#sofie’s diary

[violetsandfluff]

welcome to my little corner of this hellsite !! ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ .

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : If I Can’t Have You 0:33————|——— -3:10

about me ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

⚘ larries, lirries, and anti-brooklies dni

⚘ my name is sofia, but i gladly go by sofie, sof, fifi, and violet if you must. whatever suits your fancy!! i usually go by she/her pronouns, but they/them is also perfectly fine.

⚘ i am a pisces (sharing my birthday with the falling mv) and i live in Vikings territory (sorry, harry)

⚘ i like to write, whether it be fics, essays, short stories, poems, or composing/arranging music!!

⚘ other hobbies of mine include dancing, singing, playing piano (and saxophone), sculpting, and… killing time in hell on tumblr.

⚘ i am obsessed (to say the list) with the highlight on the tip of harry’s nose.

⚘ i have perfect pitch!

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : Tears On My Piano 0:18————|——— 3:00

⚘ feel free to ask me more!! i look forward to getting to know each and every one of you!!

⚘ for now, here are my favorite colors {🌈🐚🪵🌱}, my favorite animals {🦦🐞}, my favorite song {updated 12-27-22}, what spotify assumes to be my favorite song, my favorite flower {lilacs}, and my dream job {composing music}. Xx

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : Falling 1:52————|——— -4:00

my writings ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

✎ among others, i write about shawn mendes, charlie puth, and harry styles, and you can join their taglists here.

✎ here is my current wip/series, tidy little secrets.

✎ send me requests!! life is crazy and it might take me a while, but i will try my very hardest to get to them!!

✎ in the meantime, here is my most noted post, my favorite thing i’ve written (for tumblr), and lists of blog and fic recs.

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : This Town 0:49————|——— -3:51

[i made this in lieu of redoing my carrd because carrd was being too problematic for my liking.]

[sincerely-sofie]

Pokemon Mystery Dungeon 2's sentry duty mini game unlocks unholy powers in its players.

[blackcrystalball]

Just watched Sofia Lee meet Jesus. Literal fucking Jesus, I'm cry laughing. It took like 15 minutes to set that joke up.

Brennan Lee Mulligan you are a menace to society and I love you.

[jpdrawsalot]

High Priest of minecraft england contemplates murder and gets told to eat rocks by smelly gremlin who refuses to hand over their intel.

[yantism]

⠀⠀ ⠀ nemesis⠀⠀|⠀⠀moka⠀⠀|⠀⠀sofie

this is a shared ( yandere ) edit blog between three friends !

collective byf 〜

we do NOT condone any violence, but with that said there will be stereotypical yan posts about our individual partners. we ( collectively agree to ) block freely we all use tq ( sofie will provide flag IDs and plain text )

collective dni 〜

anti yanderes or fetishizers, fake claimers , anti self–diagnosis , anti good faith , l0licon / sh0tacon , endos / non-traumagenic please do not bring drama to our blog , if you are blocked DNI.

about our reqs 〜

we all coin flags, make graphics, npts, transparents , and layouts ! you may request a certain mod to make your request, but we will switch in case one of use loses motivation. we will decline a request if no one wants to take it.

collective blacklist - vivziepop media, coffin of andy and leyley, south park, family guy (any show of that type), real actors or people,

collective whitelist - any media not on our collective blacklist , buy we will add if needed. nemesis and moka will work with small amounts of media while sofie works with more or moderate.

[ssparksflyy]

love how during midnight rain taylors all "and he never thinks of me.. except for when im on tv 😋" and theres 2 big ass screens behind her

[prologusblog]

Scolar Kiadó: Sajtó Launch

2024. I. félév Kicsiny csapatunk meghívásra került a Scolar kiadó által a hó elején tartott sajtóeseményre, ahol az elkövetkezendő félév újdonságairól hallhattunk egy rövid, de annál informatívabb bemutatót. Már most lesz��gezném, hogy remek megjelenések várhatóak a kiadónál, érdekesebbnél-érdekesebb könyvek kerültek terítékre. Nyisd fel egy könyvünket, és meglátod, kik vagyunk! A fenti…

[decayedvenus]

everything is fine. bitches need to stop ripping out my jewelry tho

if i can’t put this nose ring back in so help me god

[digitaldiarystuff]

FRIENDS?

Hello everyone, this is my digital diary which I’ll pour what’s in my head. Hope you enjoy my writing and feel free to reach out to me!

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summary: you’ve met Jude through your close friend which put you in the same friend group but even though you’ve fancied him from the jump you’re also scared because you know how footballers can be

pairing: Y/N - Jude Bellingham

genre: angst / fluff

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“Are you done putting the decorations up?” your friend Chris asked. This was his christmas party and you were helping him add the finishing touches.

“Yeah I’m almost done. Don’t worry it’s going to be great.” you said reassuringly.

“I know but this is my first christmas in Madrid and I want everything to be perfect.” he said coming to the living room to see the final product.

You have known Chris since you were in high school, your parents knew each other and you were cordial until the end of high school when you both decided to move to a bigger city. You, for education and him to pursue his music career which has been great so far. He had put out 2 albums in 2 years and had big success.

When you were new to the city, you two bonded over the loneliness you sometimes felt and that prompted your close friendship. Even as he gained followers and became famous, he made sure you were with him. He invited you to events, referred to you as a sister in interviews.

“It’s going to be amazing!” you exclaimed as the doorbell rang. He went to open the door welcoming his friends which consisted of some influencers, producers and even one or two footballers who listened to him and invited him to games.

You hugged them as everyone was coming in and complimenting the party and you. Being one of the few people who wasn’t a celebrity, you’ve put a lot of effort into your appearance tonight. You wanted to look good.

“Hello, darling.” you heard someone say and you absolutely knew who he was. It was Jude freaking Bellingham. You’ve met Jude through Chris as well and you’ve formed a semi close friendship over the last couple months, though you couldn’t help but develop a massive crush on the guy from the day you’ve seen him. He was everything you’d wanted, handsome, nice, sassy, tall and funny but you always remained cool. Even though you sometimes felt his eyes on you for too long or his hand on the small of your back, you knew how they were and you couldn’t blame him. He’s in his prime and playing for one of the most prestigious clubs in the world, he could get anyone he wanted and you reminded yourself that a couple of times a day just to get him out of your mind.

“Hi Jude!” you said and hugged him.

“You look incredible.” he said while his nose was in your hair, the hug lasted an eternity before you decided to pull back.

“Thank you, you look great too.” you said slightly blushing. He had this kind of effect on you, he said things that wouldn’t normally make you feel things like this. He really looked amazing, though. He was wearing a black button up shirt since this was a special occasion but you knew whatever he was wearing didn’t matter he just was devastatingly handsome.

“Okay, let’s get this party started!” Chris yelled as everyone around you cheered including Jude.

It had been a couple of hours into the party and everyone was pretty wasted at this point. You were also a little dizzy but not too bad. It was going great with games and traditions and right now you were sitting on the couch between Chris and Sofie, one of your friends and playing cards when your eyes caught Jude’s. He was out by the pool and drinking alone, deep in thoughts.

You excused yourself and went over to him. He didn’t notice you until you were just in front of him.

“Don’t party this much, you might regret it tomorrow.” you said in a teasing voice.

“How can I enjoy myself if you’re far from me?” he asked in the same tone.

“I-you could’ve come to me.” you mumbled in a newly found confidence. Maybe you shouldn’t have had that last glass of champagne.

“You wanna sit?” he asked as he slides on the sunbed. You carefully sat next to him hoping you weren’t in his space much but on the contrary, Jude felt like you were too far away and gently placed his hand on your waist pulling you closer.

“This is better.” he mumbled, clearly more intoxicated than you’ve ever seen him. He was always a flirty person with you but this was next level.

“What were you thinking?” you asked suddenly remembering seeing him sitting alone silently.

“I wasn’t thinking of anything.” he answered but you just raised your brow.

“What? I wasn’t!” he said like a kid that’s been caught.

“I know you better than that Bellingham.” you said.

“Well, if you really know me, you tell me what I was thinking.”

“That’s not how this works!” you exclaimed laughing. He joined after hearing you.

“I was thinking about you.”

“What were you thinking about me?”

“I was thinking” he trailed off. You decided to wait and not pester him.

“…about you.” he confessed and looked up to your eyes staring intensely. It’s like he was trying to read your thoughts about his confession.

“Jude” you said, sighing. You wanted to believe his words so bad but seeing every footballer you know being a player, you found it hard to believe.

“Y/N” he said in the same tone, trying to get your attention to him.

“It’s true, I was thinking of you.” he tried again.

“You’re just drunk.” you chuckled slightly trying to lift the mood. You were in denial, hoping he would just stop this before you say how you feel about him embarrassing yourself because you were too close to saying how you always think about him as well.

“I am.” he accepted. “But that doesn’t mean it’s not true.”

You gulped and your eyes closed for a second before you opened them again and saw him even closer than before. Your eyes shifted to his lips and he watched your every move carefully. Just as he was leaning in, one of your drunken friends yelled out to you stating she was going home before being sick. You turned to her immediately afraid that she’d realize what’s going on but she was too wasted to even see anything. You got up and went to her without even glancing at Jude embarrassed about being this afraid. It wasn’t like you haven’t thought about kissing him, it was just you knew he was drunk and didn’t want to be just someone for him to spend the night with and leave without caring.

One by one, everyone started leaving. It was just Chris, his situationship, you, 2 of his friends and Jude. The night had slowed down and you were just on the couch talking about life until Chris took his lady’s hand and took her upstairs before telling you to crash wherever you want to.

You started cleaning up before going up to the guest bedroom that was designated for you. You took a trash bag from the kitchen trying to empty plates until you felt another presence in there with you. It was Jude.

“Did they leave?” you asked, trying to make conversation. You were still pretty nervous about your moment out by the pool.

“Yeah.” he said shortly. Just as he was bringing the glasses on the counter he stumbled and nearly broke them before pulling himself together.

“You’re barely walking straight, just stop Jude.” you said laughing.

“No, I’m not!” he said offended.

“C’mon.” you said taking his hand in yours to help him balance, taking him to the guest bedroom. He drove there and there’s no way you were letting the starboy of football drunk drive on christmas.

“Where are you taking me?” he asked like a child.

“The guest bedroom, you need to sleep.”

He didn’t protest, just followed you but held your hand harder. Just then you realized how you were holding hands but didn’t want to make it awkward and pull your hand back.

You entered the room followed by Jude and sat him on the bed. He still didn’t let go of your hand. You tried pulling back but he didn’t let you.

“Jude, you need to rest.” you said smiling softly.

“Where are you going?” he asked.

“I’m going downstairs to clean up a little and rest too.” you explained.

“Where?”

You actually now realized this is the only spare bedroom in Chris’ home.

“On the couch.” you said sounding more like a question.

“No you’re not.” he said making you sit down with him.

“Yes I am, we can’t fit in one bed.” you said terrified about the possibility of sleeping next to Jude. You already knew you couldn’t even relax just hold your breath the entire night.

“Are you calling me fat?” he asked, smiling.

“No, I’m calling you big.”

“I heard girls like that.” he smugly said. Of course girls liked it, especially me.

“Well, some girls do.”

“And you don’t?” he asked curiously.

“Jude, you’re wasted. Just sleep.” you said trying to change the subject.

“I’m not even tipsy Y/N. I’ve only had 2 beers.” he said like it was obvious.

“What-Well you looked drunk.” you said shocked.

“That was the only way to get you to pay attention to me. Look, you’re taking care of me.” he said motioning your intertwined hands.

“Well, that’s what friends are for.” you said looking down.

“Yeah, friends do that. But we’re not friends.” he said before leaning in and capturing your lips with his and kissing you softly.

[la-girlblogger-avec-toi]

welcome to my (girl)blog!

୨꒰ about me ꒱ৎ

Zionists/Pro Israel DNI and gtfo of land that isn’t yours <3

this is sort of a digital diary for my thoughts i know the girlies share!

go right ahead and ask me anything in my asks!!!

im only 17, idk anything

loving pink since 2007

i love gilmore girls w all my heart!!

DNI IF DDLG/ED BLOG

i love love looooove taylor swift, françoise hardy is my it girl, and i’m getting into lana del rey and hozier!

i also like more early alternative, my absolute favorite of all time being the velvet underground

i speak french, english and spanish!!

(that means in this blog there will probably be analysis/omg literally me of literature/music in spanish and french too)

i am either a softie or the incarnation of female rage!! still the sweetest girl in town, xoxoxo!

taurus sun, leo rising, libra moon (the prettiest mess indeed)

enfp/infp!

intuitive eater, anti dieter, best choice of my life

amy dunne is god

enjoy your time here!

xoxo,

-sofi

pasting my mutuals names here so I can tag later! (don’t hesitate to send me an ask to be mutuals!)

@angelspearlheart @strawberriesandcinnamon @rebel-grrrl444 @madwom4nstan @bunviiebab3 @strwbunnies555 @romeosxworld @possumluvr

@starfish458

[sincerely-sofie]

One might say this maniac is rotating around in my head... on loop.

[notsoperfectangel]

⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ Intro ⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚

❥・My name is Sofi, I'm 17

❥・SW: 162 lbs

❥・CW: 154 lbs

❥・GW: 100lbs

Using this as my online diary, I love meeting new people so feel free to dm me <3

Block don't report

[andiatas]

Queen Charlotta as a Princess by Alexander Roslin (oil on canvas, 1774)

Princess Hedvig Elisabet Charlotta married her cousin, Duke Karl, later King Karl XIII in 1809.

Queen Charlotta is known for her diary, which consisted of many fictitious letters between her and her friend Sofie Piper. Her diary contains political comments and detailed descriptions of life at the Royal Court. It was preserved for posterity, and was published in 1902. Her diary has proven a valuable source of material for historical research.

Queen Charlotta also founded Sweden's first school for deaf-mute pupils in Stockholm in 1809.

Photo: Nationalmuseum

[ikawaii]

- welcome to sofia's digital diary !

who is sofia?

oi gatinhas !! eu me chamo sofia, mas podem me chamar de soso, sofi ou fifia. tenho 11 anos, faço aniversário dia 09/07, sou canceriana e o meu mbti é INFP. eu criei esse blog pra compartilhar meus pensamentos e interagir com vcs.

eu sou apaixonada por kpop, sanrio, pets, livros, fics sem hot e desenhos pra colorir. os meus hobbies favoritos são pintar, tirar fotos, escrever no meu diário e dançar.

conta inspirada na @idollete

[pastelicmelodydreamic]

my kinnie list

this is my kinnie list from each dreamyverse media

note: this is a long list

fan(object extraodinary)

snowflake(object trek)

journal(paper puppets take 2)

microwave(ultimate insanity)

nozomi yumehara/cure dream(yes precure 5)

erika kurumi/cure marine(heartcatch precure)

yayoi kise/cure peace(smile precure)

hikaru hoshina/cure star(star twinkle precure)

sango suzumura/cure coral(tropical rouge precure)

mashiro nijigaoka/cure prism(hirogaru sky precure)

ichigo hoshimiya(aikatsu)

akari oozora(aikatsu)

kirara hanazono(aikatsu stars)

junior asparagus(veggietales)

naru ayase(pretty rhythm rainbow live)

yui yumekawa(pripara)

daia nijinosaki(kiratto prichan)

miruki amauri(waccha primagi)

himari aozora(himitsu no aipri)

tsumugi suzukaze(himitsu no aipri)

tamaki nikaido(himitsu no aipri)

rinrin shinomiya(himitsu no aipri)

sapphie(jewelpet)

adeleine(kirby)

bill(sitting ducks)

aya maruyama(bang dream)

PAREO(bang dream)

muni ohnaruto(d4dj)

michiru kaibara(d4dj)

ruby kurosawa(love live)

rina tenoji(love live)

yume hinata(mewkledreamy)

rainbow(krew)

heartsping(catch teenieping)

charmping(catch teenieping)

timidping(catch teenieping)

handyping(catch teenieping)

fluffyping(catch teenieping)

macaping(catch teenieping)

twinkleping(catch teenieping)

helly(robocar poli)

cleany(robocar poli)

flip(super wings)

sunny(super wings)

golden girl(super wings)

maxie(robot trains)

ari jin(flowering heart)

lani(tayo the little bus)

tony(tayo the little bus)

poco(tayo the little bus)

loco(titipo titipo)

luchia nanami(mermaid melody)

gumi(vocaloid)

momoka aino(magical x heroine maji majo pures)

sarai shihara(police x heroine lovepatrina)

tooty(banjo-kazooie)

elise(fire emblem)

pyra(xenoblade blade)

tsukino(show by rock)

winky(the airport diary)

ben(the airport diary)

miko(the airport diary)

pelico(the airport diary)

botu(the airport diary)

musa(winx club)

iris(lolirock)

popo/gogo(bubble bubble marin)

vivi(bubble bubble marin)

my melody(sanrio and onegai my melody)

dizzy(1998 bob the builder)

roary(roary the racing car)

maxi(roary the racing car)

drifter(roary the racing car)

melody piper(ever after high)

sam(totally spies)

peach(shining star)

snow(shining star)

quizz(batwheels)

snowy(batwheels)

angers(lapis re: lights)

orbit(rob the robot)

gordan(gogobus)

dolce(angel's friends)

jubilee(underground ernie)

miles(auto b good)

isabelle(finley the fire engine)

lucy(vroomiz)

rose cinderella(regal academy)

dj(ricky zoom)

boomer(the adventures of chuck and friends)

soku(the adventures of chuck and friends)

frannie fenderson(go go cory carson)

pickle(blaze and the monster machines)

koko(chuggington)

chatsworth(chuggington)

emery(chuggington)

zephie(chuggington)

cruz ramierez(cars)

ichigo momomiya(tokyo mew mew)

percy(thomas and friends not all engines go)

clara(princess pring)

buddy(dream street citv)

jouju(secret jouju)

lip(rilu rilu fairilu)

bungo(jungle junction)

sammy(busy buses)

doremi harukaze(ojamajo doremi)

michelle lin(balala the fairies)

azure na(balala the fairies)

fiona(heroes of the city)

olly(olly the little white van)

komodo(animal mechanicals)

mouse(animal mechanicals)

ping(go go dino)

meteor(meteor and the mighty trucks)

purple star(rainbow bubblegem)

george(trains animated series)

swifty(elias the rescue boat)

tiny(little robots)

dirty(the stinky and dirty show)

usagi tsukino(sailor moon)

saedee(bolts and blip)

brum

chocola(nekopara)

robotgirl(robotboy)

skid(dive olly dive)

madoka kaname(puella magica madoka)

amby(fire engine ray)

love(love and berry dress up and dance)

lara(komi witch lara)

abby(city of friends)

beaut(the adventures of massey ferguson)

kirari moroboshi(idolmaster)

riamu yumemi(idolmaster)

hari koo(the haunted house anime)

cherry(tea tea cherry)

petty(pororo the little penguin)

buzz(tractor tom)

ruby(sofy ruby)

dan(engie benjy)

ringo yukimori(hime chen lipri)

nagisa motomiya(AKB0048)

rikki chadwick(H2O just add water and mermaid adventures)

sally the ambulance(pelle the police car)

yui hirasawa(K-ON)

petal tear(luminary tears)

hairpin(legends of spark)

zowie pollie(rollie pollie ollie)

pollie pi(rollie pollie ollie)

billy bevel(rollie pollie ollie)

red(firehouse tales)

scooch(jim henson's construction site)

leo saionji(king of prism)

tori himemiya(ensemble stars)

amu hinamori(shugo chara)

kyurun(go go vehicle zoo)

chino(is the order a rabbit?)

riku nanase(idolish7)

draculaura(monster high)

jack(trucktown)

isla(barbie: princess charm school)

theodore(theodore tugboat)

izumi asagi(pastel memories)

avery(rev and roll)

tsukasa hiiragi(lucky star)

dusty crophopper(planes)

sakura kinomoto(cardcaptor sakura)

sunshine(tugs)

ten cents(tugs)

lockette(pop pixies)

hay lin(w.i.t.c.h)

sofia(sofia the first)

yue ying(AK magical girls)

kiki(chi chi land)

[ilovekitsa]

7/8/24

This picture isn’t from today (which kind of defeats the purpose of this diary, I know) but I had a long phone call with Sofie about people, loneliness, and letting go. Your 20s are kind of a paradox. You’re around so many people but you still feel lonely. Life feels like a revolving door. So many people come in, leave, then come back in sometimes. There’s an ephemeral nature to human connection in this era of life.

The security at Silver Stamp last Friday told me to go with the flow of life and let things be when I asked him on his lessons in life. I find it hard to find a flow constantly.

My voice is coming back. I can’t wait to talk with my friends and not rot in my home.