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[agerechococat]

cozy chococat stimboard!! 🐈|🖤|🐈 🖤|🐈|🖤 🐈|🖤|🐈

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[tinyfantasminha]

Happy Birthday Tsunotarou 🐉✨

[susiehunsecker-remade]

semi old succession drawings/studies i never posted on here

[dyke-ified]

the passage of time is so crazy insane but its so crazy to think about how i was there from aimsey’s first stream from their first brighton set up to now … that was two whole years ago good lord

[chipper-smol]

Some Pale Jester fanart for @chipper-smol :D Honestly seeing this guy feeds my PK obsession

Now if you'll excuse me I'll just be in my corner obsessing over PK and WL

[spoiledmilks]

I struggled somuch with this one you dont even know

[sillykiwie]

that one scene from cardcaptor sakura but redrawn with tobecky...

the sketch looked better than the actual drawing sigh i should learn to color good methinksd

og image + sketch version under cut

i need tobecky to be injected into my blood stream im not even joking i love them somuch. and i totally butcheredmy sketch with the lineart but wharever. maybe i was just meant to sketch forevah

also og image

theyre so silly i like them too theyre my second fav rivals to lovers.

also could you tell i made him hold his glasses because i struggled so hard trying to make glasses on a side profile look good LMFAO. thanks for viewing btw i appreciate it

[chocokrinkspi]

☄️ STAR GAZING ; art trade

this is another error art trade 4 someone on tiktok!!! ^_^ i struggled soMUCH wit hthe lightingd, poses, bg.... im not used todo these kind of drswings. tgis was a good pracrice thoughj! im still experimenting w my art style so

errr also sorry 4 the inactivityy D: ive been in art block butim trying to draw things. maybe ill do a request of doodles idk. feel free to request a doodle!!!! im going to tryto do them :3

[kinerxy]

hiii ur art is so good and inspiring me to get back into drawing wolves/werewolves. thanks somuch

im glad!! honestly seeing this makes me feel inspired to draw as well cuz recently ive been struggling with severe artblocks, so thank you :D

[svnrise-rp]

Chai like the Tea *CLOSED RP*

Starter for @yuyechronicles - Chaiyo

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Chaiyo had been busy with work and was struggling to find time for himself and his social life was down the toilet. Chai finally had some time off and was looking to meet up with friends but everyone was busy, he finally sent a text to one of his newer friends, they hadn't known each other long but enough that he figured he'd be a good friend to hang with.

[text]: Hey! I finally have some time off coming up, would you like to hang? I'm struggling to find anything fun to do...I think I've been working somuch I forget how to have fun. I was thinking of going on a trip...maybe to the beach, you wanna join me?

Chaiyo was just leaving work, he was walking home and it started to rain out. "Ah, hell.." he cursed softly under his breath and rushed to a nearby cafe and headed inside. He sighed and ordered himself a coffee and found a place to sit, he figured he could just relax and wait out the rain then head home. He sat with his coffee and checked if he got a text nback, since there was no responce he set his phone aside and looked out the nearby window and just watched the rain pour down.

[transgenderdoctorwhomst-old]

I eat up fics so much when they touch on the issues! Like given how much the doctor has been possessed/taken over I feel should def give them PTSD or a traumatic response to telepathy. Eg: 13 scared to contact the master after their only interactions with telepathy in the past years being hostile or life threatening.

Let them beat daleks to shit with their bare hands for everything they've done, including the war and such. (In my mind the doctor did destroy Gallifrey I'm sorry I hate the retcon they did in the special that they saved it because it devalues somuch of them imo)

Also I was thinking more about Mr clever (I'm saying that and not cyberplanner bc it's silly) and like how that'd affect the doctor and the story. And just the process of the doctor losing more of themselves, maybe small behaviors and quirks up to wardrobe changes and such. And I think what could be interesting ish is like Mr Clever is hiding how much he's taken over from River or something but what gives it away is how well he pilots. Because obviously the cyberplanner would pour over memories and books and learn the most optimal ways to pilot a time machine. And then you get that sweet sweet realization from River of that's not who I think it is. That is not the man I know. (I love those reveals)

Anyways im so normal sorry for rambling

i think it's incredibly funny that moffat unblew up gallifrey and then chibnall just went and blew it up again. the tradition of writers fighting over whether or not gallifrey is blown up continues and i am eating it up. the doctor definitely blew up gallifrey though even if they went back and changed it. time is an illusion everything is canon even the tv show

also TASTY TASTY angst yes!! he's a robot/ai designed to optimize everything possible, of course he's going to try and optimize piloting. the doctor just kind of wings it, and it works, but the cyberplanner wants fast and reliable results.

i also think its really funny that the cyberplanner mantains the cyberman belief that emotions are weak and bad and need to be removed, and completely and utterly fails to recognize the fact that he has gained very strong emotions and very little ability to process and manage them. like, he's super excited to have a time lord body, he gets angry and starts yelling when things don't make sense, he takes great joy in fucking with people, he's absorbed a lot of 11's physical mannerisms and expressions of emotions. dumbass mr clever has completely not realized that, and i think would continue not to.

so river would find the "doctor" is actually putting effort into piloting the tardis efficently, without the typical loving affection, isn't exactly hiding his emotions that well (11 is. very good at this actually), and is in general expressing what his feelings should be about people just wrong for the doctor. because he can see what those emotions and feelings are, but doesn't understand the complexities of it. 11 struggles to be intimate. he isn't good at using his words for his feelings for people. the cyberplanner assumes the correct tactic is to spell out what feelings he's supposed to be expressing, which is a notable tip off for river.

there are just all these things slightly wrong with the doctor that she's slowly realizing.

(also you can ramble as much as you like, i love rambling-)

[skunkes]

love your art so so much btw like your line weight and fluid shapes are SUCH a huge inspiration like the cute chibis and the more realistic human faces and inbetween like gawdddd... like one of the most unique artstyles i seen and your ocs are so so well fleshed out and real like their personalities :D insane about the little comics of them as little tinsy animals like everyday life LOVE YOUR TRADITIONAL ART SM TOO OMG like the mix of gouache and colored pencils and omgg.. i love traditional art somuch but i havnt done it in a while and seeing your pieces really makesme want to do it more!! also like the way you draw EYES is so insane.. its very inspiring and i love the different eye like stylizations you do itd crazy sorry for long message ijust have been following for a while and i wanted 2 say how much i love your art!!! thankyou :D

THANK U I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH!! I wanna do more trad art so i can get more ppl into it bc i see the light now and do think it can help you bridge connections in your art like neurons in the brain LOL (if u are able to of course). I appreciate comments abt the way i draw eyes bc i struggle with them daily 😭

Tysm!

[tubbytarchia]

I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW CLEO!!!!!SOMUCH

YAYYYY people complimenting the way I draw human characters (well, zombie?) means so much to me!! Since I've struggled with them so much and still do so thank you!! Makes me very happy <3

[rosewatergrapefruit]

Don’t think I could be more pleased with sugars storyline this season either tbh. We really got to spend somuch time with her and her struggles, also I love how episode 6 essentially begins and ends with her

[parfaitfever]

idk if im ever gonna finish this so i'll js post it right now lmk if u want me 2 continue :3

what if project sekai x aikatsu collaboration is real??????

okay so ujm my head keeps thinking what if a pjsk x aikatsu collab happen like what songs they would cover and possible cards, sooo i decided to make this little kinda "what if" post! I will imagine what songs units will cover, possible duets and more!!! (also note im just doing ogkatsu ichigo-akari gen cuz i havent rly watched much of the others, plus im most familiar with ogkatsu)

Lets start with imagining this collab is a big collab, and it has cards featuring aikatsu characters and all (i will explain this at the end of the music discussion!) its such a big collab that it lasts two weeks or perhaps two events (one for ichigo gen, and the other for akari gen maybe) which means there should be 10 collab cards, three gacha cards and two event cards for each event (the usual pjsk 2* will be replaced with a 3*) as for the songs, lets say each unit release 1 unit cover, 1 unit duet and 5 cross duet with unique characters which means 15 songs!!! and there might be dupe songs where it appears in 2 units or more... thats just be struggling to decide who should cover it lols

music discussion!!

before i start doing the music let me tell you how it works! I will seperate the covers into 3 categories: Unit cover, a song sang by the unit (no vocaloids). Unit duet, 1-2 from the same unit sings together with the original singer of the song, ex: minori x akari with song A or minori, haruka x akari, sumire with song B. And lastly crossover duet/crossduets! Its a duet between 2 characters from a different unit with the original singer of the song, something like the cup noodle collab songs that was sung by the siblings from different units! ex: mafuyu, emu x yurika, kaede with song C. I will mostly pay attention to how the songs fits the characters/units aesthetic and how much their voice match the song! I wont be basing them off the lyrics much though. i will be listing 3 possible songs for unitcover and unitduet, while the crossduet will most likely be random thoughts. Now lets start :3

Leo/need

Unit Cover:

1. Hirari/Hitori/Kirari (originally by STAR✩ANIS)

ok i know it doesnt fit much of the band vibes but it still works so well because the song itself feels so sparkly and starry which feels so leoni

2. Friend (originally by 2WingS)

its literally titled friend pkeas aeugh aehk chokes and dies

3. Idol Activity! Rock ver. (Originally by Otoshiro Seira)

Idol activity rock ver is a MUST and its gonna be leonis best cover cuz i can hear ichikas voice echoing, singing this song

Unit duets:

1. Sweet Sp!ce sang by Saki, Shiho x 2WingS (originally by 2WingS)

LISTEN. LISTEN. looking for possible covers for leoni is super hard but THIS. THIS. THIS!!!!

2. Signalize! sang by Honami, Ichika x Soleil (originally by Soleil)

i am runnig oit of ideas for leoni....

3. Kindan Hide & Seek sang by Shiho, Honami x Yurika, Seira, Sumire (originally by Yurika, Seira, Sumire)

photokatsu songs would probably the least likely ones

More more jump!

i have so much ideas for this cuz this is the core inspo/reason for me to make this especially how minori is so much like akari

Unit cover:

1. Let's Aikatsu! (originally sang by Luminas)

ITS LITERALLY LETS AIKATSU. GUYS GUSYY I CAN IMAGINE THEM DANCING ON STAGE SINGING "kimi ni smile ashite ni yume... aikatsu shiyo ... ready go!"

2. SHINING LINE* (originally by soleil)

imawatashi tachi no tsunaguu muneno naka ... kirameku lineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dum durum dum durum dumdurururum i love this somuch it fits the idol theme so well

3. Calendar girl (originallyy by soleil)

YOU DONT KNOW HOW HARD THE DECISION IS OKAY. I WAS ABOUT TO PUT FASHION CHECK IN AND WAS LIKE "WAIT. CALENDAR GIRL." i will make honorable mention for this sobs

unit cover honorable mentions!

fashion check

shining sky on the g string

good morning my dream

Unit duets:

1. Prism spiral sang by Shizuku, Haruka x Aoi (originally by Aoi)

the blues all together !! cant wait to see them walk on the runway

2. START DASH SENSATION Minori x akari (originally by akari)

what? do i need to elaborate????????? guys. guys ITS LITERALLY *sighs* please understand me its them .. theyre the same /pos bro bro imagine them talking about haruka/ichigo hoky shit!!!!!!!!!! theyre besties i say so

[digeethegenie]

The Lalafell and The Viera

Day 19 - Taken The Wake of Dalamund (After Meteor, Pre ARR) CW - Attempted Kidnapping

Yuyujo Yujo, 17 as of the start of this tale which takes place in 7UE 0002, was one of the first people off the boat. It had only taken a couple of hours since she had embarkd at Kilika Port but now that she had made land in Eoreza propeor- Limsa Lominsa in particular- she was ready to get down to business, become an adventurer, and prove herself to her mother that this whole plan of hers would work.

What she couldn't have prepared herself for was the looks she was getting for her clothes. A typical spiran affair for children and lalafell that was typical for the tropical climeate of the archapeligo; a white vest top, golden bracelets, and puffy blue pantaloon-esc short-pants with a blue ankle bracelet on her right leg.

Well, whatever, not like Spira had ever crossed the minds of the average Eorezan anyway, Yuyujo thought to herself. If it had she wouldn't have needed to go throguh this whole business and Spira would have been back to the island pradise that it had been before the tusnami.

Maybe… even Bokko…

…

Yuyujo shook her head, and looked foreward. This wasn't the time for such thoughts. She needed to register with the adventuers guild and and actauly start her carrer. The only problem was Limsa Lominsa was something of a wierdly laid out town at the best of times but often, when it was teeming with adventuers, pirates, and the general populatce, it was a navigational nightmare.

Add to that the fact that Yuyujo- having no need to visit- had never been to Limsa and that just added to her woes.

'Well', she thoguht to herself, 'If I don't know where something is, I should just ask. Always worked back home.'

She walked to the first person who looked imporant and caught his attention.

"Mornin' brother! Do you know wher' 'he 'venturers guil' is?"

Adding to Yuyujo's woes was the fact that the spiran accent had a curious effect on Eorezen Common and, sometimes, made it hard to understand what the average spiran was saying.

The surly Rogadian that she had addessed gave the oddly dressed lalafell an distainful look, something Yuyujo in her excitement didn't notice.

"I'm not your brother, brat. And what the hell is a venture guild?"

Yuyujo, missing that she had been misunderstood, nodded. "You know? A 'venture guild? I wanna do som' 'ork 'n' go on 'ventures!"

A smirk crossed his face.

"Oh Sure, sure. I know 'exactly' where that is, what you want to do is go up thorugh the main plaza and…"

Yujojo followed the instructions towards the lower docks of Limsa. A less than reputable part of the port town of pirates. She followed the Rogadian's instructions to the letter, leading her past the convent houses of the Dutiful Sisters of the Edelweiss.

"Miss Yuyujo?"

She turned around to notice a band of men with the same general disposition as the Rogadian.

"Ya? Are you 'rom the 'ventures guil'?"

The leader of the group, a lanky huyr with a face that wasn't somuch as shaven as it had been randomly hacked at whilst black-out drunk smiled, entirely incinserly.

"Yes, we're a band of… helpers, here to point up and comin' 'venturers like yourself in the right direction."

Yuujo, believing the mis-shaven man, smiled and walked towards the group. "Thank ya, it's jus', 've nev'r been to Li'sa so-"

As she passed them by, a rag covered hand, that of a stocky lalafell man, was wrapped around her face and clamped over her mouth. She thrashed wildly as she was forced to take a breath, breathing in the pungent smell that was drapped across the cloth.

She pushed the lalafell off and threw herself back, only to feel her body become heavy.

"Wha'? Wha' di…?" she said, her world spinning and her legs refusing to keep stright.

The group of bragards laughed as they watched the lalafell struggle to keep upright.

"Well, we got a live one here, gents!"

"Nevermind that shagagan shagger, Madison. I say we keep this one for ourselves!"

The lot of them laughed as Yuyujo fought to stay on her legs, her instincts screaming at her that the moment she fainted it was all over.

The group advanced on her, ready to make good on their plans, not aware of the whilstling sound of an arrow heading their way. With a loud thunk the arrow landed in between the lalafell and the group.

They looked up (Yuyujo struggling to do so) to see a figgure standing, on top of one of the lampposts, arms crossed.

"It's bad enough you'd see fit to terrorise a newcomer to Limsa, but to do it so brazenly in front of the sister's house. You're both dumb AND stupid."

"Shite, not him!" the huyr shouted at the figgure only for him to leap from the lamppost and draw his bow. Before any of the bragards could respond. The figgure had fired a volly of arrows, hitting every last one of them with exception of the huyr.

The arrows had a smaller tip, designed to deliver a payload of serium instead of pierce the body to damage it. Before the hit biligrants could respond, they knelt over in pain, like something was ripping them from the inside, coughed up blood and promptly fell over.

The figgure landed infront of Yuyujo, revealing himself to be a dark skined, older man. The other thing that caught Yuyujo's adled attention was the fact that he had two large rabbit ears standing on top of his head.

"Ah… Ah bun…?"

"You long-eared bastard! You killed my men!"

The rabbit man looked at the huyr with a hard stare. "They'll be fine. They'll won't forget the pain of having their aether circulation jumpstarted by a small bit of wind aether any time soon, but they'll live to see the gaol."

"Asshole! You know weapons aren't allowed under the blue heaven provision."

"I'm pretty sure sleeping drugs for the use of kidnapping isn't allowed ether. I'll happly take my day in the brig if it means seeing you rot in Mordion."

The huyr drew his knife.

"I'll skin you alive, you freak!"

He dove for the rabbit man who simply sighed, "Never the easy way with you lot, huh?". He readied himself for the strike.

Screaming like a madman, the huyr threw himself towrds the rabbit man. He thrust with all the murderous intent that he could muster and scream out of his dirty mouth.

With all the elegance of a dancer, the Rabbit man dodged away from the strike, leaving the huyr only seconds to wonder how he missed before the rabbit man thrust himself foreard and delvered a devistating upercut that caught the huyr on his chin and caused one of his teeth to fly out of his mouth, an elegant stream of blood trailing after it.

"You… freak…" was all the huyr managed before he too, was flat on his worthless arse.

Yuyujo could finaly feel her legs giving out, uttering a small "'elp." before she too fell over. As her conciousness fadded, she felt herself being caught by the rabbit man. Her hearing could vaugely hear him say something like "careful" as her eyes fell shut.

= = =

Her instincts kicking in, Yuyujo screamed as she threw herself up, chucking the defenceless bed blanket onto the ground.

"Woah, Woah, there, Miss!"

Her eyes snapped open to see a lalafell man in a red suit and black coarsair hat standing at her bedside.

"Who… Wh're?"

"You're in the Mizzenmast Inn, you were brought here by us after the altercation you were caught up in."

Yuyujo took a moment to metaly catch up with what the lalafell had told her before she suddenly remembered the person who saved her.

"Oh! Th' bun?"

"Bun? … Oh you mean the Viera man. Right, yes, well. He, being the only person in the fight still concious, surrended and admitted to firing his weapon inside the harbour. He's currently serving his day in the brig for that. The other men? Well, they were…" the lalafell coughed "…people smugglers, I'm afraid."

"T'ey can s'uggle people?"

The lalafell looked down at his feet and bowed. "I am truely sory that this was your first expereince of Limsa Lominsa."

Yuyujo shook her head. For one thing this wasn't her first bad expereince of Limsa, and even if it was it wasn't the lalafell's fault.

"Forget 'out it. she said, somewhat dismissively before she another thoguht came to mind. "Act'ally, coul' you tel' th' bun that I s'id 'Thank ya'?"

The lalafell clicked his tounge, "Ah well, that's the thing. Nu'aka, That's his name by the way, actually asked for you before he went into the brig. I said I'd have to ask for your permission when you woke up before I'd allow that. Malestorm policey, 'mam."

Yuyujo nodded slowly, "Wel', t'at's fine. 've got nothin' 'gainst waitin' 'ere."

The lalafell nodded. "Just as well, the Admerial herself was adament that you weren't to leave untill we could confirm the drugs you were forced to inhale have left your body."

"Ah."

"Simply put, you'll have the run of the Inn and we have hired a retainer if you need anything from the markets, but if we catch you wandering out the pub, we'll take you back." he said, a cheeky smile on his face.

Understanding, and prehaps needing the mental space to brethe, Yuyujo smiled back.

"'orry about t'is"

"Simply focus on recovering. Mr Nu'Aka will be here tomorrow so I would suggest you rest untill then."

With that, the red coated lalafell made his leave and left Yuyujo to stare at the cealing and contemplate the day she had had.

It was the first day of a new life and not one she had expected.

The bun, Nu'Aka, seemed like a seasoned adventuerer. She wondered, would he be able to help her?

As she stared into the cealing. She felt herself drift off to sleep for the first time since she had left Spira.

To be Continued