annies death and they spend the whole time being absolutely miserable w the guys up to their eyeballs in denial about the bt20 massacre and nina going full pepe silva mode about lucy. id call it the most miserable polycule constellation in the whole show but i genuinely think, even compared to this, early s4 was true rock bottom so i wont

and ofc in s3 during the vow renewal/assisted suicide showdown we have the first(?) on screen scene where george actually talks w mitchell about it!!! sadly at this point the dream of running away together has proven to be slightly. suboptimal in practice so the emphasis is more on the running away part than the togetherness of it all but it is real to me bc we all know georges neurotic codependent ass would always check in on his favourite pet mass murderer! "what if u ran away? to scotland <3" - "i'd kill people in scotland </3" u will always be famous

[muekyn]

eren has the nicest eyes.

they’re such a captivating mix of color. streaks containing different hues of blue and green in each detail of his irises.

it’s reminiscent of the tinges of deep green that can be seen in the ocean, when the water is heavy against itself. when the waves reflect a sparkled azure, and the shadows emit a myrtle green. the shades and highlights in his eyes mesh with one another, creating such an alluring and calming array of tones.

it’s hard not to stare when you look at him. after all, his eyes are just so captivating.

eren seems to know this, and makes it impossible for you to look away. eye contact from him is extremely intense, which in turn causes you to stare more than you normally would. there’s moments where you two simply sit in silence, eyes glistening at one another, taking each other’s features in. it almost feels wrong to stare at him for so long, like you’re invading his field of vision.

but how can you look away from such pretty eyes, especially when they’re boring into your soul like that? like he can see through you. into you. into the real you, the unfiltered you.

and when you catch him observing you, it’s evident that his eyes are dripping with adoration and affection. the usual sharpness he has for others seems to disappear when he looks at you. carefully, very intently, he watches you with a curiosity in him. it’s as if he’s experiencing you for the first time, seeing you for the first time.

though it goes somewhat unnoticed by you, there’s also pure possession in his gaze. it’s like the longer he stares at you, the more he can experience you. undoubtedly, he knows that you’re his. after all, you’re only meant to to look at him. to be with him. no one else.

your eyes were meant to admire him, and him alone. and he would do anything, literally anything, to have you look at him for a little longer.

all that matters to eren is that he keeps your attention. that he keeps his eyes on you. that he consumes you with his gaze.

you’re the only thing that can invoke that level of love from him. you’re the only thing.

© 2023 by stoned-eren. do not copy or repost my work. <3

[catguangcorner]

not to Read into it (im reading into it) but one moment i think could be a more subtle parallel w yu xia/lin zhen and cheng xiaoshi/lu guang is when lin zhen tells yu xia she's content in watching her enjoy the food she's made — cxs then jokes lu guang is probably jealous he can't eat the delicious noodles and lg says he doesn't really care/is fine with it. that struck me as odd cos he Does like gourmet food, and as he says it he's got a slight smile on his face too....

maybe, in the same way lin zhen is happy that the one she loves is enjoying this shared moment, lu guang (who as much as he tries to hide it, is not a heartless bastard) watches over cxs with that same feeling :)

[jingledbells]

there’s been a big increase of ford hate posts around here hasn’t there

[dreemurr-skelememer]

I cannot fathom why all these antis have chosen you to be their enemy number one???? Like, you don’t even post the kind of content that they think is wrong on this platform???? So bizarre, obviously their entire premise is ridiculous and even if you did post the deadest of doves none of this would be warranted, but the fact that they choose to incessantly harass you of all people makes it even wilder.

girl i dont know LMAO you tell me

the fact that i stand strong to my values and hold onto my opinions, that i am not easily swayed by whatever brainwashing is going on, is probably it.

like im sorry i have agency and i think about what i say without getting influenced by the ppl around me and that i defend myself. im a person lmfao

[babacontainsmultitudes]

Hey! Haven't you heard?? Kickworthy is totally *in* right now dude, everybody's doing it!

[lilithsterrarium]

hey hey not a rent lowering gunshot but a warning- reminding people that im a freak freak. like the fucked up tranny. new people are following and i REALLY wanna make sure that ya'll know i am not at all normal and in fact am fucked up and evil. thats all thanks :)

[vampstel]

Okay, I’m just gonna rip the bandage off. Here’s a long post I wrote a while ago after seeing a comic about someone’s experiences with asexuality.

This is a vent/rant so beware!! Warning for suggestive stuff since you know, this is sexuality talk :P

I’ve been openly asexual for a pretty long time now. It’s not something I talk about very often; I tend to just say it in passing and move on since I get this indescribable “ick” feeling due to the acephobia I’ve received in the past (and because I’ve been sexualized against my own will in the past as well).

I’m trying my best to get rid of that “ick” feeling but after recent events, I feel like I’ve gone back to square one. AKA: I feel humiliated about my sexuality and think it’s invalid.

I’m aceflux, meaning my asexuality can fluctuate but not by much. I may be demiromantic as well but I’m still unsure of that.

Personally, I usually feel very apathetic when it comes to sensual things. Sometimes, that apathy can turn into repulsion; Very extreme repulsion that can make me nauseous. Overall, I just don’t feel sexual attraction and when I do, it’s very minor and at some points… I wouldn’t even consider it sexual attraction? Hell, I don’t even understand what sexual attraction is and why/what people generally find sexually gratifying. Sexual shit flies over my head all the time unless it’s 100% obvious in my eyes.

But anyway… I’m a very aesthetic heavy guy, you could say. It’s really hard to describe it but when I see people, specifically men, I feel attracted to them in a tertiary sense. I like the concept of affection. The thought of being in a close relationship makes me happy. I find men pleasing to the eye and just have a connection with them that can’t be explained. It’s not exactly romantic, nor is it exactly sexual or even platonic. It’s like a secret 4th thing, basically.

That’s all fine and dandy. I’ve accepted that part of my sexuality but what I’ve been very miffed about is openly and unabashedly expressing my attraction (or whatever it is) with men in my art. Which hasn’t happened in years. I’ve been proud of being gay but recently I just feel… Unsafe?

As you know, I draw men a lot. Usually gender nonconforming men, femboys, and muscular men. I sometimes draw art that can be suggestive due to the clothes being revealing, but I do not get sexual gratification from it and it distresses me immensely when people say I do. Hence why I freaked the fuck out about the uh… incident on Twitter that shall not be named.

I know I said I’m fine. That I’ve moved past the whole “people thinking I’m addicted to porn” thing and I have. I think?— After all, it doesn’t make me upset anymore remembering it. However, I won’t deny that the situation has reopened some wounds that’ll take a long time to heal again which sucks.

I’m the problem here, not any other external source. At least right now 💀

I just keep feeling invalid about who I am. Sometimes, I find myself drawing art I like (and think is tame) and suddenly think “…Maybe this is too much. This is fetishizing.” or “I should probably scrape this completely. It might be sexual since I drew a beefy guy in a dress.”

And since I’m blind to sexual and even suggestive things, I get confused and upset. What am I allowed to depict in my art that makes people understand I’m not a faker or have a ‘broken sexuality’? How do I become the “ideal depiction of an asexual guy” that’ll appease myself and the internet? Do I show my character’s skin? Do I hide their assets and make them less curvy or muscular?

And what labels or jokes am I allowed to say that won’t have me or anyone else thinking “Oh yeah this guy’s a fucking freak and should be deplatformed”?

I don’t care what people think of me, usually. I don’t care if people hate me. But nowadays I feel unsafe even in the safe spaces I’ve made for myself and that’s what hurts.

I know and accept that there will always be people who think I’m a freak. There will always be people who think I’m not actually asexual and I’m just saying that to get away with making mildly suggestive content. But the issue is, I’m starting to think I’m a freak by proxy and since I’m repulsed about anything sexual, I’m becoming repulsed about myself and my work.

It’s taken years for me to get comfortable with my unordinary attraction to men. It’s taken even longer for me to get used to the basic parts of the human body and showing off skin IRL and in art without feeling nauseous. And now it feels like I’m trying to get all that progress back again. Just because my dumb brain thinks I’m “broken” after being harassed online a month or so ago.

I could write so much more but this is so long already. I think I may as well just make this topic a special rant video for Pride month. I’m not sure though.

I don’t know how to end this post, especially on a positive note, but just know that I’m trying real hard to get back to being unabashedly me.

I’m probably going to exercise using the labels I use more often to get more accustomed to them without anyone (myself included) thinking “he’s a weirdo!!”. I’m also just gonna up the gender nonconformity themes in my art as well. Shit’s been rough but I’m still hanging and coping with the help of my OCs :3

If you’re asexual, or just struggling with accepting yourself in general. Just know you’re valid. You’re cool. I know that’s a stereotypical thing to say but I mean it. Don’t let your stupid head think you’re a freak. Don’t be like me, is what I’m saying LOL

It’s bad and unhealthy. It’s easier said than done but so long as you slowly build up self acceptance, you’re doing great. And you shouldn’t let people tear you down.

[nihilismtrcit]

winter is so beautiful 

[paintsandquests]

They’re gossiping about us how rude