#some well needed self indulgence :')
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MDZS x ISAT part 1: In Stars and Necromancy.
(Part 2)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#MDZS AU#In stars and time#ISAT#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Double comic feature for today because they are both small.#I had a hard time coming up with a good crossover for these two series for a while but once the idea hit - Boy did it hit!#I've got a longer comic coming. The angst potential is very...very good.#Ghost YLLZ helping out mxy was painful enough but I can make it so much worse for everyone.#I can't say much without crossing into spoiler territory but I will be back.#Other notes here: LWJ is rock type. WWX/MXY are paper type. Thought it fit well B*)#YLLZ in the starry bath is 100% a reference to Eris in the sinbad movie. Her hair animation still haunts my dreams.#I'll have some 'other side of the crossover' doodles after posting a few more main comic pages. Thanks for the patience this week!#I really needed to just...draw some very self-indulgent art. I'm feeling much better now though!
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I just wanna,, I just,,
I want to hold,,,,
#some well needed self indulgence :')#I missed the cryptid boys..#absolute beloveds <3#art#my art#cryptid sightings#cryptid!eclipse
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some rather strong first impressions were made.
required reading for the magical "voice" headcanon and another for starstruck's signature in particular. asked by @trainerbob23 !
#did i need to do a 9 page comic for this... well who knows. i had this scene in mind for a long time and wanted to do it justice!#important moment for both of them. you can see starstruck just generating the bandee shaped mental illness in real time.#and bandee resolving to be her point of contact with waddle dees if the others can't handle it#he is after all; the strongest and the bravest and the best of them.#“what is this signature like” it's like meeting something that has a human face but you can tell it is Not Human. think: uncanny valley#it also took her quite some time to pick up her own voice. she could not speak (popstarian) on her own for a while#she does not mimic anymore though if she can help it because it tends to weird others out and she wants to avoid that!!#it's not like a fun or enjoyable impersonation; it's like a perfect recording on a device.#also i guess this is *finally* the reveal of the 'hospital' mentioned previously that folks noticed and also like... her name 😂#anyway.... thank you to everyone who voted for starstruck in that poll and has encouraged this insane self indulgence... wow.#never thought i'd get to draw stuff like this and have others look forward to it. i really hope you'll enjoy this!!!#my art#my comics#starstruck dee#bandana waddle dee
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whatever.... go my rotten grandpa.....
#rain world#rw#iterator#rw oc#rain world oc#iterator oc#doodles#oc doodles#the first one is very self indulgent i need to see him happy and well after all the angst he went through <3#maybe some sleep will fix him
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sorry for not postin anythin for almos a year. i have gone insane...
#for one character#who happens to be my own character#well hes an au of. a show. but. at this point might as well be ig#U WIN DANSEY AJDDJJDK#hes the most self indulgent thing i have done#i hate him but i love him#hes so awful i need to explode him.#hes been livin in my mind the past year (along with his be) and wont leaveeee#be = boyenemy#and with some of his 'frens' too. ack.#waaaagh#uuuughhhahah#im sorry i was in a chatty mood ok#20 likes on this post and i post him here lmao#no way that many people will like this ahjdjdjdj#aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#delete later
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I love getting new followers after posting stand alone WH art because I sit here wondering how long until they get jumpscared by my oc x canon :3c
#text post#just rambling#Which i need to draw more colored art of#i put it to the side to focus on more art that I felt the whole fandom could enjoy cause. idk. i wanted to!#sometimes i worry my self indulgent stuff bogs down my work#plus I mean. it doesnt do as well numbers wise most the time. which doesn't discourage me from drawing it!#but i do sit here like “oh maybe i could draw more stuff more people can enjoy!#idk idk. needless to say. i wanna draw more Dandy work lmao#oh so much to draw and so little time.#also wanna draw some Ivy Darling. my beloved baby boy.
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Teehee what if I was an insanely powerful goddess trapped for whatever reason and I was manipulating you into being my way out and you were a human self centred and curious cultist/wannabe scientist who killed and usurped a family of 4 and you were using me for my knowledge and we were both weary of eachother but also had insane amounts of sexual tension and we kissed and then eventually I got impatient and you got paranoid and everything went to shit and you ended up fracturing me and I ended up killing you and despite how little I valued you, it still hurt a little when you died <3
#YOU'LL NEVER GUESS WHO IM THINKING ABOUT AGAIN...#lillith malevolent#<- she owns like. half my thoughts at this pojnt <- haha. that happened to my buddy.#edward william allan#<- i give up. im tagging him that. my favourite little imposter. oh well thats the closest ill get to his name so#malevolent#malevolent podcast#lilith malevolent#pipe dream#<- I WILL BE POSTIMG ABOUT MY LITTLE NICHE SHIP LIKE I WOULD ANY OTHER SHIP! IDC!! I WILL BUILD A SHIP#EVEN IF I HAVE TO DO IT MYSELF 🔥🔥🔥 I HAVE SO MANY WIPS 🔥🔥🔥#Yes this is self indulgent and has some of my own hcs but oh well#txt#masked#<- he doesn't need to see this
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me if i ever get complaints (esp from fem people) for writing nb!reader/having nb!ocs instead of my usual gn!reader
#i just want to win at least once#like i write gn all the time let me write some self indulgent nonbinary reader#“well it’s basically an oc” if you use that logic then f!reader fics are just oc fics too#like lets just include everyone as much as we can#and let me have a win#guys i need a win#typing this all out while i’m still trying to find out what the masc equivalent is to lady’s lingerie#holden rambles#holden rants#adding that tag
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inspired by elli's poll lol cause this seems fun actually but if you guys have bad answers I'll kill myself on your doorstep or smth
#“rori all of these are your faves how can there be a bad answer” well I still have an internal ranking on some of these#and if all of you pick an option that I think pales in comparison to the others. well. hm#I know what's gonna sweep though because two of these are niche as hell and 4 maybe 5 of these are things you people don't follow me for#fun fact I actually had to scrape my brain to make sure I couldn't come up with any more#I am unintentionally very picky on what is a favorite apparentlyyyy#I also just don't watch/read enough stuff these days so there's that#AND I NEED LONG TERM EXPOSURE TO KNOW THEY'RE STICKING AROUND#so like. I have some options but I don't KNOWWW if they're sticking yet#but this feels like such a small poll lmao#also no sapphics on here this is actually cause I hate women-#NO. JOKING. zelink is here. I almost put gideon and harrow but I'm in a perpetual state of not having finished tlt#and I couldn't put nebetta and darya I was drawing the line at 2 tbos ships. well. actually. changed my mind#not editing these tags actually you guys can see my thought process#WAIT AND SAYMARI. FUCK. I LITERALLY MADE A PLAYLIST FOR THEM I LOVE THEMMM#ok. is 4 tbos ships too many. hmm#I said 2 of these are niche now four of these are niche it's really the “which tbos pairing is your fave” poll#THIS POLL IS SO FUNNY IT'S SO SELF INDULGENT I HAVE TO TAKE OUT AT LEAST ONE TBOS SHIP#I should add one more general one...#cause I do actually want genuine and varied answers I gotta give y'all options so they don't all pool at the first two#I also almost put ellie and abby on here.. that would've been so funny four popular 1 rarepair 3 super niche ships#ellie and abby are soooo interesting to me though so of course the thought of them having something horrible going on together compels me#and they are one of my 3 favorited ao3 tags... they deserve a place...#ok well while I debate on that I'm putting akutagawa and atsushi on here I admittedly have only had like two months of exposure to them#but it is enough I can tell they are so crazy to me#the way my tags are just me overthinking everything on what is supposed to be a fun and silly poll... no one does it like me I'm afraid
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infinite wealth if sawashiro said "who gives a shit about ebina im going to hawaii with ichi" and then the rest of the game is a family vacation
#Ok so here's my dream scenario. It starts w kicking kiryu out of the narrative bc girl. I love the guy but he does not need to be here!!#kicking him out of the narrative also banishes the ebina stuff. I'm still keeping him around but#he'll be basically built up to be the main antagonist of 9. We're ONLY focusing on the cult stuff for 8#the way 8 closes him off is already sequel bait so give him a proper focus game w 9#Anyways now that that's out of the way. My worstie sawashiro does indeed become a party member.#His moveset is mostly blade damage w some blunt damage mixed in. YES I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT GAME MECHANICS#His singular elemental move is him flicking a cigarette at the enemy. Yes this is based off of that one scene w ichi in 7#ANYWAYS I HAVE MANY IDEAS I CANT TYPE THEM ALL OUT RN BUT. FAMILY VACATION ARC. PLEASE#ITS INSANE TO ME HOW KASUGA 'I LOVE MY FAMILY' ICHIBAN WAS NOT ALLOWED TO PROPERLY INTERACT W HIS FAMILY???#AND THE MAJORITY OF SAWASHIROS CONFLICT INCLUDED CAST MEMBERS WHO DIDNT GIVE A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT HIM????#I keep thinking back on that scene where ebina shows him passed out on that chair and THE INTENDED AUDIENCE FOR#THAT SCENE WAS AN OCEAN AWAY LIKE GIRL. WHAT WAS THE POINT???#well another perspective of that scene would be that sawashiro would be glad that ichi wasn't the one that came to rescue. which is. Misery#me when characters are defined by their guilt 💥💥💥💥😵💥💥💥😵💫💥💥💥😱💥💥💥💥😫💥💥💥#Well. If y'all read all these tags. thanks. If anyone is curious about this self indulgent au that I've created feel free to hit me up#(Please hit me up I'm desperate to talk abt the arakawa family misery and I deeply wish this game was even more miserable)#rgg#nile talks
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I realized I don't actually post a lot of my stuff here so most things on here are outdated--these refs are pretty old but I wanted to post my DST and main sona's design here as well as two other DST OC concepts!
#mebi's art#oc#original character#character design#dont starve oc#dont starve together#dont starve#oc: weaver#oc: welles#oc: bartleby#partial nudity#partial nudity tw#tw partial nudity#weaver's ref is a few years old but I don't particularly feel the need to update it#I'll make a ref for his post-Return of Them arc design at some point though#cringe is dead post the self indulgent sona on main art blog before I lose confidence
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"…I'm your best friend?" "Uh, yeah of course? We're like way close!" "I mean I know you. I know which one you are…" "Look Snipes I'm leaving you all my wicked stuff!" "Yeah but I don't want it."
#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#sniperscout#fluffybird#doodles#ship crossover cause i swear the vibes match REALLY well#ngl this is mostly just so i can post some tf2 content here#ive been making a bunch already but i keep not posting it#cause its either too self indulgent and niche and would need So Much explaining#or cause its supossed to be a pic in like a series of multiples#anyways. fluffybird coded speeding bullet
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Just as a heads-up, you all will be probably seeing a lot more OC art from me for a bit (especially Ilia, but I also want to draw Bunny, Ilma, Kuroshi, and Yamikumo more).
Artfight I guess just put my own OCs back into my head again!
#eritalks#noart#rambling#i should draw a/dder and d/aray some more as well#and make more c/urse ocs#i just want to draw characters i'm already used to#and play around with them for a bit#i'll get back to our regularly scheduled program soon#i just need some self indulgences#:3
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anyhow, i have now come up with a happy end(ing) for misao even though... well, it may be debatable as to whether she deserves it BUT like wonder woman once said — it's not about what you deserve. and of course i'm not trying to say that misao could make up for all of the bad thing's she's done throughout the years because honestly,, she has a LOT of blood on her hands, but good redemption arcs for characters aren't made to erase all of the bad thing's they've done in the past, in my opinion. they're made to accept what they've done and how, although they CAN'T make up for it, they can start working towards a better future and won't make the same mistakes again regardless of what kind of protests they might face from people who think they might be faking it or that they don't deserve it.
but anywhozies, misao's happy ending is becoming a grief therapist because helping other people work through their grief would also help HER work through her own, i feel like... and somewhere where people really need it so maybe in the east end or something?¿ and she'd also offer some pro-bono therapy sessions for the rogues because, like i said, she's not trying to erase all of the bad things she's done because that's virtually impossible. but misao would be trying to make amends with people and that includes the people whom she counseled / had therapy sessions with in arkham. and they don't have to forgive her, OFC, at any point. but i just feel like that'd be something she'd put out there for them and what makes this ending even more truly happy is this.
misao reuniting with ryuuji, her half-brother, and since he works as a medical examiner (yeah, he eats off of the dead bodies, y'all JSJSJ) ... he could transfer to gotham + be a part of the PD and sneakily take back parts of people as gross as that might sound for misao to eat. but i mean, at least she wouldn't be killing people anymore and it's an arrangement that would work for them to be able to eat, in retrospect. so yeah
#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#... can y'all tell that i'm trying to develop her character more on here LOL nah but i feel like misao might be kind of stagnant as-#a character right now if that makes any sense so i'm trying to make her more well-rounded and give her different kinds of conflict-#rather than the one's i've already introduced. like misao struggling in the future bc she KNOWS if she kills another person that everything-#she's worked so hard for regarding her redemption even if some people might not believe it or think she deserves it would come tumbling-#down with just one action. BUT i feel like as it is misao might be overeating BC she is so into self-indulgence after being-#deprived of that for years so her body would be used to eating that amount of... food so misao might physically be in pain for a while-#but she truly didn't need to eat that many people which is something she might not have even known at the time. so yeahhh#and yes ryuuji is alive + working as a medical examiner in another state!! so we love that for him and also him being willing to help with-#his sister's redemption okok#tw: mentions of cannibalism.#tw: mentions of murder.
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#sorry i cant shut the fuck up today. i think i just feel worse on the weekends bc i kno i shoulf b relaxing#ppl r telling me to relax. take a break. let me kno how i can help. let me kno if theres a problem. bc my behavior is apparently ya kno like#visibly somethings not right. but how tf am i supposed to relax when i have so much to do#so im stuck spiraling like dont work but also think insistently abt working. but get nothing done. its horrible#mostly rn im stressed abt all the grading i havent done and the work on my masters data i havent done#but its like. something in my head is on fire and it's burning thru all my cognitive energy. i am just trying to keep existing#how tf am i supposed to find the energy to read 45 lab reports? im like illiterate#and idk i just feel bad about coming into a new lab being so sick. i just dont like being a problem#it also does not reflect well on my future career that im being such a flake on things. like sorry if i have to work on my research#assistant data rn i might die ✌️ ugh. itll b fine. i just need to find a way to effectively manage my head#and i keep hearing my dads voice in my head talking abt personal responsibility but like i dont even kno how to employ that. i could suck#it up and double down on productivity but that way leads to burnout and self destruction. do i doubke down on relaxing?#i dont kno how to do that. like u would probably just have to drug me. which is y i do not partake in substances. that way also leads#to self destruction. so what am i do to? cross my fingers and pray for a fluctuation in my general mood?#hope that aliens invade and that an incoming invasion sharpens my focus onto only one single thing?#idk. but my sister is finally working on the fish i askrd her yo draw me. so i gotta think of how i wanna get it tattooed#bc shes not an art person and its an act of indulging chaos to get an imperfect image tattooed onto me#so i might have to do some things to make it make me not insane. i asked for this bc i like causing myself problems. also i was in a#slightly altered state of mind when i asked lol but i stand by it haha. anyway. idk things r just annoying and hard rn as i knew they would#b. and im good at catching myself before things get dangerous but it sucks that i feel like a ticking time bomb of destruction. ugh.#unrelated
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May, Coulson, and Daisy, and moments from a day or two in the building of a new life. A story for learning to trust that the good things in your life are going to stick around, and for the days when even those good things are still a little bit hard.
May breathed out a long, slow exhale and nudged into park, staring sightlessly out the window. Her phone pinged with a text. Simmons, probably. Checking in. She wouldn’t trade what they had now for this world or any other, but she missed it, sometimes, the bustling base. Always having something to do, defensible walls.
The text was headed hi May. May stared at it for a long moment, keeping her palms wrapped around the steering wheel. She didn’t feel much like May, right then. Melinda, maybe. For once. Just a woman sitting in her car with an aching thigh and a switchblade in her pocket, feeling every single one of her fifty-two years. Exhausted with not doing a damn thing. She hadn't felt this way in so long.
She felt like Agent May, like she would never, ever be able to be anything else.
May shut her eyes hard and then opened them again. She muted the radio and pulled back onto the road, driving steadily towards home.
Read the rest on Ao3
#it happened it happened i finished it#philindaisy#very very philindaisy#look i meant to write wonderful profound tags but that's where we're at#this fic means so much to me#and i am so nervous right now but also so excited to finally post it#some things still hurt and some things are still hard but that's okay#because there's time now; there aren't any lives at risk or any worlds on the line#and this is a story for those times in between#when you havent quite convinced yourself to believe that quite yet#but things are good. all is well. and there's time.#i wrote this because i needed it#and then it took a life of its own#(ahem as in 13k of scrapped drafts in my drive life of its own. oops.)#this DID NOT want to work until i just. let it happen. and then it did.#this was very self indulgent and it has just carved out its spot in my heart#philinda#melinda may#mama may#phil coulson#agents of shield#daisy johnson#aos fic#river's writing#fanfiction#inkspinner fic
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