#song in the drawing is bathroom bitch btw

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hello tumblr!! tomorrow im working on a pt2 with grif for this one.. ive never really designed them beyond their basic clothing so its fun to draw

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success story + picture proof(improved art skills in a day, cancelled exams, + more).

ART SKILLS

Okay, so I'm working on a webtoon project and so I started drawing a thumbnail image for it. I was really unhappy with how it turned out, and I felt that my art looked tacky and unpolished. So basically, I just decided; no, I can draw very well and in my desired way(which is inspired by a twitter artist I admire), and I felt it as fact and left it. Then I picked up my pen and started drawing again.

The change was instant, but the dates below are within the time difference of a day because of course, art takes time, and I had to sleep in between. What I did was very simple, and I did not robotically affirm or listen to any subliminals or anything, I only simply assumed it as fact and it reflected back instantly.

BEFORE

You can see how the lines and colouring is more unpolished.

AFTER

The lines are cleaner and more detailed, and the composition of the piece itself improved.

DATE PROOF(via Discord)

CANCELLED EXAMS

I had a math test coming up when I first heard of the novel Undine, and I discovered a Piano & Flute sonata that accompanied it. I am both a Pianist and a Flautist, and I had grown so fascinated with the novel itself that when I heard the piece(sneakily during a Mandarin class), I was like, I need to play this right now. But I remembered my Math test scheduled for that week's Thursday, and I was like, I don't have the time. But then as I bitched about it to my friends, I instantly remembered about the law and was like, you know what? I have time. I didn't care how I had time, I just assumed I had the time to learn the piece I wanted to. Then instantly, my math teacher posted a google classroom announcement, the test had been pushed back to next week's Monday!

DATE PROOF

Teleported my Mother out of the house?

This one... I can't provide picture proof other than my shock when it happened because huh? Anyways, in my apartment the shower is connected to my parent's bedroom, where my mom's always in on her computer doing who knows what. I love to sing, and I love to sing in the shower because it always clears up my throat and even though my Mother praises me for it, it gets really awkward and embarrassing when I'm practicing or attempting a hard song and my voice falters? Well so I got home, okay. I knew my mom was inside her room because the bedroom door was closed and I heard her loudly talk on the phone to a coworker. I sat down to have a quick snack in the living room which is where the only exit of this apartment is and I saw her come out of her room to say hello to me and went back in. This is only in the span of 10 minutes from when I came home from school and when I went to take a shower. I came across a song I liked and I was like, wouldn't it be nice if I had privacy in the bathroom so I could sing? Okay, then I went to take a shower. My mom... was not in her room and the door was wide open. I ran to my dad and was like, where's mom? He was like, didn't you know she left?

EXPENSIVE COSPLAY

Okay, I've been BEGGING my dad to buy me cosplay for this one enstars character for a year. He always said no, and then this year it was sometime September and my friends were talking about dressing up for Halloween. I was like, I want to dress up as Ritsu. I didn't think anything of, "My dad always said no to my cosplay though," I just went, well, "I want to dress up as Ritsu so I shall."

That was it! I asked him in a text, can I have this? He didn't respond btw he ghosted me... then a few days later he asked for my measurements. I'm wearing the cosplay right now at school!

Photo of when I first got it!

TAYLOR SWIFT PIANO SHEET MUSIC

This one is unintentional. I don't even know how it manifested but you know, I went to the music store to check out some guitars because I wanted to start learning, and then I got sidetracked by the Pianos. Previously a while ago, I wanted to learn some of her songs on the Piano, and most of the sheet music got copyrighted. I guess somewhere there I was like, you know what? Fuck it. I have it. I forgot about it, that's for sure. But then as I was messing around on some of the cheaper Pianos, my dad spotted they were selling her sheet music, and without really asking he just bought it for me.

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MANIFESTED A TEACHER ABSENT FROM SCHOOL

This one happened today!!! I was just feeling a bit tired and I wanted a lesson off where I didn't have to worry about a teacher and when I went to the next period, I realised the teacher wasn't in school and the lesson was self study time!

OTHER SUCCESSES

I'm 17 now, and I had been barely 150cm for a while. I've tried growing taller for years with subliminals, nothing happened, the doctors said I couldn't but... I grew! A few centimeters, my ideal height is 156cm and I'm around 154 right now? I also lost a lot of weight starting from May of this year, and I started growing taller around the start of October! Also the other day, I was in a sort of 'tutoring' session(it wasn't really tuition? but I don't know what else to call it) and I was so tired and I wanted to draw, and instead of waiting for a break I was like fuck it, I'm going to draw anyways and reached for my iPad. Then suddenly as I touched it, the teacher announced a break! Also, in my 4D I'm well respected and lowkey worshipped and I noticed when I went out last week, strangers were so oddly nice to me and people turned their heads to look at me? They'd do nice gestures for me when before everyone would just ignore me the way I used to want.

Anyways, that's it for my post! I sat down a lot and pondered and listened to Edward Art's lectures every night. Manifesting is really easy, and so long as you realise the 3D doesn't matter... it doesn't exist and to just focus on your 4D, then you already have your dream life. There's no point throwing rocks at the 3D hoping it'll change, like with how you can't kill the snake because it doesn't exist, you just have to become indifferent to it and persistent in your 4D.

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A Slice Of The Birthday Train-wreck

Characters & story by Izzy Gentz (me!)

Drabble sent in by @stargazer-sims

693 words

Trigger warnings: swearing, family problems, drug use mention, dark humor.

Notes:

Yes, I know a drabble is supposed to be 100 words, but I DO NOT CONTROL THE AMOUNT OF WORDS I WRITE!!!! Also, I know this drabble was supposed to be about "cake," but evidently, this is the story that wanted to be told... I mean, cake, birthday... That's not too much of a stretch, right?

Thank you again to everyone who sent me one of these, and thank you for your patience.

A Slice Of The Birthday Train-wreck

No-where-fucking-good, WA

November 2 2005

14:00

Parker

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Conner, I know you opened this 'cause you're always bitching about being the only one who checks the mail so do me a favor and just hand this to Courtney.

Dearest Courtney, YOU ARE A BITCH! I wish I never met you never mind let you talk me into going home for my birthday!!!!

Thanks to you I've had the worst three days of my life, and that's coming from someone who has been legally dead.

You know, shit was actually going okay and I was delusional enough to think this might be the first of twenty-three birthdays that wasn't pure shit.

You know, my dad picked me up from the train station, he didn't once remind me how much easier it would be if I still had my car.

When I got to the house my little brother wanted to draw with me, we watched cartoons for like three hours straight. My sisters didn't just ignore me the entire time we had dinner, my middle sister even said she liked my hair. My mom made a cake that I swear was probably the second best thing that's ever been in my mouth and I didn't wake up with a broken spine from the couch.

Even when I was going to leave this morning, my ice queen of a mother gave me a HUG for Christ's sake! She even packed me a huge slice of this triple chocolate orgasm for the train.

Speaking of, this tall, gorgeous, professor-looking dude sat right next to me at the train station. He started talking to me, I got annoyed 'cause he could clearly see my headphones but he talked smoothly so I got over it.

And when he told me to get up and follow him, I thought "Damn, this week can't get any better!"

He took me into the bathroom and told me to get on my knees, and when I did he slammed and locked the door in my face, and took off with my bag!

I jimmied the lock and found out he was nice enough to leave my ticket and slice of cake of all things.

Luckily the train showed up almost as soon as I came out of the bathroom, but the ride sober and without headphones was going to last an eternity!

At least, that's what I thought before the train broke down three hours into the trip!

Did you know trains could break down? I didn't even know trains could break down!

But all of a sudden the train stopped in the middle of nowhere and the power went out and someone had to come tell us it would be a few hours before we got rescued unless we could call someone to come pick us up but guess who doesn't have a fucking quarter.

So anyway, I'm stuffing my face with the only thing that has survived the Alanis Morissette song that is my life, this beautiful chocolate cake (which is in pieces btw), while I'm writing this, and the reason I'm writing this? 'Cause I'm assuming you'll get this around the same time they call you to come pick up my mangled corpse after I've finally had enough and laid across the tracks, and if not it will be amazing proof for me to NEVER TRUST COURTNEY EVER AGAIN!!!

Should this be the words I ever speak I leave a message to each of you;

Nate, you know the rule we made and you know all the hiding spots, I never made new ones. I know I said I did but I didn't so don't worry about it.

Conner, I know you've been waiting for this day since we met in high school, my only request is that you make the dance on my grave sick as fuck and not just the regular jig.

Aaron, as the baby daddy of our beanie baby, I leave you all twenty-seven dollars and ninety-six cents in my bank account. Make sure Beanie goes to a good college.

Courtney, I WILL SEE YOU IN HELL, YOU BOTTLE BLONDE BITCH!!!!!!

With love,

Parker W.

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Be More Chill 2nd Preview part. 2

Okay part 2! Somethings I forgot to put in the first part:

Jeremy’s computer has a Steven universe sticker, bmo sticker and a black suits sticker (yes I noticed that Easter egg!)

Gerard draws a lot of dicks...that is all

Halloween

The set for this song (and jakes whole party in general was amazing!!)

The costumes were the next level (Brooke’s in particular)

When Christine shows up she questions if Jake is throwing a party and trashing his parents house as a way of coping them leaving him and wow...Christine gets real in this version and I live for it

When Chloe leads Jeremy away Brooke looks super confused but keeps dancing

Do You Wanna Hang

Okay Chloe is obviously super drunk in this song. She’s slurring her words and everything

The squip after Jeremy drinks start speaking Japanese then just face plants onto the bed

Katlyn’s drunk baby dancing is fantastic. Chloe trying to be sexy but only ends up falling off the stack of pillows she was sitting on

Britton (who is a great Jake btw) when he breaks into the room to stop Chloe and Jeremy is truly terrifying

I apparently have a think for blonde/partially blonde bitch characters so Chloe is my child but yes I know she did a bad thing and there’s no excuse for it but I still love her

When Brooke sees what happened she is genuinely heartbroken and it’s sad to see. She just glares at Jeremy and Chloe then runs away

Micheal in the Bathroom

When Jeremy sees Michael he runs up and hugs him and tells him his happy he is to see him again

Michaels weed socks!!!

That loser scene...ouch

Again NO ONE SANG AND I WAS SO HAPPY

The scene with Christine and Jeremy talking on the couch was so adorable (that’s my reaction to every single one of their interactions I swear)

Will looks so devastated when Christine rejects him

Smartphone Hour

Okay Tiffany Mann is freaking awesome (her high notes in this song are killer

Brooke just pops up from behind a set piece is just sitting eating a banana

The extra girls characters...Gerard looks amazing

Brooke’s manic scream

The set during this song displays the lyrics as text messages

Jenna takes a selfie of her and the burning house

Pants Song

Yeah that’s right the pants song goes before pitiful children now (I thought for a second they got rid of pitiful children so I had a mini panic

Micheal appears with a bong then quickly hids it

The scene where Michael burns the mementos is gone sadly

“Do you love Jeremy?” Enter long panicked pause by Michael “ahhhhh...”

Pitiful Children

There’s a memorial at Rich’s locker with cards and a unicorn balloon

Brooke: “I’m not some sexy dog you can go and kick Jeremy” yes Brooke!!! You tell him!!!

Christine is upset about rich and Jake and everyone being sad

Christine knows what squips are!!! She had a friend in theatre who took one and now is in a mental hospital (might be the same person Michael was talking about earlier???)

Christine gets real AGAIN and tells Jeremy off and says she’s gonna help everyone by doing her best and handling her emotions during the play! Christine steals this scene!!

When Jeremy asked Jenna how she’s doing, she is genuinely shocked that someone actually cares about her (cue the whole audience just going awww)

Pitiful children has a lot of lyric changes but still really good

The Play

The back of the stage is used to show the school play while the front of the stage is used to show backstage

The words are a bit different but generally the same

Brittons high upgrade note...!!

When Jeremy gets Christine to drink the Mountain Dew red he just tells her how sorry he is

When the squip shuts down the screen that separates the stage from where the orchestra comes up then shuts when the songs ends and it’s really cool

Voices In My Head

Rich is still bi!!

When rich asked Jeremy if Michael was his boyfriend Micheal comes in and stares at Rich comes into the hospital room the whole audience just awwwed again (mix of boyf riends and expensive headphones kinda)

There’s no curtains that separates them so Michael just pats Rich then runs over to Jeremy

Before the scene changes to the school Michael walks over to rich then (in a loving hand bump gesture) hits his cast and Rich just SCREAMS and Michael starts freaking out

Christine’s squip is different! I missed the name of who it is now

When Christine agrees to eat lunch with Jeremy he he’s so happy and starts squeaking and then gives Christine the tiniest peck on the lips before scooping her up in his arms and kissing her for real and it’s so fracking adorable!!! The Jeremy/Christine relationship sails in this version (and I’m a fan of boyf riends)

The groups is just the cutest thing at the end of the musical

Okay that’s all I got for right now. There was probably more but I can’t think straight right now (or ever really...sorry not the time). I really loved the off-broadway production, it revived my love for this show and I’m so happy that I got the opportunity to see it.

If anyone wants to talk about it with me or ask any questions hit me up!!!