#sooooooooooo this episode

[storge]

Even though I've glimpsed the past, my memories haven't truly returned. It feels like I saw someone else's life.

One Room Angel (2023) 1.05 'Memories'

[nicollekidman]

buffy knows spike loves her during season five. buffy knows spike loves her when she comes back and seeks comfort/silence in his presence. and as she comes back to herself and tries to make peace with the fact that she’s Here Again, she still knows he loves her. and i think part of the Big Bad Grabbing The Slayer For The Darkness routine they both cling to is that it allows them to pretend this huge thing isn’t between them so they can get what they both want (someone to stay).

and like obviously buffy cannot allow herself to believe that he loves her for many reasons, but she DOES believe it, she can’t make herself unknow it even though she tries so hard. which is partially where the breakdown with tara in 6.13 comes from because the cognitive dissonance of soulless spike loving her as if he has a soul while she is so lost within herself that the only way she can reach for him is to use him (which would be fine if he was the big bad grabbing the slayer for the darkness) which is hurting him! unfathomably! but he’s supposed to be the corruption! how can he??? any of it???

meanwhile spike has watched the woman he loves be brought back as a shell and he wants to see the light in her eyes and he can touch her now and sometimes that’s enough to make her laugh but he can’t linger in those moments or she’ll go away again! so he can play the role he needs to play so she’ll stay, as if he could keep her anywhere she didn’t want to be. as if he wants her to be in the dark instead of bringing him into the light. but how could he ask for anything more when he already got her back and he didn’t even need to kill her afterwards.

and so they hurt each other and he forgets himself and asks her if she even likes him and it’s too honest and he’s asking too much (he asks for nothing) so before she can throw her life away like it’s nothing, he puts the game face on, makes himself a target, and swallows it all. and she can’t unknow. and it would all be fine except he’s a vampire and she’s the slayer and how can he just say it like it’s nothing when she needs to beat his face in just to keep from screaming.

[softhairedhotch]

Tommy Kinard and Howard 'Chimney' Han in 9-1-1, Season Two Episode Sixteen.

+ tommy trying to corner a rooster <3

[ssahotchnerr]

mentally i’m smushing my face into his chest 😵‍💫

[mwagneto]

any time i remember time lord victorious arc i start shaking like a sick fucking dog

[sammygender]

THANK YOU OLI I don't get the season 8 hype. No Cas, Sam and Dean have the same conflict they've been having the entire show with no new angles like why????

YEAH LITERALLY. inital conflict is literally dean being angry at sam for trying to move on and heal which is just so intensely unlikeable and for some reason i was shocked by it and it made me genuinely dislike him. to me dean is at his most awful in s8..... like he's not. he's definitely not. gadreel possession in s9 and like most of s9/10 with the mark is much worse than anything he does in s8 and killing amy in s7 was sooo awful too. but dean is just so intensely a dick in s8 and i was so angry with him and not even in a fun way. like in s9/10 he is AWFUL but i enjoyed the drama. i didnt even enjoy the interpersonal drama in s8. which is when you know something is wrong

then again. im probably too harsh on it and am basing it off memories of sitting through the first half because i LOVE the trials and sacrifice and the great escapist so so much. and i love kevin <3 he's s8 right. but. to me s8 will always be the worst season. maybe i just hate what it brings to the shows canon. sam leaving dean for a girl and a dog (which is NOT EVEN WHAT HAPPENED... and if it WAS it wouldve been justified.... id support sam even if i thought he abandoned dean unprovoked idc.....) is constantly brought back like the worst of his sins even as late as like. s11. SHUT UP. first half of s8 is just upsetting for sam reasons and not in a fun way

[codecicle]

I am SOOOOOO normal about chip jrwi I'm so normal I'm so so so so normal about chip jrwi IM SOSOS FUCKIGJGNG NORMAL ABOTUT THSIS GUY IM NORMLA IM NORMAL IM NORMAL <- gnawing at the bars in its enclosure

[mo-ok]

🎉 Toku x Birthdays 🎉

Day 4 - Chinese Zodiac

🐂 Ox ~ Kuro Kishi Hyuuga 🐂

[le-velo-pour-dru]

Elementary school me was actually so right for being obsessed with Bad Little Boy from Adventure Time

[robertsbarbie]

I’m so normal about hook and emma (lying)

dude don’t even get me started on how normal i am about the two of them

[athymelyreply]

I’m a basic bitch. Chase is hot.

[sanstropfremir]

do u have any favorite covers kpop groups did of others?

oh boy do i EVER!!!

so you can only embed ten videos a post so unfortunately some of these are just gonna be links, but i have MANY beloved covers and i'm gonna start with the cover kings themselves a.c.e!!!!

plus also their twice medley cover, their youngblood cover, and donghun's cover of driver's license from their online concert last year. i do NOT want to talk about how in my feelings about them i am i need roka to give them back to me right now.

my all time fave stage of any survival show ever: the mega power vocal love in the ice cover from mixnine. there's literally no other stage that tops this for me i am dead serious:

onewe rewires my brain every single time they do a cover:

please see also: the chaser, eraser, dna, closer, bad guy

sungkyu's time walking through memories cover:

the original version is one of my fave songs of all time but onlyoneof fucking BODIED dawn on this one:

see also: dolphin, nine's cover of 23

seungwoo come back please:

does it count if there's a former idol in the band? bc south club did a fucking INCREDIBLE cover of next level mashed up with the guitar riff from smells like teen spirit:

it's not a cover of a kpop song but literally i cannot NOT link the rose's cover of ilysb:

ok last one she's not at all an idol but i would literally die for song so hee it was so nice of her to let bts cover her song:

ALSO!! if you are interested in covers i am going to recommend two shows: double trouble and superband!!! i wrote a post about my fave double trouble performances here and a bit explaining about the show. superband is a show where musicians get grouped up to form bands and compete! it's like a survival show but like 1000x better and the musicians are literally some of the best in korea. there's two seasons, here's two of my favourite performances (mostly there's too many to pick from and also a lot of the perfs from season one have been wiped from youtube):

this goth rock cover of oops i did it again (yes that one) pretty much singlehandedly won craxilver the show (featuring my beloved feral piano man)

this strings cover of creep (sorry about the subs and crop but see above) from hoppipolla, the winners of season one

also watch immortal songs

[veiledfox]

} Was able to distract myself from things for a while by figuring out a godless Cleric idea, sorta

He's a Shadow Magic Sorcerer, Grave Domain Cleric, and Way of Mercy Monk. He doesn't worship any god, and his powers come more from a connection to the Shadowfell that he's experienced and become used to (which has an innate connection to the Raven Queen, but he doesn't follow her directly).

[vyragosa]

see i come back and my notifs are just the same backpack comic and everyone going "I will Always reblog This" "same backpack SQUAD" and somehow EVERY mononoke anime blogs FINDING IT how is this happening!!!!!

yeah watch mushishi and ayakashi mononoke(anime not movie) if you haven't

[donghyuckkies]

i love art, so much

[parapsychoiogy]

i just think if star trek enterprise was really as bad as you guys like to pretend it is that it wouldnt trap people into loving it so passionately so easily