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Readers of my deaf/HOH Steve fic!!!
It is officially completed for those who are interested :) go check it out here!
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Title: “songs that voices never share”
WC: 70K
Pairing: Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson
Summary: Everything's felt a little off since the Fourth of July, and no one's talking about it. Of course, one part of Steve's summer is a bit hard to ignore - he's losing his hearing. As luck would have it, a friend of Dustin's ends up playing a key role in Steve's adjustment to his new normal.
Warnings: angst (with a happy ending!), slow burn, strangers to friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, set between season 3 and 4 in canon universe
#I’m so proud of it!!#and if you like it stay tuned for the sequel#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#deaf steve harrington#songs that voices never share#writing
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Okay folks, I was tagged by @eriquin (thank you buddy) and I know it's Thursday now but I reeeeeeeeeeally want motivation, so.....
MOTIVATE ME!
WIPs:
Stobin do be jobbin
Ace!Steve 5 + 1
songs that voices never share (aka deaf steve fic)
Max AU
Buffy x Stranger things
Snippet from "songs that voices never share" below the cut! (spoilers for the chapter that isn't up yet!!)
The moment he knocked, he realized how badly this could go. I’m such an idiot. I should leave. I should just start running back to the airport. I gotta - The door opened. It was Will. “Uh, hey,” Steve said with an awkward wave. “Yeah, uhh, this is crazy. I’m - I’m sorry for just appearing on your doorstep. I dunno what I was thinking, I just - I got your letter, and I - ooph.” Will collided into Steve and wrapped him in a hug. Steve hugged back, immediately at ease. “It’s really weird that you flew here,” Will mumbled into Steve’s shoulder. Steve huffed out a laugh. “I know,” he replied. There was another moment of silence as they continued hugging. “Thank you,” Will said. Steve smiled. He’d gone over every possible option of how this would go, but he never thought it would go like this. “Don’t mention it.”
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#songs that voices never share#writing#tag game#wip wednesday#steddie#deaf steve harrington#steve harrington#eddie munson
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So I have this playlist filled with fun dancing music that I like to listen to when working on stuff like the Roleswap comic. It’s a random mix of genres mostly consisting of 60s, 70s, 80s, and other toe tapping classics. Oh, and a lot of disco! Haha.
I thought it could use a good playlist photo of the Roleswap heroes inspired by other album covers of the time. I find myself drawn to vintage art styles so I just went and had fun with it! I figured the colorful and swirly album cover style would be a good place to start :)
#king dedede#meta knight#elfilis#forgotten land roleswap#art#kirby and the forgotten land#kirby#tw eyestrain#possibly! just wanna be safe about it#my dad shared his favorite music with me as a teenager and turned me into a disco lover HAHAHA#my favorites rn are Donna summer and Rick astley (UNIRONICALLY!!)#yes I said rick astley!!#The Whenever You Need Somebody album EATS#and I want everyone to listen to it beyond never gonna give you up#which is also a good song but his voice is like liquid velvet mmmm#together forever is A CUTE SONG#thank you for reading my presentation on why rick astley’s music ROCKS
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tell us abt ur prsk unit....
it seems i ahve been found by prsk oc tumblr helloo. girl band with something very wrong. more under the cut i guess
helloo.... garden of eden posting.... vkei band that mostly plays vocarock and metal (i dont really know specific genres Heart emoji.) very much inspired by leia by yuyoyuppe I LOVE LEIA.
they don't really shoot for a huge goal like the other units they are all learning to love playing music for themselves and not for fame or whatever. they play together just for the sake of it ^_^ ive posted everyones profiles but here are their ref sheets
they have a cover song list here ^_^ (many of these would be rearranged but do u see my vision....)
and voice claims . i kind of designed all four of them with the singers in mind i am a #Big fan of all of them. ruri, tsubaki, kanna (1 / 2) (she is so greedy she has two), sumire
also vaguely inspired by musicians i like . i wanted there to be more obvious references in their unit outfits but i guess i can do that for card sets (if i ever design any)
as for story ......... idrk how to summarize their story on a surface level WHAHA . ruri is a vocaP and recruits the others to form a band for fun. tsubaki is her childhood friend, sumire is a huge fan of her music and brings kanna along (BAD IDEA) 99% of the problems in the band are caused by kanna arguing with everyone over nothing
at first the focus is on tsubaki and the others helping her search for her true passion before she graduates. she joins the band to spend time with ruri, she doesn't actually gaf about music (she doesnt gaf about anything) but slowly learns to love it and enjoy being in the band.
everyone else has their arcs, kanna is very annoying and pretentious and wants to be popular while the other three are like "hey man. maybe being in a band isnt all about fame ^_^;;" sumire is a total beginner at music and is seen as "weird" but finds friends who accept her, ruri arc happens much later cuz everyone else is just learning things she already knew. but she learns to be more honest with everyone.
basically they all join for superficial reasons and eventually learn to really truly love music ^_^ also the sekai is haunted mansion ish and the vocaloids are all ghosts Here is miku and flower probably. i am very indecisive on how they will look
ermmmm Idk what else to post. relationship chart and ruri and sumire instrument models (Ruri stolen from toko kirigaya #I LOVE MORFONICA!!!!!!) idk anything about drums or violin models so they just get whatever. their main motif is flowers i guess but they're not very flowery that's mostly just ruri's influence being a big flower fan. ok i will not make this post longer than it needs to be Thank you for asking i love my daughters ^_^
#eden#long post#ask#i shouldve put this all in a doc or smth#but AUHHGHHHH docs take too long. im too terrible at writing things out seriously#i cannot lock in#whatever this gave me an excuse to post a bunch of stuff i wasn't really gonna share otherwise . thank you anon#they all have little voice claim videos but apparently you can only upload one video per post Frowns#jusr pretend with me Ok. ok#im a bit over excited about vcs ive never had an excuse to give ocs voices so im like yayyy yayyy they sing#ruri and kanna have matching vcs so they have several songs together I hope they explode#i wanna talk more about their dynamics but guh.#One day.... mt ask box is always open if anyone gaf (crickets)#project sekai fan unit#project sekai oc#pjsk ocs
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i miss her everyday
#ring suzune#vocaloid#cancelled vocaloid#cancelled media#long live ring suzune..... gone but not forgotten#listening to 'sweet pain' always makes me feel so sad because she never got released so she's just singing this forever#same with listening to 'jealousy partly clear'. it legit feels like listening to a long dead loved one#sweet pain is what i feel whenever i think about ring (except there is only pain 😭)#AND lui got cancelled alongside her as well.... that's like a double whammy of sad#i wonder why ring suzune was cancelled though. like the songs we have with her voice sound just fine#she just needs a few fixes.... yamaha pls#or maybe it wasn't related to her voice?#i miss her so much you don't understan d#i hope that beta of her voice gets shared someday if it hasn't already....#(also idk why people say ring looks like miku. like yeah she has blue hair and some artists make her look kinda mikuish-#-but tbh ring actually looks much closer to luka than miku)#watch me get fixated on ring suzune for weeks on end and unearth all this stuff and then suddenly stop lmaoo
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I’m literally SO OBSESSED WITH THIS and I’m so honored my beautiful talented friend took the time to make this for me 🥹🥹🥹 thank you so much, love you and this means the world!!! 🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟
(Here’s the fic if anyone wants to read it!)
moodboard #1 that i made for the lovely @hairstevington for her fic "songs that voices never share" on ao3. Please check it out, shes wicked talented (and funny)
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broke: coryxkenshin is in the fnaf movie
woke: matpat is in the fnaf movie
bespoke: kellen goff is in the fnaf movie
#breaking format#but oh my god#the way i screamed when i saw him credited for foxys song#its even listed on his btva page im losing my mind#for context#he plays funtime freddy glamrock freddy and the daycare attendant(s)#voice acting#voice actors#shared voice actors#kellen goff#five nights at freddy's#fnaf#fnaf movie#five nights at freddy's movie#also excuse the dated meme format i just never let it go lol
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Chonny's very first song vs his most recent song
Instrumental Links:
backlit by moonlight. [There is no official isolated instrumental so you'd just have to listen to the song & ignore the lyrics. Blame CJ/j]
20XX
[Reblog for more of a sample size if you'd like]
#this is a horrible pairing for me dude these are some of my favorite songs#like overall of my music tastes#ough I'm dying#also these songs are SO different from each other its hilarious#like i think one of the only things they share are chonnys voice. the instruments/synths used are so different too#chonny jash#cj 20xx#moss polls#also can I say that like bro made such a good song for the very first song hes ever made. like bro started out with a banger#also 20XX tho??? those synth & 8bit noises are so damn good on my brain. & its got SUCH fun directional sound#also its got saxophone#not a lot but like. saxophone my beloved#love how he just adds saxophone parts to everything now#bro added it to THA & TWWAY then went ham in Fine I'm Fine & never stopped using the damn instrument#love the saxophone character arc 💛
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BAD NEWS BAD NEWS PROMETHEUS IS NOW THE ONE HAUNTING MY THOUGHTS NOT KENIX ANYMORE
#NOOOOOO GET OUTTTTTTT AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#GET THIS FUCKER OUT OF HERE. OUT OF MY HEAD NOWWW#anyway. memento mori: the most important thing in the world Is a very prometheus song.#“Your life never mattered so who cares if it's a waste?”. that line.#prometheus to kenix if i dare to say that. No i will Not Elaborate#there is so many aspects to prometheus/ephai that i wish to explore deeper Man. they're so [EXPLODES]#they seem to be silly and fucked up on the surface but their whole thing is very. Existentialistic if you dig too deep into it#they've come to these conclusions alone. They've brought themselves here by their own actions. They gazed upon the truth with their own eye#and were Scared of it. Yet they have came to this conclusion that everything lacked meaning without the influence of the source#they saw everything as incomplete. there wasn't any purpose. and while trying to deny the truth by gouging their very own eyes out#they have wholeheartedly accepted it. since everything lacked a meaning. They found meaning in the Source. and decided to share it#to share the enlightement meant they had to ffind someone to help them. To find a needed vessel#ephai is very much carmen-like in my head. yeag they'd be the voice of distortion. Yes they'd adore abnormalities.#yomoposting#yomo ocs?!#ephai
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Omg whoever recommended this, I love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ The sequel will be a full fix-it rewrite of season 4, so stay tuned for that!!!
this is tagged as 'fix it of sorts,' so it could work for fix it weekend? or a general rec:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/50783956/chapters/128288278#workskin
songs that voices never share
by hairstevington
songs that voices never share by hairstevington
@hairstevington
Rating: Not rated
43,433 words, 13/? chapters
Archive Warning:
Tags: Alternate Canon, Steve Harrington Has a Crush on Eddie Munson, Deaf Steve Harrington, Robin Buckley & Steve Harrington Are Best Friends, American Sign Language, Fluff and Angst, Happy Ending, Found Family, Fix-It of Sorts, Healing, Healthy Relationships, Good Babysitter Steve Harrington, Romance, Slow Burn, as always y'all you know the drill by now lol, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, A bit of a whump, Steve Harrington Needs a Hug, Deaf Character, Hurt/Comfort, Eddie Munson Lives, Protective Eddie Munson, POV Steve Harrington, Steve Harrington-centric, Might have eddie POV too??, Nonverbal Communication, Post-Season/Series 03, Pre-Season/Series 04, Pre-Relationship
Summary:
Everything's felt a little off since the Fourth of July, and no one's talking about it. Of course, one part of Steve's summer is a bit hard to ignore - he's losing his hearing. As luck would have it, a friend of Dustin's ends up playing a key role in Steve's adjustment to his new normal. (Title taken from the song "Sound of Silence" by Simon and Garfunkel)
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#I’m so 🥰🥹#thank you whoever did this#I’m really proud of this one#steddie#songs that voices never share#writing
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songs that voices never share
Deaf!Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson
Summary: Everything's felt a little off since the Fourth of July, and no one's talking about it. Of course, one part of Steve's summer is a bit hard to ignore - he's losing his hearing. As luck would have it, a friend of Dustin's ends up playing a key role in Steve's adjustment to his new normal.
WC: 4K
Warnings: Deaf!Steve, use of ASL, angst/references to events of season 1-3, this fic will disregard the events of season 4 because I said so, canon universe, hurt/comfort, angst, platonic Stobin forever, Steve and Will are buds, some sad stuff but overall it's a love story like come on it's me we're talking about
A/N: Hello! Everyone loved my drabble about Deaf Steve so I'm expanding it into a full fic. The plan is 7 chapters, and I'll probably post them all both here and on Ao3. Please note that ASL is written in all capitals when notated in English, and the grammar is a bit different.
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Chapter 1 - I'll take a quiet life
Steve was kind of prone to getting beat up. God knows Dustin never let him forget it.
After the fight with Jonathan, he felt more or less the same. Then, Billy beat the shit out of him, and Steve started getting migraines and hearing a ringing in his ears every so often.
But after being tortured by the Russians for a couple hours? That’s when the real damage was done.
Everything felt a little off since the Fourth of July, but no one talked about it. Even though so much had changed, Steve and the rest of the group all tried to get back to any normalcy they could find. Steve and Robin got a job together at Family Video and ultimately ignored everything they'd experienced together. It just felt like it was too big to talk about, so they didn't. They pretended like it didn't happen honestly - which might have been more successful had it not been for one fairly major thing.
The ringing became almost constant. Steve’s hearing was piss poor some days and kind of okay other days, but eventually the bad days were more frequent than the good. Steve knew he got beat up a lot, and he figured there were probably some consequences, but he never had time to think about it. Then, when he had trouble hearing one day, he figured he was just swollen and needed time to heal. And then he blamed it on allergies. And then he felt stupid for not taking it seriously, so he ignored it. And then, when he finally went to the doctor, he realized the full extent of it all.
They called it a perfect storm of injuries. At least, that’s what he thought they said. Apparently he’d had too much trauma to the area and not enough medical attention after multiple concussions and ruptured eardrums. He also apparently broke some of the bones in his ears??? They told him a lot of things that he couldn’t quite understand.
He wasn’t stupid. He just couldn’t hear so well anymore.
Steve had never been the smartest person in the first place. He wasn’t great at school, especially with English or history, and he never cared that much about it either. He breezed his way through high school and focused on sports and popularity.
So, when Steve couldn’t keep up in conversations with his friends, they didn’t really think anything was out of the ordinary. Classic Steve, always a few sentences behind.
He got away with it for much longer than he had any right to. Robin was the first to notice.
They worked together at Family Video most days that summer, and it was a good job because anyone could do it, really. They were never really that busy, so a lot of the time was just Steve and Robin getting paid to hang out.
A lot of times, Robin rambled at him about movies or music or how hot Molly Ringwald was, and he could just nod and smile and occasionally say something like, “yeah, totally,” and she would be none the wiser. If they were looking at each other, he could kind of tell what she was saying based on her lips, but only because he knew her well enough to do so. He couldn’t really understand anyone else, except maybe Dustin sometimes. Then again, Dustin used a lot of tech speak that went over Steve’s head even before his hearing deteriorated.
Steve was putting tapes back in the proper places, oblivious to Robin calling for him. He nearly jumped out of his skin when she tapped him on the shoulder.
“Shit! Hi!” he exclaimed, realizing he must have missed something again. “Sorry, I’m kind of out of it.”
Ah, his go-to excuse. It worked every time.
“Bullshit, Harrington,” she replied. Before Steve could defend himself, she continued. “You can’t hear very well anymore, can you?”
Huh. Okay, it worked every time, until now. Steve nodded, realizing he had no reason to hide it from Robin anymore.
“How’d you know?” he wondered. Usually, Robin paced back and forth and avoided eye contact during her rambles, but this time she stayed put and faced him head on.
“Steve,” she began. “You’ve always been a little oblivious, but recently it’s like you’re never listening to me at all. Plus, I’ve been throwing random things into conversation to see if you notice. Hey, Steve, just figured out that hamsters aren’t real. Dingus, I just got a tattoo of your face on my face. You know, things like that. You’ve never said anything about it, so at first I thought you were just stressed or depressed or - wait, shit. You can’t hear. Maybe I should write this down.” She went to search for a pen and paper, but he grabbed her arm to stop her.
“I think I got the gist,” he responded. Thankfully this was one of his better days, otherwise he never would have been able to follow. “Wait, hamsters are real though, right?” Robin’s face fell as she genuinely pondered whether Steve was being serious. “I’m kidding. Yes I know what you’re saying.”
“Okay, cool,” she replied, relieved. “Anyway, once I realized nothing was wrong with your psyche, I started doing other tests. But sometimes I’d stomp my feet and you’d react, so I worried I was making it all up. One time I snapped right by your ear, but then I accidentally flicked you on the temple.”
Steve remembered that. She said it was a bug.
He could hear some frequencies, and it also depended on the day and the season. It was best in quiet spaces where he only had to talk to one person. That’s how he got by so well at work, because it was a relatively quiet place.
Well, except for Robin and her constant rambling.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” she asked. Steve shrugged.
“I don’t know,” he said. “I didn’t wanna admit it, I guess, but I think it’s just gonna get worse.” The prospect of losing his hearing entirely and permanently was on the table, especially if he was to get punched again or something. Considering his group of friends and their history of getting into trouble, that didn’t seem unlikely. Robin put a caring hand on his shoulder and gave a comforting smile.
“Well, I talk too much for you to not understand me, so this means we’re both gonna have to learn sign language.”
“What?” Steve winced at the idea. “No way. I took three years of Spanish and I only know how to ask where the bathroom is.”
(He actually forgot how to say that, too.)
“Yeah, but maybe sign language will be different. I mean, it’s visual, right?” Robin put her elbows on the counter and continued. “Come on, you know I love languages, and I’m soooo booooored.” As she spoke, her body slowly sank onto the counter until she was face down.
Steve chuckled. He wasn’t surprised that she was the first to figure it all out, and her reaction was incredibly on brand.
“Yeah, okay,” he said. “Let’s give it a shot.”
Steve picked up the alphabet pretty quickly. He already knew most of it from Sunday School as a kid. Then, for about a week or so, Robin drilled him by practicing different signs during their shifts together. There were only a few weeks of summer vacation left before Robin went back to school for her senior year.
Steve was grateful he’d already graduated by the time his hearing got worse. He would never have had the courage to ask for accommodations. Although, Robin probably would have bugged him into asking for it anyway.
Whatever, He didn’t need to think about that.
MOVIE, Robin signed to Steve during a standard shift at Family Video.
“Uhhhhh…cheese?” Steve guessed. Robin shook her head.
“No, but close!” she countered. Steve groaned.
“How is it close, Robin? How?” he complained. She laughed, then showed him the sign for CHEESE versus MOVIE. They were honestly not that different. “Oh. Okay, yeah.”
W-O-R-K, she fingerspelled next. Steve’s eyes lit up.
“I know this one!!!” he exclaimed, hitting one of his fists on top of the other to sign WORK.
“Yes!” Robin cheered. She quickly corrected herself and signed YES. Steve smiled. CANDY TIME.
When Steve got a sign right, she’d throw an M&M his way so he could catch it in his mouth. It was something they’d started doing together at Scoops Ahoy with various toppings.
M&M’s were much less messy.
Sure, the study and reward method was a bit juvenile, but it worked. Steve practiced, and he learned some basic signs. THANK YOU. PLEASE. SORRY. I KNOW. I DON’T UNDERSTAND. WHAT? AGAIN. He also learned random ones. BIRD. BASKETBALL. VAMPIRE. SODA.
And then, of course, the two of them learned the other essentials - words that they usually just had shared glances for.
HOT, for when an attractive customer came in. COMPLAIN, for when an annoying customer came in. FINISH, when their shift was over.
It worked. They started signing to each other instead of talking whenever possible. Robin let him have all the tasks he could do in the back room or by himself, and she handled a lot of the customers to cover for him. The pressure and stress Steve had been feeling started to melt away, and his headaches got better since he didn't have to focus so much all the time.
His parents knew about his condition, but they never talked much in the first place, so nothing really changed at home. He’d go to work and make do, and then he’d go home, and everything was alright.
About a week of study sessions later, Robin had an idea.
YOUR FRIENDS, she began. Steve stared at her and waited for her to elaborate. She took a deep breath. TELL-THEM YOU CAN.
Steve continued to stare at her quizzically. She was learning all the grammar and shit, and he was still on vocabulary.
MY FRIENDS…YES? He guessed, trying to mimic the one sign he couldn’t remember the meaning to. She shook her head.
C-A-N, she clarified. Steve thought about it. YOUR FRIENDS LOVE YOU, she continued, slower this time. SHOULD KNOW.
Steve sighed. He’d been avoiding Dustin a lot more these last few weeks, because he knew the smartass would figure him out in seconds.
Steve sighed, knowing Robin was right.
O-K, he agreed.
Dustin took it well. He had a lot of questions, but most of them Steve didn’t know the answers to. He quickly decided he would also learn some signs to support Steve. The support made Steve feel so relieved, he told all of his other friends. Well, he told the kids. Max. El. Will. Mike. Lucas. El and Will were planning on moving to California pretty soon with Jonathan and Joyce, so El decided it would be good for her to practice writing letters to Steve, since she’d be doing long distance with Mike and all. Lucas and Mike also made an attempt at learning signs, but they were even shittier at it than Steve was - which honestly made Steve feel even better. They treated it like a secret code they all were learning - kind of like the weird phrases they insisted on saying whenever they used the walkie talkies.
It was all very cute.
Since Steve wasn’t in school, he ended up practicing sign language during most of his free time. It felt good to be doing something for himself. It made him feel smart, and he didn’t feel smart that often. Robin also picked it up pretty fast, which was to be expected.
But then, all of a sudden, school was starting again, and everyone was busy. Steve continued to work and study ASL, but he didn’t have as many shifts with Robin. He would drive the kids to school and to their clubs and stuff, but it was impossible to communicate with a bunch of kids in the car. He went on dates, but the talking part of it all didn’t really work out. He wasn’t connecting with anybody, and he couldn’t understand them half the time. Plus, most of his date spots required loud noises - movies, sports games, etc. He’d go out with women, and he’d have a decent albeit exhausting time trying to keep up, and then sometimes they’d have sex, but if he was being honest - he wasn’t even really enjoying sex as much anymore.
Crazy, right? He couldn’t believe it either.
He was isolated, but getting by. He kept spending down-time at work watching videos about sign language that he’d borrowed from the library, and everywhere he went he tried to think of the sign for what he saw. TREE. CAR. LIGHT. RESTAURANT. BICYCLE. HOUSE. BOOK. STORE.
Eventually, it all started coming together.
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It was October - Halloween season. Considering what had happened last Halloween, Steve wasn’t too thrilled about it. Neither were some of the kids, primarily Will and El. Times had been tough for El especially after losing Hopper, and Steve knew that. It seemed like she had a decent support system though. Jonathan’s mom had taken her in, and she was dating Mike as well. She’d be okay, Steve hoped.
Then came the big moving day for the Byers and El. Steve had to admit he was a bit jealous. He’d wanted to get out of Hawkins forever, but now he had Dustin and Robin tying him there.
Jonathan got to escape this town and he was dating Nancy? Such bullshit.
Not that Steve was pining over Nancy anymore. He’d always love her, in a way, but he’d moved on. They didn’t work together, and that was that. Over and out, as the kids would say on their stupid walkie talkies.
Anyway, El may have been alright, but Steve had his doubts about Will. He didn’t really know how to broach the subject, but he noticed that when he picked the kids up, Will was usually pretty quiet.
An outsider, kind of like Steve.
So, when moving day arrived, Steve offered to help. He knew that Nancy and Jonathan would be there and their farewells would be a whole thing he had no interest in being around for, but he was pretty strong and he could carry boxes and help the kids, at least.
But when he showed up, he saw Will in the backyard by himself. Steve gave a small wave, then slowly approached the kid and sat down beside him.
WHAT’S-UP, Steve signed. It was one of the signs he taught all the kids. Will shrugged. Steve watched Will intently as he waited for his response.
“I don’t want to move,” Will said. “I like my house. And my friends.” Will caught himself, realizing he knew an applicable sign, then added FRIENDS. Steve smiled.
UNDERSTAND, he replied. That was another sign he taught the kids. “This sucks.”
“How do you sign that?” Will asked. “That it sucks.”
Steve knew that one, obviously. He knew a lot of signs now, but that was one he used a lot. He brought the tip of his pointer finger to his chin and frowned. Will repeated the action, then raised his eyebrows. Steve nodded in approval. Will’s hands dropped back into his lap, and the forlorn look on his face came back.
“I guess I just -” Will began, averting his eyes from Steve and staring in the distance. “They’re gonna forget about me here. They’re already -” He sighed. “It feels like I’m being left behind, even though I’m the one leaving.” Steve nodded gently, understanding the feeling all too well.
Will was the member of the party Steve had interacted with the least, probably because the other kids were a bit - uhhh - louder. Dustin and Steve were like brothers, Lucas and Steve could talk about basketball, El and Max were by no means close with Steve but he still felt like a surrogate older brother to them, and Mike was -
Okay, Mike and Steve didn’t really get along. That was to be expected, considering everything. They weren’t mean to each other or anything, they were just awkward and mildly annoyed with each other most of the time.
Will was different. Steve had been filled in on what happened to Will through Dustin, and it was - well, yeah. Will had it rough. And no one ever really talked about it. It was like, Will went through this whole traumatic thing, but he was back to “normal” now, so everything was fine. But it wasn’t fine, and he was getting sick and tired of pretending it was.
Whoops. Okay. Maybe Steve was connecting with Will more than he anticipated he would.
That was probably where a lot of the disconnect came from with everyone in Steve’s life except for Robin. The two of them had been tortured together for hours underground. Steve got the brunt of it. And they were drugged and threatened and nearly killed dozens of times. But they escaped and got out and then they were fighting a giant monster and fireworks were going off and then people died and there was no space for Steve to talk about what had happened to him.
He probably needed a therapist, but if he saw a shrink his dad would never let him hear the end of it. Besides, how could he explain any of his trauma to them? He couldn’t talk about it with anyone except his close group of friends, and he didn’t want to burden them with it, so he just…didn’t talk about it.
Steve wanted to say so many things to Will, but he also felt like he had no right to give any advice on friends or happiness. Steve had left the majority of his friends behind, willingly, and he didn’t regret it, but he also was sad about it. He missed it in some weird, fucked up way he couldn’t explain. Especially Tommy. God, all they did was argue and get in each other’s faces, but they knew each other better than anyone else. The best and the worst of it - mostly the worst, though.
“Well, I won’t forget you,” Steve said, hoping the reassurance would provide some kind of comfort.
“You don’t know me,” Will replied. “And don’t you hate my brother?”
Oof. Valid argument, but still. Steve’s thoughts on Jonathan were…complicated, to say the least.
“I don’t hate him,” Steve responded. “And your brother isn’t you.”
When Steve spoke, he tried to translate it in his head. It had become a habit. HATE DON’T. YOU, YOUR BROTHER, NOT-SAME.
He was getting pretty good at the sign language thing.
“I’m probably just going to sit out here and be sad,” Will said with a shrug.
“Okay,” Steve replied. “Is it okay if I sit here and be sad too?”
Will turned to Steve, confused at first, but then his face relaxed into something different. He nodded.
Everyone inside seemed to be doing just fine without them, anyway.
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The Byers (and El) moved to California. Lucas, Dustin, and Mike joined Hellfire club, which they were really excited about. The first few times Dustin had told Steve about it, the dipshit was so excited Steve only got like half of what he was being told. For example, he thought the boys were getting ready to drink champagne for the first time or something, which was weird, but whatever. Kids are weird. And then later he realized they were preparing for a campaign.
They had shirts. Steve recognized the shirts. Then, it all made sense.
He’d heard of Hellfire before. They were kind of hard to miss. They were the exact opposite of cool, even though Dustin seemed to think that wasn’t the case. An underground sort of cool, he’d explained.
Yeah. Sure, buddy.
Steve knew from his years at Hawkins High that those guys were not treated with any sort of respect. The only popularity they had was the negative kind. People knew who they were, and they stayed away. They were weird.
At the same time, Steve wasn’t surprised the boys had joined. It was a Dungeons and Dragons club, after all - Of course, Steve didn’t actually make that connection until Dustin had made him aware. He wasn’t sure what he thought Hellfire did back when he was in school, but it certainly wasn’t a nerdy roleplaying game. They gave off a different vibe. Like, a chaotic anarchist kind of vibe. Most of Steve’s perception came from the guy who led it - Eddie Munson, the school freak. That’s what they called him. Steve and Eddie had never really interacted, because why would they have? They were both seniors when Steve graduated, but Eddie was a year older. And he still hadn’t graduated.
Tough deal.
Anyway, Dustin was obsessed with Eddie. He worshiped the guy, basically. And Steve couldn’t help but be a little jealous - not that he’d ever admit that, of course. But Dustin was around Eddie more often, and they could talk about things they enjoyed freely and without having to stop every ten seconds to repeat themselves.
So, yeah. Steve was bitter about it.
He usually picked the kids up from Hellfire after school, because the “champagnes” (no, they never let Steve live that one down) sometimes went pretty late. Plus, Steve was the wheels in most circumstances - he drove Robin to school every morning, too.
He was probably at Hawkins High more often than he had been when he attended the damn school.
Anyway, one night in particular, Steve waited outside the drama club room for Lucas, Mike, and Dustin to walk out and hop in the car like they always did, but they were running late.
Again. Oh, joy.
Steve parked the car and headed inside, only to find everything packed up (thankfully), but everyone was still absorbed in conversation.
Steve couldn’t follow. They were all talking over each other and about things that he didn’t really understand well in the first place. Plus, there was music playing in the background, which muddied everything else in his brain. So, he waited and watched them interact. And then everyone was looking at him, and he didn’t know why.
“What?” Steve asked, totally lost. He turned to the boys, who all tried to explain what Steve had missed in their own way. Steve caught them flashing a few signs his way. JOKE. IGNORE. HE DON’T-KNOW.
Ehh, Steve kind of pieced it together. Eddie probably made some sort of comment about how awkward Steve was being without knowing why. It was probably for the best that Steve didn’t hear it. Instead, he turned to Eddie so he could share what was going on.
But then, Eddie signed to him.
YOU DEAF?
Steve’s eyes nearly bugged out of his head. He nodded. YOU SIGN?!
MOM DEAF, Eddie explained. Before Steve had the chance to ask a follow-up question, Eddie answered one of them. MOM DEAD NOW. Eddie turned away to face the boys, then pivoted back to Steve. BEFORE, COULD HEAR. RIGHT? HAPPEN WHEN?
Eddie’s signing skills seemed almost natural. Clearly he’d been doing it for ages. Steve nodded.
NEW, he explained. He was blanking on the sign for “recent” due to the fact that he was so stunned. MY SIGNING… Oh, God. Steve couldn’t remember how to say anything. He wanted to say that he was still learning, so he wasn’t that good. Instead, he did the universal hand gesture for “iffy,” which worked well enough. The boys and the other club members all watched this interaction in awe as Eddie processed this with a small nod.
O-K, Eddie replied.
And that was it. Eddie went back to talking to the boys, and presumably dismissed them as they all scattered away to collect their bags. Eddie wasn’t even looking at Steve.
That was kind of a bummer.
Up until then, Steve hadn’t met anyone else who signed (except for Robin), so this was kind of huge. At the same time, it was Eddie. Like, Steve had come a long way from his King Steve days, but the dude was a loose cannon. He was always drawing attention to himself and jumping on tables and shit. They had nothing in common, originally, but now they had two gigantic things in common - Dustin and sign language.
Steve took the kids home as he usually did, but he didn’t even attempt to focus on what they were saying. Besides, he was still thinking about, well, everything.
A part of him was annoyed, because of course the other older brother figure for Dustin was cool enough to know sign language. Of course. The other part of him was over the moon. He had someone to talk to and practice with. Although, that was only if Eddie was interested, which he very well might not have been. Plus, it was also kind of against the rules of the school. The jock and the freak spending time together? It just didn’t happen.
Then again, Steve wasn’t going to Hawkins High anymore. He could make his own rules.
He couldn’t wait to tell Robin about all of this. She was going to lose her damn mind.
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Song of the Day: March 25
"Groovy Little Summer Song" by James Otto
#song of the day#it's not at all summer yet but it is spring!!#it's chilly when the wind blows and the dew-damp sticks around until noon but the sun is out and the sky is maybe not clear but close!#spring!!!!#I put my first early plantings in the garden today#I had planned for a bunch of marigolds but I got a different batch of flowers instead#so now what's down is rootings for a bunch of perennial flowers#sea holly and red-hot pokers and butterfly weed and hollyhocks#and then my little pea plants#I told Kelly I'd share pictures but for today it only looks like a square of dirt--I'll definitely share pics when my sprouts come in!!#beautiful beautiful garden times#summer of 2010 when this song came out was the first time in three-ish years I'd spent much continuous time with my family#my littlest siblings were old enough to be away from Mom for a while and still young enough to be lulled to sleep by the car#and Mom was very eager to be left home alone to sleep (and play this weird chicken bowling game she was briefly addicted to)#and so we went on a lot of long leisurely pointless car rides and we listed to a lot of#(I will never not hear this in my head) 96.9 The Kat! country music radio#and this got added to the short list of songs I sang to myself#it's so catchy!! cute fun moderately-bouncy little earworm and my voice cruises up and down it so easy#'when the days start gettin warmer / the sun starts sinkin slower / weekends go by faster / and beer starts tastin colder#wanna tune into a station / takes me on a soul vacation / hey there mister dj / come on won't you please play'#and crucially Dad did not mind this song--which could not be said for 'There Is No Arizona' by Jamie O'Neal#or (after I sang it approximately ninety million times) 'Just What I Do' by Trick Pony#we also had--this was very fun for me--we had exactly one CD we could play in the car (because it was stuck in the disk player)#and that was Joe Diffie's 'Third Rock From The Sun'#so many songs of absolute joy on that album. lucky as hell that Dad agreed because it meant we'd crank it up so loud#close my eyes and let the sun shine all red through my eyelids#sing some real dumbass enjoyable-as-all-getout songs at the top of my absolute voice#Dad laughing and singing along and the littles sleeping through the all of it like the precious babies they were#these are the songs of sunshine and pointless happiness! it's not summer but it will be! my garden doesn't have plants yet but it will!#sing a song!!
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Once again, I am so blessed to have someone make something like this for me 🤟 This is so beautiful and cool and COMPLETELY encapsulates the fic so far! You have a gift ❤️
The second moodboard (collage?) that i made for the ever-lovely @hairstevington and her fic "songs that voices never share". I'm yelling gently at everyone to check it out.
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WIP Poll Tag Game
I'll write as many sentences as there are votes for the winner of this poll! Thank you @thepatchycat -- this is such a cool game aw! My dusty wips thank you as well... 😂
(For the audio editing I'll do like 5 minutes for each vote or something 👍)
And I'll tag @chinchillasinunison, @fayesdiary, @elegyofthemoon, @plantpretender, @jannede @nitetime-moon, @red-moon-at-night, and @amugoffandoms -- and anyone feel free to join in!
#thank you pal!! what a fun idea :D#ill be working on my milgram drabbles regardless but here are some of my other more promising wips lol#ough i had such a huge vision for So Be It and then had n desire to write out that much 😭#but i do have a pretty thorough start to this chapter!#also?? when cleaning out my wip folder for this i realized i had a completed echoes fic i just never posted??#im going to double check and edit it but its about lukas and celica just having a lil chat about lukas' personality#and i really like it! idk why i never shared it#i have a file started for tear drop but progress is slow#it was my first milgram song and still one of my favorites and nothing i write feels right.... so its been slow going#but i really want to start on ily as well hehe#and yeah! i made that post and then immediately started editing Cat and my sister is going to help me with actual tap sounds#its gonna have fun kazui voice clips and everything >:3#(i also have a wicked indulgent milgram x echoes crossover cooking but i havent actually started anything so thatll have to wait a bit)#rose rambles#polls
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it sucks that at 25 i have finally like concretely nailed down what my life's dream would be and lowkey always has been
and it feels like completely unattainable in any way
#its music btw#singing is my only skill that i actually wouldnt be miserable trying to sell#thots et al#idk ever since i started finally writing songs i feel so lost like#i dont have the time or energy or money to invest into the skills i want to develop or make the life changes i would need to#so i feel like im never gonna make any of the stuff i want to make#'people writing songs that voices never share' or whatever
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It’s not normally my type of music tbh but I loved their blend when they sang together.
#I’m gonna be honest with you country isn’t my fav genre#I don’t think this is technically country but I definitely can hear it in their voices#at first thought it was going to be a sad song#and yeah it is#but ughhhhhhhhh#once I understood the meaning of the song#idk#some people can do that#‘he’ll be the sun and I’ll be the moon’#only share a little part of someone#and I’m sure if you love someone that much having a tiny part of them means a lot#but idkkkkkkkkk#I could never do that#if I’m in a relationship or a situation I’m going all in#I never want to be someone’s secret#ok I’m sorry#I know you didn’t ask for my song analysis but that’s all I can do when I listen to a new song#the guitar solo was SICK though#I was vibing hard#also loved the general vibe and background music#thank you so much for sending a song lovely 💖#ask#song recs
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