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My boy Norphanus had a reeeeally bad night last night. But whew is it gonna get WORSE today when we have our Strahd dinner/finale marathon session... Wonder if he'll be able to actually convince the man to choose peace with his speech (unlikely).
Have some doodles from the last night.
#chloecorvid#dnd#dnd character#elf-orc#half elf#oooooh my party doesn't trust meeee and it huuuurts so goooood#which to their credit--Norph has said he 'relates to strahd more than them' and WOW thats a statement#they'll learn WHY tonight at the dinner and i KNOW my dm is going to hurt my boy after his speech for peace#and that bucket moment was from our Dhampir in the group trying to be nice but stern#like a good 'look at yourself and be nice to yourself' ... but my boy has some uhhhhh hydrophobia going on#so yknoooow#'look at yourself and reflect' he says to the man (he doesnt know about) who's worse memory is JUST that#fun stuff!!
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I keep thinking about how Sanji actually DIED. He's the one monster trio member without a giant scar on his chest, I can just see a terrible mark over where his heart used to be, where the bullet struck him... it's so fucked up its DELICIOUS
YEAH!!!! I actually like to think it basically destroyed his heart, so when his body was retrieved they had to put him into a stasis (to slow brain death/decay) and clone him a new heart before they could properly revive him. It's not like it wouldn't be within Judge's skill set seeing as he can clone entire new people! And it would help sell the thought that he try died that day, seeing as you can't really survive without a heart. Indeed, some of the Strawhats (as well as island locals) saw the moment.
They don't sleep well for a good, long time.
(I debate if Luffy was one of the ones who saw and thanks to where everyone was standing and the brutality of the attack, he was thrown back to the moment of Ace's death, which takes him out of the fight for a hot second.)
There's also a thought that in doing so, they might... stick some other things in it just in case. =) Something to control him with, in case he tries to betray them. A failsafe if you want~
Yeah, Judge places a killswitch into the new heart. It can also be used to track him and 'shock' him a little for smaller punishments. Alas, it ends up not doing him much good, as a killswitch only helps if its actually in *your* hand and the new Sanji doesn't spare the details in his plot to destroy the Vinsmokes. ;)
And... well, if it lands in someone else's hand way down the line... who could say if they would use it? Hehehe~
The scar itself is relatively knarly, but its usually hidden under many layers. It's kinda like a knotted starburst directly over his heart, with a slightly smaller version on his back for the exit would.... the weaponry needed to take down the super soilders is not discrete or kind.
Sanji himself has mixed feelings on the whole thing. On one hand, he doesn't really care what happens to himself, he probably deserved it (he's a Vinsmoke and he hates Vinsmokes). It's just a meat-sack, anyways, it doesn't need to be pretty or whatever, it just needs to hold out. But then he's almost disassociated himself, seeing his Pre- and Post-Death selves as completely different people. He doesn't necessarily pity the 'other man' (he doubts he's capable) but is mad at him for being so weak and useless as to let himself get caught in their father's mechanisms again. He couldn't even die properly! And then it enrages him, that they couldn't even let him be free (in death), how dare they rip away his chance at true peace? He can accept them killing him, but bringing him back was their great sin in his eyes.
Looking at his scar reminds him of everything they took from him. That he was forced back onto this hellscape.
His scar aches constantly, thanks in part to him scratching at it when he gets too far in his head (when he's not yanking at his hair, lol) and being generally very tense (his anger has him in constant fight mode, so even with him not acting on the desire, his body is held very tight, straining it. Which, hey, is also not good on a heart!).
Deep within him, there is a piece that feels like the scar is his 'evil' seeping out, a sign of ever ugly thought he ever had, the mark of his descent into hell. That it shows the world that he lost his heart long ago, leaving only a heartless monster in his place.
Needless to say, it's best for everyone's health and sanity that he doesn't look at it much.
Sanji does not have a good relationship with life/death. All he knows is that every moment he's lived that he can remember is full of endless pain and suffering, and that there are evil forces in the world... He's so mad and so, so very tired. He can't see a way out other than death.
You could say he's lost sight of the sun. =)
#ditto rambles#one piece#vinsmoke sanji#blackleg sanji#sanji#IS THE DEPRESSION METAPHOR NOT OBVIOUS ENOUGH?#you look around and see the worst in the world and it just makes you so mad#you cant see a way to make it stop#that suffering will just keep happening#and because you've forgotten what being happy felt like#you cant comprehend wanting to stay alive in this supposed hellscape#freedom in death#aka sucidal ideation#im a very angry person so yknoooow#buring rage au
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Umm hi I will do some digging on my own but just in case does any1 know of good resources for learning about Judaism for jews that were raised only very slightly religiously & don’t actually know anything & are bad at reading. Thank you
#have been feeling lately like for a while that I would like 2 get more connected w Judaism but I keep forgetting to do anything about it#I think part of it is also that I have a hard time with spirituality bc of this like. deep set autistic pragmatism n I was raised by a hippy#in a very hippyey reform synagogue which I love ofc but it’s hard for me to feel connected in that way#so I need like grounded explanations of all of our stories n traditions Yknow#but without being like Too serious or academic or whatever about it yknoooow.#Judaism for dummies basically
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Sparky and Static both share the last name ”Inazuma”. I doubt this is a coincidence to Genshin Impact’s Inazuma, cuz you draw Genshin stuff sometimes. But it leads me to make some theories/speculations or smth similar.
Sparky and Static are “mirrors” to Ei/her puppet “The Shogun” and Makoto. Sparky and Shogun are both aggressive in their own ways, and both share a (somewhat) callous personality. But unlike Shogun, who can’t think for herself, Sparky is more than aware of what he does because he’s. well. human… atleast somewhat??? You also mentioned that the Creature’s bite also worsened Sparky’s attitude, this lowkey mirrors the Fatui’s influence on the Shogun but thats just me.
Meanwhile, there’s Static and the actual Ei and/or Makoto depending on how you see it. I personally see it as a mix of both but ehhhhhh. Makoto is said to have “cherished each moment within time and space.”, reflecting Static’s love and care for everyone in the group. That’s literally all I can point out because. MAKOTO IS DEAD.
Now, lemme get onto the *fun* part :3
I straight up believe Static is gonna die one way or another in the story. My main theory is that it’s gonna be via the Creature. But yknoooow. Perhaps as a starting point for something like Spark’s character development? I have a feeling he won’t be a jerk forever lol.
I felt hesitant posting this cuz I am straight up just YAPPING. But. Uh. Yeah.
I cracked the code my fellow gamers, Ei and Yae are Sparky and Static’s moms guys TRUST!!!!!! /JJJJJJ
So for firstly
I went with the name Inazuma when i conceptualized the characters back in around 2014, cause since Sparky and Static are japanese so i figured to give them a last name that was fitting since most of OC's names are puns, just relating to personality or their powers, so i just used the japanese word for lightning since it's Sparky elemental power and Static's his brother so they share a last name.
Secondly, I can definitely see that kind of comparison. Sparky is indeed a human, is just the Creature bite gave some of her virus in Sparky, so he's basically a cross between a normal human and a slow mutating Creature (which you can see happen in arts like these where his veins start to glow looking like "cracks" and his eyes turn red and sharp teeth)
And for thirdly, While Static does not die, he does come CLOSE to actually dying, mostly from protecting his brother who, while he can brush off alot of pain and can heal from nearly all fatal blows, is still his baby brother so he wants to be the one protect him. Luckily, Hyrdo had the idea of using one of the meteorite shards (which is what gave the characters their elemental powers) to save Static from blood loss, since it will give him a healing factor and allow him to join the team.
Lastly, while that is an interesting turning point, Static has been one of the few characters Sparky is nicer (more tolerable towards) at the initial start of the series, next to his parents. Its more people not connected to his immediate family he's more inclined to be rude and aggressive towards. However there is a soon similar event that leads to Sparky needing his big wake up call, but not before another tragedy takes place.
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I hate you so much that I can’t live without you, I need you.
get off anon and fuck me like you aren’t a pussy
…well, that’s what part of me wants to say, but it feels too mean..!! it’d be hard to confess something like this face-to-face..
but people can’t help but feel strongly about me~!! so i try to accept all of the feelings that people have!! it’s nice to make people passionate, yknoooow??
then it’s okay for us to tear each other apart. reciprocation is acceptance
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If anyone has fic requests for Lucius i'd love to hear them! All of the stuff ive done with him is fem!reader stuff (cause im a lady yknoooow heehee) and i feel like there should be more diversity for other identities. Luci is pan! Luci loves all kinds of people! I just have so many projects im working on rn that i cant think of anything so yeah if u have ideas slip me an ask. The more detailed the better :3:3:3:3:3
#incubus x reader#oc x reader#incubus oc#lucius x reader#lucius the incubus#monster fucker#phantom talks
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hey do you dislike hellpark /genq
i don't dislike .it. but hellpark feels v v seperate from south park to me soi cant perceive hell park pip and south park pip for example as having to do much with each other. its an AU but yknoooow very AUy. when i look for south park foreign kids content and see hellpark content ,it makes sense bc its a south park AU but its not what i want to see so thats why i blocked thr tag like a good boy. also TBH personally the artstyle is not my thi--*a red lazer dot appears on my forehead indicating im being aimed at* oh no
#asks#the au is cool and all but i just dont feel like getting into it#sorry uf i sound complainy thats not my intention. in my defence i had pms when i sounded complainy
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<3 WOULD i be the asshole iiif i fucked with peoples relationships for fun?? <3
sooo one thing to know about me is i run a little romance advice column under a pseudonym. im cerulean, so sometimes i give people a liiittle nudge in the right direction, right? hee hee
the issue is! <3 there's more hatred in my pump biscuit than there is blood!! <3 im tired of seeing it all go right, yknoooow?
bbbaaasically im thinking of picking some totally innocent random asker, going "wow i havent seen a disaster like this since the signless" and then making their relationship go to shit. by myself! even though they didnt do anything wrooong??
so like would that be funny? would i be an asshole? i mean i wooould but would i be a FUNNY one?? <:3 (my smiley face) (innocent) (sweet!) (cuuute!!) ehehe
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Yesterday I read thorns and Im no longer fine /pos I FUCKIGN . I am a Viola apologist. I say she was being a bit silly yknoooow it's normal. she's normal
Drew a viola for comfort. Needless to say there's spoilers for thorns in the tags
Man I really wanna turn these thangs into comics one day. THEY'D LOOK SO GOOD. maybe during summer REMINDER THAT IF YOU WANNA READ THESE VERY EPIC THINGS HERE'S THE LINK -> here.
#thorns msm#msm au#god forbid women have hobbies#(accidentally killing someone)#I love her but jesus christ I had to jump through some hellish hoops to like. justify her#if hell exists then the only reason I will go there will be for thinking “maybe killing a man isn't so bad”#if viola has a million fans then I'm one of them. If Viola has 5 fans then I'm one of them.#If viola has one fan that is me. If viola has no fans Im no longer alive.#if the world is against Viola im against the world. Till my last breath I'll support viola#sorry Im being deranged for viola again. she means a lot to me
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Hes so right you should date someone so so niceys and kind to you for a change yknoooow
As a treat 😁
SAYS YOU
AREN'T YOU DATIN THE LITERAL JOKER? HMMM???
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🌈 'sup. i'm aria. unovan transfer student in paldea's uva academy, hobbyist breeder/trainer, and your local catperson ( in both ways ).
🧶 i don't really do much other than just kinda exploring, catching pokemon, n' doing classes. i did complete the paldea dex that one time and maybe stopped a few threats and i may or may not be a supplier of a good few of the various professor's starter pokemon but yknoooow. typical stuff compared to things othr ppl r doin
🌻 my """ace""" ( in many quotes bc i never have consistent teams ) is a meowscarada the head of uva gifted me who i named forsythia. he's showy and loves doing tricks for ppl so i sometimes have him outside of his ball so he can show off. if ur ever in paldea and see a meowscarada in mesagoza chances are it might be mine lol
🔴 you can battle me if u want ig but i dont battle suuuuper duper competitively. like yea i know what evs and ivs are and i try to maximize my favorite pokemons ones since thats rlly cheap nowadays ( bottlecaps used to be sm more expensive ) but other than that i dont do much else
🖌️i also like uh, drawing and writing and stuff like that a lot but i only rlly post abt that stuff online lol. i've wanted to be a musician but learning stuff other than singing is hard, and same w/ game dev stuff. codings hard. but i also play games ofc ofc. i love splatoon 3 n im good at my ursaco shifts >:3c
idk what else 2 put here. uhh. have fun
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OOC:
hiiii this is a pokemon irl blog :3
anyone can interact. pokemon, pokepasta, rp blogs, non-pokemon related blogs, whoever tf!!! the excuse is just "alt timelines/dimensions" etc for crossover stuff or different pokemon rpers/irl blogs who have diff rules
RULES | ABOUT ARIA ( IC ) | ABOUT ARIA ( OOC )
🌀 the character being played is aria! a 19 year old pokemon trainer ( who is also uh. a catperson. ) enrolled in naranja-uva academy ( specifically uva ) and just sort of exploring the world to find themselves and all. they/he pronouns. if you want more go here.
the character is an AU of my persona based on my playthrough of pokemon violet specifically but is also just generally based on my experience with pokemon - except mixed with if it was in real life. they aren't 100% me bc that'd probably make things weird, but they are mostly made up of my segments and parts hence. them being a sona.
⚠️ most of the way this blog goes abt the whole pokemon irl and related stuff doesn't follow any super specific rules or anything. of course, it follows most of the groundwork of that and stuff, but its a little mixed with canon pokemon a little more so it might be a little more outlandish as opposed to the more grounded ( quote unquote ) nature of most pkmn irl blogs. it's still mostly grounded, just like, everso slightly more akin to the pokemon games for a little more wiggleroom. also whatever the natural catboyism is about. it is not explained nor will be probably.
⚡ "yes and"-ing / improv is very important for any pkmn irl blog but if anything doesn't follow Your blogs canon the explanation is probably just "timeline bullshit" or "don't think abt it too hard" with some specific things ( the fact aria is a catboy just, like, naturally ). u can point these out but aria will just be like "lol? that's always how its been"
🔔 follow me if u r interested... i will post now and again. I do not know how to make good info/first posts.
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❤️ ooc, i am a young adult and use he/they pronouns.
🐈 i am. also named aria. aria's a self-insert/sona but at the same time not really. it's complicated, but there's enough levels of separation where things won't be weird i prommy.
🐱 idrc who interacts, but do note i'm fine with suggestive jokes but they'll be tagged like that and not taken further than just jokes + i probably won't make them that often? just if smth asks me smth like that or if i see an Opportunity for a joke.
✨ magic anons are allowed but i have the right to refuse them.
📧 asks are allowed and so are interactions, ofc ofc
⚠️ i likely won't tag unreality / high stakes pokereality unless any post feels particularly hard to distinguish, so heres your warning; this blog contains unreality since these blogs r for acting as if pokemon are real!
⛔ of course as always bigots, terfs, prosh/ppers, etc DNI ⛔
anyways have fun!
#pkmn irl#pokemon irl#rotumblr#pokemon rp#pkmn rp#oc rp#about post#info post#unreality#ooc#idk how to tag these.#real pokemon#pokeblogging
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finally bought some of ye olde basic make up products and baby. girl. i look Fresh and Alive
#bronzer blush lip liner highlighter hydrating gloss metallic eyeliner AND setting spray. for 50 euros HELLOOOOOOO#i just tried em all on rn and i look hella cute and petite wtf... ..behehfhehehHEHEHRHE#OH i also bought some Colorful eyeshadow for perhaps fun summer-y looks yknoooow yknow#im so excited skskdjskskdjf its like. im going thru teenagehood. from the Other Side. and its great!!!!!!!!and i look CUTE#rizcore
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[CHANGE OF PLAN no party for me]
#⟨ ✖ ; OOC ; Casual Sinning ⟩#[tbh just cant be bothered LMAO]#[as i stared into my dead glassy eyes in my makeup mirror just yknoooow.......]#[maybe not]#[id rather sit here eating chips and watching netflix WOW THATS REALLY A SAD REFLECTION OF ME ISNT IT LOL]#[false eyelashes are fun tho]#[so is black cherry lipstick]#[man im hungry speaking of which lmao time for dinner]
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good evening (it is 10:27am), zanna zannolin, from yours truly: pass anon. funny seeing you ‘round these parts… it has been a while, old friend.
just wanted to pop in and say that, while it seems we’ve both mostly moved on from mcyt/dsmp, i had quite a good time being my natural self (evil) and holding dramatic, personal grudges against you. :’) truly the end of an era. i hope to find plenty of things of yours to take issue with in the future, as well. (listen, i grind for two things and two things exclusively: long-accumulated resentment and clout.)
genuinely, though, good luck with college and with balancing work! you’ve got this. :’) o7
pass anon my old frenemy i'm so glad to know you're still kicking around. you have made me smile many a time.
i'm not sure there's so much balancing going on as there is being crushed by the weight of my responsibilities but yknoooow i have. i have hannibal episodes to keep me going. do it for him (will graham autism king) and all that.
#answered asks#passerine anon#i supposed now that im getting to this ill go ahead and say it here#that i dont entirely think ive fully moved on from dsmp (mcyt in general yes tho) so i wont lie abt it and say i have#i still end up chatting meta with ksusha and ive got a lot of wips i plan on finishing even if like i said i dont start new stuff#but im still enjoying c!crime even if im distancing myself from the community as a whole#esp the cc side. just...dont wanna know whats going on yknow.#its about trying to find the right balance i think#my hardcore fan days are behind me but i'm still hanging around and thinking and occasionally writing
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Dot thoughts on 21
"Letting so, soooo much fresh wax drip...
"That's unforgivable, yknoooow..?"
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SOOoOoOoOoOo aHAHAHA...
good news? It was a really nice day today and i was SO CUTE i wore my croptop hoodie and gemstone skirt and im the cutest boy on the block
the bad news, uh... so my mom! works at a nursing home! and they now have suspected cases in her wing so like... yknoooow she’s casually exposed and theres a good chance she might get it and like- if she gets it, my dad and I are totally getting it
sooooooooo yknooooow
its uh
these next 2 weeks are gonna be... something alright
#coronavirus tw#im just hoping that if we all get it we all have minor symptoms and just need to stay home
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