#somersaults and twisting itself into knots rn it’s so bad
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AUDITIONS!!!!
#in one hour…#personal#the music chronicles#i feel. so deeply unwell rn and it is the most irrational thing 😭 there’s nothing at stake here it’s not like i have anything to lose seein#as i have not been involved in theatre here before and also i don’t know anyone who’s auditioning (i think) and i also haven’t gotten my#hopes up bc of how unlikely it is that i’ll get in. and yet i am starving and do not want to get anything to eat bc my stomach is doing#somersaults and twisting itself into knots rn it’s so bad#and this isn’t even the production i want to be in more!!#i don’t think it’s even bc it’s an audition is the thing. like if this were just some random club i were joining i would feel exactly the#same#<- speaking from experience of my first year when i tried to join clubs and promptly chickened out to the point of not being able to#bring myself to even attempt joining anything my sophomore year. we are Not doing that this time around ❌#also im a little confused bc i think i might be auditioning for some random other play too but im not sure 😭 idk whqts going on
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