#sometimes when im writing i feel like the grim reaper...lol...

[ja-lin]

Onyx falls in love fast, her love language is physical. She’s determined to help everyone around her.

Dorran is a giant question mark, doesn’t display love language. Not even Nahara can tell.

While my story is alternate universe, I did try to get some information from the original series. There is a reason why people want to be private about their personal lives, for my alternate universe Dorran...it’s an issue of pride.

In episode 4.2 of my story, the only person who knows about Dorran’s backstory is Onyx. And, the troupe will never know since he never tells them. He takes his backstory to the grave. 

But, Nahara is correct, every relationship is different. With Onyx and SWM MC we get a whirlwind. With Onyx and Dorran, I designed it to be a slowburn.

[jackfrombaskinrobbins]

the avengers meeting your boyfriend [teenage avenger headcanons!]

type of writing: headcanons / scenario

word count: 1.2k

request: yes / no

original request: can you do one where the reader gets a boyfriend and everybody is getting overprotective and when they see their door closed they all bust in while we are watching a movie bc they thought the reader & bf were making out so they give them “the talk”😭😭

dynamic: avengers x teen!reader (teenage avenger series)

characters: so many oml but some include tony stark, bruce banner, natasha romanoff, clint barton, thor, steve rogers, scott lang, bucky barnes, wanda maximoff, sam wilson, there's probably more but that's all i'll put for now lol

a/n: y'all know i had to use this picture LMAO anyways ty for the request!!! two in one day #slay (that rhymes) requests are still open, send in an ask whenever :)

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ok first i’m gonna name ur bf so it doesn’t get confusing

HAHA

let’s call him

jack

guys i’m so unoriginal pls ignore :’)

anyways so you had been dating jack for a while

he had asked you to go to midtown’s winter formal together :) 

and ofc u didn’t tell any of the avengers bc u KNEW they wouldn’t react well

but of COURSE mr. peter parker was so excited that he had to open his big mouth

miles kicked him under the table but it was too late

“who asked you to the formal y/n?” natasha asked, a small smile on her face

you could FEEL yourself blushing

all you wanted to do was like sink into the floor

which is actually physically possible (though it’s an anomaly)

bruce told you that :D 

anyways you just shook your head 

so then HARLEY decided to go “jack lastname”

IM REALLY BAD AT NAMES IM SORRY

and you were ready to die

right then and there

if the grim reaper decided it was your time you would be fine with it

so tony goes “jack lastname�� huh.”

“tony, please don’t – “ you tried, but he was already there.

“jarvis, can you run a background check on that kid.”

you were so embarrassed.

miles, sweet sweet miles tried to change the subject

“so um… steve. how was… your day.”

but then there was sam wilson butting in

“when is winter formal anyway? you know we gotta know so we can take pictures.”

and that made you, harley, peter, and miles groan

tony was still looking at some tablet or whatever.

“stark!” came thor’s booming voice. “i thought you said no electronic devices were permitted at the dinner table! if they were, i would be much happier!!”

“yeah yeah. well they’re not. i’m busy.” tony replied, dismissing the god with a wave of his hand.

and happy, who was right next to tony, kept leaning over and shaking his head or nodding.

SO EMBARRASSING

anyways once you got done with dinner you went to put the dishes in the dishwasher robot

idk why i said it like that but it’s basically this cool thing where you put the dishes in the sink and this robot will wash them & put them away

very nice bc doing the dishwasher is so much work sometimes.

but then wanda, nat and carol came in

and you KNEW they were gonna try to get you to talk

“i’ll tell you guys later.” you spoke, trying to end the embarrassment. 

“come on y/n! we want to see him at least.” carol said, tilting her head and raising a brow.

“ok fine.” you said, and pulled up a picture of jack. you showed it to them for like one second and then put your phone back in your pocket.

“hey wait! no fair! i wanna see! yeah.” came the voices of sam, clint, scott, and bucky as they tried to fight their way into the kitchen.

“that’s a hard no. maybe i’ll bring him here after the dance. harley peter miles and i were already going to stay over. then he could walk by you guys for TWO SECONDS and then do something with me.”

“alright.” said sam, crossing his arms and nodding.

“seems fair!” said bruce.

“perfect.” you replied, leaving the room to leave them all to inevitably gossip.

SKIP AHEAD

ok so it’s winter formal

and you strategically told jack to meet you there so that the avengers couldn’t bombard him during picture taking time.

so y’all had a super fun time

& u slow danced with each other 🤭🤭

it was super fun

but you were kind of dreading going back to the tower

you had told jack about being an avenger a few weeks ago

and he was super excited to meet them all

jack is like super sweet & really awesome

so it put you at ease a little bit.

so you went back to the tower with him

peter harley and miles had gone to get ice cream and were coming back later

so you did the retinal and fingerprint scan that would let you into the elevator

and you went up to the main floor (so you could get to your room)

but ofc they were all there

and so you took jack’s hand and brought him over to where they all were

he was lowkey freaking out

and bro

bucky and sam and clint and scott looked so unamused

tony and happy too

SO YOU JUST TRIED TO KEEP IT CIVIL

but they all were acting so clipped and like not charismatic 

idk

but wanda, steve and bruce were rly nice so that put jack at ease a little bit

anyways so then you took jack to your room

you guys had been planning to watch a movie together

he was kind of nervous because he didn’t think the avengers liked him

but you assured him they did

(at least you hoped)

anyways you turned on the movie & watched it

and it was soo funny so y’all were laughing a lot

BUT THEN THE DOOR SUDDENLY OPENED

and it was so loud you got freaked out fr

but then you saw it was tony, bucky, sam and steve.

“y/n. could you go out in the hall for a minute.” steve said.

“this is my room!!” you tried, but tony just pointed out to the hall. 

“i’m sorry jack.” you said to your boyfriend

jack was literally about to cry omg

poor thing

“don’t be mean.” you said as you left, taking extra care to give them all a withering stare

natasha and bucky had taught you that skill well bc you saw sam shiver HAHA

so you went to the hall and clint, scott, and natasha were standing there.

“what are they DOING??” you hissed at them.

“they’re just worried for you y/n. they wanted to talk to the kid.” natasha assured you, patting your shoulder.

“yeah, nothin’ to worry about!!” scott added, a big grin on his face

“well i really don’t trust that coming from you.” you replied

“well tony thought you guys were kissing in there!” clint laughed.

although it turned into an “ow” when natasha elbowed him

“he WHAT?!” you replied

“yeah, that’s why he came up here. he said he wanted the most intimidating ones to go make that kid afraid or something.” scott added. “not sure why he didn’t ask me…”

you gave scott a nod but then made your way back into your room, crossing your arms and raising a brow as tony, bucky, sam and steve turned towards you.

“hey y/n.” sam said, raising a hand to wave.

“are you guys done now? i’d like to finish the movie.” you said, trying to be stern.

“i think we are. right jack?” steve said, standing up and gesturing towards your boyfriend.

“yes sir! i mean steve. i mean mr. rogers?” he said, clearly scared out of his mind.

“yeah yeah. alright. get out please!!” you said, guiding them out of your room.

bucky was the last to leave, but despite you pushing him, he turned back to face your boyfriend.

“hey, you. hurt them in any way and i’ll find you.” he said, accompanied by his signature deathstare.

then he gave a little salute to you. 

“night kid. don’t stay up too late.”

and then he was gone.

“did he really mean that??” jack said, eyes wide.

“yeah, he did.” you said, sitting beside him and holding his hand. “isn’t that sweet?”

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[reality-maybe]

4 - 8, 17, and 39 for the soft asks. 💌 I appreciate you.

Hi Joy! I always love answering your asks

4. october - what month were you born in?

it’s in March! 3/6/99 baybeeee 😤. I had such a good one birthday this year thanks to you and a bunch of other mutuals and people in my life, so thank you! 🥰

5. caress - do you like to snuggle?

YOS. all the time. Every time. I will snuggle for hours, I love the warmth and physical intimacy of a person I’m that comfortable with. It puts me at ease. And the feeling of someone snuggling against me helps me fall asleep quicker. I really need it again 💕

6. ivory - describe your pajamas?

Right now im wearing galaxy and Avengers themed pj pants! They have a bunch of symbols that represent the Avengers and they’re black blue and purple and have a bunch of stars on them. And it’s got kind of a silky feel to them. I love them. I’m also wearing a 2XL sky blue t shirt that I got from the thrift store. Where the left pocket would be is a little embroidered Grim Reaper, he’s pretty cute! There’s a pic of him lol

7. golden - favorite stationary product?

Oh I love this question!! I have a lot of stationary lol. My favorite one in terms of “general coolness” is this one pencil that I got at the Smithsonian Natural History Meuseum. The bottom half is a pencil and the top half is a little container that has a bunch of tiny precious gemstones! It’s a nice little thing to shake and stare at sometimes lol. It’s pretty useless for writing but it’s still my favorite stationary thing!

8. freckles - most-worn article of clothing?

Ooh…this one’s a little difficult! Probably my old faded Queen t shirt! The fadedness of it adds to the style I love it! I was staying at my friend’s apartment during a pretty difficult and lonely time in my life when my whole family came down with severe Covid, and another acquaintance of ours was staying too, she was moving out and was going through her things and asked if I wanted it!Of course I said yes, Queen is my favorite band 👑❤️ OR it has to be my red and black American Eagle flannel I found at another thrift store. It’s surprising what you can find on a budget!

17. cupcake - are you a good cook?

I like to think I am! I love cooking, it’s one of my favorite ways to pass time or relax honestly. It’s a great little creative outlet for me I love taking regular recipes and adding my own little twist on it, and I love making new dishes! And I love taking pictures of the food I make! Here are a couple things I made ☺️ in the last pic my younger sister and I dressed up like a waiter and chef and made a really nice dinner for our parent's 25th anniversary!

39. Sweetheart - favorite mug/cup?

Ah I’m actually drinking some hot chocolate out of my fave mug right now! It’s a simple white mug with a dumb little red reindeer…at least I think it’s a reindeer. It has a tiny chip at the back and I have no idea where I got it but I love it so much ❤️

Here’s the prompt!

[nlsetsumuri]

BNHA QUIRKS!!!

I'm organizing my notes for a character-insert story I'm writing and I felt like sharing them here!!! I think people would be interested in what I came up with.

FEEL FREE TO USE ANY OF THESE FOR YOUR OWN CHARACTERS!!

No credit needed. I made Flourish specifically with Shigaraki in mind because I know a lot of people would like to have a quirk complimentary to Decay so that Tomura can touch them safely.

and hey, self-shippers? I love you so much!! you're so awesome, pls send me some self-indulgent stuff sometime soon!!

also! Quirks that are present in my stories will be marked as IN-USE. this just means that what the quirk entails might change in the future.

FLOURISH - EMITTER (IN-USE)

touch-based quirk. complimentary to decay, rendering the user immune to decay. decay users are unaffected by flourish (cannot be healed). touching something with all five fingers heals/reverses any damage

i like the idea of decay and flourish canceling eachother out because they're complimentary quirks. shigaraki can touch you and??? you don't die?? and???? you touched shigaraki but he's not healing????? fun times

BOND - EMITTER(?) (IN-USE)

user has the ability to use a diminished version of someone's quirk if they share a strong bond with said person. Most commonly found in mutated individuals with animalistic features.

This isn't really a stand-alone quirk but more of an ability, but I still decided to include it because it has really specific requirements.

JACK OF ALL TRADES - EMITTER(?)

user can give themselves ANY quirk they desire (meaning that they can copy someone else's quirk, or create a new one entirely) this ability requires a lot of energy and while in-use, will tire the user out until the stop using the quirk or pass out. (think of it like charging your phone. eventually, the battery power will lower and you'll have to plug it in. Or you're one of those people who doesn't plug it in until it dies.) The more powerful the chosen quirk is, the longer the user will be out for. "OP" quirks like take more energy to replicate/use, and consequentially, will require a longer recovery period. Quirks like Overhaul or Decay will put the user into a comatose state. This quirk is literally just All For One Juniour Edition.

so basically like? all for one but fair. also the quirks aren't "saved" or anything, so if u want to use bakugou's explosion quirk, but ur already using tsuyu's froggy quirk to restrain something with your tongue, you'd have to stop using it and let go so you can use explosion instead.

NULLIFY - EMITTER

Touch-Based quirk. Touching someone with all five fingers will render them quirkless for 24 hours. Only works on one person at a time, and cannot be used on the same person twice in a row. Made with Shigaraki in mind.

i made this purely because i want to hold shigaraki's hand without turning into dust. also... imagine having to constantly remind yourself to keep ur pinky/middle finger off of whatever you touch. idk about you, but that's too much work for me. I'd rather just wear those gloves made for drawing tablets.

GRIM REAPER - EMITTER (IN-USE)

Touch-Based quirk. touching someone with all five fingers immediately kills them, allowing the user to harvest their soul (souls manifest as little cheeseball sized lights. they're all different colors, depending on who's soul it was.) souls can be eaten (they taste like gummi bears) whoever eats it has their body revitalized instantaneously, each and every individual cell replaced by a new and perfect copy. souls can only be captured in jars. they act like fireflies.

firefly rave... also this is literally decay but it only works on living things and also u get a snack. and a corpse. although idk i guess a corpse would count as a snack to someone. also if someone doesn't have a soul, they just die. lol

VAMPIRE - MUTANT TYPE

user is easily sunburnt, does not have a reflection, allergic to garlic (regardless of genetics) and cannot be killed unless the heart is damaged. User must drink a certain amount of blood regularly to avoid loss of inhibition (will attack nearest person to feed) and severe malnutrition, known as "bloodthirst."

honestly? this isn't really that beneficial... sunburns, no garlic bread, if you cant get enough blood you suffer and go apeshit... but I mean at least you've got circumstantial immortality.

HIGH ELF - MUTANT TYPE

user has pointed ears and is considerably taller than regular humans. naturally skilled archers, and have a strong connection to nature.

i couldn't help myself, i love DnD.

BETTA - MUTANT

fish subtype. user has fully-functional gills. The user's hair reflects the different kinds of tail types (plakat = short hair, crown tail = dreadlocs/separated strands, rose tail = long and flowy) and are naturally bright colors like red or blue. lethal close-combat skills and impressive speed. natural beauty is also a bonus

im surprised i'm not including this in my character insert story. it's my personal favorite so far. fishy!!!

WEREWOLF - TRANSFORMATION

exactly what it sounds like. full moons trigger the shift. user cannot control the shift. it's basically like periods except instead of bleeding out of your uterus, you turn into a wolf.

... yeah, i don't know what influenced this the most. the fact that i made vampires and felt obligated to also include werewolves, that i'm a furry, or that this gives me an excuse to push alpha beta omega dynamics onto bnha

GHOST RIDER - TRANSFORMATION

based on that one marvel comic series. when transformed, the user takes on the appearence of their skeletal structure engulfed in flames. the user is able to control flames and a vehicle/form of transport of their prefrence. when user establishes eye contact, the opponent will suffer the pain they have caused for others (if any.) cannot transform in direct sunlight.

i am incredibly ashamed to admit that it was only yesterday that i saw the 2007 ghost rider movie for the first time in my life. i fucking loved it. it was funny, freaky as hell, and so fucking awesome. i love ghost rider, i mean, cmon, like? that's literally what being a punk is about in a nutshell. skeletons. fire. leather jackets. metal spikes. chains. motorbikes. anti-heroes. also i really enjoyed the addition of genuine demon names. i got so excited when i recognized the name mephisopholes. the movie also gave me ACAB vibes so bonus points for that. and the little details like how johnny's fire turned blue whenever he focused on roxanne. god fuck it was a great movie i will be thinking about it for the next week or so. TL;DR THE 2007 GHOST RIDER MOVIE IS AWESOME I CANT BELIEVE I NEVER WATCHED IT. i always end up getting more attatched to the manga instead of the anime and this was no different.

P.S. lmk if you wanna know more about my character insert! i post a lot about him on my twitter account and i'm generally more active there anyways!!

[asstheticous]

Seventeen? More like SPOOKYteen okay im done

 Seventeen (Hyung Line)/Part 1 as types of monsters LETS GO

The AU is set in a high school. Still, there's the unfair teachers, unnecessary tests, and the occasional fight. Although there is one thing that makes them stand out.

THEY ARE MONSTERSSS 1!!!1!!  

*monster high flashbacks from 2010*

S.Coups: I see s.coups as kind of like a jocky but lovesick puppy character, so I think he’s a werewolf. For example, he would appear arrogant and (flirting-wise) greasy towards other students. His canine teeth would probably grow longer during these times, but shortens when he shows his leader/dad/puppy side. Usually in human form, unless exposed to moonlight and in some cases when he has extreme emotions.

“I can be sharp like knives, but if im yours i’ll be sweet like candy babe~”

(jesus what did i just write)

Jeonghan: Okay this may be just me, but does anyone else see Jeonghan as a hybrid cat? His character would more like suave, witty, mostly silent, and a hint of sass, similar to the way cats act. When his is tired or is just really annoyed with everyone, he would morph into a little black cat and drift into hours of sleep. If he is sick, he would sometimes become half-human/half-cat and it would cause complete chaos.

“I am feeling parched. Where can a kitty get some decent water?”

“Au Revoir, ignoramuses...”

*was mistaken for a fearleader once, and it did not end well...*

Joshua: Jisoo the friendly ghost! 10 out of 10 THE sweetest boy in school like hOW. Wakes up every morning and phases through the school door to open it for the students. Leaves a cute little trail of ectoplasm where ever he goes. Some kids kind of poke fun at him for being a bit naive, but Werewolf!Seungcheol would probably beat them up if he found out who did.

“Those aren’t too heavy, right? Here, let me carry those...”

Jun: You already know your boy Jun is a vampire (i mean, he played one in a drama soo). Using all my prior knowledge from numerous Bad Boy AUs, he would probably be an awkward, bad boy, flirty loser (as stated in many peoples AUs). His favorite type of blood would be B-, O-, and A-.

“ You shouldn’t be this close to me, (Y/n). I bite~”

Hoshi: Pheonix! I feel like a phoenix would suit Hoshi and his personality. Very giggly; popular with most students. 5,000,000 pranks each day. Sometimes randomly spreads wings and flies to his classes (only if he wants to impress). Whenever he flies, his eyes burn deep ruby red. 

“YEAH, I can fly. It’s pretty awesome ¯\_(ツ)_/¯”

“Did you see the prank I pulled on Hansol LoL XDDDDD” 

“i’M lIkE A BiRddddd; NaRagAlge”

*yes hoshi we know*

Wonwoo: Demon. oKAY HEAR ME OUT: Jeon Wonwoo is the offspring of two powerful demons. They pressure him to attend school so he could claim the throne and rule his people. Now usually, rulers of the demon realm are ruthless and cutthroat, but not sweet boy wonu <3. He is always willing to help the others with assignments. 

Very silent most of the time.

As for appearance, he is slightly tan and has eyes deeper than voids. He tries not to make eye contact to prevent any accidents. If you stare at them, it may take your soul.

Wooooooozi: Garden Gnome  Grim Reaper! Mess with him and you be sent to the depths of Hell. People pretty much steer clear of him and try not to upset him, but he is a bit awkward at expressing himself to people. They often mistake his social awkwardness as a cold front.

Walks around with a long robe with a large hood, and his little death spear is compacted into his pocket. Has light green hair and wears sunglasses to hide his expressions.

"Leave me alone or else you'll pay a visit to my little friends in the underworld."

"THIS IS EMBARRASSING but, would you like to eat lunch in the scarebrary (lame wordplay for library) with me?"

"It's not like I like you.."

[honeyfreckled]

Hey lovely! Hope you’re doing well. 💗 I just went back and re-read your Chase Collins “what’s up with all these swamps?” drabble, and realised that I didn’t like it the first time I read it! I pressed that button so quick lol. I love the raw, explicit and rustic style of writing in that drabble, it’s just so good. I wish more authors wrote in that kind of style!

omg this is getting screenshotted and saved for friggin ever. 

head’s up guys, whenever I have y’all say things abt my writing I save them in a folder so that if I’m doubting myself or my style and wanting to scrap everything. Or if I’m overediting and don’t know where or when to stop. If i just need some posi vibes and a pick me up. I go back and words like these bring me a lot of comfort and inspire me to keep at ‘er even when i am ready to throw in the towel.

I have another drabble in the second moodboard for it, although now that I mention it I may have removed it from my tumblr now that the series is going to my official page.

I really am truly so forever grateful that ppl like this style of writing, it's what I feel I fall into doing a lot and what my memoir stuff is like and my personal works are a lot like this. 

I have done this style w Nunzio (the teen mental ward drabble) and him as the Halloweenie Seb Days grim reaper post. Also most of simon and chase get written like this as does some other little pieces of things. it’s kind of a sound or way of thinking that i forget im doing sometimes so it’ll drop in and out. when i get all soft and romantic and flowery it goes away til im usually feelin raunchy or feenin’ for a fight. Like to get this way when I talk subcultures too bc most of the subcultures im comfortable w (slackers, punks, sickies, hardcores, cons, and poor kids) all do this to some degree. Feels more like a conversation or like what my professors used to tell me was visceral. hey i’ll take it. i ain’t complaining one ounce.