#so yup. am tired. enjoy ig.

[diabolicalworldwriter]

I return once again. the same friend from a few days ago suggested I redraw a panel from Hero Killer but make it Kieran. so. (sorry my whole blog rn is PH. that's. that's my whole brain atm honestly and has been for the past year)

if you want to zoom in and stare at the texture (skin particularly) that's slay, I've been working on making minute changes no one will notice to my art for... ever honestly 💀hope you like it. original reference image under the cut

[savannah733]

Birthday girl

(m.sturniolo x reader )

a/n: I got this great idea from my cat.and bc is my friends birthday tmr.😝 Save this for your birthday 😈

Summary: it was your birthday, you were turning 20 . And your bf Matt got your dream gift you were talking about for a long time now.

Warnings: none ig

Y/n | Matt | Nick | Chris

It was the night before your birthday before you turn 20, you laying beside Matt who looked like was trying so hard to stay awake but he wanted to say happy birthday to you first to let you know that your his for life. Even though the only person that could say happy birthday to you in the morning or night is his brother's, he always wants to be first for everything that is special for you. You checked the time on your phone it was 11:34 pm "Matt looked is already 11:34 pm, I'm so excited to turn 20 and I'm so happy that you're by my side" you said with a bright smile while Matt was looking down on you and placed a gentle kiss "I'm so happy that your turning 20 ml , and of course I'll be by your side is a special night" he said as we looked each other and blushed.

It was 5 mins before it was 12:00 you both waited with excitement especially you, after what felt like decades it was 12 am "Happy birthday y/n, I love you so much baby " he said as he kissed my lips which felt like the 100th time tonight, but you weren't complaining. " Thank you babe and I love you too" you said as you also placed a passion kiss on his lips . "You don't know what's coming tomorrow, your not ready " he said while smirking looking down at you "you know you don't have to do all this stuff right? I don't really need that much stuff anymore " "first of all you do and you deserve it , secondly go to bed your prob going to be tired " he said while adjusting himself to get comfortable to sleep "okay okay fine loverboy" you giggle while you were saying it as he just rolled his eyes.

It was 9:23 am and you didn't see Matt by your side so you decided to get out of bed and get ready for bed . You open you and Matt's closet and there was a sticky note stick on one of the hangers, you toke the sticky note and read what it said "hey pretty girl, come down stairs to the kitchen for your first present" you thought it was Matt that wrote it of course, so after you read the note you went to the bathroom to brush your teeth and wash your face, you got dressed, and just put some makeup. You went to the kitchen to see the three boys talking, nick immediately ran to you and hugged you and said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU " "Happy birthday y/n , wish all the best" "Hey baby , and happy birthday again I love you so much" all the boys greeted you and all said happy birthday to you. "Awh thank you guys " you said with a bright smile on your face, "okay now gogo Matt has lots of plans for you" he said while softly pushing you "oh okay" you said with a stunned face .

First you all went to your favourite place for breakfast, you all enjoyed breakfast which was so delicious, secondly you all went to a golf place. Even though you were pretty bad at golf Matt teaches you each step as he always does , After all that you guys went to a park that you and Matt meet and always go to , Before you step out of the car Matt closes your eyes with a blindfold and hold your hand to lead you to the way that they were going. After sometime Matt stopped holding your hand and removed the blindfold, after he removed your blindfold you saw a beautiful picnic which looked like the first ever date you guys did at this park " Matt this is beautiful and this looks very similar, did you do the planning like our first date?" "Yup , I hope you like it I worked really hard on this. And look Nick is here to take some photos of you " you looked over at nick who was holding his camera in his hands. "Matt this is too much I don't deserve this " you said, looking at him with a big smile on your face. He kissed you on your lips and said "y/n you deserve every bit of this and I really hope your enjoying this" he said with a very big smile , you gave him a big kiss on his cheek and you both blushed.

You guys toke some photos, and after you all went home to open your presents . "Guys thank you so much for today, I really appreciate it . " "Of course y/n you deserve it""mhm" . You all arrived at the triplets house, and started unwrapping your gifts. "Okay so this one is from Madi " you started opening it and saw a purse that you've been talking about almost your whole life how you've been wanting it "OMG is the purse that I've been wanting! , Nick can you say to Madi that I loved her gift?" You said with excitement "of course " you said thanks to his answer. You opened Nick's gift next, you saw a little box inside the bag and from that you knew it was some kind of jewellery. It was a necklace, a half heart one said of Nick "look!" You look at his neck revealing he had the same necklace as you but inside was your face in it , "that's so cute Nick, I love it so much!" You thank him . Next was Chris's gift , you were unwrapping the gift until you saw an apple watch inside, "as I broke your old one , I wanted to get you a new one as an apology" he said while smiling towards me "awh that's so sweet Chris thank you!" "Of course"

Last but not least it was Matt He blindfolded you again and told you to sit on the sofa, you were confused but you were fine with it . "Okay y/n you can remove your blindfold now!" You slowly remove it when you saw a grey little kitten on your lap "OMGOMG MATT STOPP IM GOING TO CRY" you said while happy tears were starting to fill up your eyes. "Is it a he or a she Matt?" You asked Matt while carrying the little Gray kitten "is actually a he" he said while coming over to you to sit beside you "hi baby you little cutie pie, your so cute" you said with a baby voice while the boys watches you. "Can I hold him?" Chris asked spreading out his two hands "No " you said while holding the kitten, giggling at the same time but after all you gave it to him "can I hold him afterwards?" At the end you guys just end up fighting over the kitten and just laughing.

Nick and Chris went up to their room to sleep , but you and Matt and the kitten obviously went to your guys shared room . You placed the kitten in his little bed that Matt bought for him , as you two lay on your guys bed. "Babe?" You said "yes ml?" He says laying beside you while trying to cuddle. "Thank you for everything you've done for me today Matt I really enjoyed it and I love you soo much" you said after placing a soft kiss on his lips. "I'll do anything for you y/n , anything. You deserve every little bit baby, and I'm really happy that you like my surprise" he said while looking at you and hugging you even tighter than before. "I love you " you said while blushing in his arms. "I love you too baby" he said while giving a kiss on my head.

Happy birthday baby.

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I love writing these shits 😣

[saranootnoot]

Chapter 1: New

Min hummed quietly as he looked out the window of his room, he glanced back as he looked at all the boxes, Right.. He was moving to California, Foxfield. He didn’t like the thought of him moving to a whole different state, But that wasn’t his choice.. He soon heard his dad yell at him for help, he left his room to see his dad holding a few boxes, “Hey rosebud can you grab a few of those boxes out of the moving van?” Min paused a bit as he nodded, “yeah” Min picked up at least two boxes and brought them out to the car. Min soon got a notification from his phone.. His online friend StaryFox? He opened up the message

StaryFox: Me and my boyfriend broke up

Min blinked as he then went to reply.

KoreanKid: Oh damn- what happened?

StaryFox: We just both decided to be friends ig- happened four months ago, I was going to tell ya but I forgot. Oopsies.. And I got a new boyfriend

Min chuckled a bit at that, as he headed back inside.. He realized he had been friends with this person for at least 3 years..

KoreanKid: your an idiot istg- and how the hell??

StaryFox: 1. It's.. ‘You’re’ 2. and you have to deal with it :) and 3. love lmao

KoreanKid: True, and I enjoy it lmao. I could never

KoreanKid: Anyways I have to continue packing, I’ll talk to you in a bit

StaryFox: Damn- alright talk to ya later

Min hummed as he turned off his phone and got back to bringing the boxes to the moving van. Min hummed quietly as he then started to bring boxes from his room. David smiled at his son as he ruffled his hair.

Min groaned as he shoved his hand away, “You’re messing up my hair” David just laughed, “You’re getting so tall..” he smiled sweetly at him.

“I know I know..” Min grumbled as he sighed..

Soon they got all of the boxes into the moving van, all they had left to do was leave.. So David got in the driver's side while Min sat in the front seat.. David then started the car as he looked at Min, “Ready?” Min looked back at his dad as he slowly nodded. “Yeah.. lets go..” Min took out his earbuds and put them into his ear.. He then messaged his friend..

KoreanKid: hey, I’m back now:))

StaryFox: Welcome back, so now ur in the car?

KoreanKid: yup

Min had spent over three hours talking to StaryFox.. Min sighed as he looked through google about Foxfield, since his friend had to get off.. There was a lot.. One thing for sure.. Something caught his eye.. Part of the school exploded. What. The. Fuck?

“Uhh… Dad? The school I'm going to was partly exploded??” Min blinked as he stared at him. David waved his hand, “It’ll be fine” Min slowly nodded as he groaned..

An hour later, StaryFox came back on again.

StaryFox: you’re moving to Foxfield, California right?...

KoreanKid: Yeah-

StaryFox: Dude.. you’re going to my school.

KoreanKid: holy shit-

StaryFox: IKR?!

Min now felt a bit better after that.. Maybe it’ll be fine.. Yeah.. everything is going to be fine..

When they reached the house Min was tired as hell.. Min groaned as he rubbed his eyes.. Now they need to wait for the moving van.

After the whole moving thing, they had the basic rooms done and over with.. Min laid onto the bed and slowly fell asleep..

Min woke up as he rubbed his face and got up to get ready for the day. He put on a simple short sleeved white shirt and blue jeans, he then told his dad that he was going out for the day, to take a look around the neighborhood..

He left the house as he hums quietly.. It was a peaceful walk actually.. Until he heard arguing.. He was by a park, he glanced over to see two people arguing.. A tall brown-haired boy and a short blonde wearing a flannel, He just decided to walk past them quickly.. So he did.. That was until he realized he was being stared at by the taller brown haired boy. Min glanced back at the guy, who soon was walking towards him..

“Hey am I right?!” The boy yelled as the blonde groaned in frustration, “No, don't drag him into this Edward!” He grabbed Edward as he dragged him. Edward groaned, “Isaac wait-” Edward pulled away from him as he quickly went over to Min again.. who looked pretty freaked out about this whole situation..

Min just nodded slowly as he looked at him, “yeah…just moved in yesterday…” Edward nodded as he held out his hand, “Nice to meet you erm..?” Min blinked.. “Oh! My name is Min..” He replied nervously. He then took his hand as he smiled a little.. “Well talk to you later” Min quickly walked away.. Edward glanced at Isaac as he grinned

“Oh god.. Don’t tell me-”

“Yes indeed!” Edward replied happily as Isaac groaned from being frustrated.. “God fucking dammit here we go again..”

Min decided to go to a small cafe he had found from walking around.. He has a horrible sweet tooth for Cupcakes, Cakes, Chocolate covered strawberries.. Just thinking about it made him happy a little bit.. He also enjoys Frappes..

So here he was, eating a cupcake in a cafe, while scrolling through his phone.. He knew in a few days or weeks, he’d have to go to school. He didn’t really like the sound of that, New school.. New people. Not really his thing but he had too. He looked around as he noticed someone probably genderfluid had dark hair with blonde in the front and had a star necklace..

Wait a minute.. He decided to text his friend..

KoreanKid: Bitch…… yk how you told me what you look like? Like noyt send a picture but an example of what you look like?

He glanced over at the people as the star necklace one picked up their phone..

StaryFox: Yeah why?

KoreanKid: are you in a cafe?

StaryFox: ARE YOU IN THIS CAFE????????

KoreanKid: I THINK SO- I'M THE GUY THAT HAS BLACK HAIR WITH PINK STREAK-

The person quickly looked around and finally caught Min's gaze.. They then squealed, Min also Squealed. As the person quickly hugged Min. Min hugged back. “SOFIA!” Min beamed. “This is so cool! Now we get to hangout everyday! Maybe in school! Sofi replied as Min smiled happily. “Yeah! Anyways I should get going.. My dad is probably getting worried about me” Sofi nodded, “Alright! See you later!”

Min then started to walk home as he sighed, This was a tiresome day.. He was soon met by Isaac.. Which he hoped was his name.. “Hey uh… I was forced to come over here, Do you have Supernatural powers?” Edward was then groaning as another boy was giggling.

Min blinked, “Oh..yeah, I have Plant Manipulation” Isaac blinked, “That was.. Easier that I expected..” Min just shrugged. “I don’t see the point in hiding it either way” Min hummed quietly.. Edward shoved Isaac away as he looked at him, “You going to foxfield?” Min slowly nodded in agreement.. “Uh.. Yeah..”

“Great! You should join the supernatural club when you join school.. But you cannot tell anyone.” Min blinked a bit.. A very concerned look “I’ll think about it!” Edward smiled, “Great! Thanks Mix”

“It’s Min..”

“Mix will do, plus it's easier to say”

Min just blinked in confusion.. A smaller boy smiled at Min, “My name is Drew, It's nice to meet you Min” Min blinked as he looked at Drew, “Nice to meet you too Drew” Min smiled as he then waved and went home.

Min walked through the door as he rubbed his eyes.. He was tired.. Very tired. At least he met his online friend.. Sofia..

His dad told him that he was going to School in two days.. He has all of his supplies.. Time to wait for a while.. For now.. Rest.

Prologue

Well.. here we are... A reboot of the wolf and crystal.. and it's on here..

Min was sleeping soundly as he soon woke up as he let out a noise, he looked at the window by his bed.. It was still dark out, but surely enough the sky was partly dark blue.. It was soon becoming daylight. Min squealed in excitement as he quickly got off the bed, soon tripping over a toy he had left on the floor, he didn’t really seem to care as he then got back up and scurried off again.

“Mama! Papa! Mama! Papa! Mama!” Min ran towards his parents room, but then stopped as he heard coughing.. he listened in.

“You need to stay in bed Azalea.. It's getting worse..” A pause..

Another cough..

“I can’t David.. it's his fourth birthday.. And I have chores to do..”

Another horrible cough..

“Azalea-”

Min slowly came in as both of his parents turned towards him, “Is Mama okay?..” he looked at them worried.. Azalea smiled sweetly at him, “yes sweetie, I just have a small cold.. Don’t worry, go back to bed and I'll wake you up..” Min looked at David who then looked at him as he smiled, “how about we go camping this weekend?” Min’s eyes widened, “Yeah!” he raised his hands in the air happily. “Now go back to bed, it's too early” Min nodded as he quickly ran off back to his room.

“Min Mateo Crystal! Come here right now! You little stinker!” Azalea yelled as she chased her 3 year old around the back yard. Min squealed as he was soon picked up and reached for his mom. “Mama!” Azalea giggled as she kissed all over his face. Min smiled more as he hugged his mom.

“I love you my little rosebud..” Azalea said as she kissed her son’s cheek.. “I loaf you too Mama!” Azalea laughed lightly, as she sat him down, who soon ran towards a man that had left the house and into the backyard, “Papa!” Min shouted as he then clinged to his leg. “Welcome back Jagi” She looks at him ‘my dear’ Azalea smiled a bit as her husband then picked up Min who giggled as he hugged his dad. David chuckled as he glanced at Azalea, “I have no idea how you can deal with this kid all day” Azalea just grinned as she then replied, “He’s very easy to take care of” Min blinked as he looked at his two parents he threw his hands in the air. “Presents!” Azalea chuckled, “Oh i know my little rosebud, first cake and Icecream, Then presents” She ruffled Min’s head as his hair went poofy as he giggled.

Azalea sighed, “Let's get set up..”

It was raining outside after a while..

“I wish for mama's cold to go away!” Min said as he blew out his candle.. Azalea pulled her son into a tight hug.. “Salanghaeyo!” ‘I love you’ Min beamed as he hugged her back..

[eloves-writes]

hiya could you write a jess x reader which is kind of a continuation of the last one ig?? or where lorelai heres about luke walking in on jess and his gf and invites them round for dinner? thank you!!

hi! yes i can! glad to see people liked my last fic so much, hope this is as fun. enjoy <3

part 2 to this fic

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'you walked in on them?' lorelai exclaimed, shocked but amused.

luke sighed. 'yes.'

'and then you just closed the door? walked out?'

'yes.'

lorelai laughed evilly. 'that's hilarious. did you talk to him about it?'

'nope.'

'you just pretended it didn't happen?'

'yup.'

she sighed at the lack of interesting conversation. 'jesus mr monotonus, save some syllables for the rest of us.'

he pulled a face. 'i'm good, thanks. i would offer you some more coffee but that would result in you sitting here and asking me about this for another half an hour, so please, feel free to leave.'

lorelai pulled a face back, and threw a few dollar bills out of her jeans pocket onto the counter before picking up her handbag and putting on her coat.        'of my own free will and because i so desperately want to go back to the inn, i am leaving.'

'see you later.'

'that you will,' she said mysteriously, walking towards the door but hoping for a reaction.

luke looked up, exasperated and slightly fed up, from the coffee pot he was stirring. 'what?'

lorelai stopped and excitedly walked back to counter, sitting back in the seat she had vacated only seconds ago. 'well i thought,' she began, dragging out the last syllable. 'we could go out tonight, with y/n and jess.'

he pretended to think for a moment before confidently answering. 'nope.'

‘ugh, come on!’

‘there are countless other things i would rather do than hang out with my nephew and his girlfriend.’

‘and me!’

‘don’t make it worse.’

‘luke! it’ll be fun! it’ll be nice to all hang out together, like a little, slightly dysfunctional, family!’

‘you are aware that she isn’t your daughter, right?’

‘pot-ay-to, pot-ah-to,’ lorelai huffed. ‘do you want to come or not?’

luke once again thought for a moment, pretending as always to be irritated by her. he almost never was. ‘yes, i’ll come. good luck getting jess on board though.’

‘haha, that is where you're wrong my friend,’ she grinned. ‘i firmly believe he’ll follow her wherever she goes like a lost puppy dog. have you seen the way her watches her? adoration, love, lust, intense adolescent sexual desir-’

luke held up a hand. ‘that is plenty, thank you. i’m coming, he’ll come, whatever. please leave now.’

‘bye, stud.’

it was a few hours after you’d bumped into lorelai on the way to see jess and she’d invited you out, and you were now walking up to the black, white and read movie theatre where jess was waiting for you. to be honest, you hadn’t talked much since the incident at luke’s yesterday; he came over that night but didn’t stay long. now he stood, casually cool as ever, leaning against the brick wall by the entrance with a book in one hand and lit cigarette in the other. he hadn’t seen you coming yet, so you just stopped for a moment and watched him; he was the type of person you could just silently admire and never get bored. still, you often tired of not being close to him. 

as you approached him, jess held up a hand as to wave but forgetting his hands were full. you returned the awkward gesture whilst he took a final drag of his cigarette and stubbed it out under his boot. the book, which you could now see was a collection of poems, found it’s way back into the back pocket of his jeans where it apparently lived.

‘hey mr caulfield,’ you smiled. a little joke you’d made the first time you’d met, it annoyed him so much you decided to make it stick.

‘hey trouble,’ he replied, rolling his eyes and planting a kiss on your forehead. you fell into him as he snaked his arms around your body.

‘i am liking this outfit on you,’ he flirted, fingering the hem of your short skirt. it was new but quickly becoming a fast favourite, soft brown corduroy embroidered at the waistband with delicate flowers. you paired it with a deep violet fitted camisole top and jess’s stolen leather jacket. stolen from jess, that was- though could you ever be really sure?

‘thank you,’ you smiled. ‘new jacket, very expensive.’

‘oh yes, i’m sure,’ he purred before kissing you. he tasted like dark chocolate and coffee, and smelled like old books and cigarette smoke. when he kissed you, everything else in the world faded away as if you were the only people to ever exist. unfortunately, you weren’t.

‘heyyy lovers!’ lorelai sang eagerly. jess reluctantly pulled away from you, leaving your warmed lips now exposed to the nippy late-autumn air. ‘you ready to get this party started?’

‘sure,’ you replied with a gentle smile. luke and jess exchanged similarly perturbed looks. ‘what movie are we seeing, lor?’

‘beetlejuice.’

‘charming,’ jess commented off-handedly.

you turned to him with a bemused smile. ‘you don’t like beetlejuice?’

‘no, no. it’s fine. it’s a weird movie but its pretty good i guess.’

‘damn straight, now let’s go and get a seat,’ lorelai chimed in, ending the conversation.

the four of you entered the movie theatre to see it was empty, as it usually was on any night that wasn’t saturday. kirk welcomed you in in his usual odd manner and passed over a bucket of over-priced popcorn with your drinks. luke passive-aggressively threw the money on the counter before joining you all on the comfy couch in front of the screen- if you didn't sit on the coveted red sofa at the BWR it wasn't even worth going. jess sat beside you, with lorelai on your other side and luke on the end. she gave the two of you a little space, but luke maintained a watchful eye even through the opening credits.

when he thought you might be safe, jess placed a hand on your bare thigh. you knew this move too well, though it was usually played more privately. you allowed yourself to indulge in the feeling of his fingers teasingly tracing up and down your silken skin.

luke cleared his throat. the hand beneath your skirt retracted slightly but didn’t back down.

you looked up to jess, who was facing the screen with a cheeky gleam in his eye. in your opinion, that was possibly the sexiest he ever looked; when he knew he was causing a wet spot in your underwear. typical teenage-boy ego.

his finger began to trace the lacey fabric of your underwear, and you involuntarily inhaled sharply. 

this time jess’s hand fully drew back, just in time to inconspicuously run through his hair as lorelai and luke both turned their heads.

‘you ok y/n?’ lorelai asked with a telling smile. she always knew. like a sixth sense for juvenile disobedience.

‘yes, fine,’ you replied quickly. ‘just almost spilled my drink.’

‘so clumsy,’ jess observed, hiding a smirk.

‘so articulate,’ you responded with a subtle elbow in his side.

luke suspiciously narrowed his eyes at the pair of you, then you all averted your eyes back to the almost finished movie.��jess snickered quietly, earning another elbow in the side.

lorelai leaned over to you and whispered in your ear. ‘love birds. i know inappropriate teenage behaviour when i see it.’

you turned crimson and looked pointedly at her. she shot you an audacious, dramatised wink. 

‘lorelai!’ you hushed, making her giggle like a naughty child.

[bisexualjohnseed]

OC Profile

I was tagged by @yeetslovescheese to do this OC profile thing! Thank you <3

ANYWAYS! I am tagging literally anybody who wants to do this and uhh... the rest is under the cut! Enjoy ig!

GENERAL

name: Gabriel Evans

alias(es): Gabe, the various nicknames for the deputy (Deputy, Dep, Rook, etc.)

gender: Male

age: 31 

birthdate: November 23rd

place of birth: Hope County, born and raised

spoken languages: English

sexual preference: Men

occupation: Junior Deputy

APPEARANCE

eye color: Black

hair color: Dark brown

height: 5'10-ish? Maybe?

scars: Gabe has a scar on his right arm from breaking it when he was younger, among many smaller scars on his arms and hands from various other things.

There’s also the markings John gave him (do those count as scars?). Wrath across the chest, lust down his ~happy trail~, and sloth down his right arm.

FAVOURITES

color: olive greens and orange

hair color: He doesn’t have much of a preference, but I don’t think Gabe’s very fond of blondes

eye color: Again, no real preference

song: Can’t think of a specific song, but he likes classic rock. I think 1940s-60s crooning type music is a guilty pleasure.

food: Some kind of soup with cornbread

non-alcoholic drink: He’s not picky

alcoholic drink: Beer, a simple choice

HAVE THEY..

passed university: Nope! Never even attended. Gabe grew up wayyy too poor for college to be an option- not that he was interested in it anyways.

had sex: Yes

had sex in public: No <3

kissed a boy: Yep!

kissed a girl: No

gotten tattoos: Gabe has sooo many tattoos. He was literally an aspiring tattoo artist before he joined the sheriffs department. His favorite tattoo is a pill bottle done on the side of his right wrist.

 Other than that, he has various other tattoos covering his arms, a couple done by John (pre-reaping), a couple done by old friends, but most of them done by Gabe himself. John probably also did a tattoo of a deer skull on Gabe’s ribs. 

gotten piercings: Yup! Gabe’s also super into piercings. He has his ears stretched out some, he has a helix piercing, among a couple other ear piercings he’s done on himself over the years. I think he used to have more, maybe an eyebrow piercing and a septum piercing, but they’ve since closed up.

been in love: Unfortunately

stayed up for more than 24 hours: Too many times.

ARE THEY…

a virgin: Nope

a cuddler: He likes some cuddling, but he also gets uncomfortable really quick- unless he’s tired, then it’s free game.

a kisser: Yep

scared easily: Not... really??? I think Jacob scared him, I think Faith scared him sometimes. 

jealous easily: It depends, but once Gabe’s jealous he becomes very angry and volatile. Not the best at dealing with that emotion.

trustworthy: Absolutely. Even when a secret is painful for him to keep, Gabe will stay quiet about it until he no longer possibly can.

in love: Not currently, no

single: YEP! And for some time.

RANDOM QUESTIONS (tw for self harm/suicide mention)

have they harmed themselves: Probably, but he never made it a habit.

have they thought about suicide: Yes

have they attempted suicide: No

wanted to kill someone: Not really? Like, he has, but he didn’t particularly enjoy himself. I think the only person Gabe really felt good killing was Jacob and even then, it was very bittersweet for him. He didn’t WANT to, he had to.

have/had a job: Gabe’s had various odd jobs. He worked at the packing plant for some time, he probably helped out at a couple tackle shops, and then of course the sheriffs department. I also think he’s done some (technically illegal) body mod work as well.

have any fear(s): As I said, not a lot scares him. I don’t think he’s a big fan of driving in the mountains at night, maybe he finds spiders creepy... 🤷

FAMILY

siblings: A younger sister named Winona. She was younger than him by seven years. She died at 19 from an overdose.

parents: Both Gabe’s mother and his father are still in his life, though he stopped keeping in regular contact with them after his sisters death. It’s not that they don’t love him anymore or he doesn’t love them- it’s just that a lot of guilt surrounding Winona’s death made him feel like there was some kind of divide between them.

children: Absolutely not

significant other: He’s had a few boyfriends over the years, one of whom being a certain Eden’s Gate baptist 😒

pets: He probably had a childhood dog, but other than that he never really had time for pets. Probably really wanted another dog though, so when Boomer stuck by him it was kind of a dream come true- despite the sad circumstances.

[andygenn-blog]

life lately

Hey ho! It’s ya girl Andy G and I’m back! I’ve been dying to go back to blogging but every time I try to, I fail. It’s probably because I get too pressured to come back and this time with my own domain, all polished and really LEGIT looking. But what the heck, whatever. I’d have to just make do with what I have. I just really miss the ~diary style~ blogging and some of my friends reached out to me that they miss it too. I recently visited my old tumblr and I had a load of fun laughing and “aww!”-ing at my own posts. I guess I miss documenting my life too. So here it is! My first attempt at going back to documenting my life. No pressure. Just a lot of stories and photos.

I just recently launched an online shop! It’s full of thrifted, hand-me-downs & pre-loved clothes. I’ve been meaning to do this too for the longest time and now that I have all the time in the world (icymi, I graduated last April and I’ve been bumming around ever since) I finally worked on it! I really like thrifting and sometimes I tend to hoard a lot so this is my way of cleaning my closet. It’s also where I get to practice taking photos, styling and making collages. Everything’s cheap and no item is more than 350 pesos so if you wanna cop some dainty lookin’ clothes, check out Fad Folly’s No.1 Collection at IG @fadfolly! I plan to change themes every collection so watch out. Heehee. This is also a sort of ~practice~ for me as I’m planning something bigger, something I’ve always dreamed about.

Besides launching an online shop, above are some photos of what I’ve been up to from the month of September.

 Chasing sunsets and hanging at rooftops. That’s me with my automatic film camera that Jimbo got me for my birthday! He also owns one now so whenever we travel, he’d have a camera with him too. I just started using film back in March I think! And I couldn’t be happier. As far as I can remember, I’ve also been wanting to try film photography. AND oooh lala, writing this post is making me feel giddy inside. Apparently, I’ve been slowly doing what I’ve been dying to do. Guess being unemployed is doing me gooood.

Daz me hanging out with strangers! JK! That’s my high school barkada. SO last April my family threw me a celebratory party because I graduated and none of these fucks went. And of course that saddened me! I was mad at them, especially those who committed but flaked out. (that’s why I keep referring to them as strangers) So they were scared to invite me for Rommel’s despedida. LOL. But being the good friend that I am, of course I had to see Rommel before he leaves for New Zealand. Everyone was apologizing when I came. But iz all goooood. I love them. And oh, this was such a fun night. Made us realize how old we were getting too. Half of us are graduates already, some are starting work soon.

For the last four photos I really don’t have much kwento. Those are just some stuff I ordered from Sephora because I’ve been dying to try Mario Badescu’s Rose Water, a trip to the thrift shop, Jimbo after playing a set at 12 Monkeys and a photo of a sunset.

This month I also got to, finally, hang out with Jasmine! I fucking love this girl and I missed her so much. She was away for, I’m not really sure, 3 months? For her OJT and I’m really glad she’s back. Although she’s less fun now because she’s serious with school. JK. Get that diploma girlfriend! Last year we spent a lotttaaa time together when we were both single and we mostly just reminisced about the good ol days. (Not saying I miss being single, I love my bebeshka, I’m super fucking in love if you can’t tell)

This month, I also got to visit Bicol for the first time. (TY Ballecer & Alarde family! TY Sud!) For this trip I only brought my Pentax k2 and my automatic film camera, and mostly used my phone for taking videos. I’ve decided to just bring my film cameras whenever I travel because the last time I travelled, I had my Pentax k2, Nikon d5100 and a mirrorless camera with me and boooooooooy was it exhausting! Jimbo and I spent a lot of time switching cameras and taking photos and I must admit, it was pretty tiring. So I thought, why not get rid of my slr whenever I travel and just use my phone (since I like posting right away) and my film cameras so I can enjoy the moment? Heehee

I’ve also really been enjoying creating short films about my day, or in this case, our trip to Bicol. The idea of creating short films has always been in my head but filming with my camera and editing with premiere was too much work for me! So I’m glad that I found apps that really worked for me. I received a lot of questions regarding those so for everyone asking, I’ve been using the apps 8MM and InShot for my videos!

OKAY going back to our Bicol trip, it was pretty chill. The last time we were all together for a trip was in July for Kohl and I’s birthday and that vacation was preeettty hectic. Lotsa touristy stuff. But this one, we mostly just hung out. We ate a lot of good food, drink, listened to Sud play the guitar while everyone else sang along, and oh, we finally surfed again! BUT MAN, I’ve tried surfing several times and this one was the most exhausting. Besides the fact that it was the 2nd day of my period, it was a day before the storm hit so the waves were crazy strong. I was so tired I had to stop even though I had 15 minutes left. We also played a lot of Secret Hitler (a board game you should definitely check out!) and when I say a lot I mean A LOT. We stayed up ‘til 3AM playing (which meant we couldn’t wake up to surf the next day). Jimbo and I got the board game a month ago I think and we couldn’t be any happier that we finally got to use it! It’s such a good game and I’m such a good player. HAHAHA. But no, seriously, I’m good.

We ended our trip hanging out around the empty beach watching the beautiful pink sunset. We even caught a glimpse of a few lightning strikes from the horizon as our afternoon descended into night. It was all sorts of colorful lovelies.

I’ve also been bugging my boyfriend to take photos of my outfits whenever we’d go out! So here are two of my outfits from last week! First one we just went thrifting (naka aura pa ako, ang arte ko) and the second one we went to UP Town to buy some stuff before we travelled to Bicol!

So yup, that’s all. That’s a lot of kwento. I just really missed doing this.

Hope you enjoyed reading this really lengthy post!

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Tag of Basic Information ~ okie dokie so I just saw I was tagged in this and it's like 3:30 in the morning and I can't sleep (plus I saw this video on sleep paralysis and it freaked me out) (plus I'm on my phone which makes things tough) (and thank you Emily for tagging me I'm too tired to search up your username rn but thank you ily bae) ABC tag AGE – 18 BIGGEST FEAR – probably being disliked or being a disappointment/a failure. Also clowns, fuck clowns. I used to be extremely scared of spiders and I still am but I'm able to kill them now CURRENT TIME – 3:39 am but will probably be after 4am when I finish this DRINK YOU LAST HAD – Water EVERYDAY STARTS WITH – Coffee, a pb&j, and a clementine FAVORITE SONG – I have a lot but I'm gonna try to keep it brief. Any Disney song, My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion, Evermore by Josh Groban, Ride by Lana Del Rey, a shitload of Beatles songs there's too many to list, Monkees songs, and songs from Newsies, Joseph and the Technicolor Dreamcoat GHOSTS, ARE THEY REAL? – Bill Nye and other scientists say nah but I've seen a couple things that make me think "shit, probably" HOMETOWN – ive been told it's a stereotype that we're bitchy and I don't doubt it. But we're hipster af I feel IN LOVE WITH – My dog Angus, Leo DiCaprio, speaking french and anything french related (if you're from Quebec or France hmu let's communicate a bitch is tryna become fluent) and nature. JEALOUS OF – People who are straight A students easily and people with clear skin KILLED SOMEONE – Shhhh LAST TIME YOU CRIED – idk probably yesterday MIDDLE NAME – Lindsay NO. OF SIBLINGS – one ONE WISH – to be able to speak all the languages of the world fluently PERSON I LAST CALLED/TEXTED – My homegirl Gillian (love you boo) QUESTION YOU’RE ALWAYS ASKED – I used to be asked if I was in college when I was still in high school but now I'm in college I'm not asked that anymore lol REASON TO SMILE – Emily had a FANTASTIC list so mine would probably be similar to hers. LEGGO: sunrises and sunsets. The beach. A walk through the woods on a sunny day. Snuggling up with a pet. Snuggling up with a person. Seeing a loved one for the first time in forever. Disney movies. Romance movies and fairy tales. Hearing something in a language you're trying to learn and being able to understand it. Finding seashells on the beach. Traveling to a new place and seeing the landscape change. Confiding in someone and having them listen to you. Intellectual and deep conversations. Concerts. Unity when tragedy strikes the world. Love. Being in love. Being in a great big lake and floating on your back and closing your eyes. MUSIC. A GOOD ASS PLAYLIST FOR ANY OCCASION. EMPHASIS ON LEARNING A NEW LANGUAGE. There's so much more of any of y'all wanna discuss messaging works lmao SONG LAST SANG - Love Potion °9 by i forgot TIME YOU WOKE UP – 10:30 am UNDERWEAR – none cus I'm in my pj's VACATION DESTINATION? – I'm trying to get to Quebec this summer but I love traveling in general. I'd honestly go anywhere WORST HABIT – picking and peeling the whites of my nails off and probably being messy when it comes to my room YOUR FAVORITE FOOD – I LOOOOVE SPAGHETTI AND JUST PASTA IN GENERAL ZODIAC – Leo BOLD tag ~ listen, a bitch is tired so I'm just gonna put yesses next to them if they apply cus I'm still on my phone and I don't think I can bold anything → appearance: I I am 5′7″ or taller- yes 5'8"
I I wear glasses
I have at least one tattoo
i have at least one piercing - yes, my ears
i have brown eyes i have short hair
my abs are at least somewhat defined- i have a couple bumps near the top but they're not totally "defined" i have or have had braces -yes I hated them 
There is something I would change about the way I look - yes I'm trying to get my hair cut into layers soon → personality: I My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor Hufflepuff - gryffindor af (lowkey used to be in ravenclaw but it's a long story and now I'm in gryffindor) Ravenclaw Slytherin 
I am an introvert 
i like/love meeting new people - yes yes yes
people tell me that i’m funny - maybe, but it's mostly me telling myself 
i enjoy physical challenges -sometimes
i enjoy mental challenges -It depends 
i’m playfully rude with people i know well - yes but I try not to be too mean 
i started saying something ironically and now i can’t stop saying it - yes its awful someone help 
There is something I would change about my personality -yup → ability: I I can sing well 
i can play an instrument 
i can do over 30 pushups without stopping
i’m a fast runner - I guess???
i can draw well - i have sketches all over the place 
i have a good memory 
I’m good at doing math in my head 
i can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I can hold my breath for 9 hours
i have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling 
i know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
i know how to throw a proper punch - yes thanks to my brother → hobbies: I i enjoy playing sports - yes i love playing soccer and baseball and volleyball and just being active 
I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
i have learned a new song in the past week
i work out at least once a week - I try to
i’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months - yes cus volleyball kept me in pretty good shape and now that's over idk what else to do with myself 
i have drawn something in the past month
i enjoy writing - yes and the best gift you could give me is a journal
Fandoms are my #1 passion
i do or have done martial arts → experiences: I i have had my first kiss - yes
i have had alcohol - yes
i have scored the winning goal in a sports game - yes
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
i have been at an overnight event -yes
i have been in a taxi 
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I should've added hospitals to the list of things I'm afraid of, but thankfully no i haven't been to the ER lately
I have beaten a video game in one day
i have visited another country - Canada ig??
i have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts - One Direction yo → relationship: I I’m in a relationship 
i have a celebrity crush - basically any cute actor but it always comes back to Leo DiCaprio 
I have a crush on someone I know 
i have been in at least 3 relationships 
I have never been in a relationship
i have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them 
I get crushes easily - same as what Emily said, i get infatuated but i don't get crushes super easily. But if i like you i god damn like you A LOT
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year 
i have had feelings for a friend → my life: I i have at least one person i consider a “best friend” - hey gilli and Teags (and my follege besties OF COURSE) where you at 
i live close to my school my parents are still together -yep
i have at least one sibling - yes
i live in the united states -yes
There is snow right now where I live
i have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month - I hung out with friends in the past two days actually 
i have a smartphone - yes it's what I'm using to painstakingly type all this out on 
I have at least 15 CDs 
I share my room with someone → random shit: I i have breakdanced 
i know a person named jamie 
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce 
i have dyed my hair
i’m listening to one song on repeat right now 
i have punched someone in the past week
i know someone who has gone to jail -yes but I can't say who
I have broken a bone 
I have eaten a waffle today 
i know what i want to do with my life - mostly, I just hope it all works out
i speak at least 2 languages fluently - IM FUCKING TRYING. IM TRYING SO DAMN HARD. IMMA GET THERE SERIOUSLY IF YOU ARE A NATIVE FRENCH SPEAKER HIT ME UP!!!!! 
i have made a new friend in the past year - @ All the friends I made at college you're all the bomb Okay so now imma tag @squiinty and @plurth and @natsukashiiii I legit copied and pasted @yixingding 's post and re-wrote everything (iPhone probs) and it's now 4:05 am lol but this was fun my Leo ass loves talking about myself so I invite literally anybody to do this too and THANK YOU EM&M FOR TAGGING ME ITS SO FUNNY I SAW THIS AT LIKE 3:30 IN THE MORNING I MISS YOU BOO

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Pinto Art Museum: A Getaway to the Art Haven of Antipolo

           Museums in Manila like the National Museum is probably well known and the most visited, but then, back in 2017, I had that craving to see and discover a museum that is not located in an urbanized place like in Metro Manila. Luckily, I did find that perfect to be that offers arts, nature, food in one place that is in a very much serene and calm location in the mountain of Antipolo. It is definitely a paradise for someone like me that has the eye for aesthetics and is very fond of finding places to take pictures on.

          Pinto Art Museum, offers a fusion of both classic and contemporary Filipino arts that depict various stories, culture and history, all in a 1.2-hectare property. Further, making the museum an art haven in Antipolo. The museum is owned by Dr. Joven Cuanang MD, a neurologist, and art collector that started from collecting wooden art when he was still a young boy, he invested his wealth into the museum and as for him, the museum is not a business but a civic duty in order to promote Filipino art and the country itself. The museum has started in the 1970′s as a small plot of land and it took 10 years to develop it into a tranquil oasis that it is now.

         As you enter the museum you will be welcomed by a big antique door with a little bell above, as the name implies, “Pinto” in Filipino it means “door”, and you will be seeing more doors inside the museum, and unexpectedly, every door that I had walked into has  been an exciting discovery for me, as it takes to a visual journey on the social and political issues of our country. 

        Upon entering and registering, you will be given a map on how to explore the whole museum, for it is composed of 6 superb galleries that are composed of a wide collection of artworks that are organized into different themes. As I had just started of roaming around while finding for the first museum I should go into, I was already in awe of the beauty of its amazing and well-maintained landscape and architecture that has a number of influences, such as the Filipino ancestral house, the Spanish colonial chapel and church, the American architectural style, and what is most distinguishable for me is how it has that Mediterranean style, that made me felt like I was in Santorini. It was a really a wonderful discovery for me as it lets me to experience different culture and influences, all in the same time.

        As for the galleries, it will really be a treat for your eyes as you can appreciate the beauty of Filipino art of young and senior artists of our country, making me truly proud as a Filipino. Also, it has been a healing for me as it had made me realized an open my soul to the different perspectives and stories of our society as what the artworks have shown me. 

                What artwork that has really been remarkable for me, is the one in the main gallery, called as “Karnabal”, that is located in the main gallery. It is an acrylic on canvas that has the measure of 144 x 480 inches made by a group called “Salingpusa” in 1992, and it was said to be one of the most influential works of contemporary Filipino art. 

         At first, the artwork was just an ig-worthy background for me, but as I had looked closely to the subjects of the mural painting, I then realized that it is telling of a socio-political issue that is evident now and then. It is a summary of the situations happening in the Philippine society, and how the artist’s is telling its discontentment of what is happening in our society, through the concept of making having freakshows and games, wherein you can spot Darna with no abilities and many other acts. The gallery 1 where the “Karnabal” artwork is located, is probably the most gallery that I stayed on, as it really has awakened my consciousness and provoked me to the realities of our society. Hence, making it a learning experience for me.

         Besides the number of galleries, there is a museum especially for indigenous art, located in the lower garden, that showcases the rich culture of the Philippines, with ritual objects, textiles, jewelry. And what’s more amazing with this gallery is that in here, you can get inked by Whang od’s descendant! Yup, you don’t have to go to Kalinga for Whang Od because her descendant is offering the “mambabatok” way of tattoo service in Pinto Art for a minimum fee of 600 pesos!

         And, if you are tired of roaming around the museums, there are a wide landscape and gardens that has chairs and tables all over, for you to rest on and just feel the scenery, making you feel like you are in your house’s garden.

        There is also, a viewing deck with white beds strategically placed so that you can lay on and rest on, and it is the perfect place to be to witness a beautiful sunset. But unfortunately, we are not able to witness it, as well as to enjoy the overall outdoor, since it rained so hard that day. But still, it was still enough for me to enjoy, as there are many to discover with just the indoor attractions.

        And if you are all hungry from all the walkings, you can delight yourselves with some food from their restaurant and cafe, which we should order that time but we are not able to as it is jampacked with people.

        What’s more to that is that it has, a small chapel and a church perfect, and a private resort. Definitely, it is a place of everything!

       Overall, I really did enjoy it as I am an art lover, and it is also a place for those who are into taking ig-worthy pictures while delighting my soul, mind, and body. 4 Hours are not enough with this place as it is full of discoveries, making me want to go to it again of course, minus the heavy rain.

HOW TO GET THERE?

Address: Pinto Art Museum 1 Sierra Madre St. Grand Heights, Antipolo City, Rizal, Philippines.

If commuting from Laguna, just take a bus going to cubao, get off at Megamall and take a bus located at front of the Starmall, and ride a van going to Antipolo Save more, and get off at the “bayan” where you can see the Antipolo church. Take a trike and tell to drive you to Pinto Art Museum.

EXPENSES?

Bus – P56 (Student)

Van- P50

Trike- 40 (Special)

Entrance fee:

Regular – P200

Student – P100

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I don’t know how that shit is happening but somehow “law of attraction” is working. NOT IN 100% just to be clear and not in every situation but for me, unfortunately, it’s working with guys. Like for example I saw some random guy, I don’t know him but something hit me inside when I first saw him (online, offline, doesn’t matter) so I just said to myself “I want to get to know him, I want to meet him”, whatever. And to be honest it happened at least 3-4 times. Sad thing is that this “LOA” system is broken for me, because of course, I’m glad that I met those guys but guess what? Nothing more happened - nothing more besides hooking up lol. Im not saying that sex was bad, because they are always great, with passion, with sweat, with hot bodies, but you know, to be completely honest I would love to have, finally, something more.

One of the recent stories is really abstract for me, because the guy was from TV News. Like for real? I saw him when I maniacally watched morning news on TV - saw him, blushed, hear his deep voice (omfg) and just fell in love lol. So one day I could help myself and I just googled him. Found him ig profile and ask for permission to follow him - like fuck yeah I wanna ask for permission because who even cares who am I, I’m just random girl for him. YOLO. So I did that, he accepted me and follow me back. Cool, cool, thank you.

Of course I liked his photos because why not, and he sometimes liked mine - cute, thank you.

Few weeks later I went on my Bali’s trip. (I don’t have to remember that it was life changing right? Still can’t get over it) I remember clearly that situation - I was in sanctuary wearing lace-top (of course I was covered with sarong but only legs had to be covered) - obviously I did selfie and posted it on ig stories. Guess what? He commented. Like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? Is it for real? Of course he commented laces that he appreciate laces in holy places. lol. funny guy. And then story begins. We sent each other DMs, not every day but it was funny, kinky, with a lot of flirtations. OH I felt that tension between those txts. But it was all for fun, because hello I'm in different city (he’s working at caption but not living there, wtf).

Days, months was passing by and we just had that DMs. We were joking sometimes that we will finally going to meet but I know that shit-talk so I’ve never believed in that.

But last month I had opportunity to go to his city - I didn't know if he’s gonna be there but what ever I will DM him. I didn’t want to be some creepy girl so I just asked if he could recommend some cool places to hang out, etc. But he answered just straight away that we have to meet finally! So I try to play it cool and just said ok, why not (BUT I WAS SO EXCITED THAT I COULD EVEN THINK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE) but yeah, act like you don’t care that much. BEHAVE! 

Day before he asked about my plans for that Saturday in his city and I just said that I’m going to be hanging out with my friends, nothing special, just drinking coffee, eating ice creams and exploring the city - I didn’t have much time for anything else. And he get upset (a little) because he have to work and after that he have to go to 18th birthday of his brother. OH REALLY? Seriously I had in mind only one thing - yeah right, you wanna cancel that meeting, you don’t want to meet and you wanna just mess with me, OK. I KNEW IT. So I just answered that ok, cool, I understand that, if you will find a time just text me, I’m not gonna disturb you. 

Next day I came to his city, I started to explore it all by myself because my friends still didn't come. After 30minutes I finally get to coffee spot when we have supposed to meet. My phone buzzed. He texted me! “What are you doing?” I sent him picture of that coffee place and said that he have a good timing because I just came to the city. Of course he started telling me that he still need to work but he’s inviting me to his place for coffee if I want to come. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? OF COURSE I WANT TO! I said that I want to hang out with my friends but we can meet after 2hours. He gave me his phone number, address. Yup, it’s official. After 2 hours I texted him that I will be in 30minutes, google maps will help me find my way. He asked if I have cigarettes because HE IS GETTING NERVOUS and he thinks that he have to smoke. SAY WHAT?! YOU ARE NERVOUS?! I AM NERVOUS AS FUCK! after 10minuted he CALLED ME. Omg, everybody who knows me knows that I hate answering phone calls if I don’t know someone (ok ok I know that I know him but there is a difference) - after few beeps I pick up the phone. - How are you? -Where are you? -Are you enjoying your time in my city? First of all - wtf, why can’t you just ask me this questions when I will be at your place, second of all - oh dear lord, I love your voice. We just talked like for 5minutes and I was getting closer and closer to his place. Still we texted with each other about that we are nervous and excited, etc. That was really cute and funny! But... he sent one text that blew me away. He asked like straight away “Are we going to make love?”. I blacked out. My mind was dead. I chicks blushed, my body was on fire. IS THIS FOR REAL? WHAT’S HAPPENING? IS IT A DREAM? I joked that if he’s sure that he texted that to the right person but he just apologized me that he’s sometimes too honest and straightforward but he’s going to behave and try to be polite. OK, IM NOT GONNA TURN BACK. I’m coming. YOLO.

I get into his building, made last touch up in the mirror and took the elevator. 2nd floor. Ring-ring. He opened the doors and I saw him smiling - wearing green V-neck sweater, dark denim jeans and Burgundy socks. I saw his few grayish hair - love that. We kissed in chicks. Wanna coffee? Perfect. 

We talked for maybe 1,5-2hours. Laughing. Smoking cigarettes (of course, he always mention that he was nervous and stressed about that meeting). Drinking coffee. I really enjoyed that time. But I felt that fucking tension between us. The atmosphere inside was soooo tight. And it just begin...

He touched my chick because I had there lash or something. Then after few sec he asked about my earring with letter “A” of course with touching my ear. He saw my necklace with half moon and he wanted to see that closer too.

And then... I get up from my hoker, He grabbed me and we (FINALLY) stared to kiss. Oh dear lord have mercy. That was so passionate. That was relief like oh my finally we can pour our emotions into each others lips. We started to rub over bodies still in clothes. I love that part. I looove foreplay! This is so sensual and it just turn me on. 

He lift me up and took me on bed. We took our clothes off and kiss each other bodies. I scratched him A LOT and bite him on the lips while kissing . He slapped me (damn it was my first time with slapping and oh that turned me on!) and that was the beginning. He started to fingering me and... DAMN that was the best pleasure I’ve ever had during sex with guys, seriously, I’ve never discovered so much excitement, passion, love and heaven just because of man’s fingers! I tasted him with my tongue and he was delicious. And then he get inside of me. OH YES. OH YES. Im sorry that Im so opened about that but that was the best sex that I’ve ever had in my life. Our bodies was meant for each other... Yes, I think I had an orgasm. The best one.

After he was lying on me and scratch my body gently. Music was on, we was just watching the sky behind the window. We were still hot as hell and tired as fuck. He said that my body is lovely and that our orgasm was “spatial/spacious” what ever that means but I felt that too. Unfortunately everything is going to an end and I had to go back to my friends because they wanted to go back to Warsaw and he had to go to this birthday party. He joked that after that he is soooo fucking hungry that he will ate everything on that party.

He drove me back to my friends with his OMG beautiful vintage car, open my doors and hug/kiss me goodbye saying that he hope that our paths will cross someday soon. Oh yes, I hope so too.

SO that’s that. If somebody would tell me few months ago that I’m going to make love with guy from tv news that I liked I will laugh at his face. Madness! And now I’m here, after all, laughing but with joy and excitement that it happen. And maybe that “law of attraction” somehow is working. Thank god for my analog photography passion - I make few pictures of him (no, not naked!) so I have a proof that it really happened. lol. still need to pinch myself to believe!

09/2017