#sooooo idk what to do i just wanna kiss people whenever i want without being judged by her

[gayhotpriests]

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[marc-spectorr]

You're going to see the weekend live??? AHHHHH OMG this is so cooooool. Wish I could go with you and sing along his songs. Please tell me afterwards how it was OK???😍❤ oh and same here with Dua Lipa's songs. Whenever I hear a song from her I'm gonna dance around my flat. 😄 she's so good.

Don't worry about the prompts babe. I'm glad you had them saved so the broken laptop didn't delete them. I hope you can fix it soon though.

Haha yah... Steven definitely would feel sorry for you as soon he's got the job for tour guide at the museum. He'd probably ask Donna for a solution and she'd only get annoyed with him again. Imagining you would stand up for him after you realized that he wanted to help you get the job too. You'd put Donna on her place in front of everyone and Steven would look at you like 😍🥰

Also Jake the one that cleans up behind the boys?? 😅 Sis I wanna see that!! Him doing household, being tidy, taking out the trash but not without knocking over a full bin out of frustration because he can't get his trash inside anymore. He'd curse in Spanish too. Oh and while he's cooking delicious things (I'm sure he's a goooood cook) he'd listen to old Spanish songs and every now and then move his hips and feet along the rhythm. God I need a sitcom with Jake doing his everyday life. It'd be sooooo cool 😍😍😍

Callieeeee... if you don't mind me asking, what's your zodiac sign? 💖 I'm a saggitarius.♐

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eekekdkkjj i am 😭😭 i’m sooo pumped to finally see him live, i’ve been a fan for years!! it’s in july but i’ll definitely let you know how it goes (prob amazing bc it’s the weeknd and his energy is just w.o.w)

awww thank you! i really felt so bad that i can’t post them as planned uGH. but it’s alright! i was in need of a new laptop anyway so it works out lolol

omg donna makes me so angry haha! like how dare you act so mean to our sweet steven 🥺 he’s just so passionate about his job,,, seriously he’s the perfect tour guide/employee what more does she want??? but sjjdkdk imagine you and steven working together tho. having lunch breaks together, finding each other in the museum just to say hi, and maybe sneaking in a few kisses when no one’s watching hehe :)

and yeees!! jake just exudes oldest brother energy and is the most responsible out of the three lmao. he works hard to make their house a home agsjkdjd. def he’s a master chef and knows how to cook good food. he had a taste of marc and steven’s cooking once and was like yeah nOpe i’m in charge of what’s going into our bodies now. but he has a soft spot for steven so he’s always making sure what he’s cooking is vegan🥺

oOo i am a scorpio by the way :))) idk if that’s the vibe i’m giving people here tho LOL

love you to the moon and back sunnie 💞

[msyoonji]

Jungkook as your boyfriend

I'm gonna fucking yell while making this I can just feEL IT

.......*sigh* hol up.....lemme just....take a deep breath cause uh....we in for a wild ride friends

heres the other boy btw if ur interested Jimin Hobi Yoongi

•A complex boy lemme tell ya

•He just??? Never stops confusing and amazing you at the same damn time?

•He's probably really shy wen you first meet bc he's just not comfortable around people he's not used too

•Would stare at you while you're not looking cause he finds you interesting but he has no idea how to approach you??

•He's just as amazed by you as you are with him and you'll never understand that?

•Probably goes to one of the boys asking them for advice for a *friend* lmao they all know it's about him and you tho

•One day you're all hanging out and jimins like " oh y/n did you see jungkook in the last choreo practice vid? He did a great job didn't he"

•And jungkook turns so red but not before kicking jimin right in the ankle

•You don't rlly know if he likes you but the the boys **jimin and tae most likely** keep heavily hinting at it so in a bold move you go "yeah you looked really great kookie, maybe you can show it to me personally sometime ;)*

•AND HES 😳😳😳 "um*GULP* yeah s-sure whenever u wanna do it-- I MEAN NOT DO IT I MEAN 😰😰😰😰😰"

•And you just giggle and that's the moment jungkook always thinks back on when he's silently lying with you in bed,how sweet your giggle sounded and how he knew he'd never wanna live without it

•Once you guys have an established relationship tho,, forget all that shy shit lmao this boy annoying as hell!!!!

•Not the type of annoying where you hate being in the relationship and you wanted out but the type that ur like 'fuck you, you're so annoying'🙄🙄🙄🙄💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

•And he's like 'oh I'm sure you'd like too' and you'd give em the side eye but your cheeks can't help but turn light pink

•Sooooo competitive. Turns everything into a game or challenge

•You could be folding your laundry and he's like 'I bet I could fold more socks then you in 10 seconds' but this attitude never stops you guys from having fun, although he makes everything a competition he really doesn't care all that much about winning and would gladly fail to see you smile

•Also believe it or not....jungkook a soft boy!! He likes to be praised and told he's doing a good job and if it comes from you, the person he most cares about, he'd feel like he'd be able to do anything.

•Wen he gets in that sentimental mood he makes sure all the members are out of the house it's just the two of you probably, lights some candles dim th lights((now girl))((sorry lmaoo)) lays out rose petals •literally every cliche romantic thing  he can think of bc he wants to make it feel as perfect for you as you make him feel

•At times like these I think he'd love if you were on top, being able to see you move and hear all your sounds even if it's just you breathing heavily would turn him on so much idk how he'd even keep still long enough???

•Also did I mention wat a sub he is bc u yeah that's another fact

•Not all the time tho......no....not wen.....jealous jeon arrive,,,,oh boy

•Lemme set th mood lmao-

•It'll b like,,, he invites you out for dinner with the rest of th boy and when they go to pick you up you're wearing a low cut top and tbh it's even thaaat low cut but jungkook know what pervs his hyungs are •so he grab u by th waist n *whisper* (more like yells for everyone in th car 2 hear)

•"Y are you wearing that I think you should change."

•And you, being you are like "jeon jungkook who tf do you think your talking to like that.im not changing my clothes so you better change that attitude."

•And now he angry cause all the members heard and they teasin the shit outta him so wen it's finally time 2 leave the restaurant and go home....shit go down.

•Once y'all get into your apartment literally slams ur body against a wall with his hikes your legs up around his waist kisses u till ur gasping for air

•likes holding you up ((kinda 2 show off 4 u but also)) bc the ache in his muscles really get him goin

•Into dirty talk

•Wants to hear you tell him how good he makes you feel,doesn't even have to be a full sentence, just little sounds of pleasure would drive him NUTS

•A whiny boy, he'd be making all sorts of moans and groans while it's happening bc he feels like it'd show you how good you are to him

•"Tell me how much you want me baby"

•Wen u don't answer expect spanking on the butt or your hair being pulled, and •possessive™ jk to show up

•"You're mine, all fucking mine don't forget that"

•Also les be real  he just wants to hear you say your his bc he's insecure about loosing you

•Wants to have constant reassurance that you're as deep into the relationship as he is

•he would value the time after sex where you both laid there in each other's embraces even if you're both sweaty as hell

•it would mean the world to him whenever you asked him questions about his day and he could just let the words flow out of himself freely bc I feel like jungkook is the type of person who always wants to appear perfect and it's a difficult thing to do when you're in the spotlight

•so moments like these where he can figuratively let his hair down and relax for once are times he'd look forward too from the moment he wakes up in the morning till the next possible time he could b near you

[critical--veins]

Answer all of those horrible questions 🙌🏼

Damn if u say so!

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

yes! I luv my parents v much they’re so supportive of me :’)

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

my parents! lol

03: Do you regret anything?

I regret agreeing to answer all these :) :)

04: Are you insecure?

BOY AM I

05: What is your relationship status?

lonely wit a big fat heart!

06: How do you want to die?

soon?

07: What did you last eat?

I’m eating a veggie burger now & it’s tasty, idk what its made of but it’s tasty

08: Played any sports?

I did competitive cheerleading in high school :-)

09: Do you bite your nails?

no !

10: When was your last physical fight?

I physically fight myself everyday, she’s a fucking bitch

11: Do you like someone?

u see.. I have an underlying crush on a boy I can’t have... that I repress,,, so for the sake of this uhhh nope def not in luv with anyone ,,

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

no, but now I’m intrigued? should I??? am I missing out?

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

lucy

14: Do you miss someone?

yes I miss my best friend & my family sooooo much going to school far away is rlly hard sometimes :///

15: Have any pets?

I HAVE THREE CATS, ANGEL MEEKO AND FINN & THEY’RE WONDERFUL

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

ok real talk,, really good! I met with my adviser to schedule my fall classes & we had such a good talk, she told me I was so organized & it was a lovely conversation, she’s so sweet I luv her. also I took two fucking exams today & I don’t think I flopped on any of those, then I just spent an hour in lab lookin at fish so I’ve had a rlly good productive day & that’s rare bc usually I’m just Sad :) 

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

NO SOUNDS HOT THO

18: Are you scared of spiders?

if they sneak up on me yes! otherwise they’re not the worst! kinda cute!

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

fuck noooooo I’ve grown so much these past two years or so & I still am tbh, don’t wanna relive all that shit lol

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

if by snog u mean kissed.. uhhhh chili’s parking lot ahahasdkalk

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

I’m going on a day trip to boston on saturday to go to the aquarium?? never been to boston so that’s exciting & aquariums are so fuckin cute.. then sunday I’m going to a hardcore show w my friend for a band called boundaries & I luv those guys :) 

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

YEAH PROBABLY LIKE 2

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

just my lobes but I want my noseeee so bad

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

I’m a slut for science

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

I miss some friends sometimes

26: What are you craving right now?

fuck man so much affection, I’ve been single for a long ass time now,,, gotta cuddle myself :/ :/

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

yeah it wasn’t all that tho, not a good time lol 

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

no!

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

idk

30: What’s irritating you right now?

college has been really fucking intense & I wanna go home, plus there’s a boy making my life one big shit plate but it’s been this way for like a year so Ii’m fiene :) 

31: Does somebody love you?

I hope lol 

32: What is your favourite color?

GREEN :) 

33: Do you have trust issues?

I’m kind of a fool actually & I trust too easily so if anyone wants to hmu & tell me how to distance myself without missing him that’d be gr8 lol. . 

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

damn this is bouta fuckin expose me! I dreamed about the boy from q33 & q30 bc he has broken my brain! it was a nice dream tho, my dreams are the only time it’s nice hahahahahasdoiflksdjfl

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

I don’t often cry in front of ppl but I think the last time I did was in front of my parents bc they were helping me pay for school. they give me so much I felt really bad but so thankful at the same time & just had a fucking meltdown lol, college is expensive it’s real fucked

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

IF I HAD TO SUM UP MY PERSONALITY IT WOULD BE “gives out second chances too easily” LOL

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgetttt

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

god I fuckin hope not

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

I was 16 I was rlly old, bc ulgy & introverted

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

no but again, should I ?

51: Favourite food?

mac & cheese will forever be the most superior food & u can’t change my mind

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

absolutely not lol

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

uhhhh I was listening to balance & composure, and la dispute & staring at the wall bc that’s all I do

54: Is cheating ever okay?

I’m gonna say no but if it DOES happen, pls don’t stay with that person, break up with them, be honest, just don’t continue on like nothing happened bc if you’re cheating you obv don’t care enough about the person to be able to have a real healthy & sustainable relationship. 

55: Are you mean?

I never fucking talk

56: How many people have you fist fought?

zero (see above answer)

57: Do you believe in true love?

I believe the human brain is weird as fuck & if you wanna believe in true love you can have it, but the other person has to be on the same page u kno what I mean?? is true love real? no. but is anything real? also no. 

58: Favourite weather?

I’m a summer hoe til I die! gimme sunshine & fucking HEAT

59: Do you like the snow?

I do loveeeeeeeeee the snow tho it’s so pretty, I just love being outdoors & I get cold easily so summer is my shit. 

60: Do you wanna get married?

I WANNA GET MARRIED RIGHT FUCKING NOW

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

it’s the best

62: What makes you happy?

music, art, nature, my friends & family

63: Would you change your name?

I like the name lucy! I just wish whenever I tell ppl my name’s lucy they didn’t respond by telling me about a dog they knew named lucy (it happens almost every time lmalkdfj) 

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

all I think about is kissing the last person I kissed, it’d be the best thing lol 

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

idk man, I’d be like “thank u” 

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

yes!

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

the fucking boy I’ve been complaining about for every question lmao

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

probably my friend emily! we always get deep it’s gr8

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

I do not at all actually

70: Is there anyone you would die for? 

DIE FOR MY FRIENDS YO

thank u for tha ask sorry if my answers suck :)

[fluffandlove]

Shoujo Life Update~

Cuddles, tickles, kisses and a liiiiittle bit of angst oooh boy 

Imma type this real quick without rereading it cause it’s almost 2:30 in the morning oh god I need to sleep x’D 

This week was very chaotic as we’re getting used to this new lifestyle and trying to get settled and shit --> reason why I’m so inactive I am so sorry buuuut as soon as school starts, we’ll probably get settled for real 

Trying to settle means walking around Japan, practicing our Japanese (I am legit so proud every time I manage to squeak out an entire sentence, it’s unreal), getting to know each other and all that shizzle. Crush friend and girlfriend and I have been my best mates so far and we’ve been together pretty much everyday, planning together and eating together and I’ve noticed that crush friend is getting overly touchy with me huuuueeee 

So our homeroom teacher showed us our school and once we got showed around and got back in the elevator to go back to the first floor, I suddenly felt two hands cupping my waist from behind, fingers reeeaal gently stroking my stomach, so I freaked the fuck out and started screeching lol 

Crush friend chuckled behind me as he continued to caress and tickle me at the same time while one of my new friends yelled out, “Omg, she’s ticklish!” aND EVERYONE STARTED POKING AND SQUEEZING ME I FUCKING SHIT YOU NOT. IN THE ELEVATOR. I couldn’t even get away bc crush friend kept holding my waist and pulled me against his chest, laughing against my neck and it was really bad hahhahahahahhahaa help  That same day we went to hang out in our shared lobby and I was really cold at some point and I said so out loud so new guy friend, crush friend and new girl friend went, “Let’s warm her up!” 

and they all went to sit/lie on top of me LOOOOL I started laughing so hard because on one hand I was being squished to death but it was also really warm and cozy. Crush friend had his nose buried in my neck, grinning like a little shit, new girl friend was sitting on my legs, and new guy friend was kinda half leaning/lying against me. 

“Hey Jo... your knees are really pretty...” new girl friend randomly said and started tracing them with her nails. I was wearing shorts sooooo I yeah rip I flipped and burst out laughing. “Like, they’re not too prominent and shit... oooh and they’re sensitive, tooo...”

Crush friend casually wrapped his hand around my torso, fingers resting on my ribs, just letting them sit there but it was enough to make me jump and squeak more. He was still breathing/chuckling against my neck, which tickled as well, and I couldn’t fucking move because of all the weight so I was pretty much trapped, only able to kick my legs x’DDD 

Afterwards we went to the ping pong table and played a little bit. I was putting up a fight as he was pretty good and he went, “Ugh, doesn’t she ever give up?” Girl friend, the fucking traitor, called out, “Just pull up your shirt! That’s her weak spot!”

“Ooooh?” THAT ASSHOLE SMACKED THE BALL TOWARDS ME AND THEN LIFTED UP HIS SHIRT A BIT AND I FUCKING BLUSHED AND LET THE BALL FLY PAST ME. “It worked! I gotta use that more often!” which he did. I hate him 

There’s also this one part where him and me were waiting for girl friend to get ready and we were standing in her tiny hallway. We were goofing around a bit until he narrowed his eyes, pushed me against the wall and tickled my sides for a bit heeelpppp ad=asfiuasdjfksd I’m so weak for this nGH and he’s been hugging me from behind from time to time and ugh gOD this guy 

and noooow for the drama part...  Both of us were super tired and irritated bc one girl in our group that’s constantly annoying everyone, particularly him  (they srsly hate each other’s guts) and he’s real homesick as I found out today so that was probably also a part of it, buuuut we had a small fight. In front of a few people, things got kinda out of hand and I left the scene to go to my room to cry my eyes out. Now that I think about it, this happens in every fucking shoujo whenever things go too well, I mean, we were being so overly touchy and flirty that something had to go wrong, right? x’) 

I cried a lot bc I hadn’t cried this entire trip yet, really wanted to but didn’t have time/patience so I guess it was a combination of exhaustion, homesickness, shock from the fight, etc. Girl friend came over to calm me down and comfort me, and eventually left after inviting me over to go get breakfast the next morning. One tiiiiny problem: crush friend was gonna be there as well

“Isn’t that gonna be a problem?” I asked “Eeeeh, not sure? I guess we’ll see.” 

BOIIIII it was awkward. The next morning I woke up with swollen eyes, like, I had literally cried so much that I couldn’t see straight and the three of us left to go get food. Girl friend was trying to play peacekeeper, making conversation and trying to get us to talk, but crush friend simply refused to even look at me, which resulted in me not looking at him. He even fucking walked around me and made sure not to get near me.  After a good fucking 20 minutes, I ran out of patience and while girl friend was busy with her umbrella, I looked up at him with watery eyes and mumbled, “Dude, are you so mad at me that you’re gonna ignore me?” 

And then he finally looked at me. He blinked, then looked away and sighed. “Not mad... just, irritated I guess.” I didn’t really know how to reply to that so we just looked at each other. My eyes were filling up with tears once again upon realizing that this was the only thing he was gonna say, so I nodded. “Okay.” and walked past him but then 

I felt his two large hands on my shoulders, keeping me in place. I was really confused and sort of tried to move, but he wouldn’t let me. He was pushing me so gently that I didn’t know what he wanted from me until he turned me around, again super gently, and pulled me in for a hug. I hadn’t noticed that I was shaking yet because when I felt his chest against my face, I felt my hands trembling and the tears pricking in my eyes. 

His hand was on the back of my head, holding me. We didn’t say anything and just stood there in the middle of the store. On one hand I felt like we were the only two people there but then again not? Idk, it was definitely something and he wasn’t about to pull back soon, until I mumbled, “Okay,” again and then he let go. The rest of our breakfast trip went pretty smoothly because, at last, we were talking again 

On that same day I walked up to his room and we talked about it, he apologized, I apologized and he ended it by saying, “I’m glad you were the one to break the ice. I probs would’ve done so eventually, too, but it was you this time. Let’s just forget it happened, okay? I don’t wanna ruin this trip. Wanna go grab dinner together?” 

And so we did. I noticed his change in behavior a bit as he was less touchy and more careful with me. I also noticed that he was being overly nice and quiet, which made me smile because this is probably his way of making it up to me. 

AND THEN THERE’S TODAAAAAY.  Once again we were hanging out in the shared lobby but this time with alcohol and oh boy I got tipsy. It doesn’t take much alcohol to get me drunk so I was tipsy after like 4 sips and already giggling uncontrollably. Everyone else laughed along with me, tickled me because they thought it was cute and playfully made fun of me 

Crush friend was still keeping his distance and it was irritating me trololol I’m such an attention whoooore. The more I drank, the more I kept looking at his lips fuuuuu It was still a lot of fun though, holy shit, at some point everyone was pissing their pants from laughter and having a great time. We ran out of alcohol though, so crush friend suggested we get some more 

I was preeeetttty tipsy at this point. Like, I couldn’t walk straight anymore and new tiny girl friend (she’s even smaller than me and I’m 5′4 LOL) was pretty much drunk. Crush friend had to throw me over his shoulder in order to get me to sit back on the couch without falling and it was pretty fun but also scary x’D And this was after he had to pick me up two times because I kept falling to the floor bc I was laughing so hard pffff 

On our way to the convenience store, I had to make sure that new tiny girl friend didn’t bump into anyone or a pole for that matter, so we stuck together while she babbled about everything. Other new girl friend looked at me, smiled and asked, “Is it okay if I hug you? You’re so funny.”  “omg yeeess, sureee!” I slurred and she laughed, hugging me close it was just... yes 

And now... dun dun duuuun Crush friend, tiny new girl friend and I were waiting outside while everyone else got drinks and I kept saying that I already had too much to drink. I had lost at least 80% of my filter and was more daring and kinda drowsy --> alert alert alert 

“naaah, you’re fine,” crush friend chuckled and I shook my head  “Nooooo, I’m not. I shouldn’t get more drinks,” I said while I twirled a bit on the spot. He had taken a seat on a small bench and was looking at me with a semi scolding look. “Seriously.” “Why? You’ve been worse.”  “No, cause I really wanna do this.” and fuck I walked over to him, held his face and kissed him real quick. I’m not sure if he turned his head or that I was simply so tipsy that I couldn’t coordinate, but I think I kissed the corner of his mouth, or like... half his lips???? xDD I felt them but not entirely, idk, it was stupid of me 

I pulled back and immediately covered my face. “Crap. Sorry.” “What’re you apologizing for?” he said, totally confused “Ishouldn’thavedonethatIshouldn’thavedonethaaaaat,” I mumbled against my hands and looked back up at him, flustered 

He tsk’ed, shook his head and patted the spot next to him. I hesitantly took a seat and he wrapped an arm around my waist, gently cupping it.  “Idiot,” he whispered and stroked my side with his thumb, looking away 

The rest of the night is kinda blurry but it was a lot of fun and holy shit this took me almost an hour to write 

HELLOOOOOO sorry for this messy af post I’m still alive just all over the place godddddd