#song: don't walk away
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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the end of 505: 2007 vs 2023
#don't even talk to me about the way the moment the song finishes alex seeks miles's gaze out#the way they're so immediately and instinctively drawn to each other#and how after over fifteen years it's just the same#the same inescapable awareness of each other#of being so caught up together#the only thing that's changed is that if anything they look even more at ease with each other now#there's a little less of the nervous over-awed quality and more of a deep sense of love and ease and belonging#i can't even think about how reluctant they are to let go of that hug in the second gif#how alex is still looking and smiling at miles even as he walks away#aghhhhhhh#i'm entirely too emotional over them and i need to go to sleep#tonight was a lot in the very best way#i'm so so happy they got to share a stage again on such a special and significant night 🤍#milex#miles kane#alex turner#tlsp#arctic monkeys#505#milex 2023#dublin#my gifs#lulu posts
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Malevolent fandom.
Hear me out.
Hallelujah by Leonard Cohen
But it's John and Oscar.
#I usually walk away from religious stuff bc religious trauma and shit but uh I heard those song at work and uh. Uh yeah.#SO ANYWAYS HM I'M COOKING I'M SO SANE ABOUT THEM#Just the concept of John and Oscar with that song I'm. I'm I'm afraid I've read one too many fics ab them.#This stupid priest is making me feel funny things and I don't like it (I'm lying)#malevolent#system posting#malevolent podcast#john doe malevolent#oscar malevolent#What's their ship name#Joscar#???????#Gold faith??????#Goldfaith is cool actually#echo talks#⚜️#He grew on me
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I get a little indignant when i look up the lyrics for a song that has very straightforward and understandable meaning to anyone who has experienced a modicum of emotional pain in their life and there are websites like "Song Lyrics Explained" like ohhh some people have never had their heart broken I see.
#my stuff#if you look me in the eyes and say you don't 'get' Sleep Token's Apparition or Take Me Back To Eden in general...#like what even is there to say. they're about waking up from bittersweet dreams abt ppl you can't see anymore for reasons you didn't choose#and longing to return to experiences that cannot be recreated if the people you love don't make the effort to hold onto it like you do.#i am quite literally sick with longing and grief these past couple days and these are the only songs keeping me halfway sane#this all could have gone so very different. i know where you are. i know how to reach you. but i can't. you asked me not to.#so i have to cope with the knowledge that you're a short walk away almost every day and yet I'll probably never see you again#and it's not because i did anything wrong you're just the sort of person who can't be friends with someone after a romance#and your goodbye was absolute shit and i hate it and i want some fucking shred of acknowledgement that i deserve better!!!!#i want to know you aren't just trying to forget me entirely!! I want to be remembered!! I am remembering you!!
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I've seen people who ship non-canon couples could get toxic and in my opinion the writers never want to cater to those fans who harrass cast, complain constantly and spread hate on their official social media.
It seems like storyline always ends up becoming messy:
- Destiel, became semi-canon in the most chaotic way.
- Stucky: they had Steve go back in time to be with Peggy and even when he return made sure everyone knew Steve x Bucky was never going to happen.
- Japril, from Grey's Anatomy: they were canon but were divorced and then Japril fandom got super toxic when Jackson got with Maggie, in the end the writers wrote April off for seemingly no reason. I can't help but think that it was partly due to the fandom behavior.
My question is, do you guys know a fandom where the non-canon pairing became canon even though the fandom was toxic?
I only have these examples in mind but I want to know if there are more... because I'm thinking the writers usually will try not to "reward" that kind of behavior even when they might ha e originale planned to follow through with that plan.
I'm asking because I'm wondering what spm0e Buddie shippers think they'll acheive with their hateful behavior and also wondering why the normal shippers aren't calling out the toxic ones.
Your fandom driving an actor you claim to adore off of social media would be a wake up call for most.
#oliver stark#destiel fandom#stucky fandom#anti japril#platonic buddie#911 abc#I haven’t been in that many toxic fandoms so I don't know if this is generally the case or just some examples#I also don't want the Bucktommy fall into this “trap” and start being hateful and sour. Let's not act entitled like some fandoms act ..#let's just go with the flow and enjoy what we havr#the Sambucky fandom has never acted entitled and the people who tried to being toxictiy were called out by the fandom and as a result...#Sam and Bucky's show ended with them watching a sunset to a romantic song and walking away together#I'm always surprised at negative people in fandoms because I can't help but wonder if they even enjoy their fandom anymore?
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romeo and cinderella (honorary mentions: ghost rule by deco*27, unknown mother goose by wowaka and gift from the princess who brought sleep by mothy)
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kakakuri lament (the symbol used is the left facing buddhist swastika not the right facing nazi one and it was changed to be less swastika-like in later illustrations + the fascist regime here is portrayed like it is in fmdm (actually eerily similar to the fmdm fascists. fmdm came out in 2009 so it's v possible that this was written like immediately after playing it which would explain a lot) i swear i did not link a nazi song) (honorary mention: regret message by mothy)
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fire flower (i hated this song for YEARS. the power of a rlly good remaster ig.) (honorary mention: superhero by nem)
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snowman (honorary mention: judgement of corruption by mothy)
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evil food eater conchita (no honorable mentions i don't listen to much meiko)
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akahitoha (fully had luka luka night fever here before i was adding honorary mentions and remembered my actual fave) (honorary mentions: luka luka night fever by samfree, tailor shop on enbizaka by mothy)
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the last revolver (honorary mention: muzzle of nemesis by mothy)
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prince of necrophilia (this had to be one of the closest calls, i was between this and the specimen girl remaster) (honnorary mentions: specimen girl (2020 remaster) by kiyozumi, the tragedy of chateau cepage by uzuki)
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yoshiwara lament (honorary mention: atelier horloge by mothy)
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#surprisingly low amount of mothy considering everything but also every time i was tempted to put him i slapped my own hand away and thought#abt it some more until i went 'yeah i do probs listen to kakakuri burst more than regret message'#'you are not putting gift from the princess who brought sleep there . that's not even your fave mothy miku song.'#and 'you are not putting atelier horloge in there . you're not. you wouldn't gaf abt that song were it by any other producer'#so now the mothy songs that are there are the ones that are either 1) an undeniable favorite (i never liked gumi before i got into mothy .#like i actively disliked gumi until i listened to him use her. i still don't like most of the gumi songs ik) or 2) i don't listen to much#meiko and i can't think of a song using her that isn't by him (i don't listen to much meiko)#and y'know. pushing almost all the mothy songs out no matter how much i like them may seem like it's a disingenuous lineup#However it has to be this way bc otherwise it'd be a mothy greatest hits bracket and also i do feel like any song that can be compared to a#mothy song and still cause me to be conflicted abt which one i like more probs def deserves its spot bc i borderline worship the ground he#walks on.#romeo.txt#vocaloid#Youtube
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"nanobots" the song is this deconstructed view of child development and parenthood where it's like, 'wow have you ever thought about how weird producing offspring is. like, it's weird, right! we make these little people and they quickly grow into their own individual personalities with their own lives and autonomy and I've lost all authority and there's so many and you've gotta be responsible for them all the time, what did I do !!!'
but as well as approaching it with this slightly overwhelmed perspective, there's a sort of affectionate optimism in there, too. that even tho the concept's intimidating, there's a sense of wonder in how humans develop and raising them and watching them grow up. hey this kid thing's fun actually, yeah I wish they'd leave me alone sometimes, but look at how cute and resilient they are look at what they can do. and then "replicant" is like jesus parenting a teenager is hard.
#tmbg#it's a tough competition with about 200 songs#but I honestly think ''I turn my back for two minutes and they've grown again'' is one of tmbg's most poignant lyrics#it's not an original sentiment and one that could even be viewed as somewhat sentimental and hokey with a less skilled execution#like what person or piece of art Hasn't expressed the bittersweet experience of feeling a child's growing up too quickly a million times#but there's just something about the way it's slotted into nanobots#nanobots is honestly cute. and I don't mean that in a reductive ''cutesy'' way I mean as a good thing it's just genuinely very adorable#from a band whose music is a lot of things but you wouldn't typically describe as ''adorable''#I think it's because their songs so often Don't carry this sort of tone that it works in the same way ''another first kiss'' does#there's an uncountable amount of lovesongs in the world. like. THE most popular theme. what can you say that hasn't already been expressed#but lines like ''we've run out of things to say. and we'll be happy any way'' and ''grabs my coat to walk away''#are just such beautifully deceptively simplistic ways to express the mundanity of a healthy relationship#they like each other's company still after all these years and they share their clothes waaah#anyway to get back on topic I love nanobots much for the same reasons as ''I love you for psychological reasons'' and ''mammal'' lmao#myautismhasnothingtodowiththis.jpg
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Battle Cries by the Amazing Devil. Holy high heavens. What the heck. Humanity must have done something right if this masterpiece gets to exist.
The minute the song starts I am freaking sobbing. Its not a sad song, but it makes me explode with emotion. Yes everything will be okay! We're going to win! And all that laughing and loving and sighing and sobbing will all be worth it! You're gonna be that person 15 you would be proud to know! The triumph and pure happiness and raw excitement for whatever comes next that bleeds from that song? This song makes me excited to live. It makes me excited to love.
And the happy little chords? Madeleine's little laugh?? The overlapping lyrics??? Hrishskhroskshrilfljk find me on a floor in pieces after this song plays ever single freaking time but I love it with all my heart and soul
Battle Cries by the Amazing Devil. That's all. (Screams into a pillow)
#Walk away#I know that I’ve been through the wars#But that creaking you hear in my bones is not pain#It's appalause#Like#Look at me as you say this. Don't look at your phone#Some fictions we took to mean fate. Believe me. I know.#And of course: After summers of fasting#I feel hunger at last#FOR THE PERSON FIFTEEN YEAR OLD ME WOULD BE PROUD TO HAVE KNOWN#HDKJJFKDKOSHSS#screaming. crying. throwing up.#“hide the breathing you hear. Don't mistake it for sighs. Don't you realize. They're just battle cries dear”#Ahhhhh#Ever had a song tell you that all these hiccups and obstacles are just you and your partner spitting out a tooth and standing back up.#To keep fighting for each other?#I'm okay I promise#Listen just go read the lyrics to battle cries because there are two many and every. Single. Freaking one. Is incredible#the amazing devil#madeleine hyland#joey batey#battle cries
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Listen I know Taylor over-releases her music and can never let anything go but the 10 minute version of All Too Well deserves a pass for that. Imagine writing a song about an older man who hurt you and it's a sympathetic look into a young girl's broken heart but then ten years later you're like "Actually, I'm older now and I've realized I didn't kill that guy hard enough" so you go live on SNL and imply that he caused your eating disorder
#listen idk the man#and I definitely don't believe everything she sings about her relationships#but if that song is even half true then it's impossible to walk away without thinking he sucks total shit
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sorry not sorry but its twisted that people take Christian media and try to twist it around to fit and affirm their gender ideology
#this post is about half•alive btw#people are like oH yAY aRRoW iS aBouT bEInG arOSexTuAL#how about you shut up and actually look at the lyrics#and look at the song IN THE CONTEXT OF THE ALBUM#bc you should NEVER take things out of context#and in the context of the album you can CLEARLY see that arrow is about how the human heart has a very hard time being satisfied#with where it is at any time#bc of our human longing for Eden#and the point of the song is that if that longing gets overtaken by our flesh#then its a bad thing#but if we allow God to direct the arrow of our hearts towards Him#its a beautiful thing#by throwing all for that away for 'oh arrow sounds like aro!'#' 'the hardest place to be is right where you' are is talking about identifying as an aroace!'#you are ripping the soul out of the song and then it has no legs to stand on#listen I love half•alive's instrumentals more than anybody#you kinda have to like the instrumentals to love a song#I'm not going to listen to a song I don't like if it only has good lyrics but a trashy sound#but with music and with every single thing in life the substance of it SHOULD BE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING#I'm not going to read a book that has beautiful description if its rotten at the core#I'm not going to watch a movie that's funny if its advocating for hate crimes#and same with music#so if the core message of that media is not something you like#DONT CHANGE IT JUST TO SUIT YOU#DONT PROJECT ONTO SOMETHING THAT IS LITERALLY SACRED FOR OTHER PEOPLE#get your own media that's giddy over that stuff#don't walk into my house and disrespect my Father and expect to get away with it#sunkissedliterarylightofchrist#also while we're on the topic:#have you ever considered that Christian music sounds so good BECAUSE ITS BEEN BLESSED BY THE LORD????
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I dare you to watch Lady Gaga's Diease music video & tell me it's not substance codded.
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#i don't even think there is supposed to be a connection but i just can't stop seeming to draw parallels between them#the song repeated message of curing someone's disease (in this case ageing)#& being all that this person needs (leading to the obvious obsession & addiction shown throughout the movie)#the two lady gaga's fighting eachother despite seemingly being the “same” person like sue & elizabeth#the black masked gaga being an unaffected observer (just watching the two women hurt eachother) like the operator on the phone#but also be a genuine threat (chasing down one of the gaga's in the car) like the substance its self#& “birthing” another woman who seemingly worships it before she seemingly runs away in fear#leading her to almost be crushed by confinding spaces clearly not made for such an unusual & disturbing being (ala monster elizasue)#yet also instead of getting away when she can she starts to dance aka putting on a show#trying to get some validation through her career choices trying to get the “metophical” audience to clap to like her#but failing & being left to collapse on her own & having no one to help her#like when Elizabeth dissappeared & no one came looking for her#& at the start of the mv when the one lady gaga was against the car clearly in a bad way yet everyone just kept driving past#which is similar to how monster elizasu dies on her “star” unwanted by the world & ultimately forgotten once her remains are washed away#& black leather gaga confidentiality walking away as if this whole ordeal meant nothing to her & she's on her way to find another victim#lady gaga#lady gaga disease#disease lady gaga#the substance
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His Last Moments...
(Hey, I felt like drawing Daisy B again! Lmao!)
#Daisy B.'s Playground#my character(s)#my art#t;w blood#t;w implied murder#I honestly don't know what else to tag this as.... um...#*jazz hands and walks away*#Daisy B.#also fun fact... I literally made this because of a RussianSleepExperiment song that I just discovered lmao#because my yt recommended is just flooded with creepypastas that I was too scared to watch when I was younger/ when they were popular
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love finding fucking obscure performances of songs i am not normal about from eras i am not fucking normal about. love that for us
#bruce springsteen#i'm on fire#so uh. remember the performance of I'm on Fire in LA in '88 that's on Spotify where he's like 'i ain't gonna hurt ya'. yeah#well. this one's almost a week after that/more intimate. didn't need to see him stand there with his hands out like 'i just wanna touch ya'#and then still head into 'i ain't gonna hurt ya' and then just. let his hands fall. step back turn around walk away etc etc#hey. what the fuck. what kind of supplication is this. what kind of prayer for mercy is this song. i don't need this right now#not with that bass in the back coming through the soundboard. no. fuck me i'm not doing this#Youtube
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this is my brain when i see my boyfriend 💜🥰💖
#MY HONEY BEEEEEEE COME AND GET THIS POLLEN!!!!#TOO BAD YOUR EX DON'T DO IT FOR YA!! WALKED IN AND DREAM CAME TRUE'D IT FOR YA!! SOFT SKIN AND I PERFUMED IT FOR YA!!!!#I KNOW I MOUNTAIN DEW IT FOR YA!! THAT MORNING COFFEE BREWED IT FOR YA!! ONE TOUCH AND I BRAND NEW'D IT FOR YA!!!!#me and himmm 🥰🥰🥰🥰#the way i've listened to every version of this song at least 300 times she went off with the coffee themes in this ep so cute and funny#music#spotify#sabrina carpenter#espresso#no the way i just realized the Move at the beginning like i'm shoving everyone away on the dashboard to show you this song about me & my bf
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i think the 80s synthwave/pop revival was fun and cute and everything, but it's Long since overstayed its welcome. bring back New Jack Swing or else!
#was listening to 'i want her' by keith sweat and then 'don't walk away' by jade and 'motownphilly' by boyz ii men of course#as one does on a friday afternoon#and i think it's bullshit that it's never made a comeback. which is crazy bc so many new jack swing songs are BANGERS#in a better timeline we'd revive new jack swing into the mainstream. (also disco but that's a separate conversation)#also craving a dubstep revival in the next decade....but i know damn well it's me against the world when it comes to dubstep lmao#rambles
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ok fr last one but there's actually a bootleg of my school's anastasia and i'm linking it bc you all NEED to understand that my infatuation with this one girl's voice which started when i was in the 6th grade and still hasn't really worn off isn't based on nothing
#brielle's the one in the n95 mask (the video is too grainy to actually make out any of the ensemble's faces but she stands out)#and i'm the in my 'teenage tboy's diy first short haircut' era in every scene she's in#apart from everything abt the girl who plays anya. the tea on everyone else is that our director liked the boy who played gleb's voice so#much that she actually lowered some if not all of his parts to be in his range. the guy who played vlad was a total diva and uhm. the phras#'peaked in high school' has been tossed around at him a lot. and the fact that he came back to sub the year after he graduated isn't helpin#his case. also he pressured the girl who played anya's grandmother into wearing old age makeup + spray her hair grey bc he decided he was#going to wear it and since she's supposed to be older than him she had to too and used to waltz into the girls' changing room whenever he#wanted. everyone was like super shocked during auditions though bc we all thought he was a shoe-in for dimitry esp since seniors get#priority casting bc it's their last chance. but at callbacks (we had singing auditions via video and dance auditions in person and callback#were tacked on to the dance auditions) he kinda flubbed his song and then this freshman. who was with us via google meet bc he literally ha#covid at the time absolutely blew him out of the water and i remember walking away w brielle like 'holy shit [first name] [last name] just#lost a part to a freshman' (he's the kind of person you just have to full name otherwise it sounds wrong). that said i do think he made a#much better vlad then he would've made a dimitry and while he is. a lot. he's always been nice to me and i did briefly idolize him and his#stage presence way i did anya's singing voice but that faded when i got into hs and started actually observing his prima donna ways#(the one production we were in together before in middle school we didn't have any scenes together). the girl who played the grandma#actually shouted me out in cast circle and that's the only time that's ever happened to me. also i'm p sure her dad is/was dating someone m#dad and by extension myself work with so that's. Oh My God. like she (the one who works for my dad) brought him w her to a comedy show as i#think her bf but i'm not 100% sure and when he found out what school i went to he mentioned his daughter went there and despite the fact#that i basically have a script for when people ask me that question bc i do NOT pay attention to most of my fellow students and don't know#anyone i was like 'holy shit' bc i actually did. hm what else. the guy who played the tsar and i used to shittalk bad period dramas#backstage during the first part of act 2. also during the press conference scene i need you to picture all the bolshevik soldiers and#romanov royals doing the macarena behind the curtain bc that was absolutely what we were doing back there. speaking of the press conference#the really high singing w/o a clear source was actually anya standing behind the curtain on the other side of the stage bc she's the only#one who physically could sing the part. also in regards to the bolshevik soldiers. we were originally supposed to have wooden rifles but fo#some reason our director took them out so we had to just walk menacingly towards the romanovs. you can't rlly see me that well in that scen#but that jacket would NOT stay closed and for 2/3 performances i had to awkwardly hold it closed the entire time. luckily the one that was#filmed was the one where i was smart enough to bring safety pins and also saved like all of the ballerinas bc their costumes all started#falling apart at once backstage.#romeo.txt#theatreposting
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