#sometimws breakfast

[cinnabeat]

idk what the fuck was in the air in august but its like whatever was making me feel so bad for weeks left bc now im like. getting up and Doing Things its crazy

[compassionatereminders]

Can i just brag in your ask since i kinda have no friends?

Im not too fat, im a bit chubby but thats not the point. The pont was when my mom dies i started eating many sweets, every day and i ate too much of it. Im not against eating sweets every day i just over did it. And i ate sweets when i was supposed to eat real food. Sometimes i skipped breakfast lunch and dinner and i just ate sweets all day.

I didnt move much since at work i sit 8 hours in front of the computer and same at home (i cook and clean but when im at home i watch a tv show or read a book im not having much energy to go out on a walk etc. Excuse my words but sometimws even my butt hurts from sitting.

I cant live that way forever so i decided to start exercising. I found great channel body project that has exercises for beginners. I sweated a lot, i hurt a lot but i didnt quit. Video was 25 min long and i did it!

I wanted to start living more healthy and i really hope i will be able to do it. I dont mind if im not perfect and i have 5 kilograms too much but i wanna be fit in other ways because i noticed if i walk for too long i get tired and i shouldnt since im still young i know its different for everyone!!! Young people can get tired easily but for me it was because for the last 2 years since my moms death i stopped moving and i only went out when i had to. It wasnt a good life style. And i am so proud of myself i did the exercise till the end and i hope i can do it every day maybe not at first maybe at first i will do it every second day but i hope i get there. I want to live healthily as i can but not over do it which means i wont obsess with weight or fat around my stomach i wont say i cant eat chocolate but i will say "i can eat chocolate but i have to eat my lunch and my veggies too, i also can sit for 8 hours but i also have to do a little exercise even if its 10 minutes"

I really hope i will be able to do it because sometimes i am a quitter but at least i didnt quit today and that matters to me!

What a win! And as long as the goals are things like "more exercise" or "more healthy meals" and not "lose x amount of weight", I'm cheering you on!!! 💪❤️

[abrill]

sometimw I feel like being to someone is nothing but harm to yourself only. Like bro, you were making only your breakfast daily... At least you could have made it for me too as I am sick