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khaoala · 11 days ago

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Hi, sorry for making my problem your problem, but I'm feeling a little low for a variety of reasons, including the fact that, despite my best blocking skills, I still haven't been able to fully avoid the ppl throwing shade at KB/FK's impact (or lack thereof according to them) in THK (seriously, feels like I'm unwillingly stuck in an endless game of whac-a-mole just with bad takes/poor fandom etiquette!). So I thought I'd try and take my mind off it by sending you an extremely self-indulgent ask! As an FK fan extraordinaire (and one of my fave giffers btw), what are your:

favourite scenes from each of their shows?

favourite FK moments from real life?

hopes and dreams for THK finale?

hopes and dreams for the Holy Grail of FK shows? E.g. ideal plot or genre, relationship dynamic, supporting cast, director, etc.

And now for the harder questions! Your mission, should you choose to accept, is to convert an unbeliever into an FK stan (of them as both separate actors and as a pairing). You can only pick ONE scene from their entire repertoire for each category. Go!

best acting from First

best acting from Khao

best acting from FK as a pairing

best demonstration of FK's chemistry

best kiss (aesthetics+characterisation+emotion+context+whatever other criteria you choose!)

I eagerly await your answers! (but obvs you're under no obligation to respond - tbh, even just forming the ask has helped lighten my mood! Feel free to ignore or to throw it over to someone else if you'd rather, or even if there's anyone else you think would be interested in contributing - I just enjoy hearing other ppl's 'FK as Acteurs' highlights! Someone gushing about my faves = instant serotonin boost!)

In return (and as tribute to your new handle), I offer you this, imo, grossly overlooked example of Khao pulling his signature Khaoala move: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GhSzVQvX0AAm7mh?format=jpg&name=900x900 ...😉

i'm sorry about that, anon. curating your online bubble can be a lot of work and it's not always 100% and i'm sorry you're getting stressed bc of that. i'm not sure if you're going to the tags on either twitter or tumblr, but i'd recommend you stay away of those. twitter is a bit more difficult, but once you get your little bubble things get better but for tumblr, if you're just looking for pretty edits like the ones fandom provides, i'd recommend checking only the thkedit tag. it's a lot better than dealing with the trolls with poor fandom etiquette. i hope you find a space you feel more comfortable and welcomed, anon, i know i say this often, but fandom spaces are supposed to give you relief and not headaches.

you didn't even ask for advice and i'm already rambling, i'm so sorry, but to your questions which were such a delight to receive (you have no idea how happy i felt for being called a fk fan extraordinaire and to know i'm one of your favorite giffers. i love to know people like the things i do, it does wonders to my self-esteem).

ATTENTION!

this is a nearly 2000 word-vomit reply where i talk in length about my favorite topic of the last couple of years, firstkhaotung. i'm sorry for not being able to be concise. pls have the picture the anon sent as their favorite khaoala moment which i must agree, is extremely underrated, as a form of apology.

1.favourite scenes from each of their shows? (i'll just pick the ones they were paired together bc you know, there's a lot)

the eclipse - akkayan's first kiss in akk's room. that scene is so important to them, and also to me. the way ayan was so careful with akk, he took his time, gave akk room to assess the situation, back away if he wanted to. how softly he spoke to akk and how scared akk was of all of that. that scene was beautiful beautiful beautiful and so well acted, too.

moonlight chicken - listen, i know they only have three scenes, but they are all very important to me, alright? with that being said, the scene in alan's office. alan is smiling like gaipa hung the stars in the sky with his bare hands and it's full sunshine mode, and first's smile is so beautiful, and he's flirty, gaipa is oblivious, it's just so sweet. they are healing and that's amazing.

only friends - the fight in sand's apartment. though the therapy scene is just as amazing, i feel like the apartment fight has so much impact. the way sand was collected the whole time and only allowed himself to break down once ray was out of earshot. and how ray was so distraught by the idea of the one person he thought he could trust betraying him, it was awful. it makes me teary to this day.

the heart killers - the scene at the beach in ep. 8. thank you first for adding a whole monologue to this scene. i can totally understand why that's his favorite. the tiredness, the desolation, they are both so exhausted and bison doesn't want to fight anymore and he's angry, but he loves kant, and kant doesn't want to lie to bison and wants him to know that. it's beautifully acted. i stayed on that scene for days. it made my heart hurt so good.

2. favourite FK moments from real life?

i have too many that i suddenly forgot as soon as i read this question, so at some point i might even add to this when i remember. but the one i can think about right now was when they were on arm's share for first's birthday and khaotung's wish for first in the upcoming year was: "as you grow, you might find more people, but if you do, let them go, stay only with me instead."

3. hopes and dreams for THK finale?

i do hope for a wedding. i didn't want a double wedding bc i find them so tacky, but with the recent talks with fadelstyle + style's dad, that might be where they are going IF they are even going to have one. as you might have noticed, i'm not stressed about the finale. i think they'll have time enough to access the most urgent matters (gay sex in prison) and with fadelbison spending their time locked up, they'll have all the room to live normal lives like they wished. bison talked about assassins not being able to have a home, family and a lover so i hope they get all of that and more.

4. hopes and dreams for the Holy Grail of FK shows? E.g. ideal plot or genre, relationship dynamic, supporting cast, director, etc.

oh man, i'd love for them to work with the women in gmm, first of all. and i know i had a talk about gl people hating men (with reason in some cases) but gmm loves to experiment with them, so pls let them act with namtanfilm (these four in a show would make my brain stupid happy). sarah pitched an idea that was very similar to the one i had in my head, though hers have first and film as siblings, but the premise would be the same. one trying to help the other approach their crushes. it's silly, slice of life, light comedy stuff which i know they can pull off just as well as the heavy drama stuff.

i'd also love to see them in a show a la sammon with the thriller and investigation vibes. but i'm no fanfic writer and i'm happy with most plots i'm given and if it's them, i know it'll be well-acted.

as for directors, p'aof is the pick for most bl stans, and i agree, i hope they get the chance to work with him again, and have fk as the mains this time. i'd love to see them work with p'nuchy as well, from not me, or the director of be my favorite and who's going to direct joongdunk's and skynani's shows this year. he's amazing, i loved what he did with be my favorite, and while i'm not sure if i'll tune in for either of these new shows, i know he'll do great.

(i love that you deemed this first questions as easy and these one as harder, because let me tell you, i had a hard time with both sets!

1.best acting from First

i can only talk about what i've seen, and despite hearing all the praises for his portrayal of a girl stuck in boy's body in the shipper, i didn't have the guts to watch it yet. i was debating between the "break-up" scene in front of yolo and this one, but i need to praise first as akk. while gmm was going their reprise of the eclipse last year, i took that chance to rewatch the show as well, and i can't believe first didn't get a nomination for his portrayal of akk. he's spectacular in his scenes as this hard-working, perfectionist, in-the-closet, slightly homicidal and self-destructive student prefect. the one scene that makes me stop for like five minutes every time is the one where thua exposes him as the curse and he cries in the stairs. and i know there are people who aren't fan of scenes that are heavy on the dramatics, but that scene alone is so sad and first manages to express that masterfully bc it's terrifying yes, but it also feels cathartic in a way bc there's no weight of that lie on him anymore, so he cries ans sobs and leans on aye for support. idk, it just stuck with me for such a long time.

2. best acting from Khao

ray was khao's best performance in my opinion, and while i agree with everyone who mentions his therapist scene (which was a masterpiece honestly, no one and i mean no one would be able to deliver that one other than him the way he did), i'll go with mew's birthday party. i remember watching the bts of that scene and force was speechless and said that was his favorite scene they had shot until then, and man, there's a reason for that. he ate that up! the pure anger and control of the scene he had. the room was full of people but everyone's eyes were on him, and ray was terrifying in that one. that's what i mean when i say khaotung might be shorter than most of his co-stars but he knows when to use his presence to appear actually menacing. ray on mew's birthday party was scary.

3. best acting from FK as a pairing

you said i have to convince a non believer to stan fk, so i'll use the scene where they reconcile in only friends, ep. 10, if i'm not mistaken bc when you have a scene that was a page or two long, and direction shortened shortened shortened it until it was only an "i'm sorry" and they acted so well that it was convincing enough to make you, the audience, fully believe in the sincerity of the apology and the love and regret that laced their hug, that's a skill. they acted their asses off in that scene and the only line of dialogue was an apology.

4. best demonstration of FK's chemistry

okay so for this one, i'll say every time they showed casual intimacy. i feel like it's so easy for them to ignore casual intimacy in shows, but especially as kantbison, fk showed so much of their chemistry in the little touches. they are a very physical couple and they are comfortable being in each other's embrace and it's beautiful to see that being portrayed. holding hands, worshiping each other's bodies, sniffing their hair, kissing their knuckles, just feeling each other close, that's when you felt they are actually each other's person, they are actually so into each other that even crawling under each other's skin wouldn't be enough.

5. best kiss (aesthetics + characterisation + emotion + context + whatever other criteria you choose!)

most beautiful kiss i always think about the smoke kiss in only friends just because the aesthetic of it was amazing. the build up to it was amazing, and hot and heavy with tension and it was so delicious. i scream every time they kiss for the first time in shows, but the smoke kiss left me with my jaw in the ground for several minutes.

alternatively, in thk, the beach kiss for how meaningful it was since it was their first kiss with no lies between them, and the swing kiss that was perfect, they were so into that kiss and it felt so earned, too. fk really knows how to kiss.

also, akkayan's bridge kiss in our skyy 2, never forget that kiss. they were into it and delivering like no one else. absolutely gorgeous.

and let's remember all the pecks, too, because i have a soft spot for all of them. kantbison, yet again, carrying it in the pecks department (did you guys notice that kantbison kissed every ep? it was amazing to see).

and i think this is it? i finally managed to answer everything. ngl, i answered your ask first before a couple others that are sitting on my inbox bc i feel you needed the pick me up and i love talking about firstkhao. this was very fun. thank you for sending me this, and i hope you feel better.

#bibs ask #Anonymous #bibi shut up challenge #failed #but this was incredibly fun ngl i enjoy talking about them way too much #firstkhao #firstkhaotung #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat

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kiruliom · 2 years ago

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hello there i hope you are having a good day/night ^^

so i just have a quesion if you don't mind (cuz it's about problematic media) just so i can know if im terrible person or not and maybe you can give me some advice, i'll understand if you hate me for this

so my name is rex they/he/cat im demiboy and aroace nice to meet you....so anyway 2 or 3 months ago i got in problem with my online friend because of my identity... one of my kintypes are voldemortkin and one of my xenogenders are ravenclawgender and i was identify with it for long time before hogwarts legacy thing , she told me to change/remove my gender/kintype i told her i can't cus gender and alterhumans are not choices and told her i don't support that terf or that game just because of this then she told me I'm not "real trans" and called me transphobic and she said i either choose her or my identity and said that she'll comeback when i do "the right thing" before she blocked me..... this is so stressful im feeling like shitty person this whole time idk what to do ,am i a bad person for this ?, sorry for being anonymous i dont want her to find this ask and i don't want to get anyone in trouble , i just want to know if i am bad person or not

please don't do tags or she'll find it

I just woke up and I dont believe I get a full say in this as Ive never been into hp nor does it affect me much as a non-american goy so forgive me but

you cant choose or willfully change your gender or identity (with few exceptions)? your friend obviously doesnt know how that stuff works, regarding kin or gender or anything else. I think itd piss joanne (yes Im using her real name) off to learn people identify with her work as, dear god, genders!!! how could!! and that makes me feel better about it somewhat.

Im sorry your friend isnt listening to you. sounds like they've just joined the herd of hate and didnt bother to form any intricacies or opinions of their own regarding this (as a victim of this, coughboyfriendscough, Id know). but youre not a bad person for being who you are. you never will be.

#kirus asks #anon #velvets thoughts #Im blurry but he closed off last night so just in case

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nyoxt-was-here · 2 years ago

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I posted 6,055 times in 2022

That's 6,055 more posts than 2021!

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I tagged 861 of my posts in 2022

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Longest Tag: 97 characters

#maybe i should just start something and sit through it no matter how low quality it will come out

My Top Posts in 2022:

Sorry I'm bad at drawing but your Ram headcannons are too sad. He has now been adopted and the hugs will continue until morale improves.

AWWWW that is super sweet, thanks! Morale-improved ! Also HA hug back! >:]

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Emoji ask for Ram the Man! If you like of course, not obligated to. I want to read the juicy detes! 😨 FEARFUL,🍰 CAKE SLICE, 🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL, 🔫 PISTOL. Feel free to answer these however you like! And pick and choose whatever you prefer to answer the best! Thanks for the many asks before, it's so much fun to share oc stuff with others! Have fun~!

Yeeeee, thx a lot for the ask! :3

😨 FEARFUL - when scared, do they go into "flight" or "fight"? When he was a kid he used to run away and hide from things that scared him. Or completely freeze if escape was impossible. In adult life he's hard to scare and prone to "fight" response. But some situations still can cause him to freeze or become unresponsive.

🍰 CAKE SLICE - favorite cake flavor? are they specific about types of cakes? Every cake flavor! He is probably oblivious to the fact that cakes have "types" and just enjoy whatever is offered or sparks his interest.

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people? Ram is literally terrified of showing others(and himself tbh) his anger. And he's got a loooot of it pent up. Duncan is an exception though, because Ram knows that Duncan is not afraid of him and won't think of him less for a bunch of harsh words or a heated argument. In the same manner Ram is afraid to show others his violent side. That's partly the reason he build Beartrap- to try and relocate his violent impulses into the machine. (but since I love the trope of "local sunshine is enraged, deranged and covered in blood" too much, you can be sure that situations where he lost it and teared someone into shreds- happened >:]

🔫 PISTOL - do they trust people easily? how easily will they turn their back to someone? have they been backstabbed before? will they betray someone if given an ultimatum? He's been backstabbed a number of times! Most painful betrayal was by his parents, and the most impactful one was by a friend who got him into some corporate mess and ended with him in prison. So yeah ✨trust issues✨ And since Ram is perfect at hiding his true feelings- he usually pretends to trust someone completely but internally he's prepared for the worst outcomes. But once his trust is genuinely earned- he is infinitely loyal and it is almost impossible to convince him to betray that person.

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☄️ COMET & ❇️ SPARKLE for the oc emoji ask for Ram? :]

Heeeeeyyyyyy thanks for the ask! :D

☄️ COMET - what do people assume about them? are they right?

Ram knows how to keep himself to appear as non threatening as possible, so most of the time people assume that he is a chill easy going and social dude. Which is true except sociability . On the sadder side- people usually think that he is having everything under control and handling pain and stress very well, but in reality he is just very good at hiding his negative emotions.

People with biases or enemies usually assume that he is stupid, lazy or weak- which is as wrong as it could get buuuut he prefers to be underestimated

Also people tend to assume, that he is very huggable and it is absolutely correct this man is a perfect hug-giver XD

❇️ SPARKLE - what is their most prized possession? what do they value?

On the moment of the plot- it's the Cat-thing!

That's a little custom drone he feverishly constructed right after he was let out of prison. It is objectively not good, made of cheap parts, runs on pirated software for a house companion drone (guess which animal XD ), breaks easily and can be quite annoying sometimes. Ram often remarks that he should take it apart for spare parts or throw it in the junk "where stupid thing belongs", but he fix it every time, looks worried if it's not around and absent-mindlessly pets it even though it can't feel touch

It is like accidental emotional support animal. And Ram refuse to acknowledge that he value Cat-thing despite the obvious

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so, what was Ram like as a kid? ^^

Aw, thanks a lot for the ask :3

Izak's (since he didn't get his neat street name yet) childhood was unhappy to say it lightly- he came from a town, where the population of goblinized people was minimal, so he got unfair share of bullying from other kids and adults alike. Also his (human) parents wasn't happy to suddenly get a troll baby, and treated him as a "trial from God" or a "curse". He tried desperately to be The Perfect Child to get some droplets of positive attention, but to no avail. Sooo he was smol, lonely, traumatized, terrified of almost everybody, avoiding conflicts at all costs and had no self-esteem whatsoever And for the appearance- I got some sketches, which I apparently, never posted before : purple boy in times of smallness :]

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titconao3 · 3 years ago

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5, 4, 3, 2, 1

thank you @perverse-idyll for the tag! Oh dear, remembering and choosing… not my strongest points ;-) chugs coffee also, i'll cheat, sorry ^_^;; because my focus is bad, and has only gotten worse with every passing year, so i find it harder and harder to read, watch, etc. i'm also very, very bad at rereading/rewatching, in part because i don't want to be disappointed and find flaws or discover my tastes are different and what i'd invested in just isn't my thing any longer. So, some of this stuff is more about what was formative, touched me at one point, than things i'm necessarily still into.

Tagging whoever is interested! i'm uncomfortable tagging specific people because i don't want anyone to feel like they must, or alternatively that i forgot them.

Five Essentials:

- Quiet and alone time.

- An Internet connection: most of my friendships happen online, it's vital for work, and of course entertainment. Preferably on a desktop, if not then a laptop, if i must... fine, my phone.

- Silly mindless computer games. It used to be card games, these days it’s computer mah-jong. i used to love an old… Wikipedia tells me in English it’s called a breakout game? You're throwing a ball at a wall of bricks to break them. Mine wouldn’t work when i was playing something on Winamp at the same time, back in the day on my first computer. Never found one i liked as much, sadly! i need those games to forget myself and drop into some sort of trance-like state, though it's not working as well as it used to. (Where's that bricks game when you need it) Some games that sound like they should fit my needs stress me out, like snake, minesweeper, Tetris.

- Fandom. Once the Internet became more widely available and my English was good enough, 20+ years ago, i jumped in and never looked back, though at some times it’s a looser connection than at others. It’s given me language knowledge, cultural knowledge, the escapism I sorely need at times, skills (especially once I started organising events), friendships <3 …

- i won’t go out without a colour-changing lil necklace - don’t think it still changes colours but who cares? i may or may not have a pile of mood jewelry. @pixelbypixelfanfic has its twin and that’s why i <3 it. LOOK AT HIM

Four films/Shows

- Star Trek:TOS, including the films. We will not mention here the more recent Treks, of which i haven't seen much anyway - in big part because i'm so done with the constant retconning of Spock's life and fam, like cmon guys, as if Sybok hadn't been more than enough already. i may or may not have invested too much into Spock as a kid, although i love them all. First fandom, even before i knew what fandom was.

- Blade Runner (haven't seen the new one), because of the music, the visuals, the nods to Metropolis and how it also shaped the scifi that came afterwards, because of That Death Scene on the roof (yes, i know the speech by heart) and also Zohra's and oh noes Pris and that time i stepped into the Bradbury Building.

- i was #shook by a couple of Mamoru Oshii films in the early aughts, Ghost in the Shell & Avalon (music by Kenji Kawai), and since it was my Japan Era there was also Jin-Roh, that film we won’t talk about (Grave of the Fireflies), the Kenshin OAV (the one about his early years. TOMOEEEE!! i even bought the music. yes, me. music. bought. look it was a long time ago), and a couple more. Neon Genesis Evangelion, of course :-b (NOT Shinji ;-)

- Back when i was in uni, there was a cinema club where they showed films in the largest auditorium. i went almost every week, and that's where i watched Buster Keaton's The General (i dragged a friend who was horrified at the idea of a B&W silent film... he laughed out loud for 75 min straight\o/ ), Some Like It Hot, but also more recent stuff like the early Tim Burtons (this was the early aughts). The seats were horribly uncomfortable, some of the films were 3h+ long boring adaptations of boring books (no, i really do not like Madame Bovary), but it helped fueled my cinema-going years. i watched Korean films in tiny independent cinemas, that kind of thing ;-) Today, it takes a lot for me to go pay lots of money, sit still for 2/3 hours, grit my teeth while people keep noisily munching on pop corn and slurping sodas or whatever; i try to time my cinema-going for viewings with smaller audiences, but... So, i'll go a couple of times in a year, for something that will be entertaining and silly and won't ask me to focus too much (because it's not at home, where i can easily go back, pause, take a break to absorb and process, take my time, etc) like Jurassic World or John Wick.

Three books:

- The Discworld series as a whole, for its humanity and humour and on-point commentary and… and… flails everything

- Let’s add some manga i loved: Gunnm though i think in English it's titled Alita Battle Angel or something like that (one of the sources for my What-does-human/personhood-means kink, though it probably started as early as my first encounter with good old Spock), City Hunter, Saint Seiya (don’t think about the dubbing don’t think bout the dubbing don’t think about the dubbing). Also, Please Save My Earth, though i much preferred the OAVs visually. Liked the music, too.

- i used to be a voracious reader. Then, i studied literature for reasons, and it sucked all the joy out of reading books. Took years (and, to be honest, fandom) for me to start loving reading again, but i could never go back to ~The Classics~ . i read the entire Search For Lost Time at the time i started to disconnect from reading, and i remember nothing of it. i liked it, it just left no trace in me. So now i'll read the Vorkosigan series and love it, but don't ask me to pick up some Dickens. These days, i can't.

Re music, well - i don't really listen to music. i listened to some stuff as a teenager, probably in no small part because it was expected, i even took music lesson as an adult because i wanted to know how instruments worked. But as time goes by, i grow more and more intolerant to noise, and music is noise to me. i'll have the occasional YouTube trawl-through because i'll remember some old thing i liked way back when (liked, or more accurately that i associate with someone/thing), but often not even finish the song or piece of music. It's like, idk, ballet or skating for me: i can recognize the hard work and artistry that goes into it; it just doesn't do anything for me, beyond maybe a bit of nostalgia (until i remember that aside from less creaky bones and stiff joints, i don't want to go back in time and i don't miss my younger years). i used to listen to some film scores, and sometimes songs used in shows i enjoyed. Haven't done that in a long while, though. Now, if i want to shut out the world when i'm in the train or something, i'll put on a podcast or some white noise app.

Quote: nah, fandom’s free and i won’t put a price on it (whew, dodged that one ;-)

#tagged #tagging game #about me i guess

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dragonrider9905 · 1 year ago

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Thank you so much for the tag @ladysongmaster! I love learning about your works! This was fun to read. Hmmmm lots of good questions here!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

I have 28! Twenty-eight!!!! Wow! I never thought I'd have that many when I started writing almost two years ago now!

2. What's your total A03 word count?

163,211

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Mainly Star Wars; I write for the clones mostly. I have thought of branching out but so far...I've just been writing for The Bad Batch and other companies. I do have a few OCs but I do write 'canon' stuff as well.

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Kindred Spirit

Sorry I'm Late

The End is a New Beginning

This Bond Between Us

The Days We Hold Dear

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes, I do! I love interacting with people who read my stories, especially if they are people I see often. It is so fun to see people pop up in multiple stories and feeling like there is a little community. I have so much fun sharing their fun of my story. It is special beyond how I know how to describe it.

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Ugh, good question....I love writing angst but rarely end with it...mostly it is happy endings or bittersweet. I'm going to go with If Only Time. It is sort of a moment for Hunter and Tech after Tech's death for Hunter to heal a little.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I'm going to go with For the Dancing and the Dreaming because it is angsty near the end so it makes the ending that much happier...but otherwise, generally, I have happy endings.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Not that I know of. If I have, it has never been to my face.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

No, I don't.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Yes!!!!! Right now, I have three OCs with their own stories that will collide at some point! I am excited for that when I get there! One is a Tech x OC and the other two are Crosshair x OC and Hunter and OC.

Technically, We're in Love and Broken, Not Shattered.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of...I would hope no one would steal my works; but I also never considered it because I don't think they are necessarily stealing worthy sometimes :D

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, I haven't.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes!!!! It is so fun to do! The entire Hunter's Stress Journal Series is cowritten between me and a friend. It is an absolute blast!

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

I don't know :D I just love ships XD right now, I'm on the Andor x Jyn ship because I only just saw Rogue One and believe they deserved so much better.

15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Honestly, I am having a lot of doubts with many of my fics so I'm feeling that way pretty generally. Shelter from the Storm though is a long game plan I have so that would be the top of my list of the doubting.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I like writing character's feelings, reader inserts, and doing third person. I love descriptions and trying to get into character's heads.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Definingly action scenes. I suck at action. Also, sometimes pacing. I can take either too long or too short to get to a point sometimes.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I love adding other languages in the writing! But I try not to over do it or make it unrealistic. Personally, I think it is charming but I know not everyone thinks that. I just like special pet names in other languages or characters that speak other languges.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Star Wars The Bad Batch :D My first fic ever is Shelter from the Storm. It is a Hunter and OC story.

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

I don't know if I have a favorite honestly....I love a lot of the ones I have written...I can't choose a favorite among my children :D

NPT: @eclec-tech @photogirl894 @apocalyp-tech-a @jedipoodoo @masterjedilenaaa @techs-stitches @ovaa-bi-bia @carolinetano7567 @imabeautifulbutterfly @trapezequeen and anyone who wants to play!

20 Questions for Fic Writers

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

23 public but I’ve archived 26 so total of 49!

2. What's your total A03 word count?

344,609

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Star Wars! Specifically the clone wars and bad batch eras

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

I Bleed the Same (M)

Evenly Trimmed (E)

Phonetic Convergence (T)

Two Years to the Day (T)

Getting Some in the Gunship (E)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes! I love gushing with people who are excited about the same things that I am. Also to give my thanks for taking the time to read my works.

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I guess the only one that followed canon where Wolffe makes it to where Rex and Ahsoka can’t have contact

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

All of them except the above mentioned

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Not that I’m aware of! I do have a secret hater from afar though hehe

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I do!! And I’m not sure lol. The nothing-is-left-to-the-imagination kind? Copious use of the words cock and cunt? What do you want me to say?

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Also not that I’m aware of! ALSO ALSO! I just want to take this opportunity to say that fics that share ideas or tropes don’t count as plagiarism. Unless it’s a word for word verbatim copy, please touch grass.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes! It was such a good experience and I highly recommend!!

Sheevy SithDonald’s (E)

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

Rexsoka!! 💙🧡

15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

All of the other longfic ideas I have lmao

16. What are your writing strengths?

I guess writing the thoughts of all characters present? Third person omniscient I believe

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Writing action scenes. Actually, anything that’s not romance or smut, I’m staring into the void of the google doc

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

In a fictional language? Sparse use of Mando’a can be fun! I’ve not yet attempted an irl language other than English

19. First fandom you wrote for?

…One Direction… please don’t look at me I do not wish to be perceived

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

Evenly Trimmed (E)

Thank you @sleepingbeauty21 for tagging me! This one was really fun!!

No pressure tags @whyamismall / @maxrebofeetpics / @melting-houses-of-gold / @taylorswiftscar / @lamaenthel and whoever else wants to!

#tag game #star wars the clone wars #the bad batch #fanfiction writing #fanfic #fanfic writer #ao3 writer

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detectiveinchicago · 5 years ago

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Sparks Fly: Chapter 7

Chapters list here

Note: Hi guys! Thank u for all the comments and reviews, you are amazing. If you want to be tag in this story please let me know. Sorry for taking so long for this one. English is not my first language. Enjoy xxx.

DISCLAIMER: GIF IS NOT MINE.

WARNING: Bad language

“What is this?” Jess asked getting out of the car.

“This is the most annoying police unit in the world” Caitlyn answered looking across the street.

“They don’t give up, do they?” O.A asked looking at the suspect in custody.

“They clearly don’t” Caitlyn answered again rolling her eyes.

"I think we should have a link with them, one or two people who can give us a better picture. They play local" Sheryll explained “I was like them” she added referring to the fact that she once was a NYPD cop.

"This is not how we work Sheryll" Jess said looking at her.

"They can help us talk to the detectives who investigated the previous cases and save us time” Hanna added looking at Jess.

“This is also a local gang, they have advantage” Kenny said talking for the first time. Every time he spoke, Caitlyn’s heart was a complete mess. God, he still had that effect on her, even after all those years.

“If they are so good why they couldn't catch this man when he wasn't out of control yet?” Jess asked.

"I’m good Jess, because you taught me right and I couldn’t even touch this guy so far” Caitlyn answered quietly “Believe in me, they are not my cup of tea but we need them"

"I know you don't team up with cops Jess but we can give it a try" O.A said looking at Jess shrugging his shoulders.

"It’s the most annoying elite unit for sure" Caitlyn added rolling her eyes “But it’s an elite unit after all”

Jess walked through the police line to the Intelligence Unit that was now picking up suspects to put them in the car.

"Sergeant, I am Jess Lacroix, Special Agent in Charge of the Most Wanted team" Jess showed up holding out her hand.

"Sergeant Hank Voight" Voight replied curtly shaking Jess's hand.

"I'm going to need you to give us the suspects, we have a search warrant” Jess said.

'We have one too" Voight answered with an unfriendly face.

"This man is on the Most Wanted list" Jess explained peacefully “but if you want you can choose two of your detectives to join us and keep you update with the investigation”

"Halstead, Upton” Voight called his detectives “You are joining them, I want daily updates”

“Good for me Sergeant” Hailey answered looking at them.

“So what do we know?” Sheryll asked looking at the suspects in handcuffs.

“This is a local gang, well known allies of the Russian mafia that has several crimes to their credit among them are known for the trafficking of women” Upton explained.

“I went undercover to see if I could find out some information about their drugs. We believe that this gang provides drugs to Russians for the trafficking of women, so if they are providers of the Russians then there is a very good possibility that they are also offering this drugs to our suspect” Caitlyn explained to the Most Wanted team.

“Which drugs?” Jess asked

"The common ones but the police think they are also offering GHB, Zolpidem, Benzodiazepines, MDMA” O.A answered.

“Rape drugs” Sheryll said looking at Jess.

“Did any of the victims test positive?” Jess asked.

“All victims tested positive for benzodiazepines” Upton said.

“Thing is that benzodiazepines are prescribed to treat anxiety, panic attacks, insomnia, and several other conditions, and are also frequently used recreationally but since he uses them very often we think he must be buying them” O.A explained.

“We need to test the other victims” Caitlyn told him.

“Other victims?” Jay asked his sister surprised by this new piece of information.

“We think there were at least fifty-five victims in Chicago in the last six years” Caitlyn admitted looking at him.

“We were hoping you can help us out to check this with the detectives who run these cases, most of them went to different detectives but we figure his M.O out” O.A said.

“All the victims were brunette with blue eyes and were wearing red lipstick” Cailtyn added “I asked the forensic to run a lab on the lipstick”

“So he has a type” Hanna concluded.

“But not an M.O, that’s how he kept police distracted. He cuts their fingerprints in most of the cases and usually all the victims died stabbed or in a very violent way” O.A answered.

“Ok, split out, find something useful” Jess said while Caitlyn started looking around, she saw and alley next to the house.

“Hey, is that a camera?” She asked a police officer pointing at the brick wall “Do you think it works?”

“It might, doesn’t seem too damage” The officer answered.

“Get that footage out for me, would you?” Caitlyn asked looking at the camera in the alley before turning around. She saw Kenny working on the car with his computer so she started walking towards him. She rubbed her sweaty hands and took a deep breath but before she could even open her mouth Kenny spoke first.

"How many hearts do you think you have broken since you left me, Catilyn?" He asked without even looked at her. He was completely sure that she had moved on very quickly, probably start dating people a few months after she left.

Caitlyn was astonished. To say that the question had taken her by surprise was an understatement. “Wait, What…? Where that question even came from?”

“What do you need?” Kenny asked with an annoyed face.

“I came here to tell you that I have just found a camera in the backyard and that I told CPD to get that footage out for me so you can check it out” Caitlyn answer starting to feel enraged “Stupid son of a bitch” she whispered to herself.

She was completely furious. How dared he to talk her like that? She was just trying to be nice since they were going to work together. She could think a thousand of insults to him, she couldn’t believe the boldness and presumption of Kenny.

————flashback————

It had been two months since she had left Kenny but Caitlyn was still trying to get back into her feet. She was having a rough time adapting to the new office, the new coworkers and the new expectations, something that everyone seems to have about her. She couldn’t complain tough; her teammates were pretty cool but they weren’t the Most Wanted team. Sheryll and Clinton texted her a few times to see how she was doing and of course Jess called or texted her almost every day but still. She was still feeling like crap. Caitlyn was seeing a therapist weekly and that was helping a lot. The first month she could barely sleep or do anything at all. And also, there were the panic attacks every time she came home, when she realized she was all by herself and really lonely. No friends, no family. Loneliness was the worst part of it, feeling the silence and the lack of people in her house, not only because of Kenny but also because of her team, they spent so much time together that she was never really alone. The first few days, she used to sit there just listening to the silence. She started having nightmares about her tours for the first time since she got back from Middle East, at first it was about Angelyne, Jess wife but then it was about everything, things she wasn’t even afraid of. In all those years she had never even have one nightmare and now she was falling apart. Therapist said it was due to the stress and anxiety.

“You did it good today, new girl” Her partner O.A said walking into the locker room and taking her out of her thoughts.

“Thanks, I’m trying to” Cailtyn answered taking her bag “See you tomorrow” she added walking to the door before Scola walked in.

“So who wants to go to that bar in Soho to celebrate a case well done?” Scola said walking to his locker.

“Mm, nice. I’m in” Kristen said walking in with Emily.

“Let’s go then” O.A accepted.

“We can watch tonight’s game” Emily added.

“What do you say new girl? Are you in?”

“I think I’m going home for tonight; it was a tough case”

“Oh come on! You have been here for a month now and you haven’t go out with us not even once so I’m start thinking that you might hate us”

Caitlyn rolled her eyes and sigh to that monologue “Ok, let’s go then” she said.

How bad a few drinks can be after all? It was better than staying at home alone for sure. Caitlyn knew she was going to be alright eventually, maybe someday. Caitlyn knew it deep inside her. One day she will be ready to move on. Maybe having a game night with her teammates was a good start for that path.

————flashback————

“I saw you talking to Kenny” O.A walking from behind her “How did the ex-husband – ex-wife talk go?”

Caitlyn gave him a death look “I hate people O.A”

“Oh, that bad?” He said raising his eyebrows

“He asked me how many hearts do I think I broke since I left him” Caitlyn answered rolling her eyes.

“So he is angry” O.A commented

“As if I wasn't too, he wasn't the only one in the relationship, the last time I checked there were two of us”

“Wasn’t? So you are not angry anymore” O.A pointed raising his eyebrows.

“I moved on, O.A” Caitlyn commented looking at her partner.

His partner replied “Did you? You have just told me one hour ago that you possibly haven’t move on, that your heart stops every time he looks away and that he makes you feel like a teenager”

Caitlyn gave him a death look “I changed my mind” she said clenching her teeth.

“We are taking them to HQ for questioning” Sheryll said “We found some stuff at the house but no drugs so far”

“C’mon, let’s see if we can find this son of a bitch” Caitlyn answered looking at them.

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Tag list:

@lovecatystuff @bethii1 @give-jack-a-lightsaber @thevelvetseries @lovingfanofupstead @proceduralpassion @sadsot @chicagogirl2019 @cpdfan231 @bxrgesses @onechicago-upsteadrhekker @dethaileyupton @itsdesiree86 @anotheronechicagobog @halstudandruz @hereforthedale @cactiem @nhcwdw @anotherfan07 @thetwit @corebore123

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v-1enna · 4 years ago

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yuh ok

1. how did you choose your url?

it's a combination of two wilbur soot songs! losing face and since i saw vienna.

2. any side blogs?

this is a side blog, technically! i'm not sharing my main because it's got my name in it, but another one of my side blogs is @tnbwdlm!!

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

good question. i think my main blog was made in 2016? but i only really started using tumblr this year!

4. do you have a queue tag?

as a twitter migrant, i reblog things whenever the fuck i want, just like i did with retweets. no i do not :)

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

losingvienna was created in january of 2021, while i was taking a break from twitter. i had a mental breakdown but i still wanted to keep up with the dream smp, and also write fanfiction, so i created this blog! when i permanently left twitter in february i made the switch to this as my main form of social media, however i don't spend nearly as much time on tumblr as i used to on twitter.

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

last year (on christmas day, actually!) i drew an image of a disembodied hand holding an actual human heart, inspired by the lyric "my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand" from taylor swift's "ivy". i am obsessed with line drawings of realistic human hearts! the background is currently the enby flag, because it's pride month and this is my first pride as a non-binary person!

7. why did you choose your header?

it matches the background of my regular profile picture. that's pretty much it 😭

8. what's your post with the most notes?

this is the post with the most notes, however this is the top post at the moment when i turn on "show top posts"

9. how many mutuals do you have?

i'm gonna be honest and say i don't know how to check this 🧍

10. how many followers do you have?

675! a lot of those people followed me for fanfiction, i am so sorry that you have to see this mess

11. how many people do you follow?

606!

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

my whole life is a shitpost xx

but yes, i've made many a shitpost in my time, not exclusively on tumblr either. on my old, now deleted, wattpad account, i posted a "wax" (will byers x max mayfield) fanfiction that was pure comedy. i feel like my series of lesson planning posts could also count as shitposts.

13. how often do you use tumblr everyday?

no comment 🤐

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

this is embarrassing, but in 2017, when i was fourteen, i sent a friend of mine who i had recently had a fight with some anon hate. they knew it was me 😭

15. how do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts?

this depends. if it's something like "if you don't reblog this something bad will happen to you" i ignore it because the immunity doggo will protect me. if it's stuff about things going on in the world, sometimes i will be more inclined to scroll, not because i don't care but because there's so much shit going on in the world that it stresses me out. a lot.

these posts can be really anxiety inducing, and if you genuinely believe that if someone doesn't reblog a post about something you care about makes them a bad person, then you need to get your priorities in order.

16. do you like tag games?

yes! sometimes they're a bit stressful to participate in and/or take a little while to complete (ahem, this!!!) but on the most part i enjoy them, yes.

17. do you like ask games?

PLEASE SEND ME MORE ASK GAMES I BEG OF YOU

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

my child basil! i watched her grow into a pillar of the mcyt fanfic community 🥺

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

i used to! y'all know who you are.

but i don't anymore. i'm too busy simping for actors who will never know i exist.

20. tags?

@glazeddoughnutpancake @atty-goldstein @basilly

don't feel pressured to do this! it takes a long time and i understand if you don't want to!

I got tagged by Marie, thank you!! <3

1. why did you choose your url?

I know I tried a few others first that were taken and this one was just something silly I chose that I ended up really liking

2. any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

I did try to make a wind in the willows sideblog that failed spectacularly somehow. It wouldn’t let me reblog the posts from my main account, and then tumble glitched and ate it ☹

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

I made my blog in 2017 and lurked around a bit. I only really started using it in 2019

4. do you have a queue tag?

Yes, it’s “all I ask of queue” like the song from Phantom, “All I Ask of You.” I thought it was super clever when I came up with it

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

Gosh I don’t know if I remember… I think I just kind of started it for fun, and then briefly it was a Dr Who blog, but then I changed to whump

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

It was Killian from OUAT before but then I moved out of my OUAT phase. The picture I have now is actually a screenshot I took of a gif and it took soooo many tries to get the one I wanted

7. why did you choose your header?

I thought it was fitting, but the constant movement of the gif annoys me so I’ve been trying to find a new one

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

That post about Distractible I made the other day (Link) I’m still shook

9. how many mutuals do you have?

I consider anyone I semi-regularly interact with the be a mutual so maybe 6-7

10. how many followers do you have?

293

11. how many people do you follow?

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

Oh for sure every post I made can probably count as one XD

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

I pop on and off all day on most days

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

I don’t think I’ve ever fought with another blog

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

They annoy me because they give me anxiety but usually I just scroll past them

16. do you like tag games?

I LOVE tag games but I’m awful at keeping up with them

17. do you like ask games?

I LOVE ASK GAMES

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

Oh def Marie (@the-wandering-whumper)

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

I have platonic crushes on all of my mutuals

20. tags?

@probiepannikar @thewanderingace @personinthepalace @catsafari25 @dratandbotherbotheranddrat @castiel-saved-me-from-myself @dreamsequencer

#tag game #long post

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