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youremyheaven · 1 year ago
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I agree with your "home wrecker" placements because ik this girl that literally everybody envies(i used to too but my envy turned into girl crush) and even committed guys go nuts for her.she is very popular too like for doing nothing and just existing,every one knew her even her birth time and personal info was revealed,she was stalked. Yet she is least bothered about it cuz people fear her.
She has punarvasu sun (amatyakarka)and saturn.
Pushya mars and mercury(darakarka).
Revati moon (atmakarka)
Rohini venus.
Purva phalguni jupiter.
Bharini rahu and swati ketu.
Swati rising.
Your accurate observations/notes are chefs kiss.All of these placements do sum her up plus lemme tell ya she is racked on top(your 2nd vedic obs post about punarvasu and pushya) and bottom(ig you're yet to make a post bout that) with tiny waist +that gorgeous bitch is tall af and doll like feline face(again punarvasu) with plump lips like she is PERFECT has a great sultry voice and comes from a wealthy family.she is always in some sorta controversy like u mentioned in Jupiter's notoriety.
BUTTTTT what placement gives her a big butt and tall Height?
You are totally free to ignore my ask but i just wanted to let you know that you're a GREAT astro reader/observer. You can just reply with a dot(.) So that new people know that other's really do appreciate your efforts.
Once again tysm for your generously long observations and accuracy.
I luv u and ur blog.
😘😘
omg 😭😭😭thaaank you bestie for being so kind🥺🥺
pushya and punarvasu are associated with "home wrecker/mistress-y " women but claire nakti's entire revati video was about how revati women are home wreckers so thats another nakshatra closely tied to this sort of behaviour 👀
im gonna make a separate post on hourglass ladies👀 so do look out for thaaat
your friend sounds like a total femme fatale 🥵
all that Jupiter + Revati + Venusian + Rahu energy is giving maneater 😩🔥
i wonder whether she has 1h placements, a combination of taurus rashi, 1h and Jupiter can give someone a nice booty 😋😌 along with strong Mars aspects. never met a girly with major Mars placements/aspects that didn't have a great ass tbh 😌🤭
you did say she has Pushya placements and honestly saturnian energy in a chart is what makes someone tall (be it saturnian nakshatras, saturn aspects, saturn 1h) saturn is restriction so instead of expanding horizontally, it retains that and projects vertically in a "yang" way. the opposite of that is Jupiter which often makes the native short, 5'4 is like THE jupiter girl height but Jup influence will make a girl curvy because of the expansiveness of the planet and even though Jup is a "masculine" planet associated with "giving" its undeniable that Jupiter influence creates a unique kind of femininity in its female natives, sometimes because they feel the need to project femininity because internally they "give" to others so much.
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aeripuppy · 25 days ago
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welcome °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .
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hii !! im aeri :3 im 19 n a virgin puppy girl!! im mainly a sub but im still exploring. this is my safe space where i can be icky and nasty :p you can always send asks i luv attention pls give me sum (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
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kinks:
praise, degradation, edging, overstim, size difference, dumbification, ddlg, spanking, condecension, cnc, worship, clit tortue, and bondage
dislikes:
rape kink, heavy pain, mysogyny, piss (like pissing on someone or in mouth, bladder control is okay :3) body modification, incest, scat, pregnancy, feet, etc
dni:
pedos, weirdos, minors, racists, ed blogs, etc
navigation:
regular blogging -> aeri whining <3
asks -> aeri replies to: [anon/moot]
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please be kind n sweet 2 aeri <3 any mean anons will be deleted !!!
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izukult · 4 years ago
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haiykuu boys react to a long distance partner surprising them
characters: hinata, kageyama, oikawa, sugawara, nishinoya, tsukishima
established relationship | warnings: swearing, my fan behavior, why are my head canons so long in this gd it’s like a tiny story without structure
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hinata shōyō
-SUNSHINE BOY (i went crazy for this one i’m so sorry)
-you were sugawara’s old middle school penpal which turned online friend
-so obviously you’d heard about his volleyball team and the new first year star players
-and one thing led to another where he introduced you to hinata
-actually you were facetiming suga and you saw hinata and told your old friend you thought the tangerine boy was cute and then koushi “accidentally” put you in a gc together
-you and hinata have been dating for about four months
-you’ve heard everything to a t, including small little remarks from tsukishima to every toss, kill, and miss your boyfriend and kageyama managed
-side note but it’s so cute this boy is so whipped for you if you don’t respond for a certain amount of time he’ll find some dumb excuse to talk to suga just so he can shift the convo to making sure you’re safe
-anyway
-so you’re going to meet suga finally
-like FINALLY you’re so excited
-but you’re also boutta see your boyfriend!!!!!!
-buuuuuuuuuut your boyfriend didn’t know
-so it’s safe to say you were a little nervous about it
-you made suga swear up and down that he wouldn’t tell any of his teammates that you specifically were coming, but he did ask to make sure it was okay to have a semi open practice
-so you’re standing outside the volleyball gym with sugawara, backpack with hinatas favorite snacks over your shoulder. practice had already started so suga was late, but he still stood outside with you and let you prepare yourself
-you felt like you were about to throw up even though that’s shoyo’s thing
-suga walks in before you and you follow shortly after, holding in a sharp breath.
-there he was. standing on the other side of the gym, talking to who you knew as kageyama
-he hadn’t seen you yet, but other member of karasuno had
-”yoo who’s this hottie” bald, flirtatious, you had to assume its tanaka
-hinata was in the middle of jumping for a spike when he saw you, and he froze and fell to the ground, stumbling to keep his balance
-the gym got quiet at the tangerines reaction, but he was just staring at you.
-and then he was doing that “woosh” run he always told you about and before you knew it his arms were around your waist and his head was buried in your shoulder.
-everyone (literally EVERYONE) was looking at you two but you just laughed and placed a hand in his hair (which, holy fuck, is soft)
-you mouthed an apology to suga and he shrugged you off, and focused your attention back on the boy in front of you
he pulled back just enough to look at you, leaving his hands to rest on your back. his eyes were filled with tears (cute) and he offered you a smile.
“you’re here” his voice was quiet, for once, but it didn’t have any lag this time. and it was so fucking beautiful.
“i’m here.” you nodded, eyes scanning the features of his face. he chuckled lightly, a tear falling to his cheek as he shook his head.
“you’re so pretty.” his voice was watery and he moved his head back in your shoulder before you could utter a compliment back.
-he stayed attached to you for like minutes okay and this man completely ignored the teasing of his classmates.
-eventually you tried to pull him off you so he could get on with practice (and so you could watch him practice) but he refused to get off
-”bubs. babe. honey. you gotta get up”
-”hey hey hey, what about showing me a cool spike?”
-”i am literally asking you to do your favorite thing in the world sho,”
-”new favorite thing is holding you.”
-YOUR HEART
-eventually you did get him off of you and he practiced the HARDEST he had
-after practice he introduced you to everyone as his girlfriend even though you’d literally been introduced to them like an hour before
-his eyes stay on you and he constantly tells you how pretty you are face to face and how you smell good and how soft your hands are
-it would sound stalkerish if you werent whipped
-its ok hes whipped too
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kageyama tobio
-no idea how youd meet this mf online
-maybe some volleyball forum or like arguing over which setter was betting in youtube comments
-or if you know nothing about volleyball,,,,
-i have no fucking clue BUT
-he doesnt mind long distance honestly
-he doesnt have to get worried about completely embarrassing himself and he never has to make like physical moves
-but he does wish he could hold your hand sometimes.
-but he ignores it🙄
-so you are like obsessed w this bitch u r in love w him🤢🤢
-and ur a good 90% sure he luv u too
-so you plan a trip to him
-you do it all out. you talk to his mom, you find the cheapest hotel that’s perfect distance between his house and his school bc ur just that cool
-and you even make up an excuse to kageyama for why you won’t be on your phone during the flight
-you know he’s gonna be at practice bc you know his schedule cos gf things
-you stocked up on banana milk (aka you brought like four)
-you hit him up yknow yknow
- “hey bubs i’m back<3 how’s practice going?” you’re literally standing outside the gym but you want to make sure you’re not coming in at a bad time
-after like three minutes he texted u “good:). just got done with a practice set.”
-so now you’re going and you’re excited and you’re Nervous
-you open the door and you’re met with a rly tall guy with a headband on
-“hi, can i help you?”
-“uh, is kageyama here?” and he turns his head, and you follow his eyes, and there he is
-and he’s already staring at you
-a ball is lightly held in his hands
-if anyone who didn’t know him saw him they would genuinely think he’s angry
-but it was kinda the same look he’d give you when you talked about things you cared about on facetime
-so maybe that’s love? 😳😳😳
you give him a little wave
-“sup kags”
-he’s just staring
-blankly staring
-which you should’ve expected
-“sorry, are you mad? i should’ve told you i was coming, that’s my bad i just thought i could surprise you and it would be really nice and then you wouldn’t be stressed out sorry-“
-literally why are you saying all this all of his teammates just like “wtf”
-he shook his head quickly and opened his mouth to say no but just continued to stare
-“i- uh- you want to watch me set?”
-you LAUGH. and i mean LAUGH girly and he just turns all kinds of red and you know his team is gonna be on him for that
-“yea! if that’s like, allowed?” daichi doesn’t care so you are literally balling
-you watch him play and like at first he’s REALLY awful like rly bad but then he kind of tunes everything out (i.e. you) and gets back in his groove
-afterwards he comes over to you and asks you what you think and he’s looking at you like this is normal but you can tell he’s shaking and he kisses your forehead REALLY REALLY FAST and mumbles a quiet “i’m glad you’re here”
-he opens up w affection more along the trip
-he appreciates the banana milk. sm.
-from then on out he constantly brags ab having a gf to the team
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oikawa tooru
-he suspects smth is up to be honest
-he’s like “ohhh shawty gon do sum😫”
-(he doesn’t fucking call you shawty)
-but to be fair he figured more like you were gonna send him smth rather than send yourself
-surprise again he’s AT PRACTICE who would’ve guessed
-but this time you come at the end of practice because seijoh has like set schedules and oikawa tells you everything so
-you’re just standing by the door waiting for him to come out, ignoring the literal group of girls forming at the end of the hall knowing dAmn well they are your bf’s fangirls
-oh well
-you hear his voice before you actually see him
-he’s giving someone tips on their serves and you hear someone make a snide remark at him and you only assume its iwa
-he’s in the middle of a sentence and he just stops.
-there’s a good couple of seconds where he completely loses composure
-which is not tooru like
-you took a step closer and smiled
-”is this the oikawa tooru fanclub?”
-”nah it’s actually the oilykawa hate club” it’s the same voice from earlier and it’s definitely iwa
-you laugh a little and keep looking at your boyfriend
-”that’s even better”
-he just walks up to you and gives you a real, genuine smile
-pushes a piece of hair behind your ear
-and KISSES u
-EPIC MOMENT GAMERS
-”what are you doing here, pretty? come to see me play? if so, i hate to break it to you, but you’re late”
-you just roll your eyes and kiss him again
-once you two are alone he literally cries
-LMAO
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sugawara koushi
-literally the only one who can keep his cool out of all these mfs (aside from tsukishima)
-however, when you show up to his practice wearing the hoodie he sent you like two months earlier, he lost his shit
-you set it up with daichi and everything beforehand.
-(and daichi literally made sure suga would look like a setting genius the day you showed up)
-he had just made a really good set when you walked in and you clapped
-”nice one, koushi”
-he looks at you like 😦 & is just like “you- what- you’re- how- why?”
-lol and then he goes on “not why like i’m not happy you’re here just how”
-and all the third years think it’s so funny to be honest, because typically suga can keep his cool
-he eventually gains his cool and shines you one his signature amazing smiles (which, is somehow better face to face)
-omg he goes over to you and once he gets there he turns to his teammates and like
-”this is my s/o!!!”
-mf is BEAMING
-he’s so happy
-you find out right after he gives literally the best hugs ever i live by that and i will die by that
-he doesn’t kiss you til you two are alone
-and its so fucking sweet and personal he puts his forehead on yours and tells you you’re the most beautiful person hes ever seen
-he is literally so in love w you
-ew
-i love him.
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nishinoya yü
-ok he’s so loud
-literally the second he gets a gf everyone knows
-he shows the team pictures of you literally anytime one of them will look
-he luvs u
-he is your BIGGEST fan no doubt
-you make a nice meal? he wants to post about it
-you have a nice outfit? he will put it on his story
-you breathe? expect an “omg baby im so proud of u”
-so when you show up, he reacts the way you expect him to
-so like obviously this man isnt checking his phone during practice
-but he puts his phone on dnd and has you as his only favorite contact
-so you can text him if its an emergency during practice
-you know that, he knows it, the team knows it
-he gets the little ping!
-and he’s out the game
-no one is recovering the ball #peaceout
-he jogs over to check because you never text his number during practice bc you respect his passion for volleyball
-the text just says “come outside:))”
-he’s like wtf?? but bitch gonna do what u say😐
-he sees you and he just yells “holy shit” so loud dude
-daichi goes to call him on his language but steps outside and sees the short libero hugging the person they’d all seen in the photos, he just goes quiet
-nishinoya will not shut up as he hugs you
-he’s literally just hyping you up and asking you literally every single detail about how you’re there, where you’re staying, when you’re leaving, how your flight was, everything
-you just kiss his forehead :)
-literally only good vibes
-you guys have such a good trip bruh
-after you leave he literally just cries while looking at pics of you two together
-^ he took so many pics and vids of you pls
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tsukishima kei
-unlike the others, you wouldn’t meet him at practice
-you don’t really know his team, nor does he tell you about them outside of mostly complaining
-you do know tadashi, but like you’ve only talked to him in a gc all three of you are in and never like alone
-you did not tell him you were coming because you’re 100% convinced he would’ve accidentally told tsuki even though he can keep his own shit secret lol
-you just show up at his door when you know he’s home
-and he’s texting you as you’re there and he had actually had a moderately rough day so you told him you were gonna order him food from his favorite restaurant
-which, technically wasn’t a lie you just had to make an extra stop
-you knock on his door (once you’ve prepared yourself because you honestly have no idea how he’s going to react)
-and he opens it ready to give a half hearted thank you to some delivery guy
-but instead his s/o
-he just stares at you
-he looks like a fish
-after like fifteen seconds you decide to try to break the ice bc you are nervous
-”delivery here for uh one…” you pretend to look at the paper, you’re doin a whole skit here “one dumb bitch. are you dumb bitch?”
-he just rolls his eyes and shoves your head
-he walks back but he leaves the door open
-”take your shoes off”
-he’s not even looking at you smh but you smile so fucking wide bc that’s the kind of reaction you were honestly hoping for
-(what you don’t know is he will literally break his whole hard exterior act if he looks at you right now and he is not ready for that)
-you put the food on the table and move to stand next to him
-and after a bit he finally looks at you
-and you look at him
-and you smile
-and he does too,, kind of
-(which is so fucking cute,)
-and you just keep starin at him and bite your lip to keep from grinning
-and after a couple minutes you clear your throat
-”can i hug you?”
-bro he’s so fucking whipped he doesnt even answer he just wraps his arms around you and puts his head on top of yours
-and he mumbles a thank you and its so fucking SWEET
-he does open up more the longer you’re there and u have a very good trip mwah in luv
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muwur · 4 years ago
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snapchat headcanons
✧ hc’s ✧ for using snapchat w ur boi toi ft. the pretty setter squad
❧ gn reader
✎ 3.1k words
a/n: kinda a combo of how they use sc and the kinds of snaps they send you! along w wat u send them, and uh... dating stuf n shenanigans? texting/snapping habits? my fantasies? IDEK ANYMORE EOFHEFJ
this was born from the recesses of my mind , which desired nothing mor than snapchats from suga , us sending cute selfies , others bein dumb n chaotic , no context videos , n him snapping me photos of some mangoes on sale he said he’ll buy for me DXX it’s too late for me now
doing research on hq bois and surfing thru sc features (im just now realizing theres quite a bit?? im hoping i address most of them at some point lolol) instead of real life tings aHHhhhHAHA
requests: open! will be working on a suga one i got, dw, requester!
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sugawara
✧ sends good morning and good night snaps
✧ so he’s rlly good at keeping streaks, probs has the longest ones (one of them being y’alls streak)
✧ posts tidbits of volleyball practice on his story every once in a while
✧ snaps you pics of his sleeping teammates when they’re coming back to school after a long day of matches , adding a single ‘❤️’ as a caption
✧ he will also create colorful masterpieces on all of them
✧ gives daichi a santa beard, tanaka a squiggly stache (i imagine it to look like spongebob n patrick’s seaweed ones now that were mEN), n kageyama sum angry brows,,, wait he already has them lolol u good der kags
✧ posts a picture of you when you’re hanging out, captioning it: “🥰“
✧ has conversations with you purely via snaps
✧ ranges from casual chats and checking up on u to crackwhoring ( ** indicates the photo, while the “” quotes indicate the caption, all snaps are italicized, otherwise its regular dialogue)
✧ suga: *peace sign* “hey sweetheart, how r u?”
✧ you: *pics of homework* “ahh, drowning in school ;-; i cant wait for this week to be over fghjkl”
✧ suga: *close up with :o on his face* “let’s study together tmrw!”
✧ or
✧ suga: *complete darkness* “its 3 am n i cant sleep”
✧ you: *the top half of your head, laying on a pillow* “ ;( aw babe. do u want me to send something to help u sleep?”
✧ suga: *still in darkness* “y u still up?? go sleep. n 🥺 yes pls”
✧ you: *snaps pics of feet* “that’ll be 50 bucks, pay up” 
✧ suga: *darkness remains* “can we make a trade instead? i promise to make it worth ;)”
✧ ok now u BOTH cant sleep (im sry my crackheading be acting up around 2am eeryday, i stan a mischievous suga--)
✧ video chats (in the darkness lol) instead until you both pass out (im not in luv u r 😭)
✧ super down to take filtered selfies w you
✧ does all the silly ones with you (things like ’angry face’ or the frog one)
✧ but also rlly digs lookin cute with you using some heart crowns, y’all an aesthetic (n crakhead) duo fosho
✧ def subscribes to life hacks and tries them out himself, has a 50% success rate
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kageyama
✧ doesn’t rlly use snapchat too much
✧ but when he does
✧ will either send you a picture to indicate he’s at volleyball practice (wow wat a sexi lookin gym floor)
✧ or some random picture of whatever he’s doing at the moment (*drinking milk*)
✧ this is mostly in order to save streaks
✧ he’s so bad at streaks
✧ “why does it matter?? what’s the point of sending just black screens or whatever’s in front of you at the moment??”
✧ can’t keep a consistent streak for more than 3 days and also doesn’t care (until hinata challenges him to see who can have the longer one)
✧ when you send him videos of him playing, he really focuses on them to try to improve his technique. asks you to send those vids to him (assuming u saved them, which u did)
✧ but when you look over his shoulder when he’s watching a video and give him some compliment (“i recorded at the perfect moment! that was a really good set, kageyama!”), he gets a bit flustered
✧ gets even more flustered but pretty happy whenever you post videos on your story showing karasuno winning some points with captions like:
✧ “footage of the legendary quick >.>” or “karasuno crows flyin high!” or “these bois make my heart 😭 im so proud”
✧ you WILL catch him off guard in photos, using filters that surrounds his head w/ emojis like 🥺💖🥰💘
✧ you also put these on your story (to his dismay)
✧ ppl comment on these mor than anything else (n for those who dont rlly kno kageyama, theyre kinda surprised to him like this)
✧ hinata snickers “hey kageyama you look pretty good here--”
✧ takes some selfies with you, mostly cuz you want them
✧ saves them after u send them over (n secretly cherishes them)
✧ occasionally watches his subscriptions, they’ll usually involve sports, mostly volleyball (who woulda guessed)
✧ you use his bitmoji to test out random facial expressions you would never see him wear
✧ you: “can you smile and wink like this? act like you’re the obnoxious charming guy in a shojo.”
✧ will actually attempt, but it looks so bad that you die inside and he never wants to try again cuz of ur laughing outburst (you: “😭😭 bb im sorry i couldnt help it”)
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oikawa
✧ literally sends you anything and everything
✧ morning bathroom selfie to show off how good his hair came out that day, saying:
✧ “he has risen”
✧ or “i woke up like this”
✧ and my favorite, “you’re lucky you get this content for frEE”
✧ selfies with iwa, who just looks annoyed and exasperated at the camera
✧ sends you pics of his lunch and snacks (“bet u wish u had milk bread too”)
✧ always packs extra milk bread so he could convince you to stay at his practice after school--
✧ FILTERSS
✧ I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENUF
✧ will either use the filters that make him kayooottt (cute)
✧ loves the ones named ‘hearts,’ ‘soft,’ ‘peach,’ ‘butterfly cheeks,’ vsco filters LOL, etc
✧ uses ‘big mouth’ when he feelin a bit sASSY; also loves to use this one when he rants, it channels his inner valley girl
✧ sometimes he’ll be snacking or drinking something while he does so (“hey guys today im gonna eat these milk buns from my favorite bakery and this bomb orange juice and complain about this little kid who talked smack to me earlier and almost made me cry--”)
✧ takes cute selfies with you, is an aesthetic selfie king, puts them on his story to show off he’s hangin with you
✧ but on your story you only post the ones he looks bad in LOL
✧ has separate stories for his every need, some r private (and lucky you, ur included in all of them)
✧ titles them ‘mean things iwa said to me today,’ ‘ranting hotbox + mukbangs,’ ‘a day in the life of oikawa,’ ‘volleyball 🏐,’ ‘unpopular opinions,’ etc. 
✧ fitting room photoshoots lol
✧ “y/n, what do you think of this??” “and this?” “oOH WHAT ABOUT THIS??”
✧ ends up calling you through video chat so you can live critique his choices
✧ “oikawa, please no, i can’t be seen with you in public if you wear those--”
✧ also changes his bitmoji’s outfits from time to time, hopes you’ll notice, but you don’t LOL (oikawa: ;((((((( )
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kenma
✧ uses sc usually just to reply to messages ppl send him
✧ indifferent about streaks, but keeps a few with ppl he’s closer to
✧ mindlessly plays the snapchat games with you, finds some of them kinda cute
✧ you both made his bitmoji for him, dressing his up in the orange cat suit
✧ you also helped make kuroo’s and put his in the black cat suit to match--
✧ snaps you every time he gets a new game, starts playing it, and once he finishes
✧ started to post some gameplays and reviews on his sc story (might as well add them to sc since he was already on other social platforms), and ended up amassing a large following
✧ follows the tech and gaming stories on sc
✧ as well as the ones with cute animals--
✧ open to selfies with you, usually wears a calm expression and holds up a peace sign
✧ even occasionally sticks his tongue out
✧ his story is occasionally heavily bombarded with candids of him w/ pretty sc filters, all taken by you
✧ but of all the filters, you love using the clout glasses on him
✧ especially when he’s just minding his own business
✧ “kenma, in his tru habitat” when hes cocooned in a blanket
✧ “kenma, on his way to steal yo manz” while on his way to the bathroom
✧ “kenma, next iron chef. watch out gordon” as he’s cooking instant ramen
✧ “kenma” n das it
✧ but he thinks it meme-y so he lets you do whatever you want, kinda digs it
✧ you end up dedicating your snap story to memes of kenma and the nekoma volleyball team. ppl are in it for the shits n giggles n hot bois
✧ you later discover someone else did the same thing with their volleyball team filled with hot bois from shiratorizawa, and you befriend tendou and share funni internet tings
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akaashi
✧ 99% of his photos include either you or bokuto or both
✧ bokuto spams akaashi’s story and contact list with selfies and videos of himself using weird filters, often gets you to join him
✧ has several streaks, but will send something with more substance than a black screen or his bedroom window
✧ will usually involve smthng that just happened to him or smthing he saw, like:
✧ “a kind older lady offered me some apples in return for helping her”
-or:
✧ “how do i break the news to bokuto that the yaikniku place he’s been wanting to go to for the past week ,,, is closed today”
✧ o n let’s not leave out:
✧ “is it possible to conjure a ghost using a wooden spatula, ketchup, and a chalk drawn hexagram? bokuto’s been paranoid ever since he tried last night and i dont know what to tell him. seriously, help”
✧ looks through stories occasionally, comments whenever bokuto makes questionable decisions
✧ also comments on whatever you’ve posted. his words range from “you’re cute” to “why,” depending on the content
✧ ppl know when y’all are hanging out cuz he’ll post smthing to indicate he’s with you, usually it’s some candid and you’re not paying attention
✧ appreciation posts for you as well! esp if you got him something, like onigiri or his fav, Nanohana no Karashiae , for lunch! (akaashi: *snaps a pic of his food* “thank you y/n for feeding me”)
✧ prefers video calling over texting/snapping whenever possible tho
✧ occasionally reminisces thru his sc memories
✧ enjoys the flashback feature and will send them to you and bokuto (cuz they’re about y’all anyway lolol)
✧ also has secretly saved a bunch of selfies of himself, consists of him trying out a lot of the filters (he feelin himself)
✧ you, one day, looking thru his phone and discovering them: “akaashi, you’re so pretty wtf”
✧ akaashi: “...”
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✧ sends you selfies of him before practice
✧ during breaks
✧ and after practice, usually makes a comment about how it went for him that day like:
✧  “i hit a decent toss today and futakuchi actually complimented me!”
✧ that, or:
✧ “i got yelled at 17 times today 😢😩”
✧ has quite a few streaks, his longest ones being with you and hinata
✧ def uses filters
✧ tries out every funny one he finds and sends you videos
✧ “look y/n im an aaaaAALlliiEEENnnNNN oo oo hoo hhhooOOh”
✧ “now im a chicky nuggy!!” (chicken nugget)
✧ also enjoys the doodle feature
✧ but he uses the filter with the clout glasses unironically--
✧ usually when smth good happens to him and he feels happy and/or cool about it
✧ “just beat the boss in this game on my 69th try B)”
✧ “kogane, that’s--”
✧ plays sc games with you and thinks bitmojis r cool
✧ kinda sad he cant find a hair option that matches him tho lolol rip
✧ you: “you hair’s just,,, unique,,,”
✧ subscribed to anything sports and fitness, as well as pop culture so he can stay in the loop
✧ also watches everyone else’s stories, pointing out whenever he sees smthing cool and/or interesting
✧ “woahh, karasuno’s at nationals right now! i wish we could’ve won, but next year for sure!!”
✧ you encourage him at all his games, hyping him up irl and online
✧ “koganegawa: best setter 😍!!”
✧ luckily you didnt record the parts he completely messed up LOL
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✧ before going out with you, snaps you a pic of his casual outfit like:
✧ semi: “does this look ok”
✧ you: “babe you look great, tendou was just messing with you”
✧ will make unwanted appearances on tendou’s snap and complains to you about them
✧ “i didnt consent to being part of his meme page” and
✧ “okay, but he didn’t only have to share all the moments i messed up--”
✧ also indifferent about streaks but will do them
✧ sometimes sends snaps/streaks indicating he’s practicing his music
✧ when you see these you usually ask him to send you vids or if you can come over n watch
✧ initially is a bit shy about it but he loves what he does and you and knows you’re genuinely interested and supportive so he agrees
✧ secretly rlly enjoys having you as his personal audience
✧ lowkey into asmr, like the soap cutting shit as well as chewing crunchy things
✧ also watches food porn and clips of mukbangs, then can’t resist going on youtube and watching the whole thing
✧  “y/n, can we try this, it looks so good--”
✧ will also often watch oikawa’s stories, especially his ‘ranting hotbox + mukbangs,’ and makes comments about him being an idiot
✧  “this kid he’s talking about is a savage”
✧ but admits they’re quite entertaining
✧ just looks serious in all the selfies you take with him
✧ you: “can you look like you’re enjoying yourself?”
✧ semi: “i look cooler like this tho”
✧ sc memories filled with shenanigans from you and the volleyball team, doodles, and mirror selfies with him experimenting diff looks (you: “tendou, you got him way too concerned about this”)
✧ also enjoys showing off he’s with you, taking a short video of you when you hang out
✧ you: “semi, i look bad right now”
✧ semi: “but you can never look bad”
✧ you: “🥺 bb”
✧ viewers: “aw”
✧ shiratorizawa: “can he be this nice with us LOL”
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✧ his main mode of communication with you is mostly through the regular messaging app, so he doesn’t use sc too much
✧ also doesn’t care for streaks and is bad at keeping them
✧ will answer to you or his senpais rather soon tho
✧ but lets all his other notifications pile up a bit before finally going thru them
✧ goes through the snaps he receives really fast, spending like 2 seconds each to look at them cuz aint nobody got time for dat
✧ doesn’t even rlly open goshiki’s LOL
✧ you have fun using filters on him and taking videos while he’s just doing his own thing peacefully like studying
✧ it takes him a second to notice and when he finally looks up, he just gives you an exasperated look
✧ cue you cracking up with laughter bc the filter finally shows up on his face
✧ his eyes and mouth are now on mike wazowski
✧ that, or his face becomes so disturbingly moRPhed like an alien
✧ caption: “ken-chan, my future medical man 😍”
✧ “y/n, please, this is like the 7th time in the last 20 minutes--”
✧ finally convinced him to take a study break and hang out with you
✧ which usually consists of snacking and light banter while you lay your head on his lap
✧ and scrolling through snapchat stories and showing him what everyone else is up to and cool things you’re subscribed to
✧ “loooook, dr. miami’s doing another butt job! is this the line of work you’re studying so hard for?”
✧ “no, it’s really not”
✧ is actually very soft with you and likes having the photos and vids for memories
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✧ sends you snaps where his brother looks bad, captioning it:
✧ “this is evidence that im the hotter twin”
✧ likewise, osamu sends you snaps where atsumu looks even worse
✧ like, the mans passed out, looking rekt and open mouthed, drool seeping into his pillow
✧ osamu: “u still have time to break up with him”
✧ also lucky for you, atsumu also loves to take unflattering photos of you and send them to you randomly at like 2 am
✧ you: “nani tf when did you even take this??”
✧ usually posts a snap while he’s out somewhere like at a match, the gym, outside on a run, a party, or just hanging out with you or his frens
✧ however, makes sure you look good if you show up on his story cuz he wants to show you off
✧ doesn’t really care for streaks, but has a lott
✧ but also has a tON of unopened snaps
✧ is the type to send just a black screen n call it a day, or maybe spice it up by sending a pic of the sexi gym floor (a comeback) w his shoe in the corner
✧ will, however, consistently respond to you and kinda looks forward to ur snaps (secretly hopes you show ur face)
✧ but when you dont:
*in class*
✧ atsumu: *a smirk on his face* “your content’s kinda dry today” 
✧ you: *your sexi desk* “my nudez ain’t free, i demand compensation”
✧ atsumu: *grasped his chin in thought, but angled the cam up bc he needa hide his phone in class lolol* “what if i... take you out on a romantic excursion”
✧ you: * your face but with ‘sausage’ filter* “🥵🥵🥵🥵 yessir, what u want”
✧ rlly only wants to have pics of your face wat a closeted sOFTIE
✧ likes to have content on his flashbacks
✧ usually has other social media sources to keep up to date with things
✧ actually rlly digs using sc filters, mostly ones that’ll make him look like a queen
✧ captions a selfie of you two like: “me >>>>>>> y/n”
✧ but nearly everyone who comments on it is like: “i think you flipped the sign, bro 🤥”
✧ judges ppl who are into soap cutting asmr (you will never hear the end of it if you also like it)
a/n: sc kinda dying for me, my use went from suga to an atsumu to like nearly nonexistent LOL
also o gawd i already have ideas here n there for a pt 2 so stay tuned fjxnwfesd hope it takes me less long cuz this one took me fkin foreva LOL
idk y i made semi like mukbangs but i feel like he’d be rlly into them--
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srlkiller · 3 years ago
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would you ever date anyone from your past again?
as in someone i hav already been in a relationship w before? if it didn’t work out in the past n we gave it a real ass shot.. then no i wouldn’t. n when i say ‘relationship’ i consider anyone i called my boyfriend n they called me their girlfriend.. that’s a ‘relationship’ 2me. ive always been a relationship kinda girl tbh i neva had those ‘fun single years’ but that kinda changed after my last bad break up n i haven’t had a ‘relationship’ since bc uhhh uh.
like ive ‘seen’ ppl.. on n off n it was neva no labels or like.. ‘exclusivity’ of WE ARE TOGETHER NOW!!!cuz i don’t understand ppl that b doin that like y’all might aswell just date??? idk it’s rare 4me to even b doin that tho cuz i rlly don’t b likin nobody… n if i do like u.. i fw u HEAAAVY!! so i actually hate likin ppl tbh. ive only genuinely had true feelings for maybe like 4 ppl total n we were locked tf equally as luvsik. after my last ACTUAL break up tho ive changed my whole way of thinkin n actin when it comes to emotions n givin to my love to other ppl tho. like ive fucked w a couple ppl but it was nothing serious n it was always very 1 sided on their part.. i always kept it distant. i had genuine feelins 4 one dude then after him i went completely cold lol.. he came outta nowhere too like i wasn’t lookin 4 him n since that ended i shut every dude down since. i became even colder. but shit always gon come wen u least expect it.
but to me it’s like.. if we broke up, we broke up for a gud reason or we wouldn’t b breakin up at all.. that’s kinda how all my relationships go lmao. we always on the same wave length w shit. im always either 100% all in or 100% all out w u.. i can’t half ass shit.. i either want all of u or nothing to do w u. im either super inluv w u or im over u n feel nothing for u.. i gotta b RLLLLY careful who i b givn my luv2 tho bc i luv so hard that it can backfire very easily.. it’s very dangerous but i learnt from those mistakes.. by putting my trust in the wrong hands n by giving sm of my lov to ppl who did not deserve any of it.
so.. instead.. i chose to b single n jus fw who i fw. i go w the flow of things n let them come to me instead. the universe always has my back.. if not, that’s ok 2. there is sm beauty in the world but i am purely a magnet for the evil at heart. so.. i choose.. to be single. i prefer it this way. timing is everything.. timing is crucial n ESPECIALLY 4me… bc i still got a lot of evolving to do jus ALONE.. just internally.. externally even.. im 1 complex mf individual.. imagine adding another human being to the mix.. that would rlly fuk w my head huh. human beings are rarely worth it. i haven’t found one in the flesh.. that’s been worth it…. think about that 4 a sec… hav u??? sumthin that is worth it tho.. my. fucking. INNER….. peace!!! my god damn sanity. that shit is worth it. that shit is far more important to me than any other human being.. i neva used to think that way.. i used to love n lov n luuuvvvv till it hurt!!! till i BLEDDDDDDD. but now… WELLLLL NOW i put me first. evolution…. ain’t that something…………
so no.. to answer ur fucking question.. no… no1 from my past is worth it to me tbh. but im worth it to me.. n if sum1 comes into my life while im worth it to me then god damnit im the luckiest bitch alive :))
if we dated.. like actually really dated.. and u fucked it up n we broke up then that’s on u. i don’t do ‘re dos’ and i don’t give out second chances. we didn’t work out for a reason, that’s 2bad but im sure we both learnt sumn from it.. and if not well atleast u got to fuck me right. if we never officially dated then maybe it wasn’t the right time n this is the universe telling u to grow sum balls n make it ur mf time to shine. other than that idk what to tell u.
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miaxeu · 4 years ago
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      though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, MIA STOEGER is actually a descendent of DIONYSUS. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-ONE year old MYTHOLOGICAL STUDIES MAJOR from LOS ANGELES, USA has taken after HER godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite CHARISMATIC & DUPLICITOUS. 
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( y’all dont deserve this real messy intro but im workin w half a bwain cell at 4am so i beg thee 4 mercy. nywyy im the excited new girl who’s hella pumped to meet all ur charas : katya ! feel free to hop in my ims to plot or drop a like and i’ll hop in urs ! x  )
POWERS
natural acting abilities — her ma’s a hollywoo agent so she started actin real early & now shes a big shot actress. there r more deetz on her career below !
chlorokinesis — it wasnt as natural as acting n she only started working on it when she turned 13 n started going to camps. b4 she just noticed shes good w plants but it wasnt super crazy or nything. its p good now tho ! shes prioritizing vine binding and manipulation 4 the self defense bc awards r cool n all but they dont rlly protecc from monsters ykwim 
levitation — shes trying her best ur honor
alcokinesis  — she cant conjure it or anything, she’s just immune to it ffff
BIO POINTS — cw: drug use ( full biography here )
her mom raised her by herself bc dionysus the party god was out of the picture immediately. she never told mia she’s a demigod & it was always just “ wow ur so talented ” or “ aww u got a green thumb ! ” but when she saw him claim 13 y/o mia by placing a weird hologram over her head while she slept, she knew she had to spill da beanz & tell her kid
ofc mia thought her mom was jus playing sum weird acting exercise w her bc her powers r so lowkey she could highkey just be a Mortal but insert sad whistle, the realizashun & the claiming meant heightened monster threat !! so yea ,,, one ended up chasing her a couple days later rip 
aside from the trauma, mia was ok. mostly bc she ended up cryin for dionysus like any child would n lo & behold he came & helped !!! as he should. nywy she made sure to go to summer camps every year after that but mostly just for protection purposes
she lowkey rlly hates this whole god business esp now that shes grown lmfao deadass thinks she got a bad deal bc life threats arent sexy !!! went to eonia eventually bc its Too Much Man. she just wants to go back to work and her life w the mortals w/o worryin for her life. would deadass fade her father if she could. may or may not be majoring in greek mythology to figure out the logistics of it all out of spite, who knows !
PERSONALITY
not ! a Drama Queen  —  dont get me wrong, shes hella Extra in the way she moves n acts sorta like shes always bein captured on film. is quick-witted & playful & can be a huge tease/flirt if she feels like it, but miss her w Real Feelings ! totally not sentimental. srsly she will try to rationalize away everything and is just,.,., not good w it. so soz folks, we just keepin it breezy here
ugh, she’s an Actress — aka she can act like she cares tho ! shes very much into keeping ppl on her good side. shes friendly n palatable to everyone bc its how shes been trained & while it doesnt seem fake, its def diff when its genuine
The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known —  lemme circle back to the first one, ok so shes good w emotions but only in theory. does intense character work with her roles so she thinks that counts as her having eq when rlly shes just emotionally stunted, projecting n repressing like an idiot
blonde, skinny, rich, & a lil bit of a Bitch — shes only a bitch inwardly or to ppl she trusts enuff to let in on the gossip. if anyone full on opposes her or becomes real emotional, then this lil diva will rear its superiority complex head n snap a lil. will most probably do it v underhandedly n w a smile but it will be Brutal
girls just wanna have FUN ! — shes the child of da party god, so ofc she a true party girl. officially off the rails when she parties. inhibitions ? we dk her. can be insensitive in that case bc smtms its truly no strings attached, tis all abt the fun. likes company a lot & it doesnt even have 2 be loud or particularly abt her, she just likes having people around n the escapism of it all. will make friends with everyone n make sure they have a jolly fun time guaranteed at dionysus parties 
Work Hard, Play Hard — real responsible when it comes to work and commitments and if she trusts/likes u enough, she’ll give it 2 u straight, no bs. def thinks Calling Out is an act of love but maybe does it a lil too harshly smtms. v much into efficiency, sentiments be damned. not the feely words type. will sit next to u or party w u or even pay 4 ur therapist if u need sum1 to talk to. she will Be There while u work thru it, so long as u dont expect her to change n be all emotional n stuff
if she seems a lil contradictory thats bc she kinda is. tis the good ol nurture vs nature. her ma’s a real no nonsense chick n her pops is a frat guy drama geek greek god whos rlly into cottagecore so u get this lil blonde bitch whos sorta teetering on the edges
OTHER INFO  — cw: drug use ( full headcanons here )
re her career, she achieved pegot status when she was 18 aka she truly b dat bitch. shes not super mainstream famous tho, more like indie sweetheart, film snobs/critics fave typa gal. if ya want a trajectory she started w baby commercials then a sitcom from 4-10 ( think modern fam’s lily ) then it was off to the big screen & the stage ! 
mia has a lil bit of a drug habit. its not abusive or dependent, but it is a staple whenever shes parties bc alcohol is useless 2 her. started a lil young too bc hollywoo. primarily uppers/hallucinogens. she smokes weed a lil more liberally but the rest is mostly just an on occasion thing ( which, ngl, is a still a lil problematic when u party a lot rip )
after she got claimed, mia ended up going to demigod camps in a lot of diff places n countries, depending on where production would take her. there was never an established place, more like wherever was nearest when they wrapped up shooting bc monsters afoot n wutnot  
she was always homeschooled but she still managed to go to a prom and homecoming bc party is life. that makes eonia uni p much her first chance at having a normal educational environment & experience and even then its anything but. still tho this is her moment !!! im lit rally begging her to get a personality that isnt her internally rolling her eyes going “ its not that deep ”
might put up a bio/stats page if im feelin sxc but i wud jus like the records to show that mia stoeger is a bi sxc babe bc me ? write a het ? no grassy ass.
POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS — cw: drug use ( full connections here )
omg danny devito i love ur work ! 
,,, p self explanatory sdkjfs sum1 who loves her work ! it can be lowkey/highkey fangirl to a civil admiration
OR alternatively, y/m can Not Be a fan of her work. they might think the storyline of the projects she takes on r too out of touch n highbrow yada yada yada, but yes, we love to see either of it ! 
summer camp sweetheart !  
someone she met when at camp when they were teens ? doesnt matter in what country/city, but mia was only visiting so it was truly a one summer romance typa thing. bc she was younger, im thinkin 13-17 or w/e she was probably sweeter n a lot more emotional then. was it either’s first puppy love ? first kiss ? first “ relationship ? ” idk, do yk ? truly, so many possibilities. nothin set in stone just hmu bub 
summer camp pals ! 
p much the same as above but make it Platonic
party buddies !
or druggie pals. either way works but she wud luv it if theyre both xoxo
friends w benefits !
most probably ( but not limited to ) sum1 she met at a party skdjhsjk is it exclusive ? is any1 starting to develop feelings ? im down 4 nthing n evrything
alexa play true friend by hannah montana !
give mia her college bestie ! her confidant who knows her feels and can call each other out viciously with no ounce of resentment. we stan the friendships !
omg i love ur skirt !
that is the ugliest effing skirt i've ever seen. lmao basically sum1 mia pretends to like or acts civil w but rlly ,,,, Cannot Stand for w/e rzn   
im p much braindead rn but those are just sum ideas !!! ofc the usual staples like the pals, enemies, wutnots are also v welcome we love to see it. if u also have a wc that u think mia would fit in, id luv to know more ! there are also a couple more detailed ones here, but pls feel free to shoot me a msg n we can get 2 plotting x 
( * wipes brow * how did i type so much n say so little rip. mia is also a completely new muse so pls b patient n if i fuq up from time to time, pretend u do not see >.< nywy thnx 4 readin, sweets ! feel free to hmu here or at discord if ya wanna <3333 )
FULL INFO  ||  EONIA TASKS 
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btsfan15 · 4 years ago
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Having Fun (Part 3)
The next morning, I wake up at 7:30 because we had so much to do for the concert. I quickly brush my teeth, get dressed, and eat breakfast. I wore a black crop Adidas hoodie, black leggings, and my converse sneakers.
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I grabbed my car keys, put on my shoes and headed out the door. We were performing at the Kyocera Dome. Our concert was only in the evening, but we had SO MUCH to do before that. Once I got there, the other guys were by the entrance. I got out of my car and went over to them. "Good morning, everyone!" I say, waving. "Navya! You're here!" Jin says, running over to me giving me a hug. "Hey, Jin. So did everyone get a good night's sleep?" I ask. "Sure did." V says. "Let's head inside the dome." RM says. When we go inside, the dome is huge!
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"Woah, this place is amazing!" Jin says. "Yeah, I can't believe we're gonna perform here!" V says. Everyone admired the dome. "Okay, let's get to practicing. Here are your mice." The staff says, handing them. "Everyone ready?" The staff asks. "Ready!" I say. Mikrokosmos starts playing. Everyone sings their part. I was feeling a little confident about singing. The chorus comes again. "You got me, nan neoleul bomyeo sum-eul swieo. I got you, chilheug gatdeon bamdeul sog-e." Me and Jin sing. The song ends. "Wow, that was really good!" RM says. "And Navya sang!" Suga says. 
"Yeah, I did, but I'm having second thoughts about this. I don't think I should be in the concert." I say. "Why?" Jimin asks. "Like I said before, YOU guys are the stars, not me! And besides, the fans don't want me to be there! They want you! BTS! The biggest Korean K-Pop group out there!" I say, pouting. "Well, if we have you with us on stage, won't ARMY be jealous?" Jungkook asks. "I haven't thought about that." I say. "Just think about it! All those girls out there want to be you!" V says. "Hmm...that is true. I AM pretty lucky, aren't I?" I say, smiling. "Of course you are!" Jin says. "Ok, I'll stay!" I say. 
Everyone cheers. "I think you guys should keep on practicing the song. And the dance moves. It has to be ready for tonight." The staff says. "Yes, we want the fans to enjoy it." RM says. So we keep on practicing the same song over and over again. We worked hard. After we were done, we were all exhausted and tired. "My throat hurts after all that singing." Jin says. "That's what singing is. It makes your throat dry and sore." I say. We drink water. "What about our outfits?" I ask. "We have all that ready for tonight. Don't worry." They say. "Wow, the staff has our clothes all picked out! Ooh, I can't wait to see what we're wearing for tonight!" I say. 
"I think we should practice more. We want this song and performance to be ready." Jimin says. "Good idea." Jungkook says. We practice until an hour before the concert. By then, we were all even more exhausted. "I think that was good practice." V says. "Yeah, I think we're ready for tonight." J-Hope says. "Man, I'm tired and hot." I said. I put my hair up in a ponytail. "Navya, I see your bruises have gone away." Suga says, looking at Jin. I blush. "Ah, Yoongi..." Jin says, embarrassed. "Okay, let's head home and get some rest." RM says. "See you tonight, Jin." I say. "You too, Navya." Jin says. We both wave goodbye and leave. Once I get home, I eat a snack and get some rest. 
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A few hours later, I wake up and check the time. It was 8:00. Our concert was at 9:00. "Oh, I better get going!" I say. I put on a sweatshirt and jeans and go downstairs. I put my shoes on and head out the door. I get in my car and drive to the dome. I parked my car and went backstage. The guys were all getting ready. "Navya, you're here!" V says. "Yeah! Where do I get ready?" I ask. "Your clothes are on that rack. Get dressed and we'll do your hair and makeup." The staff says. "Okay!" I say. 
I grab my outfit off of the rack and go inside the changing room. I change. I was wearing a white t-shirt, jeans, and pink converse shoes. I come out of the changing room. "How do I look?" I say. All the guys turn to my direction. "Wow, you look great!" Jin says. "Thanks!" I say. "Guys, go and get dressed! We don't have much time!" The staff says. The guys all get dressed. I wait for them. "Oh, I have to use the bathroom. I'll be back." I say, walking to a room. "Oh, Navya! That's not the restroom!" The staff says. 
I open the door and see Jin, not wearing a shirt. He looks at me and I look at him back. I scream and close the door. I was so embarrassed! "Um, where's the bathroom?" I ask. "Over there." They say, pointing. "Thank you!" I say, running towards it. I close the door and take a deep breath. "Oh my gosh, I can't believe that actually happened! I literally burst into Jin's changing room! He must be so mad at me right now! Okay, I'm just gonna pretend everything is fine and enjoy the concert." I thought. I open the door and walk out of the restroom. I see the others getting their makeup done, including Jin. They were all wearing white t-shirts, jeans, and converse shoes.
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I ignore him and walk to my seat to get my hair and makeup done. The staff curls my hair, puts foundation on my face, powder to set the foundation, mascara on my eyelashes, blush on my cheeks, and lip gloss on my lips. "You're all done!" They say. "Thank you!" I say, getting up. "You guys are on in 2 minutes!" The staff says. "Navya, stay here and when we perform Mikrokosmos, we'll introduce you and then you can come out." RM says. "Okay. Good luck!" I say. "Thanks!" Suga says. Everyone puts on their ear pieces and grab their mics and heads to stage. RM had a blue mic, V had a green mic, Jungkook had a purple mic, Jimin had a gold mic, Jin had a pink mic, Suga had a black mic, and J-Hope had a red mic. I had a silver mic.
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ARMY screams when they see BTS. "Welcome to Love Yourself Tour in LA!" RM says. "We're so happy and excited to be here with you guys!" Jungkook says. ARMY yells again. "Are you ready to have some fun?!!!" Jimin says. ARMY screams yes. "Alright, let's do it!" V says. BTS performs their first few songs, DNA, IDOL, and Boy with Luv.
After they finish, ARMY cheers and they come backstage to get ready for the next few songs. Everyone was sweating and tired. The staff was giving them water, fixing their makeup, and wiping their sweat. Imagine how hard it was to sing and dance at the same time. I know how hard it is for them. Also, I was a nervous wreck. I've never sang in front of people. I've only sang by myself. What if I can't do this? What if I forget the lyrics? I don't wanna let the guys down. After the guys rested up, they went back on stage and performed the last two songs before Mikrokosmos, Airplane pt.2 and MIC Drop.
"For our last song, we have a special someone to sing with us today. Please welcome, Navya!" RM says. I come out and ARMY cheers and claps. "What is up, ARMY?! Are ready to rock and roll?!!!" I say. ARMY answers yes. "I can't hear you!" I say. ARMY screams even louder. "That's better! Now, before we sing our last song, I just wanna say thank you to BTS for inviting me on stage. I've always wondered how it's like to be on stage with thousands of people and now I will know. So, thank you." I say, smiling. Everyone claps. "Are you guys ready to sing?!!!" Jin says. "Yes!" ARMY says. "Let's get it!" J-Hope says. Mikrokosmos starts playing and ARMY cheers when they hear it.
[Verse 1: Jungkook & V] Banjagineun byeolbitdeul Kkamppagineun bul kyeojin geonmul Urin binnago inne Gakjaye bang gakjaye byeoreseo
[Verse 2: J-Hope & RM (with) Suga] Eotteon bicheun yamang Eotteon bicheun banghwang Saramdeure bulbicteul Modu sojunghan hana
Eoduun bam (Oeroweo ma) Byeolcheoreom da (Urin binna) Sarajiji ma Keun jonjaenikka Let us shine
[Pre-Chorus: Jimin & Jin] Eojjeom i bame pyojeongi itorok tto areumdaun geon
[Chorus: Jimin & Jungkook] You got me Nan neoreul bomyeo kkumeul kkweo I got you Chireuk gatdeon bamdeul sok Seoroga bon seoroye bit Gateun mareul hago isseotteon geoya urin
[Hook: Jimin & Jungkook] Gajang gipeun bame deo binnaneun byeolbit Gajang gipeun bame deo binnaneun byeolbit Bami gipeulsurok deo binnaneun byeolbit
[Verse 3: RM] Han sarame hanaye yeoksa
Han sarame hanaye byeol
Chilshipeok gaeye bicheuro binnaneun
Chilshipeok gajiye world
[Verse 4: Suga] Chilshipeok gajiye sam doshiye yagyeongeun Eojjeomyeon tto dareun doshiye bam Gakjamane kkum Let us shine Neon nuguboda bakge binna One
[Pre-Chorus: V & Jungkook] Eojjeom i bame pyojeongi itorok tto areumdaun geon Jeo eodumdo dalbitto anin uri ttaemunil geoya
[Chorus: Jin & V] You got me Nan neoreul bomyeo kkumeul kkweo I got you Chireuk gatdeon bamdeul sok Seoroga bon seoroye bit Gateun mareul hago isseotteon geoya urin
[Hook: Jin & V] Gajang gipeun bame deo binnaneun byeolbit Gajang gipeun bame deo binnaneun byeolbit Bami gipeulsurok deo binnaneun byeolbit
[Bridge: V & Jin & Jungkook] Doshiye bul, i doshiye byeol Eoril jeok ollyeobon bamhaneureul nan tteoollyeo Saramiran bul, saramiran byeollo Gadeukhan baro i goseseo We shinin'
[Chorus: Jin with Me] 😉 You got me Nan neoreul bomyeo sumeul shwieo I got you Chireuk gatdeon bamdeul soge
[Outro: Jin with Jungkook, All] Shine, dream, smile Oh let us light up the night Urin uridaero binna Shine, dream, smile Oh let us light up the night Uri geu jachero binna Tonight
Na na na na na na Na na na na na na na Na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na Na na na na na na na Na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na
We all dance and enjoy the song. This was one of my FAVORITE songs. As the song was moving forward, I was getting even more nervous by the second. I practiced so many times last night before going to bed. I wanted it to be good. I don't wanna disappoint the fans. Finally, it was a verse before me and Jin together. Then, it was time. Jin and I both walked up to each other. We were both very close to each other. ARMY screams.
 "You got me, nan neoreul bomyeo sumeul shwieo." We both say, looking and smiling into each other's eyes. Then, Jin tucks a piece of loose hair behind my ear. ARMY screams again. He then puts his hand on my waist and pulls me closer to him. ARMY screams so loud seeing us. I put my hand around Jin's neck. "I got you, chireuk gatdeon bamdeul soge." We both sing again. Then Jimin sings his high pitch and we all sing the last lines of Mikrokosomos. ARMY claps. "Did you guys enjoy the concert?!" RM asked. "Yes!!!" ARMY yells. "Thank you guys so much for coming. We all had a such a great time tonight." Jungkook says. "We hope to see you again at our next concert!" Jimin says. "ARMY, WE LOVE YOU!" V says. ARMY cheers. 
"Before we go, I just wanna say thank you to my friends, BTS for inviting me on stage. I had so much fun today and I hope to do it again someday." I say. Everyone claps and cheers. "I also wanted to say that I always wanted to sing with BTS but I never had the confidence to do it. I would get so nervous and my heart would be beating so fast." I say. "Awwww!" ARMY says. "But, that changed cause all my wonderful friends right here, helped me conquer my nervousness and I sang! Thank you guys so much for believing in me! You are the best friends ever! Saranghae!" I say. ARMY cheers and claps. "Wow, I wasn't expecting that!" Jin says. "Me too! Navya, we're all here for you, too!" V says. ARMY cheers again. "Well, ARMY! We'll see you at our next concert! Annyeong!" RM says. 
We say goodbye to our fans. "ARMY, I LOVE YOU!" I say. ARMY cheers. "Navya, do a heart with your arms!" Jungkook says. I do a heart with my arms and ARMY cheers. We say our last good byes and the stage takes us down underneath. We all put our mics away and start packing our clothes. "That was an awesome concert we all did!" Jimin says. "Yeah, and Navya sang!" Suga says, looking at me. "I was so nervous, but I did it!" I say. "I knew you could do it! You believed in yourself and sang!" Jin says, smiling at me. I smile back. "And it was all thanks to you guys! You all helped me with it!" I say. "And that speech you said made ARMY go awww." J-Hope says. We laugh. "Yeah, I did." I say. 
"Okay, everyone. Change back into your regular clothes and get going to the cars." The staff says. We all change back into our original clothes. Then I remembered about bursting into Jin's dressing room. I completely forgot about it. I guess the concert distracted me from it. I don't know if Jin remembers about the incident. Anyway, we pack our stuff and put our coats on. Then we head to the cars. I get into one. I wait to see if any other members are joining me but no one did. "I guess I'm riding home by myself." I say. Then, someone gets in the car sits right next to me. It's Jin. "Oh no! It's Jin. What am I gonna do?!" I think. 
My heart was racing and pounding out of my chest. Jin looks at me and smiles. "Hi, Navya." He says. "Hi, Jin." I respond back. The car starts moving. "So, did you enjoy the concert?" Jin asks. "Yeah, I did. It was so much fun! I can't wait to do it again!" I say. Jin chuckles. "We're always excited to have you on stage with us so you can come anytime!" Jin says. "But, I first have to tell you guys that I'm coming on stage." I say. "Maybe you can surprise us once. Like, without telling us, you can just come up on stage." Jin says. I laugh. "Maybe. I'll think about it." I say. We both smile at each other. Then it gets quiet. It was awkward, especially for me. "Um...there's something I wanna ask you." Jin says. "Oh, what is it?" I ask. "It's about when we were getting ready." Jin says. I froze. "Oh, yeah. I forgot about that." I say. 
"When you thought my dressing room was the bathroom." Jin says. "Yeah, about that...I'm sorry, Jin! I didn't mean to barge into your room! I should've just held it in and waited! I'm sorry, Jin! Please don't be mad!" I say, looking down with my eyes closed. I look up and peek out of one eye and see Jin smiling at me. "I'm not mad at you, Navya." He says. "Wait, really?! I thought you would be. That's why I ignored you." I say. "Well, I'm not mad." Jin says. "Not even one but?" I ask. Jin nods. "Well, alright then. Just so you know, it was just an accident." I say. "I know you wouldn't do that to me. And I wouldn't do that to you, too." Jin says. I smile at him. "Jin, are you sure not mad? I just feel so bad and guilty!" I say. "Navya, I already told you. I'm not mad. Really! It's okay!" Jin says. 
"What if I barged in when you weren't wearing pants?! Oh, how embarrassed and ashamed I would've been!" I say. "But, that didn't happen, did it?" Jin asks. "No..." I say. "Then don't worry about it! Accidents happen, Navya and we learn from them, right?" Jin asks, putting his hand on my shoulder. "Yeah. Thanks, Jin. You're an amazing friend. I know I can always count you." I say. Then smiles spread across our faces. Then it gets quiet and awkward again. The car stops in front of the hotel. 
We all go to our rooms. "Good night, guys." RM says. "Good night." We all say. Before I could go inside my room, Jin calls me. "Navya, just a minute." Jin says. "What?" I ask. "I just wanna say...I love you!" Jin says. I laugh. "Seriously, Jin? That's what you wanted to say?" I ask. "Well, yeah. I do love you. A lot." Jin says. I giggle. "I love you, too. A lot." I say. "And, if you need any cheering up, I'm here for you." Jin says, with a smile. 
Then he winks. I laugh. "Jin, what am I gonna do with you? And thanks. I'll make sure to call you." I say. "Well, good night." Jin says. "Good night." I say. I go into my room and Jin turns around to leave. Then I remembered something. I hesitated for a minute but I went back outside again. "Jin, wait!" I say. Jin turns around and walks toward me. "Yeah?" He says. We both lock eyes. I hesitated again but then I grabbed Jin's face and connected my lips to his plump lips. I break the kiss and look at him. "Just a good night's kiss. I'll go now." I say. Jin looked shocked.
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I turn around but Jin grabs my hand and pulls me back to him. "My turn." Jin says. Jin leans closer to me and he connects his soft, plump, juicy lips to mine. I slide my hands from Jin's chest to his neck and wrap my hands around it. Jin puts his hands around my waist. God, his lips were so god damn soft. Then Jin breaks the kiss and we both gaze into each other's eyes. I see he has a smirk on his face. "You're in the mood, aren't you?" I ask. He winks. "I'll take that as a yes." I say. "I think you're also in the mood." Jin says. 
"Yes, I am and you're coming with me." I say. I grab Jin's shirt and pull him inside my room. I close the door and lock it. I turn around. "So. How do you wanna do this?" I ask. "Like this." Jin says. He walks up to me and carries me. "Hey!" I say. He takes me to my bed and drops me. "Be gentle, Jin!" I say. "I won't be gentle when it comes to things like this, so get ready." Jin says. He gets on top of me and kisses me again. 
I put my hands on his face and Jin puts his hands on my waist. He breaks the kiss and looks at me right in my eyes. "You want more?" Jin asks, softly. "Yes..." I say. He then starts kissing my neck. Jin gets the sweet spots. "More, Jin, more..." I say. I start moaning and groaning. Really loudly. I cover my mouth up. "I hope the other members don't hear." I think. I start moaning and groaning again. I couldn't help myself. Jin was good at this stuff. Then breaks and looks at me again. "Why did you stop?" I ask. "Because I think it's time to take it to the next level." Jin says. He removes his sweatshirt. "Wait, what?!" I say. He then starts to removes his t-shirt.
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I sit up. "Jin, I'm not ready for this yet!" I say, stopping him. "You said that before." Jin says. "I know I did, but I just don't feel comfortable yet." I say. "Don't worry. Nothing is gonna happen." Jin says. I sigh and get off my bed and walk to the door. I open it. "I think you better leave. It's past our bedtime." I say. Jin stands up. "Don't be like this." Jin says, walking over to me. "What? I'm just asking you to leave cause it's late." I say. "You don't have to be mad at me about this." Jin says. "I'm not mad, I'm just annoyed." I say. 
I walk inside my bathroom and turn on the light. I gasp. "Oh my god!" I say. Jin comes into the bathroom. "What? What is it?!" Jin asks. "I got bruises again! Jin!" I say. "I'm sorry!" Jin says. I had red bruises all over my neck! "What am I gonna do tomorrow?! The other guys are gonna know that we made out!' I say. Then I sigh and cross my arms together. I pout. Jin wraps his arms around my waist from the back. He rests his chin on my shoulder. "Navya, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to give you bruises again." Jin says. I don't respond. Instead, I walk out of the bathroom. Jin follows me. "Navya, can you forgive me?" Jin asks. I turn around and raise an eyebrow. "Please?" Jin says. Then he pouts at me.
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He looked so cute! I couldn't stay mad at him. I sigh. "Fine. Jin, I forgive you. Your pout got the best of me." I say. "I knew you couldn't resist my pout. I do look pretty cute when I pout, don't I?" Jin asks. He puts his index finger and thumb on his chin. "Yes, you do. Now, get going. I'm tired after tonight." I say. "Okay, then. Good night." Jin says. He heads for the door and opens it. Then he stops. "One more thing." Jin says. "What?" I say. He comes back over to me, cups my face and kisses me. He breaks the kiss. "Another good night's kiss." Jin says. Then he winks. I smile. "Thanks. Now, shoo. Good night." I say. "Good night." Jin says. He closes the door and leaves. I sigh and change into my pajamas.
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I brush my teeth and get into to bed. I turn off the light and lay down. I couldn't stop thinking about what just happened today. "Man, was today amazing. I got to perform on stage for the first time. It was an amazing experience and I can't wait to do it again sometime. But, I wasn't expecting Jin and I to make out. Again. It just happens unexpectedly. Whatever. At least I enjoyed it. I got bruises, though. I just hope the other members didn't hear me moaning and groaning. I also hope that they don't notice my bruises again cause they've already found out once. They're probably gonna find out tomorrow. Anyway, today was crazy. I can't wait to see what tomorrow has in store for me." I thought. Then I remember. I take my phone and text Jin. I get a response back.
Me: Thanks for believing in me. You're an amazing boyfriend. 💜💜💜💜 Jin: Anytime. Also, Navya? Me: Yeah? Jin: I love you. 😘 Me: I love you, too, Jinnie. Jin: Good night. I'll see you tomorrow. Me: You too. Good night.
I put my phone down on the table and fall asleep.
The End.
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ktheist · 4 years ago
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FROM THIS POST
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
i do! it wasn't always like this before buy i'm glad my relationship with them improved <3
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?
me mom bc i luv her
03: Do you regret anything?
my wasted potential oof
04: Are you insecure?
who isn't?
05: What is your relationship status?
i'm taken!! by meeeeeee!!!
06: How do you want to die?
in my sleep because i won't notice i'm dying - or will i realize i died when i wake up? oof
07: What did you last eat?
a popia, i think it's a traditional food here.
08: Played any sports?
breathing is a sports
09: Do you bite your nails?
thankfully, no!
10: When was your last physical fight?
been a long while, last fight i remember is wrestling the tv remote from my bro and we were like kids and i'm old now ):
11: Do you like someone?
like someone i can potentially get or someone i can never? min yoongi and jeon jungkook ):
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
oof i don't think so but i might once i get desperate enough to take some adderall
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
at first i thought i don't but now that i really think about it, there's this one dude who, every time i think about him, makes me wanna puke bc of his shit hygiene and we got preeeeetty close at some point
14: Do you miss someone?
nopee
15: Have any pets?
my demons uwu
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
as of 15th dec, ya girl is tideeeee
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?
naw that shit nastyy
18: Are you scared of spiders?
TERRIFIED
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
yes omg
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?
at my ex's place before he left the country
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
work and sleep and hopefully sleep some more
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?
five is too many but i'll start off w one kitty and adopt more from there!!!
23: Do you have piercings? How many?
none, i'm a puthy ):
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
english / research / acadamia. potato potato yk
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?
i shudder at the idea of meeting people from my pasts lol
26: What are you craving right now?
i’m always craving for ramen!!
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
ig
28: Have you ever been cheated on?
yes and no? it didn’t feel like a real relationship lmao
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
i wouldn’t say make since i asked them about why they did sumn sketchy and they ended up crying
30: What’s irritating you right now?
the shitload of work that i have ):
31: Does somebody love you?
meeee and ig my parents luv me
32: What is your favourite colour?
maroon, deep blue and grey!!
33: Do you have trust issues?
omg yes how did you know
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
i don’t remember but i usually like my dreams bc it’s like watching a fantasy movie lmaooo
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
i don’t cry in front of people
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
i give out third chances lmaooooo
but ig it works out bc if they mess up after the third, then it’s bye bye for good bc they dead to me
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
to forget wooooooooo if you mess up then you’re dead to me 
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
nah bro its 2020
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
legal
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
outside like in public or just in my house? bc if the first, then neverrr
51: Favourite food?
ramen yumm
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
depends lol sometimes things just happen to inconvenience me and i don’t appreciate the person who caused it 
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
scroll my ipad
54: Is cheating ever okay?
depends lol, are you both cheating and aware of it? then yes. if only one party’s cheating and being sneaky? no i hope they get pooped by a bird every time they go out
55: Are you mean?
idk ): sum say i come off too strong but it’s only been them puthy ass men that’s said that
56: How many people have you fist fought?
my bro
57: Do you believe in true love?
yes for self-love and no for romantic kind of love, maybe for familial love
58: Favourite weather?
livin in a hot and humid country makes you appreciate the rain a bit more!!
59: Do you like the snow?
they look magical in tv!!
60: Do you wanna get married?
yea sure if the dude fits me. i don’t believe marriages are supposed to be a compromise, if you have to change something to fit the other, then that’s not really a good reason to keep being tgt for me.
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
eh it’s okay
62: What makes you happy?
sleeping!!
63: Would you change your name?
i would... to cara (;
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
idk man, i don’t have any problems but depends if they wanna ykwim?
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
noooooo best friends are best friends for a reason!!!
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
no but oh well i’m v comfortable w my girlfriends alr
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
uh, besides my dad and bro, ig this one friend from high school who’s like super chill
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
a friend on tumblr by the name of my fav day; rain ((((:
69: Do you believe in soulmates?
ig? i mean if they fit you then they fit you. 70: Is there anyone you would die for?
me mommy bc i appreciate her sm <3
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janexeu · 4 years ago
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     though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, JANE MÁRQUEZ is actually a descendent of HYPNOS. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-SIX year old DEMIGOD ELEMENTARY EDUCATION MAJOR from NEW ORLEANS, USA has taken after HER godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite SACRIFICIAL & STUBBORN.
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( she’s b-b-b-back on her bs : katya ! tis uhm ,,,, a lil bit of a chonk of an intro but ill try 2 b cute w it. any time u wanna yeet jus peep the gif again & forgive me bc Look At Her ! )
POWERS ( more info here )
hypnokinesis  — p much made her a glorified babysitter w lynch-esque wacko dreams. it got stronger naturally as she got older, but jus w herself n eventually the ppl shes real close w. its also gotten a lot better since comin to eonia 
seeing gods in dreams  — she doesnt hang out w em every fridays at tgifs but like ,,, if she had Pertinent Questions she cud smhw make it happen. found out abt her being a demigod at age 10 when she met hypnos
memory retrieval — shes got great memry of her own but bc she knows it can help w grief n all that, shes been learnin in eonia how to do it 4 others if they mayb wanted it
BIO POINTS 
her single ma died during childbirth so jane's been in the foster care system since 5ever. attempts at reunification nvr worked out but thankfully she got real lucky w her group home and foster families. twas stable enough to not emotionally scar her even further but the instability of it all was fosho a big ol’ lot and has influenced her rigidness in sum aspects of her life
she lived p much as a mortal even tho her powers r a lil freaky. never went to camp but it worked out bc all her abilities r internal and cannot be Perceived by others. she had a talk w hypnos abt what 2 do n he mentioned camps but also gave sum monster avoidance tips ( like rarely use ur powers, maybe learn self defense, yada yada ) n she jus ,,, did that so she cud continue livin real normal w the mortals. logistics of camp stressed her out esp bc shes livin w non-family n stuff yk it was All Too Much, miss her w the added demigod stress tyvm
got married at 23 to her childhood sweetums luis, but he ,,, died abt a yr later fr a car accident. coma for 2 weeks n jane p much slept the entire time in his hospital room, visitin his dreams n talkin to him. twas a life support sitch so they eventually decided to pull da plug whch was real sad but like she's processed it 2 da best of her abilities. her powers helped a lot in the coping too n she visits memories of him in her dreams smtms when it gets real sad then shes ok again bc life goes on n life is pretty uwu
bc of her bg round kids of all kinds, shes always been passionate abt em. always takin babysittin/tutor gigs and went to community college so she cud teach n then worked as an elem teacher. only started considerin goin 2 eonia 4 postgrad when she had a student who showed signs n strugglez of bein a demigod. she eventually got to talk to their godly parent 2 confirm n she was shocked pikachu meme, real concerned for all those youngins who hav no clue what to do ! or how to cope ! bc they cant facetime w the olympians lyk she can ! so cue her discussin eonia w luis a lot then a year after the accident, broke out the pro-con list again. took abt *checks watch* another yr til she finally decided to zoom 2 athens but then whoosh she did !
PERSONALITY
yearning ? idk her — shes can be a bit of a take it as is typa chick. can be a lil literal jsksj not dumb but like ,,, def doesnt read into things enuff to pine n long n year yk. some things might def fly over her head. she says Yes To Serotonin in this house. she dk the the mitskis n the sikens n the carsons ; its all mary oliver up in this joint. we just tryna luv life n be grateful folkz
le freak, say chic ! — control freak, that is. growin up in an unstable envi meant shed cling 2 stability n independence, wrvr she cud get it. so when it comes 2 the way she does things, she can be real a heel digger. also bc she has 2 deal w kids yk so it can b A Lot n shes v stern lyk dat. ofc she wont infantilize the eonians .,,,. or will she ? big sis vibes outta control. she means well tho always always means well. itll also b v hard to get her 2 giv up on sum1 bc life ? she luvs it n knows u can too
changes by david bowie — is decidedly skipped on the playlist. she doesnt like change !!! i mean she knows its inevitable but still not entire unavoidable. ever since she got out of the system, shes had a partner n her own way of doing things n its been workin out so why change it yk ? she says time may change me but jokes on u i can sorta trace time 
rip but im different — this goes out to all em whores in this house. she respectz ur hustle but like ,,,, not her thang. girl doesnt even get drunk when she drinks bc she doesnt rlly drink sksjsk doesnt like the taste of it, big baby ! but like she's Lived, its more like. ok tried it, not for me. thanks tho. also for all the meanies in the house, y’all perplex her. shes empathetic n wont show the judgement but smtms shes lowkey lyk .,., ur how old n u had all this goin 4 u n ur still so rotten ? how u actin like a 7yo w a trantrum ? scratch head, make it make sense
at least u tried — dad jokes, bad puns, tries to be big jokester but isn't funny. she's pretty tho so she gets away with it. idk wht else 2 say ur honor. shes the type thatll embarrass u w affection
well that was Awkward — probably sum1 abt her if  they see her actin a Fool bc shes in a foreign sitch or topic. when shes a fish outta water then she can be so ! easily ! flustered ! which is p much her in eonia. shes not new new but theres way 2 much godly shennanigans for her to wrap her head ‘round n sis has never gone to camp so its ice bucket challenge level shock from time to time still w da magics n lore
til death do us part — yknow when death cab for cutie said i knew that u wer a truth i wud rather lose than 2 hav nvr lain beside at all ? how abt when they wrecked me by rudely sayin love is watching sum1 die ? yes ? no ? nywy thats jane 4 ya. if she loves then shes in and if shes in then she is all in, luke danes stylez
was that a vivid enough picture or did i just word vom the same things agen n agen sjksjs jus know shes cute n sweet if a lil frustrating n annoying bc shes stubbornpants mcgee. may or may not have a slight compulsion to help fix other ppl ..,,.. someone set her str8 n tell her fix u by coldplay isnt it !!!  
OTHER INFO 
5′9″ born 4 october 1994, virgo sun n moon
not a freshie ! idk how long her program is but like ,,, lets ignore that 4 now ok jus kno that she been here a while
yogi & boxing enthusiast back at home. hc her mans got real into the martial arts w her when hypnos told her she gotta learn how 2 defend so that was one of their things : bonding by workouts so jane cud protecc herself if need be
her maiden name’s jane fulton. got her mommas surname but the name jane ? thats some jane doe bs some rando picked out for her which she hated at first but then seeing tarzan made her go hmmm, ok bet !
lgbtq+ alliance president ! identifies as pan
she met her late hubbie when they were abt 7ish, real friends 2 lovers cuteness. jane was there for him throughout his entire coming out & transition ergo her passion for the community esp queer kids bc she was That Cis Ally for her mans. wears her ring as a real lowkey necklace now
shes also real passionate abt sleep. will ask u how did u sleep last night p much every day u see her bc ppl spend like half their lives asleep catherine ofc shes gonna ask
her fave thing abt eonia ?  the whole siblings bit. shes had 2 make do w what she got n build a family from scratch so this ? she luvs it a lot let her give u kithes hypnos babies
shes p well versed in the greek thingies but only thru the knowledge mortals gets + dream info. after her realizin who she is, all things ancient greek jus sorta became her niche interest ykwim ? shes not like Super Learned abt it more like ,,, ok i gotta at least make Sum sense outta all this, gotta learn what i can. imagin how embarrassin it wud b 2 see a god in ur dream n then go : sorry to this man. nope. not jane, not her, nuh-uh 
luv languages : words, acts of service, physical touch !
useless hcs but she loves disney sfm ok. smtms dresses up as princess tiana for bday parties n shit bc shell do nythin 2 put a smile on the kids n babs faces
ya like jazz ? bc jane surely does ! adores motown & 60s music. nina simone owns her. no one drag peggy lee from 101 dalmatians ! not an important hc but i jus wanted to quote my bubble butt winged bee lover barry
POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS
children ! infants ! babies !
demigods that make her scratch head damn u live like this ? but also wud knife emoji to protect n care for. shes not the oldest on campus but shes been livin independently p much her entire life so she finks shes got a tight grasp on the myth that is Adulting  
srsly tho the Big Sis vibes is off the charts w this one. shell perserve u dumdums
baddie influencies !
convince her 2 get drunk at a party ! bc she never does. convince her to maybe try drugs ! or go hook up ! do smths impulsive idk jus smth new !
gl tho bc shes not rlly ,,, easily influenced But she can b reasoned w ! in general i fink its just gonna be a fun dynamic if y/m knows how to coax sum wildness outta her or w/e bc thotty yummy theyre hotty yolo rzning jus wont do w this gal. will most likely get argumentative like a big ol momma hen but if u win then ur winning big
Sleep Now or forever hold ur peace !
idk sum1 she helps w their messy sleep ? shes def not super public w it, surely knows her other siblings r Better at it but if  y’all are close, she probs enjoys doin it 4 ya. she runs her hair thru fingers a lot when she does it. like a lot a lot unless u tell her to get lost
lover boi, lover gorl, lover enby !
she can be a lil traditional when it comes to how she views rels. she wants all that meetcute courting bs ! no gender roles tho n u best be sure shes not constantly comparin w her late hubbie ,,, but she jus wants smth magical n 2 be wooed again yk ?
so yea ,,, crushers mayhaps ? sum1 who is tryin 2 woo her ? sum1 she had a meetcute w and now janes got lowkey heart eyes for em ? idk lotsa possiblities but pls keep in mind she is not good at the flirtings so hav mercy on her 
eonia tour guide !
or jus friends who like ,,, constnatly fill her in w all the godly stuff n whatnot. years of not goin 2 camps mean u miss out on a lot ! explore ruins w her n get her info her mortal educ didnt make her privy 2 yk 
head real empty atm i will think of sum n let y’all know when i do, but give us all the conekshunz. friends, enemies, the usual bit, lgbtq alliance peeps, lmk whats up whats done whats cookin we want it all
( shes p much a new muse n da result of me tryna bring in an emotionally healthy kid to this sad sad university. janes in a v good well-adjusted place rn n is my therapy muse bc that other bitch m** is a messy handful. but wbk life aint linear so mayhaps shit’ll hit da fan or one of y/m will ruin her lmfao press f pls ! but also color me eyes emoji bc we love to see it )
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neerasrealm · 4 years ago
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STAN LAUGHING DAD AT ALL TIMES dkfkkdkdkdkskd MY HEART IS FLUTTERING!!!!!!!! i promise this is the last request (maybe ffkfkd) pls PLS PRETTY PLS do sum where one of the twins has a secret boyfriend and suddenly starts to wear a bunch of makeup and style her hair all pretty and lj ends up finding out by seeing them together KFKFKDKDK IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN I LOVE YOU BYE
LAUGHING! DAD! LAUGHING! DAD! HIM DEALING WITH TEENAGE DAUGHTERS IS SO FUNNY TO ME I LOVE DOING THIS. I decided to use the names Juliette and Jasmine for these two (as suggested by another anon). This isn’t relevant but. hc that the daughter from the second story where jack had to comfort one of them was Juliette. Lowkey im making entire personalities for these two god help me enjoy :)
Laughing Jack thought of himself as a pretty good dad. He was loving and supportive of his two girls, and always had their backs. They were happy to go to him and tell him everything, and in return he always told them he loved them and supported them no matter what. But of course, he didn’t force them to do any of that. It was a matter of mutual love, mutual trust. Jack wasn’t an overbearing father, in fact, he was quite relaxed. He knew his girls could hold their own, and they lived in a mansion full of demons and serial killers! If anyone decided to pick on the girls, they’d live (and probably die) to regret it. So when he heard footsteps creeping down the stairs behind where he sat in his big comfy armchair, and someone tip-toeing towards the front door, he wasn’t expecting it to actually be one of his two twin daughters.
He looked over at the girl as she quietly creeped towards the front door. She was dressed in a red leather jacket, and under it Jack could see she was wearing a short black skirt and fishnet stockings along with red high heels he couldn’t remember seeing before. Her hair was done up elaborately, and she’d even curled it. Jack blinked in surprise for a moment before smiling and arching a brow. ‘’...Jasmine?’’ he called out. The girl jumped and whirled around to stare at her. Looking at her face, Jack could see she’d taken the time to put makeup on. She wore some simple red eyeshadow, black mascara and some sparkly red lipstick. Jack also noted her contour, which made her cheekbones look sharper and more noticeable than normal. He looked her over for a moment and smiled. ‘’Ye look good!’’ he finally chirped. He had to admit, he felt a bit of secondhand pride. He had been the one to first teach both of his girls about makeup and hairstyling, so seeing her do something so elaborate all by herself brought a smile to his face. 
‘’Oh er- t-thanks da.’’ she stammered out, shifting nervously on her feet. She forced a smile. Jack chuckled a bit, thinking she was just embarrassed at the compliment. 
‘’Ya ‘eaded somewhere?’’
‘’Oh! Uh- yeh, yeh I’m er- goin’ ta see some friends.’’ she replied quickly. Jack nodded. Oh, friends! Odd...normally his daughters told him a little bit in advance if they were planning to go out- but maybe it was just a spur of the moment thing. Besides, she’d already gone through all the effort of dressing up and making herself look so nice, Jack certainly wasn’t going to keep her home!
‘’Ah! Awrigh’ then,’’ he turned back to the TV show he’d been watching. ‘’Ave fun, luv.’’ 
‘’Thanks da.’’ Jasmine smiled a bit and walked more confidently towards the door. Jack glanced at her and frowned.
‘’...’ey kiddo?’’ he suddenly said. She paused and looked over her shoulder at him, looking worried. ‘’...do ye need money?’’ he gave her a wide smile and reached into his puffy sleeve. Before his daughter could even mumble out a flustered ‘nah, I’m okay’, he pulled out a couple paper bills and stretched his arm over to her. She smiled gently and took the money. ‘’Buy yerself lunch ‘er somefink, awrigh’ swee’ear’?’’ 
‘’Yes da.’’ she gently tucked the bills into the pocket of her jacket and looked up at him again. She smiled a bit wider. ‘’See ya la’er.’’
‘’Ave fun!’’ Jack called back. He settled back down into his chair, content with himself. Just as he was relaxing again, he was interrupted by a second voice at the top of the stairs.
‘’...ye le’ ‘er go ou’ lookin’ like tha’??’’ 
Jack looked up at the sound of his second daughter’s voice. He looked up at her and frowned. ‘’Yeh?’’ he tilted his head. ‘’Somefink wrong?’’
‘’No, i’s jus’ tha’ she’s goin’ on a da’e is all…’’ Juliette leaned nonchalantly against the wall, smirking a bit as she spoke. 
‘’...a da’e?’’
‘’Yeh. Wiv a boy, y’know, nofink big.’’ Jack stared at her in astonishment. ‘’No’ tha’ big a deal, she only spent two ‘ours doin’ ‘er ‘air up an’ lookin’ all nice fer’im.’’
Jack stood up quickly and stared at her. ‘’Well- who is ‘e?? Do I know ‘im?’’
‘’E’s tha’ scrawny lad tha’ works a’ th’ music shop in town.’’ she examined her nails as she spoke. ‘’She’s fancied ‘im since she me’ ‘im. No idea why, ‘e’s kinda spo’y.’’
Jack frowned and looked at the ground. Ohh, he knew who she was talking about. A boy with wispy, greasy blonde hair and a nose ring who always seemed a little out of it. Your typical teenager. He was just surprised he’d never put two and two together and realised his own daughter liked him. He’d always thought she was just really into music. ‘’Do ye know where they went off ta?’’
‘’Mmm…’’ she spent a long, long moment thinking about it. ‘’I fink she mentioned th’ place bu’...I can’t qui’e remember i’.’’ she gave her dad a mischievous grin. Jack groaned and reached into his sleeve, pulling out another thirty dollars. He stretched his arm up and the girl grabbed the notes, smiling in satisfaction. She was a smart one, Jack would give her that. ‘’Th’ shoppin’ centre in town. Fink they mentioned ge’in lunch an’ summat.’’ 
‘’Righ’.’’ Jack turned on his heel and towards the door. ‘’I’m g’nna go er- check on yer sister-’’ 
‘’Don’t le’ ‘er see ya. Jus’ stalk ‘er from a distance.’’
‘’Thanks luv I will.’’ 
Jack walked quickly across town to the local mall. He stuck to backstreets and kept his eyes peeled for his daughter. He almost thought he wouldn’t find her until, when leaning out from behind a trash can, his eyes spotted a red leather jacket in the crowd. He gasped and stared at her. Alright, alright, calm down. He wasn’t going to storm over and tell her off- she was in love. Kids in love do stupid things, and hey, maybe this boy was nice! Maybe he was like her dashing Romeo- actually no that'd be more fitting for his other daughter Juliette...Aladdin then? Wasn't Aladdin a thief who lied about being rich though? Jack definitely didn't want someone like that dating his daughter…
OH WAIT HE’S HERE- Jack’s eyes widened as the boy walked up to his beloved daughter. He examined him carefully. The two just waved a bit in greeting as he casually walked up to her. They talked for a little bit before walking off towards the entrance to the mall. Perfectly innocent, right? WRONG! The ungrateful daughter stealer hadn’t even brought flowers! He wouldn’t even hold her hand as they walked! Not to mention his outfit. A red and white baseball cap, a track jacket of the same colours, black jeans that were ripped and old worn trainers. Also in red and white. Would it be too much for him to even put on the tiniest bit of lipstick? Honestly! Jack wasn’t a romantic but he knew low effort when he saw it. Honestly, men these days…
But fine, fine. He’d give the boy another chance. Maybe he forgot the flowers at home and maybe he thought the dress code was casual. No biggie, no biggie. He slinked over to the mall’s entrance and slipped inside. He stayed hidden in the crowd- or- as hidden as a giant monochrome clown could be. Things seemed pretty normal. The two of them walked along, talking calmly. The boy seemed to be laughing a lot, which made Jack proud. If someone was going to date his daughter, they had to have a sense of humour. He followed them into various stores. A record shop, a Hot Topic, Claire’s and a couple other places. They seemed to get along good, though Jack couldn’t hear very much of their conversations. He’d listened to them talk excitedly in the record shop about music, and in Claire’s he’d watched them mess around trying on accessories. They were...cute. They made a good couple and seeing the way his daughter laughed and grinned, and the way the boy blushed in her presence- it made Jack soften. He was wrong about this boy...he made his daughter happy, really happy, and he was more than happy to let them be together.
As he followed after them a few feet behind, his eyes stayed locked on their hands. They were holding hands. Jack was over the moon at that. His little girl was in love! Her first date was going good! He watched from a little bit away as they sat down at a food court. Once he was sure they were settled in and stuck into both their lunch and conversation, he wandered over and took a seat a little bit away where he could keep watching them. 
And then...Jasmine glanced to her side, just for a moment, and then snapped her head over to him. Her eyes locked with her father’s from across the food court and slowly, a look of horror crossed her face. She looked quickly to her date before he could notice something was wrong and stood up from her chair. Jack watched her say something to him before calmly walking away. As she got closer to where her dad sat though, her strides became angrier, and her face more enraged. Jack gulped.
Oh no.
She stopped calmly in front of his table and folded her arms. It was silent for a long, tense moment. ‘’E-ey swee’ear’.’’ Jack murmured, forcing a smile.
‘’Wha’ are ye doin’ ‘ere?’’ Jasmine growled back. 
‘’I wuz jus’ checkin’ on ye, ‘onest!’’
‘’Checkin’ on me?!’’ she snapped back. ‘’Stalkin’ me more like!’’
‘’Well ye’re th’ one tha’ didn’ tell me ye were da’in’ some’ne!’’
‘’Becuz I knew ye’d pull this crap!’’ Jasmine looked about ready to hit her father. It honestly wouldn’t surprise him if she did. ‘’I’m no’ a li’le girl! I can do wha’ I want! Juliette has a fella and ye don’t do this wiv ‘er!’’
‘’Tha’s diff’ren’-’’
‘’She’s the one tha’ told ya abou’ this, isn’t she?’’
Jack hesitated for a moment. ‘’...yeh.’’
‘’I’m g’nna kill tha’ poxy ra’!’’ she buried her face in her hands and groaned. Jack reached up and patted her shoulder gently. She looked up at him, still glaring.
‘’...I like ye’re boyfrien’. ‘E seems nice.’’ He murmured gently. ‘’I jus’ wanted ta make sure i’ went okay...yous’re a cu’e couple.’’ he smiled up at her. Jasmine paused for a moment before sighing.
‘’Ye’re such a fockin’ eejit, da.’’ she muttered. Jack laughed gently and pulled his hand away. He stood up from his chair. ‘’...ye mean i’ abou’ ‘im?’’
He nodded. ‘’I do.’’ he smiled down at her. ‘’Tell ye wha’, I’ll go back on ‘ome an’ pretend I didn’ see any ‘f this. Ye can keep goin wiv yer da’e an’ f’rge’ abou’ me.’’
Jasmine stared at him for a moment before smiling gently. ‘’Fine.’’ she sighed. She stepped back from him. ‘’Ge’ ou’a ‘ere b’fore ‘e sees me talkin’ ta ya. Don’ wanna make ‘im mee’ th’ folks on th’ first da’e.’’
Jack laughed and nodded. ‘’Alrigh’,’’ he pat her head once more before stepping away from her. ‘’Ave fun, luv.’’
‘’I will, da.’’
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en-theheights · 4 years ago
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My live reaction to episode 8:
I decided I wanted to blog out how I feel while I watch the episode so I got my tissues and my milkshake and I’m ready to go!
- PREVIOUSLY ALREADY GOT MY EYES WATERING
- the theme song is a whole bop honestly
- side note: PATRICK WARD IS SO FINE, LIKE IM REALLY SIMPING OVER HERE🥴
- HUN THOSE BICEPS JESUS
- Dillon trying to look good for Elliot question mark??
- ELLIOT PURPOSEFULLY LOOKING NICE. GURLL
- HES SMILING SO BIG AT ELLIOT
- STOP ELLIOT IS BEING SO SUPPORTIVE 😭😭
- I don’t like Liam but I do feel bad for the kid
- Dillon is so precious like omg. I luv him so much
- OMG IS LIAM GOING TO HEAR THEM TALKING
- OH SHOOT
- OH NO NO NO
- OH SHIT HE TOUCHED HIS HAND OH SHIT LIAM SAW OH SHIT
- THE LOOK. AHH HE LIKES ELLIOT STOP I CANT BREATHE
- LIAM YOU LITTLE SHIT
- DILLON IS SO CRUSHING OOOO LORD
- WAIT ELLIOT’S LEAVING?????? Huhhhh
- Elliot don’t you dare
- of course a cliffhanger
- GOD I HATE HIS DAD FUCK HIM
- 😦😦😦😦😦😦😦😦😦😦 LIAM WTF
- nervmind fuck Liam
- AHHHHHH LIAM WTFFFFFFFFF
- Dillon looks so scared stop Liam please!!!!!😭😭
- Dillon’a denying it😭😭
- “I thought they were going to kiss for a second” BITCH IM BALLING STOOOOOOOPPPPPPP
- IM CRYING STOP
- I HATE THE DAD. FUCK ALL AND ANY DAD LIKE THIS
- him blaming it on Ruby’s parents FUCK YOU
- “you won’t be doing it under my roof” IS HE KICKING DILLON OUT STOP WTF
- he just kick Dillon out. I’m not okay
- HE JUST DISOWNED WITFFFFFFFF
- LIAM DON’T TRY TO STOP IT NOW
- DONT CRY DILLON STOPPPPPPPPPO NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- if Liam tells someone else I will literally turn it off
- as if I care about Liam right now
- he’s about to come out to Jamie AaHhhHh
- nvm
- Elliot is really leaving ouch
- OUCH
- ELLIOT STOP HE TOLD RUBY DAMN IT
- but she’s nice though
- FUCK YOU LIAM YOU BULLSHIT LITTLE TWERP
- fuck you dad!!!!!!
- “just you and me now” FUXKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUU
- NO DONT LEAVE ELLIOT STOP
- the mom was at least supportive
- they hugged ouch my heart ❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭
- WAIT I PAUSED IT CAUSE HE TURNED BACK AROUND OMG ARE THEY GOING TO KISSS
- STOP OKAY ITS BEEN 5 MINUTES AND I STILL HAVEN’T UNPAUSED IT!!!
- STOP I WONT BE ABLE TO TAKE IT
- *breathes dramatically*
- okay girl they didn’t kiss girl I almost flipped every table in my house.
- THE DAD IS PONDERING HIS ACTION. AS HE SHOULD
Okay so that episode was crazy. I never cried this hard in my life Jesus. The fact that Jamie was only in it for like maybe 5 minutes is BEWILDERING me right now. This show really gives zero fucks about making everything always centered around Jamie and I love it. Once again Disney needs to take some notes. That was such a POWERFUL EPISODE. I kept my expectations low just because of how I was always let down with Andi Mack, but JESUS THIS SHOW SURPASSED WHAT I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE LIKE. Once again this show just sums up that ANDI MACK COULD NEVER!
Now that I’ve calm down a little I’m not as mad at Liam and his dad, but they’re both still little bitches. The dad disowning his son, Liam tattletaling on him, like I wasn’t breathing throughout that whole scene. I know if it were me, I wouldn’t react like that, but for some parents it does come as a shock so maybe I can justify SOME of his actions for now, BUT it doesn’t change the fact that he kicked his son out and disowned him. But I feel like the dad’s storyline is more so targeted towards the parents that watch Jamie Johnson, rather than the kids. This is going to hopefully teach them how NOT to react if their kids come out to them, and just teach them how to be a better parent. Liam is young and he feels like he’s always in the limelight of his brother, so that’s definitely why he told their dad, and you can see that he regretted it when he kicked Dillon out. Elliot telling ruby was not the best way to go about things, but I’m glad she’s supportive. With Elliot leaving, I guess I am glad that he has a friend that knows at least.
So Dillon and Elliot obviously have a connection, but I don’t think the show will continue with Elliot’s story, or even a possible relationship between them. Hopefully they’ll bring in somebody new cause Dillon still deserves a happy relationship.
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spideybbg · 5 years ago
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Everything
summary: ur in luv. u smoke sum weed. that’s it. that’s the story.
warnings: well...le marijuanas...and swearing bc ??
a/n: i jus wanna smoke w/ someone i love :( anyways my brain doesn’t work so proofreading just isn’t a thing also the code for line breaks makes my head hurt so i couldn’t figure that out lol
words: 1.1k
"Take me to your river,
I wanna go."
You're like sunlight, a breath of fresh air after being held under water for far too long. You're soft and warm against his skin, white rays of gentle comfort. He looks at you like art, noticing every fine detail, as if your eyes were crafted galaxies and each star was placed with purpose. You're real, like the wind he feels against him when he walks down the street, like the cold air that pricks his skin when he gets out of bed in the morning. You make the sinking feeling go away. You're everything.
You look at the sky and think of him. They way his lips are so soft against your skin it reminds you of the angels in heaven, the way one touch can make everything else melt away. You think of his laugh, how you love seeing him happy. You think of his voice, how you adore the way your name sounds rolling off his tongue. You think about how he deserves the world, and how much you want to be the one to give it to him.
It's dark, ash falling near your feet while you exhale. Whether the sparkles you see are planes or stars, you don't care, you'll still stare at them forever from your place on the roof. The smoke filling your lungs holds your attention, distracting from the sound of footsteps behind you. You like watching the grey clouds float through the air before disappearing, feeling the fuzziness cloud your brain, feeling everything get a bit lighter.
"Hey," he sits beside you, sides touching and warmth radiating from his body as he motions for you to pass it. You oblige, of course, smoking paper traveling from your small hand to his slender fingers. When he brings it to his lips you can't help but admire the way his jaw clenches whenever he takes a hit, and how he squints a little whenever he breathes in, still not used to the burning. You let yourself get lost in his features, the slopes and curves of his face, and how it seems like god himself had crafted this boy's bone structure. His sneakers are muddy and a bit worn, like yours, but you're left wondering how someone can look so good in sweats and a hoodie.
"You're pretty," you tell him simply, taking a hand and running it through his hair with an expression of pure adoration.
He smiles, looking up at the night sky and trying to will the blush on his cheeks away. It makes your heart flutter, unable to get angry at the fact that you're utterly whipped, "I'm supposed to be telling you that," he nudges your side, eyes finally connecting and all you can do is get lost in his stare. He can't describe the contentedness that he feels in your presence, how your mere existence is enough to take away the weight crushing his chest. With your red eyes and goofy smile, he's looking at the girl sitting besides him and seeing his universe.
"We're both pretty," your head falls to his shoulder, gaze going across the buildings in front of you as a cool gust of wind blows your hair around, "just a couple of hotties smokin' a joint."
"Casual," he proclaims, taking another hit.
"Casual," you retort, swinging your legs to rest over his lap. You take the burning white roll from him, bringing it back to your lips as he places his hands atop your thighs.
"That sweatshirts nice," you drawl, breathing out, "would be a shame if someone were to...take it."
"I'm actually pretty good friends with the Avengers, they'd get it back for me," of course he's going to give it to you.
"Really? My boyfriend knows them too," he likes hearing you call him that.
"Yeah?" He smirks at you, quirking an amused brow. He could listen to you talk forever. Whether it be about your favorite show, some dumb shit your friend did, the weather, the economy, communism, you could say anything and he'd just sit there, soaking it up like a sponge.
"Yeah, he never shuts the fuck up about it," you reply matter of factly, scrunching up your face.
The boy just chuckles, rolling his eyes, "I hate you," he coughs, shaking his head, but he can feel himself smiling. It's a smile that only appears with you.
"You wish," smoke flows out along with your sentence, hazing the air between you before it gets blown away. You only sit with each other, no words yet it is anything but silent. You let the moment blanket you, looking at him against the backdrop of the city, as if it's a canvas and he's the focus of the foreground. In this moment you feel like you're almost gazing upon a renaissance painting, each stroke filled with purpose, colors worn with time and endless stories.
"I love you," you want to paint the sky with him, create a whole new world and live in it, just you two. When he turns to you and witnesses the look behind your eyes, so raw and tender, he feels as though he's holding your heart in his hand. He's never been so grateful to receive something his whole life, he's never wanted to protect something so badly his whole life. You're soft, like drizzling rain and sun shining through windows in the morning.
His fingers take your chin as you stare up at him, bringing your lips to his. It's home, safety and peace, it's one of the only things in your life that actually feels right. It's all you've ever wanted and all you'll ever need. This boy is it for you.
"You're everything," the breathiness in his voice after you both pull away makes your knees weak, heart squeezing at the sincerity dripping from every word. He knows no one else will ever make him feel this way, he knows he'll never love someone else the way he loves you. He thanks all the powerful creators that could possibly exist every night, wondering what he could have ever done to deserve such a girl. The way you think, the things you say, it enamors him everyday. They say you can't pull someone out of water when you're drowning yourself, but you did. You slipped through the cracks in his walls without even trying, from the moment he first laid eyes on you he knew. Knew he'd never deny you anything, knew he'd spend the rest of his life falling at your feet.
You were both hurting, and you both made it hurt a little bit less.
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granills · 5 years ago
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Always there / Alex Turner
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The coffee's already gone bad by now as you flicked the pages of the magazine, checking your horoscope and thinking about how on earth you could be "successful" based on just star constellations.
These days weren't new to you. Sometimes you felt bad when you were left all alone in the house. Your roommate had gone somewhere, Alex was on tour and the cloudy weather outside seemed to make you feel even sadder. Raindrops didn't want to stop hitting against your window, with every sound reminding you that you were alone. You usually loved rain, but not on this particular day when everything seemed to go against you.
You rolled up in your blanket on the couch and if earlier you could hold back your tears, now the tears burst forth, spilling down your face as if you were a little girl who'd lost her candy cane. But aren't adults the same kids? Just grown-up.
Minutes of sobbing past, broken apart by short pauses for breaths, you heard your phone was calling. The phone stopped calling right when you decided to go and pick it up already. Seeing the name on your phone made your heart melt and pound a little. You had missed 3 calls from Alex and 1 text message. Wiping the tears away you decided to phone him, but Alex always knew whether you'd cried or not and you didn't wanna let him know. While you were wondering when was the right time to call him, Alex had made it for you, the picture of him illuminating on your phone. You rushed to pick up the phone - it was a video call - and held your phone that way so he couldn't see half of your face.
"Y/n, I was worried. Is everythin' okay?" The familiar voice filled your ears, only making it worse for you 'cause you missed him.
"Yeah, everything is okay. I was cleaning the room, I hadn't heard the phone ringing." You let your hair fall over your face because you could tell it's become red from crying.
Alex smiled. "Always busy, my babeh."
"When are you coming back? Say hello for me to the boys." You forced a smile.
"Will do, darlin'. Dunno couple of days I thin'. Y/n, is everythin' realleh okay?" If he asks that one more time you might lose it and cry in front of him.
"Yeah, I told you." Why is it so goddamn hard to do the simple thing?
"Y/n, look at me." Shit.
You pretended you were busy with something and showed only half of your face to the camera. "Yeah. What?"
"Can yeh pick up the phone propelleh an' look at me?" He sounded serious. And you thought there was no point hiding that, not when you could barely hold your tears back.
Not saying anything, you held the phone opposite from you. You saw your face in a small window on the screen. He wasn't dumb, by your messy hair and red eyes anyone could understand.
"Wha' 'appened, mi luv? Were yeh cryin'? Tell me." He held the phone closer to his face like he could reach to you.
"It's nothing, Alex. Really. I was just alone here, all by myself. It happens sometimes, I feel empty and sad and so I sort of got a little..." You really tried to hold them back, you felt the muscles of your chin tremble like a small child. You thought you could hold yourself up, be stronger, but you just... collapsed. "I'm so sorry. I feel so stupid."
Alex was looking around, talking with some people. He had heard you and already decided to leave everything right then and there and get back to you. Nothing mattered to him, he knew he should be with you right now, his only wish was to get to you.
"Y/n," he went back to the phone, "Listen teh me. Go get sum sleep. Get sum sleep, I'll be the' in the morning."
"Wh- Alex?" You couldn't believe he'd just cancelled all his concerts because of you. "You can't.."
"I'll be there tomorrow, babeh, now go get sum sleep, eh?" He assured you and you couldn't say anything but nod.
The curtains added a strange glow to the morning light. The dawn sun peeked through a misty screen of clouds, painting the sky a mix of oranges with greys. You breathed in deeply. A new day has begun. Another cloudy day.
Not wanting to open your eyes, you turned your head to the side only to feel someone's touch on your face. You opened your eyes a little and saw Alex crouching down next to you, his hand stroking your hair.
"Alex?" You muttered under your nose.
"Good mornin', mi luv."
"Alex!" You jumped out of the bed, where you had fallen sleep, and found yourself in his arms, you sunk into the warmth of his body. It felt as if when you were in his arms all your pain went away, the depressing pain. Your eyes dripped with tears. "I missed you so much."
"I missed yeh too darlin'."
He pulled you closer to him, his embrace was warm, something that felt right, smelt right. The room somehow seemed warmer in his presence, his strong arms holding your fragile body.
"Is mi little bird still sad?" He asked.
"A little." You murmured with a tiny sigh.
"Move, le' me get under tha' blanket, too." He chuckled.
You moved to your side of the bed and once he laid next to you you snuggled up to him. You felt strong arms wrapped around your shoulders, his chest rising and falling against you.
"Yeh said it 'appens often? Yeh feel sad?" He stroked your hair.
You nodded. A single tear slid down from your eyes. You felt hypocritical for letting Alex drop everything and come to you only because of your uncontrollable sadness.
"I feel even worse now. You had to fly all the way here."
"I couldn't help it. You din' expect me to continue the concert knowing tha' my princess is 'ere all alone an' cries all day."
He let you pull away, blinking lashes heavy with tears, before you collapsed again. Salty drops fell from your chin, drenching his black shirt.
"Alright. Yeh wanna cry, tha's okay. I'm jus gunna hold yeh while yer cryin'." He kissed your head. "Alright, but I'm gunna tell yeh a story."
You hugged him tighter, burying your face in his chest.
"Yeh see when princesses get sad, everything in the world starts to go wrong. When a single tear rolls down a princess's eye, the world just collapses. Flowers stop growing, trees, plants, everything. Even the weather gets worse when the princess is sad 'erself. See when she cries, the clouds start teh cry, too." Alex looked down at you to see if you had stopped crying and maybe had fallen asleep already, but what he saw made him smile and he barely kept himself from laughing. It was just too adorable.
You had stopped crying and were intently listening to every his word while your eyes wandered somewhere around his shirt.
"Bu' it only takes one smile of the princess to make everythin' bloom again," he continued, "She smiles and the sky turns slowly bright again letting the sun peek through the clouds."
"So," he brought his hand to your chin and lifted it up to see your face, "mi princess, will yeh give me tha' smile?"
You couldn't help but giggle. "What? You're telling me this just to cheer me up."
"Nope. It is a true story. Yeh jus' 'ave teh believe me." He answered and you laughed for the first time in days.
"Tha's mi good girlie. An' listen, from now on you gunna come with me on mi tours."
"I have a university to attend, Alex. If you haven't forgotten." You sighed softly.
"Well, I'm not talking 'bout term time, you have to study. I'm talking 'bout now, when you're on vacation."
"Wait, you're saying that I'm coming to Paris with you? Like now? So you didn't cancel your concerts!" You lifted on your elbows. There was that purity, that naivety that he liked in you so much.
"Well, no. I didn't. I was planning to come here and take you with me. What are you saying, mon coeur? You, me, Paris?"
You stared at him in awe. Your smile growed, you wanted to jump for joy. And you did, nearly making Alex fall off the bed. "I'm saying 'yes'." You whispered into his mouth. Not waiting for another second, he captured your lips with his in a long kiss.
"Wha' else can I do for mi princess?"
"I want you to sing me." You looked up at him.
"Sing you? Hmm.. which song?"
"I want you to sing that part in sweet dreams," you said dreamily.
"Tha' part? You're very precise 'bout yer requess', darlin'." He chuckled.
"Well, you know what I'm talking about. That exact part."
"I know wha' part you're talking 'bout. You're just lucky to 'ave a boyfriend who understands yeh immediately."
"Yeah, like 'tongue in a nostril'?" You said quoting the song.
"Well, tha's the thin' tha' only yeh and mi understand, tha's our song."
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dailydianakko · 5 years ago
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Undying Au-Fuck
help.
I woke up the next day in my coffin. I walked out of it and put on some black eyeliner, black eyesharrow, blood-bed lipstick and a black really low-cut leather dress that was all ripped and in stripes so you could see my belly. I was wearing a skull belly ring with black and red diamonds inside it. (Da night before Diana and I rent back to the skull (geddit skull koz im goffik n I like deth). Holbrooke chased Pool away. We flew there on our brooms. Mine was black and the broom-stuff was blood-red. There was lace all over it. Diana had a black MCR boom. We went back to our rooms and we had you-know-what to a Linkin Park song.) Well anyway I went down to the Grate Hall. There all da walls were painted black and da tables were black too. But you fould see that there was pink pant underneath the black pant. And there were pastors of poser bands everywhere, like Ashlee Simpson and the Backstreet Boys. “WTF!” I shouted going to sit next to Lotte Gothic Night’fall 666 and Barbara. L’Ote Gothic Nightfall 666 was wearing a black leather mini with a Good Chraloote t-shirt, black fishnets and black pointy boots. Barbara was wearing a long gothic blak dress with blood red writing that was all lacy and came up to your thighs and black boots and fishnets. Vampire, Dracula and Diana came. We started to talk about who was sexier, Mikey or Gerard Way or Billie Joe Armstrong. The girls joined in cause they were bi. “Those guys are so fucking hot.” Andrew was saying as suddenly a gothic old woman with a black beard and everything came. She was the same one who had chassed away Paul yesterday. She had normal tan skin but she was wearing white foundation and she had died her hare black. “……………….HOOLBROOKE?1!” we all gasped. “WTF?” I shouted angrily. “I thought she was just wearing that to scare Paul!” “Hello everyone.” she said happily. “As u can see I gave the room a makeover. Whjat do u fink about it?” Everyone from the poser table in Gryiffindoor started to cheer. Well we goths just looked at each other all disfusted and shook our heads. We couldn’t believe what a poser he was!1. “BTW you can call me Miranda.” SHE CALLED AS WE LEFT to our classes. “What a fucking poser!” Duana shouted angrily as we we to Transfomation. We were holding hands. Vampire looked really jealous. I could see her crying blood in a gothic way (geddit, way lik Gerard) but I didn’t say anything. “I bet she’s havin a mid-life crisis!” Su’cY shouted. I was so fucking angry. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX666XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX All day we sat angerly finking about Helbrooke. We were so fucking pissed off. Well, I had one thing to look forward too- da MCR concert. It had been postphoned, so we could all go. Anyway, I went to the common room sadly to cut classes. Diana was being all secretive. I asked what it was and she got all mad me and started crying all hot and angsty (rnt sensitve lesbian gurlz r so hot). “No one fucking understands me!1” she shouted angrily as her green and blonde hare went in her big blue eyes like Billie Joe in Boulevard of Borken Dreamz. Shee was wearing black baggy paints, a black MCR t-shirt and a black die. (geddit insted of tie koz im goffik) I was wearing a blak leather low cut top with chains all over it all over it a blak leather mini, black high held boots and a cross belly fing. My hair was al up in a messy relly high bun like Amy Lee in Gong Under. (email me if u wana see da pik) “Accuse me? What about me!” I growled. “Buy-but-but-” she grunted. “You fucking bastard!” I moaned. “No! Wait! It’s not what it fucking looks like!” she shouted. But it was to late. I knew what I herd. I ran to the bathroom angrily, cring. Diana banged on the door. I whipped and whepped as my blody eyeliner streammed down my cheeks and made cool tears down my feces like Benji in the video for Girls and Bois (VALK that is soo our video!). I TOOOK OUT A CIGARETE END STARTED TO smoke pot. Suddenly Avery came. she had appearated. “You gave me a fucking shock!” I shouted angrily dropping my pot. “Wtf do you fink you’re doing in da red team’s room?” Only it wasn’t just Avery. Someone else was with her too! For a second I wanted it 2 b Andrew or maybe Diana but it was HObrooke. “Hey I need to ask you a question.” she said, pulling out her black wanabe-goffik purse. “What are u wearing to the concert?” “U no who MCR r!” I gasped. “No I just saw there was a concert dat a lot of gothz and punx were going 2.” She said. “Anyway Diana has a surprise for u.” XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX666XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX All day I wondered what the surprise was. Meanwhile, I pot on a blak ledder mini, a blak corset with urple lace stuff all over it, an black gothic compact boots. MCR were gong 2 do the concert again, since POOL had taken over the last one. I slit my wrists while I moshed 2 MCR in my bedroom all night, feeling excited. Suddenly someone knocked on the door while I was trying on sum black clothes and moshing to Fang u 4 da Venom. I gut all mad and turned it of, but sacredly I hopped inside dat it was Diana so we could do it again. “Wut de fucking hell r u doing!” I shouted angrily. It was Picies! “R u gonna cum rape me or what.” I yelled. I was allowed to say dat because Holbrooke had told us all 2 be careful around het and Nelson since she was a pedo. “No, actshelly (geddit, hell) kan I plz burrow sum condemns.”s he growld angrily. “Yah, so u can fuk ur six-yr-old gurlfriend, huh?” I shouted sarkastikally. “Fuker.” She said, gong away. Well anyway, I put on some black eyesharow, black eyeliner, and some black lipstick and white foundation. Then I went. Den I gasped…………………………………………………………….Pieces and Nelson were in da middle of da empty hall, doin it, and Finnelan was watching!1 “Oh my god you ludacris idiot!” they both shooted angrily when they saw me. Finnelan ran away crying. Dey got up, though. Normally I wood have ben turned on (I luv cing the sheep of wuter) but both of them were fuking preps. “WTF is that why u wanted condoms?” I asked sadistically. (c I speld dat) “Only you wouldn’t give them to me!” Pisces shouted angrily. “Well you shoulda told me.” I replayed. “You dimwit!.” Nelson began 2 shoot angrily. And then………I took out my black camera and took a pic of them. U could see that they were naked and everything. “Well xcuse me!” they both shouted angrily. “What was dat al about?” “It wuz to blackmail u.” I snarked. “So now next time you see me doing it with my girlfriend you cant fuking rat me out or I’ll show dis to holbeook. So fuck off, u bastards!” I started to run. They chased me but I threw my wound at them and dey tripped over it. Well anyway, I went outside and there was Paul, looking extremely fucking hot. “WTF where’d Diana?” I asked him. “Oh she’s bein a fucking bastard. She told me she wouldn’t cum.” Vampire said shaking her hed. “U wanna cum with me? 2 the concert?” Then….. she showed me his flying car. I gasped. It was a black car. She said her rummate constanze had given it 2 her. The license plate on the front sed MCR666 on it. The one on da back said ‘AAKEW’ on it. ……….I gasped. We flew to the concert hall. MCR were there, playing. Vampire and I began 2 make out, moshing to the muzik. I gapsed, looking at da band. I almost had an orgasim. Gerard was so fucking hot! He begin 2 sing ‘Helena’ and his sexah beautiful voice began 2 fill the hall. ……….And den, I heard some crrying. I turned and saw Diana, cryin in a corner. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX666XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Later we all went in the skull. Diana was crying in da common room. “Duana are u okay?” I asked in a gothic voice. “No I’m not u fuking bitch!”s he shouted angrily. She stated to run out of the place in a suicidal way. I stated to cry cuz I was afraid she would commit suicide. “Its ok Akki.” said Vampire comfortly. “Ill make her feel better.” “U mean you’ll go fuck her wont you!” I shouted angrily. Then I ran 2 get Diana. Vampire came too. “Diana please come!” she began to cry. Tears of blood came down her pail face. I wuz so turned on cuz I love sensitive lesbun gurlz. (if ur a homophone den fuk of!) And then………………………….. we herd sum footsteps! Vampire got out her blak invincibility coke. We both gut under it. We saw the janitor Meenotar there, shouting angrily with a flashlight in his hand. “WHOSE THERE!” he shouted angrily. We saw a rat come. It went unda da invisibility cloke and started to meow loudly. “IS ANY1 THERE!” yelled Mr. Menotaur. “No fuck u you preppy little poser sun of a fukcing bich!” Vampire said under her breast in a disgusted way. “EXCUS ME! EXCUS ME WHO SED DAT!” yelled Mr. Norris. Den he heard the rat meow. “RAT is der any1 unda da cloak!” he asked. The Rat nodded. And then……………………….Vampir frenched me! She did it jus as…………………….. Mr. Mentouar was taking of da cloak!1 “WHAT DA-” he yelled but it was 2 late cuz now we were ruining away frum him. And den we saw Duana crying n bustin in2 tearz and slitting her rists outside of da school. “Diana!” I cried. “R u okay?” “I guess though.” Diana weeped. We went back to our coffins frenching each other. Diana and I decided to watch Lake Placid (c isnt da deprezzin) on the gothic red bed together. As I wuz about 2 put in the video, my eyes rolled up and suddenly I had a vision of something that was happening now. There was a knok on the door and Fafnir and da Mystery of Magic walked into the school!1 XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX666XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX All day everyone talked about the Misery of Magic. Well anyway, I woke up the next day. I was in my coffin so I opened the door. I was wearing blak lacey leather pajamas. Then I gasped. Standing in front of me where………………. B;loody Lotta Nighdfall 666, Vampire, Diabolo, Diana, Dracula and Barbara! I opened my crimson eyes. Barbara was wearing a tight black leather top with pictures of bloody roses all over it. Under that she wart a black poofy skirt wit lace on it and black gothic boots that was attached to the top. Vampire was wearing a baggy Simple Plan t-shirt and baggy black pants and Vans. Diana was wearing a black MCR t-shirt and blak jeans and a leather jacket. She looked just likee Gerard Way, and almost as fucking sexy. Vampire looked like Joel Madden. B’loody Lotte Nightf’all 666 was wearing a tight black poofy gothic dress that she had ripped so it showed of all her clearage with a white apron that said ‘bich’ and other swear words and MCR lyrics on it kind of like one dress I had seen Amy Lee wear once. Darkness (who is Avery) was there too. She was weaving a ripped gothic black dress with ripped stuff all over it and a lace-up top thing and black pointy boots. So were Hannah and Wangari. It turns out that Darkness, Diabolo, Hannahs and Wangaru’s dad was a vampire. He committed suicide by slitting his wrists with a razor. He had raped them and stuff before too. They all got so depressed that they became goffik and converted to Stanism. “OMFG” I yielded as I jumped up. “Why the fuck are u all here?” “Akki something is really fucked up.” Duana said. “OK but I need to put my fucking clothes on first.” I shouted angrily. “It’s all right. We have to go now and you look kawaii anyway. Your so fucking beautiful.” Diana said in a sexy voice. “Oh all right.” I said smiling. “But you have to tell me why your being all erective.” “I will I will.” she said. So I just put on some black eyeliner, black lipstick and red eyeshadow and white foundation. Then I came. We all went outside the Lucbh room and looked in from a widow. A fucking prep called Chole from Purple Teeam was standing next to us. She was wearing a pink mini and a Hilary Duff t-shirt so we put up our middle fingers at her. Inside the Great Hall we could see Holbreooke. FAFNIE was there shouting at Hobroooke. Finnelam was there too. “THIS CANNOT BE!” she shouted angrily. “THE SCHOOL MUST BE CLOSED!” “PAUL IS PLANNING TO KILL THE STUDENTS!” yelled Fafrnir. “YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE THE PRINCIPAL ANY LONGER!” yelled Finnelan. “YOU ARE TOO OLD AND YOUR ALZHEIMERS IS DANGEROUS! YOU MUST RETRY OR PAUL WILL KILL YOUR STUDENTS!” “Very well.” Holbrooke said angrily. “Butt we cannot do this. We can’t close the school. There is only one person who is capable of killing Paul and she is in the school. And her name is…………………………………………………………………..Akko Dark’ness Dementia Raven Way.” Diana, Hannah, Barbara, Darkness, S’ucky, Vampire and B’loody Lotte Nightfall 666 looked at each other………I gasped.
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mclennonlover · 5 years ago
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IS IT TRUE LOVE?
CHAPTER 1
A/N: omg i’m so proud to show you my creation what i call ‘is it true love’! i really have to thank @39-badgers for giving me the idea of doing this after all! have fun reading this!
pairing: john lennon x fem!timetravel!reader
words: 1,2k+
summary: after a conflict with her parents, YN falls asleep in her room and awakes in 1962. throughout her journey through time, she meets young john lennon and his band ‘the beatles’. for all the years that will come, she’ll have to ask herself one question.
yln - your last name
YN`s POV
Another boring day at college. As usual. But this time, it was different. Not better, but worse. I got detention for nothing, well…because I got distracted.  And I couldn`t even argue with the teacher. Oh well, all I had to do was to write down some rules on how to behave during class. I`d better listen to one of my most favorite bands…The Beatles.
Back at home, Mom and Dad were already angry. „Do you have any idea why you got detention?“, my mother spoke up first. „Because the teacher is an idiot and he said that `I got distracted`!“, I replied harshly and a big argument between me and my parents rose up. „ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS THESE STUPID BUGS!“, my father snapped at me. „Your dad is right, YN! You’re 21 years old already! You should really think about your future!“, Mom supported my dad. I got so angry at them, I snapped. „WHY SHOULD YOU CARE?! SURE, I’M 21 AND I CAN DO WHAT I WANT! I DON’T CARE ABOUT STUPID COLLEGE! AND DAD, HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE TOLD YOU, THEY’RE CALLED `THE BEATLES´!“, after I said these words, I stomped all the way to my room and slammed the door shut.
My room. It is decorated with all kinds of Beatles stuff. From posters to drawings of their years working together. Sgt. Pepper’s, Revolver…Magical Mystery Tour…and so on. I fell on my bed and…I sobbed. I started to cry and I kept crying and crying….and I did not know why. After a while, I felt pretty heard and I could swear I have heard a sweet and a bit raspy voice telling me „You need some rest…“ which most likely made my drift off to a peaceful slumber..
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YN`s POV
Something around me feels oddly…familiar. I could hear screams which mostly felt like a crowd of fans screaming. At any moment I could be deaf..whatever. But there I catched it. Out from somewhere, I had heard music playing, a pretty nice and catchy tune. But where have I heard it before? Why does it feel so familiar?
`She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah…..`
Why can’t I remember this song? What even is this feeling?! And right then and there, I had heard a faint voice calling my name. „YN…? YN. YN!!!“, the voice keeps screaming for my name. Another voice greeted my ears, but I could not immediately recognize it. „Mr. Lennon!“, the other voice said and then…five gunshots were heard. They were so loud, they could have definitely rip my eardrums. And so, I finally got what was happening. I could only scream. Scream as loud as I could. „JOHN!!!“ This name came out of my mouth right after the gunshots.
My eyes opened with such speed, they could not process yet what was to come. My body sat up on the bed, with my eyes slowly adapting to the situation. I realized this was not my room. My eyes studied the walls, which had a red, white and yellow stripe pattern while to the right of the bed stood a bedside drawer and on top of it were standing a small radio box and a bright yellow telephone with a rotary dial, it seemed it`s something out of the 1960’s. „Well, this seems pretty interesting..“, I have thought to myself. As I finally encouraged myself to turn on the radio, a voice blasted through it. „Good morning, Liverpool!Today is 22nd August, 1962! We are currently at 8:30 a.m., so here is our morning programme.“ I decide not to give much attention to the radio, but when I have heard that the year is 1962, I have fallen out of the bed. „1962?! H-How is that possible?This has to be a dream…wait. 22nd August? Liverpool? Today, The Beatles should be performing tonight at the Cavern Club! I have to be there!“, as I said that aloud to myself, I got up properly and decided to get ready for the day. The concert at the Cavern was only at 8 p.m. So, there I am. A 21-year old girl who somehow, under some ‘magical circumstances‘ travelled back in time, to the 1960’s.
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John’s POV
22nd August 1962.
Dear Diary,
one of the bigger days has finally come. We’re playin‘ at the Cavern. ‘S nuthin‘ new, actually, but it’s live for sum Granada television or somethin‘.  Also, the new guy, his name’s Richard..he not too bad for a drummer. Not the same as Pete, but we’ll see how this lad’ll do. He keeps wearing rings. Maybe I should call ‘im Ringo, eh? Richard ‘Ringo‘ …Starkey? ‘S not right, innit? Maybe call ‘im „Starr“? Jus‘ imagine. Ringo Starr. Sounds nice. …yeh’re the only one I can talk to..about some things..Mimi won’t get me anyway and me mam’s dead and I don’t want to worry the lads, I jus‘ want for them to stay as tha „bad boy“.  He he. Well, Paul’s callin‘ meh to rehearse for the show tonight. Talk to yeh later.                                                                                                                                                                                                                          -John.
Paul’s POV
John often gets stuck in his own world called ‘his diary‘. Just always wearing those thick-framed Buddy Holly styled glasses. As long somebody sees him wearing them, he immediately takes them off. „I’m not wearing them in public, feeling too embarrassed..“, that’s what he would always say. Let’s see how you’ll feel embarrassed if you would see someone charming in the audience..
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YN’s POV
Once I got outside after closing the door to apparently my own house now, I started to think about if it’s all real or just a big dream. „Why would I scream for John? Why was he screaming my name? Did he know me? Why did that song feel so familiar yet so strange?“, so many questions were running through my head, I wasn’t even noticing where I was walking and so I suddenly have stopped walking as I fell on my bottom. I have realized I bumped into somebody. „O-Oh, I’m very s-sorry!“, I had said quickly, not even looking at the person. „‘S alrigh‘, luv. I can get used to it sometimes.“, the person next to me replied with a sweet and raspy voice. I swear I know it, which also made think to myself: „John..i-it’s you! You’re so young…“ As he got up, he lends a hand. „Need help? Ye won’t look god if you’ll stay like this.“, he asks politely. I took his offer and he helped me getting up. Hes’s actually known for being the „bad guy“ in his youth, but I have never ever seen or heard about him being so kind. „I-I…suppose you’re John, right?“, I asked shyly as I wiped off the dust and dirt from my clothes.
„Well, yeh’re right, luv. And who’re yeh?“, he had asked me in his scouse accent. „I’m..YN. YN YLN.“, I reply. Before our conversation could really start, a voice called for John. „JOHN! Where are yeh, yeh liverpudlian bastard?!“, I could definitely recognize it was Paul’s voice.  „Well, I have to go now. Or else somebody’ll have me head. Goodbye, YN!“, and with that, John rushed off in Paul’s direction. „Bye, John…“, that was the last thing I could say before John was gone. He’s probably thinking I don’t know him. Oh god…what have I gotten myself into? I just talked to John Lennon himself.
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clairen45 · 6 years ago
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i heard that the throne room scene in TLJ was a metaphor for sex ? Is there a meta about it ? Why does this fight conveys this idea ? Luv your blog by the way :)
There was @skysilencer’s awesome meta but unfortunately this seems to have been taken down. I think she went AWOL and her metas, this one in particular, is not anywhere I can find it. If anyone had a copy, maybe? Such a crying shame because she did an amazing job. Anyways, to enlighten you, dear anon, this is how you can sum it up, and honestly, if you haven’t seen it so far, you won’t be able to watch that scene anymore without fanning yourself…
This will certainly cover some of what @skysilencer has said, but I will put my “spin” (wink) on some of the material. @raven-maiden I think you are also the one who did something on Rey’s virginal fear at the end of the scene but I can’t find it anywhere, please, please, rec your work! Or if I am wrong, please, other meta writers, rec your own takes on this scene!
First, always keep in mind, that this scene is about
empowerment
giving the other what he/she needs
trust
release
freeing yourself/ letting yourself be free
intimacy in the midst of utter chaos
Which works on many levels, but as a sex metaphor, most absolutely.
We start with this little private conversation, which works as foreplay, in the elevator, as they reestablish their connection when physically standing next to each other, alone, for the first time since the duel on Takodana. It is important to note, that, every time, Rey is the one making a move. As established since TFA: she is the one determining the relationship and where it is going every time. Here, in the elevator, she gets into his space: his space on the Supremacy, but also his personal space as she approaches him and eyes him up and down. Even though she is manacled, she is still very much an agent. Even more so, that the girl, as has been pointed out many times, really prepped up for her big date: mascara, lipstick, new clothes and new hairstyle, with her hair let down. The manacles have many possible meanings that are mutually not exclusive:
on a symbolic level, they remind us that she threw herself at his mercy. She put all her trust into him by shipping herself to him right into the lion’s den.
on a more specifically sexual level, they also represent Rey’s own fears and limitations when it comes to her sexuality. She is still confused and upset by it, as the whole experience on Ahch-To is about (yep, it is not just about Jedi training, you guys. I did something about that on my Crait meta, see here). The manacles are an omen of what will happen at the end of the scene. Even though Rey is tempted (girl got a makeover and is clearly attracted by the dude), she is not so sure she is ready for the whole experience. Rey is not as free as she thinks she is. She still has to deal with her own limiting beliefs and fears (another one shows up on Crait via the boulder scene). So at this particular point in the story, some of the shackles are really more in her mind than anything else.
it’s the lazy good girl gets too close to bad guy transcription. Looks like more than she wanted to bargain for. Blame it on 50 shades being mainstream…
Plus, let’s not overlook the practicality that RJ had to deal with. If he had left his two space babies in the elevator utterly free to themselves, what would have happened, may I ask you, what would have happened? Rey would have been all over the guy, touching him, his hair, his face, and how could we have coped? And how would they have been able to maintain the suspense? The sexual tension? The “will they/won’t they”? Nope, Rey had to be physically restrained to avoid touching Kylo. Period. That’s my final take.
Also not so subtle close up:
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There is a lot to say about the hand fest that RJ gave us in that movie. Convenient close up of their hands in front of their private parts, with Kylo holding a saber in clearview. Yes, I know that it is lazy to compare a phallic object to well, a phallus. But the way they “play” with the phallic quality in this scene merely says it all. The way he crosses his hands show that he is hiding something, but at the same time, his stance gives away an impression of calm and confidence. As we know from the novelizations, he has already made up his mind about what he is prepared to do for this girl. And when we see his face, again, calm, resolute confidence. She is stressed and anguished, as she should be given her situation. Her hands are not totally open (her thumbs are inside, kind of protecting herself), she is resisting somewhat, which also gives away the end of the scene.
Ok, so back to the very unsubltle use of our phallic symbol. I must stress out how GENTLE Kylo is and how solely invested in her he is the entire process. He doesn’t let out much about his emotions except when Rey is concerned, which is quite a feat from someone who has been portrayed as explosively explicit about his feelings since TFA. The only moments when he flinches are when Rey gets tortured by Snoke and you can tell how repulsive this is to him, and when Rey gets wounded by a Praetorian guard. Otherwise, he is again, cool and collected. So, the saber… What a hoot! Rey calls to herself Kylo’s saber and the boy doesn’t flinch. He lets it happen. Well, that sword looks mighty fine in her hands.
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The same saber that was so explicitely used in TFA as, well, an “extension” of Kylo, and that totally freaked her out on Takodana:
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A saber which comes with a particular design of big red vein showing up on the hilt. It doesn’t take that much of a filthy mind to make you wonder about this specific add-on and what they had in mind when they came up with it. Sometimes a saber is a saber, but, there are also times when a saber is clearly NOT JUST a saber.
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It gets better… In the Junior novelization, when Rey reaches towards Kylo’s saber, the writer uses this interesting choice of words “It unfastened from his belt and sprang into her hand, its fiery blade igniting”. Unfasten belt, something springing into someone’s hands, ignite…. Boy… do I need say more. But then, the saber goes back to his owner who puts it to use in a very interesting way…
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She is on her knees, with a deliberate close up which is so obvious that it should be censored. The saber boner comes up so intently towards her face, while the fingers are doing something, well, stop me from talking about the fingers. And if you think this is, well, just a coincidence, oh no. They knew. Look at this outtake from behind the scenes where Daisy Ridley can’t help but laugh at the goofiness of it all. In my mind it goes: “So, are you sure about that one RJ? I am on my knees and Adam just shoves his saber in my face??? Ok!”
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What you have to appreciate is the wonderful intimacy of the moment. Because they never take their eyes off of each other one moment. And RJ just creates this moment for just the two of them as the camera doesn’t show the Praetorian guards at all and Snoke even closes his eyes on what is going on. And there is the panting, her calling his name… the anticipation… This is their moment. And then, well, the rest is epic. The thigh grabbing. The burning down of the red veil around them (much like a symbolic hymen being broken open), it is a sweaty, chaotic moment, full of grunts, pants, and cries, where they each get caught up in the fear of losing themselves. But he always looks out for the girl, ensuring that she is ok. And she finishes first, what a gentleman, finding her own release before turning towards him, calling his name, and letting him find his own release. With the ultimate puff of white at the end. Enough said. Go get a shower! We all need one.
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