#someone who never had any hope wont have the same degree of despair as one who did
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what does it say about me as like. a person. that my first thought whenever im writing fanfic. is that i need to make these people have a terrible time
#no one in this goddamn room will be happy until i say so#which stops working when i um. also want them to have happy endings#by all accounts it would be beautiful to have them pining until one of them dies. leaving behind the other to regret never saying anything#but also that would upset me because i need thetis to have like. a happy moment. somewhere.#its not fun to make them miserable if theres no happiness to take from them. you know#like yes i could do requited unrequited & i could do one of them dying before a confession & i could kill of thetis's entire family#but whats the POINT. IF THEYRE NOT HAPPY.#having them die pining is depressing but having them die shortly after that mutual pining has been resolved.#to give them a glimmer of hope only to drag it away from them do you get me#someone who never had any hope wont have the same degree of despair as one who did#(every time i talk about despair i see junko in my mind)#also i just can't stand unresolved things so making them die pining hurts ME physically and thats not whats meant to happen#maybe one day ill actually upload enough thetis content to ao3 so that people will understand what im doing here
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