#someonewhopestersyourmind

[justashyfangirl]

Day 19

Dear You, Why did you have to go and make things so complicated? I thought we were just having fun but then you had to go and overthink everything. You couldn't live in the grey area we had created and so you had to go and push us into the black area, ignoring the red danger signs I was flashing you. You ruined everything. You say I lied, that I was leading you on, but never did you stop to think about me and my feelings. You heard and you presumed - you saw a challenge and you took it. I'm a person, not another quest for you to conquer. You say you miss me, that you want me back, and then say that we can't talk everyday because that's not what friends do. You say she said it's for the best - but is her life really that perfect?! How do you feel?!? You might not care about my feelings but I care about yours, although I wish I didn't. I just want you to be happy. But not at the extent of my happiness. You take and take and take but never give. And I don't think I have any love left to give. Go fuck yourself. Hannah