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Elias Danuser (I am not an artist- I drew this today)
My notes say he is Swedish(?), of what is considered “First Class” in social hierarchy (not related to his… nationality) and I’m guessing the intention of his original character was that he’s either mixed or adopted- like Zendaya. I may not have been in my right mind when writing his profile;
- Young adult
- owns a giant sentient Sloth named Matteo
- wears a monocle on his right eye (where the double eyebrow slit is) and uses it as a built in Google.
- likes spicy food
I’ll incorporate a : link
The chapter is “Fa & his friends: before the math”
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[Namesake]
#sun#sky#fog#clouds#skies#photography#liminal#rural south#southern us#the south#southern usa#southeast us#southern gothic#rural america#rural#mine#rural gothic#small town america#american gothic#phenomena#phenomenon#entities#gothic#forgotten places#liminal spaces#grey#fence#somewhere
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The whole ending for the main timeline kinda sucks for Zaun, even the one good thing they get is backhanded as fuck.
Like sure, Sevika is on the council- but the council relies on majority vote, and every other member of the council only work in the interests of themselves or of piltover. Nobody else cares about Zaun, so nothing will change.
And Piltover shows they will alway protect and prioritize their own over everything else
Cait gets no consequences for her actions from the last two acts, despite doing many, many crimes. She released the Gray on the Undercity- which is going to cause disease, death, etc to many innocent people (the same disease Viktor was dying of, it was a direct result of Piltover’s oppression and the gray- I could go on and on about his ending but I shan’t.), arresting random Zaunites- including children- and just leaving them in prison, and even tho we hate Singed, threatening to throw him under the fucking prison was a little far. She gave him the opportunity to either join her or die. So the people of Zaun are animals and criminals until they’re useful?
And the scene of the Noxian guy (can’t remember his name) literally torturing that Jinxer??? Ambassa’s dead and so is he, so I guess thats their consequence, but nothing for Cait? No, Cait gets to have a nice life, she might feel guilty and maybe she’ll have a couple nightmares but really she’s not facing a single consequences You guys remember when Jayce almost got exiled for Hextech in season one? A crime in which nobody died or was grievously harmed? Yet there are no consequences Caitlyn hmmm
After everything the people of Zaun have gone through, they get nothing- they see their oppressor hailed as a hero, they see their children die of a disease that should never have touched the new generation (or just straight up suffocate while it was actively being deployed- if they get caught in that they are dead- little lungs and little legs yk- if they can’t escape it then they die) they see their only hope (Sevika) repeatedly shot down by the council, they see the abuse will continue. Even after everything they lost- all those who fought in Piltovers war- they get nothing. They helped, they worked with them when working against them didn’t work, and they still get nothing.
I think Ekko’s ending really drives it home- the ONE character who deserves the world above everybody else is sitting alone in the end. He did everything right but was still alone. If he -and Jinx- hadn’t rallied their forces and convinced the people of Zaun to fight then Piltover would have lost to Noxius. He convinced his people to fight and die for Piltover- but Cait’s the hero, and he’s still fighting for his own people.
#I have a friend#and we were talking about if we were in arcane where would we be#I said Zaun- being poor + queer + POC + having experienced police brutality and racism-classism first hand#they said piltover#and I remembered we came from two entirely different words#when I said ‘damn siding with the oppressors’ they said ‘no just the money and nice clothes and hextech seem cool lol’#they don’t see that the reason they have those things is because they are the ruling class#they have what they have because they are the oppressors#they are privileged- my friend- so they can’t relate to Zaun#they have never had to go hungry- to worry about having a place to live- to worry about anything#they can not relate to struggling- to fighting for your life and fighting those who hate you but just existing#to being twelve years old pinned to the wall by cops#they’ve never lived on the street#everything was handed to them- so they side with piltover- because that’s who they see themselves in#just wanted to add that- in case anyone was wondering why some people defend piltover and Cait so much ^#I love arcane#but fucking Christ that ending was so bleak#(also Cait fans being extremely racist to Ekko’s voice actor…yeah I see why y’all like her)#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane#arcane ekko#arcane caitlyn#arcane zaun#arcane piltover#Ik this is my freaky blog but I had to speak my truth somewhere#number one jinx defender btw#so what if she blew up the people that were oppressing her and her city and tried to get HER FATHER to turn her in#I don’t give a fuck about nobody in Piltover AT ALL#I think that little factoid is forgotten#that piltover- Jayce- tried to get Silco to trade lives- his daughter for the people of Zaun
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Out of the Embrace
#horizon zero dawn#hzd remaster#hzd photomode#this location has always had some spots that are very dear to my heart#that specific shot of the air force academy i for some reason had trouble recreating because the vegetation seemed weirdly different#and the deathbringer/tank combo rost walks through in the intro#which taught me a lesson in how much of a sieve my brain actually is#i was absolutely convinced i'd find them in the spot where those gnarly trees are in the pic above#but they were somewhere else entirely?#still close but not that close to the place#and i've honestly not compared my old pics yet#but once i had them lined up it looked to me that i'd just forgotten where they actually are
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lifesaving adhd lol
#im not suicidal at the moment which is great and all#But.#i Have stolen some meds from my mom's house that were intended for her dying husband who. well. didnt get to use them all alas.#and there was Quite Enough of em there. bit of a dick move maybe but hey#he aint using anymore and i get to have em for free and with 0 effort??? deal of a lifetime.#so anyway took em with me Just In Case cause hey i dont have to jump in front of a train anymore when the time comes how great is that 🤡#well in any case i put them away Somewhere. in a Safe Place. well fuck me but ive completely forgotten where 🤡🤡🤡#i have no fucking idea where they might be rn. they're here somewhere im sure. but damn i better find em before i move cause 🥶#i have one month to find them all. i aint leaving that shit here i wont get another such opportunity ffs
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Look at the piece of shit that I am working on. It is part of a soundtrack for my KinitoPET A.U.
#Music#W.I.P.#Audio#KinitoPET AU#The lead is supposed to sound janky and out of place.#Like an old; forgotten computer lighting up for the last time after being absent for decades#attempting to hum along to a mysterious piano piece that it 'hears' [detects] somewhere in the distance.
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"You have a meeting that you will be attending with Sivel soon, correct?" A shame his own work with the oncoming threat kept him too busy to attend.
"I do. Why?"
"Could you deliver this letter to him for me? I have had scant opportunity to speak with him as of late and I wish for m'eudail to know how much I miss his company, and his touch." Iomhar sighed wistfully.
"Are you...asking me to deliver a romantic letter to your lover during a meeting concerning official and dire matters of our kingdom?"
"Yes! I, of course, will owe you a favor of equal value in repayment."
Sigh.
#{Ic Musings#this is not the promised angst#but the thought struck me of how busy the Novian party then the Corruption and everything kept Iomhar and Sivel#although I imagine this takes place before Sahrin starts bullying the fae puppy#Iomhar does not want distance to grow in their relationship!#Yes Iomhar has completely forgotten about the cube Sivel gave him for the express purpose of communicating!#it's probably gathering dust somewhere until Sivel uses it himself#besides-- Iomhar figures a handwritten letter is more romantic anyways
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Me: Off I go! To Christmas-shop and buy all the presents for people who are NOT me and who mostly do not want books!
Me coming home 5 hours later with a stack of twelve books in my arms: now how did this happen
#in my defense: 3 of them are manga for my nephew who did specifically ask for these books#3 of them are library checkouts#half of them however are in fact books for me because truly god forbid I go somewhere and not find a book that interests me for $3 or less#EVEN WHEN THAT PLACE IS A DAMN BARNES&NOBLE*#*it's the good one. with the annex that sells used books. mostly for half cover price but eventually those prices#get sticker-tagged down to 50 or 75 percent off and as low as one dollar (in this day and age!) and I found one of each#and then of course there was the library sale corner AND THEN like those prices weren't low enough tehre is also the library free cart#meanwhile I only managed to find one other actual present... (but I know where and what I'm getting for 3 more;#it's just 1 store closed earlier than expected and at the other I realized I'd forgotten to check what size husband wears (DOH!)
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#wh. um. fuck.#dad's told me about my nan's will#and uh.#the money goes first to my grandad's looking after obviously#but um once he's not around (in a year or two dad says‚ with his alzheimers)#then it's split between the family in percentages ive forgotten - including my mum‚ which is lovely#but basically in two/three years. i could have enough money to buy my own place.#ive no idea what my credit rating looks like in the least but i guess i have that amount of time to find out and sort it out#i imagine it's not very good - i don't have a credit card or anything like that but i haven't used my overdraft since i was at uni#but dad says i could get 60 grand! so if i buy somewhere with 60k up front and the rest as mortgage? right?#i have no clue whatsoever how to do all that stuff or even like how much furniture costs or how to choose a mattress or anything#ive never had anything like that new#so um. yeah. that's. something#i don't know what to do with it or anything. but it's a thing.#for now i need to go back and find a flat my own cs ive got like 6 weeks now to move from this place#and i have to ring the estate agent landlord people to find out if i can just move upstairs or what. cs that'd be my first choice honestly#but um. my brains gone to mush#i knew my grandparents were well-off but i didn't know it was by that much#or that id get such a high percentage - tho that's half what my dad's getting so i guess that makes sense#he says he's gonna buy a boat and go to south america#which sounds bonkers honestly like he's not a sailor whatsoever#but i guess he's a lot more sensible now he's been sober a year than he ever was when i was a kid
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nothing will ever describe my life and how I view it as much as Will Stetson’s cover of Unknown Mother Goose
#“If my life is thrown away forgotten by the side then could I here at the end sing of this love inside?”#“One more time would it be fine if I could try to find? One last sign of life stuck in the voice that I had left behind?”#“Through the pain if they still could love it all the same Through the pain if they wished to find love anyway”#“Hey if you’re gonna share all your love Well then tell me my friend who will you meet at the end?”#“Stuck in a box locked I’ll free your heart with a knock Come you’re free a fellow failure like me”#“I had knew it deep down inside That you had always stood to fight Protecting this place we hide there by my side”#“I’ve grown to take it the pain welling in me the breaking and hurting“#“Joy grief rage and pleasure they all blend together through every endeavor”#“If happiness that I cherish is real and is out there somewhere lost on this earth“#“Will I wander forever and ever in agony in this darkened and cold world”#“As the blackened the sheep that will never belong anywhere as I live forever? --Don’t leave me like that!”#“How could I grow to adore this world surrounding me? Tell me will I just keep on rolling on eternally?”#“Hey I think I’ll take these feelings no one ever wants”#“Give this world a chance and share them all now with this final song”#“Look at me what exactly do you want to be? Look at me can you tell me what you long to see?”#“My heart breaks apart however it still burns On now more than any other Look at me can you see the one I try to be?”#“Is there light out piercing through the night Guiding me on to my life?”#these lyrics man… it hurts. - 🎡#(🎡) marz/nep
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took a day off (and cancelled my psychiatrist appointment) so that repairmen can come for the whole day and fix my bathroom. And then they didn't show up :) tried to call the company for 40 minutes and they said they'll call the repairmen. that's an hour ago. :)
I'm about to lose my fucking mind.
#this kind of absolutely crap communication goes on for weeks now#repairmen arrive unannounced#appointments are forgotten#one person im that company doesn't know what the other one is doing#my landlord is making pressure to get this done as quickly as possible... but also‚ apparently‚ stops them from working#and I don't get it#IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR A PLACE WHERE I CAN TAKE A BATH/SHOWER??#they moved my bathtub to living room in summer and it's there eversince. so fucking inconvenient.#and rental prices are rising more than ever before in city history‚ so I can't even afford a new flat somewhere else#(not that i could afford moving anyways. wage low‚ rent high‚ can't even afford furniture)
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remember when dustin killed a man in s3 and then. it was never referenced again
#&. which star wars? / the one with the teddy bears duh ( ooc. )#the scoops storyline was objectively the best and most fun in s3 but it really bothers me that the entire thing bears absolutely#no relevance going into s4#and nothing about it is ever referenced again#and the russia plotline went from being vaguely interesting (if a bit campy) in s3 to dull af by s4 lmao#there were so many potentially interesting places they could have taken the soviet presence in hawkins#rather than 'oh they have demogorgons in a lab somewhere in russia#which is actually nowhere near hawkins and the main plot now but we needed to do something with hopper so'#watch russia get completely forgotten about in s5#not that i would complain because it was dull but#lazy writing choices
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me but my bloodline also has a running theme of early onset dementia
or maybe!!!!! everyone in my family is just unbearably depressed and proceeded to repeat the cycle of hurting your kids because you’re hurting!!!!!
the latter is more probable to be honest, both of my parents were treated rather poorly by theirs
they both tried to be better but I fear hurt people hurt people and their own fears become more real the more they try to avoid them
anyway
#rb#i would say it would be funny but goddamn#I have forgotten every place I’ve lived in#once I leave somewhere it disappears from my mind#I’ve never been there#only here
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#honestly i don't.... quite know why i'm on tumblr anymore#i'm an oldie; we're talking ''i made a blog here in 2007'' oldie#so i remember the sense of community this place used to have. what you shared and created used to have value#and people would show their appreciation by actually talking to you; there was ask culture and actual reblog comments and#there was this sense that what you shared mattered#i'm not a reblog/like person really i dont care; i love a sense of exchange and discussion and idea generation#and it's probably just me but. people seldom interact with anything i say in any meaningful way here anymore#it really does feel like i'm talking to myself but i dont talk to myself on the internet that's what my diary is for#i geniunely miss a sense of enthusiastic interaction on this website and tumblr is my primary social media hell anyway#instead with the shifting internet culture and the collective apathy towards artists and consumerist mannerisms of most people#the way they just read stuff and move to the next thing without feeling like adding anything intriguing to the discussion#or express appreciation beyond basic ''this is great'“#it geniunely feels pointless to share anything.#I have so many ideas and stuff but i'm hardly motivated to share them at all anymore. who wants to talk into a fucking void?#yeah i know a lot of people really just use social media to talk to themselves but i'm not one of them; i love to connect!#but when it takes me days and weeks to polish ideas and fics and all kinds of things and they dont get any response in return#or your exceptional efforts get a lukewarm ''this is nice" at best'#yeah i think people in general have absolutely forgotten how to appreciate things and love things beyond the most basic language#and sentiments.#it's disheartening really; everybody wants to be adored but they dont know how to adore and express love#welcome to the narcissism of the social media age#anyway dont mind me i just have been thinking about moving somewhere else. bsky probably#this place is mostly pinterest+reactionary performative sociopolitical plastic takes platform now#and people wonder why nobody creates anything anymore
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Late night thoughts about incubus husband…
He’s such a flirt. Every time you go out he dons a different human disguise. It’s always annoying seeing him flit about the bar, changing himself to cater to whichever person he’s talking to.
Really, your husband just wants to make you jealous. He’s a bit of an attention whore, and usually you’d just tug him away and ride his cock until he’s sensitive and crying, begging to fill your cunt with his cum but being denied because of how bad he was.
But he went a bit too far tonight.
You were finishing off your drink when you spotted him across the bar, his fingers twirling a woman’s hair. Already this was a bit much for you, and you stood to stop him.
But you froze in place when his eyes glanced towards you before he wrapped an arm around her waist. “Looks like I’m taking home a pretty lady tonight. Don’t worry, my wife won’t mind.”
He glanced back to gauge your reaction, excited to face some kind of kinky punishment for being a flirty brat… but instead he was met with your teary eyes.
Instantly the woman was forgotten as he followed you out. “W-wait, please, you know I wasn’t being serious, right? I was just-“
You turned on your heels, pointing a finger into his chest. “Maybe to someone like you marriage is just some kind of fun game, but it actually means something to me! I don’t exactly enjoy you treating my love for you like a joke!”
His eyes went wide with shock and hurt, his disguise disappearing as he reverted back to his original form. The sight of his tail twitching nervously almost made you soften… almost.
“My love… that’s not-“
You swatted his hand away, storming off. “… find somewhere else to sleep tonight. I… need to rethink some things.”
Your husband stared at your back as you left, his chest aching in a way it never had before. Could this really be the end of your marriage? No, no of course not. You loved him, and he would do anything for you. There’s no way such a small issue could divide the two of you that easy… right?
Oh how wrong he was.
When he attempted to come home the next night, his clothes and personal items were packed up on the porch, and the locks were changed.
This wasn’t something he could just smooth over with a few kisses and a good fuck. You were genuinely upset, something he could barely comprehend.
Upset? Why, because he was being a bit of a brat? His view only changed when he was complaining to a friend through tears and a glass of wine.
“Well, what would you do if she did the same?”
The glass shattered in his hand, his pupils turning into slits. The image of you walking up to a man, cooing and attempting to seduce him right in front of your husband made his heart boil in a jealous rage.
So that’s how you felt…
“I’m an idiot…” he murmured, looking at your picture. When he married you, he swore off ever having sex with another person. You were his sole source of sustenance and love, his only reason to breathe and live.
If he lost you, what would he even do besides sob until his heart stopped?
If he wanted to keep his beloved, he’d have to win you back…
Fortunately, the incubus knew just what to do.
Part 2? And should I go the yandere route or normal route?
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SKIRT THEORY!
why the jjk men love it when you wear skirts.
fem!reader x gojo, geto, nanami, choso, toji, ino, higuruma, sukuna, shiu.
nsfw under cut, mdni
Gojo loves the easy access. He can trail his cold fingertips up your thighs any time he wants, beneath the fabric of your skirt and right to the hem of your panties—if you're wearing any, that is. It makes sneaking around a whole lot easier, being able to lift the back of your skirt up in an empty hallway or vacant bathroom and fuck you from behind without even undressing you. No matter where you are, if there's a relatively quiet place nearby he doesn't have to waste any time pulling down your bottoms to get to your sweet center.
Geto loves it when your skirt is just a little too short. When you have to adjust it as you walk because you know your panties are half showing already and those passing by as you walk arm-in-arm are breaking their necks for a second look. He loves having you on display, in skimpy little skirts that are barely there: because he knows despite the lingering eyes that only he gets to take them off you and taste what's underneath. He purposefully tugs your skirt up a little before leaving the house, by the way.
Nanami just loves how pretty they look on you... he thinks. It's purely coincidental that whenever you greet him in the morning wearing a skirt that he's bending you over the nearest surface to hike the fabric up and fuck you on his fingers. And it's purely coincidental that every time you wear a short skirt you're also wearing lingerie in his favourite colour underneath. And it's definitely a stray chance that you seem to always drop your things and force him to shift his body so that the world doesn't see just how wet you are at the thought of him taking you then and there.
Choso loves how your skirts looks when you're sitting on his cock. How the fabric bunches up and drapes over his lap as you rock on his length, how it hides your aching heat from his view, encourages him to use his imagination as you ride him stupid. He likes grabbing at your skirt, having to lift it up to watch himself disappear inside of you
Toji loves your constant lack of panties beneath them. It's as if every time you wear a skirt you've somehow forgotten the lacy materials exist. And he tests his theory often, flipping your skirt up at random to see what you've so innocently forgotten to wear underneath. And oh the sight is a tempting one, he's a strong man but barely strong enough to resist filling you with his cum and letting it leak down your thighs once he's finished with you.
Ino loves ducking his head under the fabric of your skirts to eat you out. He doesn't even have to undress you, just catch you off guard enough to dip under your skirt and pull your panties to the side. You can hardly push him away before your eyes are rolling back and he's latching onto your clit like your pleasure sustains him. You can see the gears turning in his head every time you're near him in a skirt. He will eat you out for hours before coming up to see natural light again.
Sukuna loves how none of the skirts you own are enough to cover the bite marks that litter your legs on the daily. The mean marks he leaves behind with his sharp teeth when he has your thighs on either side of his head and his nails digging into your skin. He loves the notion of marking you, of watching you make the choice to dress in such a way that you're exposing his claim on you to the world. It's possessive, it's primal, it's something he thinks is worthy of reward. No wonder he fucks you stupid every time you wear one.
Higuruma loves how you test him when you're in a skirt. He's a polished man with patience and professionalism, but you like to sit across from him and cross your legs in a way that gives im a look at the edge of your panties. More often than not they're his favourite ones, and he's taking you by the wrist to lead you somewhere secluded to cum inside of you. When he's succeeding in restraint, though, it's not rare for you to excuse yourself to the bathroom just to come back and slip your wadded up panties into his suit pocket. The poor man goes stupid knowing you're exposed beneath such pretty fabrics.
Shiu loves fucking you in them, plain and simple. There's something primal about being so enthusiastic about sex that you're neglecting undressing each other to jump straight to pleasure. When you're in a skirt all he has to do is bunch it up to your waist and pull his cock free to fuck you dumb. You can sit on his cock in his office and seem just like you're sat on his lap, when you and him both know he's balls-deep inside of you and about to plug his cum inside of you with his dick.
#i want to put choso in a skirt#anyways#gojo smut#satoru gojo smut#gojo x reader#geto smut#ino smut#sukuna smut#choso smut#higuruma smut#shiu smut#toji smut#toji fushiguro smut#toji x reader#sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna smut#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#shiu kong smut
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