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Johnny thinks you and Ghost only want him for the sex.
He won't tell either of you he's ass over elbows for both his lieutenant and his girlfriend because he doesn't want to make a fool of himself.
No, he can't tell you because he's the idiot who fell in love with the two people he couldn't even dream of having.
No one else has ever made him feel so cared for or special before you two though, and it confuses the hell out of him to the point where he can't help but think he has to leave after every session.
He doesn't want to overstay his welcome, meanwhile you and ghost think he doesn't want to be with you and only wants the sex, which is fine (you'd really prefer that he stayed for aftercare since it is real important to you, you know how Simon could get and it's not easy coming back up on your own from how far he puts you under) but you know something is wrong when he stumbles out of bed and limps to the door after throwing his pants on, mumbling something about having to get going for some thing or another.
One night Simon and Johnny stumble through the door after a few drinks, their hands wandering and teeth clinking out of desperation while you trail after with a hand on each of them.
Clothes are thrown and kisses are traded all the way to the bedroom. You hear Simon utter praises in the Scot's ear, "such a good boy f'me Johnny. Gonna show the mrs how well you can take it for me? Let's give 'er a show."
He shudders in the larger man's embrace, and you think you see something flicker in those baby blues as he kneels to undo Simon's zipper with his teeth.
But you're tipsy like they are and you can only focus on it so much until Simon pulls you in and groans into your mouth, one of his big hands on the back of your head and the other tangled in the mowhawk bobbing up and down on his cock.
That morning you wake up quietly, before either men, and you take the moment to enjoy having both of them in your bed.
Johnny wakes up quiet too, thinking himself a goddamn idiot for giving in to staying the night when he tried so hard not to.
He does his best to untangle his limbs from Simon's meaty arms and your thick, supple thighs. It's so warm and comfortable and everything he's ever wanted and he doesn't ever want to go, but he has to. It doesn't belong to him, you're not his and neither is Simon and he's just in the way.
God he's so fucking stupid for this, all he's doing is making himself hurt more than what he has to. He just can't take what he's given and accept that he'll never have what his heart truly, unrightfully wants.
While you think nothing of it as he slithers down the bed, (assuming he needs the bathroom and he'll come right back into your embrace) Johnny is pulling on his clothes from the night before as quickly and quietly as he can, tears building up under his lash line and threatening to spill over his cheeks. His breaths come in short staccato so he holds it until he can't, breathing out slowly through his nose and in through his mouth.
He needs to leave, can't be here any longer because he's already overstayed his welcome.
Hes not supposed to feel this way, he's just a toy for you and Simon to enhance your guys' relationship. Your beautiful, loving relationship that he's stupid for wanting to get in the middle of because he'd never expect either of you to return his feelings.
He thinks he's in the clear when he looks back and notices Simon's heavy chest still breathing evenly, taking one last glance at his magnificence before turning around for good because he can't put himself through this anymore, he's not enough and he just needs to accept that now before he can never recover from the heartbreak.
"Johnny?" He's hears your low voice come from the cocoon of warmth he craves with ever fiber of his being. Your precious face looks confused and, dare he say it, a little hurt. "Where are you going?"
His heart shatters. "I-I... I'm heading out now. I didnae mean to stay so long. Sorry 'bout that, bon. Nothin' to wake the big guy over."
Before he gets his shirt on he hears you shift. "Johnny wait-"
"No. No, I cannae do this anymore okay?" His chest heaves with what feels like the weight of the world, and the tears start to fall.
"I know my place, and I keep forgetting it when you hold me so close and tell me I'm your good boy. When you kiss me and it feels like nothin else matters anymore. I never wanted to come between you and Si but I overstayed my welcome now and I need to leave so that I can-"
"What are you on about?" Simon blinks his eyes and rolls onto his back, a thick arm behind his head and the other stretched out across the empty space where Johnny just was.
Blue eyes shut and his pretty face scrunches up in pain, but he turns around before he thinks either of you can see. His shirt is hastily pulled over his head and he trips over himself pulling on a shoe from the night before.
He doesn't get to leave after throwing on the second one. A big paw of a hand circles his bicep almost completely.
"Don't think you're goin anywhere now, mate. What's this about?" Tired honey eyes look up in confusion and concern, their owner now sitting up and the thick comforter slides down to meet his naked hips. Baby blues can't help but trace the movement.
Your feet touch the cold floor as you get out of bed and circle around to the Scot. "Johnny when did we ever say we don't want you too?"
His head whips up in confusion and he looks between the two of you. "But.. But you-"
"Baby, take those clothes off and get back in bed." Simon pulls lightly on the arm in his grasp and Johnny can't help but follow.
"From now on it's non-negotiable, you stay here with us and get your aftercare in before you even think of leaving. Not that we ever wanted you to."
Big hands pull at the hem of his shirt and it goes without thinking. You stand behind him and wrap your arms around his naked torso to unfasten his jeans.
"Such a pretty boy, Johnny. You're our pretty boy and we want you just as much. Please dont leave us again." Your words bring tears to his eyes again, these ones accompanied by a bright perfect smile and a small huff of disbelief.
The three of you fall back into bed, smothering Johnny in all the kisses and words of love he never even fathomed could be true.
Limbs and tongues tangled alike, and the morning was spent mostly in bed, the Scot wedged tightly between you and Simon. As if he'd still possibly think of leaving now.
#cod#cod mw2#soapghost#ghostsoap#task force 141#john soap mactavish#ghoap Ă reader#tf 141#call of duty mw2#making soap cry is a hobby of mine#so long as simon or i kiss it better i will do anything to see those tears đ#john âthey could never want me just look at meâ mactavish#simon âwtf is wrong w you get back in bedâ riley#god hes so pretty when he cries#aftercare is so important yall#mdni or ill literally break into your house
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john price x reader, but accidentally running into the 141 after only going on a few dates with Price wc: 0.9K warnings: mentions of sex, age gap, daddy kink, dacryphilia, use of sweetheart + angel a/n: I make such a stupid joke in this about Ghost and Soap LMAO forgive me part 2

The pub was warm, a sweet haven from the chill outside. It was already decked out with cheap garlands and holiday lights, all hung with care. Your friends tear off to the bar to order a few drinks, leaving you to find a booth.Â
You slink through the chairs and the tables, making a beeline to the one available booth. Youâre about to get nice and cozy when you stop in your tracks.Â
Heâs here.
You didnât know John terribly well. The two of you had only gone on a few very successful dates, but you were not close enough to know who he was sitting with.
What you did know was this:
1. John was older than you.
2. He was an absolute gentleman whenever he took you out.
3. He really liked when you called him daddy and liked fucking you until you were in tears (and after...especially after).Â
Back to the three men at the table with him. Given their demeanor, it was safe to assume they were also military. One of them was maybe Gaz/Kyle...bu that was it.
Your feet move automatically. (Somewhere, in the back of your mind, you wonder if you should stop walking and go back to the booth you found. Maybe itâs too early to meet his friends.)
The menâs boisterous voices quiet as you approach, and the one with a mohawk elbows one who's masked. You ignore them, focusing on John, whose face softens a smidge (and his eyes light up).
âHi, John.â Youâre a little more nervous than you thought you would be. (He had you creaming on his cock and whining like you were in heat the other night. This should be nothing!)
âHi, Sweetheart,â he answers, standing to kiss your cheek. âWhatâre you doing here?â His eyes are warm and earnest, immediately putting your anxieties to rest.
âJust getting a drink with my friends before the new year. Things are about to pick up, so weâre trying to just get a drink one last time.â John looks at you so fondly, it warms your heart. Fuck the alcohol, fuck the fire or radiator or whateverâs in here, all you need is John Price to look at you like this to make you warm and toasty.Â
âWould you all want to sit with us?â He asks, knocking on the table. You glance at the table full table, trying not to laugh at his friend's expressions (shock and disbelief coupled with some respect for Price).Â
Remembering his manners, John introduces you to his men and places one large, strong, hand on the small of your back. You lean into him slightly, trying to not seem too pleased to be here with him.Â
âThis is Gaz, Soap, and Ghost,â John introduces. You freeze, confused for a second. You thought..... Oh. Oh.
âOh.â You say aloud. Stupidly. John quirks a brow at you, prompting you to ramble on.
âIâm sorry. To be candid, I thought Soap and Ghost were your dogs..." you say trailing off at the end.
To be fair, he had only ever been to your place. You stare at Soap and Ghost. Based on the small amount of information you knew, you had just assumed...
John lets out a deep laugh and pulls you closer into his side.Â
âWhat?â Soap yells. Heâs no longer checking you out appreciatively and just looks at you in disbelief. âHow could you think that, lassie?âÂ
âWell, John seems like a man who lives alone with two big dogs that have manly names.â You explain, sinking more into Johnâs side, trying to embed yourself into this warmth.
His thumb lightly strokes your back, sending shivers up your spine. He's so big and strong and... Your brain turns to mush for a second.
âWell, what about Gaz?â Soap gestures to said man, trying desperately to make any ground in this. Your push away your vaguely horny thoughts. You have to lock back in for Kyle's sake. You smile at Gaz and politely extend your hand.Â
âNo, I knew Kyle was a man. A pleasure to meet you.â Gaz shakes your hand and beams while Soap slumps over, and Ghost looks like heâs rethinking how he got here.
âNeed to work on your manners. That way when Captain talks about you, people donât think you're dogs,â Gaz says drawing out and emphasizing dogs with a cheeky smile. Soap just grumbles.Â
âAnyway,â you start to say, turning your attention back to John. âMy friends and I are about to take that booth back there, but thank you for the offer. But call me. Or text.â He nods and leans in to press a quick, chaste to your lips.Â
âHave a good night, Sweetheart.â You nod before going to finally claim your booth.Â
You hear Soap ask why John âcalls Kyle by his name but not me or Simonâ, making you smile. They seem nice.
And then you hear what you assume to be Ghost, say, âNot bad, Captain. Not bad at all.���
You preen at that, chipper mood carrying you through the night, even as your friends bombard you with questions once theyâre all seated.
You wave shyly at John and his friends when they eventually file out into the cold. John sends you a wink that has you sinking into the booth. Youâre so fucked.Â
About 15 minutes later, your phone buzzes.
Canât stop thinking about you, angel
Apparently, heâs fucked too.

part 2
#john price x reader#cod x reader#john price smut#cod smut#captain price x reader#captain price smut#its such a dumb joke#im sorry its been stuck in my head tho LMAO#when Soap says âWhat?!â i need you all to know im hearing the Oscar Proud echoey âWHATâ when he's off camera#no one will know what that means but its important to me
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I just got out of military training for school, and let me tell you something. Just as much as COs push their companies/squads/what-have-you to their absolute limits...they also have an indomitable sense of humor that they will push onto their subordinates.
In other words, all those fics in the CoD Fandom about any character taking their anger/sadness/what-have-you out on their company by pushing them extra are true to an extent. But there is also the opposite side of that coin, which is this: COs often fuck around with their company and take out their good emotions on them. Which has the potential to be very, very funny.
Examples:
Soap: Private, when I say "Pop your shit, twin." you will drop that thang Magic Mike style, is that understood?
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Ghost, with a thousand-yard-stare: Take this disposable plastic fork. It is now an inspectable item to be kept on your person at all times. You will give it a name starting with L.
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Gaz, leading his company in a march: When I give the command, you will left-face and post an L at Delta Company, understood?
Price, leading Delta Company: Recruits! Right-face and flip off Bravo Company, am I clear?
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Soap: Private? Who is the General of the sassy man apocalypse?
Recruit: Sir, Lieutenant Riley, sir!
Soap: Very well.
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Ghost: Recruits! Do you think...that Sergeant Mactavish...is pretty?
Soap, posing like a 50s pinup: Recruits, say ooh! Say ahh!
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Gaz: Private...you have IBS?
Recruit: Sir, I think so, sir.
Gaz, monotone: Me too. One time, I made the mistake of eating Taco Bell while inebriated. I cried on the toilet the whole night.
Price, walking the hallway behind him, trying not to laugh: LOCK IT UP!!
Gaz: From now on, your nickname will be Private Midshitman.
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Ghost, yelling a jodie: Now, from the top!
Recruits, responding: Make it drop!
Ghost: That's a-?
Recruits: WAP!
Ghost: THAT'S A-?
Recruits: WAP!
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Gaz, too tired to PT: Recruits, fall out on my command, and griddy into the barracks.
#cod#cod mw2#gaz cod#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#john price#simon ghost riley#tf 141#fanfic#also its very important to specify that they have the same monotone voice#that they would have if they were being dickheads to their company
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Thinking about hypersexual Simon Riley and aromantic reader. He doesnât have time to date with his job, or the patience to find new hookups all the time. Dating apps are the bane of his existence. If heâs honest with himself, despite his wants, he doesnât enjoy unfamiliarity. He doesnât like having to explain himself over and over to people who often donât understand (or care).
Instead he finds you, a pretty little thing that moves into the flat next door. You donât demand commitment, or that he opens up more than he likes. Youâre easy, kind, soft under his hands. You offer companionship when he needs, make conversation without expecting more than heâs able to give right now.
Youâre in much the same position. Despite how men often say they want to hookup without any strings beyond maybe a casual friendship (if that), as soon as youâre the one to set that boundary they start whining. Canât handle the idea that you donât want them in every way possible. Canât stand losing out on that control over the women theyâre with. In your experience, at least.
You dread the day he inevitably finds someone. Heâll leave you behind, of course, and itâs not that youâd hold it against him. Simon deserves love like no one youâve ever met. That impending day has become a little more real since heâs been talking about this âJohnnyâ from his work, though.
Obviously partially inspired by Service Dog Johnny by @void-my-warranty and a little bit by Harmless Fun from @rememberwren (if you havenât read their stuff please please please do, theyâre both incredible)
Update: I started it (LINK)
#is this anything????#idk Iâm just having thoughts#probably wonât actually do anything with this#I just love thinking about hypersexual Simon#heâs so important to me#and I want to write more ghoap#I donât even know if I explained it well#simon ghost riley#fem reader#simon ghost riley x reader#john soap mctavish x reader#ghoap x reader
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Importance
#if you dont get it#basically highlighters are used to highlight important points and things#so Soap âhighlightsâ Ghost(by drawing on Ghost) because Ghost is important to him#gummmyart#doodle#btw Ghost is playing stardew valley on Switch#he almost forgot to water his rhubarb#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap
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Good Luck Kiss ;))
#hand to waist ratio#<- important priorities#somft#made myself into a puddle drawing this#no more felix#just a puddle on the ground#his face is squiiiiiisheeeeeedth#fanart#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#soapghost fanart#illustration#art#john soap mactavish#soap call of duty#soap cod#simon ghost riley#ghost call of duty#ghost cod#mw2#mw3#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#myart
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ghost who was chemically castrated by roba and soap who wants to help him to regain his sexual autonomy
nsfw, angst, roba, unnegotiated unsafe but consensual gun play, hopeful ending
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ghost walks like it hangs low.
thereâs a tilt to his hips and a spread in his thighs and johnnyâs never been able to stop staring.
and ghostâs never asked him to.
he knows heâs seen him; heâs not exactly discreet. he swears heâs even seen him cock his hips out before to give him a better view. but he always pulls back just as they toe the line; verbal cold water on the tentative heat they almost canât help but spark when theyâre together.
itâs never a no; johnnyâs not so selfish of a cunt that heâd push when he knows he isnât welcome. itâs always a reluctance; an âi wish i could,â never in so many words. an open ended âbutâŚâ as ghost circles the reason without ever actually saying it. johnny knows itâs something personal, something more than a difference in rank could ever excuse.
so he backs off when ghost does, jokes instead of flirts and holds his breath through the agonising wait until ghost lets him in close again. waits to know if heâll let him close again.
itâs almost anticlimactic, the end of their dance; his delicate steps and looping logic to work out why bulldozed as ghost comes out and says one random night, âi canât fuck.â
itâs not bitter. it doesnât grate coming out of his throat; he doesnât spit it like itâs something to be ashamed, not twisted with insecurity as if itâs an accusation by an ex.
itâs a statement of fact.
âyou canât fuck,â johnny echoes anyway because even if it is the reason, the big why⌠it still doesnât really answer anything.
âi canât get it up,â he elaborates, this horrid blankness in his eyes like heâs reading from a script. âwhatever youâre looking for, whatever you want- i canât give it to you.â
johnny just looks at him, the chill air prickling his skin. âright,â he nods calmly. âbecause my interest in you starts and ends with your dick.â
that blank calm shatters. âjohnnyâŚâ he warns.
âdo you really think iâm that shallow?â he cuts in, curing himself for the way his voice breaks but he never thought ghost would think so low of him; that this whole time, ghostâs thought thatâs the only thing he wants from him. âlike iâd take you for a ride ân just drop you?â
âthereâs a difference between not gettinâ it for one night and never gettinâ it at all,â ghost growls, turning his back on him to lean against the edge of the roof. his shoulders heave and the anger seeps from him in one long breath. âitâs not a hitch, johnny. not a performance issue or ptsd or whatever the fuck youâre thinkinâ. itâs permanent. irreversible.â
irreversible.
johnny stops, cold creeping up his limbs and dousing his defensive anger. ghost is many things and when it comes to his words, chief amongst them all is deliberate. he didnât say itâs unfixable. incurable.
irreversible.
johnny buries his selfish hurt and scuffs his boots, an unobtrusive warning of movement, and comes up beside him; just enough distance between them to catch their breaths. he leans back against the ledge and looks over the opposite side of the roof at the dark sky.
âmexico,â he murmurs. not an accusation. not even really a question but ghost collapses in on himself anyway; sinking into his crossed arms digging into the ledge.
âmexico,â he agrees just as quietly. ââpparently, roba found it more entertaining to let me keep it but- cut the cords. more demeaning that way; cockâs gone, at least you donât feel the urge. donât have to look at the fuckinâ thing hang there when nothinâ fuckinâ works.
âitâs not âbout how i see you, johnny,â ghost promises and itâs almost apologetic. âbut you like sex. eventually, youâll want it. and i canât give it to you. easier to just⌠not let it get to that point.â
johnnyâs jaw flexes. everything in him wants to reject it, wants to protest that something as trivial as an orgasm is more important to him than ghost.
but he also knows words are useless here.
they stand there looking out into the gathering dark, tense silence hanging between them, and the only thing johnny knows is if he isnât careful, he could lose the one person he cares about most.
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ghostâs been uneasy since his abrupt confession.
he knows it was sudden, borderline cruel to dump his shit on johnny with no warning but he just couldnât take it anymore; couldnât take the back and forth when he knew it would never go anywhere, couldnât take johnnyâs hope when he knew heâd have to watch it twist into disgust and pity.
into disappointment.
he figures thatâs the end of it; thereâll be no more flirting now, no more staring or heated looks, no more teasing him by spreading his knees out just to see the flash of hunger in his eyes. the control he felt playing with johnny knowing it was welcome, just because he could- heâll never feel that again. not now that johnny knows the truth.
then he steps into his room to find johnny laying naked on his bed.
heâs not spread out like an offering, not throwing him some cheap sultry glance as he plays with himself. heâs not even hard; his cock limp over the cradle of his balls, his legs bent loosely together, arms under his head as if heâs settling down for the night.
ghost sighs and shuts the door behind him. âjohnnyâŚâ
âi know,â johnny says and itâs gentle; not cutting him off, just getting his attention. âjust⌠hear me out?â
thereâs nothing else to say. thereâs nothing johnny can say or do to fix his violated body. but ghost still crosses his arms and leans back against the door like he can anyway.
johnny pushes himself up and off the bed, closing the distance between them but still giving him enough space to breathe; to open the door behind him, to escape.
âi can never know what was taken from you,â he starts and ghostâs fingers dig into his arms. âi can never know what it means to you. and i can never get it back.â
he doesnât break eye contact and slowly lowers himself to his knees. âbut i can give you something else.â
âyou?â ghost guesses flatly and as much as it warms his blood, as much as heâs imagined having johnny look up at him just like this⌠itâs still not enough to offset the sickening swoop in his gut when his cock doesnât so much as twitch.
âiâm a nice bonus,â johnny purrs but his smile remains gentle. âbut iâm not the main event.â
he lifts a hand and ghost readies to smack it away when he reaches for his thigh holster instead of his belt. he flicks the closing strap open and pulls his handgun, his favourite, free.
âyou told me you canât fuck,â he murmurs, popping out the clip. he taps it against the side and loads it back in with a practiced hit with the butt of his palm. âbut fucking isnât all there is.â
âjohnny, whatâŚâ ghost starts just to cut himself off as johnny thumbs off the safety and loads a round into the chamber.
âyou trust me?â johnny asks and itâs as loaded as the gun in his hand.
good then, that ghost knows the answer. âalways have.â
johnnyâs smile blooms with warmth, with pride, and it chases away any reluctance he could possibly feel. he lets him take his hands in his, wrapping them around the gun with his finger on the trigger guard. he brings the barrel up beside his temple, holding it steady before his hands fall away.
until itâs only ghost between him and a bullet.
johnnyâs hands go to his belt, his movements slow enough for ghost to stop him long before he reaches his cock, forever hanging limp in his pants. but he just rubs the muzzle along his temple, almost nuzzling him with the gun as he pulls down his jeans and boxers.
he waits for johnny to take him in hand, maybe try and pantomime a handy, and his hips almost recoil at the thought.
but he doesnât try to touch him.
instead, he takes his wrist and guides the gun to sit in front of his cock; angling it to follow the same slight curve he has then holds his hands behind his back like heâs standing at attention. he splays his knees wide, sinking deeper and ghost sucks in a harsh breath as johnny ducks under the gun; his eyes locked on his as he curls his tongue under the barrel and brings it into his mouth.
it takes every ounce of will he has to not let his hand shake around the gun as johnny gives it the slowest, messiest blowjob heâs ever seen; slowly rising higher on his knees, guiding the gun up with him as if itâs his cock hardening. his cheeks hollow as he sucks, tongue laving up the barrel and flicking out to play with the muzzle like a cockhead, moaning with every bob of his head until saliva drips off the metal and makes a mess of his chin.
ghostâs never felt so powerful as he does watching johnny hang off the end of his gun; watching his cock harden and drool between his legs without a single touch, knowing he could pull the trigger at any time and johnny would not only let him but heâd thank him.
the thought breaks him from his paralysis, drawing the gun from his lips and johnny immediately stills; rolling his wide eyes up like heâs trying to check on him. ghost pushes every ounce of heat into his gaze and cocks the gun to the side, slowly pushing it back in until johnnyâs lips meet the trigger guard.
johnny whines as he fucks his mouth, thrusting his hips along with each long drag like the gun is an extension of his body; almost too rough as tears prick his eyes and his lips redden and bruise but he never asks him to stop; his cock leaking a puddle on the floor beneath him.
âyou gonna cum for me, johnny?â ghost croons, holding back a groan when just his voice is enough to make him shiver. âgonna cum with my fucking gun down your throat?â
he gives a broken whimper, as close to an agreement as he can make, and ghost crowds in close. he grips the base of his mohawk, wrenching his head back until his throat is flush to the front of his thigh. johnny lets out a choked cry, eyes rolling back and he doesnât hold back as he brutally fucks his face; feeling the bulge of his gun in his throat against his leg.
âcome on, johnny; you wanna be my good little holster?â he growls and makes sure heâs watching as his finger moves from the guard to the trigger. âthen take my fucking load.â
he forces the gun as deep as he can and johnny gags, his shaking body locking up as he cums untouched; painting the floor and ghostâs boot, cock twitching and pulsing hard enough to bump against his belly and leave a string of cum threading from it to his cock.
ghost watches him spasm and moan, his throat convulsing around the gun and a heated knot of satisfaction tightens in his gut; so close to the memory of an orgasm, heâs almost dizzy with it.
johnny slumps forward, his hands slipping from behind his back, and ghost quickly flicks the safety back on and drops to his knees. he slides the gun away and pulls johnny forward to collapse into his chest, taking his weight off his knees; his whole body trembling with aftershocks.
âyouâre crazy, johnny,â ghost whispers, awed, and feels him smile against his chest.
âaye,â he agrees, voice raspy from his gun scraping up his throat. âhow else am i supposed to prove that i mean it?â
ghost tries not to tense up; tries not to let hope sink its cruel roots into his chest. âmean it?â
johnny pulls back, his cheeks still flushed and sticky with spilled tears. âiâm yours, ghost; in any and every way youâll have me,â he promises. âsex or no sex. this can never happen again and iâll still never stop wanting you. it doesnât matter to me as much as you do. youâre everythinâ to me, ghost. not your body; not what you can give me. just you.â
a knot crowds in his throat. âand you needed to deep throat my pistol to prove that?â he deflects.
and just like always, johnny lets him. âworked, didnât it?â he winks. âyou fucked my brains out.â
ghost rolls his eyes to hide the softness he knows is flooding them and helps johnny up and gets him into his shower; cleaning him of the sweat and cum and spit covering his body.
that ghost covered his body in.
his chest hitches at the reminder as he strips himself down to a single layer and all but falls into bed, tugging johnny in after him when he hesitates just slightly at the edge of the bed; splaying his still naked body over him, sated and loose.
âi really do mean it,â johnny whispers into the crook of his neck sometime later; when their breaths have settled and synced.
ghost sweeps his fingers up and down the length of his spine, skin heâs never seen. skin he now knows every inch of. âi know you do,â he whispers back.
and for once, he thinks it might be enough.
#hello i am once again thinking about erectile dysfunction#as i am wont to do#and how such a major loss of identity and control can seriously mess you up#thats very much the theme of this one#as much as its obviously about gunplay and how hot that is its also about regaining that control over yourself#ghost was imasculated and violated#its not really about sex and soap knows that; its about retaking what was stolen from him#the power that ghost feels is hugely important to his journey to healing#and they almost definitely arent going about it the best way but hey if it works it works#also just a little thing#but both of them nonverbally setting the boundary of soaps hands being behind his back meaning the scene is going actually makes me melt#the second soaps hands come forward not only do they both take it as the end of the scene but ghost takes it as soap not being present#enough to continue#hes slipped deep enough into subspace or hes exhausted enough that he cant hold position which means the scene is over#i love them so goddamn much#anyway i have a lot of issues with control being taken for me and why else does ghost exist if not for me to project my issues onto him!#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#weâre a team. ghost team#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#soap cod#john soap mactavish#cod mw2#cod fic
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His leg buckled, and the ground met him hard at the knees, but he didn't feel it. Couldn't feel it. Couldn't feel anything but fucking agony.
Ghost was dying; he could feel it in his heart. Literally. He could feel the soulbond unraveling. Out and away and away and away. Like plucking a live chicken, except he was the bird not the butcher. It was an anguish all too familiar. Only last time was like ripping his flesh open with rose thorns over and over again to pain the petals red, and this time felt like stitching open a wound to leave it weeping blood and guts and fluids and infection. This time it felt like festering evil.
"WHERE IS HE!" He roared, snapping at the hands on him, grabbing at others to haul himself to his feet again. His knee went weak again, but he would not let his limbs fail him. Fail Ghost. "GET OFF ME!" He did not wipe out an entire enemy outpost, only to be stopped by his own allies, while the very thing keeping him alive dies.
Some barking command that he didn't hear from outside his tunnel of vision had the burning touches release him. He obeyed a command that he didn't discern out of forced submission. The rabid thing rearing it's ugly face recognizing authority in the face of anger.
He wasn't sane as he stalked through the halls, following a faceless form he knew but didn't recognize. It's didn't matter. Nothing much but the decade old pain twisting where his heart should be mattered. None of it mattered because Ghost was dying.
He was dying while he loved.
Because some unlucky tosser touched what was his, and now Ghost was dying with fire as blood, as he unraveled Soap's heart. And Soap could feel every bit of it. The pain and agony of losing a soulbond. Again.
He knew the fire burning Ghost alive. I made the vial in his possession feel that much heavier. He carried the world in his pocket. It was smaller than his littlest finger, and it fit in his hand like he was meant to crush it. And it would save his life.
It would save Ghost's life.
He doesn't remember the walk to bring him to Ghost. Only flashes of anger where he snapped at too many hands.
But then he's there. Surrounded by white walls, and a white cot. Staring at a bloodied man in a dirty kit and black mask. Untouched on the command of an even less sane, more rabid him, only 27 hours ago.
He doesn't know who came and who left. Only remembers him, and his body, and the little glass vial, and Ghost. He remembers the chilled, damp skin when he pulled fabric back to reveal too pale skin underneath. He remembers how the needle went in easily. He doesn't move after that. Someone takes the needle from him. He felt it. Didn't see it. Saw only Ghost.
He just. Stood there. Watching. But not looking. Not seeing. He couldn't think. Couldn't move. Didn't dare hope. Couldn't pray. Couldn't beg. Pure catatonia. Nobody moved him. Nobody touched him. He heard people talking. Maybe to him. Maybe not. He doesn't know.
He doesn't remember how long it was. Maybe that night. Maybe that day too. But he remembers what brought him back.
He remembers the chest rhythm change. Something not just a natural sigh. Something deeper. Rousing. And the way Ghost's eyes flicked behind his eyelids for what felt like hours before they opened. Ghost was awake. He was alive.
And it's only then that he realizes that the agony had drained from his veins. The thread around his heart rewound. And it's then that exertion takes him. He falls to his knees hard. Ghost is quick on the call button with panic. But Soap doesn't make it 'til a nurse rushes in before black invades the rest of his vision like a shot to the skull
It couldn't have been more than half a minute before he comes too. It's bright, and there are hands touching him and voices speaking over his head and it's all too much.
"Where is he?" He swats at the abrasive touches, "Ghost. He's awake." Everything hurts. His muscles, his bones, even his teeth. But it's of small importance.
"Easy, Sunshine." A gruff voice pulls everything back into perspective. Price. Crouched at his thigh with a worried look on his face. Soap presses himself up despite protests from the nurses. "He's fine, lad." Price cups the back of his neck, "you made it in time. You saved him." He says it like a prayer. Like he knows it's the only thing that'll keep the rabid thing leashed. And he might be right.
#i SO would love to do an analysis of the important bits in this#but I won't#that's too pretentious. even for me#also im not forgetting Gaz#there's just very little room to make it obvious#he's actually the one who lead soap to Ghost#and in the last scene he's getting checked out by another doctor because Soap broke his nose...#but he's fine. I prommy#el rambles#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#john price#ghostsoap#soapghost#call of duty#cod#cod mw2#ghoap#ghost x soap#soap x ghost
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Task Force 141âs go to Tesco Meal Deals
the tescos outside my uni is never fucking stocked i want the sandwich on ghosts so bad but that shit is always gone
John Price

- gets water as his drink (criminal)
- gets the mixed nuts as his snack (criminal)
- heâs smart tho he always gets the boujie water because the meal deal price is set
- the wrap is valid
- usually will also grab another snack bc this isnât enough maybe like a bag of dried mango or some shit (old)
Kyle âGazâ Garrick

- my headcanon continues to live
- the healthy energy shit tastes like ass but he pretends its good
- does not usually shop at tesco, heâs a waitrose boy
- sometimes indulges in the odd crunchie bar but rarely
John âSoapâ Mactavish

- horrifying (i love pepperami sm everyone disses me for it bc i pull that shit out in lesson and it stanks)
- protein to the max ig
- the whole meal fucking stinks
- uses gazâs club card because heâs too lazy to get his own
Simon âGhostâ Riley

- absolutely classic
- everytime he gets it mentions how cost of living prices have made them more expensive
- grenade bars are disgusting but he loves them for some reason (masochism imo)
- the sandwich is the best one they have bc the bread is always so moist its so fucking good
- the monster bc yall saw the ghost monster can we all know
#i need to sleep but this was important#i am very confident this is canon ty#at the self checkout gaz checks himself out in the screen thing#see what i did there#whenever soap finishes paying at tesco defo says the automated âthanks for shopping at tescoâ in unison with the machine#thinks its funny#its not#(me)#ghost is such a tesco trooper he still has the physical card club cards#soap and ghost went to sainsburys once and ghost wouldnt stop grumbling about how the bread isnt the same#gaz once got idâd for his energy drink and was so flattered#simon ghost riley#call of duty#cod#call of duty modern warfare#kyle gaz garrick#john soap mactavish#john price#headcanon
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just love how we still have absolutely no details about how evanuris killed mythal :) the mother of all, elgar'nan's wife, a mother of 3 possibly 5 other gods (who probably killed their own mother hello??), "the voice of reason"
remember that? remember "they killed mythal... a crime for which an eternity of torment is the only fitting punishment"
yeah. love it)))
#what exactly made them kill her? how? when???#no details about how ancient elves actually reacted to the death of one of their oldest and respected gods#i always assumed that mythal's death was solas' âlast strawâ so to speak#like the last thing that made him so infuriated so desperate that it was obviously a point of no return#so he began an open war and created the veil almost immediately after#veilguard critical#dragon age#dav#datv critical#mythal#which could've explain why dalish knew nothing about it and her death wasn't in any way referenced in legends/poems/frescos/etc#elves basically had no time to do it#they had no idea what was going on anymore#like they weren't even sure if mythal actually died or it was just a rumor before shit went down#but nahhh))))#let's talk about coffee and naps and food and docktown and#we could've explore what elgarnan thinks about killing his wife we could've explore what her CHILDREN think about killing their own mother#are they even her children anymore???#like dav DESPERATELY wants to make this soap opera with evanuris work but ignores something that important
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Favorite Marta and Fina Moments - Part 105 SueĂąos de Libertad, Ep. 203
#I know we have a long road ahead of us but I'm glad to see Fina start to let Marta back in#also I think it's important to remember that this is a soap opera which means more often than not things for Mafin aren't always going to#be all rainbows and sunshine no matter how much we all want it to be#it's going to be dramatic and dark and frustrating and sad and that's the fun of it!#so just sit back and enjoy the ride#it's way more fun that way!#/end rant#mafin#marta x fina#marta y fina#suenos de libertad#sueĂąos de libertad#marta belmonte#marta de la reina#alba brunet#fina valero#wlwsource#wlw gif#wlw post#wlw edit#my edit#wlw couple#wlw#favorite mafin
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For your consideration: Autistic Soap with echolalia. Ghost immediately clocks it for what it is because they're Autism4Autism, but it takes the rest of the 141 a while to catch on. For the most part it doesn't bother anyone but one day Price goes off on him for imitating the sound of a helicopter overhead because he's got a migraine and everything is Too Much Noise.
Soap immediately slumps in his seat, whispers an apology and hurries out of the rec room. Ghost follows and finds him in his room having a panic attack. Turns out Soap's parents had their own ideas for how they could turn their son "normal", including getting physical when he talked too much. Ghost find that relatable in the worst way. He also realizes that Soap is as outgoing as he is because he feels safe with them.
After giving Soap some deep pressure hugs to soothe away the panic attack and making sure he's ok by himself, he goes back to Price with some water and Advil. Price has started to calm down at this point but he's still brain hurty. Ghost waits until the migraine's passed before filling him in.
Price felt like slapping his forehead. Soap's file had mentioned the autism, but he hadn't realized echolalia was part of the package. When Soap comes in to apologize later, Price beats him to it.
They work out a system where Price can non-verbally convey when he needs quiet and everyone is a little more content after that.
#text post#soapghost#Captain John Price#John Price#Captain Price#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#autism#autism acceptance#communication is important
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ghost and soap have both come up with the most obnoxious, atrocious voices whenever mocking one another
ghost does this awful, high-pitched, totally bastardized scottish accent to imitate soap, absolutely butchering any slang and making up nonsense otherwise claiming it makes no difference, soap is just as unintelligible as is
soap, on the other hand, deepens his voice a stupid amount, over-annunciating words, always throwing in comments about tea and the monarchy even if it has nothing to do with what heâs making fun of
theyâll both pretend to get pissy about each otherâs mockeries, bur really, they love it. itâs too much fun to truly get offended by, and itâs even more entertaining when it annoys a third party
#immature at heart ghoap is so important to me#yeah theyre professionals but theyre also professional assholes#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#ghoap
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Orlaaa I can't send videos but there's this clip of a Scottish kid who's like 3 and she got her nails done and her accent is so cuteee�� "look, I got my toes done and my naaels" I WAS MELTINGGG imagine having kids with Johnny and they got their daddy's accentđ¤§
HAH, i'm assuming you're talking about this video? it's adorable, and it's totally something johnny's kid would do. đ´ó §ó ˘ó łó Łó ´ó ż
johnny is the perfect father, he's an active father despite being deployed often and is always there for her. he spends so much time with his daughter while on leave, usually out at the beach or perhaps even at the park with his toddler daughter. most kids don't have a thick and noticeable accent like his daughter, and it makes her stand out from the crowd, brightening peoples days with her laughter. god, people can't help themselves from melting and laughing at her cute, scottish accent. it's not often you see a proper scottish baby.
you absolutely love to send johnny videos of his daughter while he's on deployment, whether you're her mother or not, or even just a babysitter for her. johnny adores waking up everyday to a new video along with a somewhat coherent and loving message from his beloved sweetheart in scotland, in her princess dress, or even a photo of her new drawing of her and her daddy.
he can't help but laugh uncontrollably at the videos that you send him. it pulls at his heartstrings and he can't wait to have her back in his strong arms once again, cradling her and keeping her safe until she's fast asleep with the sound of her heartbeat and shallow breathing loud enough for johnny to listen to while he's attempting to catch some rest after months without his favourite girl.
he can't help himself from showing the rest of his trusted team these videos, especially price, who kills himself laughing at johnny's sweet daughter. johny watches them whenever he can, replaying them constantly and trying to arrange a time where he's able to call you and speak with his daughter while on deployment, more preferably through facetime so he can admire the glittery makeup and fancy face paint all over her adorable little face.
#orla speaks#he'd make the best father and you can't tell me otherwise :'3#he's active and tries to be thereâESPECIALLY for important days - like birthdays and christmases#100% has dressed up as santa claus for her đ#soap mactavish#call of duty soap#captain soap mactavish#cod soap#john soap mctavish#soap cod#soap call of duty#Scottish#scotland
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edit: btw it is not safe to wear contacts in the shower! the option is included for accuracy, but please consider throwing on an old pair of glasses or just going blind into that wet box instead.
#this is NORMAL BEHAVIOR . its IMPORTANT to SEE in there. what if there are clowns or killers.#to be clear. all my soaps and liquids are very different shapes and identifying them is not a concern. its the terror of the unknown#edit: btw im not trying to convert anyone. but i am gonna shotgun more concerns:#facewashing: you hold the glasses in your hands (the arm between your fingers.) or you set them down for a little bit#the fog: this is a non issue /srs. i rinse them down before i do the rest so they don't fog up#the water: my lenses might be water repellent? idk. the drops that remain are small and unobtrusive#the hard water damage: again this is a non issue. the water where i live is not that hard. id be washing them in the water anyways#drying droplets: i wipe them with a glasses cloth after i get out of the shower#i do not care that you guys dont wear your glasses but i DO think you should google how to clean glasses before#telling everyone very confidently that getting them wet is?? bad for them??? clean your glasses dude
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Kyle making breakfast for the 141 as he listened to music and they sat at the kitchen table watching on.
John would sit and stare, a warm smile gracing his lips at each hum and bob of his sergeant's head. It was quite adorable in a sense. It was a very rare sight to see him like this.
Johnny would grin like an idiot. His eyes trained on the way Kyle moved his hips slightly. It was subtle, but there. His eyes held unconditional love for the fellow sergeant.
Simon would lean back against the wall with his arms crossed. Watching Kyle cook with such soft eyes that he only reserved for them. It was no brainer that he had a soft spot for the youngest of the team.
They were utterly in love with this adorable man.
#kyle gaz garrick#john price#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#pricegaz#soapgaz#ghostgaz#call of duty#cod#theyre in love your honor#did i went there? yes i did#kyle x everyone#gaz x everyone#my baby is adorable bffr#cant believe i forgot the most important tags#polyamory#poly 141
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