#something was wrong with elena since the min she turned into a vampire

[childofnemesis]

tvd hot take: damon used the "sire bond" that was between him and elena to sa/ r*pe her. he clearly knew that she would have done anything he said and instead of being a decent man and (at least trying) to stay away from her. bc all that happened in s4 was:

damon: i love you elena elena: i love you too damon damon: elena i think you should do this thing elena: hmm...this kinda goes against my morals, but you've been a vampire for longer and you seem to know what you're doing, so ill follow you. (aka: killing connor- she would have defended jeremy with her life but she only killed connor bc damon asked her to) damon: oops, looks like the "love of my life" is sired to me and she actually doesn't know what she's feeling. everything she told me is probably due to the sirebond itself and i shouldn't exploit it...naahhh let stefan deal with all that.

tvd hot take 2: elena never recovered from the sire bond completely and a part of her vampire self is still sired to damon salvatore.

no one really hates human elena, but many people hate vampire elena.

being a vampire doesn't change who you are- but in this case damon literally changed her and who she is through the sire bond. it was subtle but there is a change that no one can deny. it made her loose who she was at her core and it is sick and disgusting and she deserves soo much better.

[18silverwolf]

Jeremy Gilbert Imagines:  Imagine 19: You were killed by a vengeful vampire who was after Jeremey

(This is gonna be a sad imagine so head up and get your tissues ready hope you enjoy it)

You grew up with the Gilbert's. Your mum was best friends with Mrs Gilbert but you were the same age as Jeremy. You were best friends you did everything together. you were also like Elena's little sister that she never had.

One night you were meant to be at Jeremy's place having a movie night that you guys have both being doing since kindy. Once you got to his house you saw their aunt Jenna  about to leave.

Y/n POV:

"Hey Jenna" I said as I walked up to her with a smile on my face. "Oh hey Y/n, are you here for your movie night with Jeremy?" She asked "Yes" you said she opened the house up and let me in. "Jeremy isn't home yet but he should be home soon" she said "That's okay i'll just wait for him" I said she nodded before she left. I walked into the house and walked into his room and placed my bag down on the floor before going back down stairs and making sure the door was locked before sitting down on the couching and turning the TV on to watch a movie on Netflix.

I looked at the time it was now 7 pm at night i have been sitting here for the past 5 hours and I have watched 3 movies and Jeremy was still no where in sight. Did he stand me up? I thought. I decided to go up to his room and go for a shower and get into my pj's.

Once I was done I went back downstairs but was greeted by a tall guy who i didn't recognise who was suddenly in front of me in a blink of an eye.  his eyes were black. I knew he was a vampire there was no way i would win if i tried to fight against him.  Dammit why didn't i just stay at home i thought suddenly i felt pain to the back of my head and all i saw was darkness as my eyes closed.

I woke up and i was tired and tied to the chair, The vampire was rambling on about something Jeremy did but i couldn't focus because of the constant ache in the back of my head. suddenly he was in my face his eyes were pitch black and his fangs came out and he slammed them into my neck I could feel him draining me of my blood which made me feel more tired then what i did before, Suddenly I felt my body starting to give up because it was clear that i was dying he was making sure he didn't leave a drop of blood in my body.  As he pulled away from my neck i took my last breath.

Jeremy's POV:

I was sitting with Bonnie in the Mystic falls grill when my aunt Jenna walked in "Oh hey Jeremy, I thought you would be at home by now with Y/n for your movie night" She said "Wait what , OH no i completely forgot, Bonnie  i am so sorry but i gotta go." I quickly said as i ran out of the grill and ran all the way home once i got there the front door was wide open. I was confused so before going in i called Damon and Stefan who was at my house in no time.

"apparently Y/n was waiting for me as we were meant to have a movie night but i forgot and went to the grill with Bonnie, and i just got back and the front door is opened and knowing y/N she would have locked it" I said all in one breath. "Its gonna be okay Jeremy" Stefan said as he placed his hand on my shoulder. "I'll go in you two stay out here" Damon said as he walked into the house he must have checked the whole house using his super speed because he was outside in under 5 mins. Damon looked worried, concerned and mad, "Damon what's wrong?" Stephen said.

Damon didn't say anything, I knew something was up i started to run into the house when suddenly Damon has grabbed "Damon let me go" Stefan walked in side while Damon kept me outside until Stefan came back outside "Jeremy, whatever decision you make Damon and I will be there by your side but before we let you inside you need to know that Y/n has been killed by another vampire who has drained all of her blood, its your choice whether you see her or you don't" Stefan said looking at me intently trying to figure out what my move is.

I pushed past Stefan and ran inside there she was sitting lifeless in a chair that she was still tied to, she looked as if this person tortured her before ending her life. This is all my fault i should have been here, It should have been me, I could have protected her. all these thoughts ran through my head.

I didn't even realise that i was crying until i felt my knees hit the ground with a loud thud and Damon was by my side in an instant. Suddenly we hear a scream from behind us. There Stood Caroline, Bonnie and Elena. Elena came running over and wrapped me in her arms. "This was my fault Elena, I should have been here and not at the grill with Bonnie. She was only here because i forgot to cancel our movie night, I forgot about her and now shes gone" I sobbed into my sister's shoulder who was rubbing my back trying to comfort me but it wasn't working the guilt I felt was killing me.

Damon Helped Elena get me onto the couch where I must have fallen asleep. Because when I woke up Y/n's body wasn't there maybe it was all a dream, a nightmare.

I walked up to my room and saw her backpack on my bedroom floor. I saw here necklace the one that i gave her as her birthday present. I picked it up and on it there was blood.  I ran back down stairs only to come face with Damon. "where's y/n?" I asked he looked at me. "We had to take her to the mansion Jeremy" he replied. "I came back to check on you, you fell asleep on the couch after you cried on your sister until you did" Damon said. "I found this" I said as i held up y/n's necklace.

"Good we could use it" Damon said "Use it for what?" I asked confused "that necklace could help us find the bastard that tried to kill her" Damon said. "Then what are we waiting for lets go" I said as I grabbed my cross bow and other essentials before we both walked out of the house.

We went to the Salvatore Mansion where Bonnie was considering she was the only witch we knew who would help us. As we walked through the door Bonnie was sitting beside Elena trying to comfort her because she had tears in her eyes.  

Once we walked in Elena noticed us, she stood up and came and hugged me. I hugged her back while Damon asked "Bonnie can you use a tracking spell on this necklace to find the vampire that killed Y/N?" "I'm sorry Damon but even if i could i wouldn't be able to hold it long enough to find the right vampire" she replied.

All anger and revenge in my body seemed to disappear when i saw a familiar figure standing behind Bonnie, As i looked closer i saw her the girl that I should have protected earlier tonight, she smiled at me and started to walk up towards Damon's room.

Did she want me to follow her. I didn't realise that I had whispered her name into Elena's ear until i heard Elena's voice speak "Jeremy Y/n isn't here" I ignored her and continued to walk up the stairs and into Damon's room when I saw her standing by the window.

"Jeremy" she said, she never once looked at me. "Y/n? how is this possible?" I asked as I started to walk closer towards her. "I don't know" she said "Y/n i am so sorry that i wasn't there to protect you" I said as she looked at me "Jeremy its not your fault you didn't know that was gonna happen, just promise me you won't do anything stupid" She said i nodded "I promise" I replied.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door i turned around to face the door to see who was walking in, which was Elena and Damon. when i turned back to the window she was gone.

I stared at the spot i last seen her in until Elena touched my shoulder "Are you okay Jeremy?" she asked "Yea" I replied as i nodded still staring at the window. "Jeremy what are you looking at?" Damon asked "Nothing" I replied.

I now understood why she was here, she wanted to let me know not to blame myself nor go after the vampire who killed her. Because she would want me to move on. But she also wanted me to know that she was okay. I smiled as i looked back on last time at the window, knowing that she will always be by my side until i see her again.

The end

Thank you guys for reading sorry it took me a little bit to long to update.

I have uni starting back up soon so i probably won't be updating regularly anyway.

Peace

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