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I am so glad the new kdramas are bringing back the specific brand of loser men. You know which brand I'm talking about. The Ahn "min min" Minhyuk brand of loser men and I'm loving it. The "I worship this goddess and I'm so in love with her and I can't believe I get to love her. Oh my gods I love her so much" brand of loser men. And we're being fed so well with lovely runner, love next door, no gain no love, my demon, Cinderella at 2am, Hierarchy, Midnight Romance in Hagwon, doctor slump, Queen of tears, welcome to samdal-ri and even good partner (yes it's one sided but the dedication and yuri's couple too).
We need more fictional loser men who worship women to satiate our eldest independent daughter desires.
#lovely runner#byeon wook seok#ryu sun jae#kim hye yoon#im sol#love next door#jung hae in#jung so min#choi seung hyo#bae seok ryu#no gain no love#shin min ah#son hae yeong#kim young dae#kim ji wook#my demon#song kang#kim yoojung#jeong guwon#do dohee#cinderella at 2am#shin hyun bin#ha yoon seo#moon sang min#seo joon won#hierarchy netflix#roh jeong eui#jung jae i#lee chae min#kang ha
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smort girl
#i am dying hekp 😂 she's a genius#im sol#lovely runner#kdrama#will won bin the legendary myth of a man ever return to acting ever
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some vintage looking photos of Cynthia
#cynthia kim#kim family#2t4#celebrity sim#del sol valley#ts2 sim bin#ts4#sims 4#ts4mm#maxis match#sim portrait
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been so obsessed with going “ah, shoot” like a german person
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Testing something. Please interact with this post if you happen to see it?
#Man#I wanna answer stuff here but I don’t think my notifs are showing up for friends still#;-;#╰┈➤ OOC RAMBLES. ( … ) SOL SCREECHES.#╰┈➤ IN THE BIN. / TO BE DELETED.#evidently blog is still bungled
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i've had this idea for a week
#homestuck#sollux captor#homestuck sollux#idk it just . Works#I got bored and my og idea didnt work out so i just started filling the background with THINGS#There's sneaky ship inclusions#If you squint REALLY HARD#And some secrets just for the hell of it#this is the first time ive properly drawn sol with his glasses on thats weird#cookie's trash bin
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Do solbin?
The toxic mutual codependent version is the superior version imo.
But Al deserves better than a shitty friend that let people bully his boyfrienIM NOT PROJECTING YOURE PROJECTING
You know? better 243 miles away from each other is also true but in the literal way. Like that they can't hurt eachother and in the distance love grow fondly or some shit like that.
#doing memes#talking with people#thank you#come out of anon let me tell you about my toxic sol/bin headcanons
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BACKSTREET ROOKIE // KDRAMA DİZİ YORUMU
UYARI : Yazılar genel olarak spoiler içerebilir. İçermeyedebilir.
İmdb: 7,5 Benim Puanım: 7
Drama: Backstreet Rookie (English title) / Convenience Store Saet-Byeol (literal title)
Hangul: 편의점 샛별이
Director: Lee Myung-Woo
Writer: Hwalhwasan (webcomic), Geumsagong (webcomic), Son Geun-Joo
Date: 2020
Language: Korean
Country: South Korea
Cast: Ji Chang-Wook, Kim You-Jung, Han Sun-Hwa, Ahn Sol-Bin, Kim Min-Kyu, Eum Moon-Suk, Kim Sun-Young
İmdb: 7,5
Benim Puanım: 7
2020 SBS Drama Awards - December 31, 2020
Excellent Actress (Kim You-Jung)
Bende birçok izleyici gibi Ji Chang-Wook’un bir an önce ajans değiştirmesi gerektiğini düşünenlerdenim. Kendisi bu konu ile ilgili her ne kadar “hayranların istedikleri rollerdense beni tatmin eden işler içerisinde olmayı tercih ediyorum.” dese de işlerin reytingleri ortada. Backstreet Rookie de konusu, çekimleri ve hikayesi ile zayıf kalan bir diziydi. Komedi ve abartı unsurlarına ağırlık vermiş olsa bile yeterli olmamış diye düşünüyorum. Aşk hikayesi demeye ise asla dilim varmıyor. Yine bir Webtoon hikayesinin ekmeğini yemişiler.
Dizinin orijinal ismi olan “Pyeonuijeom Saetbyeoli”’in marketin Saet-Byul’ü gibi bir anlamı var. Jung Saet-Byul(Kim You-Jung) liseye giderken ilk görüşte Choi Dae-Hyun (Ji Chang-Wook) ‘a aşık oluyor. Okul dışında yanlarından geçen bu aşık olduğu adamın dudaklarına yapışıveriyor. Sahneyi de oldukça abartılı çekmişler. Kızımız uçarak adamın üzerine atlıyor falan, neyse. Dizi Kore’de bölümlük yayınlanırken bu sahne üzerine hoop yine başlıyor spekülasyonlar. Kim You-Jung 1999 doğumlu gencecik bir çıtır olduğundan “Love in the Moonlight” dizisinde Park Bo-Gum ile çektikleri öpüşme sahnesinde 17 yaşındaydı. Bu o zaman hem dizi yapım ekibinin hem de partnerinin topa tutulmasına neden olmuştu. Bu dizide de lise kıyafetleri ile kendinden çok büyük bir erkek ile öpüştüğü için topa tutuluyor. Burada ufak bir Goblin dizisini hatırlatmalıyım. Kore’nin kült yapımlarından biri olan Goblin’de liseli bir kızın devasa yaş farkı olan bir adamla aşkı anlatılıyordu. Ki oyuncular arasındaki yaş farkı da bir o kadar vardı. Sanırım niyet önemli. Ve kesinlikle kalite olarak karşılaştırılamayacağını biliyorum, yalnızca yüzeysel benzerlik nedeni ile araya girdim. Bu konuyu bir kenara bırakırsak yeni nesil oyuncular arasında Kim You-Jung’u çok başarılı buluyorum. Dizilerle hatta dönem dizileri ile büyümüş bir oyuncu olarak birçok oyuncuya taş çıkarttığında görebilirsiniz.
Çok fazla konuyu dağıtmadan geri döneyim, Saet-Byul bu sansasyonel sahne sonrasında hayatı yokuş aşağı giden bir kızı canlandırıyor. Babasını erken yaşta kaybediyor ve kardeşine bakmak için okulu bırakıyor. Yıllar sonra Dae-Hyun’un çalıştığı markette iş başvurusunda buluyor. Choi Dae-Hyun (Ji Chang-Wook) ise kendisini tamamen işine adamış 30larında market yöneticisidir. Ailesiyle birlikte büyük bir market markasının franchise’ını işletmektedir. Hayatta çok amacı olmayan, tek istediği marketin iyi satışlar yapması müşterilerin mutlu olmasıdır. Dizinin ağır eleştiriler almasının bir diğer nedeni de Choi Dae-Hyun’un yakın arkadaşı olan Han Dal-Sik (Eum Moon-Suk) karakteridir. Bob Marley hayranı olduğu için onun gibi giyinen karakter, dramanın ırkçılıkla suçlanmasına neden olmuş.
Bu kadar tepkiye etki olarak dizideki bütün romantik yakınlaşmaları çıkartmışlar. Hikaye olarak da bakıldığında romantik bir durum olmayınca anlatmaya çalışılan aşk da izleyiciye hiç geçmiyor. Kaldı ki kızımız aşık olduğu adamın yanında işe başlıyor beyimiz kendisinden oldukça büyük ve uzun süredir de bir kız arkadaşı var. Yoo Yeon-Joo (Han Sun-Hwa) çok zengin bir ailenin kızı, Dae-Hyun’un bundan haberi olmamasını geçtim çift olarak asla uyumlu değillerdi. Oyuncu yada oyunculuk olarak söylemiyorum. Yanlış anlaşılmasın, senaryo gereği karakterler birbirine uygun değillerdi. Dizinin bu kısmında hangisinin birinci hangisinin ikinci kız olduğu birbirine karıştı. Son bölümlere kadar ikisinin de ön planda olması çok tatsızdı. Dae-Hyun dizinin başından sonuna kadar Saet-Byul’a kız kardeşi gibi davrandı. Hiç iki kadın idare etme gibi bir mevzuya girilmedi. Hal böyle olunca da evin küçük kızından büyük aşık moduna geçemedi.
Finalde havada kalan ya da koca sezon boşa izletilen şeylerde vardı. Yoo Yeon-Joo’nun şirketteki kötü adam figürü gereksiz bir iki yükseldi, sonra bir anda bitti. Niye geldi niye gitti belli olmadı. Saet-Byul’un okuldan arkadaşı Kang Ji-Wook (Kim Min-Kyu) da diziye çok yüksekten giriş yapanlardandı. Karizmatik, zengin, yetenekli, kibar… herşeyi toplamış ona vermişler. Sonra sessiz sedasız azalarak yok oldu. Son olarak da Saet-Byul’un kız arkadaş grubu! 3 kişilik bu grup dizinin daha ortalarına gelmeden bir anda 2 kişi kaldı. Kızlardan birini bir anda senaryodan çıkardılar. Hiç anlam veremedim.
Toparlayıp bitirmem gerekirse; diziyi keyifle izledim. Bu kadar gömdükten sonra ne kadar inandırıcı olacak emin değilim ama sıkılmadım. Ortalama, çerezlik bir diziydi. Benim açımdan Ji Chang-Wook’a bakış açımı biraz değiştirdi. Oyuncuyla “The sound of Magic” ile tanıştığımda çok beğenmiştim. Sonra izlediğim dizileri ve takip ettiğim showlarda hatta vlog videolarında bir şey fark ettim. Oyuncu hep aynı. Şaşırması, korkması, birini dinlerken ki mimikleri… Bu beni bir miktar, çok az bir miktar soğutmadı değil. Şimdi 2023 dizisi “The Worst Evil” duyurulmuş. Çok içten umuyorum ki bu sefer şeytanın bacağını kıracak, hadi bakalım.
OST:
April - Crazy
Raven Melus
BAŞKA NELER VAR ?
FOTOĞRAFLAR
#Backstreet Rookie#kdrama#dizi#inceleme#yorum#eleştiri#Ji Chang-Wook#Kim You-Jung#Han Sun-Hwa#Ahn Sol-Bin#Kim Min-Kyu#Eum Moon-Suk#Kim Sun-Young
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Hasretinle sürünsemde bin parçaya bölünsemde....
Sol yanımdasın♾️
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making a new years post bc i see everyone else doing it 👀
First, thank you everyone for being my friend. Even tho i don't talk to some of you as much as others, just know that you're still in my heart, and that i'm grateful for your existence and that we had a chance to meet :)
Second, thank you everyone for watching me grow this year. i feel like i've grown as both and artist and a writer, even tho i still have some stuff i need to improve on :') you all supported me this year, even tho i've only rlly been here since january. thank you all
i'm putting some stuff under cut bc it's all going to take too long to read lol :'D
people i wanna thank especially:
@gl1tchtrix and @rot-decay-erosion: u two have been some of my go-to people. you guys always make me laugh and i love how you guys make time to match my energy when i'm feeling hyper sometimes. council, your sense of humor will always make me smile and i love constantly stalking checking ur account just to see if you posted. rot, i love being your twin sister on here, and whenever i see you cross my dash i literally scream out in joy. stay sigma, siblings o7
@badp1l0t: hello person i know irl >:] even tho i don't see ur posts often here, i love interacting and having fun with you at school and even out of school. i hope that you will keep on using ur awesome talent to write stories, and that u keep drawing, bc i love seeing ur art. ty for marching my sense of humor, and me, you, and C will always be the golden trio forever :DDD
@thurio-edau and @moonbiine: hello, gramma and father. i love being ur guys' adopted disappointment child (ft gacha life mmv). you guys always make me laugh, and i love bothering u both hehe. blake, i love seeing you freak out over seeing ur gf law and whenever you watch one piece. bin, you are an awesome, skibidi writer, and i love using gen z/alpha terms around you even when you don't get it >:) i secretly like reading some of the reblog convos u have with our other moots. you both are such awesome, sigma rizzlers, no cap <3
@sketchingwithlyn: we have so many similar interests that i sometimes think we're the same person lol, just on different sides of the world. i love seeing ur art every time i check ur profile. ur lowkey an inspiration to me too, and are one of the funniest ppl i've ever met. ily, and i know awesome, amazing, skibidi, spectacular things would happen to you next year :]
and to everyone: i pretty summed everything up i wanted to say above the cut. you guys are quite literally my everything, even if we don't interact as much. i love being a family with you all, and thank you making 2024 enjoyable <33
@fandomgirl002 @6loganfields9 @rain-bowxx @youngjusticerulez @railway323 @biscu1ts @d011zk1ll @junebug99 @copperzipper @anonymoosen @cigarettestress @lavendermoon48 @the-artist-07 @panikbutt0n @ohquail @elswif @carolwif @tylerhaterx3 @fly-in-amber @papahunter @liyaauhr @catacombbee @moonbiine @brainrot-goes-brrrrrr @elianaiscool @blue-eyed-moon-child @random-gamer1942 @wry-j @karmaajr @kalcium-yippee @iifoundjoy @piigeonss @catladymasterofsqirl @arcaneafterhours @womp-womp-waa @certifiedl0serloll @whatsuplin @niredsw @zxn3 @shuutingstar @22-b @cherie-soup @sol-loves-you @primalmagic @tsukikitty @rinisasnaillle @avery-043009
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My Spotify Wrapped but it's only songs that aren't in English
I'm a language blog after all
Aller Herren Länder - Heinz Rudolf Kunze
Tití Me Preguntó - Bad Bunny
Nordisch by Nature - Fettes Brot
Nütz jo nix - Yared Dibaba
Aicha - Khaled
Geiler is' schon - Westernhagen
Zukunft Pink - Peter Fox, Inez
Heute hier morgen dort - Hannes Wader
Meine Reise ist zu Ende - Connie Francis
Wieder Hier - Westernhagen
Was mir so wichtig ist - Konny
Willenlos - Westernhagen
try not to cry - 10cm
Pedro Navaja - Willie Colón, Rubén Blades
Oh Johnny - Jan Delay
Desfado - Ana Moura
Bochum - Herbert Grönemeyer
Bajo el Sol - El Otro Polo
Ich bin ich (wir sind wir) - Rosenstolz
Ik mutt gor nix - De Fofftig Penns
Mambo - Herbert Grönemeyer
Soy lo que soy - Ana Belén
Chan Chan - Buena Vista Social Club
En este paisaje se ríe mejor - Maio
Mensch - Herbert Grönemeyer
Romantic Sunday - Car, the garden
Ishq Di Baajiyaan - Shankar-Ehsaan-Loy
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Sol: Pick up the nearest piece of trash and throw it away. Jecki, to Yord: All right, which bin do you wanna go in—
#incorrect star wars quote#star wars#source: ?#incorrect the acolyte quote#the acolyte#jecki lon#yord fandar#sol
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Gravity Falls: For Your Own Good, Ch. 16
Summary: A few years after moving to Gravity Falls and having his lab built, Stanford Pines happens upon his estranged twin brother, Stanley. He mentally prepared himself to be suffocated by his brothers neediness all over again - what he wasn't prepared for was Stanley walking right past him like he didn't even notice him.
Rating: M for language, violence, and adult implications
Preface: Dialogue only, but some actions will be annotated for clarity. Cross-Posted on AO3 Here.
When Bill and Ford are in the dreamscape together, their dialogue is written normally. But if Bill and Ford are communicating in Fords head without the mindscape, Bills dialogue is in "italics", and Fords dialogue is in 'apostrophes and italics'.
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CH.16
“Stan?”
“What’s up, stretch?”
“To my understanding, you’re familiar with a… sizable number of illicit substances?”
“Why, you looking for a plug?”
“A… plug?”
“Ya know, a guy who can hook you up with stuff.”
“...Stan, I’m not looking for a drug dealer.”
“Good, because all of the ones I know hate my guts.”
“Are you familiar with a substance called Ketamine?”
“Special K? Haven’t used it, but I’ve heard of it. I heard it kinda does what magic mushrooms do, but without all the visions.”
“It’s a dissociative non-opioid, anesthetic, and analgesic.”
“So it’s like heroine, but it isn’t heroine?”
“Ain’t exactly like that, but you can think about it that way.”
“What about it?”
“I’ve reached out to a colleague in psychology about your case - don’t worry none, I didn’t use names or details - she told me about a hypnotherapy that’s assisted by ketamine.”
“Hypnosis? Like, mind control?”
“That’s a popular misconception - hypnotherapy has been called hypnotic suggestion, but the goal is to bring the patient in question into a greater state of focus with less peripheral awareness, so they may relax and turn their attention inward. Are you following me, Stan?”
“It… blocks out background noise?”
“In a way, yes, just with thoughts. I don’t believe your memories are gone, they’re just buried under a lot of mental clutter and distractions.”
“And ketamine helps with that?”
“It’s a dissociative drug, it’s meant to help with trauma by approaching it without connecting to it. Would you be interested in something like that?”
“I thought you said you weren’t an actual therapist, where would you even get-.”
“I’m not going to be conducting the session, it’s going to be that colleague I just mentioned.”
“... I dunno F, I don’t have the greatest history with shrinks.”
“You’ve seen therapists before?”
“Seen is…a word.”
“What happened?”
“Do the words ‘padded room’, ‘cozy jacket’, and ‘solitary confinement’ mean anything to you?”
“... Institutions don’t do sol-.”
“That’s what they want you to think. Anyways, half of the therapists I ever had quit because of me.”
“What about the other half?”
“Ended up in the same looney bin.”
“That can’t be true.”
“Your friend turned crazy as soon as we met.”
“Stanford is not crazy.”
“Can you say that with a straight face?”
“He’s eccentric.”
“Wait, he's gay? I thought he wasn’t anything.”
“That isn’t what eccentric means. And- back to topic, please. What if myself or Stanford were there with you and we didn’t leave you alone with the therapist? Would you agree then?”
“...Alright, if you really think it’ll help.”
“Excellent! Thank you, Stan; we’ll get you right as rain before you know it.”
“...Did we really need to talk about this in the afterglow?”
“Yeah we did.”
(...)
“You guys are on your own, I’m not getting in that thing.”
“Stanley, it is just a boat.”
“So was the Titanic, and it disappeared forever.”
“There have been talks about another expedition to find it.”
“Fiddleford, please. Stanley, this isn’t the ocean, this is a mere lake. Scuttlebutt Island is only accessible by boat.”
“I told you I’d help you on your monster hunting bullshit, but you didn’t mention we’d have to get on the water to do it.”
“Come on, at least get closer than the tree line.”
“No!”
“You are being ridiculous right now. You have faced drug lords, Mothman, loan sharks, and the actual Jersey Devil, and this is where you draw the-.”
“I wouldn’t make you do something if you didn’t want to, PhD.”
“...Fine. Stay here and watch over our campsite at least. If we’re not back by tonight-.”
“Yeah, yeah start arranging your funerals, got it.”
(...)
“What are your theories so far on this cryptid, Stanford?”
“Based on descriptions I’ve gathered from local reports, and limited sonar exploration, I believe the description most closely matches a marine reptile that disappeared in the Cretaceous–Paleogene extinction event; a plesiosaur. Or, at the very least, a distant descendant.”
“Sounds less like cryptozoology and more like paleontology. Maybe we should call it something else.”
“Such as?”
“How about Oddopoddo?”
“No.”
“Scuttlebdis?”
“A mouthful, really.”
“The Gobblewonker.”
“We’ll workshop it.”
“Well kettle my corn, it looks like we’re close to the shore; sure are a lot of big muskrats here.”
“Fiddleford, we both know those are beavers and not nutria.”
“Wait- Stanford, stop. Is that big rock formation over there… moving?”
(...)
“Heya Fordsy! You’re invoking Think Fast?”
“Think Fast?”
“You know, when you meditate into the Dreamscape so you can think faster than the time around you. What you’re doing right now.”
“You’ve never called it that before, my muse.”
“I know but for exposition purposes I need to call it something. Whattaya need to Think Fast for?”
“The cryptid we’ve termed “The Gobblewonker” chased us on our boat and trapped us in the islands cove. In an attempt to catch us, the creature slammed itself into the cave wall and triggered a rock slide. We’re trapped in a cavern and it is filling up with water, and the entrance was the only exit we knew of. Fiddleford is also unconscious, and cannot assist me.”
“Ooh, how dangerous. So, what are you going to do about it?”
“I need to be out-of-body while my perception is sped up so I can check for more exits without worrying about water or gravity.
“Out-of-body experience coming right up, IQ!”
(...)
‘Man, those guys have been gone for a while. They shoulda been back at least an hour ago.’
‘Whatever, PhD’s the monster hunter here, whatever trouble they get into he can probably handle it.’
‘...’
‘And even if he couldn’t, it’s not my problem. I’m only staying with him so I have a bed to sleep in and a roof over my head. It’s not like I actually care.’
‘He did kidnap me and stick me in his basement after all. And sure his friend is hot and gives great benefits, but it's not like he tried to free me even when he knew it was wrong.’
‘...’
‘So what if they might be in danger?'
'It doesn't bother me.’
‘It doesn't bother me.’
‘It bothers me!’
‘IT BOTHERS ME A LOT!’
(...)
“Fiddleford! Fiddleford, wake up!”
“Ow… my achin’ noggin-. Wha happened?”
“You saw the cryptid and fainted.”
“Where are we? Why’re we all wet?”
“We are trapped in a cavern that the Gobblewonker chased us into. There’s only one exit left - there’s a tunnel through and up this ridge, but it tapers off from loose rocks from a rockslide. You might be thin and flexible enough to squeeze through the hole that remains.”
“What about you?”
“On the other side I’d need you to manually move enough of these rocks so I can slide through as well. We can’t waste any time - the cavern is filling up with water faster than the exit could drain it.”
“Okay, I’ll get through slicker than owl sh-.”
“Fiddleford, this is no time for Southernisms.’
“Right, right. Yeeow, that’s smarts- I got most of both shoulders through Stanford but I’m gonna need a boost.”
“Alright, I‘ll push you on your count of three.”
“Gotcha. One, two, thre-! SWEET BABY JESUS-!”
“Are you okay?”
“I-. I think I w-wrenched out my damn shoulder…”
“Can you relocate it?”
“L-lemme try- HRK! No, not by myself. I’ll try to clear out the rubble with my good arm.”
“Alright but please, with the best of your ability, be quick.”
“Just keep talking to me, friend, I need to know that you’re still breathing back there.”
“It is not getting easier.”
“I’m moving, I’m moving. Just stay with me. We can do this.”
“I’m running out of headspace…”
“Come on- just a few more more rocks to go, I- Stanford? Stanford!”
“Sixer, I’m going to put your body in hibernation, it’s the only way you can preserve oxygen. It’s not cold enough for you to go into that state naturally.”
‘How much time does that buy me, Cipher?’
“About five more lines.”
‘Lines of what?’
“You’re about to find out.”
*water suddenly starts rushing out much faster, and a hand grabs Ford by the collar, dragging him out of the tunnel forcefully*
“-ay? Can you hear me, Stanford?”
“S… Stanley..?”
“Oh good, you came to on your own. I wasn’t gonna ‘kiss of life’ you.”
“Lord have mercy, you gave us a real fright there! You’re still shaking like a leaf on a tree, though.”
“Can you stand, Doc?”
“Y-yes, yes of course. Just- just help me up, please.”
“Yeah yeah, I gotcha.”
“It’s a good thing you came when you did, Stan, I wasn’t getting those rocks cleared fast enough.”
“What’s up with your arm, specs?”
“I dislocated my shoulder going through the tunnel.”
“Need help putting that back? It’s happened to me a couple times.”
“Actually, I think I’d rather- Stan?! Stan no-!”
POP
“There you go, good as new.”
“Ow…”
“Stanley?”
“What’s up?”
“Why’d you come here?”
“You guys were taking too long, figured something was up.”
“But… we are on an island, how did you get here?”
“Details ain’t important.”
“You’re also soaking wet.”
“Can it, PhD. I said details ain’t important.”
To be continued…
#for your own good#early amnesia au#anyone notice that Stan called Ford by his actual name#mystery trio#stanley pines#stan pines#stanford pines#ford pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#bill cipher#fiddlestan#cross posted on ao3#gravity falls#fanfic#fanfiction
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bir his var içinde, ölüm gibi. hem soğuk hem de yakıyor canını. canını ezen şeyler hiç değmemiş gibi duruyorsun. ezildin aslında altında ama ne gören var ne de duyan. sen de körsün zaten kendine, başkası görse ne yazar. bir ölü var içinde. ismi, sen. yüzü, sen. aynı sen. öldün mü kaldın mı, bilmiyorsun. bir sızı var tam sol yanında. bazen nefesini kesiyor bazen ruhunu. ne yapılır bilmiyorsun ama hâlâ doğan güne gözünü açıyorsun. güç bu değil, diyorsun. güçlüyüm bile diyemiyorsun. elinden geleni dâhi yapmıyorsun. ama soranlara elimden gelen bu, diyorsun. soğuk havayı da gözünü yaşartan sigaranın dumanını da yaşamaktan sayıyorsun. oysa yaşamın ne demek olduğunu dâhi bilmiyorsun. saat gecenin bilmem kaçı oluyor bazen. sen tavanda neler görüyorsun, neler kuruyorsun. gözünü dâhi kırpmıyorsun bazı geceler. sırf kabusların esiri olmamak için. o suda tekrar can vermemek için. öldüğün günü en ufak detayına kadar hatırlıyorsun. insan bir değil, bin kere ölür. öğrendin artık. sen binbirinci kez öldün. ne gören var ne de duyan.
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I ALWAYS SEEM TO COME BACK TO USING RED IN SQUALLS GRAPHICS.
Anyways, just updating things for him quick, playing with a few new designs & contemplating going back to his old graphics off his old blog… cause they’re still some of my favorites made & still have yet to make something I’m truly satisfied with. Anywho, my rules have also been tweaked a little bit! If you haven’t read through yet, please read them when you get a chance! I’d greatly appreciate it! Going to be answering things soon, promise.
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Ocak ayı okuduklarım ;
BİR YOL BİN İHTİMAL : Yağmurun ilk kitabı gezi türünden bir kitap çok güzeldi. Kısa bi sürede bitirmiştim yazarla birlikte Hindistan, japonya, Küba, Paris, İzmir ve daha bir çok yer gezdim :))
SOL AYAĞIM :Mükemmel bi kitap özellikle ortaokul lise çağındakiler okumalı. Ben çok geç kalmışım okumak için;(
BUNU SEN OKU :Yazarın otabiyografisini anlatıyor. Kitaplarına çok güzel diyorlar ama hiç bi kitabını okumamıştım, ilk bunu okumuş oldum güzeldi...
AKBABLARIN AĞIDI: Fantastik türden bi kitapdı pek hoşuma gitmedi. Bu türün filmleri sarabilir ama kitap olarak cık
SUÇ VE CEZA :Beklentimi çok yüksek tuttuğum için karşılayamadı galiba🙂yinede güzeldi
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