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[bxd-decisions]

MUSIC MATCHUP FOR @ishouldstopdaydreaming!

You got POWER!

And your song is STILL INTO YOU by PARAMORE!

[hajihiko]

heya! i’ve been following ur blog for a little while now, and i just wanna first say how pretty it is!! <333 (i especially love the way u draw kazuichi and sonia but that’s because i’m biased lol-)

anyway, i wanted to ask u, what r ur thoughts on the dr1 survivors?? i personally really love them, it seems kinda like how much u seem to really like the dr2 survivors :)

double anyway, i hope you have a great day!!! :D

Hi sorry this is super old but thank you!

It's been a while since I revisited ca on DR1 stuff but:

(Warning! Some disproving opinions)

Makoto: precious, reminds me of Sora, cant help but love him, very much would not survive without a little help from his friends (this is a compliment think it's a huge part of his character). Like him more after the anime. Hajimes little-big brother.

Kyoko: never been a huge fan of Reserved Fancy Clever girl type, but I think she won me over a bit more in the anime? Like, im glad she lived.... but I think her death would have been very in-character and character building at the same time.

Aoi: my fuckingfhfh GIRL I love her I'm biased as fuck. Did she ever use her talent much? No. Did she like, do a whole lot? I dont think so. But do I adore her?? Yeah I do. Wlw girl and also her "oooh!!" offended soundbyte is so cute also she was ready to take everyone down for the girl she loved that is so peak wlw shes Got It. Didnt she hit Byakuya?? Go girl.

Yasuhiro: stupid idiot man that I nonetheless enjoy. His design is the best of the survivors (not from any standpoint but my own as I simply really like the way he looks, clothes n all), fun shapes, gives good idea of character) . Most fun/gimmicky talent that was underutilised. Someone give him the connection he craves and like a hamburger

Toko: Not a huge fan tbh. Voice acting was rly good but she makes me uncomfortable (this is a me thing, I'm just super not comfy with any master-servant sexy thing).

Syo: More fun but most of what I remember from watching the playthrough is 'that's not how DID works.....' I think Syo and Toko both get way more development in that other game tho this is just what I remember. Also never been a fan of the whole, serial killer thing, it's not cool to me I dont like it.

Byakuya: apparently he got redeemed a little but I only remember fuckinggggg hating his character lmao. Again this was a few years ago and I was much less invested than I am now! But, rich tall asshole boy who just kinda snidely says things?? noooooo taste my blade.

[cosmic-cd]

at this hour despite my rabid adoration of ms. rika pokemon scarletviolet (rika i love you. i adore you)

i am gently rotating hazel and leon in my mind at 500mph

(because if i ship rika with anybody it's gonna be RGB LOL she's impulsive and needs someone to yell at her for jumping into danger all the time)

specifically thinking again about the DLCs for pokemon sword and shield though.....

i still really wanna write it! but in short i wanna write hazel going to the isle of armor to train (she's more interested in exploring but still gets roped into signing up at the dojo) and pushing leon to finally finish what he'd started all those years ago

because leon was, in fact, a student under mustard at one point, but got lost on the way to the towers and never finished his training

but, like. the thing is "leon gets lost all the time" is sort of a double meaning situation- he gets lost because he's "pants at directions", and i believe that- but he also can perfectly get to the right place when he's really needed. sometimes he gets lost because, well- maybe it's too much pressure. maybe it's something else.

i'd like to think at that point, it was the latter rather than the former

they don't really imply WHEN this happened- just that leon never went all the way with training kubfu- presumably this was after he became champion? or maybe before???

either way, i want to explore that when leon joins hazel on her visit there- hazel gets a young, bright eyed kubfu ready to train, while leon bumps into the kubfu he'd been given all those years ago- who is bitter, angry, and hurt from being left behind, and leon's gotta make up for it

(and then <333 hazel and leon <3333 can have the two different urshifu forms <33333 and have a fun gmax battle against each other <3333333333333)

also i've been rotating the crown tundra dlc ft. hazel & leon in my mind for a while. kind of want raihan there too honestly. especially because sonia is there.....

the thought being that hazel and leon go through the story with calyrex together- leon having come to the crown tundra to investigate a possible sighting of rose, and hazel coming along- only for them to bump into peony and leon and peony catch up and talk more about rose

but also calyrex <3 i'd really like to sit down and think about some extended lore for the crown tundra, calyrex itself, etc. because it's really interesting how much it mirrors the whole troubled/dethroned king and forgotten royalty concept

ANYWAYS this is a lot of words to say "hazel and leon are holding hands in my brain"

uh. uh. one last thought

😳 hazel steals leon's cape once in a while. it smells like his cologne and is heavy like a weighted blanket.. the wooloo wool helps <3

*scampers away*

[tezzbot]

hii!! just wanted to tell you that ur art is amazing!!! i originally came here to feed my animaniacs obsession but i also looked through most of the sonic fanart, and i'm not a sonic fan, but your art made me go like "hmm maybe i should get deeply invested in this fandom for a while" idk you just draw those characters so neat and nice and cool and comfy and your au looks really interesting... AND i think it's the first time i've seen a wlw ship in this fandom lmao, and again not like i know a lot about sonic fandom but still unexpected... i love those girls sm the pining is adorable anyway you're really cool & funny bye :)))

omg idk how but I totally missed this ask so sorry!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH AUH This is so sweet<333 I'm glad I could pique your interest! Fair warning with Sonic stuff, you kinda have to make your own fun with the characters, you get to pick and choose because not a lot of Sonic stuff is consistent with each other... or... good? FGHJGJF but yeag! It's a fun cast of characters with interesting dynamics and a looottt of potential :P (The April Fools Joke game that was released last year was the most in character thing the Sonic team had put out in years at that point if that tells you anything lmfao)

And yeah... Sonic creators have never been great with ANYTHING relating to their female characters, they've only really recently started pretending they care about Rouge lmfao. Sonia is from a so-bad-that-it's-good Sonic show from the 90s that never really went anywhere, I've just re-adapted her (and Manic) and made them my own while still keeping as much of their characterisation from the show that they barely got yknow and I like it when wlw pairing :] girls kith :]

But yeah! if you're getting into Sonic remember have fun and don't take anything too seriously lol and THANK YOU<33 That means a lot ^_^

[timelessxmemories]

Live blogging dr2 but very poorly pt1:

hi Hajime, ur great, kisses /p

Nagito is so special to me, baby boy, I love you, you deserve the world, you deserve it all, I want to give you a hug

Just met Gundham, he's so fucking chaotic and I love that for him, also hamsters<3 I used to have a bunch of hamsters as well and I just, aundhddundndhhdhe/pos, I also am kind of relating super fucking hard to him, it's insane

Also met Kazuichi, hehe, his last name is Soda, immediately adoring him

MIKAN SPOTTED. MIKAN SPOTTED. HI BABY GIRL!!!! I MISSED YOU SO SO SO MUCH. She is so fucking augh<3 I want to give her all the hugs and kisses in the whole damn world<333 she could fix me, literally and figuratively

HI IBUKI!!!!! HI!!! HI MY GIRL!!! Aha.. I'm gay. I would totally let her play her guitar and I would sit there cheering her the fuck on because fuck I love her so much

Chicken into cow???? Usami I love you girl, but what

HIYOKO, HIYOKO, HIYOKO. that's it, that's all i had to say

AKANEEEEEE!!!! AKANEE!!!!! MY BITCH!!!!! HIIIII

Hotel future. Love it.

Okay, first person walking, alright, thats, different?

Hi Fuyuhiko, fuckin bastard but in the most affectionate way possible, ur so silly

Mahiru<3333 I want to kiss you all over the face sweet girl, ur amazing

FUCKING UNRELIABLE HAJIME, HAHA, MAHIRU, MY GIRL, CHILL

Nekomaru, my guy, I love you, but please, have some chill, what is it with these characters and having literally no chill whatsoever, don't get me wrong, i love it, BUT HOLY SHIT

"yep." -Nagito

Teruteru, hi my guy, what's up with you, not in a bad way, but, what's up with you. Also, "hello there".

SONIA. SONIA. SONIA. wait nevermind, hah, see what I did there? Sorry, bad pun.

Wait. She didn't have friends???? Aww nooo, my girl,, :(( I'll be ur friend :D

mmm. Not liking Teruteru as much anymore. He's giving me the creeps. Not liking him. Nope. No. Nuh-uh.

I AUDIBLY GASPED. CHIAKI. HI. HI. HI. WE LOVE YOU. WE SEE YOU. WE ADORE YOU. STAY AWAY FROM TERUTERU THO PLEASE.

Pekooooooooooo, Pekooooooooo!!!! I want to give you a hug.

BYAKUYA. MY HUSBAND. MY LOVE. MY BELOVED. MY SWEETHEART. MY BABY. HWHDHSHSSGSGSH. I LOWV YOU SO MUCH WAH. AUGH.

Ding dong Bing bong!!!!!!!

Byakuya stop being impatient.

Hiyoko, I love you, I love your energy

Ah yes, peko, the observant.

And there goes Ibuki being ibuki<33

Kazuichi, please, don't be so laid back, my man, what are you doing

Aaaand teruteru is being weird again. Fuck that guy.

Ibuki this is why I love you

Byakuya, stop calling people names, please

"Small dogs shouldn't bark so loud" BYAKUYA PLEASE

Story time with Byakuya ig

oh music stopped

And creepy music is back

Akane being a whole fucking mood

Music stopped again???

Aaand regular music is back + Ibuki being excitable

Kazuichi you poor soul, you poor poor soul

NOT YOU TOO HIYOKO, PLEASE, STOP BEING SO LAID BACK

"Cretins" I love her.

"Won't be a problem" girl. Girl. Girl girl girl.

Shut the fuck up cunt. (Teruteru)

Aaaand there goes Peko pointing out the obvious<3

"Why don't we just swim home?" GIRL. HOLY SHIT.

Aaaand in comes Mikan with the reasoning. Thank you.

NEKOMARU PLEASE. CHILL TF OUT.

Hi again Usami

Rule follower./aff

*proceeds to recite the rules*

"What if your actions place everyone in danger?" MY MAN COMING BACK FULL FORCE

AN USAMI STRAP??? SQUEEZE TUMMY IT TALKS??? I NEED THIS. RIGHT NOW.

Byakuya, don't call it a waste of time. Shut your mouth you cunt<3/aff

WHY DOES NOBODY LIKE IT??? COME ON.

CHIAKI, VOICE OF REASONING, I LOVE YOU. SHE GETS IT.

NOOOO, USAMIIII DONT CRY MY BABY

Uh oh. Motives

Oh nevermind it's fine

Or is it

Party?

Yes.

TERUTERU. GO TO THE CORNER.

SONIA NO.

Hiyoko why are you so excited about killing a hoop snake

Hajime: There's no way anyone would go swimming!

Literally everyone else: I beg to differ.

Hajime: what

"No danger, nothing tragic, is that really true?" I love you Hajime. You are the only reasonable person ever.

"If so.. am i wrong?" I had faith. Girl. Holy shit.

"The water is too salty" bitch ur too salty

"She's just wrong about so many things" no actually she's right about everything

Sleepy Chiaki<333

THEYRE ALL IN BATHING SUITS HOLY SHIT THIS IS SO PRECIOUS. TO ME.

Fuck you Teruteru.

Ibuki, don't drink the water.

Fuck you Teruteru.

Please punch him Nekomaru.

[lunagojo]

My Favourite Anime Boys on Their S/O's Birthday

a/n: it may or may not be my birthday on Friday so...is this self-indulgent? Maybe. :p pls enjoy every one <333

Satoru Gojo

(loml, my husband, my darling <3)

Wakes you up the day of with a very loud "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY Y/N!!!!" Then flops on top of you, peppering your face with kisses

Proceeds to just absolutely spoil you for the whole day, even if you insist on him not spending any money on you

"Satoru, just being with you is more than enough."

"It's your birthday, Y/N! I'd be an awful boyfriend if I didn't spoil you ~"

Buys anything you even slightly glance at, doesn't matter what it is

Does not take his hands off you the whole day, expect a whole lot of random hugs and smooches (even more than usual, so...a ton) -- he is not shy about PDA

Brings you to Jujutsu High for a visit and to your surprise the first and second years are there with a cake for you all to share <3

The day ends with you two snuggled up on the couch together, and you fall asleep on his chest, arms wrapped around his torso (he's probably just the comfiest and he probably smells so good I just agdhasgfhs)

He just smiles at the sight, thinking about how lucky he is to have you in his life <3

Tengen Uzui

It is an EVENT

As with everything with Tengen, it is flashy, flamboyant, and extravagant

And, of course, his lovely wives help in making the day special

Like Gojo, Tengen will SPOIL you!!! He'll get you an especially beautiful kimono that he had custom made for you to wear <3

Get ready to be just showered in love and praise from all of them, all day

Suma has a hand written letter for you full of how much she adores you and appreciates you, she will also just cling to you all day long

Makio shoves a bouquet of hand-picked flowers into your arms, grumbling while she does so (but she's blushing and shyly wishing you a happy birthday)

Hinatsuru, of course, cooks your favourite meal, but also enlists your help in making a cake for you. She just enjoys spending time with you and likes teaching you how to bake

When Tengen gets home he swoops you up and practically crushes you in his huge arms, swinging you around and covering you in kisses. "Another year of you in this world, Y/N! How very flamboyant!"

Bakugo Katsuki

"Oi, dumbass. Happy birthday."

Acts like he doesn't give a shit or that he didn't spend an extraordinary amount of time panicking about what to do or what to get you for your birthday (spoiler alert: he did ;w;)

It got to such a point that he begrudgingly enlisted the help of his classmates

When Izuku and Ochako suggested throwing you a surprise party, he was a bit hesitant but eventually went along with it, helping them set everything up and telling them what you'd like or wouldn't like

You were so surprised and touched when you saw how much effort they all put into it!

When you hugged Bakugo and thanked him for getting it all set up, he grumbled and blushed a little, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Yeah, yeah...you're welcome."

Though when he sees you having fun and enjoying yourself he can't help but smile a little bit

He would never ever admit it but he's so weak for you <333

Gundham Tanaka

lowkey f r e a k s out when he realizes your birthday is coming up

How should he go about showing you how much you matter to him, especially on such an important day?

He consults Sonia on what to do and she replies with "Well, what do they like to do? Take them to do something they like!"

So, he does just that. Accompanies you wherever you'd like to go, no matter where or what it is. He struggles with socializing, of course, but he enjoys being near you and watching you

He'll stay very quiet throughout the whole day but the look in his eyes just shows how much he adores you (they become so much softer)

If you both somehow end up at an animal shelter his demeanour completely changes

You both spend so much time just playing with the cats and dogs ;u;

Sonia, Peko and Gonta stop by later on with cake to celebrate with you both <3

[ur-not-reddie]

sahlo folina

a/n: ahhhh!! it’s finally here!! the reddie fic i’ve been talking about for weeks! i want to give a huge H U G E thank you to sunny, @sunshinereddie , for heping me out with this process! he helped so much with my motivation and confidence <333

pairing: reddie and background stenbrough 

*modern day au, summer of their sophomore year in college* 

*smut and heartbreak warning*

-

“Fuck,” Eddie moans, throwing his head back, nails digging into Richie’s chest as Richie grips Eddie’s hips bruising tight. Richie slams Eddie down on his cock, finding the smooth rhythm between his thrusts up and Eddie’s downs. 

“Cum!” Richie demands with a growl, grabbing Eddie’s throat and pulling him down so their faces are only millimeters apart. 

“A-again?” Eddie asks brokenly between his loud mewls. 

“I think I made myself pretty clear, didn’t I?” Richie’s eyes flood completely black, growing hungrily with pure lust and desire. 

“Yes, sir, you d-did.” Eddie’s cheeks tint cotton candy pink, his legs start to quiver as he cums. Pleasurable tears gliding down his face. Richie rolls Eddie’s hips forward, letting out a broken moan as he cums inside of him - something he’s always loved. He loves the possessiveness it brings. 

“Good boy,” Richie praises as he frees Eddie’s throat. “You’re such a good boy for me, aren’t you?”

“Yes, sir.” Eddie nods confidently, wiping some drool off of his chin. 

Richie smiles lazily, kissing Eddie’s lips as he pulls out slowly, Eddie whimpering softly in disapproval. Richie hushes him, walking to the bathroom as he wets a warm cloth and walks back to the room. 

“You’re so pretty,” Richie murmurs as he gently cleans up his lover, then himself.

“Nooo,” Eddie says in a sing-song type tone, forcing his smile back by pouting. 

“Oh, don’t give me that,” Richie chuckles lightly. “You know you are.” he raises his brows, getting halfway dressed and lays back down next to Eddie. Eddie sits up, eyes scanning his room when he spots Richie’s sweatshirt and throws it on. 

“I love you, you know that?” Richie whispers. 

“I love you too,” Eddie grins, laying back down. 

Richie rests his head on Eddie’s stomach, Eddie’s fingers combing through Richie’s hair as they’re about to drift off to sleep. They’re both nearly there, then are startled awake by the slam of a car door. 

“Shit,” Eddie shoots up, his anxiety already flooding his veins. “You have to go!” Eddie starts to push Richie out of bed, grabbing the rest of his clothes and shoving them into Richie’s arms. 

“Eds, it’s f-”

“Go!” Eddie shouts softly as he hears the lock on the door turn. 

Eddie opens his window quickly and helps Richie out as fast as he can then shuts it. He climbs back into bed, facing the wall to help the illusion of him sleeping, which Sonia does fall for. Eddie sighs deeply the moment he knows his mother is gone. This time it’s not euphoric tears filling his eyes, it’s terrified ones. 

Eddie’s not sure how long he’s sat and stared at the wall. Hours? Probably. His body feels numb, but all of his thoughts hurt. This is the ninth time that they’ve nearly been caught by his mother and he just can’t do this anymore. Why can’t his mother be like Richie’s? She doesn't care! She adores it! 

He loves Richie, a lot, his mind can’t fathom it. But his love for Richie isn’t enough to stop the fear of them being caught. Eddie puts on regular clothes and slips on his nearest pair of shoes. He makes up an excuse, saying he’s going to Bill’s house - which isn’t entirely a lie. 

Eddie trudges his feet against the cement, dragging his numbed-out body to Richie’s front porch. His fear is so strong, he can’t handle another situation where they’re almost caught. And that’s when Eddie makes the biggest mistake of his life. 

Richie opens the door, a smile on his face which quickly fades as Eddie breaks up with him. 

“Why?” Richie’s voice shakes.

“I’m just… I’m sorry.” 

“Please don’t do this,” Richie begs, voice cracking more as tears are stinging his eyes. His knuckles turning white from gripping the doorknob tightly.

“I’m really sorry, Richie.” Eddie sobs, head hung low, body jerking with each cry. 

“Eds?” Richie tries hopefully, forcing a weak smile to front, only for Eddie to stand there silently with bloodshot eyes. 

“I need to go,” Eddie half-whispers, taking a step back. 

“No!” Richie’s surprised by his own yell. “You can’t go, y-you just can’t.” Richie lets his tears flow, unable to hold it back. “I can’t do this on my own. Eddie, please.” 

“Richie?” 

Eddie can hear Maggie’s faint voice in the background, her silhouette coming closer and Eddie takes off down the street. Richie starts to run after him, but quickly halts himself, tears clouding his vision of Eddie running away. 

“Please…” Richie drops to his knees, the asphalt definitely leaving burning bruises, but it’s not enough to mask the pain in his chest. 

Richie stays there for a few minutes, sobbing, hoping Eddie will turn back around and tell him it’s all a sick joke, a prank - something! He eventually makes it to his feet, bolting inside and throwing himself into his mother’s arms, sobbing harder. 

“Richie?” Maggie asks again, her tone tender as she hugs her son back just as tightly. 

“Eddie broke up with me,” Richie’s words are muffled due to his face buried in his mother’s shoulder. 

“What? Why?” Maggie pulls away from the hug, just slightly, so she can see Richie’s face and hear him clearer. 

“I don’t know,” Richie takes off his glasses so he’s able to wipe his tears. “H-he didn’t say why,” Richie breathes shaky breaths. “He just called it off, apologized and ran away with no explanation.” he throws himself back into his mother’s embrace. 

“Oh, Richie…” Maggie sighs, her heart aching for her son. “Come on, let’s get you inside.” she leads her son from the front door to the couch, wrapping a blanket around his slender frame.

“Do you think he still loves me…?” Richie’s voice breaks as more tears come. 

“Definitely. I know he loves you. I can see it .” Maggie grabs Richie’s hand comfortingly. “He looks at you like you put all the stars in the sky, hand painted the phases of the moon.” Richie can’t help but crack a slight smile, only for it to quickly fade as fast as it came. 

“But.. if he loves me, why did he do this?” Richie bursts into tears once more. “I don’t get it, I don’t understand why…” Richie snatches a pillow that’s sitting next to him, screaming into it. 

Maggie scoots closer to her son, adjusting the blanket better as she rubs his back. She’s never seen Richie so heartbroken and gloomy. She’s had her fair share of failed relationships, but nothing like this, and she’s unsure of what to do which makes her insides flame with… shame? No, that can’t be it - but something like that. Right?

“I… I think I need to be alone.” Richie stands to his feet, lazily walking his way up the stairs and to his room. He grabs his phone, no notifications from Eddie. Usually by this time they’d be streaming Netflix together - watching a shitty, cheesy movie and making fun of it. Richie tosses his phone across the room, screaming more into his pillow until he eventually falls asleep. 

-

Eddie’s vision is completely blurred as he makes his way to Bill’s house. Luckily for Eddie, his feet know the path so well that he doesn’t even need to see. He stomps up the driveway, nearly tripping as he knocks on the door wildly until it opens. 

“Eddie?” 

“Georgie?” Eddie asks with a sniff. “Where’s Bill?” 

“He’s out with Stan. Are you okay?” Georgie asks with much concern, noticing Eddie’s hysteria. “Do you want to come in?” Eddie nods, more tears coming. “What happened?” 

“I think I just made the biggest mistake of my life,” Eddie plops down on the couch, covering his face with his hands. 

“Do you want to talk about it?” Georgie offers sweetly as he sits down next to Eddie. Eddie sits there in silence for a few minutes, trying to control his tears but failing. 

“I…” Eddie finally says. “I broke up with Richie.” his hands covering his mouth now as a whimper escapes. 

“What? Why?” Georgie asks with much surprise, sitting upright. 

“I just,” Eddie sighs, trying to find the right words. “I don’t know.” is all he can manage to say. 

“But you were so happy with him,” Georgie states. 

“I know, I know!” Eddie breaks all over again. “I don’t know why I did it. It was so fucking stupid of me!” 

Georgie pulls Eddie into a hug. Granted, Georgie is quite a bit smaller, but he still engulfs the other. Eddie’s not sure how long he’s embracing Georgie, but he doesn’t really care either. Georgie doesn’t let go until Bill walks through the front door. 

“What’s going on?” Bill asks in a drawn out, puzzled tone, dropping his things. 

“You need to talk to him,” Georgie gives pleading eyes. 

Bill motions for Eddie to walk to his room and he does so. Eddie is trying to think of what to say, trying to jumble up any type of words to try and describe how he feels. As Eddie walks in, he runs straight towards the giant teddy bear that’s sitting in the corner of Bill’s room. Stan got it for Bill during their first Valentine’s Day together, but it makes for a great snuggle buddy. 

“Eddie, what’s going on?” 

“I’m stupid is what’s going on,” Eddie mumbles into the soft, fuzzy stuffie but Bill’s still able to understand. 

“You are not,” Bill reassures lovingly. 

“You’ve known me basically my whole life! You know it!” Eddie groans into the teddy bear. 

“How about I make us some hot chocolate, you change into some of my spare pj’s and we’ll talk, hmm?” Bill suggests as he helps Eddie up and off the floor. 

“O-okay,” Eddie wipes his eyes as he lets out a tiny yawn - so much emotion for his little self. 

Bill makes the drinks like promised while Eddie changes into Bill’s spare clothes. He’s so thankful for a best friend like Bill, he’s always been there for him, no matter what. When Bill returns, he hands the warm mug to Eddie with a broken grin. Eddie grabs it, his eyes saying ‘thank-you’, as he blows on the hot liquid. He stays quiet for quite a while, his drink half gone when he decides to speak again. 

“I think I’m just scared,” Eddie admits. 

“Scared of what?” Bill asks, tilting his head to the side, like a puppy who hears a squeaky toy. 

“I’m not really sure,” Eddie furrows his brows as he takes another drink, the hot cocoa at the perfect temperature now. “I think my mom… myself?” Bill waits for Eddie to elaborate. “My mom has almost caught us multiple times and that just scares me so much.” an anxious sip now. “I know my mom would fucking kill me. Or kill Richie first and then me.” Eddie’s lips crack a quick smile. “And I’ve never felt this way about anyone before, never felt this was about any girls. It makes it feel like something’s wrong with me.” 

“There’s nothing wrong with you,” Bill moves closer to Eddie. 

“But there is! I’m not normal!” Eddie groans as he plops on his back. 

“And what’s normal, exactly?” Bill lays next to him, turning his head to the side to look at the other. 

“I-” Eddie cuts himself off, deep in ponderation. “Not me,” 

“That’s your mother talking,” Bill wipes away Eddie’s tears before they can fall. 

“I, I’m just not sure if the fear I’m feeling is a close relative to truth, or just simply a rival.” Eddie sighs, meeting eyes with Bill. 

“It’s a rival,” Bill confirms gently. Eddie sighs deeply, not really believing it. 

“I’m just.. - a complete idiot!” the wave of tears wash over Eddie’s face all over again. 

“Trust me, I felt the same thing for a very long time”. Bill grabs Eddie’s hand comfortingly. “For as long as I can remember, I have always liked girls. Though, that part of me is still true, I always had the question in the back of my mind if I like boys or not.” Bill explains, swiping hair out of Eddie’s unfocused vision. 

“How did you figure it out?” Eddie asks with a small hiccup. 

“I just simply let myself feel it,” Eddie raises a curious eyebrow at Bill’s words. “It’s a part of myself I can’t change, so, I felt it and that’s what helped me figure it out.” Eddie hums, staring off into the distance as his mind starts to process. “There’s absolutely no harm in loving someone,” Bill squeezes the other’s hand gently.

Eddie sighs softly, Bill’s words giving him a hopeful undertone. It’s quiet, but Eddie’s thoughts are so loud he swears Bill can hear them too. 

“It’s just so scary…” that seems to be the only thing Eddie can think clearly about. 

“Eddie,” Bill closes his eyes tightly, trying to break through to him. “Don’t stop yourself from being happy. I know your mother treats you otherwise, but she’s wrong, not you. You deserve to be happy and love who you love without the weight of her.” 

Eddie lets Bill’s words sink in more as sleep takes over him. 

*

The next four weeks drag on. Four weeks that Eddie could easily mistake for years. He’s spent most of his time at Bill’s house. If he isn’t crying, then he’s sleeping. All the mix of intense emotions at once is too much, too much that all he wants to do is sleep it away. He’s never felt something so deeply before. When he’s awake, and thinking, it feels like he can’t breathe. It feels like there’s this heavy weight on his heart that’s affecting the rest of him. He’s fatigued, exhausted, numb. He feels lost. He’s never gone this long without talking to Richie. He’s definitely made a big mistake, but he’s too scared to fix it. 

Richie, on the other hand, is dealing with it somewhat similarly. He’s hurt, upset, confused, but mostly angry. He loves Eddie more than he’s ever loved anything, and he’s so perplexed as to why he’s gone. Just left with hardly any reason - and that’s what makes this more difficult. He’s spent a lot of his time talking with Maggie, who’s giving him the best advice she can. She doesn’t know what it’s like to have a same sex relationship, but she does know how it feels to have her heart broken by a boy. He’s also spent a lot of time with Went as well. And just like Eddie, Richie’s tears flow just as often. 

*

“Do you think he still loves me?” Richie sniffs, playing with the loose string that’s falling off of his sweatshirt sleeve. This is a question Richie asks nearly everyday. 

“I do,” Maggie says confidently as she scoots a bowl of soup across the table to her son. 

“But, if he loves me, then why did he do what he did?” Richie just doesn’t understand such thing. 

“I don’t know,” his mother sighs. “I wish I had an answer for you. I really do.” 

“He hasn’t talked to me in weeks…” Richie blows on his spoon that’s full of soup. 

“Have you tried reaching out?” Maggie asks as she makes herself some tea. Richie shrugs at her question. 

“I don’t know what I’d even say. Plus, I don’t want to make the situation even worse.” 

Maggie sits back down, conversing with Richie about other things to distract his mind until both Richie’s bowl and Maggie’s mug are empty. Richie decides to join his father in the living room, watching one of his favorite comedic movies. 

-

Some time later, Richie meets up with Beverly to have their weekly smoke session. 

“I just really don’t know what to do,” Richie blows out smoke. “Can I even do anything at all?” flicking his cigarette, taking another drag. “I mean, did I do something wrong and not realize it?” 

“I don’t think you did anything wrong,” Beverly shakes her head, voice comforting. 

“I just don’t fucking understand any of this,” Richie slides down to the ground, crossing his legs as he sits and puts out his cigarette. 

“I don’t either, but I have a good feeling it’s not over.” Beverly smiles as Richie chuckles in disbelief. “I’m serious!” Richie punches her arm lightly in response, laughing more. “You’re gonna be back together, I know it. Again, trust me, I’m psychic.” she winks at Richie, joining him on the ground. 

“Yeah, okay, whatever.” Richie rolls his eyes playfully. 

“You’re meant to be together, everyone can see that.” she shoves Richie back lightly in revenge. 

“But, we only have one month of summer left before we all go back to college. What if he doesn’t talk to me for the rest of the summer?” Richie hangs his head low, feeling defeated. 

“But you don’t know that, summer isn’t over yet.” she points out as she rests her head on Richie’s shoulder, enjoying the sounds of nature. 

-

“What?!” Eddie raises his voice. “Georgie! How could you?! I was going to win and you knocked me back to the fucking start?!” 

“Sorry,” Georgie giggles, completely embodying the game name. Eddie grumbles as Bill is sat on the couch laughing his ass off. 

After Georgie wins, they decide to end after seven rounds. They order Japanese food and gather into the living room and begin to rewatch the Harry Potter series. When the first movie ends, Bill decides to ‘invite’ Stan over, so Eddie bolts straight to the bathroom to shower first. 

He does so quickly so he can save the warm water for the other’s as well. So thoughtful. As he dresses and towel dries his hair, he hears Bill’s door open, turning around to see not Stan. Eddie’s eyes go wide, speechless. 

“Oh,” Richie says, also stunned. “H-hi, Eddie.” 

“Hey, Richie.” Eddie says softly. 

“You two are going to stay in here until you figure things out,” Bill catches both of their attention and shuts the door. 

The two stay silent for a good amount of time, neither knowing what to say. They can’t even look at each other. Richie almost feels like a stranger and that’s the strangest thing ever. He hates this. He hates what he’s done. 

“I want to say I’m sorry, but I feel like that’s not enough.” Eddie finally crumbles the silence. 

“Did I do something wrong?” Richie’s voice quivers.

“No!” Eddie shouts a little too loudly, startling the both of them. “I’m sorry,” he whispers. “It’s me, not you. I promise none of this is because of you.” Eddie finally meets eyes with Richie. 

“Well, can you tell me what’s going on then?” Richie asks as gently as he can. 

“Promise you won’t be mad?” Eddie gives pleading eyes. 

“I promise,” Richie scoots close enough to Eddie to cup his face. 

“I’m just scared. I got so scared of my mom almost catching us multiple times. I’m a bit scared of myself because I feel wrong. I feel like I should like girls as everyone else does, but I don’t. It’s just boys, only boys and-” Eddie buries his face in his hands as he breaks down. 

Richie immediately pulls Eddie into his arms in a tight embrace, resting his cheek on top of Eddie’s head. He lets Eddie cry it out, he knows Eddie needs a good cry sometimes before he’s able to speak and think rationally. It feels so good to have Eddie in his arms again, they felt more than empty without Eddie in them most of the time. Richie even lets a tear slip out of his own eye. 

“I feel bad, I hate what I did and I regret it. I hate that I let my fear get in the way of what we had. I hate that I got in the way of my own happiness…” Eddie speaks into Richie’s chest. “I’m so sorry,” 

“Oh, Eds,” Richie hugs him tighter. “It’s okay. I understand, I really do.” he never wants to let go of Eddie. “I just wish you talked to me about it instead of running away.”

“I know,” Eddie cries a bit more. “I wish I did too.” Richie tilts Eddie’s chin up so he can dry Eddie’s tears. 

“Will you talk to me next time?” Richie gives a soft smile as Eddie nods his head. 

Richie leans down and plants a soft kiss on Eddie’s lips. God, he’s missed his lips so much. He’s missed Eddie so much. A big part of him felt like it was missing when Eddie suddenly left. And now, it’s all so perfect again. The kiss lingers on for many moments until the two need air. 

“Can we go?” Eddie asks with a shy smile. 

“Already, huh?” Richie smirks, raising an eyebrow. 

“Oh, shut up!” Eddie giggles. “I know you’re dying as much as I am.” 

“I am,” Richie’s smile grows as he grabs Eddie’s hand and leave Bill’s house - Bill knowing it wasn’t going to be too long after he locked them both in the room. 

The drive back to Richie’s was nearly unbearable. The two can’t even keep their hands off of each other. Eddie is so tempted to give Richie head who’s in the driver's seat. He knows he shouldn’t, so he decides to fight the urge, it’ll make it even more rewarding when they get back anyway. 

Went is overjoyed when he sees Richie and Eddie walk hand in hand through the front door. He calls Maggie down immediately to see the wonderful news that’s laid before their eyes, her exhaling in relief. 

“Eddie,” she smiles as she pulls Eddie into a hug; a hug that he’s been longing for if he’s honest. “I’ve missed you!” she squeezes him tighter. 

“I missed you too,” Eddie half-whispers, closing his eyes, resting his forehead against her shoulder. 

“It’s good to see your face around here again,” Went smiles, chuckling as Eddie also hugs him, Richie sitting back with adoring eyes. 

“Okay, okay!” Richie giggles as he grabs Eddie’s arm and gently tugs him to his side. “It’s my turn now.” and leads him upstairs, Maggie and Went knowing exactly what Richie means by that. 

“They’re wild,” Maggie rolls her eyes playfully. 

“Rowdy,” Went adds as they head back off to the living room as Richie and Eddie steam their way upstairs, a mess of giggles. 

Richie enters his room, closing the door and slamming Eddie’s back against it, a loud gasp escaping Eddie’s mouth. Richie wastes no time and crashes his lips against Eddie’s. A moan escapes from Eddie, buzzing against Richie’s lips. Richie presses his body against the other’s smaller frame. He pulls back for a split second, a quick breath then becoming one again. 

“Richie,” Eddie moans louder as Richie attacks his neck in deep purple bites and bruises. 

“You’re never leaving me again. Do you understand me?” Richie growls, gripping at Eddie’s throat somewhat roughly. 

“Y-yes, sir.” Eddie tries his best to keep his voice steady, legs wobbly and weak. 

“You’re stuck with me,” Eddie nods at Richie’s words, biting his lip. “Knees. Now.” 

Eddie drops immediately, opening his mouth out of pure instinct, looking up at Richie through his lashes. He watches as Richie slowly strips himself from his jeans and boxers. Eddie reaching up a hand and wraps it around Richie’s cock, pumping him in a medium-like pace. Richie hums softly, tangling his fingers in Eddie’s hair. He shoves Eddie’s mouth all the way down on his cock, Eddie gagging only out of mere surprise. Another smirk on Richie’s face as he keeps repeating the actions of rough and slow paces. 

“Even after all this time, you’re still so good, hmm?” Richie starts thrusting as well, drool dripping from Eddie’s bottom lip to the floor. “Look up at me,” Eddie locks his teary eyes with Richie’s black and lustful ones. 

Few minutes later, Richie cums in Eddie’s mouth, Eddie swallowing all of it, of course. Richie takes off the rest of his clothes then removes Eddie’s, laying his back on the bed. He climbs on, hovering over Eddie, making his cheeks burn red. 

“I think I should have my fun with you, shouldn’t I?” 

“Mmhm,” Eddie nods again. 

“Words!” Richie’s demanding voice booms. 

“Yes,” Richie raises an eyebrow at that, waiting for Eddie to continue. “Sir…”

“Good,” Richie smiles in satisfaction. 

Richie opens Eddie’s bedside drawer, pulling out all of the toys he wants to use on him. Eddie watches, eyeing every single toy Richie’s taken out - his mind melting as it goes wild. 

“I want to make you helpless,” Richie states as he cuffs Eddie’s wrists to the bed, blind fold following after. 

Eddie’s heart starts to pound rapidly in his chest, it’s been so long since him and Richie fucked, let alone something extremely kinky. But, Eddie isn’t complaining at all, not even a little bit. 

Richie starts off by peppering soft kisses to his jaw, neck, chest and stomach. Every kiss, every breath is more intense, electricity shooting through his body as he can’t see. Richie ghosts his finger down Eddie’s hard length causing Eddie to shudder as he spreads his legs further. 

“So desperate, aren’t you?” a taunting tone. 

“V-very,” Eddie stutters, turning his head in different directions, trying to pinpoint where Richie is, trying to use his voice as direction. 

Richie falls silent, his actions too. He grabs the lube, slicking up his fingers and sneaking one inside of Eddie. Eddie gasps, bucking his hips as he tugs on the restraints. Richie pumps and pumps, adding a couple more fingers. Moans so loud everyone else can definitely hear. 

“Such a slutty, slutty little kitten.” Richie pulls his fingers out. 

“Only for you,” Eddie whines at the emptiness. 

“That’s what I like to hear,” Richie hums as he slips a vibrator inside of Eddie, turning it on the medium setting. Eddie screeches, wanting to pull on the bed sheets, but he can’t. “It’s so good to hear your beautiful sounds again,” 

“More! More!” Richie turns the setting up all the way at Eddie’s demand, which he’d usually be punished for. Eddie is full on screaming this time, Richie keeping his hips pinned to the bed. “P-please! Please, sir!” Richie knows what he’s begging for. He gets him close, a split second to cumming, then leaves Eddie empty again. “Fuck!” Eddie throws his head back in frustration. 

After a few more merciless rounds, Richie decides to stop as he’s starting to get desperate himself. He gives Eddie back all of his senses, smiling at the pleasurable tears in Eddie’s eyes. Perfect. He presses soft kisses on Eddie’s cheeks before turning him around face down, ass up. He wastes no time, grabbing Eddie’s hips and sinking his cock all the way in him. 

“Fuck,” Richie breathes heavily. “You have no idea how much I’ve missed you.” Eddie moans in response, this time they’re muffled by the covers. Richie makes sure to pound into Eddie’s sweet spot with every move of his, making Eddie cum over and over and over again. 

Richie lays himself back, pulling Eddie back into his arms. Eddie closes his eyes, wrapping his arms tightly around Richie. Richie speaks to Eddie softly, telling him how much he loves him, how life is better with him; more colorful. His world. Eddie speaks back, eyes still closed, falling asleep mid-sentence.

[mazojo]

Monday Chapters!

Finished Monday chapterss ~~ Boy today was an emotional rollercoaster and I am just so-... Spoilers ahead soo beware if you haven't read todays chapters!

High School Story: Class Act - Chapter 14

Booyyy today was honestly redeeming for the past 2-3 chapters of pure deceptions. I adored everything and I had so many feels, it was quite a r i d e.

So it starts off by the play day arriving. We have some encouraging words for the crew and we kind of go to speak with Skye, Rory and Ajay (he didn't quite apologize but he got me whipped so ill forgive him this time). Everyone is super excited but we realize we didn't get Ajay a present as a director so we of course pay the diamonds to do him a card becouse he deSERves it <333 The scene is cute and then finally the play starts. It all goes great and we kiss Rory (that was a bit meh as I really thought we would have our first kiss before going on stage but whatever, ill let it pass becouse next chapter we confessinggg)... The play is over and we all go see our parents and we find out Rory’s mom came and the money for the treatment was reunited and AHhHH. Danielle also kinda helped by asking the girl our twin used to date (I Honest to god she was so irrelevant and annoying I can't remember her name) to donate her money instead of building ice sculpture so yay redemption arc?. We also find out that although Skye resereved two seats for her parents they didn't come and it broke my heart but Mrs. Silva being the awesome mother she is, took Skye under her wing and it was adorable. We then go home and start preparing for the cast party we will host and the chapter is over.

You can't even begin to imagine how hyped I am for next monday like oUR little baby mc will finally confess and I will even give out all my diamonds if it meant being with Ajay and ahHHHH... The chapter was amazing, I love everyone (except Trevor) and goodnight.

Desire and Decorum Book 2 - Chapter 4

Aghhhh I loved this chapter so much?? All the quality time we got with our gang and my boy Mr. Sinclaire was so amazing??

The chapter starts with us arriving to Grovershire and we see Briar’s mom. We then write a letter to all our friends informing them of the situation and a few days later we find out they all came?? for mc?? and I just love them all so much?? We then play around a bit while showing them the town and we get a diamond option over there but nah... We then go to our old house were we find a letter form our mother and its quite sad. As we exit the house we find mr. Sinclaire <333 and we have the option of a diamond scene to go visit the river bank and of freaking course I took it and it was amazing. We got to be all showy and seeing Mr. Sinclaire flustered is a win win in all the ways possible. As we head back we find a paper crane of the same guy prince thingy trying to rally people to turn against him and be free?? and we just shrug it off but I think maybe the Duke is the one trying to start a turmoil... Anyways the chapter ends with Briars mom telling us that a festival would be tomorrow so be prepared.

I believe next weeks chapter will probably end with lady grandmother or the duke finding us and some consequences would be involve... I dunno... I just wanna be happy with my grumpy and flustered Mr. Sinclaire ;w;

The Heist: Monaco - Chapter 6

In todays chapters we finally got to complete our crew! ahhhh I am so excite of whats to comee!!

The chapter basically starts with our safe-house on flames thanks to Ansel -.-, we get the diamond options to upgrade to this luxurious places but I ain’t wasting my diamonds sooo I got the trashy one.

Anyways, we realize we kind of need to up our acting game, so we are going to find our last member, a grifter. We go see this man going by the name of Peter Graves who is pulling a con acting as a bad actor (if that makes any sense? lol) and although he is kind of a lot pompous he is good at acting and wants to become a Hollywood star. Then we go see this girl named Miranda Moreau who is kind of related to the royalty pulling some cons at a charity event and she is also kind of meh. In the end I choose Peter as he was free but I didn't specifically liked one more than the other, maybe later when we get to know them more lol. We go back to our trash house and Anton (my baby meme lorddd) informs us that its gonna be even harder to infiltrate to the event because of this super security thingy Ansel prepared so yeah that should be fun.

I honestly though Sonia was going to be our last member? Kinda disappointed but its alright, she will definitely turn on Ansel (maybe that depends on the heist points? hmmm...). Anyways here is the picture of my crew and I love them all ~

So thats it for todays chapters and I am very excited for next week, specially High School Story: Class Act which Ill probably write a two thousand words essay on if I finally get to kiss ajay lol I am not even kidding