#sorry for all the ocdposting I’m trying to psychoanalyze myself instead of going to therapy
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Wrote two reaaaaaally long post drafts overexplaining something so insignificant and feeling guilty for it and then I was like. wait this is such a waste of my time 😭
#all I did was eat ice cream and play Roblox with my bestie#still felt shitty during all of it#even though it was fun!!!#but then once I got off I stared at the ceiling for a couple minutes and I was like#damn it’s really not that deep#this is unfortunately always my cycle with obsessions#bc doing rituals helps but only a little and the stakes are raised every time bc. that’s how it works#but anyway it never fully goes away until I spontaneously have a moment where I’m like. wait fuck this#sorry for all the ocdposting I’m trying to psychoanalyze myself instead of going to therapy#(jk I’m gonna call this new psych place soon and see if I can get in with somebody. my mom was talking to me about it again today)#I’m sure these posts are very repetitive for y’all but. my blog 🤗 you are all my prisoners#and your torture is listening to me vaguepost about my intrusive thoughts. fun!#anyway I did not go out and get a bagel and a book today. but I WILL tomorrow :D pinky promise#goodnight for real this time#wackyposting
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