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tigerpearlsworld · 9 months ago

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Pick a card

( Why can't you find love ....where is the lack ? )

Before you chose the cards know that this is a general pick a card. There are infinite energies in the universe and the energies if align with your stars will guide you to my reading. So, welcome. Know that you can only chose one card. This pick a card is meant for your soul not for you to resonate but for you to realize when you get the message and truth in time. To pick a card you must follow your hearts tug and instinct and look deep within each image something about yourself rather than what you want it to be Breathe in and Breathe out, light a candle/ incense, meditate to the beating of your heart and let every thoughts come through and accept what is coming in your heart and then light and form a picture in your heart as you close your eyes and meditate in yourself. After that when you open your eyes choose the image where your heart calls for the most and remember your heart is your guide not your brain so.....

Sorry if my english is bad.

To those who chose the pile to know the answers of your love and its fate, i pray to the stars to bless you with pure energy and to give you strength.

Choose the pile :

Pile 1 : Eclipse, Pile 2 : Bondage, Pile 3 : Sheep

The reading starts...

Pile 1 :

Words which are coming for you as i start the reading of pile 1 are ( Searching, worry/anxious, gullible, sleep paralysis, haunted, support, sleep, protection, flow, knowledge )

Vibes : to take charge or be in control

Cards : ( 6 of wands Rx, Ace of cups, King of wands, 7 of pentacles, Death, Knight of wands )

I see in the strings of fate weaving your story in matters of heart and finding your love, i see struggle. No matter if you are good looking and very much desired and people fight over you but when it comes to you wanting a place to rest in someone else's heart you see yourself alone. Yes you get compliments yes you are envied but you have insecurities which are also in the compliments you get from people. I see in your heart space you long towards finding your sun, your king or queen but it feels impossible. All the choices you find are never to the satisfaction of yourself or the people who surround you as friends, family and supporters. At times you can get manipulative without even knowing and later on realizing you find it hard to admit. You like to be coddled but you also want to independent and be respected in matters of your craft.

I see that from early on in life you don't have the greatest of choices in people as your significant partner. In most times the choices you spare and give chances don't do you the same favor when the table turns in their favor. You are treated as the main girl but as time passes you feel that you lost your shine and spark with the so person you once enjoyed sharing with.

In your lack i don't see you having the scarcity of having no options but its more like after you get the man or woman you want, things just begin to spiral down. The question which comes is "So, what now?" you are a freedom seeking soul in heart yet you also crave the loyalty of a person to follow you in that adventures with you and that is hard.... because no one wants to follow your path. I see your fate in love is a hard one and one more like a sailor who is in a mission to find the one piece. i see that you wont be able to meet the love of your life in the region you were born, no.... you will have to cross oceans as in cross distances and have to go through a lot of internal death and soul transformation where you learn not to repeat the old cycle of habits then and only then you will cross path with your true love.

Your fate in love is a penance you must do, because if not, the heat of either your flames or your partner will burn the relationship and make the partner go blind or you... I see this heat will even cause the loop of chase and runner happening between you and your partner and if worse goes to worse there is also possibility of affair and unexpected children by your partner out of no where.

i see your fated partner can be a musician or singer, may be more earthy in approaches of medicine and can also be a huge healer. I also see you and your fated partner to share a lot of activities and being adventurous together.

The one message i have for you is don't go blind in rage or hatred. Be in control of your mind and its thoughts and be discipline with yourself in matters of health, food and routine. You may like horror movies or there is a lot of tendency in you to rage but you have to control your anger.... your anger will be your true enemy. Also try to be more in service for others. Lessen your feeling of being a victim and become more motivated towards empowering yourself and bring changes in your lifestyle for good.

the song which came for you during my reading, this may help or resonate with you.

Pile 2 :

Words which are coming for you as i start the reading of pile 2 are (Leader, universe, travel, burning, wishes, identity, punishment, heat, burning, karma)

Vibes : Want to punish the sinner/ Savior mentality / Defender

Cards : ( Knight of pentacles, knight of cups, the hierophant, 2 of wands, the devil, 10 of pentacles, temperance )

In the churning of your cosmos the stars says you are a force to reckon. you are gentle but fierce, kind but stern. you have all the abilities of a leader and people respect if you know or not. there is a sense of directness which you take and anything that comes in front of your speech or goal is not spare at all. I see you have a grandeur about you which you may have not realize till later in your life. I see that you are a very serious person who may not get what you want in life directly so you must grind and work hard for it. I see no obstacle can hold you back and that you are a person with serious loyalty and commitment. I see you crave for someone to dominate you in bed and i see you have wild fantasies with a lot of ideas. I see from younger years you had a sex appeal to you which was not missed by people and sometimes was also used to abuse or shame.

I see the lack you have in matters of love is not something which is missing but something which you have. Your serious undying loyalty is something which is to die for and very remarkable but it also drags you to the bottom of getting used and hurt in the process. I see even if you get abuse and the relationship is over the flames of your love and your loyalty is something which doesn't dies easily. "You love too much" and Once you make a commitment even if you die you wont let the commitment go....it is scary but it is you.

I see that in matter of having men/women you have people offering themselves to you but you don't want something shallow you want something deep, something dark . you want all the good, bad, ugly and worse of a person.

I see in the fate of your love life i see two soulmates or two marriages. There is two stories here it either goes like your first relationship was toxic and abusive but later on you divorced move on with your life ,started all over worked hard on yourself and career and suddenly everything began to get better and you met the love of your life and for every struggle you had early you get rewarded heftily this time

Your first relationship you marry the love of your life but something very unexpected happens in marriage which causes lose in some ways but you also gain something like honor, career, money, land, house but even after getting everything you still pay karma to your children and family in some ways. And you keep struggling to find a man who wants you for you and not for what you have in later parts of life. I also see there is a tendency to attract men younger than you.

either way in your fate of love i definitely see long-term marriage but there is karma to pay.

In this life for you what im getting as message to deliver is to not be so serious and be free, let go of self constraint you always put in yourself or you let others put on you. "Let go and be free."

This song was coming for me it was attacking me literally, it has messages i believe

Pile 3 :

Words which are coming for you as i start the reading of pile 2 are ( Connecting, Risking, Curious, Bipolar, Pure, Mutable, cutting, attraction, always questioning always confuse, burning, moving, domestic, wild, temptation, crossing )

Vibes : Taking all the responsibility/ Burning up

Cards: ( The magician, 6 of wands Rx, ace of cups, knight of cups, temperance, 8 of wands, 6 of pentacles )

In matter of your stars i see you are blessed by the heavens and all the angels. you are beautiful and very youthful in spirit. I see you were born with a mission this life time and woman fall easily for you. you have a allure which is very hard to resist. I see your energy is very masculine but at the same time its very feminine. you maybe bipolar, i dont know why but it just came. You may like milk product or your mother or you may even be a vegan or vegetarian by choice.

I see you have a very strong appeal to you and a very high vibrational manifesting power. whatever you dream in heart you can achieve you have that power. As because you're so youthful from inside your soul and heart i see like a child you can distinguish between a bad person and a good person. your judgement is very precise. your fashion is also very precise and on point. you do not like the idea of lack. I also see you like to meet people and engage in different parties, concerts, events, movies. There is a sense of innocence in your sexuality. For some i also see fluidness in gender of not knowing what or who you are truly ( i mean no disrespect, its just im getting the messages. ) for some of you I also see working or contributing to a lot of charity or non- profit organization for children and animal especially even old people. I also see you may find old people and animals cute and adorable.

Now in matters of what is the lack i see you are a natural giver. Yes, you like to give in love with open heart and you are someone who is very direct and honest about your feelings and emotions. But the problem of lack i see is the very nature of you being a giver, you are never satisfied you feel inside you there is this sense telling you to go and share your love and admiration with everyone equally. you are someone who may want to be in relationship but again that bipolar energy doesn't lets you stay in that single frame of devotion. You want to be free and roaming the world with your friends and have fun and accomplish goals and mission in life. The domestic idea in life of relationship although not out of reach for you but keeps you restless and uncomfortable when you're in one for long. There is also this fate where you and your partner just get bore or life in relation becomes mundane so naturally you guys fall apart.

In matter of fate in love if you are the one who wants the love seriously but still you will only encounter people or have people come to you who are either engage, married or in relationship. I see the stereotype of food being the way to heart is true for you as you really are a foodie. In the bedrooms i see you have this mixture of innocence and fire. I also see in matter of love there is a habit of cutting a relationship off without warning unexpectedly.

You may like beaches or sunset or just sun in general so i'll say to take the blessings of the sun and bath in sunlight in morning time also its recommended to do fire rituals and burn incense for purity of mind and soul.

A song which came to me when i was channeling this piles energy

#pick a card #tarot #tarot reading #tarotcommunity #love #Spotify

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just-a-ghost00 · 3 months ago

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Do you stand a chance with this person?

If you're feeling a bit lost about a connection and where this is going, we'll try to see if this is worth your time and energy. Pick one of the following emojis : 1🕷️ 2🎃 3🦇

Group 1 - Pink Spider ~

9 of cups, Justice, The Sun, Hierophant, The Star

Well, this looks pretty good for you group 1. Not only do you stand a chance but the outcome could be even better than what you ever dreamed of. This person thinks and feels positively towards you. Their intentions are genuine and serious. They want to do right by you. This connection has potential for a succesful committed relationship. With the Star card, I get the feeling that it may take a while before you come into union with this person, especially if there is an important physical distance between you. Little TMI : the song linked to your group is from Japanese artist Hide (X-Japan). This song is a metaphorical one. It talks about a pink spider whose perception of the world is narrowed down to its web, the web representing the lies it tells itself or told by others. Looking at the sky from the web, it wishes for wings that it doesn't have. It is afraid to take risks and get hurt, but by looking at the butterflies and birds soaring high, the spider still envies them. One day a bird flying by, seeing the sad spider, advises it to take a butterfly's wings and come fly with them. Though this is going to hurt the butterfly, the spider desperately wanting to fly takes the wings, appologizing for its deeds. "It's not that I want to hurt you, but I don't have wings and that sky is just so high..." says the spider. To which the butterfly answers "you can take my wings, but you'll find out soon enough that flying isn't as easy as you'd think". As expected, though having the butterfly wings, the spider still can't fly. Still looking at the sky, the spider sees the birds immigrating to the South flying by its web. The end of the song is a bit confusing. The lyrics are "ano kumo ga toori sugita" and the word kumo can both be translated as cloud or spider. So the meaning of the lyrics could either be "I wanna go over to those clouds" and in this case this would be the spider's thoughts. But it could also be translated as "I wanna go over that spider" which in this case would be from the bird's POV. For some reason I felt like talking about the lyrics translation of that song would be relevant.

Confirmation signs : ladybugs, flowers, doves, books, trees, distance, social media, Leo, Taurus, Aquarius, Libra, starry skies, goats, letter S

Group 2 - This is Halloween...

6 of cups , knight of pentacles, 6 of swords, king of wands, 9 of wands

You could stand a chance with this person however this would take a lot of effort and patience from both sides. There's a lot to heal for this connection to be fruitful. There would definitely be chemistry and passion but there would also be a lot of challenges and tensions if you were to pursue this connection right now. It would be best to work on yourselves prior to being together. But what you do is up to you. This connection would potentially require you to leave a connection or situation. If you pay attention to the song related to your group, there's an underlying energy of fear and tricky energies. It's like a lot of frightening things are lurking in the shadows and to be able to fully enjoy the journey, you have to be able to overcome your fears and tame the demons hiding under the bed, the ghosts of the past trying to haunt you and so on. Also, this song happens at a kind of masquerade / parade where all spooky creatures are playing games and hiding behind masks, especially Jack Skellington who pretends that he enjoys his role in the community when he is thriving for something different and new. So this could be relevent to your situation with this person.

Confirmation signs : repeating 6s, earth signs, fire signs, books, religious people, clouds,

Group 3 - For Gotham !

7 of swords, King of swords, Hierophant, Tower, Ace of cups

To be honest, your chances are thin. I can't say no. But I can't say yes either. I feel like this person would love to be in a romantic relationship with you. But they are so scared about the idea that it seems impossible for them to welcome you in their life. With the 7 of swords and the King of swords, I get the impression of someone doing everything in their power to hide their true thoughts. Someone deliberately lying and acting unkind to somehow protect the other from their shadows. Maybe they struggle with mental health issues and they don't want you to witness the mess they're in. They don't want to let you in. I feel like losing you because of who they are would shatter them. So they put up a wall between you. The Batman reference was no coincidence. I intuitively picked up on it before I proceeded with the reading. This person really gives me Bruce Wayne vibes. They pretend like all is fine when they're falling and their world is in ruins. They love you but they would rather die than let you know. They would rather you believed you were insignificant to them so you could move on in your life and be happy without them because they don't think they have what it takes to make you happy, no matter how successful they can be in life.

Confirmation signs : flowers, nightingales, churches, wings, air signs, Taurus, dragons, sea shells, lotus flower

#just-a-ghost #pick a card #pac reading #love pac

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starhoppin · 1 year ago

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pick a picture; your next love offer

pile 1 -> pile 2 -> pile 3

disclaimer; this is a general reading! these messages may not fit everyone. please take what resonates and leave the rest.

「 pile one」

two of cups (cb: king of swords, ace of cups), three of cups (cb: the chariot, the magician), the empress (cb: three of swords, the world)

this love offer will come from someone you feel a strong connection with. this person may come across as stoic and intellectual, but there will be a lot of love between you two. perhaps this is someone you meet while in a group setting or you begin as friends before it develops into something romantic. this connection might actually be something you manifested; however, it may take a while for this connection to materialize in the physical world. you'll meet them after you've healed from past connection/relationship and have fully worked through that cycle. you'll be at your best when you two meet.

[potential physical description] they may be around your age, with brown eyes, and are muscular. they may also be on the taller side.

[potential zodiac signs] they may have quite a bit of water sign energy; particularly cancer and pisces. they may also have significant aquarius or sagittarius placements in their chart.

[initials - yours or theirs] J, L, A, P F, M

「 pile two」

ace of swords rv (cb: queen of cups, strength rv), justice (cb: six of cups, the magician), queen of swords (cb: eight of cups, page of swords)

your next love offer seems to be someone that you've had a past connection with. you may currently be separated from this person or decided to take a break. they view you as a very kind and nurturing individual; however, you may have broken it off due to various issues in your relationship. it looks like one of you wishes to reconcile. perhaps, this offer was manifested by one (or both) of you. as of now, they view you as someone with your boundaries up - you may have been the one who walked away from this connection. nonetheless, they're curious about you and they think about you a lot.

[potential physical description] i'm seeing that they're either super tall or short - nothing really in between. they have either blond or brown hair. their eyes are a feature of theirs that stand out in some way. they may also be a foreigner.

[potential zodiac signs] i'm seeing quite a bit of air energy, specifically libra and aquarius. they may also have significant scorpio or sagittarius placements in their chart.

[initials - yours or theirs] N, U, X, C, D, H

「 pile three」

queen of cups (cb: knight of cups, the lovers), the star (cb: nine of swords, four of cups), judgement rv (cb: king of pentacles rv, seven of swords rv)

this person thinks highly of you - i heard "the epitome of beauty and grace." however, this person is coming across as a knight, so either they come across as really flirty or you may be dealing with a younger person. still, there is a strong and loving connection between you two. there is hope and potential with this connection, but past fears may cause you to reject their offer. in particular, you may be afraid of the past repeating itself when it comes to your love life. you're being asked to remain optimistic and hope for the best in terms of this connection. don't let past fears stop you from enjoying good things in the present.

[potential physical description] i got second confirmation that this person may be younger than you. they might also have short hair, as well as facial hair. this person could be a foreigner. there's an emphasis on their eyes; this feature may stand out to you. they may also wear glasses.

[potential zodiac signs] they may have significant air and water placements in their chart, specifically libra, aquarius, cancer, and/or scorpio.

[initials - yours or theirs] U, E, Q, P, T, I, W side note: when i was shuffling for initials, the song you and i by 1D popped into my head. this may resonate with you/your connection.

tarot deck used in this reading: cirque du tarot

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thisnameisnotspokenfor · 4 months ago

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Chapter 33: The Game finishing snippet

as celebration for hitting 500+ reblogs here is the super rough snippet of the game section! It's still in it's rough stages, and there's still a lot left to go- I was really trying to recapture the vibe from the library chapter while still staying new/fresh I guess! (this will probably be very different from the finished product!)

“Asha?” Cepheus’s voice cut through her thoughts like a knife as she halted. Now both ‘dragon’ and knights were staring at her as she stood there, frozen.

“H-hello Cepheus,” she smiled, giving him a small wave.

“Hi Asha!” he smiled as Corvias stared at her.

“...Bye Cepheus.”

“Bye Asha!” he called as Corvias incredulously looked from him to her before fervently hopping. “Oh….OH- WAIT A MINUTE- PRINCESS GET BACK HERE!” Cepheus yelled as he took off after her.

“HELP!” She screamed once again as the star continued to chase after her. “THIS WAS A MISTAKE AAAHHHH-,”

“After them!” cried the children who followed in pursuit.

“No, you silly kids don’t follow me! How am I supposed to get to you if you’re behind him?!” She cried watching as they charged after the star. “Nooo!” she groaned.

“Keep running Asha!” Mrs. Zahira called.

“Circle around! Do a backflip!” Mr. Armin called.

“I can’t do a backflip!” She wailed as she continued sprinting around the market, watching as the star grew closer and closer.

“He’s gaining on you!” Mrs. Akinemi laughed as she tore past her.

No kidding.

Her headstart had done her little good as he quickly gained ground, somehow managing to nearly close the distance as she ran both through the crowd and around the stalls. No wonder the king had found stars terrifying. For someone who’d claimed to be so weak amongst his own kind, Cepheus’s strength and speed were insane!

“SOMEBODY SAVE ME!” she screamed, taking a sharp turn around another stall as the star continued following. “PLEASE!”

She shrieked as the audience roared with laughter and cheers as she continued running, silently cursing at the fact that she hadn’t worn better shoes.

“That’s what we’re trying to do!” Edda called in between pants as Aelar said something in Ischanian.

“Bob and weave Asha!” Phoebe advised as the children trailed behind.

“What do you think I’m trying to do?!” she called, running past Mr. Armin’s stall, where he was currently talking to Mr. Kurkaus and Mr. Leitus.

“I’m telling you, Armin, you give it a day or two and I bet you hot chocolate will take off in Rosas!”

“In this weather? Hmm, not likely,” Mr. Armin shook his head as Asha dashed past Mrs. Kurkaus’s stall.

“What?! But we’re drinking tea right now!!” Mr. Kurkaus exclaimed as he incredulously gestured to the tea set on Mr. Armin’s stall. “ How is hot chocolate any different?!”

“Asha he’s hiding behind Bellerose’s stall waiting to ambush you!” Mr. Leitus called as he poured himself a cup of tea.

“Traitor!” the star indignantly called to Mr. Leitus as he reappeared a few yards in front of Asha. “I’ll remember this! You’ll see!”

“Thank you, sir!” Asha yelled as she took off in the opposite direction as the star continued giving chase.

“Asha,” the star sang sounding too close for comfort. Oh God, she wasn’t going to make it, was she?

“No- PLEASE-,” she screeched.

“Scream louder Asha, I don’t think all of Rosas has heard you yet,” the star called, sounding far closer than she wanted.

She didn’t know where she was going, just that she needed to get back to the children. The children who were now behind- “AAAAHHHH!” She screamed as she felt arms wrap around her, pulling her to a stop.

“Yep. There we go!” The star called, his voice filling her ears as she began to struggle against his grasp.

There was no way she was going down fighting, not after she’d put in this much effort into escaping!

Shifting her arms and legs around his, she’d kneeled down. Then she’d turned herself around quickly wrapping her arms around his neck, as she slowly began to squeeze. Her legs wrapped around his sides, nearly straddling him as she used every ounce of strength to tighten her hold.

Somewhere behind her, she could hear the children’s footsteps come to a halt behind her just as the star released a strangled grasp.

A choir of groans and gasps greeted her from her surrounding audience as she continued tightening the choke hold. The adults winced as Aelar and the other children jumped in excitement.

“Cool!” Diego called as they struggled against one another. The star was holding back, but that wouldn’t stop Asha from

“That’s a nasty chokehold,” Mr. Armin grimaced as Mrs. Akinemi whistled.

“There goes the windpipe,” Mrs. Zahra winced before playing a small tune on her fiddle.

“No wonder Sabino didn’t bother with him! He knew she’d put him down herself!” Mr. Leitus called.

“I think he’s still conscious!” Mrs. Bellerose cried. “Poor kid!”

“Go easy on him Asha!” Mr. Bjorn commented.

“If you insist,” Asha replied, quickly removing her legs from the star’s waist before firmly planting them back on the ground. She still hadn’t released her hold on his neck, nor had she planned to as she’d carefully regained her balance before tightening it even further.

The star’s body nearly slackened for a moment before she’d felt him move, this time far more vigorously as he’d tried to tear himself away from her hold, hurriedly grumbling something in Cosmelathian.

“Fight princess! Fight!” Edda screamed as the star had placed a hand on her side. Fear had engulfed her as for a moment she’d wondered if he’d scratch her with his nails. But He’d offered no further resistance as the crowd continued to grow, shouting and cheering.

‘Fight princess! Fight!’ They’d sang as she grunted trying to secure her chokehold.

Oh, she was fighting all right.

A raspy sound had escaped the star as he’d staggered forward once more, moving his head as she’d nearly wrestled him to the ground.

He was trying to prevent her from locking it in.

A wise decision on his part as she’d continue to struggle to secure it. he definitely knew his way around combative maneuvers, confirming to her this his counter in the library had been anything but coincidental. He’d only feigned ignorance, probably to hide the fact that he was a far better combatant than he’d purposefully misled both her and her grandfather to believe.

Combining technique with his strength was a monstrous combination, but she hadn’t gained the reputation for being one of the best wrestlers in a tavern full of warriors and criminals for working strictly under ideal conditions. She’d dealt with worse just like she was going to deal with him.

“Cepheus!” She called over the sounds of their struggle and the crowd’s growing excitement as they’d taken sides cheering either her or the star on. “You thought this was going to be easy? Didn’t you?” she’d whispered to the star as she’d refused to let go.

The star laughed, moving in a near blur as she felt him suddenly slip and vanish from her hold. He’d moved so fast that she’d barely seen how he escaped, but it didn’t matter as the now freed star stood mere inches in front of her with his smile noticeably absent.

What was he-?!

She’d screamed as he stepped forward, his arms wrapping around her and lifting her.

First, she saw the sky. She’d nearly thought she was flying until she’d felt the pull of gravity again as she’d felt herself being hoisted down as the star hummed.

He hadn’t- he couldn’t!!!

She gasped as she saw the children’s shocked faces staring at her as his hold had tightened around her knees.

Oh no.

She had no idea what sort of move he’d used against her. But she doubted it mattered when she’d now found herself firmly planted on top of the star’s shoulders.

“What the-?!” She’d cried incredulously, as she helplessly flailed her arms. Oh no, no, no, no!

“That was amazing…” Diego whispered.

“What kind of move was that?!” Phoebe cried as the crowd watched on in awe, a few even cheering for the star as he held her victoriously.

“He lifted her like she was a bag of feathers!” Kelsey exclaimed.

“Just another wonderful day in Rosas!” The star victoriously sang as he’d shifted her on his shoulder. His arm gently rested behind her knees.

Oh, the grin she’d pictured on his face was too much as she’d struggled in vain against his iron grip once more.

This wasn’t supposed to be how it went! She was supposed to be free! Not captured- like- like this!

She paused, looking at the faces of the children who looked as if they couldn’t decide on whether or not to laugh or to cry. “Not one word,” she threatened.

“Can we negotiate?” Phoebe asked as Asha felt the last bit of sanity leave her. The children had begun following after the star as he’d headed back towards the fountain.

“Please!” Phoebe begged as the star paused in front of Mrs. Kurkaus’s stall. Her snow cloud from the previous day was still there, releasing a rather heavy snowfall as the star shifted Asha once more on his shoulder.

“Reverting to diplomacy now?” Cepheus looked unimpressed as the children shrugged.

“It’s worth a shot,” Diego spoke.

Now Asha was desperate, and desperate times always called for desperate measures. That’s why she’d reached out, collecting the flurries and snowflakes that had accumulated between her fingers.

This was her last chance. Her last chance.

If this didn’t work then nothing would.

“Hmm unless it’s food, I don’t think there’s much you all could- ACK!” he yelled, as the snowball collided with the side of his face. The whole market fell silent as he immediately released Asha who more than happily scrambled away from him.

It had only been when she’d put a few yards between them had the reality of her situation truly hit her.

She, Asha, mild manner peasant of Rosas, had just hit a reality-bending supernatural being who possibly wanted to destroy Rosas, in the face, with a ball of snow.

…What had she done?!

There was no way she’d just willingly pelted Cepheus, of all people, with a snowball!!!

“Uhh,” she started as the star slowly turned towards her. Snow fell from his face as he stared at her.

Was it too late to say sorry?

The answer to her question had come when a snowball had suddenly appeared in the star’s hand. His claw-like fingers tightly gripped it as he took one step towards her. Then another.

Uh oh.

“Cepheus- I,” oh he was coming now.

“Asha,” he sang.

“Cepheus no!” She squealed, narrowly dodging as something white and small raced past her before colliding with a surprised Mr. Leiutus.

“Oops,” the star murmured watching as the man blinked in shock. Mr. Kurkaus cackled with laughter as Mr. Leiutus glared. “Let me try that again,” he sighed reaching for more snow.

Wait again?! “No!” Asha wailed as she ducked behind Mr. Armin’s stall. “I repent! Please!”

“Oh no you don’t,” Mr. Leitus interjected as he ran to Mrs. Kurkaus’s stall and created his own snowball. “Thought you could pull a fast one on me did you?!” he yelled to the star who pointed to himself in confusion. “Take this!” He yelled, hurling the ball at the star who promptly ducked as the ball instead hit Mr. Kurkaus.

“AUGH!” Mr. Kurkaus cried, wiping the snow from his face. “You did that on purpose!”

“Partially!” Mr. Leitus confessed. “I was aiming for him!”

“How were you aiming for him when he’s to your right but I’m to your left?! That makes no sense Alaric!”

“I don’t know, I just threw a ball! If you don’t like it do something!”

“Alright then!” Mr. Kurkaus replied, racing towards his wife's stall as Mr. Leitus tensed.

“Uh oh,” he panicked before hobbling away. “No! I can’t run! Please!” he yelled as Mr. Kurkaus reappeared, now holding several snowballs of his own.

“HA!” he yelled, hurling four snowballs toward the screaming Mr. Leitus.

But instead of hitting his target, the first one hit Mrs.Zahra and her violin, abruptly ending her tune. “Ack!” she’d cried, lowering her violin as her husband snickered, before promptly being hit as well.

“Aah!” cried Thatcher as the third snowball hit him in the shoulder, an impressive feat considering that he’d never been remotely close to Mr. Leitus to begin with.

“What in the-,” Maria started, narrowly ducking the snowball as it instead hit Moireach.

“Hey!” Moireach yelled. “What the heck-?!”

“Sorry!” Mr. Kurkaus called. “I don’t know how that happened. I’m usually pretty good at snowball throwing…”

“Pretty good? Aldo, you’re worse than me!” Mr. Leitus teased as both Mrs. Zahra, Moireach and Thatcher raced towards the stall, quickly making their own snowballs as Mr. Kurkaus began to back away.

“Hey now…it was a mistake! I didn’t mean to hit you! What are you doing?! Stop! Ah!” He screamed as the trio began to chase him, all hurling snowballs in his direction.

“Don’t worry love!” Mrs. Kurkaus called, leaving her stall’s size to grab a snowball of her own. “I’ll save you!”

“Oh no, you won’t! Not on my watch!” Mr. Armin replied as he joined the fray.

Soon the market was complete and total chaos as snowballs soared overhead. The sounds of laughter and screams filled the air as people raced to and fro trying to pummel each other with the ever-growing snow cloud that had begun to spread over the market square.

“Okay, knights!” Edda called to the children who’d huddled behind the fountain, and away from the flying snowballs. “Our distractions don’t get better than this! Operation save princess attempt 3 is ready!”

“Just attempt 3? I could’ve sworn it was at least attempt 5-,” Thatcher started.

“Look it doesn’t matter okay? We just need to save Asha! Does anyone have any ideas!”

“I think….I might have an idea,” Aelar said softly as everyone turned to him. “But we are going to need help.”

Now Was this Asha’s fault? She wondered as she’d taken shelter behind an overturned table, safely away from the heart of the now snowy chaos.

Probably.

Was she going to take responsibility for this? Absolutely not!

But as she’d looked over the tabletop and took in the sight of the laughing people, playing with each other, she could scarcely believe that just a few days ago, so many of them had been sad and bored, wishing for a change. A change, that despite its terrible catalyst had now made life in the once very quiet city of Hamlet…exciting.

It was just like the star had said, wasn’t it? Their wishes had been granted, and for the time being, they’d all seemed happier because of it. Had there been some truth to his words? None of this would’ve been possible without him or his power and yet, no, she shook her head, promptly dismissing the thought and the dangerous implication it carried. Right now she had bigger problems to worry about, like the crazy star that she had lost sight of in the crowd. Where were her knights?

“Asha-,”

They better not have given up on her!

“Hey, Asha!” came a harsh whisper, snapping her out of her thoughts as Edda suddenly appeared at her side, startling her.

“Edda?!” she exclaimed before the girl hushed her.

“Not so loud! You don’t want the dragon finding you!”

“Right,” she nodded, somewhat annoyed that she’d forgotten his super hearing. “What are you doing here?”

“Aelar has a plan.”

“He does?”

Edda nodded, reaching into her pocket, “he does. But if you wanna be rescued, we’re gonna need your help.”

“Isn’t that cheating?” Asha asked.

“Do you wanna stay with him for eternity?”

“Fair point,” she conceded as Edda anxiously looked around the clearing once more. Then when she was certain they were alone, she held one of their wooden swords forward.

“Are you in?”

It had been five minutes since Edda had told her the plan, and five minutes without any sign of the star. Now she was worried, if not for the game, then for the possibility that the star had possibly used the game as a distraction to sneak off to somewhere she wouldn’t want him to be. But he wouldn’t do that, right? At least she hoped not.

Her eyes scanned the still chaotic marketplace, watching as Abigail had thrown one snowball only to be immediately pelted by three incoming ones. Her shrieks filled the air as her friends laughed, dragging their friend back behind their makeshift shelter as more snowballs were exchanged and thrown.

Where was the star? Better yet where was Lady Allard?! Surely the hour had been up and the food was ready!

Her last question had been answered as she’d heard Lady Allard’s ill-fated voice. She’d peaked over the tabletop, as the crowd of officials and arrivals came into view.

She’d meant to warn her. She did. She wasn’t sure how she was going to, but she never got the chance as Lady Allard stepped forward gesturing to the market. “And as you can see this is the market- the quietest place in to-,” her voice came to a halt as a snowball collided with the side of her face.

Now the once chaotic market had gone quiet.

All watched with bated breath as the noblewoman slowly wiped the snow from her face.

“Who….threw that ball?” She started as she trembled. “Out with it!” She screamed. “Which one of you hit me with that snowball!”

No one said anything as they exchanged glances.

“It wasn’t me-,”

“I didn’t have a snowball in my hand-,”

“Keeping your comrade’s silence, huh? Fine then! I’ll just have to destroy all of you!” She cried, storming towards the nearest pile of snow as she took a handful of snow. She halted, looking towards her officials angrily as she yelled, “Don’t just stand there! Avenge me you fools!”

“Oh…OH RIGHT! Yes!” They’d nodded in agreement, nearly stumbling over each other as they reached her pile of snow before charging after her toward a group of people.

They’d all screamed and scattered as the chaos resumed.

“Oh gosh, what have I gotten myself into,” Asha groaned as she huddled behind the fallen table. She couldn’t see the star anywhere…. Should she attempt another escape? Ugh, she hoped the ground wasn’t icy, but come to think of it, despite the amount of snow that had been accumulating, the weather hadn’t felt colder than normal, which should’ve been impossible given Rosas’s geographical position.

She shook her head, grumbling, “It’s literally snowing in Rosas. It never snows in Rosas. Of course, it wouldn’t we’re way too close to the equator for this. how is it snowing?!”

“Take an educated guess princess,” the star answered as he pulled the table away from her. A fairly sized snowball sat in his right hand as he looked at her thoughtfully.

“Cepheus!” she screamed, doing her best to scramble away from the star as far as she could. Of course, she hadn’t gotten far, she knew she couldn’t, not when she’d felt that familiar telekinetic hold on her, purposefully slowing her down as he calmly walked towards her.

Now she began to understand how Safi’s mice had felt whenever they’d been cornered by

Charo, who’d been all too willing to drag the process out.

But she needed to stall. She’d deduced that much as she’d caught sight of Phoebe’s figure sneaking closer, her eyes pleading with her to give them time. Fine.

It was time to get unethical again..

“N-now let’s not get too hasty here Cepheus!” ” she started with an uneasy smile. “Surely we can resolve this without resorting to violence!”

“Says the woman who threw me in a chokehold,” the star murmured as he neared.

“Which was admittedly not the best decision I’ve made today, but I’ve now seen the error of my ways!” She grinned nervously.

“Have you, princess?” he was still coming closer. She’d contemplated begging him to accept defeat, but knowing those children, there was no way they’d be satisfied with a simple victory over the star.

She nodded, “Yes I have! And you know! I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately-,”

“Mmhm.” Think Asha! Think! The moment he grabs you, it’s over! But what could she say to make him stop?

Nothing seemed to work, nothing save for- “ her eyes landed on Mrs. Bellerose’s abandoned flower stall behind him as an idea hit her.

“Vincas!” she screamed, pointing to the flower stall.

He stopped, looking at her as if she’d grown two heads before repeating, “Vincas?”

She nodded, thanking God that he’d actually come to a stop. “yeah you know, I was trying to think of which flowers reminded me of you and I settled for vincas.”

The star stopped, looking back at the beautiful flower stall. He wasn’t smiling anymore as he examined the flowers in question, completely missing when Asha had quietly pulled out the wooden sword that Edda had given her. “Little red flowers remind you of…me?”

She couldn’t tell if he was shocked or disgusted. Knowing how he’d felt about red stars, maybe both. She nodded, holding his attention as the surrounding children continued to creep closer amidst the chaos. “Of course they do. You know, here on earth they have a really good meaning.”

“Protection, friendship, and happiness.” she’d shrugged as she slowly eased herself to her knees and back onto her feet. “You know, things that those flowers reminded you of me.” oh she was nearly shaking now as she neared him.

She hadn’t missed the frown on his face as she’d said the word ‘love’ but it had given her enough strength, or rather spite to charge forward.

Immediately his arm flew forward, catching her hand with the wooden sword in it, just like she’d anticipated. shifting herself around as she’d pushed herself downwards, using her momentum to trip the star. She’d been shocked when he’d actually gone down with her, wrestling and rolling around in the snow as she’d pinned him beneath her.

He’d blinked in surprise, looking at her and the wooden tip that had hovered a few inches over her chest as his hand still held her wrist. “Hmm, call me crazy, but I think I’m getting a sense of deja vu here. A rather pleasant one, really.”

“Deja vu, huh?” she spat, trying to push against the star’s strength. “You know cepheus…” she grunted. Why was he so strong?! “If you think I look beautiful in defeat, you should see how I look in victory-,”

“Victory?” he asked, looking shocked as the sound of the children’s screams cut through the air. They’d flung themselves all over his limbs, as she’d held him down.

“Now!” thatcher cried as Aelar appeared with his wooden sword, tapping it against his chest before he firmly planted it beneath the star’s arm.

“AAAAAHHHHH!” the star screamed, as the surrounding snow fight ceased. Asha and the children quickly crawled off of him as he sat up, clutching his chest.

All eyes watching as his trembling hand reached for the wooden sword, unable to pull it out before he wailed “BLOOD! BLOOD! BLOOD!!” He wailed, falling over dramatically as he reached towards Asha, imitating the movement of what she guessed was…a dying dragon? She didn’t know. She studied stars, not dragons. “AND DEATH!” he’d finished before going completely still as the market broke out into cheers.

“WE DID IT!” thatcher screamed.

“We saved the princess!” Phoebe cried, excitedly hugging her doll.

“Aelar your plan was genius!” Edda exclaimed as the other children nodded in agreement.

“Thank you,” he began, smiling shyly. Before turning to Asha, “Thank you for playing with us miss.”

“It was no problem,” she said with a small curtsy, before kicking the star’s foot with hers. “I knew I could count on you all to put the wicked dragon down.”

“Free cheers for the knights of Rosas!” Mr. Leitus exclaimed, “Hip-hip!”

“Hooray!” yelled the crowd as they lifted the knights into the air. She couldn't quite stop the smile that came to her face as she watched Aelar excitedly talk to the kids who’d eagerly nodded. Maybe it had been too early to decide, but she had a feeling that he would fit right in with the other children of Rosas.

Sensing that the crowd was now distracted, Asha leaned down towards the star, “Hey are you okay?”

He smugly grinned, removing the sword from his side, “never been better. That was a pretty convincing performance wasn’t it? Hmm maybe I should take up theatre.” he took her hand as she helped him up. “I would be amazing in theatre. I can see it now!”

“Eh, I wouldn't quit my night job if I were you,” she joked, earning herself a string of

Cosmelathian words as the pair followed after the crowd into her grandfather’s bakery.

#the kingdom of the stars #wish au #rough chapter snippets #writers on tumblr #kingdom of the stars

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nayatarot777 · 2 years ago

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how to connect to your intuition better

this is an ice spice fan account

• pile one •

cards: 2 of pentacles, 6 of swords, page of pentacles, 2 of cups, knight of cups, the high priestess

your intuition is connected to your practical knowledge. you may trust your intuition easier when you make an “educated guess” about something (because you really do be knowing) or when you weigh out the probability of something happening. your intuition is also easy to connect to when you’re able to achieve some type of mental clarity or mental balance. when you don’t think too deeply into what your opinion is or how you feel about something. you just let the thought of the feeling come to you. this helps you to avoid overthinking what you think or feel. learning how to make use of your practical knowledge about certain things or people, and trusting yourself in making an accurate judgement or assessment of people and situations. when you give a grounded, “realistic” perspective to a situation, that is when your intuition is flowing the most. connecting to other people and feeling however tf you want to feel about them - whether it “makes sense” to feel that way about them or not. you feel the way that you do for a reason. choosing between how two different things make you feel emotionally is also how you can follow your intuition. which thing/person/option makes you feel more emotionally fulfilled than the other? literally following your heart space and your feelings - with patience. give your feelings time to show themselves to you so that you can follow them. be careful to not let anything external influence the way that you feel about things. you’re showing up as the high priestess, so most of you may follow your intuition without even realising it. on a subconscious level. you also have a huge amount of secret/hidden knowledge about how to make things work for yourself, too. i’m hearing that you should trust yourself and your own judgement. you’re smarter than you think. trusting knowledge that comes to you without worrying about where it may have come from will benefit you.

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• pile two •

cards: 5 of pentacles, 5 of swords, 8 of swords, the star, king of wands, the emperor

you feel like you lack something in relation to your intuition. you may be the pile who struggles to feel anything when trying to connect to it, leading you to feel left out of having spiritual abilities or an intuition that you can value. you also have a lot of mental conflict, as if you’re trying to find some type of victory in “finding” your intuition. there’s a lot of deep and prominent fears and anxieties surrounding your intuition. you may be keeping yourself in a mental prison and i heard “about being wrong”. you may also feel vulnerable with opinions and thoughts or beliefs that are easily influenced. it’s like there’s a blockage in your mental space. as if you don’t observe thoughts and let them pass you by. you might hold onto the things that you hear about or things that you’re told, and that’s affecting your ability to listen to yourself. there’s some healing that needs to take place. and this healing is related to giving your own opinions recognition and importance. give your own thoughts the value that you feel like they lack. even if everyone else around you seems to value what they’re saying over you. why can’t you take the same stance? choosing to embody more confidence in what you believe that your intuition is telling you will help you to connect to it. you have to be self assured in what you know that you know, otherwise other people will trample all over your words and try to devalue your opinions and your judgement. the emperor is an archetype that accurately reflects you internally. i feel like you have a lot of intelligence about many different aspects of life, but you might not look like someone who would. so people underestimate you. that’s annoying. but you’re someone who is able to teach other people many things (when they’re willing to listen) and you also know how to listen to your instincts. continue to do that.

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• pile three •

cards: 2 of swords, the sun, queen of wands, the tower, 3 of wands, strength

accessing your intuition requires you to ignore what you see with your physical eyes and to pay more attention to what your third eye is showing you. because often times, they don’t match up. everything seems okay on the surface but you feel energetically bothered. there’s always a reason for that, so don’t brush it off like you usually do due to your empathy or compassion for people. when people are sending you evil-eye, you know. when people are jealous, you know. when you’re at your happiest, you’re connected to your intuition the strongest. your creative energy is a very powerful energy source for you - especially your inner child. your inner child is the type of kid who peeps game every damn time. they’re too smart for people lmaoo 😂 also following what makes you truly happy means that you’re being lead by your intuition. when you receive inspiration, or receive a source of confidence from somewhere, you are deeply aligned in those moments. whenever you create something - no matter what it is. it’s like there’s a flow and a confidence that may not be found when you’re dealing with other aspects of life. your creations can give you many messages from the divine. i feel like most of you have an intuition that exposes what isn’t stable and secure. it’s not afraid to destroy what is already accepted by your ego and rebuild. your intuition could expose a lot of things to you that causes you a tower moment, whether you let it be known what you’ve been shown or not. it might open you up to many new opportunities in life that may not be easily or widely accepted by others. listening to your intuition seems to lead you to a bunch of tower moments - only to bring you to a better place in life after the dust has settled and you can move forward. being in control of your ego is indicative of when you’re connected to your intuition the most. your ego may try to argue against your intuition, but the part of you that continues to believe and follow what you’re hearing is the part of you that leads you to higher levels of consciousness and experiences in life.

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coneighscauldronofficial · 13 days ago

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PICK A MOON: How will the full moon in Gemini affect you?

In this pick a card reading, we will be looking at how the full moon in Gemini, happening on 12/15/2024, will be affecting the following:

Your career

Your love life/romance

In the extended posted on my patreon, we will go in depth on the following:

How this will affect you emotionally

Pick your pile (same as moon) intuitively, and if you want to pick multiple piles, please use your discernment so you don't mistakenly take on someone else's energy as your own. It is possible that some sections resonate in one pile and others don't. If you get drawn to 2 piles, and only one section resonates in the first pile, it's possible that the second pile will resonate in the other section and vise versa.

Always trust your own discernment and never make major life decisions based on a general tarot reading.

Moon One

How will this affect your career: Before pulling the cards, I am feeling heavy Aquarius energy, and while that doesn't have to mean you have Aquarius heavy in your chart or big 3, it could mean that as a confirmation for someone here. I feel like there is also something here about innovation and doing things differently in your life. You could be feeling like a change is needed, but you're not resonating or liking the advice or guidance you're getting. I feel like if this is the case, this is your confirmation to do things your own way and develop an innovative mindset and way of doing things. I also feel this pile is on the verge of making brand new change in their lives, doing something they have never done before, or starting something new. As we move into 2025, it's important for you to get clear on the paradigm you want to live in. Not the paradigm you're used to, not the ways in which life has shown up for you in the past in negative, limiting or difficult ways but the ways in which you want life to show up.

I feel like this is important because you have overcome quite a lot in the past decade I am hearing, and you are being rewarded for your hard work as we move forward. But if you are continuing to see from the eyes of misery (that is literally the word coming through) you could risk delaying these rewards and getting caught up in cycles that aren't beneficial.

The cards I pulled for your career: 10 of swords and the world. The Butterfly. I feel like this is going to be setting you free in terms of how far you have come, by showing you the differing contrasts of who you were vs who you are now. Like I said, you've grown quite a lot in the past decade (or however long you've been growing) and you aren't the same person. I feel for some of you, you're leaving a corporate job or a dead-end job to pursue a passion of yours that fits who you have become. This full moon is going to illuminate how you just don't fit the mold anymore. This may cause some discomfort, kind of like the feeling of being in-between something, but I feel as if this will be a good thing for you. It is making you uncomfortable, so you are forced to leave your comfort zone. I also feel this full moon will again be highlighting just how far you have come. Spirit keeps repeating themselves for some reason there, and I feel its because you need to be mindful of your perception around that as well. You are no longer living in the old timeline, where bad and frustrating things happen. Instead, you're wiser, stronger and more powerful. The more you focus on the past instead of looking forward to the future (I am seeing the star card in my mind's eye) the more difficult it is going to be for you to move forward and create a better, happier life.

How this will affect your love life: Knight of cups rx, King of Cups, Page of Pentacles Knight of Pentacles

I feel as if this is going to be assisting you in uncovering illusions and showing you what is real and what isn't. This feels as if it's going to be relating to emotional instability and how that emotional instability in love creates false fears and projections. I feel as if some of you may see someone who is karmic and attach yourselves out of fear of abandonment, which leads you to a lot of difficulty in gaining what you want. I feel as if you have been doing quite a lot of work on this side of you, or you will start doing this kind of work on yourself as you move into 2025. This full moon is revealing the ways in which you sabotage yourself, and it's also going to be revealing who is a real partner/soulmate and who is an unhealthy ideal.

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Moon Two

Something about zooming out to see the bigger picture? An ability to hold both/ands while keeping your own desires and dreams and opinions and truths protected? Some of you may have been feeling conflicted about which way to go, or what choices to make due to so many conflicting/differing opinions but I feel this full moon is going to allow you to choose based on YOU and your truth, not anyone else's.

How this will affect your career: This isn't for all but someone works at Kroger or just some grocery store chain or something. There is something about a boss or payment policy or something that is abusive in nature. I feel like you've been debating on what you should do about this as it's affecting you and your money. I feel this is some kind of injustice that you feel inclined to rebel and speak up against but you don't know if it would make much difference and if this will risk your job. These anxieties are valid, but if you're struggling to find truth and peace through this situation, I am hearing that confronting these anxieties to determine the validity of them will take you a very long way. It feels like this is your sacred responsibility on your soul path so I don't feel like much clarity will come in about what to do until you do this work. Start with journaling about these fears.

For the rest of you, this will be affecting your career by showing you what needs to be nurtured and how you can ground your desires and goals down in a practical way. What steps can you take? What should you avoid? Questions like that. Especially if Gemini is on your 12th house, possibly your 4th. There is something about being guided into introspection and stagnancy. I am seeing the hanged man in my minds eye, so this could be a time of being stalled. Don't fight that energy if that's the case. I feel like your answers will come to you in the stillness, which will aid your movement forward. In fact, I feel as if this stillness will be really important. Remember: taking action is only wasting time when we aren't acting from clarity and intention. Stillness can bring us that.

How will this affect your love life: The moon, knight of wands rx, the hanged man (wtf lol)

I feel like there is some kind of situationship that you've been entertaining or dealing with that isn't quite clear. There is a lot of uncertainty, fear and negative attachment with this energy, as if this person is telling you all the right things but not showing you that with their actions. There is also a storyline about gaslighting, as if this person will do shit they shouldn't do because its disrespectful to treat another human in that way, but when you call them out on it they throw it back onto you. This is causing a lot of illusion and confusion, making you feel as if you're not worthy of better treatment and that you should just stay where you're at with this person, even though you're not getting what you deserve. I feel like you absolutely deserve better and this is confirmation that this person's behavior is the problem, not yours.

I feel like this full moon is going to be revealing this truth to you and showing you a new perspective around this person or situation. This may be a hard truth but be open to it. This is going to bring in a lot of confirmation and clarity to you, while also helping you close out this karmic cycle and attract a much better partnership in 2025.

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Moon Three

How this will affect your career: This feels really positive pile 3. I am seeing the sun card in my mind's eye and I feel as if you're going to be feeling a sense of freedom moving into this full moon. I feel as if things are turning around for you and I am hearing "new chapter", so this could be coming after some difficult endings. I actually feel the difficult endings were closed out a long time ago, maybe like a year, and you've been in the transition and energetic re-cooperation phase. Like gaining your strength and confidence back after such a difficult time. And now that you've gained your strength, it feels like opportunities are starting to open up for you.

The 6 of pentacles, The 6 of wands, the knight of cups.

I feel as if there has been a lot of effort on your part with very little success in the past for you group 3. Maybe you spent a lot of time on projects or situations that ended up not being a part of your path and you had to constantly chuck it or give it up. This feels like it caused a lot of confusion and frustration for you in the past, and I am also feeling like you went through a period of time where it felt like the Universe/your guides were not on your side. I feel like they want to confirm that they were and always are on your side, but sometimes we go through karmic cycles that require a reliance on our own judgement, but I also feel like that is why this next cycle for you is going to be as big as it feels. As amazing and expansive as this feels. Because you did the hard work and you never gave up, even if it feels as if you wanted to give up. You always stayed true to you and your soul path so now you're being rewarded.

I feel like when it comes to your career, pile 3, this full moon is giving you time to rest and reflect on how far you've come. I also feel like there is some kind of idea or epiphany that will come in during the holidays. Something that sparks a feeling of "yeah, I want/need to do that". Sometimes spirits gifts come in the form of potential and it's our responsibility to ground that potential down with belief and action. I am not getting anything crazy in the 3D for this group in terms of career, but I do feel like you'll receive a download in the form of an idea that will change your life for the better. Listen to it.

How will this affect your love life: For some of you, you're married. I feel like the marriage is good, I don't know. I am not getting much with that story line, just that it will continue to thrive. For others of you, I am sensing some anxiety here. There could be a solid connection in your life (this feels new - like really new) but you're unsure of if this is trustworthy or not. Yes, I feel like it is. This feels like the full moon is going to assist you in embracing change and that this connection is your fate. You can have this. It may be stuck right now, or it may be really confusing but I feel like these are anxieties of the past. From failed past situations. I feel as if this could also be connected to Neptune going direct, which in the first week or so can cause even more confusion and fogginess than the RX period. Especially in Pisces. I feel as if spirit is saying to view these anxieties and fears that cause anxiety as baggage of the past, not facts of the future. As you stay connected to your truth (who you are and how far you have come) you will remind yourself that the past does not have to continue the way that is has before. You can have a new cycle if you choose to create it and believe it in your mind first. There is also something about being in a hanged man like energy for the next 3-6 months in love. This is not a veil to keep you stuck and confused, but its a time for you to create a new paradigm through self-work. Use this time wisely.

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Moon Four

How this will affect your career: The 3 of Pentacles and the 8 of cups: I feel as if you're leaving a workplace behind. You may have taken quite a lot of time to think about this, (2 of wands to clarify) but now I feel as if the plan is solidified in some way. I am also seeing a tree frog on my screen as I type this and I feel this is symbolic of rebirth and renewal, but also being able to thank the past in work for happening because of the amount of wisdom it gave you. So while you're starting new (now that I go deeper I feel this is someone who is starting a new job, like you've already been hired or something like that) I feel as if you're also starting with a lot of wisdom and knowledge and know-how that only you possess. This is going to be very beneficial for you, pile 4, as I feel you may be coming in almost as an underdog in some way, but it won't be that way for long. Its almost like you get into a new position and immediately start making changes or bringing in new ideas. 717 on the clock. Don't be afraid of the innovation you possess pile 4, this is going to be accepted. Maybe you've had pushback in the past, or this is something you're afraid of. Like if you make suggestions, you'll be disliked but I feel as if that's not the case at all. Sure, there may be a small few that don't understand but the majority of those in this field that you work with will and they will also be very grateful for it. Don't hold yourself back.

How this will affect your love life: I feel as if this will be illuminating some shadows and guilty pleasures in love that need to be overcome. There are some choices that are either in your life now, but honestly I feel more that these choices are on the way, and if you don't look at your shadow self and the ways in which you sabotage relationships, you could mistake some really good choices for bad ones and/or vice versa, causing you to miss out on opportunities. I don't feel this is anything you should be too concerned about, but I do feel as though it's important to pay attention to whatever wounds are illuminated or triggered for you during this time, because these are pointing you in the direction of healing so you can manifest a secure and fulfilling partnership dynamic. For those of you who are in a relationship or married, I feel as though spirit wants you to remember that the path to "better days ahead" with your partner are found on the harder path. Not the harder path in terms of difficult relationship dynamic, but the path of owning your shit and taking accountability for what you could be doing better and actively working on it. I am also hearing for someone here that you'll know this person you're currently committed to is right for you and you shouldn't end it by the way they also choose to work WITH you in the relationship. So let's say you notice that you are possessive and anxious, nothing to be ashamed of but it's being triggered so you can heal it and find the source of it which leads to transformation. But lets say during this discovery, you also notice that your person does things that trigger this, like casually flirting or liking other pics on instagram (this is just an example yall, don't take it seriously just use it as an example) and you call them out on it, but they refuse to change. That is how you know they aren't the one and you should leave. Something where you're putting in the work and asking them to do the same but they won't. This feels like confirmation for someone who has been questioning if they should walk away or stay.

Make sure to let things unfold and observe in silence, because it might not be very apparent what the right answer is right away, as things need to take their course right now.

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tarotwithdanise · 2 years ago

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What does it feels like to have your first kiss with them?

+ Perks of some cute moments with them.

꒰⠀from left to right ; intuitively choose the pile your mind, heart and soul desire for. if you are having trouble choosing the right pile for you, here’s some tips you can do ; (1) take a deep breath (2) close your eyes (3) ask guidance from your guides (4) finally open your eyes and you can choose the right pile for you by the guidance you ask from your guides. if you are still having trouble by choosing the right pile for you let me know because i am willing to help and guide you.

Pile one

1. Your first kiss with them

cards : knights of wands-two of pentacles-the justice-the devil-king of wands-five of pentacles-ten of swords.

The first kiss at the carnival where the main character was sending their lover away, it was the honeyed and wild exchange kiss but also one of the agonizing moments of their story. In the midst of a noisy crowd two souls become one to share this instant liberation of butterfly feelings. There's a heavy emotion weighing the feelings of this two souls, this feels like in between of you wanted to let go and wanted to stay because there's intense passionate feelings that's being hold here. I think this is finding a solution and steadiness into a issue, making the other lover go away for the good of this situation, it may feel for their other significant to feel stabbed ten times but they have to because love is about risking - it will never stay on the side of positive and happiness sometimes it's on the other side.

how it's being interpreted?

knight of wands + kind of wands - feelings = wild + honeyed

two of pentacles - place = carnival

five of pentacles - how it goes after = sending their lover away

ten of swords - what moment = agonizing

2. Perks of cute moments with them

cards : three of swords-the emperor-nine of swords-knight of pentacles-seven of swords.

[3oS] scenario one : a couple let the the rain pouring to their faces freely ; a sad and nostalgia moment under the rain.

[Emperor] scenario two : someone working all day long and their lover planned to surprise something fun, incredible and one memorable memories for the both of them.

[NoS] scenario three : someone who's been attacking and letting themselves drown to many negative thoughts and then this other one, trying to calm them down or just be there for them to feel atleast their present so they won't feel alone.

[KoP] scenario four : a couple saving up money for their future purpose like goals and so, it might be slow progress but it will be steady and worthwhile.

[SoP] scenario five : a couple sneaky going out at night to attend fair or dive bar.

Pile two

1. Your first kiss with them

cards : knave of swords-ace of pentacles-temperance-nine of wands-the high priestess-three of pentacles-the judgement.

The first kiss with them will be happening at the art museum or in front of your house after a date. The first kiss with them will be feels more into thirsty, like you wanted more and eager to kiss them more. It's feels like you become admirer of your partner's lips and as well you will feels very secured about it. This kiss will bring to you as if you were reached the ecstatic, someone like has been on cloud nine. This is a moment, where both of you feels like you wanted to cherish each other. After that, you think that you were on the right track, that you finally found the right one for you. This is when the stars align on each other so you can finally have a better and worthwhile romantic relationship. The Universe has a bigger plan for you, for this relationship.

2. Perks of cute moments with them

cards : six of pentacles-five of pentacles-the hanged man-three of cups-the sun.

[SoP] scenario one : person a buying special gift for person b.

[FoP] scenario two : a deep, serious and sorrowful moment in a cold snowy day.

[Hanged Man] scenario three : a fun and heart pumps rapidly while trying bungee jumping.

[3oC] scenario four : a catching up reunion with friends or family.

[Sun] scenario five : having a good time at summer season.

Pile three

1. Your first kiss with them

cards : the moon-queen of wands-nine of swords-ace of cups-ace of pentacles-the sun-king of swords-four of wands.

The first kiss feels enchanting, hopeful and mesmerizing. The moment you wanted to balance your own emotion and physical touch. This maybe happening after a celebration you have with them perhaps that maybe one of you might feel a little hot about that. This will be pure love kiss where everyone and everything feels like stopped and only the two of you in this world. It's like the pain you've been through has gonewild, like you were set yourself free. I think this first kiss will be happening when you both are out of country ; somewhere that may neither one of you place or living. This kiss seems like an eclipse, a collies of sun and moon - where both of them are barely see and frequently misses each other but the world will stares them in amazement when they collide.

2. Perks of cute moments with them

cards : the magician-the justice-ace of pentacles-queen of cups-seven of cups.

[Magician] scenario one : a couple learning new skills or hobbies together like language lessons, cooking, baking or painting.

[Justice] scenario two : a couple spending their time volunteering in a community charity.

[AoP] scenario three : a couple hugging while lying on the green grass ground while feeling being safe and protected.

[QoC] scenario four : a person who have a brown and hazel eyes making a poetic message for their lover.

[SoC] scenario five : a couple choosing jewelry in a accessories shop or if not, a person choosing a sweet candies for their lover in a candy shop.

Pile Four

1. Your first kiss with them

Ohh, this one is a friendly kiss. The first kiss is accidental like as I said you and them are friends and so the kiss will be quick but you both will feel the spark of electricity. I see shyness and awkward will be happening between you and them aftermath. I also see maybe your friends keep teasing you about this accident kiss lol. Like enjoy doing it because you are blushing so hard. I see that you maybe feel very attracted to them but not that deep not until you two get accidentally kiss each other. I think someone pushed this person that why they suddenly kissed you, this kiss will both leaving you sleepless at night on that day. This type of kiss that when a couple remembered it, they will be laughing so hard about this moment.

2. Perks of cute moments with them

cards : nine of wands-knave of pentacles-the world-the high priestess-the moon.

[NoW] scenario one : being protective to one and another.

[KoP] scenario two : a couple who is loyal to each other's no matter how miles they far away from each other.

[World] scenario three : a lovers who will do everything for their children so they won't be experiencing what they had gone through.

[HP] scenario four : a couple visiting someone who is astrologer or psychic to know what's cards and stars talks about their relationship.

[Moon] scenario five : a couple going to a stage theater or cinema to watch.

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lagoonalake · 11 months ago

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NCT 127 IDEAL TYPE

For Mark and Haechan see NCT Dream ideal type

TAEIL

Personality: 7 of swords, ace of swords, 10 of cups

Someone very intelligent, that he has to figure out like a puzzle, with many layers, witty, someone who he’d have to read between the lines, analyze. And he wants his partner to be analytical too. Someone family oriented who understands him. He is looking for emotional security and from his point of view, this isn’t something that is easy to obtain, and he thinks he has to be very cautious with people around him. He’s the type to subtly test his partner, especially with trick questions, so his partner has to be clever but honest too. Someone who can get his humor, hold a conversation, be playful and nuanced, tactful, diplomatic but incisive, perceptive, insightful. Someone who likes to talk, who is looking for something serious. gemini, virgo, mercury, libra, cancer

Appearance: the fool, 10 of swords, the star

Softness and innocence. An open face very easy to read. A very expressive person. Round eyes, cute face, pale skin, small full features, a demure kind smile, coy body language and expression but cutely seductive, long hair. Probably younger than him. High pitch voice. Could be someone who looks a bit anxious or overwhelmed at times, that he’d want to protect or reassure. Petite, short. Kind generous, friendly smile, a breath of fresh air and just looking at this person would warm his heart and make him feel hope. Someone who likes hugs, is very touchy, looks huggable. cancer, mercury, gemini, virgo

Turn offs: 6 of wands, king of wands, 4 of wands

Attention seekers, people who are very loud, self centered, showing off and bragging (he finds it pathetic and desperate), party people, people who are lead by their ego, makes stupid decisions because of their pride without taking others into account, someone who would try to boss him a round. negative leo, aries, sagittarius

TAEYONG

Personality: 5 of pentacles, 6 of cups, the devil

He is attracted to people who need help, who are a bit vulnerable, lost, melancholic, lonely, sensitive and he wants to give them love and make them feel safe and protected. However this is also a manipulation technique on his side, it could be subconsciously. But while he is truly caring, comforting and generous, and would protect and take care of his partner, he also expects them to be “his”, to not need anything or anyone else but him. He is clingy and wants a clingy partner too. His relationships tend to be codependent, both emotionally and when it comes to money as well. He wants to be the provider. pisces, cancer, scorpio

Appearance: 8 of pentacles, knight of pentacles, the hermit

He prefers people who are loners, isolated even, possibly outside of the kpop industry. It could even be someone poor. He is attracted to someone who looks like they are struggling, sad, wounded, an energy that is slow but in movement, a hard worker. He could like to see someone focused on their task, could be aroused by sweaty people, there’s something about the messy, survivor look that is attractive to him. Natural beauty, more earthy and sensual. More stoic expression, private and a bit tough. virgo, capricorn, scorpio, mars

Turn offs: 5 of pentacles, 6 of wands, page of swords

There is an issue with money. This is very specific but he doesn’t like someone who is struggling (especially financially) but is able to overcome it on their own, or even who seems to not mind it too much that they are struggling, who is more go with the flow type and has a more light-hearted approach to life. Someone who if he would propose his help would answer “oh no thanks I’m good! :)” and kinda laugh it off and not play into the needy victim/savior dynamic he’d try to apply. Someone a bit too independent and clever. XD sagittarius, virgo, aquarius, gemini

JOHNNY

Personality: 10 of swords, 10 of wands, ace of wands

Someone with a lot of experience, who went through a lot, actually who went through hell and back. A self starter, someone who has a lot of responsibilities, has always worked very hard, started at the bottom and build themselves up, there is something he really admires about that. Someone who maybe has failed but was always able to bounce back and who had to do it on their own. Definitely an artist, someone with a flamboyant energy, a boss, very liberated and independent. Very creative and inspiring. Sexy, passionate. aries, capricorn, sagittarius, mars, saturn

Appearance: 3 of wands, 2 of wands, 2 of swords

Could like a foreigner. Thick and muscular, the thighs especially are very shapely. A dancer, someone who works out a lot, big booty. Someone with a lot of vitality, always in movement, who never seems tired. Someone who looks intelligent and like they have depth, despite their more overtly sexy appearance, they should look intelligent too. And like they can see through bs, not a naive fresh face. Could prefer someone either older or the same age but not too young. Someone who seems in control, structured. Could like sexy business style. Tan or dark skin. taurus, capricorn, mars, sagittarius, jupiter

Turn offs: 2 of cups, 2 of wands, temperance

Codependency, a partner who is too clingy, a bit too demonstrative with their love, too passionate, a bit dramatic with their emotions, displays of emotions in general, someone who wants to do everything with him, be with him 24/7, someone a bit too passive, someone who is into meditation and spirituality or manifestation techniques, healing lol, he really doesn’t buy into these things and believes in hard work, people who are too complacent with others and themselves, he's more like “just do it” and sucking up your emotions basically. XD all water signs especially cancer and pisces, libra, taurus

YUTA

Personality: 2 of swords, ace of cups, 9 of wands

Someone very calm, mature, measured, cautious. Thoughtful and patient, who will think carefully before taking action. Very fair and objective but will always act with compassion, will always follow their heart in the end. Realistic, who went through a lot, who has experienced difficulty and is now prepared, has learned from the challenges they went through. Someone who won’t be fooled easily, who will require patience from him. And he himself isn’t the type who would open up easily to someone so he also need a person who understands caution, who will have enough depth and patience to get to his heart. An empath. scorpio, libra, virgo, capricorn, pisces

Appearance: 9 of wands, king of pentacles, empress

Someone who at first glance could appear a bit cold, or reserved, a bit on the defensive. A bit more conservative, not too revealing (he likes the mystery and when things are left to the imagination, he also doesn’t want to share XD). Rather slow energy, calm movements. Grounded and stable. Sensuality, curves, a more traditional timeless beauty. Healthy complexion, very feminine, lush and strong body, the type you want to touch. Someone who once you get to know them would look more soft and radiant, with a very warm smile. Could hide their beauty a bit or only want to show it to their partner. Long hair. Short height. Warm earthy colors, browns, oranges, gold, pink, green. Natural smell is very pleasant and soothing. capricorn, taurus, virgo

Turn offs: 2 of wands, 9 of swords, the star

Hyperactive people, people who can never sit still, fidgety, nervous, chronic complainers, people who act impulsively and then are overwhelmed with anxiety, chaotic, messy people, people who overthink everything, who are incapable of making a decision, who always needs external advice, validation or reassurance, people who don’t seem grounded, people who cannot be in the present moment and are always in their heads or planning for/worrying about the future or reminiscing on the past. People who are a bit disconnected with reality. sagittarius, gemini, aquarius, uranus, cancer, aries

DOYOUNG

Personality: death, the fool, the hanged man

Total and complete healing. Something new. Someone with a lot of depth and innocence, positivity, who would heal him, hold his hand during the whole transformation, love him as he is and help him accept himself. He wants the fairy tale! Beauty and the Beast style. Someone who has a go with the flow type of energy, spontaneous, youthful, a bit childlike not necessarily in age though, just someone who will always remain in touch with their innocence. Optimistic, compassionate, who always sees the good in people. Someone who could seem naive at first but is actually deep, accepting and understanding. Someone who sees life differently than he does, who would offer him a different perspective that would change him. He wants to run away and explore all that the world has to offer with a romantic kind partner. He’s really romantic himself. pisces, aries, pluto, libra, jupiter

Appearance: knight of wands, 4 of swords, 5 of wands

Someone who looks a bit wild, more masculine than feminine. Not concerned about looking pretty. The type who doesn’t take much time to get ready in the morning. A natural look, short hair, messy style. Very warm, expressive face. Wider features. Warm bright colors, red, orange, yellow. Someone who is authentic, who is easy to read, even a bit loud about what they feel/think. Who has a bit of a warrior look, a bit cocky, rowdy, brave. Probably would make the first step towards him. Cute and strong. Laughing eyes that can look a bit fierce, challenging. Strong eyebrows. aries, sagittarius, jupiter, leo, mars

Turn offs: the emperor, knight of pentacles, knight of wands

Selfishness, people who are too independent, who wouldn’t be ready to help or accompany him, for him relationships are not about being separated, it’s about union, so there is no place for ego, pride, or wanting to control the other person. People who are too serious and slow, who don’t express anything, who are overly rational, too concerned about what’s practical, realistic, who wants to operate within a “structure”. Boss CEO type of energy. When the loud fiery energy he likes becomes loud controlling energy. negative aries, leo, capricorn, taurus

JAEHYUN

Personality: the devil, 5 of pentacles, the sun

He wants to first share a secret or a wound, a deep intimate truth to breaking the ice. He has a way to see through people’s masks and know how to pick the ones who would understand him. So someone who is a bit wounded, a bit sad. Ready to completely let loose, abandon themselves to him, maybe with the help of substances. And then start a new beginning together. Someone committed to the path of healing. Willing to be vulnerable and completely honest and real with him, someone who is quite sexual too, someone who could be a bit brooding but also combative and determined. Someone who could really connect with their dark side, their flaws, honest with themselves. Probably an artist or another idol, someone from his environment who understands what he’s going through. scorpio, pluto, capricorn, pisces, neptune

Appearance: 4 of cups, 3 of swords, 5 of swords

Someone who looks a bit sad, melancholic, bored, with a lazy sort of beauty, nonchalant, not necessarily very friendly or smiley. Golden skin tone. Someone richly or stylishly dressed, sophisticated, accessories, jewelry, intricate patterns, original and artistic but stylish. Long or big black hair. Slim, tall or gives the impression of being tall. Modelesque. Striking eyes, big almond shaped eyes. Probably another idol. capricorn, taurus, all water signs, aquarius

Turn offs: the emperor, 7 of wands, 5 of pentacles

Someone who is too much in their ego, incapable of being honest with themselves, in denial about their shortcomings, someone controlling, competitive, on the defensive, pushing people away. Someone who always sees what is lacking but never what they already have. Obsessed with control, status, securing their place, a bit paranoid. Never satisfied and overly ambitious, never stopping to appreciate life. Someone who doesn’t treat others as their equal, who positioned themselves above others always because they feel weak otherwise. negative aries, leo, scorpio, capricorn

JUNGWOO

Personality: knight of cups, page of wands, page of cups

A youthful, romantic partner who is full of life. Someone innocent, who wants to go after their dreams. artistic, kind, compassionate, who likes animals. Funny and adventurous, eager to explore and learn about the world, live their life, spontaneous, who would help him let loose or have fun. A breath of fresh air. Most likely younger than him or just very youthful, innocent and spontaneous. But I think younger because this seems to be someone who hasn’t been touched by the darkness of life. And that’s what he wants, to reconnect with a light-hearted version of himself, someone optimistic who thought everything was possible in life, who had no limits, believed in the power of love and would follow their heart. pisces, sagittarius, leo, neptune, jupiter

Appearance: ace of pentacles, page of cups, the devil

He could be into the really innocent pure looking type of people, who doesn’t seem to have much experience. Cute, youthful, kind, round faces, big round eyes, soft skin, soft looking in general, a more simple, natural look, shorter hair, simple outfits. For some reason I feel like he loves looking at his partner wearing a swimsuit. Petite or small frame. Artistic style. cancer, pisces, mercury, gemini

Turn offs: 10 of wands, king of pentacles, 2 of swords

Someone who is always busy, with a lot of responsibilities, someone who could have a higher status or earn more than he does, who would be the provider in the relationship, someone who is very mature (he seems to prefer younger partners), someone who is too structured, too in control, someone who is too much of a thinker, he prefers someone who is lead by their emotions and who is more spontaneous rather than someone who thinks too much or who is too cautious, too logical. capricorn, saturn, aquarius, virgo

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rose-sophia-isabella-rogers · 1 month ago

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Written in the Stars: Chapter IV - Heavy Hearts

Chapter Summary: You haven't heard from Anakin ever since he has confessed his feelings to you. You miss your best friend and it shows. Everyone can tell something is wrong, but one person figures out what's bothering you and make you realize the truth as well. One day, you're forced to make a terrible decision for the good of your people. The only person who can help you find a third way is… Anakin. But will he help you after what happened between you two? And can your relationship still be fixed?

Pairing: Anakin Skywalker/Reader

Characters: Anakin Skywalker, Reader, C-3PO, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Ahsoka Tano

Word Count: 6382

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Ever since your argument, if you can call it that, with Anakin you haven't seen or heard from him. You tried calling him a few times. But he never answered. Sad, angry and disappointed, you stopped trying. However, it hit you hard.

Everyone around you has noticed that something has changed. You're no longer doing anything with a spring in your step. A certain spark you've always seemed to carry in you that has always brightened up the room seems to have died out. You rarely smile and it never reaches your eyes. They ask what happened. You insist you're fine. But you're not. Because you miss a certain Jedi Knight.

Lanash Kijalah is the first to understand what's going on. She lets you subtly know it when you're working on some documents late into night again. She brings you another cup of tea and stares at you with worry.

'They won't run away tomorrow, my lady,' she says softly. 'And you need to rest.'

'I'm fine,' you insist and sip the tea without looking at the cup. 'I have a lot of work to do.'

'It's not the first time,' your maid carefully says. 'You've barely slept recently.'

'Busy time,' you respond. 'I knew that it would be like that after the coronation.'

She stares at you for a moment. Finally, she grabs the previous cup and turns to leave. She suddenly stops and looks over her shoulder at you.

'People get drunk,' she says, confusing you so much you look up at her. 'They kiss the wrong person. Get lost in work. And pretend to be okay. People will do anything to distract their hearts. They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.'

Your eyes go wide. You drop your quill. She gives you a knowing look and leaves the room. You exhale shakily after a moment and run a hand through your hair.

'Damn you, Lanash,' you murmur, blinking away the tears. 'Damn you and your observant eyes.'

A few days later your father calls you to his chambers. When you reach them, you're about to knock, but your mother's raised voice causes you to freeze:

'You're breaking your promise to her!'

'What other choice do I have?' your father asks, annoyed… but also tired. 'If we don't agree, our people-'

'Shh!' your mother hushes him. They continue to speak in lowered volumes. You wait a moment then knock.

'Come in,' the King calls after a pause. You walk in. Andrrei is standing behind his desk. Lyra is sitting on a couch. They don't look happy. Not a good sign.

'You wanted to see me, father,' you say and walk to them. Your father smiles weakly at you.

'Yes, darling,' he says and motions at the couch. 'Please, sit.'

You sit down carefully next to your mother. The King paces nervously.

'We have a problem,' he starts after a moment. 'You're aware, of course, that most of resources we use to shield our people from magnetic storms come from the planet Jantoth.'

You nod when he stops and looks at you. He resumes his walk, more nervous with every step.

'The time has come to renew our deal with its king,' he continues. 'We've talked today. He… he claims it was harder to gain the materials this year. He demands a larger sum for it. Much… much larger.'

'We've already been paying them too much as it is,' you comment, frowning. 'If we pay them even more… we'll be ruined. Or in debt if we borrow the credits from someone.'

'He's aware of it,' Andrrei says and winces. 'He… offered an alternative.'

He stops. A heavy silence fills the room. Lyra purses her lips, clearly displeased. You raise your eyebrows.

'And?' you urge them. 'What is this offer?'

'That you marry his son,' the Queen answers when it's clear the King has troubles with saying this to you. You look at them, aghast.

'I do what?' you ask, your eyes wide, and shake your head. 'Absolutely not.'

'[Y/N]…' your father sighs. 'I don't like it either. But… the lives of our people depend on it. We must at least consider it.'

'Consider being blackmailed?' you ask, bewildered. 'Because that's what it is. I agree for negotiation about price, but not treating me like I'm one. Especially since you made me and Astrariel a promise.'

Andrrei winces. You stare at him, your gaze like a pure steel.

'I know,' he says quietly and runs a hand down his face. 'I know, [Y/N]. And I wish I could spare you this. Fulfil my promise to you and your sister. But sometimes… we must make sacrifices for the good of our people.'

'I've been doing them ever since I was old enough to understand my responsibilities,' you say after a moment. 'I asked for this one thing. I won't agree to marry someone I don't love.'

'[Y/N]-' your mother starts, reaching for you. But you stand up abruptly and march out of the room, barely restraining yourself from slamming the door behind you. But you do slam the door to your chambers when you enter them. You make Lanash jump, startled.

'My lady?' she asks, her eyes wide. 'Has something happened?'

You walk past her and sit down on your bed with a sigh. You hide your head in your hands. When you lift it up, she's standing in front of you, looking at you with worry. You tell her about the conversation with your parents. She's shocked by this revelation.

'Is there nothing that can be done?' she asks when you're done.

'We rely too heavily on those resources,' you answer. 'We've been researching into alternatives… but to no avail for now. But this… this price is too heavy. Both options.'

You gulp, desperate to stop the tears. Kijalah stares at you with sympathy.

'I know my duties to the planet and its people,' you say after a beat. 'But this… this is a lot. What do you think I should do?'

Your maid is quiet for a moment. She walks to the window and looks out of it.

'The sad truth is so many people are in love and not together,' she says finally, 'and so many people are together and not in love.'

'Exactly!' you say, standing up abruptly. 'Why should I have such relationship as well? Then again… There's always a chance we will fall in love. I mean, I met the prince and he was… so not my type, both in looks and personality. But maybe… he has changed. Or will. And we can… fall in love.'

You sit down, deflated. You really don't believe it. Lanash looks at you.

'Even if you won't love him,' she says, surprising you. 'Because you already gave your heart to someone else.'

Your eyes snap to her. Her gaze is serious.

'What do you mean?' you ask coldly. But she doesn't shy away. She comes back to you.

'I know you, my lady,' she says. 'A few years ago, you would sacrifice your own happiness for the good of your people. But not now. Because you already know with whom you'd like to spend your life.'

'I don't know what you mean,' you deny, turning your eyes from her.

'I don't know what happened between you and General Skywalker,' she says after a beat. 'But ever since the day we last saw him, you've been terribly unhappy.'

You gulp. Your heart is beating very fast now.

'It's because we're friends and I hate to be at odds with him,' you insist. You risk a look at your friend and see she's giving you a dubious look.

'What's the first thing you see when you think of him… imagine him in your mind?' she asks suddenly. You don't even have to think.

'Those sparkly eyes when he laughs,' you answer with a soft smile. It quickly falls when you realize what you said. You sigh and hide your face in your hands again.

'This is bad,' you whisper. 'So bad. I mean… it can never happen. I told him this when he-'

'He what?' Lanash asks when you trail off. You don't answer. Her eyes go wide.

'He confessed, didn't he?' she guesses. 'And you told him you can't. That's why he left so angry.'

'I had to,' you whisper, pulling your hands away. 'He… he's a Jedi. They can't be in relationships. Besides… I now have to marry for the good of the planet.'

'My lady…' your maid says quietly. You stand up and give her a sad smile.

'Would you mind preparing me a bath?' you ask, wanting this conversation to be over. Her shoulders slump.

'Of course, my lady,' she says, bowing her head. She turns and leaves to the bathroom. You walk to the window and gaze at the setting sun. You're not even aware of the tears streaming down your face.

You burst into your room and march toward the bathroom. Lanash stares after you, bewildered. She looks at C-3PO when he enters the room.

'I guess the meeting didn't go well?' she asks.

'Well… the Prince was very rude,' the droid answers, troubled. 'I was honestly expecting Princess [Y/N] to start hitting him with her datapad. The look she was giving him was murderous.'

'Oh, dear…' your maid sighs. You return, droplets of water on your face. You've attempted to cool down with splashing it on your face.

'Something is not adding up,' you declare and start pacing. 'With the numbers of the resources. When you first look at it, everything seems correct. But the longer I stared at it, something seemed off to me. Every time I tried to find out what, the Prince or the King were distracting me. Something is up.'

'What can we do?' C-3PO asks. You stop and sigh heavily.

'Nothing, Threepio,' you say grimly. 'If I demand an investigation or make one secretly, it will seem as if I just want to escape this marriage. True, I want that, but I also don't want my planet and its people to be deceived.'

'Well… you could ask someone to conduct an investigation for you,' Lanash suggests slowly, a plan forming in her head. 'And make it seem the request didn't come from you nor the King.'

'And who would do that?' you scoff. Your maid and droid exchange a look. She looks at you pointedly.

'A certain Jedi Knight,' she answers. You tense. You shake your head.

'Absolutely not,' you disagree. 'Besides, he won't agree.'

'Master Anakin will do anything for you, Princess [Y/N],' C-3PO argues. You smile sadly at him.

'Not after our argument,' you deny.

'He will if you ask him,' your maid says softly. 'And tell him what's at stake.'

'I can't promise him what he wants,' you say after a moment.

'He'll still do it if he finds out the alternative is you living unhappily,' she argues. 'Of course, we first have to get the information of his current whereabouts. There's no way of telling where he is with the Clone Wars raging across the galaxy. And this conversation should be face to face.'

'He's on Naboo,' you say reluctantly. Your friends look at you with surprise. You sigh.

'I've talked to Padmé this morning,' you explain, tense. 'She told me they're going to be there for the next few days.'

'Is she…?' Lanash asks hesitantly.

'It appears so,' you say flatly.

'But Master Anakin loves you,' the droid quickly says. You look at him with raised eyebrows. Your maid gives you an innocent smile. You roll your eyes.

'Well, who knows what has happened between them during the last months,' you say and smile sadly. 'Why would he wait for an unwilling princess, when he can have a very willing senator?'

'Because his heart is yours,' C-3PO answers and you look away. 'At least talk to him. Ask him for help. He could never refuse to you. Not only because of your feelings, but because you saved his mother.'

You're silent. You consider the pros and cons. And your options. You stare out of the window, begging the gods to give you the answer to your problem.

Some time later on Naboo Anakin is woken up by knocking on his door. Puzzled and wary of who may need him at this hour, he walks to the door with the lightsaber in his hand and opens the door. He's met with a hooded figure. Before he can demand from this person to reveal themselves, they lift their head up and he sees your face.

'[Y/N]?' he asks, stunned. 'What are you…? How…?'

'Can I come in?' you ask quietly. 'Please. No one can know I'm here.'

Skywalker nods, stunned, and moves aside. You quickly slip into the room. He closes the door behind you and follows you further into the room. After making sure all the windows are covered, you turn to him and put down your hood. He sucks in a breath.

'[Y/N], no offence, but you look awful,' he says, his brows knitting in worry.

'Well, you stopped saying goodnight and I stopped sleeping,' you say, smiling weakly. He doesn't respond in kind. Your face falls. You look away.

'Padmé showed me a secret way on Naboo and to the palace, in case I needed to talk to her and not wanting anyone to know about it,' you explain. 'I hate using it behind her back, but even she cannot know I was here tonight.'

'Why not?' the Jedi asks, frowning. You bite your lip. His eyes are immediately captivated by it and he wishes he was the one doing it.

'To protect our cities from magnetic storms, we build shields,' you start, confusing him. 'But the materials from it are nowhere to be found on our planet. So, for years we've been striking deals with the planet Jantoth. Soon, the present one will expire. We're in the middle of negotiations of a new one. They demand more money, claiming they've been gaining less resources in the last years. But something isn't right. They've only showed us the data on the meeting we had with them and refuse to send it to us. And while I was looking at them, I could tell something is wrong. But I can't tell what.'

'That sounds bad,' Anakin says slowly. 'But why have you come to me with this?'

'We can't allow ourselves to pay them as much as they demand,' you say after a long pause. 'And I don't want them to deceive my people if they're really doing it. I can't conduct my own investigation, it would be… not perceived right. So, I've come to ask for your help. I know I hurt you-'

'It doesn't matter,' he interrupts you. 'I'll do it.'

Your eyes open wide. He stares at you calmly.

'You… will?' you ask, stunned. You were prepared to beg and he says he'll do it? Just like that?

'We… had our differences,' he says slowly. 'My fault. I shouldn't have assumed- I'm sorry. I was hurt, yes. But you need me. I can't turn you down. I'll finish my mission on Naboo, then ask Obi-Wan for help. Together we'll find out what's really going on here.'

'Thank you,' you say, truly grateful. He smiles at you. Hesitantly, you walk to him. You look into each other's eyes. You smile.

'I missed you, you know?' you ask. 'I hated that we were at odds. It made me really unhappy. But it also made me realize…'

'Yes?' he asks eagerly, taking a step toward you. You hesitate.

'That I've been smiling more often ever since I met you and much less after we stopped talking to each other,' you finally say and tilt your head. 'Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason.'

'[Y/N]…' he says quietly, leaning toward you. This wakes you up and you take a step back.

'I should go,' you say and touch his arm hesitantly. 'Thank you, Anakin. Truly.'

'Anything for you,' he says softly. You share a small smile, then you quickly sneak out of the room. Long after you're gone, he still ponders on your situation.

A few days later, Skywalker returns to Coruscant. It's late after he finishes giving his report, so he goes to his room to rest and decides to talk to Kenobi about your problem the next day. But once again he's woken up by a knock on his door.

'Please, not another mission,' he murmurs and opens the door. He's met again with hooded figure. He recognizes your cloak, but before he can relax, you look up and he sees your tear-stricken face. He's stunned.

'[Y/N]?' he asks, shocked and worried. 'What-?'

'I'm sorry,' you choke out. 'I… I'm so sorry.'

He's terrified now. He quickly ushers you in. He grabs you by your arms tightly.

'Tell me what's wrong,' he begs. 'Please, tell me, how can I help?'

'I can't do it,' you whisper, confusing him. 'I can't do what they expect of me.'

'And… what do they expect from you?' he asks slowly. Your eyes fill with tears again.

'To marry the prince of Jantoth,' you answer, shocking him. 'And I can't do it. I can't marry him, because I can't have a loveless marriage and I will never love him. I know I won't. Because I know you exist, no other man will do. The heart wants what it wants and mine wants you.'

He stiffens. He stares at you with disbelief. It slowly turns into hope.

'What are you saying?' he asks. You look him in the eyes with pain in your eyes.

'It is you,' you say and jab him angrily in the chest. 'It is… kriff… you. I cannot describe it anymore, it is you. You are the only one that I will ever want. I belong with you. You are my home. I look at you and somehow, I can see fifty years from now on the front porch of some old house in the middle of nowhere and we're together. I need you. You are the only thing that matters. You are my good. I… I love you, Anakin.'

In a second, his hands are on your cheeks and he presses his lips to yours. You should pull away. But it feels so good, so right, and you've dreamt about this moment so much that you find yourself kissing him back.

'Forgive me,' he says after pulling away, panting. 'I just… After hearing you say that, I couldn't help myself.'

'It's okay,' you whisper. He looks at you closely.

'Why would they want you to marry that prince?' he asks. You sigh and turn your head.

'It's an alternative offer for the resources,' you explain. 'I know I should just bear with it but… I can't. Because of you.'

You look at him sadly. He reaches out to you but drops his hand.

'How much time do we have?' he asks after a beat.

'A week,' you answer. 'Then it's going to be announced to the courts. The Prince will formally ask for my hand.'

'Let's go get Obi-Wan,' he decides. You look at him with gratitude. You put back your hood on and follow him quietly through the corridors.

'Anakin?' Kenobi asks, rubbing his eyes, when he opens the door. His eyes drift to you. He frowns. You lift your head to let him see your face and put a finger on your lips. He looks at you with surprise, but lets you in.

'What are you doing here, [Y/N]?' he asks. 'And in such secret?'

You explain your situation to him. You only leave out the part of you loving Skywalker. You just say you can't marry someone you don't love.

'That is serious,' the older Jedi says when you're done. 'And you're sure something is not adding up?'

'Definitely,' you confirm. He hums, finger on his chin.

'We must find an excuse for going there,' he says and looks at you. 'I'm sure you must come back now. Go and rest. Leave it to us. We won't fail you.'

'You never do,' you say, smiling at him. You look at Anakin. He nods.

'We'll see you soon,' he promises.

'Thank you,' you say and sneak out, leaving the Jedi in a deep discussion. On your way home you're a wreck of nerves. Can they save you in time?

The week has passed. You had no word from Anakin and Obi-Wan. You're standing in the throne room, watching with dread as your court and guests from Jantoth gather. You still hope the Jedi will show up. But if not… should you just accept the proposal in belief they will get you out of it with their discovery? But what if they don't find anything?

'My lady…' Lanash speaks softly from behind you. You glace at her with sadness.

'Follow your heart,' she whispers. You stare at each other for a moment. But then your father calls for attention. He's trying to be calm, but you see he's grim.

'I'm very glad you've been able to join us today,' he says. He starts talking about the co-operation between your two planets. You stop listening. You focus on him again when he starts speaking that you're going to join a tighter union today. Both courts look at him with interest. Your heart speeds up.

'What is he talking about?' Astrariel whispers to you. You clench your fists. Father forbade to tell her anything. He knew she'd throw a riot in your name.

'And there is no stronger union than marriage,' your father finishes. People start whispering, astonished. Your father takes a step back and the prince of Jantoth, Jordari, takes his place.

'What, for the love of the gods?' your sister asks, stunned. You can't answer, because the Prince turns to you and you must to the same.

'Princess [Y/N] of Luth,' Jordari begins and falls on his knee, which gets him gasps from the courts, 'will you join me in building the strong union between our planets and marry me?'

'Oh, you've gotta be kidding me!' the younger princess hisses. Bless her heart. You'll hug her later. For now, you have to decide what to answer. But all it takes is a look at the Prince's smug smile to get your answer. You open your mouth to strongly refuse, when the door suddenly burst open and three familiar people and one unfamiliar man rush in.

'Hold on, Your Highness!' Obi-Wan calls. People start murmuring, shocked. You want to cry with relief. Your father stands beside you with a frown.

'Master Kenobi, what is the meaning of this?' he asks. Obi-Wan, Skywalker and Tano quickly cross the room to you.

'We have evidence the royal family of Jantoth is trying to deceive you, Your Majesty,' Anakin declares. You want to kiss him. Thank the gods, they have it. You don't even hear gasps nor offended gasps.

'How dare you?!' the Prince asks, furious. He takes a step toward the Jedi and the man. You raise your hand, stopping him.

'That is a serious accusation, Your Highness,' you say and look at him sternly. 'I'd watch your words. They can be used against you. Father, Jedi are our friends. We should hear what they have to say.'

The King nods and looks at Kenobi for explanation. But it's Ahsoka who hands him a datapad.

'Here are the numbers of how much of the resources they've actually collected in the last year,' she says. You look over your father's arm and your eyebrows raise high. That is much bigger number. However, you look at your friends calmly.

'How can you be certain they're real?' you ask. The Jedi look at the mysterious man. He's in his forties and looks as if he's been starving. He plays with a hat in his hands nervously.

'Your Highness… Your Majesty… they got those numbers straight from the storage the resources are stored,' he explains. 'My name is Evan. I helped them get there. I used to work there.'

'I thought the workers are paid nicely,' you say. Andrrei looks at you with pride. He's satisfied you've done your studies.

'They are, Your Highness,' Evan confirms. 'But… like I said, I don't work there anymore. No one from the people I used to work with does. They… they're all dead.'

Stunned silence fills the room. You walk to the man and gently take his hands in yours. You squeeze them gently, looking at him with sympathy. He gives you a look of gratitude.

'Why?' your mother asks, horrified. 'Was there some kind of an accident?'

'They were assassinated,' the Evan answers after a moment and points at Jordari. 'By the order of the Prince!'

People gasp. The royal family of Jantoth is outraged and demands the man to be arrested. Anakin and Ahsoka stand protectively in front of the man.

'Here is the proof, Your Majesty,' Obi-Wan says, switching files on the datapad. 'A confession of the bounty hunter who was tasked with it.'

The King reads the confession carefully. He returns the device to Ahsoka.

'I assume the reason for this is that he wanted to deceive us and force us to give them more money… or for this marriage to happen,' he says. 'And that you were the only people who could declare he's lying.'

'Yes, Your Majesty,' Evan confirms, nodding.

'Your Majesty, you can't honestly believe this-' Jordari starts but your father silences him with his hand. He glares at him.

'The evidence is clear,' he says. 'And it was delivered to us by the Jedi. I have no reason to doubt it.'

'I'd like to know why were they on the case anyway,' the king of Jantoth, Ralcon, says, narrowing his eyes. Your heart skips a beat.

'My wife,' the man says quickly. 'She… she turned out one day at the Jedi Temple. Beg them for their help to find me. You see, I was ill that day they… murdered my friends. I was warned by someone who saw this. I escaped. My wife was worried. Didn't know if I was alive. So, she asked for help.'

Your father is satisfied with that explanation. He turns to the unhappy king of Jantoth.

'I believe we have something to discuss,' he says. They, their wives, you and the Prince leave the room. Astrariel goes with the Jedi in her room and waits nervously. Finally, you enter the room. Everyone looks at you at once.

'So, we are to pay much less and I don't have to marry that douchebag,' you say and fall on a free chair. 'That's a very beautiful day. I think we should drink something.'

'I still can't believe you didn't tell me about this,' your sister says as Lanash hurries for drinks. 'I know I'm the younger princess, but come on!'

'Dad knew you'd flip,' you explain. 'I told him you should know, but he made me swear I'll keep silent.'

'Of course, I'd have flipped!' Astrariel says, outraged. 'He promised us that no matter what we can choose who to marry… and he almost made you marry that… that… I don't even have a word for him!'

'Your father was doing what he believed was best for your planet,' Obi-Wan gently says. 'He did it to protect his people… and you two as well.'

'We know our duties,' your sister argues. 'But this one thing he promised to us…'

'And he intended to keep it,' Lyra says, walking in. 'He was never going to let that wedding happen. He was looking for a third way, I assure you. Luckily, our Jedi friends were even faster.'

She smiles at your friends. They answer in kind. Your mother turns to you.

'They're leaving,' she informs you. 'We have to be there to bid them goodbye.'

'Can I say I hope to never see them again?' the younger princess asks with hope. The Queen sends her a look.

A moment later you watch as the people of Jantoth get on the ship. The Prince turns to you on his way. His gaze is deadly.

'You will regret this,' he hisses. 'This isn't over.'

'Have a nice trip home, Your Highness,' you say. He huffs and turns dramatically. You stick out your tongue at him. Astrariel snorts. You wink at her and hurry back inside. You find the Jedi watching the departure from the window.

'I don't know how I can thank you for that,' you say. Obi-Wan smiles at you.

'We're sorry it took so long,' he apologizes. 'I'm afraid we made it at the last moment.'

'Well, maybe you had a few more minutes,' you respond, shrugging. 'I was going to decline, meaning it would probably cause an uproar and an argument. But I'm glad you walked in when you did.'

'We couldn't let you marry someone you don't love,' Ahsoka says, grinning. You smile at her and pull her in for a hug. You then hug the other two, although with Anakin it is a bit awkward.

'I'm guessing you must leave,' you say.

'I'm afraid so,' Kenobi confirms. 'Take care, [Y/N]. And if you need our help again, let us know.'

'Thank you,' you say. 'And if you need my help, feel free to do the same.'

'Will do,' Tano says with a smile. You nod at them and leave to your room. Skywalker looks after you, hesitating.

'I'll be right back,' he finally says after a minute and hurries after you. Ahsoka and Obi-Wan exchange a look.

'Do you think they will make up?' she asks.

'I hope so,' Kenobi sighs. 'For all of our sakes.'

Anakin knocks on the door and enters after hearing a quiet invitation. He finds you by the window, looking outside.

'I thought you have to go,' you say.

'They can wait a bit,' he responds and walks to you. 'I… We have to talk.'

'Nothing changed,' you say quietly.

'You said you feel the same,' he argues and stops behind you. 'That changes everything.'

You turn to face him. He sees pain in your eyes. And a plea to stop this conversation.

'You're still a Jedi,' you remind him. 'Relationships are forbidden for you.'

'I don't care,' he whispers and grabs your chin gently. 'My mind keeps wandering back to you and I don't know how to stop myself from constantly thinking about you and us and everything.'

'You must try,' you say. 'Anakin… I… truly… deeply… love you.'

With each word you lean toward his lips. You both let your eyelids drop a little.

'But if we allow this love to become something more, we would be forced to live a lie,' you whisper with tears in your eyes. 'And it would destroy our lives.'

'Don't you think our lives are going to be destroyed anyway if we're forced to kill the love between us?' he asks. 'I know I can't live without you. And you said you can't marry anyone else. Please. There must be a way we can have this.'

'You'd have to leave the Jedi Order,' you say and shake your head. 'And I can't let you do that. You… you love being a Jedi, helping people. I can't take that away from you.'

'I don't want you to be taken away from me neither,' he whispers and takes your hands in his. 'It would be even worse. Loosing you. I can't tell you how many times I've fallen asleep with you on my mind and woke up the same.'

You look at him with surprise. And you realize it was the same with you. Even before he told you his feelings, after you ended your goodnight's conversation, he was on your mind when you were falling asleep and he was the first person you thought about when you woke up.

'It physically hurt to be away from you,' he whispers, putting a stray lock of hair behind your ear.

'I know what you mean,' you say quietly. 'I… but we… All lies eventually blow up in the faces of liars. You'd be thrown away from the Order. I'd brough a scandal to my family's name. It's too risky.'

'My love, you are worth every risk,' he murmurs and touches your forehead with yours. Your heart skips a beat at those words.

'How would that work?' you ask after a long moment. Anakin's heart fills with hope.

'Everyone will just think we made up,' he starts. 'We've already been calling each other. And… I can come here sometimes. I'll tell Obi-Wan I want to see my mom. He won't be happy but he'll understand. We'll sneak out and… be a couple of young people in love. We can tell my mom. I'm sure she's going to help us.'

'No one else can know,' you say after a beat. 'Not Ahsoka nor your battalion. Nor my family. I hate that.'

'We'll tell them one day,' he promises. 'Maybe… after I become a master in the Jedi Council, I can convince the others to change some of our way.'

'It can take years,' you sigh and smile at him. 'But it can work. And I… I don't think I can live without you anymore.'

He beams at you. You can't look away from his sparkling eyes. You cup his cheek.

'I love you,' you whisper. He mirrors your action.

'And I love you,' he murmurs and nuzzles your nose with his, 'my star.'

You blush at the nickname. You try to think of one for him. But you decide in the end it will come with time.

'So, we're doing this?' he asks. 'Can… can I really call you mine?'

'I'm yours,' you say and look him in the eyes. 'My mind, body and soul belong to you, Anakin Skywalker. My heart beats for you.'

'And I belong to you,' he says, pressing your free hand to his chest. 'This is yours. You are the most important person in my life. I swear to always love, cherish and protect you. I'm yours to do as you please.'

You smile at him. You can't believe you're actually doing this. But you want it. You need it. Need him. Like the air you breath. Or maybe even more.

'Does it mean I can kiss you now?' he whispers, dropping his eyelids a bit.

'Please…' you whisper, doing the same. In a second his lips are on yours. You sigh and kiss him back, feeling complete.

'My love…' you murmur, putting your hand around his neck. 'Anakin…'

'My star…' he gasps. '[Y/N]…'

You pull away after a long moment, panting for breath. You smile at each other and freeze when you notice something in the corners of your eyes. You turn, your faces white.

Lanash stares at you calmly, barely restraining her smirk. She puts away the basket of laundry and clasps her hands together.

'Your secret is safe with me,' she promises and grins. 'I'm always rooting for true love.'

You and Skywalker chuckle and let go of each other. He clears his throat.

'I should go,' he says. 'We must leave and I'd like to see my mother.'

'Of course,' you say and smile. 'Call me tonight?'

'Oh, definitely,' he promises, beaming, and kisses your hand. 'My lady.'

You snort and shake your head. He turns and hurries away. But suddenly he stops, hurries back to you, cups your face and kisses you passionately. He pulls away and runs off, leaving you blushing and dazed.

'I want someone to kiss me like that,' your maid sighs. 'I'm more than happy to help you keep your relationship a secret. But we must tell C-3PO. He can help as well and I can't keep a secret from him.'

You smile, happy how close she's become with your protocolar droid. You sigh.

'But no one else,' you say. She salutes.

'Yes, my lady,' she says and grins. 'Now, tell me what exactly he said to convince you.'

Outside, Anakin hurries to Obi-Wan. They talk quietly for a moment, then Skywalker heads to at least talk for a bit with his mother. The King joins Kenobi.

'He was smiling,' he notices. 'Does that mean they made up?'

'I believe so,' the Jedi says and sighs. 'Thank the Force. He was hard to live with during their argument.'

'The bond between them is really strong,' Andrrei says and glances at his companion. 'Does it worry the Jedi Council?'

'They believe they're simply allies and nothing more,' Obi-Wan answers. 'And it will stay that way.'

Your father nods, satisfied. He looks at the window to your room. He thinks he sees your silhouette.

'I'm very glad she came to you for help,' he says. Kenobi opens his mouth to protest. The King raises his hand.

'Please, Obi-Wan,' he says and looks at him with amusement. 'What kind of father would I be, if I didn't know where my children are? But since I'm also a king… I could only watch from afar. And hope you'll complete the task. Thank you for this.'

'We're always ready to help,' the Jedi says with a smile and offers his hand. Andrrei shakes it.

'Remember, you can count on ours as well,' he says. The men continue to chat politely until Anakin returns. Then the Jedi go on their ship.

'Are you and [Y/N] good, then?' Ahsoka asks Skywalker.

'Yes,' he answers, barely stopping himself from grinning.

'We're happy to hear that,' Kenobi says and looks with worry at his former padawan. 'Just remember to be careful.'

'I know,' his friend says, nodding. He hates he's lying to them, but it's for everyone's best interest.

The ship starts. Anakin walks to a window. He sees you on your balcony. You smile, noticing him as well. You're sad to see him go. But you know you'll see him again. So, you raise your hand in goodbye and he responds in kind, wishing he could just jump and have you in his arms once more. But until then, he'll settle for calling you in the evening.

Thank you for reading! I'm sorry for ending like that, but I promise everything will work itself out. Let me know your thoughts! Reblog, like and comment if you could. Every comment makes my day!

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violetlunette · 10 months ago

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A Hopeless Wish

Summary: After dealing with his grandson, Malleus returns to the tower.

Sequel to this

Later that night, when the moon was high, Malleus returned to the room, his black robes sweeping across the polished floors.

The moonlight flowed in, bathing the room in white and illuminating all within. With a motion of Malleus' hand, the curtains were pulled aside for the old king.

He took a seat near the top of the bed, though usually he sat at the end. The dragon didn’t look at Silver right away, instead focusing on the blanket. His long, pale fingers smoothed the edges of the sheets his grandchild had messed up. A soft smile crossed his lips.

“I see you met Mallow,” he said to Silver in a quiet tone. “He’s Lily’s and Baulder’s son. Baulder is Sebek’s great-grandson. I told you of their curious engagement long ago, remember…?” Only the faint breaths of a deep slumber met him, as usual. Yet Malleus continued to speak as if doing so could change—something.

“Well. It’s better than when Lily found you. She thought I was keeping a corpse here.” Though, for all intents and purposes, perhaps he was.

Malleus traced the gold bird designs of the blanket, a recent replacement of others over the centuries.

“...Mallow reminds me a lot of Sebek, though he’s a bit more haughty, just like his mother. I’ll admit that’s partly my fault. I spoil him far too much. Hopefully, he’ll grow out of it.” A chuckle slipped between the pale lips. “Don’t let that fool you, however. He’s as soft as a marshmallow. Though he would pout if you told him that…” The laughter echoed around the room before silence fell once more.

A weight fell on Malleus’ shoulders.

For ten thousand years, Malleus came to see the knight, praying for even the slightest change. And yet...

He looked away; his sorrow had long since been past tears. After ten thousand years, what was there left to say?

He told Mallow that he had hope, but in truth, he lost that eons ago. Now all Malleus had was a pitiful wish.

Taking a deep breath through his nose, Malleus looked at the teenager, lost among dreams.

“Silver… Please.” Malleus’ hand moved to the other’s. “Wake up. Please.” Every night, he seemed to plead this. And he wasn’t the only one. He recalled Lilia making the same wish every night before he died, and Sebek as well.

They hung a wish on every star they could find. It hadn't done any good so far.

Malleus could only dream of the past and the boy, but his memories were starting to fade.

He couldn’t remember the boy’s laugh, his small habits, or even his voice anymore. Even Silver's eyes were a distant memory.

Malleus sighed and looked away, watching his shadow in the moonlight.

Thanks to Silver, Malleus lived a good life. His kind lived in peace with humans and beastmen, and he had a beautiful family he adored above all. Without the bravery of his knight, none of that would have happened. That was part of why he kept the other for so long.

But even for a dragon, Malleus was old. And once he was gone, who would care for Silver? Who would be left to remember him?

Would the human be lost to time? Hidden among the thorns and dust till time itself ended? Forgotten by the world?

Malleus reached into his robes and withdrew a long dagger. It glinted in the light with a soft shing.

Malleus’ face was carved from stone as he looked at his reflection in the silver blade.

‘Maybe, after all this time, it’s time to end this.’ It broke his heart to even consider it, but it seemed kinder than the option of leaving him to sleep alone forever.

‘At least then he may be able to meet Lilia and Sebek again.’ The other two spent so long trying to get Silver back. Perhaps, in the other world, they could be reunited at last.

And yet--something stayed his hand.

With a shaky breath, he lowered the blade. He then turned to Silver and reached out with his other hand, brushing the starlit bangs from the closed eyes.

“Silver, I… everything I have is because of you, Lilia, and Sebek,” he said softly, cupping the other’s face as he recalled all he had gained over these long years. “We lived our lives. Now, it’s time to live your life. So, please...Please, Silver. Wake up.”

Wake up.

#mine #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver twst #silver vanrouge #silver twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #twst malleus #twisted wonderland malleus #twst diasomnia #twst wonderland #disney twisted wonderland #disney twst #twst ficlet

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bucknastysbabe · 2 years ago

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Criston cole x alicent daughter reader maybe aemonds sister and it be like when the dinner happens or something idk I just sadly love him

I SADLY LOVE INCEL KNIGHT TOO HE JUST— UGHGNGGNGNGBGNG ANGST

Immaculate - Ser Criston Cole

Ratings: Mature

Tags: Fantasies from Criston (no actual touch), his hateful internal monologue, anxiety attacks, weird pseudo Incest moments w Step daddy Cole, star crossed lovers type beat, Mentions of self-harm. This is just kinda angsty and strange

Criston waited outside the doors after the King was escorted away in a coughing fit, his disease taking over again. He was on guard for the Queen, always, as was his duty as sworn shield. Once the maesters were secured with the wasting king he had returned. Alicent had let royal guards stay on the inside of the room as his appearance may ‘unnerve’ some.

He knew what she meant. The cunt and her bastard seed. It made his chest swell with anger, bitterness, and that residual hurt he would never disclose to another. Just her whore he was. Years hadn’t quelled the ache when the knight thought back on it. So he tried not to.

Instead Criston spent the time attempting to overcome that eternal shame and stain on his once pristine white cloak and take care of the true born Targaryens, strange as they could be. He loved them all in their own way. An unsettled feeling sat in his gut from the ongoing dinner. There had been peace for too long and Viserys wasn’t there to hold up that invisible wall between the two clans.

As predicted, the dinner erupted into chaos. Criston entered from the back as Daemon was glaring down Aemond who simply swaggered off. Otto and Helaena stood awkwardly as the youngest princess watched with wide eyes. Rhaenyra and the rogue prince left immediately. Criston eyed Aegon who ambled back over to finish his cup.

The heir giggled at his sisters, “Wasn’t that grand?”

Otto sniped, “Extremely distasteful, shoving the lad’s head into the table and acting like children.”

Aegon, tongue rendered loose and bitter when he was in his cups began to argue with his grandsire. Criston locked eyes with Alicent, her own brimming with emotion. She ordered, “Take her to bed please.” He nodded dutifully and offered an arm to the second-born daughter, the poor thing grabbing him like a lifeline.

She would get overwhelmed quickly, not a good trait to have for a Targaryen. Alicent mused about sending her to be a Septa for years. Until the matter of the succession loomed ever closer. Septa had upgraded to a political pawn for whoever could offer gold and an army. Although the process had been stagnant. Criston didn’t mind that, much as he couldn’t speak of it, she was his favorite.

“There’s a war coming,” she warbled, doe eyes wide.

“Not yet sweetling, it may come to pass,” he hummed, squeezing her arm with his other hand as they passed through long halls. She shook blonde locks and pressed on, “No, no, I know it, look how we hate one another. That was dreadful. Mother’s going to sell me to a Lannister and make me take Gharion into battle.”

She whimpered at the end of her sentence, steps stumbling a bit. Criston looked down in concern, brows furrowing at his distressed princess. He wasn’t the best with comforting…still he would try. Rubbing her slim arm again he shushed, “Shh, hush now, you’re going to drive yourself up a wall thinking of things that haven’t occurred.”

Arriving at her chambers, he tried to dislodge her tight grip gently. The princess held on with a death grip, lilac eyes feverish as she begged, “Please don’t leave me alone, please Ser Cole.” He frowned, chest flipping and clenching at her cracking voice. The knight knew better, he just needed to get her to bed and leave. Last time he stepped foot in a Targaryen princess’ bedchambers it did not end well.

“I can’t sweetling, I’ll be out and about on patrol, not far away,” he said softly.

More tears leaked from gorgeous eyes. Criston was going to lose his already cracked willpower, he knew that much. “Please, please, I don’t want to be alone,” she wept, beginning to shake. He grimaced at her face going ashen and the tremors becoming worse, breath thinning into heaves. “Oh princess,” he sighed and picked the slip of a thing up.

She was having another fit, something the maesters said was due to ‘a hysterical temperament’. Shaking and crying and sucking in breaths until she received a couple drops of diluted poppy milk. He hated seeing them, made him want to coddle and pet her. Then he’d feel disgusting afterwards, emotions all twisted for the princess about less than half his age. The Seven cursed him for that.

“Where’s the poppy milk,” the brunette asked, laying her down on the impossibly huge bed. She managed to point a shaky finger at the large wardrobe. In two strides Criston opened it up and found the little glass bottle, swirling it around. Coming to perch on the bed he held the dropper out for the Princess, leaving two upon her tongue.

She relaxed soon after, but little hands were back tight in his cloak, twisted up. Criston clenched his jaw, unsure of how to navigate this. The princess asked sleepily, “Ser Criston, you’ll escort me to Casterly Rock right? And stay a bit? What if Lord Lannister is mean and awful to me?”

Criston would gladly rip the idiot’s throat out and present it to court if he put a hand on his sweetling. In the calmest voice possible Cole responded, “Yes I’m sure there will be Kingsguard present, knowing the Queen I’ll be there on watch for a bit.” She sighed softly, seeming more relaxed.

Silence enveloped the pair for a long time, Criston lost in his hateful thoughts. He needed to repent later. Drawing his sick blood would suffice. Shuffling and covers moving sounded from behind. The knight stiffened when she put her chin on his pauldron, hands finding his own. The princess murmured in a slight slur, “I love you Ser Criston. You always take good care of me.”

He wanted to cry but the brunette held her soft hands and hummed, “I love you too dear girl, don’t fret, I’ll protect you as long as I can.” She nuzzled into his dark hair, making no further moves, breathing in his scent. Scenes of stretching her pretty cunt flitted past his mind, her heaving pale body, melodic voice raw from crying his name. Dragging his cock along her innocent folds, the maiden incarnate.

Criston blinked and realized he needed to get out of here, very fast. He rasped to the princess, “I need to get on duty now sweet girl. I’ll be back later I promise.” She looked unhappy, begging a couple more times as Criston laced up and put on his helmet. He shook his head and shrugged her off, heart cracking in his chest.

“Ser please,” she whined, lilac eyes watery and so so achingly pure. Criston shook his head and pulled her close, pressing a kiss to her forehead. She gasped and stared, hands dropping. “You promise you’ll come back?,” she warbled. He nodded resolutely, beginning to shut the door. Criston wanted to beat himself black and blue doing his rounds.

The Seven constantly testing him by sending these abominable Targaryens, so impure yet there she was. He was weak and already failed once, he couldn’t fail again. Criston still came back to her chambers after the hour of the Wolf, exhausted. He sat down in a chair and watched her ethereal face, the moonlight casting a glow on perfect features.

Hatred boiling and churning in his chest Criston began to pull at his lower armor, what she wouldn’t know wouldn’t hurt. He’d take that pain for the girl fifty times over. That’s what Criston was here for anyways. Pain. Tarnish everything that may have once been good on his body.

#hotd fanfic #criston cole x reader #targ princess!reader

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sanddef · 7 months ago

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Interlude | May as Rebirth

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It was almost May in Camelot, the weather was warming and the ebbs of wind were just beginning to cease. Flowers were blooming by the creek, water lilies, and daffodillies, and Mordred sucked a drop of blood from his finger. He placed the roses he picked onto a nearby grave, and kept walking. It was bizarre, mourning those he knew would hate that attention. Mordred could almost see Gaheris’ grimace, Gareth’s wet eyes, Agravaine’s empty stare.

‘They said your name a million times at the wake.’ Mordred told him, ‘Isn’t that what you always wanted? To be celebrated? You should have seen how the king held you. You’d think you were his very own son.’

Of course, Agravain didn’t respond. He didn’t snark, didn’t even humor him. He never will again.

‘Well fuck you too.’

It was almost May in Camelot, and the staff usually would be making preparations in a few weeks. Between May Day and birthdays to celebrate (though never Mordred’s, admitting the date of his birth only ever got him sympathetic looks and hard-to-answer questions) it seemed May was one big celebration. Of course, to any common knight, any of these supposed holidays were just pretense. Who gave a shit about Gawain’s birthday other than people trying to curry favor? By the end, knights could hardly tell you the day of the week if they were even sober enough to speak. The staff would be exhausted.

Mordred stopped walking, shook his head, and continued. He quickly steered his thoughts away from Gareth. Gareth, who always got him something for his birthday, despite Mordred’s wishes. He was utterly gone by May 31st last year, somewhere between the busyness and the merriment he had forgotten, or just forgone, moderation. Mordred had simply put him to bed, leaving quickly and letting his gentlest brother forget that he had borne witness to his momentary degeneration.

‘I knew no one could be perfect.’ He told no one at all. ‘You’ve always told me that.’

It was always about Gawain, but still.

Almost May in Camelot and where were all the people? The hall seemed empty, only a few straggling knights and servants. Lucan didn’t meet his eyes when Mordred waved him over, his face neutral and steady, he poured him a cup of wine. Mordred considered dropping the chalice, let him not react then, as wine spilled across the floor and over them both, let him wash out some red stains of his own. At least he still had his brother with him.

Gawain would be coming back soon.

‘God dammit.’

Mordred took another long drink.

He didn't remember Lot's death, being much too young at the time, but his brothers spoke about him like he hung the moon and stars.

“Don't be like that, Mordred.” Gaheris had told him one night, his gaze tracing the scar on Mordred's forehead, “He went to war for you.”

Mordred was harsh, he knew he was harsh, and he didn’t need everyone telling him all the time. In his opinion, he couldn’t be the worst of his brothers, how could he? Yes, their deeds far surpassed his own, but so did many of the ones they swept under the rug, overlooked, or wore as a public confessional if they were clever enough. Besides, Gaheris had funny ideas about a parent's love. Mordred had to discount his opinion long ago. Mother's death was regrettable, but Mordred followed everyone's example and moved forward swiftly. Why waste time thinking about something so unpleasant?

“Why waste time indeed,” Mordred muttered, leaning back on his throne.

“Ah, my lord?” Sir Brunor was looking uncharacteristically nervous, “Mordred?”

“I didn't hear you enter.”

I didn't invite you in.

“I just want to offer my condolences.” Brunor sat beside him, again uninvited, “I know it's hard. Losing Sir Galahad and then your brothers and the king.”

Mordred grunted, gesturing for Lucan to refill his cup. Why even bring up Galahad? It felt like eons since he had last seen that poor doomed youth. He had died, apparently wondrously and prettily. Holy. They used much nicer words for it than ‘easily.’ Mordred had imagined it dozens of times, his final breath of earthly oxygen as his hands grasped for what he had chosen above all else. All that effort in blocking Galahad out of his mind, and Brunor had to remind him.

“My father is dead. My brother too.” Brunor took Mordred's hand in his, “I know how it feels.”

“These things happen.”

“Doesn't mean we can't avenge them.” There was that cold fire in his eyes that got Mordred's attention when Brunor had first arrived at Camelot, “You know that. It was murder.”

“Yes. Yes, if I learn anything you'll be the first to know.” Mordred tilted his head upwards, examining the higher stonework of the walls, stone put in place only decades ago yet never touched by human hands. He was starting to feel dizzy when he moved too fast. “For now I need your service, Brunor. We’re at war.”

And where would Mordred be without his supporters? If there was one thing he was glad to have learned at this farce of a court, it was how to perform.

“Yes of course.” Brunor straightened, “There’s a fleet coming from the south. Just say the word.”

“From France?”

“We think so.”

“You know so. We can’t afford to allow enemies any closer.” He especially can’t afford for it to be Arthur. Mordred was confident that even if he did return, there were enough people on the court on his side to end the battle early. He hadn’t done the exact math yet, but even a handful of kings had plenty of men at their disposal. Even so, it would be simpler if Arthur just didn’t come back.

“Shall I prepare an offensive?”

“A man after my own heart.” Mordred smiled, crooked two fingers, and beckoned him forward, “Come here, Brunor.”

He didn’t miss Brunor’s sigh of relief as he kneeled before the throne and accepted Mordred’s kiss gratefully. He really was such a good marshal, fearing him just enough. He was a good friend too, when Mordred still considered himself worthy of such privileges. At least the loyalty remained.

Keep him close in hand and he’ll never learn what happened to Dinadan.

‘I should really get married.’

Mordred knew just the person, but for now, Brunor was set to sail for battle tomorrow and Mordred might as well give him a few more hours of his time.

Hopefully, Gawain and Arthur were already dead. If they weren’t, Mordred prayed they’d die easily.

#I think my major kind of did crazy things to my naming conventions #whatever #arthuriana #mordred #brunor #lucan #mordred finally getting his toxic yaoi license #shout out to everyone who watched the adventures of sir galahad yesterday and got to see mordred on the throne. good stuff

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PART 4 READING Jonathan Bailey&Matt Bomer/questions part 2

this reading is alleged/for entertainment purposes

10. Will Jonathan do any US BASED PROJECTS? Incase yes hope you cud tell in depth.

Answer: tower reversed, king of coins, five of swords

Yes/no oracle: Yes, I think he will in future. He's a rising star.

cosmic oracle: commitment (things are getting serious), cycles (fate, karma, something ending, something beginning), gold digger (they want your money, being used), yes (luck is on your side)

telepathy oracle cards: happy, openness

When I tried to get more in depth I didn't get more about what kind of projects, just that there will be projects. Maybe because there is nothing on the horizon now. Also, I strongly felt with the cards I pulled, most of them indicated he would go to the US for a personal reason, the projects will follow after. He has to be aware of people wanting to take advantage of him though. People are after his money.

I know you all want details, details, details, but this what I got.

11. With the honour gala next month for Matt and his husband Simon halls. It’s very confusing… Where is this marriage heading. Forever?Jonathan has finally moved on ?

Answer: Free will, remember? The cards I have pulled until now all indicate the marriage between Matt and Simon is not going well. I can't say for how long. Decisions can change the energy. Matt and Jonathan definitely are soulmates, but what they do about that, is ultimately their own choice. If Matt decides to stay, yes Jonathan will move on. If Matt makes another choice...there's a lot of things indicating that they would be happy together.

13. You just said Matt always keep it inwards never tells it out. Do you think that changes with Jonny or when Jonny’s beside him? He opens up ? Or will meeting spending time with Jonathan make him open up like never before? What does the reading say?

Answer: So I asked three questions: 1; Past: how was Matt before he met Jonathan, holding things back or more open? 2; current Matt after meeting Jonathan but not together: holding things back of more open about his feelings 3: how would future Matt be if Jonathan was by his side. Would he hold back or more open?

I pulled; 5 of cups, four of swords, one card jumped out, the magician and I pulled justice

Past Matt seemed to be going through some things traumatic, or a great loss. He didn't feel like an open sort of guy.

Present Matt seems to be tired, mentally overwhelmed and tries to seek some solitude to catch his breath

future Matt: I do think he would be smiling more and feeling more 'right' if it makes some sense with someone at his side who is lighter and more optimistic than he's. The magician tells me things could be good if they would choose each other.

14. Very tired, feeling down, unhappy. Aside from grieving for his costar/friend he feels down in general. He’s not someone that opens up easily, is he? Everything goes inwards. Thinking about how short life is, he knows he has to make decisions about his own future

Hope you cud take cards on this for both of them.

Answer: Jonathan:

from the light shadow tarot: ten of cups, judgement and from cosmic insights: honeymoon

He seems to realize he has a lot of love for Matt, he would still be with him if he could and feel happy about it. He thinks that life is too short to waste it.

Matt: the chariot, knight of swords, confession

It makes him think he should take a leap of faith and he will have happiness, but in order to do that he's got to leave things behind he loved or still love. His head is still a muddle.

15. There’s so much affection between the two of them, I think Matt couldn’t hold it in, Jonathan was a little more cautious at first, he wants to respect the boundaries set by Matt’s marriage. He has told Matt what he wants, so it’s Matt that has to decide if he wants to do something about it. I think Jonathan has actually been quite clear about his feelings. He’s giving space, but he’s not gonna put his whole life on hold waiting for Matt. If Matt couldn’t hold it in at this event when he seeing Jonny after just a month. Will the next reunion or every time they reunite be a ticking time for Matt?

Answer: I assume you mean a ticking time bomb for Matt. And if you mean by ticking time bomb if he realizes that if he doesn't take the leap he will miss his change with Jonathan I think I have answered this already in the question above. Yes, he is aware of it.

If not you not meant that I asl you to rephrase it so you can ask me again. *But if you want to that, you now have to come off anon, I'm afraid :) *

16. Will we see a Matt presenting or honouring Jonathan with an award like Jonathan did for Matt last Oct?

Answer:

These are actually two different questions: I took the liberty of rephrasing them both:

Will we see Matt presenting an award to Jonathan? Two of wands, no/ He would do it, if they let him. But I don't think he may. If Jonathan wins an award of course.

Will we see Matt honoring Jonathan if he wins an award? Page of cups, yes / He would certainly acknowledge Jonathan, they are both very proud of each other

17. I honesty don't think being apart is going to be helpful considering how strong their love is for eo unconditionally. This is not that kind of friendship where ur just happy for afar seeing eo. There's way too many feelings involved. Oftentimes I wonder "RIGHT PERSON BUT AT THE VERY WRONG TIME"

Distance is definitely not helping becoz they become inseparable when they reunite and openly affectionate more so from the always cautious Matt. (Jonny had always been vocal and showing his affection regardless who is there in the room but to actually pull down those walls of Matt who is very careful of letting ppl in is just....' Hope u can take a card on the above.

Answer: from the cosmic insights oracle deck I pulled: manifest, cycles, mercury retrograde, guardian. From the panthea oracle: accident and care

Distance is not affecting them the most. I strongly feel with these cards that it's Matt's decision if this relationship will happen. He's going through some things that are an obstacle. Really, I sound like a broken record, but this is what I see every time I pull for the both of them. Something ending, something beginning. Tell the universe what you truly want.

Mercury retrograde has. affected (last August) or will affect (in December) Matt. he's cautious, yes, but he also can't resist Jonathan's caring personality. But yes, you can't have your cake and eat it too. there comes a time that the decision will be out of Matt's hands. And still, the universe is rooting for them. Everything is in place. But I agree. Maybe it's the right person, but the wrong time.

18. Wicked press starts soon all over Uk, US, Australia and all over the world. Jonny will join as he's the male lead. Will Jonathan being everywhere on social media doing press be a testing time mentally for Matt? Emotionally? Incase he's trying to detach from him and refocus on his own work... Could you take a card…

Answer: from the light shadow tarot: four of swords, eight of cups, ace of swords/ panthea oracle: eternal love, alliance, fury

He's not trying to distance himself, but it will be difficult to see Jonny more and not be able to meet him. But Matt is on a spiritual journey at the moment, he may have a short fuse because he's emotional, but an introvert

19. Is Hugh Skinner really Jonny's best friend or there's more than friendship/ and does he interfere with Jonny and Matt's relationship?

Answer: No, he's not interfering with their relationship/ no he's a good friend

20. Are they ever jealous of each other when they seem to be with someone else?😏 like does it make Matt jealous to see Jonny with someone else and vice versa?

Answer: I rephrased this a bit for Matt, because another third or fourth party would be a bit too much, don't you think? Yes, Matt is jealous if Jonathan is with someone else and Jonathan is jealous of Simon

21. Do they still want each other or moved on from each other?🥺Thank you😘💕

Answer: according to these cards from the love truth oracle deck, they both still seem very much into each other

#celebrity tarot #matt bomer #jonathan bailey

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