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could you please write for carol peletier x reader?
where the reader is injured, not a bite but got it while fighting a walker. reader keeps it a secret and tries to treat it herself without carol knowing. carols already lost 3 kids, she didnât want her to worry
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- DAUGHTER ââ đđđ«đšđ„ đ©đđ„đđđąđđ« đ± đđđŠ!đ«đđđđđ«
warnings â PLATONIC relationship, depictions of blood and gore, angst, mentions of death
a/n â sorry if this is not at all what you wanted, and its kinda short but i hope you like it :)
you had known carol for years now, since you were fifteen. weather you liked to admit it or not, you thought of carol as a mother figure as she had looked after you since the beginning of all this. there had been a few times she disappeared for months at a time or iced everyone out - including yourself - but she was always there at your lowest, and despite all of carols efforts to leave her mothering tendencies behind, there was something about you she was drawn to. it might have been your blonde hair and freckles that reminded her of sophia, or maybe the fragments of herself that she saw in you, but carol could never bring herself to leave you completely.
a few days before your eighteenth birthday you were out scouting, looking in the towns that neighbored alexandria for anything useful when the unthinkable happened. you were alone, miles away from home and you had just walked into a bear trap. the rusted metal dug into your skin, tearing it apart like it was a piece of paper. the pain was indescribable. metal teeth latched onto your ankle and had no plans on letting go without causing more damage.
muttering curses under your breath you slowly bent down, only making your skin tear as deep crimson red blood began to pool around your foot. your shriek of pain from moments earlier no doubt reached every walker in a five mile radius, so you had to be quick. your hands were quick to find the two springs on either side of the rusted bear trap before pushing them down with your entire body.
as the corroded teeth of the trap pulled away from your flesh you tried to stay silent, but a hollow shriek fell from your lips as tears streams down your cheeks. but you were finally free. you were sure you could see bone but you couldnât sit around and wait, no one knew you were out here. you had to get home, you had to keep pushing.
after an excruciating walk back to alexandria, it was almost night fall, the sun was beginning to dip beyond the horizon and the air was becoming cold. but the worst of it was still to come, you had to climb over the walls of alexandria and make it back to your home without being spotted. the pain was so indescribable the thought of even trying to articulate it made your head hurt.
by the time you were inside the walls of alexandria the sun had set and the dimly lit street lights enabled you to find you way home, completely oblivious to the pair of watching eyes from a near by kitchen window. carol watched you hobble towards the home, which you shared. as you wondered up the stairs and made your way through the entry way of your new home, carol stuck her head out from the kitchen.
âyou alright?â she asked quietly, looking at your grubby skin and bloodied ankle.
you slowly nodded your head, not wanting to bother carol. âmhm.â you hummed. âdid we have a first aid kit?â you asked timidly.
carol hummed, turning back into the kitchen to grab a small first aid kit. âyouâre going to need stitches.â carol spoke quietly, handing you the little red bag full of bandages.
holding the first aid bag close to your chest, you began to feel light headed. it might have been the loss of blood or the immense pain but you began to feel oddly light, and before you could catch yourself or sit down you had fallen unconscious.
there in an impending feeling of devastation that was consuming carol. since the death of sophia, and the passing of your parents, carol had taken it upon herself to take care of you. while she cared for you, you filled the hole in her heart that sophia had left behind, and now with death lingering at your doorstep, carol began to revert to her old ways. for the first time in years, she had cried herself to sleep thinking of you, and when she woke up she felt hopeless. there was nothing she could do to make your pain go away or to heal your ankle.
you woke up with a sudden urgency to find yourself in the alexandria infirmary. you look down to find your ankle was stitched, your skin poorly pulled together leaving a gruelling sight.
âhowâd you feel?â carol asked quietly, turning around from the medicine cabinet. after a long beat of silence she added, âyou were out for a few days.â
âmâsorry.â you mumbled quietly, knowing how much it would have freaked her out.
âfor being stupid?â she asked, standing at the end of your bed. youâd pissed her off, and now you were finally awake to hear it. âwhat the hell were you thinking?â
you let out a sigh of annoyance although you knew her concern was from a good place. you could only imagine the kind of spiral you sent her into. she looked at you like her own child and you couldnât be another loss for her. carol had continued living after loosing her child before, but she didn't know if she had it in her to do it again, she couldn't loose you.
âyouâre supposed to tell me when you go out.â she snapped in a hushed whisper, unsure if anyone was near by.
all you could think to do was apologize but you know thats not what she cares about. âit wonât happen again, mâsorry.â you pouted.
you felt a tingling sensation going up your leg, but you quickly brushed that aside as denise wondered through the front door. she had a sweet smile spread across her cheeks as she stopped a few feet from your bed.
"how are you feelin'?"
you shrugged, looking down at your scarred ankle, a scar you'd like to forget. "my legs a little sore." you lied. you leg was still in excruciating pain. "when can i get outta here?" you asked.
denise looked at carol and they exchanged a glance you couldn't quite interpret. "just one more night, 'nd then you'll be on bed rest for a couple of weeks." denise explained.
"a couple of weeks?" you exclaimed, your eyebrows pinching together as you realized how horribly this stupid bear trap had messed you up. "the fuck am i gonna do?" you asked, crossing your arms across your chest.
carol and denise frowned, and after a weak nod denise disappeared into a neighboring room. sitting down on your bed, carol looked at you, a million thoughts going through her mind as you let out a disappointed sigh.
"i'm glad you're okay." carol mumbled barely above a whisper. "i don't know what i would have done with myself if you didn't wake up." she croaked.
in so few words, carol had brought tears to your eyes. words of affirmation were few and far between, but carol admitting what she did made your heart sink as you had realized your importance to her.
she loved you like a daughter.
and you loved you like a mother.
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instead of you [part sixteen]
pairing: [best friendâs brother] tom holland x college!reader
summary: you didnât expect to spend your summer pretending to be your best friendâs girlfriend- then again, you didnât expect to fall for your best friendâs brother, either.
warnings: swearing, mentions of alcohol, smut (18+) additional warnings under the cut
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smut warnings: female masturbation, porn, mentions of choking
ââWeâ? Like, you and me?â you clarified, hoping you had misunderstood.
âYeah, itâll only take a second,â Tom assured you.
You looked to Sam for help, but he looked just as lost as you were. âIâll go try and find a microwave to heat up your leftovers,â he offered and took the container back from you. âIâll be right back, babe.â
âOkay...â
You watched him shrug past both you and Tom and then disappear into the hallway with a sinking feeling in your chest, knowing he trusted you completely. He had no reason not to, and thatâs what consumed you.Â
âWhat do you want?â you muttered, reluctantly stepping to the side to let Tom in.Â
He didnât answer right away, giving you a moment to collect yourself. His eyes followed you around the room as you found your pants and tugged them on. He averted his gaze when he realized you were getting dressed mumbling a âsorryâ as he trained his eyes on the carpet.Â
You sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him expectantly, waiting for him to explain why he was there.Â
âYou werenât there today,â was all he said.Â
You blinked. âYeah?â
âWas it because of me?â
âI wasnât feeling well.â
Tomâs tongue poked at the inside of his cheek. âIs that all?â
âI had a lot to drink last night,â you reminded him.Â
âSo you donât remember anything?â
âI never said that.â
âSo it was because of me?â
âI never said that either.â You sighed. âIf youâre here to ask me if I told him you kissed me, I didnât. And you couldâve just texted me to ask.â
âNo thatâs not why- I donât have your number anyway.â
âIâm in the trip group chat with your family.â
âOh, right. Iâll save it to my contacts.â
The tension in the room was palpable. It felt like all of the air had been sucked out and replaced with thick, suffocating silence. Arbitrarily, you wondered who the most famous person in his phone was. He was a Marvel actor, he probably had Simu Liuâs number, right? Who would your contact information be sitting in between? Maybe if you ever forgave him for what he did you could ask him.Â
âIs something funny?â The firmness of Tomâs voice cut through your train of thought and brought you back to the present. âWhy are you smiling?â
âIt doesnât matter,â you said despondently. âSamâs gonna be back soon. What did you want?â
âI just wanted to check up on you. Sam said you were sick.â
âOh, so you wanted to see if I was lying?â
âNo! God, why is it so hard to believe that Iâm genuinely concerned about you?â
âBecause last night you only seemed concerned about yourself.â
Tom pursed his lips and shoved his hands in his pockets, expelling a breath harshly. âOkay, I deserved that.â
You hummed in agreement, and let your eyes trail down the veins of his arms to where they disappeared into his pockets. It looked like he was fiddling with a coin or something small, but you couldnât tell.Â
âAre you feeling better?â he said the last part through gritted teeth.
âYes, thank you. This chat has helped considerably.â
Tom rolled his eyes. âYouâre impossible, you know that?â
âWell, lucky for you Iâm not your problem to deal with. I'm Samâs.â
He flexed his hand in his pocket and sighed. âOkay, well, I also wanted to apologize again for...â the word kiss seemed to die on his lips, poetic irony at its finest. âBeing a dick.â Less poetic.Â
He finally fished his hand out of his pocket, holding a delicate piece of paper between his pointer and index fingers. He shifted uncomfortably where he was leaning against the dresser. âWe went to the Academic Gallery today. I saw this in the gift shop and thought of you.â He presented you with what turned out to be a postcard, creased down the middle unevenly and smudged with pen ink.
You turned it over to look at the front first, admiring the artwork printed on it. It was a picture of Michelangeloâs David drawn in swoopy black lines and filled in with watercolor paint. Instead of a museum, the statue was in the middle of a garden, the centerpiece among dozens upon dozens of flowers.Â
 âSorry itâs folded,â he mumbled. âIt wouldnât fit in my pocket.â
You flipped it over to read the back only to see iou scribbled in his handwriting and nothing else. You turned it over again to see if you had missed something on the front, but there was nothing.
You looked up at him in confusion. âIou?âÂ
âYeah, you know... I feel really bad about last night, and I donât really know how to make it up to you so Iâm letting you decide.â
âThatâs not really how it works.â
âI think that this counts as an exception, since weâre kind of in uncharted territory.â
âMaybe for you. My boyfriendâs brothers make out with me all the time.â
âFuck you, I didnât make out with you- it was barely a peck.â
You narrowed your eyes at him. âIt was more than a peck.â
His cheeks were beginning to grow pink with what you couldnât tell was either embarrassment or frustration. He cleared his throat awkwardly and changed the subject. âAnyway, if you ever need a favor or anything, just let me know. Think of it as me owing you one.â
âAnd do I have to give back the postcard when I cash in this âfavorâ?â you asked.
âNo, you can keep it.â
âGood, because I was going to keep it anyway.â
He chuckled in spite of himself and shook his head. âKnew youâd like it.â
You flattened the card on your lap, smiling as you tried to iron out the little crease with your fingers.Â
âItâs pretty, thank you.â
Tom nodded in acknowledgement and straightened his posture. âI should get going. I just wanted to give you that, and see how you were doing since tomorrowâs a travel day and I know you get a little motion sick sometimes. I didnât want... whatever youâd come down with to make it worse.â
How did he know that? Had Sam told him? You didnât have time to ask because he was already walking towards the door. He paused when he reached it and turned his head towards you, hand already on the knob.Â
âGood night, y/n.â
âGood night, Tom.â
 He opened the door and let himself out into the hallway, catching it suddenly on his foot as he saw Sam coming off the elevator. Tom held the door for Sam, since his hands were full, and then said goodnight to his brother as he finally left.
âSorry, I couldnât find the microwave,â he explained. âI had to ask the night manager and they heated it up in the break room for me.â
âOh, Sam, you didnât have to do that! I wouldâve eaten it cold.â
âI know you would have, and thatâs why Iâm not letting you.â You gave him a look, which he ignored and handed you the container of food. âItâs carbonara, itâs one of the things Rome is known for. I couldnât have you eating it lukewarm.âÂ
âThank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â
He ran a hand through his hair and took a seat next to you on the edge of the bed, pulling the ottoman closer to use it as a makeshift table. He watched as you tried the first bite, gauging your reaction. It was something he did whenever he cooked for you, especially if he was trying out a new recipe. He always needed your approval, and valued it above anybody elseâs. But he hadnât even made this, and as his eyes searched your face you found yourself wondering if they were looking for something else.Â
âDo you like it?âÂ
You breathed a quiet sigh of relief. Your paranoia was starting to get the better of you. âItâs delicious,â you assured him. âIâm sad I missed dinner.â
âIâm sad you missed the whole day. Spending time with my family without you was hell.â
âOh come on, itâs probably good that you got some real family time.â
âItâs real family time when youâre there. It felt like something was missing.âÂ
You let a small smile slip past your lips despite the guilt that bubbled under the surface. You pushed it down and took another bite of the carbonara.Â
âYouâre not just saying that to make me feel better, are you? It canât have all been bad. Tell me about the good stuff. I wanna hear that.â
Sam nodded and pushed his curls back again, grinning like heâd been caught. âFine, maybe there were some okay moments.â
âAnd what were they?â
âWe went to the Accademia Gallery today. I think you would have really liked it. They had a whole wing of instruments from some of the most famous inventors and musicians from history. They even had pianos from Bartolomeo Cristorfori, the inventor of the piano.â
âWow,â you said, impressed. âI bet it was beautiful.â
âOf course if it was played, it wouldnât sound anything like the piano weâre used to hearing today, but Iâm sure it would still sound incredible.â
âEven if it hasnât been tuned in a few hundred years?â
It was his turn to give you a look. âYes, of course.â
âSorry.â
âAnd they had a Strativerius, I donât even want to know how valuable that thing is. It must cost millions. I took some pictures for you, but I know they wonât compare to the real thing. The lighting in museums never does the art justice.â
He handed his phone to you to scroll through. You swiped the photos, smiling whenever you came across a selfie heâd taken with a statue or painting. You reached the pictures of David and couldnât help but zoom in on-
âHey!â Sam yelped and grabbed his phone back from your hands.
âWhat!â
âMichelangelo would be so ashamed of you! I bet heâs rolling in his grave right now.â
âNo way! If anyone appreciated good dick, it was Michelangelo.âÂ
âUnbelievable.âÂ
âIf you donât want me to judge these statueâs penises, donât take pictures of them.â
âI didnât take pictures of their penises! I took pictures of the whole statue- youâre zooming in on- you know what, nevermind. Arguing with you about this is pointless.â
âSmart boy.â
Sam rolled his eyes at you and put his phone in his back pocket. âOh yeah, did Tom give you that postcard?â
âHe told you about that?â you asked, suddenly panicking. Sam hadnât said anything about last night so far, but maybe Tom had-
âYeah, said he wanted to give you an iou for the limoncello last night.â
âWhat?â
âHe said you paid the tab for it since he left his wallet in the room and that he wanted to pay you back for it.â
âOh. Right.â
Another lie. You had very much not paid for the drinks last night. Tom had. And you knew he had to make an excuse for why he was buying his brotherâs girlfriend something from the gift shop, but to add another lie to the ever-growing list made your throat burn with regret. You wouldnât be able to keep the secret forever, and it was only a matter of time before everything came crashing down around you.Â
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In the morning you took the train from Rome to Naples, and then took a taxi to Sorrento to spend the last bit of your week in Italy by the sea. The atmosphere was much more relaxed than it had been in the busy cities of Rome and Florence. Even though there were still hordes of tourists, they were far more dispersed and less overbearing than you expected. The whole town seemed slowed down, like it had escaped the chokehold of time.Â
Samâs parents took everyone out to lunch by the water and went over the schedule for the next day and a half.Â
âSo, youâre on your own after dinner tonight, and then tomorrow morning weâre going to take the ferry to Capri for the day before our flight that night,â Nikki explained as she read through the spreadsheet on her phone.Â
âThereâs an Irish pub down the street from our hotel,â Harry said. âDo you guys want to go after we eat tonight?â
âIâm down,â Sam agreed.Â
âSounds good,â Tom chimed in.
The boys all looked at you for your answer, but you hesitated. Thinking about what happened the last time you drank didnât make you eager to do it again, and you were already exhausted from travelling.
âIâll pass.â
âWhat? Why?â Sam asked, sticking out his bottom lip in a pout.
You leaned into him, resting your head on his shoulder with a sigh. âIâm tired, and Iâd rather go somewhere Italian... since weâre in Italy.â
Harry shrugged. âYour loss.â
âWeâll have a shot in your honor, babe,â Sam said and pressed a kiss to your temple.Â
âPlease donât. Something tells me youâll have plenty to drink without an extra shot for me.â
âYou know us so well.â
After dinner, you walked back to the hotel with the Hollands and said good night to Samâs parents before parting ways to your separate rooms. Sam went with you to change into clothes for going out while you changed into pajamas.Â
âAre you sure you donât want to go?â
You nodded from where you were on the bed and yawned. Sam didnât push any further, instead resolving to finish getting ready in silence. He paired his black jeans with a pair of converse and a dark green button up over a black t-shirt.Â
He turned to you for approval.
âFake girlfriend approved?â
âFake girlfriend approved,â you repeated and gave him a thumbs up.Â
âOkay, well Iâm headed out,â he announced.Â
âHave fun! Donât kiss any cute girls without me!âÂ
It was something you always said to each other, but it sounded strange since it was supposed to be coming from his girlfriend. Sam just chuckled and blew you a kiss as he let himself out.Â
You heard him greet his brothers outside and then listened to their footsteps fade into the distance before pulling up an incognito window on your phone. It had been weeks since youâd been able to get off and it was killing you. The amount of stress this trip had given you only made it worse. You were wound so tight that you were sure youâd snap soon if you didnât get some relief.Â
And you thought that maybe if you rubbed one out it might help you forget about... the confusing feelings you had for your best friendâs brother.Â
Seeing as you had the night to yourself, you figured you might as well take advantage of it. You copied a link from your notes app and pasted the url into the address bar. You didnât feel like digging through your luggage to find your earbuds so you set the volume low enough for only you to hear.Â
The video started playing and you let your hand wander from your side up to your neck, brushing your hand lightly across your collarbone. You traced the curve of your breasts with a finger before squeezing one of them gently, feeling your nipple harden under your palm. You only had one hand to use since the other was holding your phone, but you made do.Â
The video was one of your favorites, one you found yourself watching at least once a week. It was one of the few videos of hetero couples you had favorited, and it started with the guy going down on the girl before fucking her...
You admired the muscles on the manâs back, watching intently as they flexed whenever he moved his head. The woman moaned, struggling to keep her legs open while he brought her closer and closer to orgasm.Â
You let your hand travel down further until it was sitting at the waistband of your pajama shorts. You knew you had a while before Sam would be back, but you were too impatient to wait. You propped your phone up on a pillow next to you to free your other hand as you started to play with your clit.Â
You pictured someoneâs head in between your thighs, imagining them moaning against your pussy as they tasted you for the first time.Â
The man was taking his pants off now and lining himself up with his partnerâs pussy. You tried to follow along, putting yourself in the moment with the couple. You gathered your own wetness on two of your fingers to lubricate them and slid them inside yourself, sighing in relief. Your entire body tensed as it accommodated to the stretch and you gave yourself a few beats before moving your fingers.Â
When you finally did, you felt yourself relax and sped up your pace so that it matched the actors on screen.
The angle the video was shot at hid the manâs face and you found yourself wondering what he looked like. If you squinted you could almost picture Tom- no. You tried to shake the thought from your mind, but it was already there.Â
Closing your eyes didnât help either. You just imagined Tomâs fingers sliding in and out of you instead of your own, imagined the veins on his arms becoming more pronounced as he tightened his grip on your thigh.Â
âFuck,â you cursed, knowing you should stop.Â
You were too close to stop now, and the pleasure was clouding your judgement. Suddenly the man brought his hand up to the girlâs throat and began to choke her, sending her hurtling into her own orgasm. You moaned accidentally, thinking about Tomâs hand around your throat. You curled your fingers up so that you were hitting your g-spot and whimpered pathetically.
This was wrong. This was bad. Not only were you fantasizing about your best friendâs brother, but you were confusing yourself even further.Â
You tried to fight it, at least thatâs what you told yourself, but all you could hear were Tomâs moans echoing through the speaker. You pictured the way heâd look on top of you. His eyes would be so dark and heâd be smirking like the cocky asshole he was, chain hanging down in your face- just inviting you to take it into your mouth. It didnât take long before you felt your orgasm begin to build. The video was still playing in the background, the man still chasing his own high and bringing his partner to her second orgasm, but youâd tuned it out by now. You came around your fingers thinking about Tomâs hips snapping into yours.Â
You were fucked.
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*Kiss Me Sweetly
Tendou x f!readerÂ
Angst with a happy ending, excessive fluff, friends to lovers, smut, dry humpingÂ
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The demon of Shiratorizawa had crimson hair and eyes to match. He was tall, composed of long limbs and sharp angles. His eyes were perpetually half-lidded and droopy with dark bags. He had a crooked smile made up of pointed teeth and a silver tongue that frequently got him in trouble with the school staff and students alike.Â
He wasnât actually a demon, a nickname branded to him by cruel children in elementary school. He wasnât a monster either, despite popular belief. Although he had learned to embraced his title as the Guess Monster, even learned to love the respect that came with it from his opponents. In the end, however, Tendou Satori was just tired. Tired of the people at this school, tired of the nicknames that stalked him though the halls, and tired of you.
You, who never stooped to your peers level with half-brained insults and nicknames. You, who had smiled and said hello every time you saw him since elementary. You, who encouraged him to pursue volleyball, the only thing he felt powerful doing. You, who sat through his seemingly endless chatter with an interested smile. You, you, you and your kind smiles, soft words, and gentle curves.Â
It wasnât until high school that you started sitting with him at lunch. Eventually lunch transitioned into getting coffee every Monday after school. Then the coffee hangouts progressed to going to your house and reading the latest manga he was interested in every Friday.Â
Each moment with you was a breath held in anticipation for the other shoe to finally drop. When were you just going to get it all over with and stop acting like you cared about him? Enough of the pity, please. No more shared lunches. Stop giving him your notes when he fell asleep in class. He was exhausted for you.Â
Sometimes he let himself believe you. That you actually cared for him and enjoyed being around him. He convinced himself that your laughter was genuine when he teased you and made sardonic jokes about the world. He could go months relishing in your friendship before remembering it wasnât real.Â
Being around him certainly didnât benefit you. He had heard plenty of the rumors and he know you did as well.Â
I heard that heâs so controlling sheâs too scared to actually leave him.Â
We arenât even together, he thought viciously.
Well, I heard that she only puts up with him because she feels bad. Seriously, who actually wants to hang around that freak .Â
He wanted to scream that he knew. He knew you pitied him. He wanted you to leave but you never got the goddamn hint. You stuck by his side all through high school and now it was the last day and you were still here. Sitting next to him, sharing his earbuds. You couldâve walked home ages ago, but you were adamant about waiting at the train station until he got picked up.
âYou can stop now,â he said, setting you free.Â
âHm?â You looked up from your phone. âOh, do you want to play your music?â
âNo, you can leave,â he snapped. âNo one is looking at you anymore; no one cares. You donât have to be here with me.â
âTendu-chan, I donât understand,â your pretty lips were turned down in a frown.Â
âI donât need you,â he lied. âYou donât have to be here to make me feel better. Itâs over, we move on now and we forget about it.âÂ
âWhat are you talking about?â Your voice was soft, confused.Â
âI donât need your pity,â he said, finally getting the words off his chest after all these years. âI know you only stuck around because you felt bad for me. But I donât need it anymore, high school is over. I donât need you to hang out with me because you feel bad.â
His eyes were closed, and he relished in the peace of finally, finally spitting it out.Â
âIs that what you think?âÂ
His eyes snapped open. You were angry? You should be happy. Happy you finally have an excuse to get away. A clear exit.
âFuck you, Tendou,â you stood up, throwing his headphones at his chest. âThatâs what you really think of me? That I just pity you? You think Iâm so shallow that I hung around you to make myself feel better? Is that what you think?â
You stopped, sucking in a steadying breath while he stared up at you in shock. Yes, thatâs exactly what he had thought.Â
âI-âÂ
âNo,â you cut him off swiftly. âYouâve said enough. Iâm leaving. You can talk to me when you get your head out of your ass.âÂ
Tendou watched you walk away until you disappeared around a corner. He had been wrong? But he almost always guessed right⊠right?
Had he really been so consumed by his self-loathing that he had misread the intentions of the one person who cared the most for him?Â
âOh,â he let his head fall back against the bench and stared at the bright sky until his eyes watered.Â
Not many had witnessed it, but the demon of Shiratorizawa was indeed just a person. A person with emotions, as disguised as they may be. He hid behind this personality heâd crafted. The carefree, loud, perpetually cheerful demeanor that protected him from his peers and their wicked words. It had never protected him from you though. You saw through it as if it were glass, just a window to his misery.Â
âOh,â he said again, standing up slowly. âI see now.âÂ
He boarded the train and rested his forehead against the window, watching dark storm clouds creep over the city with the silence of a cat stalking its prey.Â
How fitting, for it to rain, he thought as the first drops splattered against the window.Â
â-
After three sharp knocks on your door, Tendou stepped back and held his peace offering close to his chest. He knew you were home because your rust bucket of a Toyota was parked in the driveway. His fingers tapped the plastic bag impatiently and it was nearly impossible to ignore the way his heart jumped when the door cracked open slowly.
âAh, I see youâve managed to pull your head free. Was it difficult?â You asked flatly, leaning against the doorframe with your arms crossed.
âImmensely, took Wakatoshi three bottles of lube,â he said earnestly.Â
You cracked a small smile, eyes flitting to the plastic bag in his arms. You raised an eyebrow as a silent question.Â
âCan I come in?â He asked. âItâs awfully cold out here, you donât want me to catch a cold now, eh Y/n-chan?â
âMaybe I do,â you said, stepping aside to let him in.Â
âHow cruel of you!â Tendou gasped, pressing a hand to his chest in feigned offense.Â
He stepped into your entrance way and you were quickly reminded just how tall he was. His lankiness only made him look taller as he loomed over you, eyebrows drawn together in determination. You stared back, suddenly nervous in the presence of your friend.
âIâm sorry for misjudging you,â he said, intense red eyes still locked on yours. âIt was wrong and unfair of me to make such harsh assumptions.âÂ
You werenât used to him being this serious. He was always intense but the two combined were overwhelming.Â
âLetâs sit down and eat whatever youâve brought,â you said, stepping around him to walk to the kitchen. âThen we can talk, yeah?â
He followed so close he accidentally kicked your heels a few times and you could still feel the heat of his gaze on the back of your neck. He set the bag on the table and unpacked the to-go containers.Â
âItâs from that place you really like,â he said. âBy the school.â
âOh, thank you, Tendou.â You accepted the chopsticks he held out.Â
Tendou gasped dramatically. âSuch formalities, Y/n-chan!â
âTendu-chan, then,â you corrected yourself.
âMuch better,â he said praisingly.
He sat down across from you, eating only a few pieces of chicken before setting his utensils aside. He didnât say anything, even as you ate your fill. It was clear he was antsy, fingers tapping a staccato beat against the table.Â
When you finally slid your plate to the side he scooted forward, resting his face in his palms expectantly.Â
âI forgive you,â you said simply.Â
Tendouâs signature manic grin took over his entire face and his long fingers tapped a rapid beat on the table in his excitement. Oh, how he had missed you during the two weeks he spent giving you space. He had never realized how much he enjoyed your presence until it abruptly disappeared. Tendouâd also had a few other revelations during the separation.
He said your name softly, so at odds with his typically loud demeanor. He was his most authentic self in your presence, he had come to realize. You looked up from packing up the remaining food and tilted your head.Â
âWe are still friends, right?â He asked with a tinge of nervousness.Â
âWere we ever?â You countered, not angrily.Â
âYes,â Tendou answered quickly, reaching out to grab your hand. âOf course, it was my mistake to ever think otherwise.â
You looked down at his hand on yours and ran a finger over the wrappings he kept on his two fingers. He watched you keenly, fingers twitching at your delicate touch.Â
âMy, my,â he said with a sly grin. âWhat is little Y/n thinking about?â
You shot him a bland look, dropping his hand pointedly. âYouâre disgusting.â
Just like that any tension between the two of you vanished with his boisterous laugh. He wiggled his wrapped fingers in your face enticingly until you smacked them away.
âI brought the latest chapter Shonen Jump,â he said animatedly, reaching into his bag. âI thought we could read it together.âÂ
It was a Friday, after all.
âSure, let me put this food up,â you said.Â
Tendou grinned eagerly, bouncing to his feet while you brought the food to the fridge; already talking a mile a minute about a different manga he had just finished. You couldnât stop the smile that worked its way onto your face, you loved his aimless rambling. Where you more reserved, Tendou was outgoing and could fill any gaps in the conversation you left behind. It worked well for the two of you.Â
While watching Tendou chatter away you wondered if you had been too harsh at the train station. Clearly there was an underlying insecurity that convinced him you didnât care about him. Was it his history of bullying? Before you had really gotten to know Tendou, it was hard to imagine him as anything but carefree and untouchable. You knew he would tell you eventually. Perhaps today, perhaps tomorrow. Over the past few years you had found the best way to get Tendou to open up was to say nothing at all, his rambling always ended up on touchy topics anyways.
Tendou held out an earbud for you once you sat down on the couch beside him. You placed it in your ear and smiled when you recognized the playlist the two of you had put together. The only time Tendou could stay quiet longer than five minutes was when he was reading. You settled into the familiar routine, sitting close to him while he angled the pages towards you so you could both read. Tendou was such a fast reader you were forced to learn to speed read as well in order to keep up with him. Now, you were perfectly synchronized.
 Today, however, he couldnât stop glancing over at you. Ugh, he suddenly so acutely aware of everything you did. Every time you shifted to see a panel or readjusted the earbud he felt his heart pickup and he was too aware of every movement he made. His limbs felt too long and awkward, his face felt too warm, and oh my god did he brush his teeth this morning?Â
Tendou swallowed nervously, for once relieved for the chapter to finally end so he could put some space between your bodies. He stood up abruptly, wincing when the earbud was ripped out of his ear.Â
âOw,â you held your ear. âIs something wrong, Tendu-chan?â
âOf course not, dearest Y/N,â he put on his widest grin, bowing down and extending his hand. Fuck, your nickname for him was not helping his nerves. âI was just wondering if you would like to accompany me to the bathroom.â
âEw, what is wrong with you?â You smacked his hand away.Â
âWell, you did ask,â he chirped cheerfully before prancing down the hall.Â
You sighed, replacing the earbud while settling into a more comfortable position. After several minutes you realized Tendou had yet to return. Frowning, you stood up and went to the bathroom to find the door still closed.Â
âTendu-chan?â You knocked softly. âEverything okay?â
âOh, Y/N,â Tendou popped his head out from your bedroom. âI was looking at your photo wall.â
You raised your eyebrows, following him inside. âYeah? I have quite a few.â
It had been a hobby of yours to have at least three pictures of each of yours friends on your wall since elementary school. Since you started hanging out with Tendou at the beginning of high school, his section had amassed a great deal of photos.Â
âI forget youâve never been in here,â you smiled, watching Tendou closely.
You had never seen such an open expression on his face before. His eyes flicked over the photos of him taped to your wall quickly, as if he couldnât decide which to focus on.Â
âI didnât realize,â he said softly.
âHm?â
He tilted his head back, sliding his eyes to look at you. âI didnât realize I still had a safe place, a paradise.âÂ
âYouâll always be welcome here, Satori,â you reached out and squeezed his bicep. âI promise.âÂ
âI feel so blind, Y/N,â he closed his eyes, head still tipped back as he took in a slow, study breath. âI thought I had lost everything when volleyball ended. My friends, my passionâŠâÂ
Crimson eyes locked on your own, the intensity of them so startling you sucked in a sharp breath.Â
âBut I still have you,â Tendou said, slowly turning his body to face yours. âRight?â
âOf course,â you answered.
âGood,â he nodded. âGood.âÂ
His head turned back towards your wall of photos, fingers reaching out to snag at the bottom of one. You looked closer and saw it was a picture of the two of you at one of his games. You had jumped onto his back to hug him and your friend had barely managed to get the shot. The blurry grins on your faces were bright and excited.
âCan I?â He asked, tugging lightly on the corner.Â
âTake it, I can print a new one.â You said.Â
He peeled it off carefully and flashed a grin at you.Â
âThank you,â he reached out, placing his hand on the top of your head, ruffling your hair messily.Â
You knocked his hand away and brushed your hair back into place with a huff. Tendou laughed loudly, sprawling backwards onto your bed with a thump. He looked at the picture once more before sliding it into his pocket. He folded his hands behind his head and looked up at you with his signature sleepy smirk.Â
âMake yourself comfortable, I guess,â you said.Â
âAw, youâre so considerate,â Tendou crooned, stretching his arms out until his shirt road up to reveal his toned stomach.Â
You glanced down at the exposed skin and blushed, looking away quickly. Tendou noticed, of course, and couldnât stop the mischievous smirk on his face as he reached out and grabbed your hand.Â
âTendou-â
âOh, hush,â he chastised lightly. âIâm just getting you to sit. This is your bed, after all.â
You sat down on the edge, watching as he pulled your hand to his chest. He examined your fingers faintly before weaving his fingers with yours. When your fingers spasmed nervously he gripped them tighter.Â
âI had a lot of time to think,â he sighed, eyes still fixated on your joined hands, before elaborating. âWhile we were apart.â
You stayed quiet, waiting for him to continue with bated breath.Â
âI like you, Y/N,â his eyes seemed to bore straight into your soul.Â
âTendu-chan-â You started to pull your fingers away.
One second you were sitting at the edge of the bed and the next you were pinned beneath Tendouâs body. His breath tickled your lips and his hands kept your arms above your head by the wrists.Â
âPlease, let me say this,â he pleaded, eyes switching between yours and your lips.Â
âYou made high school bearable for me,â he said, pushing up until he was knelt between your legs instead of having you pinned. His hands rested on either side of your ribs. âI didnât appreciate you enough at the time but-â
His fingers clenched in the sheets. âI do now, I appreciate you so much. Everyone else thought I was a monster, demon, whatever. It doesnât matter anymore but when it did you were the only one who made it all easier. Does that make sense?â
âWhat about Ushijima? Your teammates?â
Tendou chuckled, letting his head droop between his shoulders. âOf course them, silly Y/N. They didnât really have a choice, hm? I was on the team, you donât really get to pick whoâs there. You went out of your way to befriend me, to make sure I was okay before you even knew me.âÂ
You looked up at him, ignoring his little sniffle and the way he rubbed his nose against his sleeve subtly. You sat up slowly while Tendou watched you closely with his head tilted.Â
âYouâre my best friend, you know that right?â You asked softly.Â
He nodded.Â
âYou will always be welcome in my home and I promise I will always want you around. Youâre right, whatever those people used to say about you doesnât matter. They were needlessly cruel and I wish I couldâve stopped them from hurting you,â you reached up, cupping his cheek gently. âYouâre important, Tendu-chan. Youâre caring, funny, and genuine. I love hearing about your favorite anime and your coolest blocks. I really do.âÂ
âOhhh, is little Y/N crying for me?â He cooed, using his sleeve to wipe away the tears gathering on your lashes. âSweet thing.âÂ
âIâm serious,â you said, letting him wipe your cheeks.Â
âI know,â he squinted at you. âWill you let me try something?â
From the way his crimson eyes kept flickering down to your lips, you could easily guess what he wanted to try. You nodded mutely, breath catching excitedly as his face drew closer.Â
The first touch of his lips felt like a static shock. Your eyes fluttered close as he pushed a little closer, experimentally moving his lips against yours. He let out a low groan into your mouth, pushing forward until you were laying down again. The hands that had been by your sides now moved to tangle in your hair and cup your face while his hips settled comfortably between your thighs.Â
The first brush of his tongue across your bottom lip sent fire licking up your spine which eventually settled as a fluttering warmth in your stomach. Your hands came up to grab his arms, nails leaving shallow crescents on the pale skin of his biceps through his shirt. Parting with a nip to your bottom lip, Tendou licked his lips as he looked down at you.Â
The sight of your flushed cheeks and kiss-swollen lips sent a thrill of exhilaration through his chest.Â
âWell?â He asked, a cocky grin smeared across his lips.Â
It was like you were seeing Tendou in a brand new light. Before he was just your friend. You always knew he was good-looking but now, you were supremely aware of his shapely lips, cut jaw, and broad shoulders. His hips between yours was as intoxicating as the elated look on his face.Â
âStop looking so smug,â you huffed, pulling him down to your lips again.Â
Laughing softly, Tendou happily obliged you in another sensuous kiss that left you dizzy and breathless. He swallowed your gasp when he experimentally rolled his hips into yours.
He pulled back, eyes lidded with a dazed smile, and tilted his head. âIs that okay?â
You nodded eagerly, leaning up to capture him in another kiss. With a sly smirk he pulled out of your reach, head tilted expectantly.Â
âYes, Tendou, now please get back to it,â you snapped, secretly appreciative of his need for clear consent.Â
âThere we go,â he murmured, stooping back down with a thorough roll of his hips.Â
A groan was shared between both of your open mouths as his hips fell into a steady rhythm, slowly undulating against you. Sighing out his name, you let your head fall back while Tendou trailed kisses across your jaw and down to your throat.Â
âFuck, Y/N, youâre so perfect,â he murmured breathlessly, leaving wet, open-mouth kisses down the column of your throat. âFeel so good, hah-â
 His clothed erection lined up perfectly with your core, sending searing electricity flickering through your stomach. Your hands went from gripping his arms to tangling in his hair, tugging lightly at the crimson strands.Â
âHaah-ah,â you moaned at a particularly accurate thrust that had his entire length dragging along your clit. âSatori, please.âÂ
âOh, fuck,â Tendou sighed into your ear, pushing aside your hair so he could hide his face in the warmth of your neck. âYouâre so hot, gonna make me cum in my pants. Keep making those pretty noises for me, sweet thing.â
You nodded along eagerly, pulling his head away from your neck so your could attach your lips again. Steady thrusts began to lose their rhythm as both of you got closer to completion. Tendou let out a throaty groan, wrapping his lean arms around you tightly so he could rub his hard-on against your core with more force.Â
âSatori, ah!â You cried out at the stimulation.Â
He clashed his mouth against yours messily, teeth clicking while he gasped against your lips.Â
âMâ close,â he clenched his eyes shut.Â
âMe too, me too,â you whined, hips writhing up against his desperately. âSatori!â Tendou practically growled at that, mouth claiming yours assertively. You shouted his name again while your orgasm wracked through your body, leaving you sensitive and tingly as Tendou chased his own release. He came with a low moan into your mouth, hips rolling gently through the aftershocks.Â
When he finally slowed to a stop he went completely slack on top you. Tendou mouthed gently at your neck, fingers petting your hair as you both caught your breath. You released his hair and unclenched your stiff fingers a few times before wrapping your arms around his shoulders.Â
Curious hands slowly pushed beneath your shirt, tenderly exploring your body while Tendou continued to leave lazy, open-mouthed kisses on your neck. His handsiness didnât bother you since you were also busy tracing the muscles of his back.Â
You whined when he landed another quick kiss before pushing off of you.Â
âI gotta clean up,â he said, darting down to kiss you again.Â
That reminded you of the uncomfortable dampness in your own pants so you got up as well. You found a pair of sweatpants that he could fit into from your brother and set them by the bathroom door for him. By the time you came back from changing he was already lounging in your bed again, your brotherâs sweatpants an inch or two too short above his ankles.Â
Tendouâs expression brightened when you walked in, his eyes wide to match his grin as you climbed in to lay next to him. He was quick to wrap his arms around you again.Â
âWell?â He asked.Â
âHmm?â You responded, face pressed against his shoulder.Â
âWhat are we now?â He leaned back so he could see your face.Â
You stretched languidly, tossing a leg over his hips and an arm over his chest before responding.Â
âWhat do you want this to be?âÂ
âI want you to be mine,â he answered honestly.Â
âThen Iâm yours,â you said simply, kissing the hinge of his jaw.Â
âMy girlfriend,â he said adoringly, twisting to his side so you were facing each other.
You laughed softly, letting him cup your cheeks so he could pull you into an unhurried kiss. His tongue pressed past your lips to sweep along your teeth and slide hotly against yours.Â
âIâm pretty great at apologies, huh?â He boasted.Â
âOh, shut up,â you groaned, pushing him away by his forehead.Â
Tendou let you shove his face away with a quiet giggle before brushing your hand away so he could attack your neck with more kisses.Â
âYou better not be leaving marks,â you threatened halfheartedly, too caught up in the addicting sensation of his lips on your body to be serious.Â
Tendou eyed a particularly red spot, pressing a light kiss to it. âOf course not, baby.âÂ
âThat didnât sound too convincing.â
âWell⊠it might fade,â Tendou circled the spot with his finger. âI kinda like it.â
âSatori!â
âWhaaat?â He crooned. âIt lets everyone know youâre mine.âÂ
âUgh, you creep,â you murmured, accepting a soft kiss.Â
Tendou giggled cheerfully, squeezing you closer to him affectionately. He left a flurry of kisses across your cheeks and nose, sighing happily.Â
âI love this,â his hands roved over your body. âGetting to touch and kiss you as much as I want.âÂ
âMm, me too.â
Tendouâs lean body was beautiful, so was his blush when you informed him of this. He groaned and hid his face in the crook your neck.Â
âIâm serious!â You insisted, pulling his face from your neck so you could look at him.
âI know you are, thank you,â he mumbled, avoiding your eyes.Â
âAww, are you embarrassed?â
Tendou scoffed. âTch, of course not. Iâm a catch, a total babe.â
Laughing, you let him bite playfully at the hinge of your jaw for a moment before shoving him away so he couldnât leave another mark. Tendou settled down and was happy to let you brush your fingers through his hair until it lost itâs shape and started to fall over his forehead.Â
âMmm, sleepy,â he sighed, practically purring as you massaged his scalp.Â
âGo to sleep then.âÂ
He hummed, twisting his body until he was on his stomach with half of his body draped over yours. You smiled warmly, of course Tendou was a clingy sleeper.Â
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Authorâs Note: I finally finished something in my drafts after two months. I feel semi accomplished today! Taglist is open, as are requests!!!! Send them⊠I want them.
Pairing: Colson Baker x Reader
Warning: Smut, public sex, drinking, language
Inspo Song: Why are you here?
 The eyes searing into you from across the club belonged to Meg Styer; you knew of her well, based on Colsonâs Instagram, she was the new arm piece. The well-known model had a reputation of making herself known to the exes, even if that meant starting confrontations when they were not needed. She crossed her long russet brown legs; they shimmered in gold, as did her entire outfit. You felt immediately outdone, thinking of the minimal effort youâd put into the outfit or your makeup today. Tonight's outing was not supposed to be about Colson or this new woman; it was about falling out of this fucking slump you'd found yourself in for the past month.
"Itâs lively here.â Eric grinned. Straight edge, Eric.
You cringed inside; if your mother could have created someone on an app, Eric would have been him. Without a doubt, he was handsome, with dark hair, delicate features, and not a tattoo or piercing in sight. The club had been his idea, but parts of you believed heâd gotten the idea from your sister, who knew that there was no way in hell youâd sit at a restaurant and eat. You liked the action; your job called for you to sit in silence and awkward conversations; you didn't want your life to be a damper as well.
âIt is,â you looked around, taking everything in, including the abrasive eyes that still remained on you, but it didnât matter once he entered the room. The black shirt revealed his entire tattoo-riddled chest, even the one of your name heâd gotten a few years back. He looked like he might be up to trying you tonight, so you had to disappear and do so quickly. âWe should go to the booth you got.â
âYeah, sounds like a good idea.â
It wasnât a good idea; you sat uncomfortably across from the pair watching their every move while trying to suppress the need to end the date abruptly and slap the fuck out of him. Irritating you always was the one thing he did exceedingly well. Meg sat in his lap, draping her arms over his body, throwing her ass on him like she had no shame! Â Did he know it was you across the room from him? Did he care? You watched as the waiter brought your third glass of tequila to the table and leaned into Eric, noticing the earthy cologne mixed with the whiskey. He smelled nice, or perhaps you were elusive to the bullshit because being near to him dulled the ache of the scene across from you.
The room to be secluded offered no privacy, so even when you felt alone, you were smothered in the thoughts of what if he saw you kiss or touch this guy- what the fuck was his name again? You uncrossed your legs, clumsily kicking the round glass table in front of you and spilling his drink but thank god not yours.
âI need some air; Iâm gonna go get some.â You paused and took your glass. âIâll be back.â The words scrambled out, and you did too, pushing up from the leather couch and not looking back to see Ericâs reaction to the awkward movements.
Too many people surrounded you, and at the moment, all you truly wanted was to hear nothing and feel nothing, even if it meant you had to get shit-faced. The stairwell didnât have many people in it; only two women consumed in one another and Colson.
Your heart sunk once you realized it was him, from fear, dread â fucking embarrassment, maybe? He shook his head; you took notice of the three earrings in one ear while the other garnished a seat of crosses that dangled. Colsonâs hair was slightly disheveled atop his head; the dark roots peeked out of the platinum blonde tapered cut. He looked great as usual. âI thought you were in for the night?â Colsonâs voice carried over the music because he refused not to be heard, especially by you. He looked down at you, nursing the glass of chilled tequila. Youâd acquired a taste for it over the years of being with him, Colson drinking tequila like water had rubbed off on you. âThis doesnât look like your place.â
âDid you want something?â
âWhy are you here with that broke down,â He paused dramatically, raising his hand as he thought of more insults. âTom and Jerry looking motherfucker?â
âThatâs the best you can do?â
Colson drug his teeth over his lip, âWhere you meet him?â
âWhereâs that instamodel chick? You know the one with the plastic ass and tits? You leave her in the car just so you can go check on your other hoes, or is she in here with them?â
âMan, stop.â
âI saw her looking at me, donât tell them about me. Iâm not your concern, and I am damn sure not theirs.â
âHowâd you catch her looking at you if you werenât looking at me?â Colsonâs cocky smirk sent a rush of anger coursing through your body; even when he lost, he found a sure way to find a confident victory in it.
âBye, Colson.â Your eyes met his, remembering how blue they were. Even when he was dead drunk, they found a way to still hold onto the Colson you knew was in there somewhere. The sweet one that danced in the rain and stayed in bed with you every free night he could give -- you shook it off. Breaking eye contact with him to look anywhere but the blue crystal stare. You cut down to the ground, admiring your pumps before he turned away from you and left.
The drink was no longer cold, and the tequila didnât even burn as you chugged down the remnants of the clear liquid. You pinched the bridge of your nose, taking a deep breath, and then leaned against the stairwell.
âLong night?â Eric cleared his throat.
âAlready, Iâm so sorry. Could we leave here?â
Eric shook his head yes and placed his hand on your shoulder, âIs everything okay?â
âPerfectly, fine. Itâs fine.â You swallowed. The hazed state of your mind needed to be cleared, especially before you left with him. âCan I meet you upfront? Iâm going to freshen.â
âItâs fine; take your time.â
 You wouldnât take your time; the quicker you were out of this place, the better. Whenever you were in his element, your mind refused to do the right thing. You moved through the crowded dance floor, carefully avoiding familiar faces. And finally, you were at the restrooms splashing the cool water on your face. You looked yourself over, grateful you hadnât worn makeupâthe trickles of water run down your rich ochre brown skin.  Too many thoughts raced through your mind out there but not in here. It was silence, and your mind was in a stupor. For a second, everything stilled, your heart and breathing were relaxed, and everything was back to normal, that moment as everything else was short-lived.
Colsonâs reflection appeared in the mirror before you. âI cannot believe you lied to me?â The door clicked behind him.
âI didnât lie to you.â The way he casually entered the womenâs bathroom to start an argument pissed you off. âAnd get the fuck outta here.â
âWe talked earlier today, and you said you were in for the night.â
âYou said you were going out by yourself, and you got a whole entourage. So, same shit, we both just single now.â
âCome here.â
âNo, you donât get to tell me to come here. You donât get to follow me in the bathroom and talk to me about fucking lying when you-.â
Words ended when his lips met yours, he towered over you, but he didnât mind the effort it took to get to your lips. He walked you against the wall- steadying your steps to his until he picked you up, and as if your body knew the routine, you wrapped your legs around him. Your lips eagerly kissed him back, tugging on his bottom lip before returning to take more kisses. How were you this hungry for him? You wanted nothing more than him to fuck you, rip this dress and ruin you in this unlocked bathroom. âY/N.â
âFuck me.â You pleaded.
He only needed the confirmation to move towards his belt buckle unsheathe his dick. There were two ways you fucked, frantic and as if you would never see one another again and then slow â ironically, they both had the same outcome. Your heartbeat matched his, strumming against your chest, and his matched yours. You loved it. There was no foreplay needed; you wanted to feel every inch of the pain he had to offer. He pushed the black dress up to your thighs, bunching the fabric enough that it revealed your pussy for him. He swiped his tongue over the pads over his fingers and swiped your lips. You were wet for him. You had been the whole night, no matter how much you wanted to deny it. He pushed the long finger into you, curling it to press the soft pad that made you squirm and throw your head back in pleasure.
He moved from the wall to the counters, not giving a fuck if someone walked in or not; he spread your legs wider for him and gripped your curls. Exposed to the world, but all you could see was him. You reveled as he slammed into your hilt deep, muted your sequel with his lips, and paused. âYou missed me, didnât you?â He whispered. âY/N?â
âShut up,â Your pussy answered for you, squeezing to pull him deeper as he fucked into you. He wasnât even deep enough for you; your fingers tug on the black shirt as you thrust to meet him each time. Your skin clapped against his every time, his cock expertly hitting that spot inside of you that made you want to cum right then and there. You held it, panting as it began to build up all over your body. He knew the signals, the way your hands rapt against him, legs quivered, and your pussy throbbed.
âUp.â He said, listening to the door open behind him.
Decency had left when he started fucking you, there was no way in hell youâd stop now, and Colson possessed no fucks when it came to sex. They could watch whoever the fuck it was. He positioned you in front of the mirror, bent over for him. Colsonâs heavy hand came down on your ass, and then he pushed into you arching your back before wrapping a hand around your hair and fucking into you wildly.
Your ass bounced back on him, and his moans made you wetter. Your fists clenched as you tried to steady yourself â there was no controlling the orgasm that flowed through you. Your breath quickened, your toes curled, and your eyes snapped closed as his name rolled from your tongue.
âOpen them eyes.â He gave an arrogant laugh before leaning over you, pushing himself deeper and flicking his tongue over the lobe of your ear.,
Your eyes opened, and you saw yourself flushed with sweat, mouth open, and him fucking the shit out of you. The scene erotic, beautiful, and shit you wanted it again and again. âOh shit.â You mumbled.
âYou think that fucking clown ass suit gone give you this?â He laughed as he slapped your ass again. âI thought not.â He guided you back on him, taking your hips in his hands, making sure you took every inch. He was greedy himself, watching your breast bounce in the reflection of the mirror, all while hearing you echo throughout the entire bathroom. It was music to his ears. Colson slowed his stroke momentarily, peppering, kissing down your shoulder blade before increased his pace once again, and your body jolted. You ground against him, urging him to cum and the pressure built. He panted against your back for a moment and then kissed your exposed skin. âDonât go home with him.â He whispered, retrieving your panties from his pocket. Colson lowered himself to his knees and turned you around.
âYou canât tell me that.â You whispered.
âIâm asking.â
âAre you taking her home?â
âI can drop her ass off at her place right now.â He smiled, pointing. âShit, you can ride shotgun.â
Good memories flooded of his snarky ass sense of humor and late nights. âYouâre silly.â
Colson adjusted your dress and then stood in front of you, making sure your hair and lipstick was not smudged everywhere. âDrop Chandler off and come home.â
âFucking hell mate,â Domâs voice did not seem shocked. âThis other chick is trying to kill me out here. Y/N?â
âDude, will you get the fuck out of here⊠like now.â
âFine. Iâm leaving.â
âThis was-,â You step away. âUhm, I donât know. Iâll call you okay?â
âTonight?â
âTomorrow.â You clarified. âOr the next day, just give me a damn minute to breathe?â
âBet.â He sighed. âShould I go first⊠so it wonât seem suspect?â
âYouâre a 6â4â guy leaving the womenâs restroom, youâre busted.â You chuckled.
 A/N: I through Dom (Yungblud) in there because I kinda love him just as much lol might right him too! Hope you enjoyed! Thank you! Please let me know what you think!
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pieced together pt. one
posting here too because not that many people have seen it also sorry for the weird spacing idk whatâs going on
JJ Maybank x pogue reader - season 2 fic
spoiler warning!
You laid in bed watching the rain hit your windows, the radio downstairs faintly describes the fate of the world. You canât make out complete sentences without straining, but you have heard enough from the last few days to know there were no updates about John B and Sarah. The radio has been on for days on end, your parents not wanting to miss any possible update about your friends or the storm that seemed never-ending. It was like it rained for years. It was a constant reminder of the night your two best friends were driven out into the storm and everything changed. You could hear Shoupeâs words in the back of your mind, âwe lost âem' ' on a constant loop. You could see Kiaraâs face and JJâs hands and Popeâs heart shatter. Like all the stars had come falling down and you were the only one left to pick up all the pieces. You prayed this was all a nightmare. You could wake up and not only would they both be here, but youâd all be safe. You would give up the gold a hundred times over if it meant John B and Sarah would be home.
Both Pope and Kieâs parents had called your mom every night since that day. When she thought you were asleep, she would creep down the stairs and sit in the kitchen and cry, praying they had some good news. Something that could take away some of the pain you were in. But she couldnât, no one could. You had to hear half the town talk about John B like he was a murderer like he kidnapped Sarah like he was some delusional kid from the cut. All while you knew the Cameronâs were roaming free and receiving sympathy for what theyâre going through. It made you sick to think about. They had a private funeral for Sarah. People gave their condolences and spoke so kindly about her. They scoffed at her recent behavior and her newfound friendship from âthose dirty pogues.â
Sometime around day two, your mom came into your room asking if you had heard from JJ. He had been with the Heywardâs up until that morning when heâd completely disappeared.
For a second, you felt something other than grief, knowing he had been with Pope and not his dad, but that was short-lived. You tried to imagine how peaceful it would have been under different circumstances, a world in which he was always safe. One where Luke Maybank had no control over his life. You wanted to get lost in that daydream, live in that alternative reality for a while. He wouldnât have to keep a duffel bag full of clothes and cash under your bed for when things got bad. He wouldnât have to know how to do stitches on himself or how to pop a dislocated shoulder back in place. Heâd be safe. Heâd be happy. She asked again if you had heard from JJ, snapping you back to reality. (you had not). You watched as her forehead creased and her lips straightened into a thin line, like something in her had broken too.
She hurts just as much as you do. At first, you contributed that to her not being able to take away your pain, which is part of it. But you later realized sheâs lost a person, too. You had known John B since grade school, there were pictures of the group of you sitting on your swing set in your backyard at age nine. Ones of you, JJ, John B, and Pope asleep in your living room after attempting to build a fort. He stayed for dinners and birthday parties. She watched us grow up, every first day of school, soccer game, fishing tournament. Our families had somehow combined over the years. Not only does your mom hurt for you, but she lost a child. And that weight is heavier than anything.
You stopped crying by day three. Nothing left. You were completely and utterly numb but consumed by loss all at the same time. You hadnât initially worried about JJ. He did this. He disappeared for a little, to clear his head, but he always came back. He never stayed away for more than three days. Thatâs how long it took for him to feel balanced again, maybe less, but never more. He said it was because he couldnât get a burger as good as the ones at The Wreck anywhere else in the world, but you knew how much he loved the outer banks and the people there. You also knew that heâd never leave without you. And if he absolutely had to, he would at least say goodbye. He had to, he promised. You held on to that every time his phone went straight to voicemail. And when days four and five came and went and you still havenât heard from him, you were worried. He shouldâve crawled through your window in yesterdayâs clothes with a few more scratches on his arm than he left with, but his eyes would glow a little brighter and he would still smile when you insisted he spends the night. So, when you cracked your window open and slept with your bedside lamp on (so that he could see the light from outside) and he still wasnât there when you awoke, your mourning turned into something else. You sent a few texts, in case he somehow got them, but you were doubtful.
You didnât know what it was like to live without him. There wasnât a time in your life you could remember when you and JJ werenât attached at the hip. Sometime around kindergarten, you two became inseparable, ultimately meeting John B and Pope as you got older and Kie when you all got to junior high. There was a weird couple of months around third grade where he decided girls had cooties, but it was short-lived because when JJ realized that meant you couldnât be friends anymore he thought it was dumb and started coming over again. You couldnât exactly pinpoint when your relationship changed, the lines between friendship and something more merging and becoming blurred. If you had to, for you it was the start of sophomore year. Something changed when you were together, even just sitting in silence was comfortable and exciting. Eyes started lingering, touches became more frequent, and then one day you were just together. Itâs been the same since. You think back to the first time you kissed like a couple. It definitely hadnât been the first time the two of you had ever kissed. You were sure there had been at least one during your childhood and you vividly remember a New Yearâs Eve party and a couple of games of truth or dare. But this time it was different. There was something behind it.
You and JJ sat side by side in the hammock outside of John Bâs. He was smoking while using his one leg to rock the two of you slowly back and forth. You were struggling to keep your eyes open and pay attention to whatever story was being told. JJ must have noticed because he wrapped an arm around you, inviting you to lay on his chest.
This wasnât uncommon between you. JJ was always physically affectionate toward the people he cared about and you had no problem reciprocating. You stayed just like that until it was just the two of you left outside.
JJ shifted slightly under your weight causing you to wake up. âShit, sorry. You okay?â he asked, tossing the tip of the blunt into the fire.
You nodded, âmhm.â You looked around, realizing how dark it had gotten, âYou couldâve woken me up! Itâs late.â
âYou looked peaceful.â
You pretended to clutch your heart, âJJ Maybank being nice? Dare I say sweet?â
âShut up,â he said, rolling his eyes. He was smiling at you like you were the funniest person in the world.
â No, no. You care about me,â you joked, poking his chest with your finger, âyou loooove me.â
â Yeah?â he challenged, arching an eyebrow.
âYeah,â you said, your breath suddenly catching in your throat.
âWhat if I do?â He asked, but it wasnât a question. His face was serious, a glimmer of hope in his crystal eyes.
You look slightly from his eyes to his lips. If JJ noticed he didnât lead on. He just slowly bridged the gap between you, your noses brushing for a moment before your lips connected. It was slow and careful, not wanting to push too far, but all the same, wanting to completely unravel the other. His hand cupped your cheek, his rings cold against your flushed face as you leaned into the kiss.
You heard faint screams and cheers from inside the chateau and Popeâs âFinally!â echo out. You could feel him smiling and soon enough you were both laughing. You had finally come together and nothing would take that away.
On day six, the rain stopped and the world carried on as normal. You wanted to yell at every person you saw. How could anyone feel so neutral about anything that happened in the last week? The sheriff was dead, there was a murderer on the loose, your two best friends were gone, and your boyfriend was missing. But yeah, go ahead and go to the grocery store like any other Wednesday morning. Someone tell the earth, itâs not supposed to keep spinning after the world ends.
You were lying on your bed, staring at your ceiling as you tried to fall asleep, a breeze flowed through your window and your lamp illuminated the room. All you could hear were cicadas and the wind rustling through the trees until you heard your window creak and slide open. You tried to process everything all at once, your eyes scanning over every part of his body, trying to meet his eyes. He was wearing the same clothes he had on the last time you saw him. There was dirt under his fingernails and his face was puffy from crying. His lip was cracked and covered in dry blood and bruises littered his jaw and hands. You could cry at the mere sight of him. Before either of you could speak, you collided.
You held his head to your chest and placed kisses on his hairline. You tried to wipe your tears before he could see them, but it was no use. The two of you were a tangle of arms and legs, of broken hearts and misguided minds, so desperately trying to tell the other it was going to be okay without believing it yourself.
âI miss him so much,â he sobbed. Your heart fell to your stomach and everything you had pushed down the past few days came rushing back.
âMe too,â you breathed. JJâs arms wrapped around your stomach and he buried his head into your neck. You stayed like this for what felt like hours, thinking that if you held on long enough the two of you wouldnât fall apart.
You heard your door open slightly and you quickly turned your head to see your mom stood there, tears brimming her eyes. You can visibly see her shoulders relax as she lets out a sigh. Your door closes softly as if not to disturb you both. You hear her on the other side of the door, âheâs here. Heâs okay.â
âMy dadâs gone,â he murmured into your neck.
You can physically feel your heart break for the boy in your arms and the younger version of him, trying to find a space he belongs and mourning the only one he ever found. You want so badly to hold him together, paint all of his scars golden. To remind him how much people love him, how much you love him, but no words come out.
âGuess he finally picked up and left, son of a bitchâ His voice wobbled, âI went back, uh, that night to find the necklace John B gave me.â
He pulled away so he could talk directly to you. You cupped his cheeks and swiped the tears with your thumbs before they could fall. He laughed dryly, remembering, âClimbed through my bedroom window and everything. It shouldâve taken two minutes tops but it wasnât on my dresser like I thought it was. I tore my room apart looking for it. And then my dad came home and heard me, uh he was not happy to see me, as you can imagine.â
âDid he hurt you?â you ask, moving farther away from him to make sure he wasnât bleeding or worse.
He grabs your hands and brings them to his chest, âIâm okay, I promise.â
âIs that where you were? The past few days,â
He nods, âyeah. I woke up the next day and he was gone. I was just going to get my stuff and go, but I don't know. Something wasnât right.â He pauses to gather his thoughts, âThey all really do leave, huh?â
âDonât say that,â you urge.
âIâm just-â
âNo. Do not think like that. None of this is your fault. Your dad is a fucking awful person for not loving you like you need to be loved. Like you deserve to be loved. And John B-â your voice cracks, âJohn B would never leave us if he didnât have to and, and you have me. I couldnât ever leave you. I wouldnât know what to do with myself
He kisses your knuckles, âI know, I know. He just has so much power over the way I think.â
âBut you know. You know you are nothing like him.â
He nods, not meeting your eyes.
âThese past few days, J. You scared me.â
âIâm sorry,â he says, leaning his forehead against yours.
âDonât disappear on me, okay?â
âNever.â He pushes his lips to yours, urgent and longing. You move your hands to his head, bringing him closer, trying to pour yourself into him.
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Popsicle â Nakamoto Yuta
âł Â Pairing: Yuta/reader | smut
âłÂ Warnings: pure PWP, dirty talk, oral, face fucking
âł Â Word count: 2,915
â Summary: On a hot day during a vacation in Japan, Yuta becomes enamoured when he remembers that youâre one of the people that doesnât bite their popsicles.Â
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"Want one?"
Yuta looks away from the television, noticing that you are standing above him, skin glistening with sweat and holding out an unwrapped popsicle toward him. He nods appreciatively, taking it from you and realizing it's already started to melt.Â
The hot Japanese summer permeated the little Airbnb you and Yuta were staying in, the air conditioning had gone out in the night. June bugs sang through the screen in the living room, the patio door having been opened to let in what little fresh breeze there was.
"Thank you," he says, immediately biting the red tip of the popsicle off. He sighed in relief, "if only the ac didn't go out on the hottest day of the year so far," Yuta complains, watching tentatively as you plop down on the couch next to him, hoping to catch some of the cooler drafts from one of the many fans strewn about the floor.Â
"I agree, but at least we have the fans."Â
Yuta hummed in agreement, nearly turning his attention back to a rerun of Dragon Ball Z, but decided not to as soon as you also began to eat your icy treat. If only your vacation had gone like Yuta had planned- then he would be with his family, showing you off to them and meeting with his mother in private to get her engagement ring resized to fit your finger. However, the two of you were stuck here, basking in a heatwave where nobody was advised to go outside at all.
You were dressed in the skimpiest outfit you could muster without looking too indecent- a light neon green tank top and blue cloth mini shorts. Even if you were sweating and panting in the heat, your appearance made Yuta's stomach flip.
Yuta was happy that there were a few popsicles left in the freezer, whatever was able to stay any sort of heat was welcome, popsicles being even more so. They were sweet, cold, and cheap. It kept his mind off of you- at least that's what he told himself.
There has always been a debate on the best way to eat a popsicle- especially your favourites: rockets. You either bit down and endured each flavour until you got to your favourite or you licked and sucked on it, dying your tongue and lips fully in red before you even reached the white section.
Yuta always preferred to bite his, while your method was the exact opposite. It was almost like you were trying to torture him; utterly consumed by the television while you practically shoved the entire thing down your throat and then brought it back up with an audible pop of your lips like it was nothing. Red dripped past your lips, but you managed to swipe the juice away with your tongue before it trickled down your chin.Â
The more he watched, the more his imagination warped what really was in your mouth.Â
"Yuta-kun, you're staring," you still have the popsicle resting on your lips, tilting your head in curiosity at your red-haired boyfriend. His popsicle was almost half-melted now, sticky sugar and flavouring running down his hands. His eyes widen and his face goes red, quickly looking away from you. You knew how it made him weak when you used that suffix.
"Sorry," he says quickly, running his tongue along his fingers and up to the melting treat when he bites down on it again.Â
"It's okay," you waive it off quickly, smiling. "I was wondering how your teeth can handle chewing on a popsicle," you say, utterly oblivious to what was going on in your boyfriend's mind - taking the entire popsicle into your mouth again, humming in contentment.
A shrug is his only response, taking in a deep breath through his nose as he bit down again, harder this time, and he wouldn't have cared if the stick snapped. He hopes with all of his might that you don't look down at his tight jean shorts- he was embarrassingly fully aware that he was already getting hard.
The room goes silent again save for the television and the white noise of the fans. Once he knows you're absorbed in the show again, Yuta goes right back to staring at you. He pulls the last piece of his popsicle off the stick and chews on it, while you're just starting the blue section of yours. You're still sucking on it lovingly, your lips dyed a deep red; as if you had just applied a fresh coat of lipstick.Â
Your tongue paid attention to the underside of the popsicle first, then brought the whole thing into your mouth, cheeks sucked in for but a few seconds before you brought it back out, swallowing audibly and licking your lips with a satisfied hum.
The longer he watched, the tighter his pants felt and the tighter his pants felt, the more uncomfortable he got. It wasn't until he was practically squirming in his spot that you looked over again, concerned.Â
"Is the heat getting to you, Yuta?" You ask sweetly, finishing off the last of your own popsicle, leaving the stick in your mouth for a moment before gingerly pulling it out.Â
"You could say that," he said stiffly, unsure if he should just bite the bullet and tell you what he wanted.
You hummed sympathetically, standing. "Maybe you should go into the bedroom and keep the lights off. I'll bring the biggest fan in. I don't want you to get heatstroke," you don't even wait for him to nod before gently taking his popsicle stick and turning to pad into the kitchen. Yuta had to hold back a groan when he noticed the creases where your thighs met your ass were visible beneath the hem of your shorts.Â
Yuta quickly stands and makes it into your shared bedroom, flicking off the lights and closing the curtains, blocking the rays of warm sunshine as best he could. He gets some relief from the heat when he lies down face first on the floor, the wood beneath him thankfully hadn't absorbed much heat.Â
His situation felt much worse as he lay, his pelvis pressed right up against the floor. He would have moved to lie on his back if the floor weren't so cool. He then closed his eyes to wonder how long you were going to leave him alone before bringing in a fan from the living room. He licked his lips and thought; maybe a little relief wouldn't hurt.Â
He stuttered out a sigh as he moved his hips against the floor. Even if it was the smallest amount of friction, it was better than nothing. He choked back a moan as he moved back and repeated- licking his lips. He eventually settled into a rhythm of humping the floor, the image of your popsicle disappearing into your throat replaying in his mind. Oh, how he wanted that to be him.Â
He doesn't know how much time had passed, but he freezes and holds his breath when he hears the bedroom door slide open. He sits up and turns to look at you, hands in his lap to avoid the stream of light coming in that could reveal his erection.
"Feel any better?" you ask sweetly as you haul in the largest square fan, plugging it in and aiming it at Yuta.Â
"A little," he says. "Thank you."
"Anything for you," you say, closing the door and turning on the fan, plopping down to sit on the floor next to him. "Ahh, that's the stuff."Â
"Sure is," he says slowly, biting his lip. It's dark again, and he feels himself subconsciously palming at his pants. It's starting to hurt, and he's tempted to just blurt it out-
"Do you want to watch me eat another popsicle?"Â
Your question makes Yuta's breath hitch, looking at you with wide eyes. "Wh-what?"Â
You're completely serious as you look him up and down through what little light was in the room. "Do you want to watch me eat another popsicle?"
Yuta began to sputter for a moment, not sure how to react or to respond to your question. "I, uh, what am I supposed to say?" Of course, he knew what he wanted; and if he had to somehow get off through his pants while watching you, he would.
Your smile returned. "You're supposed to say yes, silly."Â
Yuta took in a deep breath and pushed his bangs back, feeling the sweat on his forehead. "Then yes,"Â
You grinned, but you didn't stand up. "Okay. Good." You lick your lips and only got up long enough to approach Yuta, pushing back his bangs gently and leaning forward to trap him in a kiss, your hands sliding to cup his cheeks. He instantly reciprocates, catching the message to scramble backwards so that he's leaning against the side of the mattress.Â
When you separate from him, he watches you with wide eyes. "(Y/N)?" He nearly squeaks out your name, breathing heavily and wincing when your hands trail down from his face to his shoulders. You first unbutton his shirt, pushing it to the side to slide your hands down his tanned flesh. You smiled innocently as your index finger gave extra time to the thin happy trail that beckoned your eyes to the hem of his boxers that peeked from his jeans.
"Yuta-kun," you reply sweetly. "You're terrible at hiding things."Â
Yuta sucked in a sharp breath when you began to unlatch his belt. "Y-you knew?"Â
"Of course," you're slowly pulling down his zipper now, sticking your tongue out in concentration. "You watched me eat my popsicle and only looked away when I caught you. You know," you continue with a mischievous smile, "I don't think I've seen you this hard in a while."
"No, it hurts⊠please hurry," he's surprised at how desperate he really is; he's usually not this wanton- or you this bold.Â
"Since you asked so nicely," you smile up at him, gently tugging down his pants and boxers, enough that you could shimmy them both off his legs. As soon as his cock sprang free, Yuta sighed with relief.Â
You observed him with a loving gaze; his eyes half-lidded, absently flicking away his flowing bangs, panting and whimpering ever so slightly as you brought your mouth to the tip of his cock. It was one of your favourite sights.
Yuta gripped your hair gently as your cherry red lips kissed his tip. "Like⊠like you did with your popsicleâŠ"
Humming, you comply. Your lips parted to consume him entirely, and you could barely contain a smile when Yuta let out an all-out moan as he hit the back of your throat. You worked on his cock in the same way you ate your popsicle, and it made Yuta shiver.Â
You brought your mouth back up, leaving him coated in saliva. He didn't have any time to recover - you went right back down, your tongue swirling around him as you went. Then you were quickly licking stripes up and down his shaft.Â
"(Y/N)," his breathing was heavy and hot, more sweat permeated his forehead. His hand gripped your hair tighter, taking in the sight of you growing more dishevelled, saliva and precum rolling past your lips and down your chin.
Once you lifted your head away, you slowly slipped your tongue out of your mouth to collect the dollop of precum collecting on your face. You're still working him gently with your hand as you catch your breath.
"Don't stop," Yuta commanded darkly, and your eyes lit up.Â
"There he is," you say excitedly, licking your lips and swallowing thickly. "My Yuta," you giggled as Yuta grunted and gripped your hair tighter to push you back down on him. You started once again by bringing one of his balls into your mouth, smiling in triumph as you hear his moans echoing through the room. You work your way as slowly as you can, licking a wide stripe up his shaft, stopping periodically to sloppily kiss him. When you return to deepthroating him, you don't even gag, and Yuta's cock twitches in your throat from the sight alone.Â
"Fuck," he gasps, "please let me fuck your mouth,"Â
You look up at him as best you can from your position, taking your mouth off of him with an obscene slurp and pop. You lick your lips, tilting your head to the side. "I thought you wanted this to be like my popsicle," you said innocently, and Yuta nearly scowled at you.Â
"Please," his voice was dark and raspy, but you could tell he was desperate enough to start begging. His hand let go of your hair for but a moment, running his thumb along your bottom lip. "Please let me fuck your face."Â
"Hmm, I don't think I will ever be able to say no to you," you say, kissing his abdomen, watching it twitch beneath your lips. "Okay." That was when you stood, peeling off your shirt. Yuta noticed you hadn't put on a bra today, basking in your half-nakedness as you haul yourself onto the mattress, lying face-up by the edge and opening your mouth to Yuta, flicking your tongue teasingly.Â
He didn't waste time pushing his garments down and stepping out of them, leaning down to kiss you before standing up straight. He grabbed his cock tightly and stroked it as he hovered it over your face.Â
"Don't make me wait, Yuta-kun," you whine, pouting at him. This was his turn to grin devilishly, deciding to comply with your request.Â
As soon as he re-entered your mouth, he felt like he would immediately lose control. His cock was hitting the back of your throat perfectly, and you kept your tongue moving along his shaft and just under the edge of the swollen tip of his cock.Â
"Fuck, this is so good, I'm gonna cum soon," Yuta could hardly contain himself, crewing his eyes shut tightly as he felt his world fall away into a blind search for his climax. His thrusting grew more erratic, causing you to finally start gagging on him. "Oooh," he groaned, feeling your throat constrict against him. "Oh fuck,"Â
You breathed through your nose as best you could, trying to endure Yuta's wanton fucking. You still enjoyed the feeling of his wet cock sliding against your tongue regardless. You would really need to catch your breath after he was finished, and you would definitely need to change your underwear.Â
Yuta leant forward as far as he could, careful not to bend your neck too far against the edge of the mattress. He panted, grunted and moaned, moving his hands to knead your breasts and pinch your nipples. That was when you began to emit muffled cries as you lovingly choked on his cock, the vibrations of your throat sending him flying further into a frenzy.
"Gonna cum down your throat," he groaned, pinching your nipple tightly, reaching the peak of his speed, thrusting into your throat with all of his energy. "Fuck, feels so good, take it all,"Â
You felt as if precum and saliva were about to start spilling from your nose, but you were still close to cumming yourself. Yuta's touch on your chest, his words and the feeling of him wantonly fucking your face more than enough to leave you writhing.Â
"Ooh, I'm gonna- take it, cumming, take it all⊠drink it, ah, fuck!" Yuta stills and you feel his length harden even further before he begins to twitch, hot salty liquid exploding into your mouth. Yuta stayed inside your mouth for what felt like an eternity, swallowing thickly and panting sharply. Once he finally pulled out, you could barely swallow everything before you started coughing. He took a moment to slide his boxers back on, turning the square fan to blow in the direction of the mattress.
Yuta took a seat on the edge of the bed beside you, gingerly placing a hand behind your head to help guide it into his lap. You move your body to lay comfortably, panting and regaining your own breath.
"Are you okay, baby?" If you had the energy, you would giggle at how concerned he looked. He pets your hair softly, threading through the tangles.Â
"Yeah," you rasp, licking your lips of anything that may have escaped. "I just didn't know you had that in you."
"Me neither," he smiled sheepishly, looking you over. His eyes widen when his hand trails down to your shorts, clearly noticing the wet spot in between your legs even if his fingers barely touched it. "Did you-"Â
"I, uhm⊠guess I really liked it?" You blush and look away, but it doesn't take Yuta long to start laughing sweetly, bending over to shower you with quick kisses.Â
"Me too," he agreed quietly, "but I should probably get you all cleaned up. Bath or shower?" He tapped your chin with his index finger so you would look back up at him. He's looking at you curiously, waiting for your answer.Â
"Bath, please."Â
"Bath it is." Carefully, Yuta took you into his arms and slid the door open with his foot. Immediately you both were blasted with a wave of heat and intense sunshine, groaning at the vast difference in temperature.
"Cold bath," you whine, screwing your eyes shut to try and keep the sun out. "Ahh, it's so bright!"Â
Yuta chuckled, kissing your forehead. "Yes, a cold bath."
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Stupid Sorry || Kim Sunwoo
Pairing: Sunwoo x fem reader
Genre: angst, lovers to exes
Word Count: 2.8k
Warnings: cheating, Sunwoo is an asshole, tiny tiny bit mention of alcohol??
a/n: sunwoo baby i'm so sorry, ily okay? xjwodowndw i got a little too engaged in this one and it may or may not has been based on some personal experiences,,,
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You should've listened when everyone told you that high school sweethearts not always are meant to last, or that you were too young and naĂŻve to enter a relationship during that time. But you chose to ignore all of it, following what your heart wanted. You were too infatuated with Sunwoo to say 'no' when he asked you out for the first time, fidgeting with his own fingers and trying hard to maintain eye contact with you.
You were part of the same group of friends, even though you didn't talk much to each other back then. But you found yourself head over heels for him since day one. Sunwoo was absolutely handsome and a kind person, his sweet voice echoing in your ears every time he laughed. It was impossible not to fall for him.
And that's how you two ended up dating throughout the years of high school.
Everything was perfect in the beginning; you were always together in between classes and during breaks of his soccer training, sharing small displays of affection and little pecks on the lips. You had lovely dates at cafes, movie theaters and parks whenever it was possible. You felt so happy with him, and he seemed so happy with you too.
All your friends used to gush over how you and Sunwoo were such a cute couple, even daring to say you guys were relationship goals. Everything just felt so right with him, just a simple look into his eyes and it was enough for you to feel just as loved as he was by you.
One year into the relationship already and it was like you were living in a fairytale. But then it happened.
Sunwoo was napping in your bed while you finished a book you were reading; you had come home after your last exam for the semester and Sunwoo promised he'd treat you to some ice cream since you hadn't had much time for each other in the past two weeks. But he said he needed to rest just a little, due to the past late-night trainings with his team. You agreed and offered him your bed.
It wasn't long till his phone started vibrating on your desk, to which you brushed it off at first. But it didn't stop, and then you thought that maybe it could be something important. You grabbed his phone and a female name appeared in the notifications, there were several messages attached to it. Your heart sank. It was the same name as the girl he swore that wasn't his ex but only an old crush of his, and that they didn't even talk anymore.
"Did he lie?" Was all you could think. You couldn't seem to understand if nor even why he would lie about this, you were very open with each other and there wouldn't be a problem for him to tell you about his past lovers, or who they were.
With his phone still on your hand, you glanced at his sleeping figure and back to the screen, wondering if it was okay to take advantage of the fact that you knew each other's passwords. You didn't want to look through his stuff, it was his privacy, you felt bad in doing that but something inside you was screaming to do it. You could already feel the guilt creeping up. His phone vibrated again and it was the last straw for you.
You unlocked the screen and opened the texts, your eyes running through them. She was saying things like "I miss you"; "When are we going to see each other again?"; "It's been such a long time"; and even some suggestive pictures from her. The worst part was that your boyfriend was responding to the girl, flirting back, saying he missed her too.
You didn't even realize when you fell to the floor on your knees, hands shaking almost dropping the cellphone. Putting the item aside, the shock consuming your body, you sat there in the middle of your room, hugging your knees close to your chest while tears were starting to blur your vision, and you let them out. Crying so much but trying hard not to sob loudly so Sunwoo wouldn't wake up. Heart miles per hour and mind a total mess. For how long has this been happening?
It was hurting so bad, like a thousand knives cutting through your chest. You didn't know what to do. You didn't know what to think. Should you break up and end everything after confronting him? And how should you do it? What should you ask exactly? Even though it was painful, part of you didn't want to break up. You knew it was ridiculous to not want to do that, to not want to put yourself in the first place, but you didn't want to be alone. Sunwoo was the first guy who showed any interest in you and you felt like the only girl in the world. And not to mention, you didn't want to have to tell your parents and friends the reason why you two broke up. What would your parents say about it? And your friends? Your family liked Sunwoo so much, he was already part of it, and both you and Sunwoo had mutual friends. You didn't want to go through it.
The young boy eventually woke up to you pacing around with heavy steps, he looked at you confused and called out your name, making you jump startled. You rubbed your eyes wiping the remaining tears and faced him, waiting for him to say anything while you thought of what to say, heart beating fast again. He let out a "Baby, what's wrong?", and you felt sick at the nickname. Tossing the phone on his lap you asked who was that girl and "What the fuck does that mean?", chocked voice trying to sound firm.
Sunwoo immediately approached you dropping to his knees and holding your waist, his teary eyes looking up at you while he mumbled a lot of apologies, saying he didn't know why he was doing that and begging you not to leave him. You could only stare back at the wall in front of you, a blank and expressionless face. He hugged you even tighter burying his crying face in your belly. You wanted to scream, to yell at his face. You wanted to be swallowed by a hole in the ground and just disappear. But you couldn't even move, just listening to his lame excuses and stupid "I'm sorry"s, his voice sounding far away.
After demanding him to go and leave you alone, you let your body fall on the softness of your mattress, where he was just a few minutes earlier and his scent was still there on your pillow, which made your heart hurt even more. You hugged your pillow and cried your eyes out, until your head started to ache and you fell asleep.
On the next day you met Sunwoo and he swore he didn't do anything with the girl, it was just texts, and yes that was his ex. Didn't matter how you looked into it, it still counted as cheating for you. But you decided to give him another chance anyway, because as you stated to yourself, you didn't want to be alone. However, the time that followed wasn't easy, at least not for you. You still felt bittersweet towards all that situation and your stomach almost churned every time he touched you or looked into your eyes saying he loved you. But it was nothing like that to Sunwoo, he never mentioned the occurred and acted as if nothing had happened.
Everything was seemingly back to normal and you were living in your fairytale once again. You could ignore that fact easier now, even though there were still times where you'd catch yourself wondering if you lacked in anything for Sunwoo. He knew very well how insecure you were, how you were afraid of him finding someone better and prettier. You always thought he deserved better and questioned what had he seen in you, and he'd say he loved you to the moon and back, that you were oh so beautiful and you were his only one. You also knew some of his own insecurities, but you just couldn't care less about other guys when you had Sunwoo.
But even though he was aware of your fears, low self-esteem and lack of confidence, it happened again.
You thought of spending the soccer training's break with your boyfriend since your class got dismissed earlier. And there he was, sitting on the side bench with one of his teammates, their backs facing you as you approached them. It seemed like they were arguing and something the other guy said made you stop in your tracks.
"Okay, but if you tell my girlfriend about me, I'm telling Y/N you kissed my sister at my party last week. I don't think she'll like that."
Your world collapsed for the second time; you could almost hear the sound of your own barely mended heart shattering again. Not wanting to believe it. You already knew that feeling but it felt way more painful in the second time.
You were still frozen when Sunwoo looked back and saw you standing there, his eyes widening. You only scoffed at him and turned to get out of there before he could even move towards you. But he was faster and reached you, grabbing your wrist to make you face him.
Silence.
He stared into your eyes for what felt like a whole hour until you snapped and yelled at him to get away from you. You didn't notice the tears rolling down your cheeks as you angrily stared back at him. The boy started weeping trying to hold your hands as he kept on babbling about being drunk at the party and saying he was sorry. "Another stupid sorry", you thought. It was comic how he believed that shedding some tears and mumbling halfhearted apologies were enough to make everything alright.
That night you cried yourself to sleep once more, ignoring all his texts and calls from the moment you stepped into your house. The hurt was so much that even your body experienced physical pain.
You spent the entire following week pretending you were too sick to get out of bed, but the truth was that you didn't want to face Sunwoo and any of your friends. Every day felt like a torture, you woke up with swollen eyes and a massive headache due to crying so much, crying over someone who didn't deserve your tears, let alone any piece of your attention. And you knew that. But you still were too pathetic to let go.
If it was hurting that much, if you knew you should just walk away, then why were you still holding onto it? It wasn't even the first time. Why even bother to stay in an already broken relationship like that? Only because you didn't want to be alone? To feel lonely? To be ashamed by the other's reactions? Especially now that you'd given him another chance before and were planning on giving one more?
Unfortunately, you couldn't deny that you loved Sunwoo. But God was it painful to love him. You didn't know if you could blindly trust him like before, but you were too deep in love with him to care. Even if it hurt.
After a whole week avoiding any and every source of contact with him, you finally sat down to listen, although you shouldn't, already cursing yourself for being in this situation again.
Sunwoo told the same lame excuses, one more time saying he didn't know what he was doing, blaming the alcohol, and that the kiss meant nothing because he still loved you. To be honest you barely even listened, just wishing to go back and pretend you had a beautiful relationship where he was very loyal and honest to you.
And so you did.
You went back to your classes next morning swearing you had a really bad flu the past week and no one seemed to doubt it. Great. You and Sunwoo were acting like lovebirds again and everything looked fine.
This time you were feeling kind of numb and didn't cry every night, but obviously this didn't mean your heart wasn't broken. You wondered how he could be so insecure like you, saying he was also afraid of some more interesting guy getting your attention but still, he was the one who cheated. Twice. Or at least you thought it was twice.
Honestly the time that passed from the second heartbreak was quite okay, Sunwoo did everything you wanted to do, treating you well and telling you sweet things. But it didn't last long. Â
It was scary the fact that he never felt distant for you to suspect anything, not even in the two other times and not even now. He could manage this character so well, acting all nice and sweet but doing you dirty behind your back. Apparently, he wasn't that transparent and easy to read as you were, you couldn't see through him. He was like a foggy mirror. Not even a glass window, but a mirror, only reflecting your own image because you just couldn't see his true self. And you realized it a bit too late.
This was what you were thinking right now, seeing Sunwoo seated on a bench in the park both of you used to go to have your favorite ice cream. Under the moonlight, ready to kiss this girl, face too close, hand on her chin just like the way he always did to you. You didn't know your heart could break even more.
This time you were even seeing him shamelessly cheating on you, and you wished you didn't because it hurt so damn much. But in a way you felt thankful you were aware of this trashy behavior of his, or else you wouldn't give much credit when a random guy you've never seen messaged you in your social media saying he believed his girlfriend, which happened to be Sunwoo's classmate, was cheating on him with your boyfriend. And you wanted to see it for yourself even more after the guy told he checked the girl's phone location, went to the park and actually saw them.
"Are you done making a fool of me?"
He pulled away quickly from the girl and got up, looking at you with those fake pleading eyes saying the typical "That's not what you think it is", but you knew it was. You stared at him coldly, chewing on your bottom lip to suppress your tears. The girl quietly got up mumbling something you didn't care to listen and left.
Sunwoo took a step closer and that was when you finally broke into tears, filled with anger and sadness. You pointed a finger at him asking how could he do such a thing. Running your fingers through your hair in frustration, you took a deep breath, tired of dealing with his bullshit.
"Let's break up."
"What? But we're fine." You scoffed at this; he must had been kidding.
"No, Sunwoo, we're not fine. I'm not fine. It's enough, I'm tired." He tried to hold your hand but you pulled it. "Do you even care about how you hurt me? Have you ever been honest with me for once?"
"Oh, you want me to be honest? Fine, I'll be honest with you." He furrowed his brows. "You know that first month we started dating? I cheated on you twice. Why? Because I didn't know if what he had was going to last."
And then it hit you like a truck, more than you've ever imagined. A pain that could dilacerate you. Sure neither of you knew whether or not it'd work out, but the scene of Sunwoo shyly asking you out replayed in your head. And then on your first date he confessed he'd already been in love with you for quite some time, and you felt so happy. If he was that in love, wasn't he supposed to at least give his best and try to make the relationship work?
You looked at him in disbelief. So this was his true self? He wasn't even sorry, never had been.
Glaring into his boba eyes for the last time, your entire relationship flashed in your mind. The shared sweet kisses, shy smiles and lovingly glances, the small dates and slow dances in the quiet of his room. Everything now destroyed.
"Don't ever talk to me again." You gulped feeling a lump in your throat, not having any more strength to argue with him. Â
You turned your back and began to walk away, tears falling from your eyes again.
Sunwoo didn't say his stupid sorry this time.
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The Sacrifice Part 5: Geto Suguru x Fem!Reader
synopsis: A Festival turns into a *festival* (sort of)
wc: 1.7k
tw: drinking and tomfoolery
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a/n: y'all. I have been worn out by today and just needed something fun and light to write. I will be adding a 5.5 tomorrow since I couldn't do what I wanted to do with this chapter originally. (sorry, loves) Stay tuned! See you all soon.
âHave you ever been to the Festival of Dragons?â Serena asks, wrapping herself in a black dress with silver bits of glitter scattered about.
âNo,â you admit, examining your own black silk gown, and then looking down at your golden slippered feet. âWhat is it like?â
âDonât spoil the best parts,â Cly warns, draping a silk shawl around her shoulders before braiding her black hair behind her ears. She gives you a wink, then turns back to the mirror, and you tilt your head at Serena.
âItâs full of food....â
âAnd fireworks,â Helen interjects, wiggling her mauve fingers around.
âDancing,â Ariadne adds, and you laugh, wondering if your two left feet would make it through the night.
âOh! And ambrosia.â Danai breathes, her eyes going wide.
âAmbrosiaâŠâ The girls sigh dreamily, and you bite your lip, waiting for someone to explain.
âAmbrosia?â you finally ask when no one says anything, and Clymenestra turns back to you, fully dressed, and proceeds to adjust your dress slightly.
âAmbrosia is the drink of the gods. But since youâre still mortal, Iâm not sure that you can have any.â
âIâm sure now that sheâs been spending her nights with His Holiness that heâll allow--â Serena jabs Ariadne in the ribs at the sight of your embarrassment, and she hisses in pain.
âIâm sure sheâll be fine if thatâs what he wants her to have, right, Cly?â Serena asks, and Cly nods, smiling at you.
âYouâll be fine.â
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The Festival of Dragons would be held in the realm of the God of Wind, which was a short trip by dragon ride at sunset. Gojo and Geto both waited for you all, fully in their dragon form before you got there.
Your fingers still feel sore (and your head aches terribly) from when you clutched so tightly onto Getoâs mane as he ascended, climbing into the sky with Ariadne and Danai behind you. And yes, you screamed all the way to the Sky Realm, which looked like an open-air marketplace filled to the brim with stalls of food, games, and musicians playing the same song at the same time.
âToji wonât be attending,â Geto confirms to the group, and you all collectively let out a sigh, then disperse into the crowd eagerly. You look to Geto, who lifts his arm for you to take, and once you loop your arm around his, he leads you along the path of stalls. As you marvel at the vast array of foods, sounds, and people that look somewhat like humans - but if one were to peer closely, they would find small differences from normal human faces - your eye catches on a colorful array of bracelets, and you pull Geto in that direction without words.
âFIve strands to protect you from evil,â the man behind the wooden counter smiles, and you finger a rainbow-colored one, then turn to Geto excitedly.
âCan I get one for all of us?â you ask, and he chuckles, waving his hand at the display.
âHave your pick, my lady.â You choose six more, and then - upon realizing you have no money to pay for the things - you set the back on the counter, much to Getoâs confusion.
âI have no money,â you reply when you see his face, and he blinks twice, then whispers in your ear,
âY/n, everything is free.â You frown and squint your eyes.
âBut howâŠâ
âIâm the Dragon God, remember? This festival is for me and my counterparts.â The stall owner seems to have tuned you both out, focusing on weaving his strings and minding his business while you two discussed the logistics of the unnecessary payment.
As you take your prizes to the next stall, the scent of something meaty catches your nose and you sniff about, which makes Geto laugh earnestly. âI think youâre smelling kamuth.â
âWhatâs that?â you ask, looking at the spinning wheels of meat in the booth.
âItâs a delicacy among the immortals; itâs said that this rat-like creature first crawled from the bottom of the Earth to the highest mountain in order to reach the Sky Realm.â Geto plucks a slice of meat from the wheel and presents it to you, placing it in your open mouth. âBut now, itâs just a rodent we fatten up to cook for festivals.â The salty meat slides down your throat easily and you hum in delight, reaching for another piece.
âAmbrosia?â a woman offers, and as you consume another slice of kamuth, Geto secures two cups full of yellow, shimmering liquid.
âDrink it slowly,â he warns, and you take a sip of it, letting the sweetness of it wash away the salty aftertaste of the meat.
âThis is delicious,â you mention before you hear two voices call out behind you.
âSuguru!â The pink-haired boy from before and a man with black hair and a red stripe over his nose appear out of the crowd, beaming at Geto with admiration.
âYuji, Choso,â Geto begins, smiling widely. âYou two look like youâve had your fair share of ambrosia.â
âFifteen glasses before Choso here upchucked all over the floor,â Yuji states proudly, thumbing over to the unsteady Choso, who hiccups and covers his mouth. Chosoâs eyes slide your way, and when he looks at you, you feel as if heâs looking into your soul.
âA human?â
âFor now,â Geto holds out his hands to stop his protests. âToji has already--â
âThere you two are,â Two hands float out of the crowd and yank on the collars of both Yuji and Choso at the same time. âI look away for one moment and you two go staggering off into the crowd like dogs without leashes.â Megumi fades into view and you watch as he drags the two off into the crowd after muttering, âSorry about these two idiots, Your Holiness.â You bring the cup to your lips again as you watch them disappear, then swallow the ambrosia for courage.
âShall we continue?â Geto holds out his arm again, and you take it happily.
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You had to admit, you were having so much fun watching the boat races, the dancers, and the speed-weavers that you forgot to drink your ambrosia slowly. By the time the cup is empty, youâre slightly unsteady on your feet and feeling sluggish. Geto immediately notices your slight impairment and frowns at your empty cup, gripping your arm tightly.
âOooh,â you drawl, head tilting to the side slowly as you examine the colored lanterns around the grounds. âI want some lanterns like those,â you state. âAll around the bedroom. Will you do that for me, Geto?â
âIâll get you whatever lanterns you like, my lady,â he replies, and finds a place for the two of you to sit away from the crowd. You try to sit up straight, but your body keeps angling back slightly, so Geto has to catch you and sit you upright each time. âY/n, do you feel tipsy?â
âI feelâŠâ You stop to think for a second. âI feel warm and fuzzy all over, like a blanket,â you laugh, and Geto has to catch you again.
âLetâs go home,â he murmurs, and you straighten up, trying to make yourself appear more alert.
âNo! The fireworks havenât happened yet.â
âThere will always be next year, my love.â You grasp his hand abruptly and tug on it once.
âBut Iâll only be human for a few more weeks,â you plead, but he doesnât look like heâll give in. Not with that concerned look on his face.
âYouâre under the influence of ambrosia; Iâm taking you home, y/n,â he states, scooping to pick you up easily and walking back to the field where he landed as a dragon earlier. You watch him go to the edge of the cliff and step off, and for a second, panic sets into your bones as you scramble to see where he's gone. But a massive dragon shoots up from the edge as you peer over, landing on the grass with precision. A soft snort means âget onâ, and you shakily do so, clutching onto his mane with all you had.
When you settle onto his back, he slowly begins his ascent, lifting off into the sky easily. One circle around the Sky Realm and then youâre off, speeding through clouds and air, the wind sailing past your face and making your once-tidy hair unkempt. At some point, you feel the overwhelming fear pass and you look up at the sky, reaching a hand up to touch a small cloud. Despite the cloud feeling like nothing, you contain your disappointment and yell,
âWhy did you go so fast earlier? Did you want me to scream my head off?â The choppy growl Geto gives sounds like a laugh, almost, and you roll your eyes, sinking back into his mane as you descend to the palace. He shifts back into a man when you dismount, and then scoops you up again, carrying you past the front doors and to his bedroom.
âThis is so romantic,â you croon jokingly as he places you back down, then begin to fiddle with your dress so you can slip into bed. But as your fingers slip on the clasps, Geto takes over, brushing your hair to the side so he can see the back of your gown. When his fingers ghost on the exposed skin, you shiver slightly. After the dress slides down your figure, you step out of it and turn to face Geto, covered only in a silk slip that reaches the top of your thighs.
Even under the influence of the drink of the gods, you donât miss the way his eyes roam over you appreciatively; drinking in every curve, dip, and slope of your skin. His inventions are clear when he cups your face and presses his lips to yours, and youâre not sure if itâs the ambrosia or the newfound confidence that makes you bold, but your fingers drift to the tie at his waist, undoing it deftly. You walk back to the bed, Geto still pressing kisses to your skin and you the same, articles of his outer clothing being left behind in a trail leading to the large mattress. Once heâs down to his pants and those alone, he speaks softly.
âI want you to be fully sober when weâŠâ He leaves the rest up in the air, and you pull away from him, blinking slowly.
âBut--â
âI need full and enthusiastic consent,â he asserts, and you nod once, understanding his meaning.
âThen just kiss me until I fall asleep,â you counter, and he gives you a half-smile, his hands coming back up to your face and his lips pressing against yours as you sink into the pillows and sheets.
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Iced Coffee - Dark!Stephen Strange x Reader.
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Summary:
You met Stephen Strange your last year of medical school. He was godlike and you were infatuated. You liked him and in return he humiliated you. Years later you were over it; made a career for yourself.
He saw you again, remembered you, wanted you. He was going to show you that he had changed, win you over. You would be his and he would protect you forever, he just had to prove himself.
Series Warnings:
18+ adult content, Dark, Rape/noncon, obsessive behavior, stalking, doctor/medical themes, mild/moderate doctor kink, needles (chapter one, not sex related), violence, abuse, kidnapping, forced marriage, smut, escape attempt, dirty talk (my best attempt at least).
Potential warnings, a non-exhaustive list: Oral, praise kink, mild degradation (Will not include whore or slut) Â
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A/N:Â Now that Iâve been writing for a few months Iâm experimenting with different styles. If youâve read my other stuff lmk what you think (ask, comment, message, whatever.)
Thank you to the unnamed requester and @couldntbedamnedâ for this request. đ€
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CHAPTER 1
Stephen was the most brilliant man you had ever met. School was a joke to him, he easily outperformed everyone no matter the subject. He was confident, lived his life with this air of superiority, and you were obsessed. You couldnât keep your eyes off of him, sat next to him in class, helped him when he asked. He was nice to you too, he was an asshole almost all the time but when he talked to you it was gentle, respectful.
It was October third when it happened, the date would forever be burned in your memory. He turned to you and asked you the date.
âItâs october third,â you smiled. Â Â
He thanked you and touched his hand to your arm and you felt a spark, you were sure he felt it too.
But he didnât feel it, you were so very wrong.
You found out just how wrong you were that evening in the worst possible way. It was so unexpected, so hurtful. You walked into the small coffee shop you and your friends frequented and saw them all in the corner, socializing. A stab of pain struck you in the chest; nobody invited you. Maybe you should have backed away, recognized you werenât wanted but you heard your name. You thought they had seen you, called you over.
They hadnât seen you though, werenât talking to you.
They were talking about you.
âPoor thing, thinks she has a chance with me,â you heard Stephen laugh.
You walked behind him, tears welling in your eyes and someone nudged him awkwardly. He looked up and made eye contact with you. A tear fell down your face as you backed away from the group. It was like a nightmare, like looking down and seeing you were naked, but this wasnât a dream. It was horrifyingly real.
âPathetic,â you heard him say to the laughing group of people you called friends.
It broke you.
You spent the remainder of your time in school avoiding him and every friend who had been there. You poured yourself into your studies and came out of it stronger than before, like a phoenix being reborn - You were brand new, beautiful, powerful.
You became a doctor and scientist and a damned good one at that. But Stephen was always better. Every conference, every medical magazine, he was there; always at the top. You could never escape him.
Until his accident.
He was suddenly gone, you couldn't believe it. Dr. Stephen Strange, the most accomplished neurosurgeon, lost his hands. The shock wiped through the medical community, a travesty they said. It wasnât a travesty to you though, It was almost uncomfortable how happy you were at his downfall. It felt so freeing to see the great and mighty Doctor Strange fall so far, for your bully to lose the thing that was most precious to them. He became irrelevant, dropped from magazines and conferences and disappeared without a trace. You were truly content for the first time in your life. You were free.
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Stephen flexed his fingers and smiled. It was a long road to recovery but he did it, he was a neurosurgeon again and even better now. He was godlike, able to perform surgeries that he could only dream of before. He wasnât just going to get his life back, he would flourish, go above and beyond his already impressive list of accomplishments, he would dominate. Â
He walked into the conference full of confidence, an arrogant smile plastered on his face. The gasps and stares made him stand even straighter, walk with even more purpose. He always loved being the center of attention, it made him feel superior.
It was his addiction, to be special, better than everyone around him. The craving for greatness was a consequence of his birthright. He needed to be better because he was better. His brain was like a radiant flame, he shined brighter than everyone around him and he knew it. Â
âStephen, good to see you,â a group of colleagues surrounded him, patting him on the back. He felt at home, this was where he belonged.
The auditorium started filling and he followed the group in, sitting in the back and opening his pamphlet. It wasnât usually his type of lecture to listen to but he had time to kill before his next panel. The speaker, a specialist in infectious disease, worked at New York Hospital where he would start back on Monday. He closed his pamphlet and waited patiently for the presentation to start.
She walked onto the stage and his body tensed as he watched her prepare for her speech. Stephenâs brain was on fire, the attraction to this stranger like nothing he had ever felt. His thoughts turned less than appropriate as he stared at her ass. He saw no panty lines and couldnât help but imagine what did or did not lie beneath the skirt's thin fabric. She wasnât a conventionally attractive woman but that made her even more beautiful in his mind. She was perfect for him, a mix of everything he was physically attracted to in one person. Women had thrown themselves at him but he didnât want any of them, he wanted her.
Then she started speaking and a new wave of attraction washed through him as her intelligence became apparent. Who was this woman? He rarely felt attraction like this, attraction that consumed onto his whole being. He needed to get to know her, needed to touch her, smell her hair, hold her hand. He was obsessed.
He didnât even realize her presentation had ended until everyone started applauding. Stephen stood and clapped along. He watched her exit the stage and as he walked closer her face suddenly flashed into his memory. He knew her years ago in med school. She liked him, she followed him around like a puppy.
Excitement built as he approached her, but she gave him one look and her face fell into a grimace.
âStephen Strange,â He held his hand out.
Her reply was cold, âWe went to school together,â she spit, ignoring his outstretched hand.
âYes, we did, didnât we. Iâm very interested in what youâre working on. Maybe we could get together, have dinner?â
âNo,â she turned and walked away from him.
âHey,â He yelled at her, but she kept walking, giving no acknowledgement of his obvious frustration.
It didnât take him long to catch up, he reached out and grabbed her shoulder pulling her around to face him.
âWhat is this hostility about?â He asked.
Her body went rigid and she wrenched her shoulder out of his hand, âPoor thing, thinks she has a chance with me,â She said through gritted teeth.
He remembered in that moment what had happened, how he used her for short lived friendships.
âIâm not that person anymore, Iâm sorry, let me show you,â be begged.
âYou called me pathetic,â She snarled.
âIt was so long ago, please.â
She stood up tall and leaned into him. âPathetic,â she called him before walking away again.
He stood there dazed, never having been discarded so callously. He couldn't leave it like this, he would show her he had changed and she would forgive him. He was determined. He was the great Doctor Strange and he could do anything.
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A sob took over your body as you read the little piece of paper. It was over, no more money for research. The conference was your last hope to find funding and you didnât succeed. You looked at a little blue vial and picked it up. It was a bad idea, you knew it was, but this medicine could help so many people. If you didnât try it right then you may have never known if it worked or not. You removed your jacket, swabbed your arm and filled a syringe. A tear fell down your cheek as you depressed the plunger.
It immediately started burning, beginning in your arm and flowing throughout your veins until you were screaming in pain. The room spun around and your vision started to blur. You stood and took a few shaky steps before falling to the ground and curling into a ball. Quiet whimpers escaped your lips as you struggled not to pass out from the pain.
A knock rang through your ears and you lifted your head slightly.
âHey, itâs me,â called a voice from the other side of the door.
Stephen, of course he would show up at the worst moment possible. You were in so much pain and part of you wanted to ask for help but you couldnât. If anyone found out you could lose your licence and Stephen was someone you were sure would turn you in.
âItâs not a good time,â you yelled.
âI just wanted to apologize for my behavior, I was an asshole but Iâve changed. I really have.â
âGo Away Stephen.â
The doorknob jiggled and you held your breath. You had locked it, you were sure you had.
âHey, Iâm getting worried, open the door,â he demanded.
âIâm sad, ok, lost funding for my research. I donât want you to see me cry. Happy? If youâve actually changed youâll leave!â you put your hand over your mouth to cover a groan, the exhaustion of talking having caused intense pain in your lungs.
âOh, um, sorry to bother you,â he murmured.
You sighed in relief as the sound of his footsteps disappeared and then hugged your aching body, shivering and crying softly as excruciating pain moved around. It suddenly felt like you had been thrown in a freezer. It Was so cold, why were you so cold?
You shivered and cried on the floor for hours until sleep finally took you, giving a slight respite from the worst day of your life.
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After Hours(Byun Baekhyun)
Artist: Byun Baekhyun Genre: Smut
Another long day at the office, you found yourself staring blankly at your computer screen as your fingers flew across the keyboard. You had a deadline to meet and you were pushing it pretty close with 2 pages left and only an hour and a half until it was due. At this rate you just may get it done, however you were out of coffee and your bladder was on the edge of giving out. With a sigh you shoved yourself away from your desk and quickly made your way to the bathroom before you urinated on yourself. Once finished you made your way back to your office, grabbing your cup and made your way to the office break room to refresh your cup. You forced yourself away from the coffee maker and shuffled your way back to your office, planting yourself in front of the screen and letting your fingers continue where they left off.Â
-An Hour Later-
You basically cried as soon as you pressed the send button. You had just finished with barely time to spare and you were confident in your paper. Now all you had to do was wait for your boss to review it and that project would be done. You looked at the clock and realized that it was about time for people to begin showing up so you decided there was no reason to go home. You walked over to your couch and flopped down on it, letting the plush cushions engulf you as you slowly let darkness take over. Just as you began to completely black out you heard a familiar voice.
???: Have you been here all night?
You: Nope
???: Youâre wearing the same thing you were yesterday
You: So now youâre paying attention to what I wear, Baekhyun?
Baekhyun: Maybe
You: Weirdo
Baekhyun: You work too much
You: Only to please you boss
Baekhyun: So I take it that you finished your project?
You: Sure did Daddy
You turned on your side to watch as lust began to cloud his eyes. Before he could move towards you his phone rang and as he answered it, you began to pack your things up. You had decided to tease him and go home instead of stay at the office like you had planned, you technically had a few hours until your shift began anyway so you could get some sleep and take a shower. You tried to move passed him but he grabbed your arm and stopped you in your tracks.
Baekhyun: Youâre not getting off that easily
You: Sorry boss, my shift doesnât start for another 4 hours. So I guess I'll see you then and if you donât mind, could you please close my door on your way out
He loosened his grip and watched as you walked out and passed by the workers that were showing up for their shifts. You made your way outside and hailed a taxi back to your apartment. You instantly went to your room and curled up in bed, letting the warmth and darkness consume you.
-Later That Night-
Some days just become a repetition of the days before and the days to come will only clone the present. You were sitting in the same comfortable chair that over time became more of a mold that perfectly shaped where your body sat, still typing at the same computer. The only difference is that it was a new assignment and you had actually gotten sleep in between assignments. You kept typing until a knock was heard at the door and your eyes shot up to meet an overly tired co-worker.
??: You need a ride?
You: No thanks BamBam I think I'll stay here a little longer
BamBam: You work way too hard, I hope you know that
You: I do, but you know I never sleep until I meet my deadline
BamBam: Well tell your little mystery man that you need sleep, between him and Baekhyun keeping you busy I know for a fact the only sleep you get is on this uncomfortable couch
You: How do you know I have a mystery man?
BamBam: Please I know you girl, I know you getting some dick
You: Just like you
BamBam: The only difference between us is that you know who iâm getting it from, Yugyeom and I are just worried that this guy is just using you
You: Donât worry I'll be fine, but Yugyeom wonât be if you donât get home soon. You know how he gets if youâre out too long
BamBam: Weâll come back to this subject, but you right I'd better head out. Love you girl
You: Love you too
You watch as he leaves and then turn your attention back to your computer, itâs only a few minutes later that your attention is pulled away from your computer and onto Baekhyun as you watch him close your blinds.Â
You: What are you doing?
Baekhyun: What I didnât get to this morning
Your mind drifted back to this morning's events and you knew that you were in trouble. There was no way he was going to let it slide that you had teased him and then left, you were about to pay for it.
You: Iâm s-
You were cut off by his lips on yours, moving rhythmically as if he were creating his own tune. You broke from the kiss to catch your breath only to have his lustful eyes eyeing you from head to toe.
Baekhyun: Get up and strip
You: Huh?
He grabbed your hand and pulled you up from your chair, replacing himself in your spot.
Baekhyun: Strip for daddy
You felt a puddle form in your panties at his words.
You: What if somebody is still here?
Baekhyun: Itâs after hours, weâre the only ones left. Now strip
You did as you were told and began to strip each piece of clothing off, making sure to tease him as you did so knowing that it wouldnât end well for you. As soon as the last piece of clothing was off you were yanked onto Baekhyunâs lap as his hands crept up to grab a hand full of hair. You were jerked extremely close to his face, so close that every breath he made sent a chill to your core.
Baekhyun: You did a bad thing this morning and now your gonna pay babygirl
A peck was brought to your lips before you were twirled and slammed onto the top of your desk, everything being shoved aside.
Baekhyun: Donât move unless you are told to
You felt a cold draft replace where his body had been on yours, you listened as he undid his tie and briefly grabbed your hands to tie them together. It was part of your punishment that you could not touch him, which he knew would be agonizing for you. Once again a chill washed over you as his warmth disappeared, you could hear as his shirt fell to the floor and as his belt clanked when it was unhooked. In an instant his hands gripped your shoulders tight and he rammed into you with force, not showing any signs of stopping. You were left with the stinging pain of feeling like you were being torn apart from the inside as he sped up his pace. The sounds of your pain-filled screams and skin hitting skin filled your office, he eventually stopped and turned you to face him.
Baekhyun: Iâm so sorry baby, I didnât mean to hurt you that bad
Your voice cracked as you attempted to say it was ok. Luckily he knew what you were trying to say. He planted a kiss on your lips as he slipped himself back inside of you, this time moving slowly to take some of the pain away. After the pain disappeared you began to yearn for more.
You: F-Faster pl-please
At your command he sped up and your whimpers turned into moan as your office was filled with the mixture of moans and grunts. In no time your stomach began to tighten and his member began to twitch inside of you, signaling the arrival of both of your highs. He began snapping his hips in and out hoping to draw near his and your end. With a couple more thrusts you released yourself all over him and as you rode out your high he released himself inside of you. You were lifted off of your desk and back onto the hard floor, gripping your desk as your legs struggled to hold you. You both began to dress yourselves and once you were dressed a kiss was planted on your forehead and a smack landed on your butt.
Baekhyun: Next time donât tease daddy, understand?
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the gamble of the heart | chapter 2 (r.l.)
chapter two: repression
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pairing: remus lupin x potter!reader
chapter summary: y/n pursues her relationship with mason and sees the repercussions on remus. and herself.Â
warnings: swearing, kissing, alcoholÂ
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a/n: new chapter! the next chapter is shorter so iâll have it up sometime this week.Â
âStop,â Y/N drawled, but she made no effort to move the arms that were holding her in place. âI should probably say hello to my friends.â As Y/N used her fingers to comb through Masonâs blond locks, she couldnât help the content smile that fought its way onto her face.Â
âProbably - but I think Iâll miss you too much,â Mason mumbled against her lips. Y/N knew if she let him kiss her she would never get the chance to even glance at her friends. There was just something about Mason that drew her towards him. It was like whenever Mason Tomlinson was in question, Y/N was physically being pushed towards him and she would find herself doing things sheâd never expected. It was a wonder to her how she fell for him as quickly as she had.Â
There was no doubt that Mason Tomlinson was handsome and extremely charismatic, yet Y/N would have never guessed that she would feel as strongly as she did for him after only two weeks. She always considered herself to be a practical person, but when Mason looked at her with his big green eyes, she lost any pragmaticism. And Mason knew how to take advantage of that.Â
âMmm, Mase. You know Iâll stay if you ask me to,â Y/N pressed a kiss to the corner of his lips and they twitched slightly beneath hers.Â
âIâm asking, love,â Groaning, Y/N placed her head against Masonâs chest before pushing herself away from his grasp. She looked through the doors to the Great Hall and could see all of the strangers she was so shamelessly flirting with her boyfriend in front of.Â
âNope,â She said, giving him a pointed look. âI am going to sit with my house today. Youâll just have to miss me.âÂ
âWill you miss me?â She would. That was the strange thing about her recent affair. It was like when she wasnât with Mason she was floating purposelessly. It was as though she was a kite and he was the piece of string that was keeping her from floating out into space. Her independent streak was something Y/N had always valued, but since meeting Mason it was like she never wanted to be away from him.Â
âYou know I will,â An uneasy feeling settled in the pit of her stomach as she noted the jovial expression on Masonâs face. Why couldnât she stay away from him?Â
After departing from Mason, Y/N took the familiar path to the Gryffindor table. As she noticed three familiar boys, she smiled to herself. Suddenly, she was half walking and half skipping towards her best friends. When she reached she threw her arms around Peter from behind and squealed.Â
Hi, boys,â she giggled, not noticing the dry expressions on their faces. âDid you miss me?â She took a seat next to Peter and surveyed their faces carefully. Who pissed in their pumpkin juice?
âTomlinson busy today, Y/N?â Sirius accused.Â
âNo? I just wanted to sit here today. Are you guys mad?â
âYes,â James shrugged. âYou havenât spoken to us in two weeks, because of your new friend.â Oh. Y/N had been so consumed in Mason she didnât realize she was neglecting her closest friends.Â
âIâm so sorry, you guys. I guess I didnât realize I was doing that,â She offered, her hand reaching out to hold Jamesâ hand from across the table. Upon feeling his hand squeeze hers, she let out a relieved breath.Â
âWeâll forgive you on one condition, Y/Nâ Sirius mused, the shadow of his mischievous smirk evident. Y/N quirked her eyebrow at him, prompting him to continue. âYou have to tell us everything.â
Y/N began to gush endlessly about her boyfriend and was so enthralled in the topic that she hadnât noticed a fourth figure appear in the seat beside James. As Y/N finished explaining how Mason had asked her out after a few days of sharing a class, she looked up only to have the air knocked out of her lungs.Â
âRemus,â His name had left her mouth just like it had a million times before, but now it was leaving a bitter taste behind. He nodded his head towards her before starting to fill his plate with some toast and meat. While watching him Y/N barely caught the rest of the boys telling Remus that they needed to finish morning detention and theyâd see him in class.Â
The last time Y/N and Remus had spoken was a few weeks prior when she had sent him an owl over summer vacation. She felt another odd ache in her stomach, but it sharply contrasted the feeling she had with Mason. This was different. It was like when she was with Mason she couldnât help but want to be near him, but with Remus, she wanted to want him close. But that couldnât be possible. She liked Mason immensely so why was she still experiencing residual feelings for Remus?Â
Y/N couldnât help but analyze every detail of the boy in front of her. He had cut his hair slightly shorter (which he did at the start of every school year) and it had become a slightly lighter shade of brown, likely due to the summer sun. She also winced as she looked at the new scar that trailed from the back of his hand and disappeared under his robes.Â
âRough full moon?â Remus looked up at Y/N, started for a couple of seconds, and returned his gaze to his food. Y/N looked around the Great Hall awkwardly before starting again. âHow have you been, Rem? Been a few weeks since we last talked.â
Y/N was met with a deafening silence and a shrug from Remus, but she noticed that he had taken the luxury of rolling his eyes, as well.Â
âRight, well⊠oh Iâm not sure if you know, but Iâve got a boyfriend now,â Remus snapped his head up, an indecipherable look on his face. âWould you like to meet him?â Remus looked away, but when he looked back at her, Y/N wished she hadnât ever said anything. He looked furious. Â
âNo, not really,â Remus finally said, before getting up from his seat and storming off.Â
Y/N watched him as he walked away and felt her head begin to spin. It would be idiotic for her to act like she didnât know why Remus was so angry, but she never wanted to confront those feelings. She was terrified for the moment that someone would ask her what happened between her and Remus. Because the truth was she had no idea. What she and Remus had was real, she knew that. But ever since she met Mason it was like something had shifted. Suddenly the only thing on her mind was Mason, Mason, Mason. Seeing Remus had awakened something in her she hadnât felt in weeks and she hated it. So she was going to do the only thing that made sense. She was going to repress her unwanted feelings so far down, sheâd forget they existed.Â
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These days the word Quidditch could seldom be spoken at Hogwarts without someone associating it with the Potter name. That was for two very competitive and very proud reasons: James and Y/N Potter. The Potters had an aptitude for the game and everyone at their school knew it.Â
Y/N and James often argued over which Potter was the most valuable asset on the team. âIf it wasnât for me being a seeker, the game would go on for ages. I literally win us the games,â James would argue to which Y/N would say, âYou must be joking, James. If it wasnât for me constantly throwing bloody bludgers at the opposing teamâs seeker, youâd never catch that snitch.âÂ
But regardless, Quidditch was the thing that connected the cousins most. Growing up, Quidditch was all the pair knew and for Y/N it had become an escape. There was something about being so high in the air as the wind blew harshly against her skin that made her feel free. Maybe it was the fact that not many people could reach her when she was flying through the sky or maybe it was simply the thrill of the game.Â
âReady, Potter?â Marlene yelled as Y/N adjusted her helmet. âWhat about you, other Potter?â The two cousins grinned as they approached each other.Â
âOn the count of three,â James began. â1, 2 ââ Before he finished his countdown the two Potter kids each raised their right hands and clasped them together. Laughing maniacally they thrust themselves into their pregame ritual (which was a very poorly executed handshake-dance combo), effectively filling the locker room with loud laughter.
âWe are now, Mar.â
With that, the team began their walk to the Quidditch pitch. Y/N bounced on her feet as they approached the crowded arena, a habit she had when she got excited. It was the first game of the year and against Slytherin no less. She knew that if they won this game the party was going to be absolutely insane, which was, of course, all a Gryffindor could ask for.Â
The game had gotten intense as soon as Madam Hooch had blown her whistle. The Slytherin Beaters were giving Y/N a run for her money, but luckily the Gryffindors had been able to hold their own. Regulus Black, who was the Slytherin seeker, was taunting James playfully as they each kept an eye out for the snitch. Y/N was close enough to James to see how his attention began to shift from Regulusâ face to beside his head and then back. He had seen the snitch. And it was right next to Regulus.Â
Y/N could easily distract Regulus, who was too caught up in teasing his brotherâs mate to properly prepare himself against a hit from her Bludger. She also knew that if James tried to grab the snitch, Regulus would have it in his hands in a second. The younger Black brother was known for his quick reflexes after all. The decision was easy. Â
Making one lap around the pitch to gain momentum, she shot her Bludger right at Regulus who with a horrified look ducked the ball. At that moment James leaped forward on his broom and grabbed the snitch. The stadium erupted in cheers so loud not a single Slytherinâs disappointment could be heard.
âAnd the Potterâs have done it again! They really are a dream team.â With a triumphant smile, Y/N made her way down and was quickly thrown into a circle of people where she found James right in the center.Â
âNice one, cuz,â James winked, happily relishing in all the attention he was receiving.Â
âYeah, mate. You too,â Y/N followed James out of the crowd of excited Gryffindors but they were looking for two completely different people. Y/N watched James look around for either Sirius or Lily (she didnât know who heâd look for first these days) and she found herself looking for one boy in particular. Mason.Â
Instead of the image of a blond boy dressed in a repulsive blue (Mason had refused to wear the Gryffindor colors), she found herself staring at a taller boy who was donning her favorite colors. Remus had not only worn a scarlet cable knit sweater (which it was way too warm for) and yellow-gold scarf, but he was wearing a beanie that was meant to give the appearance of a lionâs mane He had also used muggle paint on his face. His left cheek had a red number seven and the right revealed a very badly drawn snitch. He looked utterly stupid. But the worst part of it all was he was dressed almost exactly as he had at the last Quidditch game of the previous year.Â
In the past two years that Y/N had played Quidditch on the Gryffindor team, this game had definitely been her best. The Gryffindors had just secured the Quidditch cup, which Y/N thought was the best way to end her fifth year. Y/Nâs performance in the last game of the year just made it that much sweeter.Â
âI reckon you played alright, Potter,â Remus smirked. He had been right in front of her as soon as her feet had touched the grass beneath her. Waiting for her. Like he had at every one of her games.Â
âYou know I did a lot better than alright, Lupin,â She shoved his chest, but before she could move her hand he had flattened her palm against his chest.Â
âYeah, you did,â She was only distracted from his intense gaze when she heard Sirius let out a wolf whistle at the sight. Remus let go of her hand, blushing slightly as he glared at Sirius.Â
âOh, shut it,â Y/N scolded. She nodded her head to the right, indicating for Remus to follow her. After walking a little while longer, they had found themselves walking on the outskirts of the Forbidden Forest. Remus had grabbed a hold of Y/Nâs hand as soon as they were out of everyoneâs sight. She glanced over at him deciding that he had dressed warm enough for the cold that was invading the new spring season. She stared a little longer to get a better look at his painted face and eclectic accessory. She wanted to laugh, but the sound died in her throat as she took a better look at his cheek.Â
There on his right cheek was a big number five. Her Quidditch number.Â
âYou look utterly stupid,â Y/N insulted him, though she had intended to say something else that had been on her mind. She and Remus had reached a weird sort of limbo. They had gone from just being a part of the same friend group to being each otherâs best friends in their fourth year and now they were here. In their fifth year, Y/N and Remus had spent the majority of it flirting and being affectionate with one another. However, they were still technically not a couple. They had spent so long being each otherâs friends that it was second nature to make jabs at one another in good spirit. Y/N liked it that way. She liked the healthy balance of romance and humor they shared. Only at this moment, she wished she had told him how happy he made her. But Remus, like he always did, understood.Â
âWanted you to know that Iâm your biggest fan,â Remus stopped walking and softly pulled Y/N closer, positioning them to be face to face.Â
âAre you? My biggest fan, I mean?â Her voice had fallen to a whisper despite no one being near. Â
âWithout a doubt,â Remus said fervently, his voice just as low as hers. âI know your parents might disagree, but no oneâs as big a fan of yours as I am. I promise you that.â Remus brought one of his hands up to her cheek and stroked her cheek with the pad of his thumb. Lowering himself slightly he placed a kiss on her cheek before hovering over her lips. Y/Nâs heart was beating harshly against her ribcage and she felt like her feet were lifting off the ground. Remus had a way of doing that to her. Whenever he was this close to her, she felt like she was back on her broom floating inches above the ground. He had a way of giving her that freeing sensation even when she was trapped under his lustful gaze. Moving forward just a little more, Remus teasingly grazed his lips against hers.Â
âRemus,â she whined, earning an innocent hum from him. âJust fucking kiss me.â And boy did he kiss her. No matter how many times she had felt his lips against hers, it never failed to amaze her how much better each kiss got. He kissed her slowly, probably to continue to tease her, but she found herself enjoying it more than he couldâve intended. His lips were soft, contrasting hers which were chapped from the wind but she didnât care. The taste of mint and chocolate was intoxicating and she was losing herself in his touch. She hardly noticed when he pushed her against a tree, kissing her harder than before. Remus pulled back slightly only to dive right back to kissing her. After doing that a couple more times, he hesitantly kissed down her neck. No, please donât stop, Y/N thought.Â
With one last kiss on her neck, Remus mumbled against her skin, âWe should probably get back.â Remus had one hand on her waist and the other pressed against the tree behind her, keeping her in her spot.Â
âDonât wanna,â She pouted and she felt Remus groan against her neck. âI wanna stay with you.â Sighing, Remus pulled back and placed his hands on her cheeks. He used his fingers to warm up the apples of her cheek which were bright red from possibly more than just the stubborn cold air.Â
âAnd I want to stay here with you, but you promised Lily that you would help her with some work before the party tonight,â Y/N laughed because that response was so Remus. Making sure that she kept her word and did what she had to. Taking care of her in an unconventional way. She gave him another peck and just looked at him with adoring eyes. âWhat?â
âNothing, youâre just something really special. You make me feel elated, you know that, Remus Lupin?â Remus beamed at her and kissed her again. Just hard enough to express his bliss, but not get them stuck in the forest for another fifteen minutes.Â
âI think thatâs why we were put in each otherâs paths,â Remusâ words caused Y/N to draw her eyebrows together in confusion. âI mean, call it fate, destiny, or just insignificant chance, but I think we were meant to know each other. Just for that. To elate each other. Donât you think, Y/N?âÂ
âY/N?â Y/N was drawn out of her trance and when she blinked Remus wasnât in front of her anymore. Instead, she was staring at green eyes and a blue sweater.Â
âHm?â
âI said donât you think?â Mason said, only now realizing Y/N had been completely lost in thought. âHere, you must be tired. Have some of my juice.â Finally blinking out of her daze, Y/N properly took in the boy in front of her.Â
âBabe! Iâm sorry I didnât even realize you were there,â She immediately jumped up to kiss him and with each second she felt any thoughts of Remus disappear. Besides, they shouldnât have been there in the first place. Repress. Repress. Repress.Â
âI noticed,â Mason attempted to sound lighthearted, but there was an edge to his voice. âUh, any way you wanna do something before the party tonight?â She nodded her head and let herself be dragged away from the bustling crowd around her. But not before she realized she could feel a smoldering gaze directed towards her.Â
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A crowded common room, the smell of firewhiskey, and deafening music was without a doubt Y/Nâs second favorite feeling after flying. If there was a party at Hogwarts you could bet youâd find Y/N carelessly dancing or making a spectacle of herself for othersâ entertainment. And the person right next to her? Always Sirius Black.Â
There was no reason tonightâs party was any different. Sirius was downing Firewhiskey straight from the bottle with one hand and spinning Y/N in circles with his other. The music in the back was pulsing through their veins just as much as the alcohol was and they were horridly singing the lyrics of the song in the background.Â
âPotter.â
âBlack.â
âDonât let that Ravenclaw make you into a drag.â
âNever,â she whispered her face inches apart from his.Â
âAll I need to hear.â
The two probably wouldâve kept dancing if Mason hadnât wrapped an arm around Y/N and pulled her away from Sirius. The alcohol mixed with the sheer excitement she had seeing Mason in front of her, compelled her to grab a hold of his collar and kiss him as hard as she could. Lost in his touch, she ignored Sirusâ drunken âgrossâ and continued to sloppily make out with him. Eventually, they had reached the corner of the common room and unabashedly deepened their kiss.Â
The most surprising part? Y/N was doing the most kissing. She was leaving purple bruises along his neck and biting his ear. She was running her hands up his arms and pulling at the collar of his shirt. She didnât know why and she didnât know how she was doing this in a room full of people. All she knew was something about this boy was so spellbinding and she needed to feel him against her. But she was halted from fulfilling her needs by someone pulling her off Mason.Â
Her eyes met Remusâ bloodshot ones, which she assumed were caused by the empty bottle of Firewhiskey in his grasp. Pushing him off her, she stepped back a bit trying to gather her thoughts.
âRemus, what-â She was cut off by Remus' discordant voice.
âNo - no. I -â He hiccuped, pointing an accusing finger to Y/N. âYou⊠you suck.â
âRemus, youâre drunk-â she started again, but to her dismay, she was cut off again.Â
âNO. I - no, youâre going to listen. You said - you said you, in your last letter, you know what you said. So if it was true how could you be w-with him,â Remus growled as his eyes trained on Masonâs slowly reddening face. âHow can you act like we never happened?âÂ
Y/N flicked her eyes towards Mason and gulped as she noticed how angry he looked. She had never really talked to Mason about her past with Remus because he had never asked, but judging by the look on his face he didnât want the conversation to be prompted by Remus insulting him. Luckily, Y/N was saved by James.
âRemus, câmon. Now isnât the time,â He mumbled. He held a sympathetic look in his eyes as he looked at Y/N, but she had a feeling the sympathy in his voice wasnât for her.Â
âNo, Prongs. She needs t - to tell me,â In his frenzied state, Remus had tucked his head into the bespectacled boy's neck. Â
âOkay, mate, but not right now.â Y/N watched as James led a babbling Remus up to his dorm, her heart clenching. She had done this to him. She had betrayed him, his trust, his heart. She betrayed him and when he asked her why she couldnât even tell him. She wouldnât be able to tell him or herself, because she truly didnât know why.Â
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Soul Sucking
Park Jimin x Reader
Genre: Incubus Jimin ⯠Fantasy AU ⯠Human Reader
Summary: A dull night at the club has Jimin frustrated and about to leave to find a more lively one. That is, until you walk in. Every part of him is quivering with excitement at the prospect of sucking you dry, but youâre going to be a tad bit harder than other girls heâs tried to consume. Harder, but so much more fulfilling.
Word Count: 5,806
Rating/Warning: M for Mature (+18), Explicit; pwp (honestly itâs less plot than I want to credit) female reader, exhibitionism? (he fingers you in the uberâŠ.Iâm not sorry lol), fingering, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, oral (reader receiving), big dick Jimin, unprotected sex (wrap the schlong before you sit on the dong), squirting, creampie, one night stand
Authorâs Note: Well...this came out of nowhere. I...I am honestly frazzled after writing this. Do other writers get flustered by their own writing? Or is it just me? Also, thanks to the beautiful Viola (@ladyartemesia) for showing me the tools to make my own banner. Itâs nowhere near as amazing as the ones she creates, but Iâm still a little proud of it. After the emotional week Iâve had, finally posting this makes me super happy. I hope you guys like it. Stay safe, and healthy, and happy!
P.s. also a huge shoutout to my soul sister (@jin-the-middle) for letting me ugly cry to you about everything that went on. I donât know where Iâd be in life without you. I love you.Â
  Jimin canât help the scowl that claims his lips, his tongue pressing into the top of his mouth in an attempt to prevent the stench of the woman next to him from hitting his senses. Such easy targets they are, eager and willing to sleep with anything on two legs and a dick in between. He was getting tired of all the easy games, his body desperate for a challenge. He canât even enjoy the thump of the music as the bass reverberates throughout the dance floor, which usually has his skin tingling and his legs twitching to join the throng of people grinding on each other. Not this time though. He has no interest in the people here tonight, and his feet begin to carry him back across the club towards the exit, at least until he feels the shift in the air.Â
  Eyes rising, he senses the most intense energy walking through the entrance, body barely covered in a black two piece, and the most sinful high heels. His body is practically thrumming with excitement, that is, until he sees your face. You look pissed, your energy only increasing in levels that he could start physically seeing, the charged red tendrils appearing like flames as they surround you. His eyes widen as you stay close to another female, your eyes cutting sharp glares at the men who gawk at the both of you, a warning to keep distance.Â
  Obviously from your hostility, youâd had no intention of coming to the club on a Friday night. Your energy was encapsulated with solidarity, and with a flick of his tongue against his lips, he can tell you rarely left the comforts of your home. He tries to inconspicuously make his way to a standing table that is behind yours, but he feels the shift in your energy at his presence, and he tactfully heads towards the bar instead.
  He waves his hand at the bartender, not missing the way her eyes widen and her body rushes to fulfill his wishes. He knows he shouldnât, but he sends her a smirk, and he watches the way her cheeks brighten an embarrassing shade of pink. Internally chuckling to himself, he walks away to his intended spot behind your table, close enough to continue observing you without disturbing your heightened energy.Â
  His body is quaking in anticipation as he observes you with who is clearly your friend, their body jumping up and down in place while yours remains still, your head resting on your hand on the table. You try to subtly tap your fingers against your cheek to the beat of the music, the only indication that you were enjoying the tunes as your friend yapped. Parting his lips, he allows your energy to drift towards him, your body tensing immediately.Â
  Damn youâre perceptive.Â
  He shuts his mouth, allowing what little energy he could get from you to roll against his tongue. You are fucking delectable. His mouth waters further as he tries to savor your taste, his cock twitching in his leather pants, begging for more. His mind runs with all possible scenarios that he could use to get closer to you, and heâs ready to make his moveâŠ.until another man walks up to your table just as your friend walks away towards the dance floor.Â
  Tsking at the filthy skeeze that attempts to talk to you, Jimin decides to wait, leaning forward against his table so he can catch what is being said.
  âSo, do you come here often?â the man asks, leaning closer to you.Â
  Jiminâs lips tighten to a thin line, at first to prevent his annoyance from coming forth, but then to stop the laugh thatâs trying to bubble its way out.
  âNo,â you answer flatly, not even glancing at the guy as you blatantly shift out of his presence.Â
  The guy doesnât take the hint and just tries to lean closer. âNo wonder I donât recognize you.âÂ
  Jiminâs eyes curl in amusement as you scoff at the guy, your gaze finally moving.Â
  âYou look sexy in that. Wanna dance?â the man enthusiastically proposes, his eyes clearly not on your face.Â
  âDoes that line work on other girls?â You retort back, snapping your fingers in his face. âMy face is up here asshole. Go use that lame ass pickup on some other sap in this club, âcause Iâm not interested.â
  The manâs face morphs into one of anger, and Jimin enjoys the way you tilt your head, as if to taunt the man by silently saying âwhat are you gonna do about it?â
  The guy doesnât bother wasting more time making advances, just sulks away to a corner of the club, his eyes scoping out someone else to talk to. Jimin has the biggest urge to clap at your performance, but he has a feeling you wonât appreciate knowing he had been listening. Instead, he decides on a new plan, one that has a ninety-seven percent chance of working on you. It was still that three percent chance that has him worried. Well, only slightly.
  Walking around his table with his drink in hand, he casually walks towards you, eyeing the couple to his left. If he times it right, they will bump him in threeâŠtwo...one. Sure enough the couple in mid-dance bump him, which forces him to collide with your body. He doesnât miss the way your face curls in anger, and he schools his features to look shocked, his eyes wide. He turns to the couple that is looking at him, apologizing to him for bumping him, and he quickly turns to you and apologizes as well.Â
  He watches the way your eyebrows come together in uncertainty, confused on whether you should stay angry, or acquiesce to the accident. He realizes youâve decided on the latter when your lips set into a thin line.Â
  âI truly am sorry,â he repeats, allowing his gaze to lower to the drink in his hands.Â
  âItâs fine,â you sigh out, allowing your head to once again rest against your hand. Raising his gaze, he purposefully meets your eyes, and his stomach tingles at the way your lips part. He lets a friendly smile curl his lips, suppressing his deepest urges to throw you on the table and eat you out.Â
  âYou look like youâre having fun,â Jimin states in a teasing tone, smiling when your eyes go wide with mock surprise.Â
  âOh really?â you exaggerate your emphasis, lifting your head to free your hand and grab for your drink which is still full. âSo much fun.â
  He giggles, allowing his eyes to squint at you. Your energy is all over the place, his tongue begging to come out to taste some more, but he forcefully keeps it pressed against the top of his mouth. He shifts his feet to simulate hesitation, his mouth curling down into a frown.Â
  âWell...I guess Iâll leave you to it,â he says low enough for you to hear, his eyes picking up your surprise at his demeanor, which is clearly more considerate than any of the other patrons in the club. You just didnât know itâs for a different reason.
  âItâs justâŠ,â you start, stopping him in his movement of walking away, and he practically has to bite on his tongue to keep the smile from twisting up his lips. âMy friend...she wanted to come.â
  Jimin turns to you again, his eyebrows coming together to show his confusion on how that was a logical explanation. His eyes narrow to the pink tinging your cheeks as you take another sip of your drink, your eyes more focused on your friend on the dance floor. He waits patiently for you to continue, not wanting to push too quickly, because he knew you would run. It was all in the way your energy twisted, warning him not to make any sudden movements.Â
  âShe wanted to make her ex jealous,â you continue, your finger pointing to a man on the edge of the dance floor eyeing your friend. Jiminâs gaze moves to the man before he nods his head slowly. âSo, here I am. A good best friend, here to make sure everything goes to plan.â
  âBut you donât want to be here,â Jimin says, more a statement than a question, but you still shake your head.Â
  âNope,â you confirm, sighing heavily.Â
  Jimin takes a moment to swipe his tongue against his lips, trying to get another taste of you before deciding how to proceed. He doesnât miss the way your eyes watch him, and then heâs using his teeth to worry on his bottom lip, morphing his expression to one of care.Â
  âSo you have to watch her all night?â he asks, his eyebrows coming together in concern. âThat doesnât seem very fair.â
  You chuckle at his statement, a humorless chuckle and something flashes across your eyes that he doesnât quite understand. âNo, as soon as they disappear together Iâll be able to go home.â
  From the way your eyes shift nervously, he can tell you are worried if youâd shared too much information. Changing tactics, he schools his expression to one of innocence, briefly meeting your eyes before looking away.
  âIf you want, I can keep you company?â
  Silence follows as your energy wavers, clearly trying to warn you of his actions, but you seem unsure.Â
  âAh, sorry,â he purposely begins to ramble, taking small steps away from you. âIt was a dumb idea. I just figured it would help pass the time, and maybe stop anyone else from trying to come up to yo-â
  âSure,â you say, giving him a small smile as his face morphs to one of shock. He almost shivers at the laugh that escapes your lips. âDonât look so shocked.â
  He chuckles, watching as you scoot over to give him space to set his still untouched drink down onto the table. He had his ticket in. Now to keep you in his grasp.Â
  âSo, what brings you here?â you question, looking at him pointedly from above the rim of your glass as you drink.
  He laughs, giddy at the way you blanch before your cheeks are filling with color. He fiddles with his own drink on the table, turning the glass slowly and avoiding your gaze.Â
  âI was actually about to leave before bumping into you,â he states, shrugging when you give him a confused look. âI wasnât having much fun.â
  You nod your head slowly, clearly able to understand him. Your eyes move to your friend on the dance floor, your eyebrows rising at the sight. He turns to look, seeing that your friend had finally convinced her ex to join her, their bodies practically one as they grind against each other.Â
  âLooks like your night may be over soon,â he states, giving you a smile as his mind races. Clearly heâd have to up his efforts if he hoped to get you in his grasp tonight.Â
  âThank god,â you laugh, your eyes twinkling at him.Â
  He forces his eyes to widen, as if taken aback by your beauty, though he didnât have to try very hard. Your energy just emphasizes your beauty, and his cock starts to stiffen. To simulate nerves, he accidentally spills his drink on the table, his hands fluttering in worry.Â
  âOh shit. Iâm so sorry,â he starts, but is silenced when your hand rises.Â
  âNo harm, no foul,â you voice, grabbing some napkins from a nearby table.Â
  He reaches for the napkins in your hands, mumbling that it was his fault and he would clean it, but he stops moving when your hands meet and he sees you shiver. He knows it's because of the effect he has on you, just like with any other girl, but youâre something different. Youâre a harder feat.Â
  âAre you okay?â he probes, grabbing hold of the napkins and slipping them from your fingers, giving your body a chance to relax at the loss of contact.Â
  âY-yeah,â you stutter, clearing your throat.Â
  The shift in your bearings is discernible, letting him know he could move a bit faster in his advancements. His tongue tingles as he swipes it against his lips, his eyes moving to see your own tongue running along your lips, mimicking his actions. Your cheeks were pink once again, and your energy was swaying towards him, silently gesturing for him to make his move.Â
  âI didnât mean to spill the drink,â he starts, causing you to jump in your spot, but he pretends he didnât see it. âI was just in awe at how beautiful you are.â
  You snort at his words, a giggle bubbling from your lips as you move the cups out of the way so he can wipe down the table. He smiles, finishing the task quickly before looking at you again.Â
  âIâm serious,â he says, licking his lips again.Â
  You copy him once again, your eyes trained on his lips before fluttering up to his eyes. You both remain there, staring at each other, gradually closing the space between your bodies. His fingers twitch, and he takes a gamble by brushing a loose strand of hair to behind your ear, his cock twitching at the hitch in your breath. He isnât sure he can wait much longer.Â
  âHmmm,â you hum, obviously trying to find something to say to diffuse the growing atmosphere between you two. âWhatâs your name?â
  Heâs surprised at the question, intending to give you one of the many false names he throws around, but for some reason thatâs not what slips out.Â
  âJimin.âÂ
  âJimin,â you repeat, and he almost groans.Â
  It sounds so beautifully wicked on your lips, his cock immediately at half mast and begging to be touched. He shifts in his spot, hoping to relieve some of the pressure.
  âAnd whatâs your name, beautiful?â he questions, leaning closer so that his parted lips allow your energy to flow towards him.Â
  You murmur your name, your body naturally swaying towards him. Suddenly your lips are connecting to his, your energy quivering as he caresses up your arms, his hands stopping at the back of your neck. Your lips are so soft against him, his tongue coming out in silent query, and you comply willingly. A moan so sweet escapes you, your fingers gripping the lapels of his blue jacket, clearly desperate to bring him closer.Â
  He would have had no issue taking you there in the club, amongst the crowd of people, but he has so much in mind to do to you. Reluctantly he pulls his lips away from yours, meeting your lust filled eyes. He smirks at your whine, your fingers tightening against his jacket. He moves to kiss along your cheek until he makes it to your ear, allowing his breath to make you shiver in his grasp.Â
  âShall I take you home?â he whispers, his teeth coming out to nibble at the edge of your ear.Â
  âPlease,â you beg.
  He leans away from you, moving his hands to cup your cheeks, his eyes piercing into yours. You still in his grasp, clearly under his influence and waiting for anything he might ask.
  âDid you drive here?â he asks, smiling when you shake your head. âCall an Uber.â
  You do as he says, reaching for your phone and pulling up the app, typing your address before paying. He keeps his hand on you, maintaining the physical contact to ensure you stay within his influence. When youâre done, you look up at him, eyes wide in search of being praised. He smiles, his hand moving to caress your cheek, and he watches you lean into it. Moving swiftly, he grabs your purse that rests on the table, his free hand grabbing your own and leading you towards the exit.Â
  âHow much longer beautiful?âÂ
  You look down at your phone, allowing him to guide you out of the club. âTheyâre here.â
  He smirks, pushing you both past the crowd of people outside waiting to come in. You point to the car thatâs parked across the street, and your bodies hurriedly shuffle towards it. He opens the door, allowing you to get in first, and for a moment he loses contact with your body. When he finally sits inside the car, he notices your dazed look as you watch him, the fog in your mind trying to unravel. He swiftly places his hand on your exposed thigh, the hem of your two piece having risen up and exposing more skin. His eye twitches at the sight.Â
  âBuckled up?â the driver questions, breaking him out of his yearning.Â
  He turns towards the woman in the driver's seat, silently thanking anyone above that the driver is female. His tongue snakes out to lick his lips, and instantly senses the weak energy of the driver, clearly exhausted from a long day. Smirking at how easy it would be, he moves his free hand until it makes contact with the woman, the womanâs eyes meeting his in the rearview mirror.Â
  âDonât worry about our seatbelts, love. Just make sure you drive us safely, and be sure not to look back here.â
  He waits for her to nod her head, her fingers moving to the gear shift and putting it in drive. Content with the situation, he shifts his attention back to you, his fingers squeezing your thigh. He allows a bit of the haze to leave you, just so that he can get you to comprehend what will be happening.Â
  âAlright, beautiful, come here,â he motions to his lap, adjusting himself so that heâs sitting in the middle seat.Â
  You obey him, moving to sit in his lap and face him, but he quickly adjusts you so that youâre facing the windshield. His hands cup behind your knees, spreading you until your legs rest just outside of his. He purposefully leans further into the seat, spreading his legs which, inevitably, spreads yours. His fingers slide across your exposed thigh before coming to the edge of your hem, his hands gripping the fabric and shoving up. A gasp escapes your mouth, your eyes moving to the driver to see if theyâre watching.Â
  âDonât worry about her, beautiful,â he soothes, his fingers moving to the apex between your legs. âShe wonât be watching...unless you want her to?â
  As he finishes his question, his fingers skim against your panty covered clit, causing you to shiver. Your thighs tense and your hands turn to fists, clearly unsure of what to do with them. He moves to your hands, guiding them until each is resting against the headrest of the driverâs seat and passenger seat, and he watches as your knuckles turn white. Chuckling to himself, he continues on his journey to between your thighs, his nostrils flaring as your scent begins to overwhelm him.Â
  âDo you like that idea?â he coos, playing with you from the outside of your panties, the tips of his fingers barely making contact. âDo you want her to watch as I make you come?â
  Your body trembles above him as he pulls your panties to the side, his fingers going straight to your soaked core.Â
  âAnswer me beautiful,â he commands, kissing on the exposed flesh of your arm as he shifts himself, allowing his face to peer from the side of your body.Â
  âN-no.â
  âNo?â he muses, the tips of his fingers swirling in your wetness. âYour body is telling me otherwise, baby. Are you sure you donât want her to watch?â
  He hears your answer catch in the back of your throat, his middle finger having entered your tight hole and expertly curving to hit that spot. Itâs moments like this that remind him how much he loves being an incubus, loves the feel of a woman under his touch, and the way your energy begs to be sucked out by him. Youâve clearly been abstinent for quite a while, because you are probably the tightest pussy heâs had in so long. The thought makes him pause.Â
  âBaby, how long has it been since someone has pleased you like this?âÂ
  He pauses in his motions to allow your mind to focus.Â
  âA-about 3 years,â you whimper out, trying your hardest to move so that his finger can continue its dance on your g-spot.Â
  âAw, you poor baby,â he purrs, giving you what you want by curling his finger, stroking you.Â
  Your moans swiftly fill the car, the smell of you wafting in his nose as your energy slithers between his lips, his taste buds tingling as saliva fills his mouth. Youâre beautiful. Every noise that leaves your lips, the way your wetness drips past his fingers and coats his hand, itâs perfection. You have so much sexual energy that for a moment he almost feels overwhelmed, wanting to do everything under the sun to you, but not wanting to rush in the chase.Â
  Sticking in a second finger, his cock hardens further at the way your body goes taut, clearly at the edge of an orgasm. He adjusts you in his lap, purposely rubbing your ass against his hardened member, and giving himself better leverage to shove his fingers further inside of you. He feels the uncomfortable shift of his rings as he forces his fingers knuckle deep in you, but he ignores it as he speeds up in his efforts to bring you to a climax.Â
  Your back arches away from him, your head thrown back as your muscles tighten, and his mouth instinctively drops open. His head is filled with the heady energy of your potent orgasm, and his patience begins its drop. You taste...heavenly. Your energy quivers in his mouth as he continues fingering you, his senses becoming overwhelmed when his palm rubs against your clit, your cry ringing in his ears. He can feel your walls pulsate on his fingers before remaining tightened as he pushes you towards overstimulation, your hands moving to his arm and squeezing. Even he couldnât tell if you were silently begging him to stop or continue, and unfiltered curses spring from your mouth when he begins to vigorously roughen his strokes.Â
  âYouâre so fucking beautiful,â he groans out, enjoying the squelch of your juices when he adds a third finger.Â
  His name falls from your lips as your nails dig into his skin, causing him to groan again. His cock begs to be freed from the confines of his pants, begs to have your lips wrapped around it as he fucks your mouth before fucking your tight hole. At the rate this is going though, he isnât sure heâll last long if he lets his cock anywhere near your mouth.
  He relishes in the way your body shakes above his, your thighs trembling as you unsuccessfully try to bring them closer together. He purposely spreads his legs even further, your body trying to fight him, but ultimately you give up, your body curling forward as your forehead rests against the driverâs seat. Jimin shifts his eyes to look out the window, noticing the car is slowing as they approach an apartment complex.Â
  âJust come for me one more time, baby,â he coaxes. âJust one more time on my fingers.â
  Adjusting his hand, he removes his palm from your clit and replaces the pressure with the fingers of his free hand, his fingers practically pinching you in a mix of pain and pleasure that he knows will bring you to another intense orgasm. Sure enough, your back bows away from him once again, your walls clenching tighter against his fingers as you orgasm. He ignores the way your walls attempt to still his fingers, helping you ride the second orgasm before he slowly removes his hand. Your body unsteadily heaves air into your lungs, and he brings his soaked hand to his mouth as his free hand strokes the inside of your thigh.Â
  A moan rips from his throat the moment your juices touch his tongue, his body thrumming as he tastes you on his fingers and his cock jumps in his pants.Â
  âFuck,â he growls, his free hand stilling to squeeze your thigh as he sucks all of your juices off his fingers. âYou taste so fucking good.â
  The car stops in front of your apartment complex, the woman in the driverâs seat remaining compliant in keeping her eyes forward, and Jimin helps you fix your clothes. He allows you to slip out of the car first, unworried about you losing the fogginess heâd instilled in your energy. His eyes fall to the pool of wetness on the floor of the backseat, and he canât help but feel partial pride and guilt. Pulling a hundred dollar bill from the inside of his coat, he leans forward and strokes the arm of the driver.Â
  âThank you, love,â he murmurs, a smirk curling his lips when she jumps. âHereâs for the trouble.â
  Uninterested in waiting for the driverâs response, he slips out of the car and closes the door, eagerly grabbing your hand.Â
  âLead the way, beautiful.â
  Your feet earnestly speed walk to the elevator, your body practically thrumming with impatience as you guide him to your apartment, a sigh of relief leaving your lips when you finally open your door. He canât help but chuckle at your actions, your energy ablaze around you, begging him for more. Oh, but he is so ready to give you more. Thatâs all he wants to do for the rest of the night, and his lips tingle at the prospect of draining you dry.Â
  You lead him through the small hallway that opens to the kitchen and living room, and he has to stop you there. He canât wait anymore, not after getting that teasing taste of you in the uber. His body becomes flush against yours before his hands grab the back of your thighs, skin like velvet as he lifts you onto the kitchen counter, his eyes noticing the shiver that racks your body.Â
  Unwilling to waste anymore time, he spreads your thighs, his mouth dropping straight to your panty covered core with a groan. Like fire against his lips, he feels the energy slide past his tongue and down his throat, his body becoming alight with your pleasure. Desperate for more, he immediately pushes your thong aside and connects with your clit.
  Such sweet ecstasy. Like a delicious four course meal, filling him in ways he hadnât realized he was desperate for. His desperation grows as he feels your fingers slide between his blonde strands, grasping hold of his locks in an attempt to try and bring him closer. At this point, heâs willing to give you whatever you want. If you want the world, heâs willing to serve it to you in any way he can. But his cock weeps for sweet release, and he struggles to remain on track with pleasuring you all night before he gets his fill of you. The more he builds you up, the more he can take from you by the end of the night, but your energy seems almost too full already. Itâs quite distracting for him.Â
  Leaning away from your core, he alternates between nipping and kissing the soft flesh of your thighs as he pants, frantically trying to keep his thoughts together. His soul sucking instinct rears up in him, annoyed that he was even wanting to think instead of just taking what you are clearly so willing to give. Unable to stop, his hand moves to grip himself through his pants, squeezing in hopes of relieving some pressure. It doesnât help.Â
  âMmm, baby,â he murmurs, nipping at your flesh a bit harshly as his hunger grows. âI need to feel you come on my tongue. Can you do that for me? Can you come in my mouth?â
  His eyes cast up to see your eager nod, and an aching groan rips from his throat. Practically delirious with the longing to build you up to a breaking point, his mouth connects with your clit once again. You keen above him, spurring him on as his tongue flicks unnaturally quick against your overly sensitive nub, your thighs quivering on each side of his face. He hastily shifts in his spot before shoving two fingers inside of you again, knowingly curling his fingers as if heâs known your body his whole life.Â
  His name falls from your lips in rapid tandem with the strokes to your g-spot, and he reflexively thrusts into the air. He isnât going to make it the whole night, and as soon as this orgasm hits you, he needs your tight hole on his cock. The mere thought has his lips latching onto your clit, suckling you as his strokes inside your wet heat turn harsh, your slick juices echoing in his ears. The thrum of his pulse adds to the perfect orchestra as you begin to fall apart on him. Your hands grip his hair as you greedily ride your high against his mouth, his tongue slurping as much as he can before you begin to whimper.
  Pulling away from you, he lifts your body off the counter and throws you over his shoulder, his hand connecting with the exposed flesh of your ass. He doesnât even bother wiping his face as he makes his way to the only closed door connecting to the living room, his nostrils flaring when he walks into your room and immediately catches sight of the vibrator on your nightstand. No wonder your energy was so potent, you had been sexually frustrated for so long, clearly unable to feel properly satisfied with just the vibrator.Â
  Throwing you onto your bed, the squeak that falls from your lips and the wide eyed look you give him does nothing to calm his futile attempts at remaining composed. He leans forward and removes your two-piece, a growl of an instruction leaving his mouth for you to continue getting naked as he peels off his own clothes. His fingers tremble when his cock springs from the confines of his pants, the weeping head tapping against his abdomen before standing straight at attention, greedy for pleasure. He doesnât miss the way your mouth turns to an âoâ before you lick your lips, your eyes hypnotizingly ogling him, and his cock twitches in response.Â
  Your hands unconsciously rise towards him, but he grasps them both in one of his own, climbing onto the bed to forcibly lay you on your back. Your legs instinctively comply in spreading for him to sit himself comfortably between them, your wetness dripping onto your sheets and he canât look away. He allows his head to tap your clit, wondering if he can make you come from just the action. The idea turns even more appealing when your thighs squeeze his waist, clearly surprised at the sensation.Â
  Gritting his teeth, Jimin uses his free hand to grab hold of his dick, swirling his head in your wetness before tapping it on your clit.Â
  âFuck!â you cry out, back bowing off the bed. âOh god, please.â
  He forces himself to chuckle, but ignores your indirect request in favor of tapping the head of his cock against your puckered nub. The grip of your thighs tightens against him as he continues slapping himself on you, his eyes unwilling to stray from the sight as your juices begin to pour from your hole, your moans becoming more rowdy as tears begin to stream from your eyes.Â
  Your energy is so high it practically wraps around his cock, making him wince, but he doesnât stop. Unsurprised when you suddenly become quiet, he chokes out curses when you squirt, your juices soaking his bottom half as he persistently slaps himself against you. You try with all your might to remove your hands from his grip, but he keeps them locked in place as you cry out your release, chest heaving as you try and catch your breath.Â
  âSo fucking beautiful, baby,â he gruffly praises, moving so that his dick is in direct line with your pussy. âSo fucking perfect. You come so well.â
  Heâs sure your walls are clenched tighter than when heâd had his fingers inside of you, because it takes him a solid five minutes to fully sheath himself, your insides trying to push him out as you continue to squirt. He remains still as you continuously leak onto the sheets, unwilling to part from you until heâs sure he has all of you. He watches as your energies swirl, the red tendrils finally able to connect with his blue ones and a whirl of purple flashes behind his eyes.Â
  All of your pleasure rushes through him, his cock swelling even further in you, and a whimpered gasp leaves your lips. Uncaring and far from his right mind, he begins a relentless pace inside of you, his eyes fluttering as he watches himself incessantly disappear into your tightness. His thighs tense and he releases your hands, his own moving to the back of your knees before he purposely brings your knees to your chest, the new angle allowing him to hit your spot. The moment he makes contact with it his head rolls back, the shared pleasure heâs experiencing as your energies connect just helps him expertly adjust himself, always knowing the best way to fill you.Â
  âJimin, Jimin, Jimin.â
  Somewhere in his mind he hears you chanting his name, like a prayer in a bible, and it stokes him further. The kindling fire deep within him is now raging, swallowing him whole as he meets your eyes, the galaxy somehow within them. Your pussy is devouring him and he feels it both on his cock and in your energy that youâre about to orgasm again, and he forcefully throws himself forward, connecting his open mouth with yours in an attempt to suck as much of you as he can.Â
  The edge is right at the tip of his cock as he gives one last thrust, your energy expending from your body and into his as he spills into your walls. He remains hard within you as he continues sucking all of you into him, the purple galaxy now behind his eyes becoming almost painful as his empty soul fills. He unconsciously thrusts within you, realizing that heâs still painting your walls white.Â
  âSo perfect. Fucking perfect for me,â he growls out into your jaw, nipping occasionally.Â
  He doesnât know how much time passes before he finally has his fill, his cock softening as he pulls himself out of you, his eyes meeting yours. His eyes widen painfully when he sees your body still surrounded by red energy, albeit it wasnât as much as before.Â
  âFuck,â he groans, his cock stiffening once again at the sight.Â
  So. Fucking. Perfect.
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Depths of Insanity
so i was feeling pretty angsty, but iâm too tired to come up with something new, so hereâs a oneshot i wrote based on a previous tumblr post of mine.
find the ao3 link here, and the tumblr post here
TW: major char death, suicidal ideation, and blood
Summary: In a fit of strength, Percy was able to pull up Annabeth while she was dangling over the edge, her feet reaching down into Tarturas. However, Percy then slipped, falling alone into the darkness.
Answering the question: What if Percy fell into Tartuaras alone?
Your memory is a monster. It summons with will of its own. You think you have a memory, but it has you."-Â John IrvinsIt
It was so sudden, so quick, that Annabeth didn't even have time to call out before her chin hit the stone.
Her feet were dangling over the edge, the web that was wrapped around her foot pulling her into the abyss. It was if as if the darkness itself was creeping forward, slowly consuming Annabeth as she hung on.
Percy was holding her hand, keeping her tethered to the sunlight, to him. But he was grunting and his forehead was beaded with sweat.
âPercy," she breathed. "It's okay." Tears dotted her eyes. Her fingers were slipping, falling away from his.
Sacrifices, beautiful sacrifices. The voice from the pit mused. Annabeth knew that she was crying, tears now flowing down her cheeks.
She didnât think she would die like this, she had been so happy when Percy had appeared above her. Was that only moments ago? It felt like hours.
Seconds felt like minutes as if her mind knew that her life was ending soon and was trying to make it last as long as possible.
âNo!" Percy said, his voice raw. "No!"
Annabeth desperately wanted to assure him that itâs okay. That everything will be okay. But the words got caught in her throat, blocking her ability to breathe as well as speak.
With a cry and a final bout of strength, Percy swung her up and over the edge, the web on her ankle-breaking. But the momentum made him slip, the stone cracking under him.
Annabeth felt her body hit the ground and her throat cleared. She was alive and safe. But when a strangled cry came from behind her, she knew something was wrong.
Percy fell before Annabeth could even move. His figure disappeared in the darkness. It wasnât like how the darkness pulled her, slow and painfully. His fall was quick, only with a flash of a tanned hand reaching up before he disappeared from her view. It was as if he was never there.
The sound that Annabeth made was inhumane, it came out of the deep crevices of her gut, bursting out of her chest.
"Percy!" She screamed, falling to her knees. Her hands grasped the edge that she was just dangling off of.
Kneeling in the same place that Percy just was. He wasn't even there long enough to warm the stone, it as cold and inhumane as it was when she was laying on the ground, thinking of how to trick Arachne. But now, Arachne was in the pit, with Percy.
She screamed so loud that her voice left her, so loud that Percy must have heard it, no matter how deep in the earth he was.
Annabeth was restrained before she could jump in herself. Every single one of the other demigods had to pull her, still kicking and scratching and trying to get back to where Percy had just fallen.
"He'll die!" She cried. "He'll die!"
She had to go back, she had to go and save him. She had to go and tell him that she was sorry and that she loved him.
-
Weâre together. Percy had said. Oh, how Annabeth wished that to be true.
She stood at the railing of the ship. Was it only that morning when she and Percy went around Rome?
Her fingernails have been bitten to the buds, now digging into the wood so hard that blood smeared when she moved.
The Athena Parthenos was supposed to protect them.
What complete and utter bullshit.
Piper appeared a little while later, holding a mug of hot chocolate.
âHere,â she said. Her voice was soft, and she looked at Annabeth as if she was made of glass. Annabeth wanted to scream at her, to tell her to stop with the pitying looks and soft voices.
She wanted noise. She wanted someone to make a joke and everyone to laugh. She wanted to pretend that Percy was still there. That if she didnât turn around, he would be there - laughing. That if she didnât turn around, heâd be fighting a monster or smiling with that stupid crooked grin.
When Annabeth did nothing but stare at her with an ugly frown, Piper left the hot chocolate on the railing next to her. On top of the smeared blood.
The last time she drank hot chocolate, it had been in New Rome.
It felt like dust was rolling atop her tongue, so she spit it out, and for good measure, chucked the mug overboard too.
It splashed and fell under the waves. Another pang hit her as she was reminded of Charleston. Of when she threw her dagger into the harbor and Percy appeared as if heâd been summoned.
Annabeth stared at the rolling waves for another hour before she knew for certain that Percy wasnât going to appear.
-
The days continued in silence. Whenever Annabeth left her room, she was met with empty smiles and pitied gazes. Nico told her regularly that he felt Percy's life force, but with it came the same unsaid warning.
Don't get your hopes up, they were all saying. He may not survive.
But she knew he was lying. She had overheard him whispering to Hazel about they needed to keep her hopes up so sheâd be more likely to help
The only thing he hasnât lied about was Percy was one of the most powerful demigods, and if anyone could make it - it was him. He said it carefully, thinking that if said too fast - Annabeth would suddenly break down.
Annabeth did break down, she cried all that night from the comfort of her room. The next morning, everyone saw the eyebags that hung from her eyes, dragging them down.
The team slowly fell apart. Annabeth was the glue that had dried up. She just didnât find the strength to care, let them take the mantle for once. She did her work quietly and efficiently, no one dared defy her.
-
When they finally did arrive at the House of Hades, Annabeth was forced to wait until Hazel could clear up the passage.
So she fought, and holy gods, she fought with everything she had. She clawed, she bit, she fought with every bit of anger that had been building up inside her since the pit grabbed a hold of Percy and pulled him down.
When the battle was done, she was tired and bleeding. Her arm was definitely broken and she had to limp to the others. But, when she caught sight of Percy - all her energy was repaired.
He was bleeding and bruised, dirt-covered him from head to toe. A groan escaped him every few moments, and she didnât like the wheezing that accompanied it. But she just waited for him to wake, pushing his hair away from his face. When he opened his eyes, Annabeth felt her breath catch in her throat.
She was only able to see her own broken reflection in his gaze, his eyes darkening from seafoam to a hurricane. But when he whispered: "Annabeth?" in a scratchy voice and smiled, a weight lifted off her chest.
There he was, there was her Seaweed Brain.
She had sobbed and he had too. But that was okay because he was okay. Everything was okay.
They were together.
-
When they got back to the ship and things started returning back to how it was before, Annabeth noticed little things that began to pile up.
Whenever Percy struck down a monster, watching it crumble to dust, his eyes were a little too bright, smile a little too gleeful. His anger reigned unchecked. Sewage water ran through the hallways constantly. If he was alone, more often than not, his eyes would flash and the others would scramble to leave.
When Annabeth was with him, she would touch him slowly, like water lapping his skin. First a few fingers, then a palm, then after a moment - a hug. Percy would unravel slowly and carefully only when he knew that Annabeth was there to catch him.
Every friendship that he had formed slowly crumbled, his anger overtaking everything else. But sometimes, he would crack a joke and the broken pieces of her heart would start to be pieced back together.
Annabeth still prayed to the gods for him to be okay, to get better. Because her Percy was still there, in between the fits of madness, he was there. He made jokes and smiled in his lopsided smile and would wrap her up in his arms like he never wanted to let her go.
-
It wasn't until a few days later that Annabeth realized that Percy wasn't okay, and may never be again.
A flock of harpies had appeared on one of the nights that Percy was patrolling. (He had insisted that he was better and needed some normalcy back in his life, so Annabeth let him with a rueful smile and a nod. His grin at that had been worth it.)
When Annabeth had walked upon the deck that early morning, she was met with the convulsing bodies of a flock of harpies, slowly crumbling to dust. Percy was standing above them, just watching and listening to their anguished cries. It was like a broken piece of the wood railing came up and stabbed her in the gut. Her hands went to her stomach, where she was sure the wound was, where the cries of the monsters dug deep into her skin. Percy just stood there, the hurricanes in his eyes swirling with a vengeance, staring at the harpies as they cried for death.It wasn't until Annabeth looked at him with tears in her eyes and a broken " Percy," that he let them die. Annabeth cleared her throat and just stared at him, wondering if this was just imposter in his clothing.
They didn't tell the others about that morning.
-
Annabeth started sneaking into Percy's room at night. They'd sit his cot, heads resting against each other.
He'd tell her about what happened, how he fell into the Cocytus. How he thought of her, of their life together. He spoke about Achlys, how he poisoned her so badly she turned into a shadow of herself. How he convinced Bob and Damsaen to help him at the heart of Tarturas. How he didn't want to die.
Annabeth would be terrified and scared when he spoke. But the way that his head was nestled between her shoulder and neck, and how he clasped her hand as if he was afraid she would leave made the guilt curl around her heart and stay there.So she would sit and listen quietly, trying desperately to understand the boy next to her. To find pieces that she remembered and attach them to him. They would get through this, together.
Percy would slowly fall asleep, drool collected at the corner of his mouth. And Annabeth would just get an overwhelming feeling of love for the sleeping boy in front of her. She would press a kiss to his hair and then wet it with her own tears.
-
Annabeth fell, the wound on her leg bleeding red, it bubbling to gold as it hit the dirt. Before she rose to go back to her mother, to go back to help with the fight, she caught sight of Percy. He and Poseidon were fighting Thoon.
Percy turned towards her, she saw him - her Percy - for a moment in the madness. But it was gone in an instant, he raised his sword - pointing at something behind her. Annabeth turned and saw Periboia lumbering towards her. She stood and grabbed her dagger from where it laid a few feet away.She was able to dart around Periboia trunk legs even with her cut leg. She grabbed a stray piece of clothing and pulled herself up, grasping at anything and everything that could give her leverage. She climbed the giant like a spider, pulling herself onto Periboia's shoulder. Percy called out again and Annabeth was met with the giant's hand. She was swatted off like a nat.
Annabeth hit the ground with a thud. When her vision cleared, she was met with the sight of Thoon swinging his cleaver towards Percy. Percy rose Riptide to block it, but something happened and it flew from his grasp, hitting the dirt. Ares' curse. Annabeth knew immediately.
His weapon will fail when he needs it most.
Thoon sliced Percy's face. Thankfully, it wasn't deep enough to seriously hurt him, due to Percy's fast reflexes, but Annabeth was able to see his teeth through his cheek when he cried out in pain.
Annabeth let out a scream so close to the one on that cold stone floor, struggling to her feet.
Thoon hit away Percy like a fly, causing him to crash into the wall and fall with a pitiful thump. Her throat closed up when he didnât move. But the ground began to shake and the sides of the stone walls to crumble. Dust rained down.
He rose, severely favoring his left, but no less powerful than he was moments before. Despite what the giants had claimed earlier, Percy was creating an extremely large earthquake right where Gaea was to be sacrificed to.
He glared at Thoon, his hurricane eyes becoming reality. The cut on his face missed his eye by a centimeter, sliding up his forehead before meeting his hairline. His teeth were gleaming, seen through the hole in his cheek. Blood dripped down his face and fell from his chin. The giant fell, the added weight of a falling giant only amplifying the already terrifying earthquake.
âThe Earth goddess it awake!â Eurymedon cried out.
Percy gently touched his cut, the pain probably setting in. When he realized what had happened, his rage only grew.
Annabeth grabbed at the dirt, digging her hands into the mud underneath to stop herself from rolling around. Poetic really, clinging onto the very thing she was fighting against while trying to protect herself from the person she loved most.
All around, the giants were falling and failing about, but Percy was still focused on Thoon. With a yell of rage, he held up his hand as if grabbing something from the air, and then threw it down. Thoon let out a scream of agony, dust and ichor pouring from his ears, nose, mouth, eyes. The giant cried out in pain.The sight was too similar to the morning on the deck, so Annabeth turned away. When Periboia was finally only dust before her, she looked over.Poseidon was standing over where Thoon previously laid. He looked up to his son and even though Annabeth couldnât hear what he was saying, his expression was one of heartbreak.
Annabeth knew that expression. She saw it every time she looked at her reflection.
When the battle was over and the gods and demigods were gathered, Percy was left alone. His gaze was on the wall behind them. Piper silently handed him some ambrosia that he chewed quietly. But Annabeth saw the way his jaw clenched, it didn't taste like his mother's cookies anymore.
His wound slowly healed, his skin melding together before their very eyes, but it still glimmered pink in the light. Dried blood surrounded it.
His aura had changed too, soured. Couch Hedge would look at Percy and then look away. His father just stared with a sad expression.
Zeus was the only one who met his gaze. His eyes holding flashing lightning. It was obvious he wanted Percy killed, but when Percy finally met Zeusâ gaze, Zeus looked away.
-
It didn't happen for a while. But one day, after Gaea's demise, Annabeth woke up and she knew.
Percy had left.
She didnât blame him. But she knew, she knew deep in her heart that when he returned they will be on opposite sides. The moments between the madness have faded, becoming shorter and shorter with each day. The day they met again, the insane would have clawed into his skin and clung there. And he would accept it, let it burrow deep in his skin and mind.
An itch started at the back of her mind, whisperings of a situation that went this exact way - years earlier. She just didn't know if it would end the same way.She didn't know if he would show up with gold or hurricane eyes. She didn't know which one she would prefer.
-
She did not see him for a long time, but her memories of him never faded. Her gaze would wander suddenly and without warning when a memory from the deep abyss of her mind came forward. Those memories were terrible because whenever she thought of him, she thought of what he had become. She thought of the yell of rage and the earthquake. She thought of that morning on the deck.
Others started to leave her alone, seeing that she staring off into nothing more often than not. It was worst than when Hera stole him all those months ago because Annabeth knew that she could find him then. If Annabeth went off and searched for Percy, she would never find him. Not even if she scoured the earth for the rest of her life, he was gone. And that made her have to blink away the tears from her eyes.
But when she was alone at night, sitting on his bunk in the Poseidon cabin, she would call forward the sweet ones. The ones from before he was taken. Before each thought was lined with sadness. She would cradle the sweet memories in her hands, refusing to cry in case she tainted them.
Sheâd only relive them in the confines of his cabin when she could look around and see things exactly how he left them. When she could look under his bunk and see old coke cans. When she could open his drawers and rock back t-shirts would be staring up at her. She could look over to fountainâs constant bubbling.
Sometimes she would fall asleep, her nose pressed against his pillow. Sea salt and lemon. Him and her.
-
She once passed the Hypnos cabin and thought about wandering inside. Of falling on a bed and never waking up, of reliving the sweet memories until her mind and body withered to nothing. But a breeze moved her hair and the moment had passed.
-
They heard whispers, of a new threat on the horizon. And once more - Annabeth knew.
Despite the ache in her gut telling her that it's not true, that the 12-year-old boy who smiled at her so hopefully before that first capture the flag wouldn't do that. That the boy who whispered comforts to her in the back of that old trunk that smelled of hay with Oreos in his teeth couldn't do that.
But just like before, Annabeth knew.
-
Months, maybe even a year later, time was up. She couldn't ignore the whispers any longer.
There was a battle approaching. Wide eyes and fearful words made up camp as they heard who was leading it. More looked at her with pity, like how the other seven had looked the days and weeks after he fell.
-
And then finally, the day came.
It was bloody and terrible and the entire time she was fighting, there was a phantom ache in her heart. There was an empty space next to her, the air still despite the incessant screams and cries because there was no witty comment to cover them up. No kiss at the beginning. No laughter with at her refute.
But in the end, she saw him.
-
Annabeth loved him. She never stopped loving him. And seeing him for the first time in what felt like forever, almost broke her.
Percy stood in front of her, close enough to touch. But she knew that she couldn't run up to him and threaten him. She knew he wouldn't bubble up with laughter when she did it. Those days were gone.
She stared into his broken eyes, praying for them to return to the original happiness. He still loved her, she knew for sure, because of the way he cried.
âPlease, Annabeth," he pleaded. "Come with me."
Tears leaked from his eyes, the eyes that were still too dark. The eyes that were still shattered beyond repair.
His scar on his face was stark white, contrasting deeply with his tanned skin. Ares had given him that scar.
And at that moment, more than ever before, Annabeth loathed the gods.The gods had done this.
They had taken the loveable idiot who collapsed on the Big House porch all those years ago and turned him into this monster.They had done this to him. They ruined his life and hers.
And Annabeth wanted to say "yes." She wanted to take his hand and go away. To go with him and try to change the world for the better. Because she knew that that's what he thought he was doing. He honestly thought that the gods would destroy them, and he was trying to save them - to save her in his own twisted way. Because that is what the gods did, they took his mind and heart and twisted them into something so unidentifiable that she couldn't see the boy she fell in love with. She couldn't see the boy she would say yes to. When she blinked, she saw golden eyes and a scar so similar to Percy's.
-
Annabeth was 16 again. Luke was on the floor in front of Percy, begging for the dagger. But now it was Percy before her, staring at her with his sad, broken eyes, and white scar, begging for her to come with him. She could kill him. He would let her. Because he still loved her.
-
And Annabeth did. She thrust the dagger that killed Luke all those years ago into Percy's chest. She killed him with snot and tears running down her face, but she killed him. She couldnât help but think of the boy she met with the crooked smile and seafoam eyes. She thought of the boy with the bubbly laughter and fierce loyalty.
She had tried to help him so much, her own pride stopping her from seeing that she couldn't save him. She had lost that chance when he disappeared into nothingness all that time ago.
-
This was the second boy she loved, the second boy she killed. The second boy who laid dying in her arms.
And while Percy's eyes cleared for the first time in such a long time, Annabeth sobbed. For she had just seen the boy she fell in love with for the first and last time.
She cried and sniffled, wiping her stray tears away from his face. And as he laid dying in her lap, she ran her fingers through his hair. A ghost of a smile appeared on his lips.
The blood pooled in her lap, staining her hands, her clothes. Her fingers smeared blood against his cheekbones, his eyelids. Along his scar.
She wished that he didn't bleed blood but rather sand. That he was just another monster that she killed and that the cracks in her palms were filling up with dust.
She wished that he bled rivers. That the Lethe or even the Styx was running through his veins. That the liquid that was pooling around them would take away her memories, would burn her into dust herself.
But the blood was blood, it was human. He was human. It dripped from her blade and Annabeth stared at her blood-stained, distorted reflection before she threw it as hard as she could.
He never wanted to die, she remembered. He had never wanted to die like a monster.
-
With the dead boy in her arms, Annabeth mourned. She mourned for the boy with the gleaming eyes and the warm hugs. She mourned for the boy she loved. For the little kid, she met when she was 12 with the crooked armor and smile.
And she thought of Luke. More specifically, his mother. Annabeth used to wonder if May Castellan still burnt the cookies and made the sandwiches even though they molded. Now she had her answer. Yes, May Castellan kept making the sandwiches and the cookies because she believed that one day, her little loveable boy would return home.
Because Annabeth would have never stopped waiting too, and she knew that.
-
Slowly, the others came. Bloody and bruised, cuts littering their body and limbs in casts, they came. All cried when seeing the boy in her arms.
Even those who have lost someone. Especially those who had lost someone.
They mourned the boy they all knew before he was forced into the darkness alone, and afraid.
Piper sat by Annabeth as they moved the body, not caring that the blood, Percy's blood would be stained to her just like it was to Annabeth.
Thalia wiped the tears from Annabeth's cheeks. She pressed her lips against Annabeth's skuall and didn't mention how they lost another piece of their family, she didn't have to.
Hazel sat on the other side of Annabeth, her cinnamon hair barely reaching Annabeth's ear. They didn't care that they didn't know him long, that the man who came to mind when they thought of Percy, was not Percy.
Because the boy with the broken eyes and crazy smile was not Percy. The boy who watched monsters wither in pain before killing them was not Percy.
She wanted to tell everyone that, that Percy wasn't the boy that he died as.
"I hate them," she cried. "I hate them, I hate them, I hate them."
She didn't care if Mr. D or Chiron heard. She didn't care if Zeus came down at that moment and smited her on the spot.
âI hate you!" She screamed to the sky. "You did this! You did this to him!" Tears streamed down her face.
No one else was talking, everyone just standing around with stained cheeks. Zeus didn't even dare turn the clear day stormy. The gods knew she was speaking the truth. Perhaps they even felt guilty. But guilt didn't Percy back. It didn't change the monster back to the boy with the seafoam eyes.
And Annabeth sat, surrounded by friends, crying over a dead boy for the second time in her life.
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Every one of the seven that were left came up to her.
They left her stories, little moments when they first fell in love with Percy.
Annabeth didn't talk, but she listened. She sat and she listened and she cried.
But everyone left, one by one, leaving her alone once more.
#pjo#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#hoo#heroes of olympus#piper mclean#jason grace#hazel levesque#leo valdez#nico di angelo#frank zhang#pjo fanfic#percabeth fanfic#percabeth angst#pjo angst#dark percy#bamf annabeth#bamf percy#house of hades#blood of olympus#canon divergence#pjo au#pls donât hate me#just making my ideas pay rent#i like to cry okay
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Like Waves Upon An Open Shore
Pieces of this conversation came to me late last night and I couldn't write anything else until I got this out of my system. This is one in a series of pseudo-character study/ missed conversation fics I have on AO3. There's no lifespan angst here, it's more of a meditation on power and potential.
The first to approach him was Caduceus. After theyâd imprisoned Ikithon they combined efforts to build back his home. It turns out that this is something Essekâs particular arcane flare is appropriate for. He is learning to accept that his power has limits and that it likely always will. Heâs never had to worry about this before, even knowing that one day he will be among the dirt and there he will stay. Heâs never had to consider that the flow of time and how it feeds and consumes life is something one might need to control. When it had hit him, when theyâd needed the improbable and he could not deliver, he had cried for this man heâd never known save for fond rememberings told by happy words and sad eyes.
He had come to help them and when they needed him most he couldnât even fail because he never could have started.
However, fixing a roof is practical. Spreading density until large loads of materials are manageable to carry, freezing objects in place as theyâre affixed by regular means. He can be useful here and he is. In the first two days he uses all of his strength helping and at the end of the day heâs exhausted. But Caduceus also needed help with the garden. Yasha had shown him some basics and every night he worked with his hands, for the first time of his life bringing new beauty to a scarred earth.
The first night is quiet and he is alone with his thoughts. The eyes are gone and he can properly think again. The new one, Kingsley, sleeps outside but heâs been through a lot and itâs difficult for Essek to look at him knowing he did nothing. Itâs difficult to look at Caleb. To look at any of them for the first day.
But he does. He is trying to learn humility, to learn that whatever ugly thing rises in him (guilt for things he can no longer change and selfishly wouldnât, longing for someone he has no right to feel close to, regret at working with those who had hurt him so badly, sick satisfaction at seeing him stripped of power, the desire to end him then and there) is not always the most important thing. He works alongside the Nein still. He laughs when Jester jokes, he levitates Luc to catch the childâs attention when heâs being particularly mischievous, he attempts another joke which a few of them catch this time. He is there for them now, an imitation of the way theyâve been there for each other.
He digs into the earth in the cool breeze of dusk, removing his gloves now that the sun is fading on his second night there. Heâs elected to tend to the graves of an elven family, many of whom have the last name Akhilvarr. He recognizes the surprisingly light footfalls of the firbolg approaching him as he gently holds two flowers, deciding.
âYouâre up late.â
He places the plants down softly in front of the hole heâs dug out, brushing dirt from his bare hands, learning to relish the coating of grime, the feeling of having an impact on the world around you. âI donât really sleep as much as the rest of you.â He hesitates and from the way Caduceusâ eyes bore through him he knows the statement has a second half, âAnd I feel like I need to be out here.â
He nods and sits, levelling eyes with Essek whoâs still on his knees, facing the graves. âHow are you feeling?â
The question is so simple but Essek cannot find an answer that is satisfactory, no words heâs ever known can accurately sum the corners of his heart. âIt does not matter right now how I feel. Your home was nearly destroyed, you brought someone back from the dead. I dare not burden you with my own troubles.â
âEssek if I may,â heâs learned by now that Caduceus means this to be a precursor to a deep insight and though he is raw he allows him to continue, âthere is a difference in being selfless and being harmful. Now I wonât force anything, only you can know if youâre ready to talk, but I never ask a question I donât want an answer to.â
âI just-â he can feal traitorous heat as tears threaten to spill over his eyelashes and realizes he canât wipe them away without streaking his face with mud. âAll my life I have trained to be powerful. I have learned to manipulate the equations and theory that make up the way we experience the world. I can manipulate the lenses through which we understand the things around us. I have been touted as a prodigy and I couldnât do anything to affect fate when it mattered to you all most. I am so thankful that you were there, that you and your god were able to fix a great injustice, but this is the last piece of my world shattering. I thought I could protect you all, to be useful in any circumstance and I was wrong.â
He stares into the two flowers and the purple one to the left blows in the wind, while the yellow remains still. He goes to tuck the purple bloom into the dirt and gently packs earth in around it, protecting roots and brushing dirt off leaves. Caduceus allows him to do this and by the time he looks back up at him, thereâs a gentles smile at rest on his face. He knows Essek has more to say and he gestures for him to continue as Essek considers which flowers would most like to celebrate the Akhilvarr family.
âItâs funny, almost. I have heard much about the wonders of gardening and never believed a word. But here I am, dirt under my nails, digging in the earth, repairing damage for once in my sorry life, trying to leave somewhere better than I found it.â he finds a red flower with ruffled petals and a taller white flower whoâs stem splits off into several tiny flowers, clustered into one sphere, they seem impatient.
âThe gardens at my tower were never tended by myself, I had someone else to do that. They were arranged perfectly, planted with aesthetic and design in mind and little else. Looking idly at the beauty of nature is one thing, but this place-â He looks around, mosses give off a light glow as the sun has now disappeared. Slowly but surely fireflies blink to light up the air around them, dancing from leaf to petal. âI keep having the impulse to decide based on aesthetic. Itâs difficult to ignore but-â
Caduceus fills in where he has no words, âThatâs not your world anymore. I regret to inform you that as soon as we crossed your path your days of neat little boxes and even rows gained an expiry date. The world is so much wider than the machinations of people, we can never predict what is outside of our purview and when we take a step back, relinquish that control, often something more beautiful will spring up. I have tended this garden for many years, longer than the memory of many and I could never have dreamed up the beauty that lives here now. It gets more and more beautiful as each year grows on because the chaos is nurtured and you are learning that.â Caduceus grabs the trowel and begins digging his own hole, âYou have come so far Essek and I do not know whether I have the right to feel this way, but I am immensely proud of you. Iâm proud for who you are now, and who you are about to become.â
Essek laughs and it sounds like broken glass, âProud is a funny word to use for someone who has done as much wrong as I.â
âEach decision we make is a point in a network of thousands of other decisions we make connected to webs of the decisions of everyone who has ever had a hand in our lives. If you and everyone around you acts in fear your decisions will be rooted there. Those are the times where we are most lost and I think you are beginning to realize that.â
Every bad decision flows through Essekâs consciousness and he lets them drift by, hands trembling, and the red flower with the beautiful frills slips from his grasp and falls into place in the hole beside the deep purple of the last planted bloom. Itâs fate.
âSo each bad decision youâve made has crashed in on the wave of every other bad decision youâve made, and every bad decision anyone has ever made about you. Now, every beautiful thing you do, every good decision you make will be carried forward by every good decision youâve made before. Itâs a web, itâs a network where everything is connected and you have as much agency now as you did then, every good decision counts towards every good decision you will make in the future and I know there will be many.â
Tears stream freely down his face now and he doesnât care about the dirt as he wipes them away. âThat is-â
âI believe-â
Again, the silver tongued shadowhand has no words, âThank you Mr. Clay. I think that is more kindness than I know how to give myself. It is difficult to process and accept but I will try my best.â
Caduceusâ hand wanders through the bag of flowers, not even looking as he picks one, a massive flower, bright white and nearly glowing in the moonlight. He sighs contentedly and plants the flower. They work together in companionable silence and Essek relishes the sound of his companionâs breath, the feeling of dirt sticking under his nails, the gentle breeze that blows through fireflies and looking through them up to the stars, once again teeming with the promise of possibility, change, growth.
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And When I am Formulated, Sprawling on a Pin - Chapter Twenty-Two: Until Human Voices Wake Us
I know how this chapter finishes, but before you worry, itâs not the last one :)Â
As always, this is a Chishiya x OC/Reader fic, and if youâre new, feel free to read the full fic here on AO3.Â
(If I can figure out how to do it, I'll probably create a master post at some point.)
Thank you for all the positivity with the previous chapter, youâre all so kind! I hope you love this one as much!Â
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I saw a white flash and the blinding rage of Niragiâs eyes, before my body was ripped from the balcony. My back slammed against the stone pillar, and the force knocked the air from my lungs. For a split second, panic took over me. I couldnât breathe. I couldnât breathe. But then a familiar scent of laundry detergent and sweat overwhelmed my senses, and I knew I was breathing, even if I couldnât feel the air.
Iâm alive, I think.
Chishiyaâs body was pushed against mine, his hands pressing my shoulders into the pillar as bullets tore past us. Through the thin fabric of his hoodie, I could feel the elevated thump of his heart, and his hair tickled my face with each quick breath.
Suddenly, the bullets stopped.
âChishiya?â
He stepped away, his eyes scanning over the both of us as he checked for any injuries. There was no blood on him that I could see, however a bullet had torn through his hood, shredding the fabric in two.
âI need to go down there,â I said. The flames were spreading thick and fast, and it was becoming harder to breathe. âI need to help them, or at the very least, apologise to Usagi and Arisu for what we did. And I need you not to stop me again.â
His eyes narrowed, but after a moment of hesitation, he said, âmeet me by the river afterwards. And use your head, stay away from Niragi.â Shoving his hands in his pockets, he began walking towards the hallway that would lead upstairs.
âWhere are you going?â
He half-turned, replying âthereâs something I need.â
Then he disappeared, and no matter how much I despised him for the way heâd treated me, I couldnât help but pray he would return unscathed.
The riverside, I thought, focus on the riverside.
Holding my sleeve over my mouth and nose, I ducked under flaming ceilings and sidestepped burning carpets like hopscotch. Then sprinting down the staircase, I reached the lobby just in time to witness Niragi pointing his gun at Arisuâs head.
No!
I ran, seeing nothing but the glistening burns of Niragiâs skin, and the finger resting on the trigger. But when the shot fired, it didnât hit Arisu.
Aguni charged like an animal, even as the bullets burst through his skin. His body slammed into Niragiâs, carrying the both of them off into the flames and smoke. There were several gunshots⊠and then nothing. It all happened within seconds, but his sacrifice held everyoneâs attention as we all looked at the space where they had both disappeared.
Thank you, Aguni.
âTHREE MINUTES REMAINING.â
There was no time to check if they were dead. Several survivors jumped into action as they lifted Momokaâs body, taking it through the entrance and out towards the patio. It turned out they didnât need my help. But it was okay. There was still a loose end I had to tie. Â
Usagi was sitting on the ground, inspecting Arisuâs injuries as he winced and insisted that he was okay. They both froze when they saw me approaching.
âăăăăȘăă,â I said, sincerely. âèŁć±ăźæŹćœăźäșćźăç„ăăȘăăŁă.â Iâm so sorry. I didnât know about Chishiyaâs real plan.
Usagi looked unsure of whether to believe me, and truth be told, I didnât expect her to, let alone forgive me. Arisu didnât seem as hesitant though. He searched my expression as if he were solving a puzzle.
âItâs okay,â he said. âIâm guessing he tricked you too.â
I nodded, wishing I could go back and change things. After this, I would meet Chishiya by the river, hopefully to put this chapter to rest so I could move forwards and focus on surviving. But for now, I extended a hand.
Arisu gladly took it, and supporting his weight between us, Usagi and I helped him out of the building. I tried not to look back, I really did, but there was no trace of Chishiya in the flames.
Please donât let the riverside be another lie.
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âGAME CLEAR - CONGRATULATIONS!â
The singsong voice echoed through our phones as we all gathered to watch the fire of judgement consume Momokaâs body. Countless hands and legs extended out of the pile, blackened and stiff. Eventually, they would all char away into a single pool of ash. Nobody spoke, and yet somehow, the screams still rang out over the crackle of the embers. Our âutopiaâ was burning to the ground, there were barely any survivors, and there was nothing left for us but a pyrrhic victory. Â
One by one, the others began filing out of the patio to get away from the hotel before it collapsed. Following behind, I took one last look at the entrance.
Thereâs no sign of either of themâŠ
I shouldâve been mad. No, I was mad. But that wasnât to say Iâd stopped loving him, and the thought that he might not have made it out was too difficult to bear. The same went for Kuina. Even if she probably knew that Chishiya had been screwing with my mind this whole time, I still loved her like a sister, and that would never change.
And so, while the others headed for the bridge, I broke off from the group and changed course towards the river. Noticing my disappearance, Usagi and Tatta looked back.
âArenât you coming?â Usagi called.
I smiled and shook my head. âăŸăćŸă§ă,â I shouted. âSee you later!â
Itâs not a goodbye. I just have some things to sort out.
The two looked at each other, doubtful, then waved as they disappeared into the darkness. They would probably all form a camp together, so if things with Chishiya ended here, or if he never made it to the river, it wouldnât be too difficult to find them.
Without the heat of the fire, the night was cool, and I shivered as I made my way down the pebble banks to the riverside. I sat near the waterâs edge and watched from afar as the roof of the Beach collapsed in places, bringing my hope down with it. There was still no sign of Chishiya, but I couldnât keep my eyes from the hotel.
Thereâs always a chance. He wouldnât die that easily.
Even as the cold of the pebbles seeped into my skin, and the wind blew through the burnt holes in my hoodie, I waited and waited. Before long though, I sank my face into my knees and wrapped my arms around my head to stave off the cold. It did nothing to ease the hollowness growing inside me, nor the empty sound of the water lapping against the bank.
âCrying again?â
My heart jumped, my head snapping up instinctively.
Youâre here.
Chishiya ambled along the bank, coming to a stop a few feet away from where I was sitting. Aside from the grey tinge of soot on his white hoodie, he was unharmed. âYou donât have much faith in me,â he said with a half-smile, and held up the Ten of Hearts card.
That was what this was all about. Everything he had done, it all led up to the last card. I got to my feet, unsure of how to feel now he was standing before me. Even though I was relieved, it didnât change anything.
âYouâre right,â I said. âI donât have much faith in you. All youâve done is lie to me.â
âHmmâŠ.â He looked towards the Beach. âThatâs not strictly true.â
He was referring to what heâd said on the rooftop, but even that was probably a lie. After I had chosen not to follow him and Kuina, he mustâve realised heâd lost one of his chess pieces.
âKuina,â I said. âIs she....â
âSheâs fine.â
I released a breath, relaxing. âThatâs good to hear.â I was afraid of the answer, but I had to ask. I needed to know. âDid you tell her to become friends with me, for your plan?â
He carefully considered the question. âAt the very beginning, when I asked her to take you some food, she offered to become your friend,â he said. âBut that was before she met you. She asked me to change the plan to keep you out of it.â
While I was relieved to hear that my friendship with Kuina wasnât orchestrated by Chishiya, I still felt disappointed. âSo thatâs why you decided to switch from me to Arisu.â
âKuina had nothing to do with it. I changed my mind for my own reasons.â
I shook my head, quickly growing irritated. We kept going round and round in circles, and  he wasnât registering anything I was saying. It no longer mattered whether he was telling the truth or lying, because there was no trust left to give. And even now, he just kept persisting with the same tactics.
âI already told you back then,â I said. Â âI donât know whatâs real and whatâs not, so I canât believe in anything you say anymore.â
Chishiya nodded slowly. âYou also mentioned proof.â
âOnly because you canât prove it.â
He tilted his head. âActually, youâre wrong.â Fishing around in his pocket, he pulled something out and stared at it in his palm. In the darkness, it was impossible to see what it was.
âWhat are you doing?â
With a sly smile, he replied, âIâm forcing the moment to its crisis.â
My thoughts stopped abruptly. That was⊠he couldnât have researched it, could he? Memories of the pharmacy flashed through my mind, the oceanic blue light that saturated the room, him wrapping my arm in bandages, and me reciting lines of poetry.
He read the rest of the poem?
If he did, he mustâve realised what it was about. My eyes dropped to the item in his hands, right before he tossed it at me. Catching it, I found it was a small box. I had a feeling what it was, and my fingers shook as I opened it. Inside, propped up in the middle, was a silver ring set with a peridot stone.
The jewellery store...
Back then, I had told him about my real-world obsession with stones... all my childish dreams.
And peridot.
It was a stone brought to earth through a cosmic explosion, known by Ancient Egyptians as âgems of the sunâ, and considered âevening emeraldsâ by Romans because of their bright warmth, radiating even under candlelight.
âI was in a game, when I saw it,â he said, staring out across the river. âThe Eight of Diamonds. At the time, I didnât know why I took it.â
Tears dripped down my chin as I closed my eyes, embracing the pain and the relief and everything else I couldnât even begin to describe in words. Chishiya didnât approach me, let alone try to comfort me, but simply stood there by the edge of the water, waiting for me to stop crying like an idiot.
âThis isnât fair.â I hated the way my voice cracked. Â âYou canât just do this after everything. You canât just expect things to be okay now.â
âI know.â
âAnd you canât just pretend like none of it ever happened.â
âI know that too,â he said. Â
âYouâŠâ I stepped forwards, wrapping my arms around his body and clutching onto the back of his hoodie. âI⊠I hate you so much.â
At first, he tensed. Then I felt his hand on the top of my head. âNo, you donât.â
We remained like that for a minute or so, until a light rain pattered down around us, and it became clear Chishiya was growing uncomfortable. He had never been one for human contact. Moving back to give him his space, I slid the ring onto my finger. It was almost a miracle that heâd gotten a perfect fit.
Chishiya took one look, regarding it coolly. âBefore you get the wrong idea,â he said, âthis isnât aââ
âI understand.â I smiled, using my sleeve to wipe the tears and rain from my face. âI donât care about any of that. Especially not while weâre still in this world. Just stay with me for a while. Thatâs all I want.â
When he didnât respond, I suddenly became aware of the gentle weight knocking against my side. The copy of Wuthering Heights was still in my pocket. After all weâd been through, it had completely slipped my mind.
I tugged it free. The spine was bent, and the pages were curved from being crammed into such a small space, but it was intact, and I was glad I had rescued it before the hotel burned down. Using my hand to try and shield it from the rain, I flipped through the pages and held it open for Chishiya, who only looked at it with contempt.
âOf all the things to save,â he muttered.
I gestured to the mysterious quote, determined to get an answer this time. âIâve been meaning to ask you about this for ages. Youâve underlined it but I canât seem to translate it.â
He took the book from my hands and scrutinized the quotation. ââIâm tired of being enclosed here. Iâm wearying to escape into that glorious world, and to be always there; not seeing it dimly through tears, and yearning for it through the walls of an aching heart; but really with it, and in itâ.â Once he finished translating, he closed the book and held it back out to me. âI didnât underline that.â
Wait⊠but how?
âYou didnât?â I asked, confused. âWhy was it highlighted then?â
âIt was used when I found it.â He shrugged. âIt probably belonged to a student at some point.â
âOhâŠâ
I couldnât help but feel let down at how the big reveal had been nothing more than a studentâs annotation. But at the same time, the quote still meant something. It had been me all along.
âChishiyaâŠâ I said quietly, âI donât want to be afraid of things anymore.â I glanced down at the ring on my finger. âI donât want to be afraid of you either.â
I want to start a new page and write a new book.
When looked at me, he had that same unreadable expression. âThen donât be.â
And then, soft as the rain on the river water, I kissed him. It was awkward and clumsy, and his whole body went rigid, but he didnât flinch. Instead, his hand came to rest on the back of my head, neither moving nor resisting. Eventually, I pulled away, and the only sound was the silky surface of the water breaking against the pebbles.
âLetâs go,â he said. âKuina is waiting for us.â
It was the beginning of a new chapter, but this time, there would be no secrets. Weâd write it together.
âOkay.â
#alice in borderland#aib#imawa no kuni no arisu#chishiya#chishiya shuntaro#chishiya x oc#chishiya x reader#chishiya alice in borderland
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