#something worthyyyy

[screampied]

IT'S MY MOOTS FUCKING BIRTHDAY???? BITCH POP THE CHAMPAGNEEEEEEE

ITS YO FUCKING BIRTHDAY VEGAS AND YOU KNOW WHAT??? YEEEAH YOURE OLDER AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS???? NOT ONE YEAR CLOSER TO DEATH, NO, BUT ONE MORE YEAR SUCCESSFULLY SLAYING!!!!!!

YOU'RE THE MOST AWESOME WRITER EVER AND I HAVE TO SAY OKAY RESPECTFULLY????? YOUR WRITING IS SQUIRT-WORTHYYYY YEAAAAAAAAAAH

FEEEEEL THE ENERGY OF ME SENDING YOU THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER ✨✨✨✨✨ DO YOU FEEL IT VEGAS DO YOU

(I'm so sorry, I read bday and I went👀 i have to cheer for it Brazilian style)

HAVE BRAZILIAN SILLY MUSIC FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!

ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY SO REMEMBERRR!!!! I AM HAPPY YOURE HERE!!!! AND IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING DONT BE AFRAAAAAID TO HMU

THANKS BABE THATS ALL

the huge shrek meme caught me off guard when i was scrolling through my asks omg.

NO MORE CHAMPAGNE FOR ME, BESTIE! i had the time of my life yesterday, and i just got over my brutal hangover this morning but FOR NEW YEARS MAYBE. not one year closer to death 😭 do you know something i don’t 😭😭😭

BUT AAAH UR SO RIGHT. more years to slay~ 💆‍♀️ im gonna sob THANKYOUTHANKYOU :( YOU THINK MY WRITING IS SQUIRTWORTHY ah that’s such an honor 💖 my apologies for answering so late, but i appreciate your sweet words so much :’)))))) and YESSS I FEEL IT

[artisangoldfish]

ooc and thoughts on Goldie

//Busy day ooc today so I’ll be reworking the info tomorrow! Kinda just watching a new series right now and relaxing Pleasure to meet you all! extra thoughts concerning Goldfish keep reading!

Also I’m seeing so many wonderful ffxiv oc stories so that’s hyping me up. I haven’t done this before despite playing for a few years. I do a ton of writing on the side and decided I might as well try this out as well! I’m not entirely sure if I like the story I have, so I’ll definitely be brainstorming now that I will have some freetime. Most of the info will still be the same. But I want to do her justice and breathe life into my character

I think what’s most frustrating with writing up a story for her is the fact I love FFXIV’s story so much. ESPECIALLY SHB!! Then I absolutely love Heavensward due to my love of dragons, old medieval architecture, history.. I could go on forever about my fangasms. 

So far I think the story I have going despite being a handful of paragraphs.. I think it’s one of my weaker works. So, I plan to make a summarized page for verses then a more detailed page. I think I get too ahead of myself sometimes and write a LOT. Which I think is another reason why my story for Goldfish isn’t satisfying me.

I may even take a lot of screenshots in game for some inspiration. 

I have a lot of thoughts about this but I don’t want to flood this post too much! Even though this is under a break.. Well if you read this far then allow me to give a warm thank you. I am most excited to find some wonderful roleplays. Especially some emotional ones because oh how I love to pull on my own heartstrings. 

I cannot wait to end up with some amazing threads! If I follow you and you follow me, you are most welcome to yell at me in messages for a roleplay. We could see about working something out despite my story being adjusted. 

[for-southendgirls]

i wish people would understand that i feel worthy of love. it’s exactly for that reason that being ignored and unloved by others feels like a personal affront and makes me wonder what’s so wrong with me that i’m not receiving something i’m so clearly “worthy” of.

[kaebedom-me]

Knock knock. If it's okay, I'd like to request a bit of body worship for chaeya. Can be nsfw or fluffy. I have a need 🥺🥺🥺

dffdbgbdbfs thank you for requesting!!! i hope these were worthyyyy!! <3��also i hope these will cheer you up even a little and that you feel better soon!! ilyy <33 

also also im not sure what i wrote counts as body worshipping but-- anyway i hope you like it!!

as cocky as Kaeya is, i feel, as soon as Childe showers him with any sort of like genuinely awe and affection, he gets very flustered

tries to push and swat Childe away because his face is heating up sm and he’s not too sure what to do or say

Childe!!! loves giving affection to Kaeya, especially when Kaeya’s a little down, or when he isn’t doing anything at all, or when Kaeya’s being like genuine 

(Childe just loves giving Kaeya the most affection uwu)

apart from words of affirmation, reassurance and the like, Childe likes to give Kaeya as much physical affection as he can

body worship for them is not just done in bed? like i feel like they’re really young, and they went/are going thru a lot so, so sometimes they can’t quite express themselves with words, so they do it through physical touches

a lot of kisses for Kaeya, whenever he’s down or whatever, whenever Childe has something to say to Kaeya he goes up to him and pulls him into a loving kiss, followed by a lot of pecks to his face and anywhere else

Childe might not be the best at expressing himself with words but he makes up for it with very loving touches that Kaeya can read as easily as his favourite childhood fairy tale

sometimes it’s not even kisses? Childe likes to just run his hands on Kaeya’s skin and just really feel him, sometimes he massages Kaeya a little as he traces his hands on his body, other times he likes to just touch him lightly and tap on his skin occasionally

Kaeya getting a little flustered by this because he knows what Childe is trying to say, he feels comforted but also kind of shy? because no one’s really like touched him like this before without other intentions

so Kaeya whenever he can’t take the affections anymore, he just moves to either hold Childe’s hand tightly in his, or snuggle up into Childe so he’s forced to hold him and stop!! being!! so affectionate!!

bonus, Kaeya’s holding Childe’s hand and squeezing it to tell Childe that he’s received Childe unsaid love

it’s usually like random strokes? it’s just Childe wanting to express something he can’t say

but sometimes whenever he sees like Kaeya being worried about things he shouldn’t be, his touches have more purpose

like he’ll soothingly rub Kaeya’s back, gently comb through his hair, play with his fingers

it’s like he’s trying to tell Kaeya that he’s here with Childe, that he’s real and that he loves him very much

haaaaa Kaeya trying to reciprocate Childe’s like gentle touches, to let him know that he loves Childe too?

sometimes he can’t smooth talk Childe like his affections, or like his love? because he’s afraid he’ll say something stupid or out of character or that his masks would crumble and he isn’t sure who he is like underneath all those layers

so he tries to do what Childe does, because he knows he’d understand and that just these would be enough

it’s enough for Childe because he’ll pull Kaeya in for a hug and tell him he loves him

pleeeasee TT Childe pushing Kaeya’s hair back and tilting it a little so he can kiss Kaeya’s eyepatch or his eyelids when he has it off

he usually kisses that spot a little bit longer then it’s followed by quicker lighter pecks on Kaeya’s entire face, then they just,,, touch foreheads and look at each other because that’s all they need

haaaaa please pls pls older chaeya when they’re better at communicating their feelings, they’re able to express themselves more with words? and by then they’ve learnt how to really appreciate each other’s words

pls pls pls pls even though Childe better at giving loving touches, he makes an effort to voice out his love for Kaeya-

him after like getting more comfortable with Kaeya, maybe he picks up a thing or two from Kaeya’s praises and assurances, so whenever he’s gently touching Kaeya, he tells him how much he loves him

he tells him about how much he loves him and how happy he is that Kaeya chose to stay by his side, then he tells him why he loves him and why he’s so happy please i want sappy Childe with no filter

please just imagine Childe kissing Kaeya anywhere and mumbling softly about what he loves about Kaeya and Kaeya getting all flustered like trying to hide his face and lighting pushing Childe away hh-

Kaeya’s the opposite, he’s usually able to pull off sappy things like that and he means it all the time!! but whenever he’s quiet, it just feels a little bit more special, as if he’s speaking with his heart

and Childe absolutely melts for it, returns his affections as best as he can with words that will make Kaeya’s heart flutter

i’ll do more nsfw body worship next time!! you’re free to request again for more owo!! (so i can go into more detail asdha i love they sm)

body worship sex is a lot like them body worshipping out of bed

a lot of loving touches and a lot of praise

them just needing each other? so they have to be in a position where they’re embracing each other, and ideally they can look at each other of just close enough to give kisses to each other at the turn of their heads

more kisses along with those gentle touches, and it’s the type of kisses that’s straight to the point, there’s no playful nips or teasing licks, it’s just a kiss that drives the other crazy for each other, placed just right just the way they like it

and aftercare is a must, i mean, it’s not exactly aftercare but it’s them just taking care of each other and basking in the feeling of their love for each other

them,,,, learning how to love the other first before they can truly learn how to love themselves? like after being together they’re able to be more forgiving to themselves h- 

[thelilbutifulthings]

I WATCHED ENDGAME

(Spoilers)

(Spoilers)

And the last one hour of the movie I have been on the edge of my seat.. the last half an hour I was CRYING like a babyyy. Fuckkk

Things I loved/stood out:

-Nat taking it upon herself to administering the entire Avengers facility and all the operations.

-Nat breaking down but immediately trying to pull it together when she sees steve

-Tony returning and Steve being the first one to hug him.

-Rocket and Nebula holding hands.

-Tony being so fuckin angry after returning

-Tony and Morgann. 3000

-Steve's amusement/reactions to everything

-SUPER NICE HULK. When he really wanted the kids to take a picture with Ant Man. When he gave Scott 2 tacos. That was so cute

-Nat, Tony and Scott(i guess) casually lying on the table while discussing the locations of the stones

-Thor. His depression. It was real and it was funny exactly when it needed to be.

-Hulk (fake) Smash in New York

-Nat and Clint on Vormir. Seriously, that scene showed every bit of their friendship. Touching heads and then fighting each other to sacrifice themselves and save the other. Just right in the feels.

-Just when I was expecting it to be a new version of the elevator scene - HAIL HYDRA (What a Comic reference!!!)

-Cap fighting Cap (Again, what a Comic reference!!)

-AMERICA'S ASS

-Tony and Cap improvising and ignoring Scott for a whole minute

-Howard Potts. Omg so heartwarming. That entire conversation.

-Cap, Ironman and Thor vs Thanos

-Peter rambling on to Tony and ... This feels nice.

-MY CAPTAIN IS WORTHYYYY

-When Tony was down and Thor was down and Cap was clearly losing, he tightened his half shield and still stood up

-Cap, do you copy?

-AVENGERS...........ASSEMBLE!

-IRONMAN AND RESCUE

-Peter interacting with EVERYBODY

-Hey Queens

-Hey Peter Parker, you got something for me?

-Gamora and Quill. You got both the second time.

-Tony and Peter and Pepper. That last goodbye. 💔💔💔

-Cheeseburger 😭

-Peter in Schoolll

-Steve's ending. I know it's not easy to digest but at least he got to live part of his life with Peggy which was something he thought he never could.

It's been 40 hours since I watched the movie but I still feel a heaviness in my chest. I know it's all not real but it sure does feel like a loss. An end.

But the OG 6 will live on forever for us.