#sorry for the inactivity yall ive been dying

[salsayz]

talons 🦅

[montagues-starlight]

Me: “nah everything over the past two weeks can’t be a sign :\”

The signs, trying to tell me to actually ask my crush out instead of cowering in fear that he’ll reject me:

[endymionstudies]

hi everyone! 

im so sorry i’ve been really inactive lately, its been super weird! i’ll put my life updates underneath the cut if yall wanna catch up real quick! and bc theres some content people might not be comfortable with!

tw for mental health / prescription medication, mentions of covid/quarantine

just for my general life, i know a lot of you are aware, but for newbies (hi!), i struggle A LOT with adhd, and depression too. i got really bad with my depression over quarantine, and was in constant contact with my therapist & psychiatrist. i got put on adderall back in june, and most recently prozac last week. i suffered really badly on wellbutrin last winter, so hopefully the prozac will help me a lot. the adderall has honestly changed my life, and if you think you’d benefit from medication for adhd, i highly recommend that you contact a psychiatrist to discuss. 

i’ve returned to campus for my junior year (holy shit) and its. very weird. campus is both very full and very empty at the same time. my administration is incompetent as usual though, so thats fun. my uni is doing random testing and check ins are supposed to be mandatory, but the system is glitchy as fuck. we’ve also been asked to participate in a trial vaccine, which, no fucking way buddy, nice fucking try. 

my classes are rough, ngl. i lie and tell my parents im fine, but i have so much shit to do. i had to order new highlighters bc mine were dying ive been using them so much. all my books are finally in, so hopefully i can get my nose to the grindstone this week and knock some shit out so i dont have to worry about it later in the year

i’m going to try to be more active on here + studygram, i just need to get my schedule for myself set up first. i’ve also agreed to run a dnd campaign, so thats going to be interesting. ive also sold my soul to the sims / simblr, so rip to me and my most recent hyper-fixation [in the middle of typing this i struck up a convo about sims w a classmate waiting for the prof to get here and she said “yo we gotta link up” i might have made a friend?? holy shit ive had so much trouble making friends in my major / on my own???]