#someone send her the lesbian masterdoc

[yuriveteran]

i already watched all the swf2 eps that are out in a single day 🤡

[hedgefrogpresents]

I think maybe the fastest and most effective way to get eddie 9-1-1 out of the closet is to give him a new lesbian bestie who explains her experience with comphet and it hits a little too close to home

[twelverriver]

someone needs to send shiv the am i a lesbian masterdoc in s4. i just. want to see her reaction :))

[avamonday]

Gay thoughts on Madre Solo Hay Dos S2

Okay, so I admit, when I first binge-watched MSHD S2 I was impatient. I couldn’t wait for my ship to sail. All the hetero stuff was fun to watch, but that wasn’t the reason I watch this show. I was obviously dying to see Ana realize her queerness and end up with Mariana.

At first, I was pretty disappointed. After reading many of your opinions and rewatching the scenes with both Mariana and Ana, though, I’ve come to the conclusion that actually, this season was bloody brilliant.

SPOILERS AHEAD!

I think my expectations were too high and unrealistic. During my first watch, I was SO disappointed with the lack of any blatant romance between Ana and Mariana that I even started fast-forwarding the final episode. UNTIL… I finally noticed the word “lesbian” popping up in a convo between Ana and her lawyer. I was way too skeptical and let-down at that point, so the ending was a real shock. Obviously, I LOVED IT. But I was also, so, so confused.

Why had there been virtually no queerness the whole season and now… this?

Many of you have already shared your thoughts on this, but I’d still like to share my own with you as well. I just missed SO MUCH due to my impatience. Let me take you through some stuff I only noticed during my second watch.

Ana takes over Mariana’s app to save it. WHY EVEN? I hadn’t realized this at first, but isn’t she supposed to be mad at Mariana? She has 0 reason to do this, considering she’ll have to work with someone she allegedly can’t trust EVERY SINGLE DAY. She could’ve chosen to work anywhere, but she chose this instead. Unable to stay away from your girlfriend much????

Then there’s the fight at work. About work things. About the APP. So why, when Mariana calls Ana “lady control freak” (which is fitting) does Ana call her “lady hippie confundida”? Your gay is showing, Ana. Mariana’s ‘confused’ feelings have nothing to do with the situation. So why are you bringing it up? Can’t let it go, huh?

Then there’s the bathroom scene at the gala, of course. Ana gets all mushy, talking about how the cancer scare made her realize life is short and she only wants to do things she believes in. She says “I believe in the app ‘cause I believe in you.” First of all, very cute that that’s the thing you pick. I’m sure you believe in a lot of things, but apparently, your girlfriend’s app is more important than anything else. “I missed you. Being close to you feels right.” Mmmmm. Not to mention the co-conspiracy look she gives Mariana when Alma Toca barges in to drag her away. Cute, Ana. And they play Soldado del Amor again, right after this convo 👀

In the office, Ana says “I missed you” again, and they hold hands. Idk if this is a normal thing to do with your friends in Mexico, but I don’t see anyone else in this show holding hands with their friends.

Ana is showing peak comphet signs when Mariana and her spend time with las niñas. She says she only flirted with Ferrán to make JC jealous, and that she loved that Ferrán returned her flirty behavior. Mmmmmmmm, someone send Ana the comphet masterdoc.

I just noticed the way Mariana looks at Ana in the scene where they’re working late. Friends, yeah sure……

Ana is considering to date “the hot guy who flirts with me”. Not “the hot guy”. But “the hot guy THAT FLIRTS WITH ME”.

Ana never laugh as freely as she does with Mariana, or is that just me?

Ana’s face when Ferrán tells Mariana “you look stunning”: 🙄. Don’t worry, Ana, I can’t stand him either. Aaand more eye rolling when she spies on Mariana and Ferrán. Not to mention her face when Mariana tells her about him. This woman is not even trying to conceal her dislike. Ana is basically obsessed with Ferrán. Is it bad that she reminds me of myself before I realized I was gay lol? Did you see Ana’s face when Ferrán steals Mariana's attention from her after the poker game?? How did I not catch this the first time???

Ana’s continuing obsession to unmask Ferrán makes her do weird things. Have we ever seen Ana stumble and drop things before?? Miss Control Freak is no longer in control. Why does this affect you so much, Ana? Regretting that you turned your girlfriend down? How is Mariana not mad at Ana? It’s too cute, I guess, I wouldn’t be mad either. And again with the comphet: “I won’t deny it was nice to feel wanted.” Aaaand, they’re holding hands again. Such good friends. Why does Ana look so disappointed when Mariana says they’re friends??

I do love that Ana is trying to be supportive of Mariana and Ferrán. It’s kind of sweet. Ana says this about Pablo: “You’ve both moved on. He can’t stop you just because he’s jealous.” Are you really talking about Pablo, Ana?

“We need to celebrate Christmas together as a family.” I’m just gonna leave this here.

JC’s lawyer accuses Ana of having lesbian sex, and all she says is: “That stranger is Mariana. She’s the best thing that’s happened to me in the past year. Ella y las niñas”. Sounds very straight indeed.

Lawyer: “Eres lesbiana?” “NO” ANA’S FACE hahahah. By now, I’m positive Ana is in denial. Mariana is bi or pan or similar, but Ana is definitely a lesbian. Nothing shocks her as much as being told she can’t see Mariana for 6 months. Not long ago, she allegedly despised Mariana, and now it’s impossible to live without her.

Mariana: “te necesito”. How cute. And sure, hold hands again. Of course, Ana would rather fake date Mariana than not see her for a measly 6 months. I have very good friends I sometimes don’t see for months because life gets in the way, and let me tell you, I don’t fake date them.

And then the grand finale, with the wedding vows and the over the top make-out session in front of EVERYONE, plus the pleased look on Ana’s face.

I’m so sorry for judging too fast. Ana is a lesbian and S2 was a masterpiece. I think it would’ve been too unrealistic for Ana to suddenly come to terms with her queerness while also grieving a very long marriage. It couldn’t have gone any other way. Though I would’ve loved to see more scenes with Ana and Mariana together. Season 3 is going to be AMAZING!

[cuervus]

for the love of god someone send her the lesbian masterdoc

[redheadbigshoes]

Is comphet real? I’ve seen loads of stuff online saying it’s not real and that the lesbian masterdoc is a load of rubbish

This is making me confused about my sexuality, I’m at the point where I really really don’t know what or who I am. I could say I’m unlabelled, but knowing who or what I am would be nice :(

- V

(just so you know it’s the same person sending these asks!! I’m the person who sent you the ask about “something bad happens and then I question my sexuality”)

It is. The lesbian masterdoc was not the first time the concept of comphet was brought up. Yes I have to agree the masterdoc is not really the best thing, there’s some things there that can confuse you even more if you’re questioning your sexuality. That’s why I never recommend the masterdoc to anyone who’s questioning if they’re lesbian.

I know there’s a lot of people invalidating lesbians and comphet, but trust me the concept is very much real and a lot of lesbians struggle with that, including me.

Women (and woman-presenting people) grow up in a society that centers men in our lives, which is not the same as how men grow up being influenced to like women (romantically and sexually). A huge part of womanhood is centered on being with a man.

I grew up hearing family members ask me since I was like 4/5 years old if I had any boyfriends. All movies and shows I watched in my childhood showed me women were supposed to find a man to settle down with. Look at all Disney movies for example, Cinderella, Snow White, Little Mermaid… They all get with a guy in the end, they all need to be saved by a man. Boys (the ones who didn’t really watch these kind of movies) didn’t have the same influence of needing to settle down with a woman like girls have.

And I’m not even talking about the lack of queer rep as something that made me take longer to realize I’m a lesbian. Almost every single piece of media showed to me as a child and as a teen women had to be with men, they usually never really showed women just being single as a positive thing.

So when girls around me started having crushes on boys (both celebrities and boys in real life) I felt like that was what was normal and what girls were supposed to like. Noticing their crushes I thought I had to have crushes on boys as well to not feel like I wasn’t normal or anything like that so I started choosing my crushes just based on their physical appearance, it was never because I genuinely liked them.

When people were starting to get their first kiss I had my first one as well just so I could fit in. And since then all boys I tried dating/kissed I’d only do that because that was what all girls around me were doing. And since kissing boys never repulsed me, I never questioned not feeling anything whenever I kissed them. And that’s the thing, kissing someone you like, being with someone you like it’s supposed to feel positive, it’s supposed to feel good. I didn’t feel anything at all.

I tried liking men all my life. The ones that would show interest in me I would immediately distance myself from them because the thought of a guy liking me always made me feel uncomfortable.

I’m trying to post some videos of that girl on Tik Tok I talked about, she talks a lot about comphet and her videos were much more useful to me than the masterdoc. There’s a few on my blog already if you search the tag #tik toks or #source: patronsaintoflesbians.